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Red Room

📸 Bryan Kirks, bless you for this 👌❤️

I normally do summaries; a prelude to what you'll read...not this time. Enjoy ❤️

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Mesmerizing. That's what I'd choose to desribe it. Magestic even. To be quite literally, a fly on the wall, and witness the pure melodious voice of Noah Sebastian in a setting not controlled by the stage. It echoed softly, my eyes closing at the therapeutic sound. Like rain water. Like a babbling brook. It was serene and peaceful.

I pressed my ear tighter to the cool white painted wood of the studio door. A warm red glow illuminated the tips of my polished toes as it spilled underneath the crack between the bottom of the door and the hardwood floor. Jolly's frame suddenly came into view, clad in a black Bad Omens hoodie and a baseball cap, long hair tied back into a loose bun at the nape of his neck. He smirked at me, crossing his arms over his chest and leaned against the door frame. I giggled softly and shook my head in embarrassment. We listened for a few moments in silence before he moved to plant a kiss at my temple and turned in the direction of his bedroom down the hall.

I quietly turned the doorknob, careful to do it slowly so it didn't squeak or grate before gently opening the door and silently slipping inside the room. Computer desks, monitors, speakers, laptops and microphones littered the edges of the room. A couple of bean bag chairs and a leather couch offered warm comfort and a few fake potted plants gave the dimly lit room a splash of color.

Noah's voice echoed softly around the room and all I could do was stand in the darkened doorway and watch, completely entranced. The lyrics to a demo he wrote for The Death of Peace of Mind but never made the cut, spilled from his full lips, tears suddenly filling my vision...

Eyes start to blur out of focus

I called out but you didn't notice

You know that I know that you're hurting

Still we sit alone

Hot tears rolled down my cheeks, my lips parting as my breathing grew shallow, chest heaving. Noah turned his head in my direction, irritation flashing across his dark features and then instantly softening when he realized it was me. Practically launching himself from his chair, he reached me in two strides and yanked me to his chest, long arms wrapping themselves around me tight, as the damn burst and I started shaking with animalistic sobbs.

Noah rocked us from side to side, my hands fisting the material of the black t-shirt he wore, my tears creating a wet spot in the soft fabric. He could have cared less, just continued to sway us gently, softly humming as he bent his head down, lips grazing the shell of my ear. His hair had gotten longer, his bangs falling into his eyes as the rest of his hair created a curtain around his face. It was almost, almost wolfcut. My favorite. That realization had the corners of his lips curling.

Noah suddenly lifted me up in his arms, my thighs instinctively wrapping around his waist as he carried us the whole two strides again to his chair and sitting us down, my legs dangling on either side of his lap. By now, my sobs had dwindled down to silent tears again. Noah's dark eyes roamed my face as he brushed the hair away that had stuck to my cheeks. His fingertips lingered on my skin, gently wiping my tears with this thumbs before gently running the pad of his thumb across my bottom lip.

I nodded.

That was all the consent he needed. The line between friends and something more had been crossed after all these years as his lips slanted across mine. The taste of Noah on my lips, my tongue exploded into a thousand stars. It was heady, sweet and unlike anything I ever tasted. I waited for so long to be noticed. For him to look at me the way he looked at them. To touch me the way he touched them.

But would this last or would I be another notch in his belt?

"You have never been nor will you ever be just another notch in my belt...you're far more precious than that...they never even came close..."

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Prompt Request!

#9 from list 1

#14 from list 2

🫣

A/N: Okay if you got a problem with people using real people in fan fictions and come on my page under my work and complain about it and tell me I need therapy… you’re the fuckin crazy one not me bitch😒

Anywayyyy… this prompt is a “gangbang” in a hot tub, if you don’t like that or it makes you uncomfortable please don’t read it, if you don’t like my work please block me and leave me be, I don’t need your comments or DMs. 🥲🫶🏻

There’s another great story someone did as a “gangbang” where each member has their way with you and I just wanted to link their work here.

The Bet. By @sorrowsofsilence I love their work go check them out and read it if you hasn’t already🩶

Warnings: smut, blowjob, fingering, gangbang, P in V, unprotected sex (don’t try that shit at home), hot tub sex, swearing, dirty talk, my grammar😀

Parings: the entire fuckin band, good luck bitch😩

This request has rotted my mind to the point where it will not leave😵‍💫

✨IF YOU DO NOT LIKE SMUT, OR FICTIONAL STORIES DO NOT READ THIS. MDNI✨

REQUEST ARE CLOSED, HAVE TO CATCH UP ON OTHER PROMPTS AND REQUESTS. SO NO MORE REQUESTS OR PROMPTS PLEASE… THANK YOU🫠

Noah invited you and his bandmates over for a hot tub night. You don’t remember the last time you all have hanged out with each other. You’ve heard rumors that most of band fancies you and feels a certain way about you..

You try not to let that invade your mind. The whole band is attractive not one member of BO is not, you honestly would let any of them hit if you wanted to.

You worked with Davis, the band met you through him. They liked your ideas, the way you were involved with their ideas, and of course your beauty. You were covered in tattoos as were most of the band. They found the work done on you like no other.

Making your way to Noah’s house, you give a slight knock before heading.. “come in”, from one of the guys in the house.

You stepped in, greeted by the warmth and comfort of Noah’s house. Very neat and cozy, you could stay here forever if offered. Most of the band was in the kitchen eating the pizza they ordered, you walked in with your bag in your hand greeted by 4 dudes.

“Hey, how you doing?” Jolly piped up immediately seeing you. His eyes traced over your body admiring your band tee and shorts you had on, exposing your thighs. He could particularly drool at your looks.

“I’m well, thanks for asking.” You replied, smiling. Noah offered you a plate with food, but you shook your head stated you already had food.

Nicholas admired your tattoos while you spoke with Noah about what he’s been doing with the upcoming album. You haven’t had much done, a lot of American traditional pieces you had done. You had some line work, and some other gorgeous pieces that he found were his favorite you had on you. He’s offered to tattoo you at no expense, you took him off on his offer and got to know him a little more while he was doing a piece for you.

You could feel Rufflio’s eyes burning into your skin as well. Finishing your conversation with Noah he suggested we all changed and got in the hot tub.

Most the guys were dressed already, just needing to take their shirts off, you on the other hand had to change, making your way into his bathroom. The guys got the hot tub situated, there was only 4 seats in there causing all of them to exchange glances at eachother.

“Where is she going to sit?” Folio asked.

“Wherever, I’ll move if I have to… or she can sit on me.” Noah replied cheekly.

“Sit on you? What if she wants to sit on me, she obviously likes me more than you…” Nicholas argued.

“Nooo, she likes me the most.” Jolly states confidently, nodding his head.

“You guys are ridiculous..” Noah scoffed, rolling his eyes.

Few minutes later you appeared, making all of them turn their heads. You furrowed your eyebrows seeing there wasn’t much room to sit in there. You stepped in sitting on your knees in the middle of all four of them.

“Y/n, you can see on my lap if you’d like..” Noah offered, you looked towards him nodded, swimming your way towards him.

You fell more attractive to Noah and felt more comfortable around him, the whole band you were attracted to, but Noah you had more conversations with and he knew more about you than most the guys.

You sat down on his lap lightly. Noah pulled you into him, feeling his cock, that you mentally ignored while sitting on him. He was hard underneath you, of course he was. Most of the fucking band was.

You are wearing a red small bikini, who in this hot tub wouldn’t be hard?

You shift around on him slightly getting comfortable, the jets came on having everyone relax in the hot tub. The silence was pretty loud, closing your eyes and resting your head against Noah, he pulled you into his body.

“Should we play never have I ever?” Folio breaks the silence. Everyone looks towards him and eachother, nodding in agreement, there wasn’t anything else to do really… how harmful can this game be?

