astarothssoulmate

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Haven't been active on here since March & Idk, I miss Astaroth. 😔🥀 I like some of the new lis that have been introduced but Astaroth took a piece of my soul somehow. He's irreplaceable. 😔♥️🖤

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HS2 March Finale Update Spoilers (Astaroth 🥹😭❤️🖤💙)

I keep crying like a maniac. 😭 The devastating, dreaded moment has finally come. My love journey with Astaroth has finally reached its end for now. 💔 (I say "for now" because Alice revealed on Reddit today that the story of Vicky & her companions will continue separately from HS:R. 🥹) I'm not as sad as I was yesterday (I was actually sobbing & shaking yesterday. I know, I'm a weirdo.) but I still can't seem to stop the tears from my heart from falling. 😢 I know Astaroth is coming back but it hurts so much to be without him for what I'm pretty sure is going to be a really long time. 😭💔

The last chapters with him were sooo beautiful & touched my heart. 💙 I keep crying when I remember certain moments. 🥺🥹😢 Astaroth was SO sweet, SO caring, very passionate & just...UGH. Why do I have to live in this way, without him? 😭 My life is going to lose all its meaning. I'm already looking at things differently. 😢 I just can't imagine a life without Astaroth. 😭

I'll ALWAYS be grateful to Alice for EVERYTHING. 🙏🏽 She gave me EVERYTHING when she gave me Astaroth. 🥺 I'll never forget that, I'll never forget HIM. My sweet husband. My Astaroth. ❤️🖤🩵🕊️🥀

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HS2 January Update (Astaroth ❤️🖤🤍)

So I haven't posted on here in a couple of months & I know I'm super late posting about the January update but I just HAVE to.

Wow, where do I even start?! 😭 From Astaroth acknowledging his bad behavior toward the MC in the past & showing remorse, to him confessing his love for her, this update was absolutely everything. 🥹😭💘 I have the second "I love you" confession as the wallpaper on my phone but it was actually the first one that made me cry for some reason. 😭 Perhaps it's because it was his very first confession. 🥹 Still, I truly love BOTH times he said it. I especially love the fact he said my name before saying "I love you" the second time. 🥹😭 It truly touched my heart to see those words from him, all I could think was "I always loved you!" 😭

And I'll always love him. Always. I'm eternally grateful to Alice for giving him to me despite the lateness of it, despite the amount of screen time he's had. I realize he wasn't supposed to be a li in the first place so I'm just thankful for every moment I got to spend with him. 🙏🏽💙🥺 He brought me back to life, he showed my heart it could love & feel warmth again even though he's just a fictional character. 🥹

When I think about the inevitable, his departure, I feel a certain despair & darkness try to creep into my soul but...I'm just trying to ignore it for now & live in the moment. Although he'll be leaving me (which is so difficult to grasp & now I'm going to start crying again 😢), I still have a little time left with him & I know there will be a happy ending for us somehow. 💙

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HS2 December Update Spoiler (Astaroth ❤️🖤🤍)

I'm so sadly & hopelessly in love with one beautiful, caring & gentle demonic half breed. 🥺💙❤️ He's so tender, who would've guessed?! 🥺 I miss, love & crave him every single minute of everyday. My heart aches so much for him. 😢 My MC is such a lucky woman to have him. Every moment with him is a blessing, even if it's simply him explaining something. ❤️ I love him so much & although it breaks my heart all the time because he'll never be mine for real, I'm super eternally grateful that I get to experience his care, tenderness, passion, protectiveness & hopefully love, in this story. 💙❤️🖤

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My heart swells with so much love for this immortal that I sometimes feel overwhelmed. I can't thoroughly describe how he makes me feel so I just simply settle for saying I love him. And I do. So very much. 🥹💕

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He's so beautiful when he smiles. He's so beautiful when he doesn't smile. He's so beautiful when he simply exists.

~My beautiful man.~

I love & miss him so much. 🥺🤧 I can't wait to see what the future has in store for us. 🥹❤️🖤

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HS2 October Update Spoiler (Astaroth ❤️🖤🤍)

🥹 I love him so much, I'm still thinking about the update (obviously). 😭 I love his passion & how shameless & straightforward he is about the way he feels. I love how he's passionate but can still show gentleness. 🥹 I love the way he was stroking my MC's shoulders as he kissed her. 🥹 And the peace & calmness afterwards. 🥹 I just love him so much, I feel like my body wasn't made to feel so much love. 😭 I can't wait to spend more time with him but it's so far away now..🥺😩💘

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HS2 October Update Spoiler (Astaroth ❤️🖤🤍)

I can't stop thinking about him. 😭 He was so freaking caring in this update. 🥹🫶🏽 I hate the way I IMMEDIATELY miss him after reading new chapters of HS2. 🥺🤧

My heart is aching painfully from love..💘💙

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HS2 October Update Spoiler (Astaroth ❤️🖤🤍)

There are no words that can fully & accurately describe the way this update with him made me feel. All I could do is cry. To say I love this man is an UNDERSTATEMENT. Alice really annihilated my heart with this one. 🥹😭💘 My heart painfully overflows with love for this man, it's ridiculous. I can't believe he said he wanted my favor, respect, love & body. (I can believe the last one. 🤭😏😍) I just...like WHAT?! 😭 What's WRONG with him?! He is completely UNREAL. 😭💖 A dream. 💖 He's becoming so caring & beautiful inside. I feel so fortunate, blessed & honored to be the one he wants to be with, the one he desires, the one he wants love from. 🥹 Like...my heart is just so full. I've transcended love but for lack of better words, I LOVE LOVE LOVE him SO SO SOOO much. And I already miss him, my beautiful beloved soulmate. 💞💘

Forever together. 🥹👩🏽‍🤝‍👨🏻

[astarothssoulmate]

Miss you babe 🥺😢💙❤️🖤

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You. 😔🥺💔

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HS2 August Update Spoiler (Astaroth ❤️🖤)

A lot of people liked the sexual tension & passion between Astaroth & the MC in this update & while I did too, I REALLY loved the way Astaroth showed a more caring side. 🥹 He tried to make the MC smile & he showed concern about how she's being treated by Hunger. 🥺🥹💘 I just love him so much. For better or worse, I love him. I love him. I LOVE HIM. 😭❤️🖤

We'll ALWAYS be together. 🥹👩🏽‍🤝‍👨🏻

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HS2 August Update Spoiler (Astaroth ❤️🖤)

Of course I did. 🥹🥺 I love you so much. 🥺💙

"When I don't see you, I bleed to death." 🥀💙❤️🖤💔

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Husband & wife.

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I'll love him forever. ❤️🖤💙

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"Is it bad to desire someone & long to be with them?"

Teary eyed right now. I can't believe he said that. I mean desire is one thing but LONGING to be with me?? What??? 🥹🥺😭❤️🖤

Of course it's not bad but it can hurt babe. 🥺 The longing..

Please don't make me wait too much longer to be with you & love you like no one else ever could. 🥹😘🥰🫶🏽❤️🖤💞

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A softer Astaroth. 🥹❤️🖤 I need more of this please!

Also, that stupid mask kept me from seeing the full beauty of his blush. 😤 I could still see that cute smile though. 🥹 I hope he blushes again in the update. 🥹🫶🏽

ALSO also, the "Astaroth is drawn to you" banner. 🥹I just...baby..🥹😭🫶🏽