asensitivequeen

[asensitivequeen]

Genuinely curious

So I have always gotten lost in staring at walls, carpet, grass, fire, the sky.. Whatever has some pattern. I’ll stare for so long and the shapes start to turn into faces, people, animals, mythical creatures, monsters, etc. then images start to move like I’m creating these stories and moving pictures with my eyes. I guess I’m just curious to see if anyone else does this. Like I can’t explain why but I’ve always done it and it just happens naturally and I’ll do it for 5-10 mins or even hours.. until something snaps me out of it.

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[asensitivequeen]

Then I’m the bad guy for leaving the situation….

Fuckkkkkk you… you can’t just expect a women to want to marry you when you have done nothing to show her you are responsible in anyways… how are you just going to jump to a proposal without even trying to work towards that goal… it’s crazy to me how you can tell a man exactly how you feel and then they just go on planning a public proposal with all your close friends.. knowing damn well there was problems in the relationship… like guy really thought if he’d do it infront if everyone you’d get a yes??? No that’s not how it works…

[asensitivequeen]

Fuckkkkkk you… you can’t just expect a women to want to marry you when you have done nothing to show her you are responsible in anyways… how are you just going to jump to a proposal without even trying to work towards that goal… it’s crazy to me how you can tell a man exactly how you feel and then they just go on planning a public proposal with all your close friends.. knowing damn well there was problems in the relationship… like guy really thought if he’d do it infront if everyone you’d get a yes??? No that’s not how it works…

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