“Okay but we have tequila too.” Folio pulls the bottle off the ledge he placed when he first got into the tub, showing it off to everyone. Noah gags behind you. “I hate tequila.” He exclaims.

“Well, just hope you don’t have to take too many shots of it.” Nicholas laughed. You felt Noah’s hand playing with your thighs.

Folio takes the bottle pouring some shots, in some cups he brought with him too. He passes them out as the game starts.

“Never have I ever been with a guy before..” he states, you took a sip of the tequila, making a face at its taste. The guys smirked at your reaction.

“Never have I ever given a blowjob.” Jolly continues the game, watching you drink again your face turning flushed from the alcohol and the questions.

Moving to Noah’s turn.. “never have I ever, thrown up in my best friend’s shoes.” You drink again, starting to feel like this game was mainly meant to get you drunk than them.

Finally it was your turn and you decided to make everyone drink. “Never have I ever been in a band.” Causing all the guys to drink themselves, finally giving you a break from tequila.

Moving to Nicholas now, “never have I ever fantasized about having a gangbang.” Everyone laughs, but you take a sip, making everyone pause. Now you feel dizzy at the question.

No one moves, their eyes stay on you. “You want to get gangbanged?” Noah says, surprisingly.

“Ummm… I had a dream, and it was really good.” Feeling your face flush red at their reactions, feeling their eyes burn deeper into your skin.

“Gangbang with who, baby?” Folio moved closer by you, pulling you off Noah and onto his lap.

Feeling yourself grow shy looking away from them embarrassed. Of course Nicholas would out the fantasy you told him a long time ago, while he was tattooing you. “Don’t get shy on us now..” he moves his hand to redirect your face to him, “We all want you..” you felt yourself shiver at his words.

You turned yourself around off his lap to see Noah, Nicholas, and Jolly, nodding in approval. “Umm… I had a fantasy of all of us.. in a hot tub actually..” you chew your lip nervously. “Go on..” Nicholas pushes you more, already knowing the full story.

“Ummm we were all in the hot tub, and all you guys took turns having me your way in this hot tub.” You felt small and shy telling them that. Their eyes widen at the idea and fact of it. Nicholas smirked.

“Who went first?” Noah asked, sitting up to look at you better. “Umm Nicholas actually..” you felt yourself blushing looking back down at the water.

“I’m down if you are..” you heard his voice turning your head towards him. “But if you start..” he grabbed your waist moving you towards him. “You have to be fair and let all of us have a turn with you, just like your little fantasy..” Nicholas pulled you into him more placing you directly onto his hard on.

You melt into his touch, Nicholas starts by placing his lips on yours moving them slowly against yours. His tongue teased your bottom lip before biting it making you gasp to slip his tongue in.

As you find for dominance against his tongue, he takes his fingers hooking them to your bathing suit bottoms and taking them off. He slides his shorts down sliding his cock into you. You pull away from the kiss moaning at the feeling of him. Nicholas moves you up and down making you ride him. Your head is thrown back while the alcohol invaded your mind.

Noah moves off his spot, kissing you while you ride on Nicholas, feeling yourself grow closer to your orgasm as he uses you like his own doll. Noah’s tongue invade your mouth exploring your mouth. As you reach your high with Nicholas you moan into you and Noah’s kiss as you feel him release into you.

Immediately after Noah, bends you over the edge of the hot tub. He takes his cock out sliding it in from behind you, his dick feeling bigger than Nicholas’s stretches you out, causing a loud moan to escape your mouth. Noah’s hand grabs your neck pulling him up towards him while he thrust harder into you.

“Fuckkk..” you cried out. Noah’s noises started sounding more animalistic, his tip hitting your G Spot, fuckin you at a rough pace. Folio got out of the tub coming onto your side. Noah placed your head down at him “Suck him off while I fuck you..” he grumbled, you take Folio in your mouth, Folio moves his hips against your throat, making his tip hit the back of your throat.

Noah’s rough pace, and Folio’s cock in your throat make your head spin almost feeling like too much. Noah’s hand snakes down to your clit rubbing it making you cry harder around Folio’s cock.

“You suck me so well..” Folio moans, taking your hair in his hand, guided your face into him more. You clench around Noah indicating your close. You feel Folio twitch in your throat feeling he’s close too. Noah’s head is thrown back with his mouth open, feeling you squeeze him hard as you cum. Folio stops his thrust and buries himself in your throat shooting a load down it.

He immediately pulls out and places a kiss to your face. You lean over the edge panting still, from the high you came off of. Just when you think you were done you felt someone move you off the edge and onto their lap right by the jets. Looking up with blurry eyes you see the Swede Jolly smirking at you. His fingers coming down to your cunt sticking them in.

His head moves down to your ear whispering to you. “I’m going play with you, and you’re going play with me. If you stop, I stop. Got it?” He asked, you nodded your vision finally coming back to normal. Jolly and you were the only ones in the hot-tub now, all the other boys went inside to situate themselves.

One of the seats you were sitting in had jets blowing at your waist level, so obviously Jolly took that as an average having it right on your clit while he fingered you, taking your other hand you jerk him off under the water. He was edging himself a few times while you were getting fucked by the other guys, finally having his way with you felt so good.

His fingers were deep inside, hitting the spot you needed him in the most, you whiny and sensitive everything felt raw and it hurt. Jolly praised you while he continued finger fucking your cunt, going the same pace you jerked him off at.

He whispered in your ear telling you how good you were doing, how good your moans sounded, and how beautiful you looked this way. Every compliment had you clenching your fingers around him. You could hear his moans as well and grunts as he came closer to the edge.

Your legs shook unable to keep them open from the sensation of the jets and him you let go of his cock, causing him to stop too, making you cry out. He cooed you, turning the jets off to calm you down a little more so he can finish you. “Jerk me off, and you’ll get to cum.” He hummed in your ear. You started again, not far off from your orgasm, he can feel how close you are by your sounds and your body’s reactions.

“You close y/n?” His free hand moving the hair out the way of your ear, hearing you whine more for him. “Y-yes..” you breathed. Jolly smirked and spend up his fingers making you shake around him.

“Cum.” He exclaimed feeling himself there with you. You both came around the same time. Tears were streaming down your face, your hair was a mess, and your lip was raw from biting it.

Jolly picked you up out of the hot-tub, grabbing your bottoms and wrapping a towel around you, before lifting you up from your legs being jelly and carrying you to the shower to have Noah rinse you off.

You sat on the shower ground as Noah shampooed your hair. “So was it like your fantasy?” He asked casually, rinsing you off, caring for you in a non sexual way. “Yea… it was very good, though I don’t know if I’d do it again..” you giggled, causing Noah to smirk.

“Good because I want just us to bang, and not the whole band.. next time.” He winked at you, your face flushed red at his words.

After everyone was done and situated no one said anything about what happened, just continued the normal hangout like it didn’t happen.

Taking you out your train of thoughts you see Matt and Davis show up. “Hey, is the hot-tub still open?” Davis asked, seeing you guys glance at eachother in a panic.

“It has to get cleaned, y/n threw up in it.”

Matt and Davis made face, at the idea I’d throw up in the water. “At least no one fucked.” Matt laughed eating a slice of left over pizza, pausing when only him and Davis laughed and everyone else wouldn’t make eye contact with each other.

“Ah what the fuck… she definitely didn’t throw up did she?” Matt exclaimed, making a face. You guys all laughed nervously. Closing your eyes trying to forget about it.

A/N: I fear this was good and bad. Not my best work but I think it’s pretty good. Hope y’all are still here with me💀🫶🏻

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4 and 20 from prompt list 1 please 😊

Yessss of course🫶🏻🩶

#4 first time

#20 gentle comforting sex

Parings: Noah Sebastian x Virgin reader!

Warnings: P in V, crying, praising, virginity loss, gentle sex, fingering, protected sex,lil dirty talk??, swearing, my grammar

✨IF YOU DO NOT LIKE SMUT, SEXUAL STORIES, ANYTHING WITH STORIES WITH REAL LIKE PEOPLE IN FAN FICTION DO NOT READ✨

This reminds me a little bit to a throw back to my teach me series😩🤭

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You and Noah have been in a relationship for years now. Your friends would always talk about sex and their sex life. Noah knew you were inexperienced, he never pushed you to do anything. You were nervous what would happen and how you’d feel.

You hear everyone’s first time being “horrible” or “painful” or “pins and needles” feeling. You didn’t want to experience that, you were scared to feel any of those things.

Your best friend talked about losing her virginity to someone who was 5 years older than here. Hearing that he was rough, didn’t care, and just wanted to get it over with in a way. It hurt you for her if you were being honest. She just wanted it gone, so she can say she did it.

You on the other hand wanted something gentle, and sincere. The feeling of comfort and wanting, not feeling like you were rushing to get it done because you have it. You haven’t found the right person until you met Noah.

Noah has been busy lately. Always on tour, making new music or producing something else. You wanted to tell him you were ready you wanted to move things forward in your relationship.

Noah would always stop any heated make out sessions, as they would get too heated for your liking. He would never complain, he just wanted to make sure you were comfortable and 100% ready to go to the next step.

Stepping into his studio he made in the house, you found him with his headphones on humming the beat of the song he created, no lyrics with it yet or anything. His fingers were tapping against the table to the beat trying to find words to start the song, when he felt your finger tips touch his shoulder pulling you out of his work.

“Hey Angel, what’s up?” Noah took the headphones off looking up at you, with a gentle smile. Happy to see your face. You are his world and rock after all. His hair was getting a little longer in the back, perfect for you to run your fingers through. His face grew a little stubble as well. He looked amazing.

You took a seat on his lap wrapping your arms around him. You didn’t want to look in his eyes feeling shy. He hummed waiting to a reply before asking again. His fingers come to your hair caressing it.

“Angel, what’s up you’re being more clingy than normal.” He chuckled, clicking away at the track on the desk top he had. Noah had no problem with you showing your emotions and feelings around him, however you were distancing yourself from him these last few days and now reappearing had him questioning what was invading your mind now.

“Nothing just wanted to be with you.” You whispered, burying your head on his shoulder inhaling his scent. He smiled at your comment, pulling you closer into him. You hands made his way to his back as you rubbed it lightly, hearing a slight groan from him.

“How was your night out with your friend?” He asked, typing something into the computer for the track. You shivered at his question remembering her bringing up sex and all these other things that you found weren’t your cup of tea.

“Good, we talked and that was about it.” You shrugged, still rubbing his back. Noah’s face turned toward you. “What did you talk to about?” Noah knew you always tell him about your conversations with your friends so when he felt you shiver at his question he looked back at you to find you biting your lip at his question.

“The same old stuff..” you answered looked away from him. You shifted in his lap getting more comfortable. “Some old stuff like..” Noah feeling more nosy deciding to press on about the conversation.

“Our life’s, sex, relationships, where we’ve visited..” you mumbled, hoping he’d skip over the sex part of it. Noah was clicking away at the computer before pausing furrowing his eyebrows.

“Sex? What about sex? You’ve never had that..” he replied, cocking his eyebrow at you pulling you out of the situation you were in on his shoulder. You bite your lip again not wanting to look at him, playing with your fingers.

“She told me about her first time… and how bad it was.” Your eyes widen at your words recalling the story making you feel gross, eyes trained on the floor. Noah’s eye narrowed at your words.

“How the guy wasn’t gentle and just wanted to get it over with… not caring if she had experience or not..” you mumbled.

Noah’s hands snake to your waist holding you onto him. “Is that what you think sex is like?” He asked. You looked up at him, shrugging.

“She had rough sex her first time… I guess it hurt her and stuff. I just don’t want to feel the same way.” Your lips press to a straight line.

“I promise you, whenever you’re ready… I’ll be as gentle as you want and as slow as you want, Angel.” He places a kiss to your lips, Opening another document to a different song he’s producing.

His words made you feel a little reassurance, the way he looked right now you couldn’t lie was hot. He looked amazing, the way his stubble felt against your face, the way your fingers can grab on perfectly to his hair, he looked like sex if you could even call it that.

“I want you..” you whined. Noah smiles at your comment. “I’m right here, you have me Angel.” Squeezing your side.

Your hands trail down from his back, to his shoulders, chest down to his abdomen. Making him breathe a little funny, at the feeling of your hands.

“Not like that… I want you to be my first time.. Noah.” You replied, feeling your face heat up at your words. Noah pauses everything he’s doing looking at you.

“Are you sure? I don’t want you to feel like you have to because you hear people having sex..” he rambles a little bit before you cut him off.

“No. I’ve been thinking I want to take it to the next level with you, I want to experience this with you, I trust you.” You look at his eyes seeing him looking back at your with love and lust at your words.

“Is that what you want?” He asked, inhaling a little shaky breath, not expecting to hear that from you today.

“Yes.” You answered, feeling his hands come to your waist, before lifting you off of him.

“Let’s take this to our bedroom.” He replies, lifting you up to carry you to your guy’s shared bed room. You giggled in response, his lips came down to yours to give you a quick peck before lightly setting you on the bed.

He lays you down climbing on top of you. His lips are gentle and tender against yours, feeling hot agonist the skin of your neck as he kisses down to the sensitive part of it before sucking.

You let out a little groan at the feeling making him smirk while sucking your skin. He let go after a few minutes before making another mark on you below the other one.

“You’re so gorgeous.” He pulled away, staring at your face, his hand caressing your cheek looking down at you.

Feeling needy, you squirm a little under him. “Noah.. please do something.” You whined, feeling the ache between your legs.

Noah’s fingers make it down to the end of your shirt, looking back up for your approval, giving him a nose to pull it up and off your body.

You didn’t feel the need to wear a bra under your clothes when it’s just you and him in the house, leaving your chest bare and vulnerable to him. His hands move from the bottom of your stomach up to the valley of your breast grasping one of them.

The small gasp you let out made him slip his tongue in your mouth while his other hand snaked down to your inner thigh rubbing his thumb against your skin, teasing you.

You moaned into the kiss. It was sweet and passionate exactly what you wanted. His lips and tongue were still so gentle against you making you feel warm all over.

Your fingers tug at the bottom of his shirt urging him to take it off too, to be bare on top like you were. He pulled away before lifting it up and off himself, now showing off his coloring tattoos on his chest you liked to trace every night.

Your hands travel from his waist up to his chest, tracing some visible spots and pieces you loved on him. “Your tattoos are beautiful.” You whispered to him, making him smile.

“You’re even more beautiful.” His face trialed down your neck down to your breast before taking each one in his mouth and flick it slowly, hearing a soft moan come from your mouth.

“Noah..” you breathed, as he kissed and suck your breast. His other hand, trailed down to your shorts playing with end of them. You lifted your hips at him indicating to take them off. He pulls back and tugs them off. He does the same to himself leaving both of you in just one layer of clothing.

His hand slowly creeps towards your core. Thumb pressing into the wet spot formed on your panties from him. He watches your reactions, hearing you whine and cover your mouth at him rubbing the spot lightly.

“You’re so reactive to me.” He exclaims smiling, touching you again lightly watching your back arch. His fingers continued to press onto your clit, you can feel more of your wettest seeping out of you. Noah moves himself back up to your face taking your face in his hands.

“Are you 100% positive you want this?” He asks kissing your lips, searching for any sign of doubt in your eyes.

“Yes. Just be careful, and go super slow.” You reminded him. He nodded at your comment, before tracing your panties with his fingers.

“Can I take these off?” He asked, again looking back to your face. “Yes.” You replied your breath shaking. Noah takes a few moments to let yourself breathe watching your eyes close after you say that.

You opened them expecting him to move but he just looks back down at your face. His fingers playing with the waist band of your panties still. “Aren’t you going to take them off?” You asked, sitting up to look down at him.

“Are you ready for me to take them off?” He answered with a question. “Cause we can keep them on if you still want to..” he replied, seeing through your nervousness.

You bite your lip again at his words. Closing your eyes again, reassuring yourself. It’s just Noah, it’s your boyfriend, Noah loves you, he’s never hurt you. You convince yourself. Feeling your emotions calm back down, you open your eyes again. Noah’s head rested on your stomach waiting for you to be ready for him to make the next move.

“Okay.. take them off.” You replied, feeling more calm and confident with your decision. Noah places a kiss to your stomach hooking his fingers into your panties, slowly dragging them down your legs.

You keep your legs closed not moving at all, watching his palms move from your ankles of to your thighs, before moving to your inner thighs slightly pulling you open to him. Your breath gets caught up in your throat at feeling.

His finger rubbed your inner thigh, before asking you for permission. “Can I touch you?” He whispered, eyes trained on your core, and how wet and puffy you were for him.

“Please..” you moaned out feeling yourself ache more now that you were exposed to him. His fingers made his way to your core lightly touching your slit. His eyes close at the feeling of your wettest. You were dripping down your thighs. He didn’t make a comment about it or anything. You felt his gentle his touches were against your skin, feeling very eased and relaxed.

His other finger finding your clit, lightly adding pressure to it, make a moan you tried holding in slip out. All your gasps and light moans, made Noah’s cock harder an harder feeling to ache in his boxers. But this was about you, not him not how hard he felt or how he wanted to be buried inside you. This was about your experience and how you felt.

His middle finger eases its way to your entrance. Noah asks permission before sliding his fingers in, so you wouldn’t be surprised. You nodded, and felt some light pressure as his finger slipped into your tight hole.

He moaned at the feeling, as you did too. Feeling tight and wet around him. He felt his cock twitch at the feeling of you. He breathed a little harder pumping it in and out of you slowly, hearing the noises fall from your mouth.

“Noah… need.. more.” You mumbled, having him ease in a second finger in you, stretching you slightly. The feeling felt like a lot. He stopped the moving and moved his other hand to your face comforting you again. “You’re okay.. I got you.” He gave you some time to get use to the feeling of his fingers, not really ever pleasuring yourself besides using your clit.

After a few moments, you gave him a nod that he could continue moving, his fingers pump in and out of you at a slow pace, feeling the need to feel more you buck your hips against his hand.

“Need more?” Noah asked, “deeper… please.” You cry, making Noah’s going at a faster pace, feeling him reach deeper in you at your g spot, making you arch your back, you out a moan you tried to keep in.

“Right there?” He asked, smirking at your reaction. “Yess…” you moaned, feeling your abdomen tighten at his movement and feeling yourself clench around his fingers.

“You’re pretty like this..” he whispered to you, his thumb adding fire to the mix of the pleasure you were feeling. It was all a lot. His lips on your neck, his fingers deep in your core, his thumb playing with clit. Noah and all control of your body and you loved it, you trust him with it.

Feeling like you’re going piss yourself you start to squirm a little panicking, Noah can tell by your face, urging you to relax and just let it happen. “It’s okay Angel, just let go… cum for me.” He mumbled against your ear. Listening to his words you relaxed and let yourself go, feeling you flood around his fingers.

Noah continued to fuck you through it with his fingers, watching the tears stream down your face, finally pulling his fingers out licking them clean.

“Was that too much?” He immediately came to your side, scared he might’ve hurt you or pushed you too much.

“No… it was perfect.” You stated in between breathes. “Can we please go further?” You asked, seeing his face turn from worry to soft.

“Only if you want to Angel.” He replied, his thumb rubbing your cheek. Your hands traveled down from his chest to his stomach over to the waist band of his boxers. He was hard as can be, you can tell it hurt.

His small gasp he let out when your palm came in contact with his clothed cock sent a tingle right to your core. He was large, big and thick. He’ll probably hurt you. He can see the doubt in your eyes as you palm him.

He takes his hand on yours, taking it off his cock. “We don’t have to do this Angel, I don’t want you to feel like you have to do this just because I’m like this. We can take things slow and do it another time if you want.” Noah implies, trying to make you feel comfortable and not think with his dick like most guys would.

“No, I want you.. please let me have you. I trust you.” You plead for him. Your hand coming back over to feel him again. “Tell me if it’s too much and we’ll stop, I promise… I’ll stop.” Noah looked you dead in the eyes saying this. Without a doubt you knew he’d take care of you.

“I trust you… remember?” You exclaim, placing a kiss to his lips. “ I’m ready for you.” He nods his head at you statement before getting off the bed taking off the last layer on him between you too.

His dick is huge, big and long, tip an angry red and leaking just for you. There is no doubt that’s gonna stretch you out. Noah is bigger than average size you’d say, even though you’ve never taken dick before.

You reach your hand out to feel him, your soft gentle hand coming in contact with his hot heavy cock. He moans at the sudden contact as you try to wrap your hand around him. He takes his hand around you move your hand up and down him, slowly pumping himself.

“Fuckkk..” he mumbles. He takes your hand off his cock kissing your knuckles before turning to your bed table and taken out a condom and a bottle of lube.

He takes the package in his hands, tearing the top off with his teeth. Taken the rubber out he slides it on his cock, before taken the bottle of lube on the bed with him.

You looked down at his cock between your legs. He takes the bottle of lube putting a little in his hand before putting some over his cock. Then his hand glazes over your stomach stroke you lightly, other hand on his cock. “You ready Angel?” He asked, lining himself with your entrance. 

“Yes, Noah.” You replied. He nods, placing a kiss to your lips softly, before pushing his tip into you. You can feel the pressure of it at your entrance. You gasp at the feeling, it doesn’t hurt or burn but it feels funny. He pauses a little giving you a little time.

You nod your head after a few minutes, having him ease his way more into you before pausing again when half of him is in you now. You feel the burn settle in now, at the stretch of him. Closing your eyes as your tears flow silently.

Noah takes his thumb, wiping them away and kissing you. “You’re doing so well Angel, just a little bit left and I’ll be all inside of you.” His words softened your emotions. His praises made you tighten around him too. Causing him to let out a groan of his own.

Noah takes your free hand in his, his head rested on your chest holding himself still inside of you until you told him when.

“Please.. move, all the way.” You breathed out, feeling your breath pick up at the feeling of him. The burn turning into some pleasure. “Go slow though..” you reminded him.

He lifted himself off your chest, resting his forehead against yours. His hips move into yours slowly until there was no more space to move, making him all inside of you.

Noah took his hand moving it down to your clit flicking it slightly to ease the discomfort as you held him there. The last of stretch finally sided, tapping him to start moving.

Noah’s hips moved slowly out of you, and back into you, completely. You could feel every inch of his cock buried up inside you, making you moan. It felt so good and felt so full. It was strange feeling and you loved it.

Noah let out a few grunts of his own, his head resting in your neck, moaning in your ear praising you and telling you how good you feel. His fingers on your clit making the feeling even better making you clench around him again.

“Fuckk..” he whimpered in your ear. You loved every moment of this, however you needed a little more, a little more to push you over the edge.

“Noah.. please faster..” you groaned. His headed lifting off your shoulder. “Is that what you want? Faster?” He cooed, making you nod. He smirked before pulling back his hips, moving back in at a faster pace. Not too fast, fearing he’d hurt you, but fast enough to make the ache better. His tip kisses your cervix everytime, making you moan loudly. His head dropped down each thrust.

You can feel him breathe heavier his cock twitching inside of you. You can feel him getting close just as you are. He moved one of your legs to his shoulder taken himself in at a deeper angle, and making you feel him better. Making you cry out from the feeling.

“N-Noah… I’m getting close.” You warned. Noah keep going at a faster pace, his eyes closed and his mouth hanging open. The sight was unholy, his hair was sticking his forehead as well.

“F-fuck… I am too.” He muttered, bringing his hips back to meet your pelvis again. After a few more thrust you felt yourself become very close among you squirm a little.

“I’m cumming Noah..” you moaned, his head drops down to you, kissing you. “Cum for me, you’re such a good girl.” His thumb rubbing circles on your clit.

“Fuckkk..” you moaned, as you released around him, you clenched so hard it was enough for Noah to cum with a low groan.

He pulled out of you taken the condom off and tossing it in the bin before putting his boxers back on and cuddling back to you.

You snuggled with him for a little bit trying to come back to earth, from your orgasm he gave you.

Turning your head off his chest you looked him in his eyes. “Thank you.” You exclaimed, making his face heat up pulling you into him more.

“Of course Angel.” Noah smiled, kissing you.

A/N: AHHHH I hope you enjoyed I loved writing this request, I hope it was everything you wanted and more🩶🫶🏻🥰

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Prompt list 1 with Noah -

15) break up sex

#15 Break up sex

Thanks for the request, hope you enjoy it🩶🫶🏻

Warnings: sex, p in v, unprotected sex, swearing, crying, angst, arguing, my grammar 🥲

Parings: Noah Sebastian x Reader!

A/n: this one is sad, lowkey but I feel like we need this as well🫠😭

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You heard the door slam following the the sound of foot steps invading the house. Noah found you packing your things in your shared room, to which he frowned.

“What are you doing?” He asked, more of a statement than a question.

“Packing.” You replied dryly. You were done with Noah and his shit. All you guys do is argue and he always assumes you’re seeing someone else while he’s away on tour.

“So you were just gonna leave and not tell me?!” He asked, scratching the back of his neck watching you put clothes away in your bag.

“Oh shut up Noah, you always think I’m seeing someone else, you always believe that there’s someone else.. How would I know you’re not seeing that Poppy girl while you’re away in fucking Europe touring with her?! You have trust issues with me but what happens when I have trust issues with you?” You yelled back at him.

“It’s different, Poppy is different. We’re not seeing each other we just work together, we made a song together with her and the band.” He argued back, sitting on the bed with his head in his hands.

“Bullshit.” You scoffed, feeling the tension grow thick between you guys. You knew you got under his skin bringing up Poppy. She’s nice, she means no harm, but if Noah doesn’t trust you? Why should you trust him?

“How do I know you’re not fucking my roommates while I’m away on tour?!” He stood up yelled back at you.

“Which ones?” You pressed, walking towards him now feeling him, grow angrier the closer you got to him.

“Because I hear the way they fuck all their pretty girl friends in their rooms, from these paper thin walls that I have to live in with you. Everyday I wish that was me, getting some form of affection from you. Maybe I should have gotten it from them.” You face inches away from him.

“You’re a bitch.” Noah says lowly under his breath. Staring down at you not breaking eye contact.

“Yea, and you fucking love it.” You smirked at him, knowing you got under his skin. You knew how he felt about you around his roommates sleeping there without him there. He didn’t know if one of them would betray him and take you away from him.

“Y/n, you leave this house right now, and I’ll never speak to you again. You’ll be nothing more than another one of my fans. A stranger, and a no body to me.” Noah states, making you raise your eyebrows.

Your eyes soften realizing it would probably be better for you. “Okay.” You replied, grabbing your bag heading for the bedroom door to let yourself out.

Noah couldn’t help but feel turned on by your angriness and he didn’t know why. One thing you guys agreed on, was your sex life was amazing. Never boring and always good, you both could go for hours.

You opened the door, but it slammed back shut. Noah pushed your body against the door, his other hand holding the door closed, above your head.

“Let me leave..” you spat, pushing your arms against him. He let you hit him and push against him a couple times to get your frustration out. After you calmed down, he leaned his head down to your lips kissing them.

You didn’t kiss back not giving him the satisfaction of a kiss, since pissed you off. He smirked to himself knowing you trying hard to ground yourself against him even though he’s your biggest weakest at the same time.

His hand traveled to his t - shirt you were wearing, sliding underneath it, into your panties. You were wet for him, he couldn’t help but smirk.

“So angry at me, but yet you’re so wet for me..” Noah laughed. you tried to stand your ground and show him you weren’t affected by him.

“I’m not wet from you… it’s your roomate.” You spat. Making him take out his hand from your panties and push you to the bed.

“You know that’s not true. You know you love our sex, You’d never fucking run to one of them fuckers. They’d never make you feel the way I can.” Noah takes his shirt off towering over you. His hands taking his t shirt off your body revealing yourself to him.

He kissed you roughly, finally making you kiss back. You couldn’t help that when he was angry you were turned on. When you were angry he was also turned on.

“Before you go, I’m going fuck you one last time.” He mumbled in your ear, before placing hot open mouth kisses on your neck. All you could do was let out a groan. He ripped the panties off of you bending you over the bed.

He took his pants and boxers off, spitting in the palm of his hand for a little lube before burying himself in one thrust into your core.

His thrust and pace were rough like you needed it. His hand grabbed onto to your hair bringing you up to him where he choked you lightly, talking dirty in your ear.

“Thought you had so much to say… yet my cock tames you everytime.” He smirks, before pushing you down back into the bed. The sound of skin, his grunts, and your loud moans filled the room.

Noah doesn’t fuck rough that often but when he does it’s the best shit. “Noahhh…” you cried, only words you could get out. Your cervix was bruised at this point from his thrust, but you didn’t care, you loved it. You might not be able to find someone to fuck you like this again, after him.

Noah moved down to your shoulder lightly biting on it while he fucked into you deeply. You cry out from the pain and pleasure of it. He was fucking you like an animal. “Best… pussy… I’ve… ever… had.” He exclaimed, between thrust, you were too cocky drunk to keep up with his words, feeling yourself grow close.

“Fuckkk..” he exclaimed, when he dragged his while dick out of you, leaving the tip in and feeling you squeeze around him. Your face was buried in the bed, tears streaming down your face. He didn’t care, he wanted you like this, he wanted to break you before you left him for good.

“Close..” you mumbled into the bed, he heard your words… and pulled out stopping. You whined from the sudden lost of contact.

“Why’d you stopped?” You complained, annoyed with his shit. “Because you’re a brat.” He smirked, seeing your face change at his words.

“Are you fucking kidding me Noah, what the fuck is wrong with you?!” You screamed feeling sexual frustrated now.

“Ask me to cum.” He replied. You furrowed your brows. “Excuse me?” You argued. He laughed at your reaction, stepping closing to you, his face only inches away from you.

“Ask me to make you cum, and I’ll make you cum, but you have to ask nicely.” He smiled at his words. You wanted nothing more than to smack him on his head, letting his roommates finish you off.

“Please, Noah make me cum.” You say enthusiastic, making him laugh again. His fingers come in contact with your clit.

You moaned at the sudden contact, he tapped on your clit slightly making you whine. “Ask nicely..” he reminded you. You rolled your eyes from his words and the pleasure.

“Please… Noah… make me cum.” You whined, as his fingers rubbed against your clit making your legs feel weak.

“Of course Angel..” Noah replied, satisfied with your words, taking both your legs and folding you for him. The position made your legs burn, like he wanted you in pain.

He slipped himself back inside you, at a normal pace, something you both were use to. You could feel every inch of him inside of you. It felt so good, like old times when you first were dating in your relationship.

“Noah…” you whined, his hand grabbing your boob and flicking you nippled as his head was fallen forehead with his mouth wide open. He looked like sex from the this angle.

You both were extremely close, not wanting it to end. You both knew things would be better off if you broke things off, Jolly and Matt always found you guys arguing over something whether it was the weather or what the other was wearing. Everyone wanted you guys to split.

Noah wanted to take the last few minutes to make it worth his time, feel you squeeze and pulse around him. He groaned lowly at the feeling of you.

His dick hitting your G-spot so well, your legs were trembling, the sounds coming from you fueled his desire to make you cum hard for him.

He took your legs in his hands, thrusting deep into you a few times before hearing you moan telling him you’re cumming for him, one last time.

After a few thrust he was right after you, releasing inside you, holding you there against him, breathing heavy.

He kissed your lips. “You’re still the best person I’ve been with y/n.” Noah exclaimed, pulling himself out of you.

“I’m sorry it didn’t work out.” Your hand caressing his cheek. You could see the tears fall out of his eyes, some were clouding yours as well.

“Goodbye Noah..” you put your clothes back on before walking out the room, with your bag and leaving his house for good.

A/N: this one hurt a little, I’m sorry y’all 🫠

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Having a really bad two weeks, I finally log onto Instagram and WAS MET WOTH THESE MASTERPIECES.

I FUCKING CAN’T

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prompt request

2 & 19 from list 1

i do enjoy the bestfriend!Noah to lover trend lately but how about enemy!Noah (to lover if it's even possible after all that angry hate sex lol)

#2 hate fucking

#19 angry sex

Thank you for this request prompt hope you love it!🫶🏻🩶

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If you had to create a list of things to never happen, sleeping with Noah Sebastian would have been #1 on that list.

You and Noah had always had a rivalry. Being signed to the same record label, both you and Noah were always at each other’s throats, about who sounded better.

Every time you saw each other you’d always remind him how many more streams your song has compared to his, or how many sold out shows he has compared to your band. It was always toxic with you two.

Jolly, Matt, and your manager, were the only ones to stop you two from hurting each other. Scared to leave both of you alone thinking one of you would kill the other, they had to always separate you guys like toddlers.

When the record label brought up the opportunity of touring with them, you immediately shot them down with a no.

“Really y/n, you’re going say no.. you know how big this is for the band..” your manager stated.

You rolled your eyes at his comment. “I don’t care, I’d rather tour with another big band than spend months on the road with Noah.” You hissed.

Your manager grumbled.

No one even the two of you knew what started it, the hatred and the smart remarks to each other. Everyone always told you Noah was a sweet kind person. He was a complete dick to you every time you saw him.

Matt and your manager tried to get you and Noah to get along but it always ended with you screaming at him and him taunting you with something he did.

They both hated the Freud you had and knew it would mean a lot for both of you guys to tour. So even after you told them no, here you were stuck on your own tour bus, going to tour with Bad omens.

Your manager grinned at you. “You will behave around him, I don’t care if he calls you a slut, or makes fun of your voice, you will get a long.” You rolled your eyes, turning away from him staring out the window.

Arriving early to the venue you played at, you heard his fuckin voice outside your bus. The rage you felt couldn’t even begin to describe what you wanted to do to him. You wanted to take away his vocals and lock him away. You hated how pretty he was and how perfect he sounded. You hated how his fans loved him and called him sweet. You wanted nothing more than to proof everyone wrong.

Taking a few breaths, you step off your tour bus, arriving into the venue with your band and the crew. Noah was in the middle of sound check when you walked in. His voice was angelic you couldn’t lie. You hated the fact he had that. Your voice was amazing too, being able to scream and yell like him and sound like a siren as well. Those were some of the things you both had in common.

He was in the middle of IDWT$, when you entered the room. He finished the list line of the song staring right at you. He glared at you walking off the stage not saying a word.

You heard Matt had to talk to him as well to get him to stop taunting you and setting you off. You guys needed things to go right or the record label threatened to drop one of you.

You hoped on stage, your band getting set up to do soundcheck, when out the corner of your eye you can see the fucker toying with your guitar. You had some songs where you had your own guitar you’d play as well. The mic in your hand you couldn’t hold back your rage before throwing it towards his head.

“STOP TOUCHING MY SHIT. IT’s NOT YOURS.” You screamed. Everyone became quiet around the two of you guys even Noah.

“Your manager asked me to tune it for you, I don’t think you’d be this angry helping you. Besides I don’t want to do this anyway.” He finishes before shoving the guitar at you. You watched him walk away not even bothered to give you another glance.

You heard angry feet coming your way. “What did I say about behaving!” You heard your manager yell.

“Oh shut up, you told him to touch my shit, you know how I fucking feel about other people man handling my instruments.” You yelled back.

“Alright fine, just shut up and do your sound check. I’m going to smoke.” He yelled back walking away.

You finished performing a few of your songs, enjoying the way you sound. Everything was perfect. After sound check your band and Bad Omens decided it would be a good idea to grab some food. You didn’t feel up to it though, always too scared to eat before a show.

Noah wasn’t hungry either, having that he ate before they came here. Both Matt and your band nodded and left both of you here. “Behave guys, the building still better be here when we’re back.” Matt declared before walking towards the door to the restaurant everyone was going to.

You and Noah sat in silence in the green room. Both on your phones not wanting to see or be around eachother. Your manager sent you a video of your soundcheck and of course you played it to see how you sounded and looked, causing Noah to shift his attention towards you.

Noah loved your band’s music, he couldn’t lie when he said he listened to you guys on the regular. He liked your voice and your screams. He likes to mess with you to get under your skin because he’s scared to get close to you.

You never knew why he was mean but he just seemed to not like you. Like some sort of jealousy or something. Which was the exact opposite he was in love with you.

“You sound a bit off key.” He commented, listening to rest of the video from your phone while on his. “Yea and what about that time you didn’t have a fuckin voice, why comment about mine when you couldn’t sing last tour.” That hit a nerve in Noah, he hated not being able to perform for people.

“Excuse me?” He replied, “What? are you deaf or something?” You pushed back.

“What on earth is your fucking problem with me?” Noah yelled, getting off the couch he was on.

“MY PROBLEM?” You laughed, “what the fuck is yours? you’re a fuckin dick to me all the time for no fuckin reason. I did nothing to you, and you’re always after ME for something.” You screamed back, crossing your arms at him.

“Want to know what my problem is y/n, I’m falling in love with you.” Noah replied. Making you laugh. “Is this a fuckin joke?” You asked, not wanting to believe a word he said.

“No. It’s not. Why do you think I’m joking?” He remarked, furrow his eyebrows at you.

“Because I hate you and you hate me.” You answered, making it clear that he was being silly by the tone do your voice.

“You hate me?” Noah asked. “Yes I fuckin hate you, I hate everything about you. The way you sound, the way you smile, the way you look, the way you look fuckin hot without trying..” you explained.

Noah came closer to you. “You must not hate me then, because you wouldn’t let me do this.” Noah’s face came closer to yours as he places a kiss on your lips. You kissed back, you loved the way he tasted against you.

He pulled away looking at you with questioning eyes. You grabbed the back of his head slamming it back down to your face kissing him more. He sat down beside you lifting you onto his lap having you straddle you.

You started grinding against him, feeling how needy he was for you. He pushed you down against him feeling his hardness causing you to moan into the kiss. His hands moved up from under your top cupping your breast giving them a squeeze.

“Fuckkk..” you panted, making Noah smirk. “I like you better like this..” he muttered, flipping both of you over so he was on top of you on the couch.

You eyed the door which he noticed. He ran over to it and locked it right away, before getting back to you, placing a kiss on you. “I’m not going be gentle to you, y/n… I’m going fuck you with hate and you’re going take it.” He declared, attaching his lips to your neck. Making you gasp.

“Noah.. please.” Feeling yourself getting more and more needy, his hand came sliding down to your pants, toying with the button.

“Is this where you need me?” You nod at his question. “You’ll need to beg for me, I wanna hear it.” He growled, sucking onto your neck.

“Noah.. please.. please fuck me, I’ll be good I promise.” You begged and whined to him, making him smile. He took his hands to your button and unbuttoning your jeans and sliding them off, followed by your top leaving you in your undergarments.

Noah did the same leaving himself in his boxers. You trace his visual tattoos on his body making him breathe heavy, at the feeling of your fingers on him. Your hand trace all the way now to his bulge palming it.

His head dropped to his shoulder letting out a groan. You squeezed him harder trying to get a bigger reaction out of him. “If you keep playing with me like this, we’ll never get to fucking.” He smacked your thigh lightly making you moan and tug down his boxers.

He was huge. Thick and heavy, with a pretty red head, leaking at the top, with a vein traveling from the base to the head. It was huge. You expected nothing less from him, knowing it would hurt you in all the right places. You wanted it.

You took him in your hand making him gasp again at the sudden contact, pumping him a few times. His shaky hands took to your underwear sliding them off in one quick move, and unhooking your bra right after.

Both of you exposed to eachother and horny. His finger made contact with your slit collecting your wettness to get a feel. He felt how wet you were and decided to slide a finger in. Your walls were tight and warm around his digit, his cock twitched at the feeling.

You whined some more wanting him to just give it to you finally. “You don’t want any prep?” He questioned, almost more amused at the fact.

“Just fuck me already before I get dry.” You replied, knowing that could never be the case around him. He chucked at your comment, aligning himself with you, taking a quick look at your face before thrusting himself into you in one quick move.

It hurt like hell but it hurt so good you couldn’t help but moan. Noah let out a few moans of his own, at how well you took him and sucked him in. You were getting so loud he had to cover your mouth with his hand. His thrust was relentless, they were bruising and hurting.

You could feel your eyes roll back at the way his tip hit your g spot every time, other hand on your hip so he can slam himself back into you every time. The look in Noah’s eyes was mixed with anger and lust, it was so intense it just fueled adrenaline for him.

Yes, you and Noah hated each other but, you had to admit he was good looking, he’s tall, fit, dark hair, dark eyes, with tattoos. He could make you drool if you stared long enough. He loved your body, your confidence, and your sassiness the most. You two hated eachother so much the tension could turn into sexual tension.

Noah took your legs placing them on his shoulders taking you deeper, particularly folding you for him. It hurt so bad, you weren’t flexible but you weren’t going to stop him either. You could hear Noah’s growls as he fucked into you, his hand covering your mouth now around your throat squeezing it.

“You like being fucked like a brat, you like being my fucking slut. Your mouth sounds so much better when you moan for me than yell at me Angel.” Your mouth was wide open, nothing coming out the pleasure was too much. His cock was so deep, it hit places you didn’t think were there.

Noah pants out a few swear words, his thrust getting sloppy. He took the opportunity to put his fingers in your mouth all the way to the back of your throat making you gag on them, making you clench around his cock, having him release a moan.

“C-close..” you choke out, it came out more as muffle but Noah understood it. “I’m there as well Angel..” he muttered, folding you into him, his forehead resting on yours with your legs on his shoulders. His thrust were still hard and brutal. Sounds of cries, skin slamming, and moans filled the room.

Noah thrusted a few more times before you released around him with a groan, your head thrown back, tears running down your face, his hand that was around your throat cupping your face while his one in your mouth down at your clit, rubbing it to fuck you through it.

Few minutes later he released inside you, calling out your name with a shaky breath. Your heart fluttered at his moans, he sounded beautiful like this.

After a few moments, you guys finally pulled away. Both still panting. You heard the door trying to be unlocked followed by a few knocks.

“Y/n… Noah… Open this fuckin door right now!” Matt yelled. Noah turned to you smirking while dressing himself, he helped you get dressed as well.

Before opening the door he turned at you again.

“Do you still hate me?” He asked. You smiled at his questioned.

AUGHHH THIS WAS SO GOOD, WTF. Thank you to whoever requested this I love y’all🩶🫶🏻

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Long time no see.. ~ Noah Sebastian (Pt.3)

Parings: Old Friend Noah! x Ruffilo’s younger sister y/n!

Summary: Nicholas invites you to their Virginia show, right back in their hometown where it all started. It’s been years since you seen Noah, you both have changed so much. As you guys awkwardly get to know each other again, you slowly find yourself falling in love with the same guy you grew up with.

Warnings: smut, swearing, riding, sex, p in v, grinding, unestablished relationship, mentions of throwing up, cuddling, touching, kissing. (My grammar)

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A/N: guys I’m so fuckin sorry it took me so long to update this story, I know I’m kinda a shit writer for updating stuff, it’s okay because I’m working on it. (Probably get worse here coming up with my new job 💀). I luv y’all please like and reblog 🫶🏻🩶😚

I woke up on-top of shirtless Noah, with just his T shirt and my underwear covering me . My eyes widen, and I felt the panic seeping in.

What the fuck happened last night?

*flashback to Noah and y/n last night after bowling*

We all headed back to a house Noah still owned here in Virginia. He was rarely home and barely used it here, however everyone but Noah and I, were too drunk to be in a hotel together, so we figured his old house would be best for all of us.

“Sooo they’re not much rooms or beds here, but y/n and Bella can take my room, while the rest of us sleep on the floor and I’ll sleep in my spare room with Nick.” Noah explained to everyone.

We all agreed not disagreeing with him. We were all mostly drunk. Well, Noah and you were completely sober, compared to everyone else. You were use to taking care of drunk people at the hospital when we had people from rehab in, so it wasn’t any different.

You pulled Noah to the side while everyone got situated with pillows and blankets for the night. He turned towards me “what’s wrong?” He cocked his head at me. I shrugged.

“I don’t want to sleep in your bed, it’s your bed I feel bad now that you have no place to sleep…” you mumbled, looking down from him.

He took his hand and tilted his head to him. “Do you want me to sleep in my bed with you?” He questioned looking at my eyes for any discomfort.

Bella stumbled from the room towards us. “I’m joining Folio in the bath tub for the night so the room is all yours, she winked at us.” You rolled my eyes, and Noah smirked.

“Up to you, I can sleep on the floor in the room in you want..” he exclaimed.

“But it’s your bed…” you whined, “you should be the one sleeping in your bed.” You folded my arms at him.

Noah came up to you his forehead touching yours. Thankfully Nick was passed out in the other room mainly and no one else was up but you and Noah.

“Y/n, I don’t care. Please get some rest whether it’s with me, not with me, or with your brother in the same bed if you want.” He shrugged.

“Alright fine, you can sleep on the floor though.” You nodded to him. He grinned pulling out his air mattress he had. He only kept a couple of them when he use to host parties back at home for people to crash on.

He blew it up and situated himself. He changed while you got in his bed and got all comfy. It was pretty cold out in Virginia right now, not really anything on his bed but a thin blanket, some thin sheets and a pillow. You shivered a little trying to get comfortable.

The house was filled with the snores or throwing up of people in there with you. Noah didn’t seem to mind even though you knew he was a clean freak, anyone throwing up would make you freak out as well since you’ve been around it for so long.

“Goodnight.” Noah whispered, turning to lay on his side back facing away from you on the blow up mattress.

You stared back down at him from the edge of his bed you were on. Wishing so badly you asked him to come up and share the bed with you, keep you warm and comfortable.

You tried all you could to put yourself sleep, but you kept tossing and turning. You just weren’t warm enough. After a while Noah got sick of hearing you move around so many times in his bed he sat up asking you what the problem was.

You froze, not wanting to tell him but he knows you so well, he could tell if you were lying or not. “You okay y/n, it’s been an hour and you’re still turning.” Noah questions, yawning.

“Yea, just having trouble sleeping..” you shrug to yourself, not really wanting to ask him to warm you up. “I’m sorry, the heater went out at this house a long time ago. I’m not ever here, so I didn’t think to replace it.” He mumbles. “Are you cold? I could get you another blanket?” He asked. He knew you were going ask for his warmth that’s what he wanted you to tell him. You can almost feel it radiating off him. After a few moments of silence you replied back to him.

“Can you keep me warm?” You whispered. Noah not wasting a second got up and joined you in the bed. He spooned you, while cradling you close to him. You snuggled back into him.

Noah’s hand slid a little up your shirt at your waist, making your body tingly. His head rested in the crook of your neck. You were comfortable and warm thanks to Noah.

“Better now?” He whispered. “Yes, thank you.” You replied. His fingers kept dancing along your skin, you felt tingly and hot all over the place.

Noah use to cuddle you long ago when he lived with you and Nick. He was always a huge giant bear for you to cuddle up to.

Noah’s back was pressed against your chest, while your ass was pressed into him. You don’t dare more at all, not wanting to start anything. He couldn’t know you fantasied about him and his fingers. Or how you thought about how he’d look between your thighs.

You felt yourself grow warm at the thoughts you were having, making you shift around and against Noah. He didn’t say anything, he didn’t bother you at all. Even with your ass pressed into him he didn’t mind, he just hoped you couldn’t feel him against you yet.

Unconsciously, you did it again. It’s been a half hour so, noah has to be sleeping.. right? You felt his hands grip your hips, stopping you from moving.

“Y/n, you have to stop moving.. please.” He whispered softly to you. You felt a chill go down your spine.

“I’m sorry Noah, I didn’t mean to…” you replied, cuddling back into him. Except you felt his hard on right on your ass while cuddling back into him.

“Holy shit… he’s fuckin hard against me…” you talked to yourself. your thoughts were all over the place. He wanted you just as much as you wanted him. Neither of you making a move or a sound.

Only you didn’t mean to say your words out loud, causing Noah to lay on his back, pulling you up to straddle him. He had enough of the squirming and stiffness in his pants, he could feel just how warm you were now while you sat right above his crotch.

You let yourself sit down on him slightly feeling his hard cock through his pants meet with your covered core. I felt so good. You started rubbing yourself against him slightly causing him to gasp.

Noah could feel how hot you are against him. His hands travel up to your hips guiding you along him as the room fills with both of your shaky breathes.

This is your brother’s best friend, you’re grinding yourself against your brother’s best friend… you thought.

You don’t care though, letting the thought go away. Nick would definitely be upset to find you guys doing this, he didn’t even know you guys liked eachother like that. Noah’s hand came up to your neck pulling you down towards him while you kept grinding into eachother at a slow pace. Feeling his cock and just how thick it is.

“I saw you fingering your self in that shower the other night, calling my name. I wanted nothing more than to go in there and make you feel every part of me in you.” He cupped your sex in his hand slightly. You were soaking through your shorts at this point.

“Fuckkk…” you moaned, mouth open as your hands grab onto his chest for guidance. Noah’s hands come at your sides help guiding you to grind onto him.

You felt his cock jump underneath you, he’s thick and hard, you knew it would destroy giving the chance. You stood up, taking off your shorts leaving you in just your panties while you discard your shirt.

Noah’s eyes were hungry as they looked at your bare chest. Your nipples hard and poking at him. One of his hands came up to caress them.

Your hands pull at his sweats causing him to lift his hips so you can tug them down. Leaving him in his t shirt and boxers. He places you back onto him, letting you grind against him. You felt him 10x more than you did with more of your bottoms on. It felt more intense.

“Grind yourself against me..” he whispered. Taken your face in his hands, moving you closer to his head kissing you. You moved against him again feeling his thick cock against you. Noah moaned into the kiss, other hand guiding you.

“You feel so good.” You pulled away your forehead resting on his. Both of you panting heavily. Noah’s hands came back up to your waist pushing you agonist himself, grinding your wet cunt along his cock feeling you soak through the fabric of your underwear, he could feel it through his boxers.

Noah’s pulled you in harder, you clit feeling sensitive making you cry out more. Noah’s hand came up to your mouth to cover it, but instead you decided to take his fingers into your mouth.

His head fell back at the feeling. You grinding against him sucking his fingers, the sight was unholy. The pace was getting rougher and slobber as you both got close to cumming.

Noah stopped you, pulling your panties off of you and sliding his boxers down. He used a little spit for lube before grinding you onto his cock. The stretch was unimaginable, you didn’t think he was this big. It didn’t bother you though. He guided you down his cock.

You both let out shaky moans at the feeling. His cock buried into you, stuffing you completely. He felt amazing.

“I knew you’d feel amazing, but nothing like this..” he breathed out at a loss for words. You moved against him taking out of you a bit just for you to slam back down on him, making him grunt.

His hands fell to your ass helping you ride him, his other hand on your tit rubbing your nipple. Your head was spinning and the pleasure was intense it was all too good.

You felt yourself getting closer to your high, and you knew noah was too by how sloppy his thrust was meeting your hips.

You moved a few more times up and down his dick before tighten around him and letting go. The most unholy noise fell from your lips as you came, causing him to release inside you holding you there.

“Fuckkk… Noah.” You fucked both of you through it, his legs shaking slightly. After a few minutes you finally separated still panting.

“That was amazing… fuck.” He breathed, kissing your head. He reached for your clothes dressing you, followed by dressing himself.

“Hopefully no one heard us.” You replied, feeling a little uneasy and thinking you were loud.

“I doubt it, everyone was sleeping.” He mumbled, getting back under the covers waiting for you to climb in with him.

*Flashback done*

Omg noah and I fucked. You jumped out of the bed, putting on your shorts walking out to the kitchen. Everyone’s head turned towards you and you heard a few mornings while grabbing a glass to pour yourself some water. You took a few breathes, going to fill it up as it fell out your hands bursting on the floor.

“Fuck..” you grumbled. Going to pick it up.

“Hey it’s fine, you’re fine.. you look distressed are you okay?” Nick asked helping you pick up all the glass. You breathed a sigh, calming yourself, you can’t believe you had sex with Noah. Nick doesn’t even know and it’s not like you could tell him.

“Yea, I’m fine.. had a bad dream.” You replied, Folio smirking at you, making your eyebrows furrow at him. Noah entered the room, hoodie and pants on looking the same as you.

“So you guys had an eventful night.” Jolly commented, looking at both you and Noah. Noah and you shared a glance and you swallowed. Matt was cooking bacon, he turned his head towards all of you.

“What do you mean?” He asked, not knowing what he was implying.

“Oh I woke up in the middle of the night to vomit, and these two were fuckin like rabbits.” Jolly stated, looking back down at his phone.

Nick immediately looked at you and Noah folding his arms. “You slept with Noah?” He asked, crossing his arms. You felt like you could puke. Before you could reply Bella butted in.

“No it was Folio and I.” She looked at him, he smirked back at Bella saving your guy’s ass. “Noah slept on the floor, and when I was up in the middle of the night he was out cold, you could hear him snoring.”

“Ohhh, you slept in the same room, got it.” Nick’s concern died down, Bella looked at you winking saving your ass.

Matt finally done cooking the bacon, set down a huge plate full of it.

“Breakfast.” He exclaimed, causing everyone to smile and dig in.

“That was close.” Noah whispered to you. “Yea, I know I thought for sure he’d beat your ass.” You replied back to him.

*time skip*

You finished packing the last of your things, turning towards Noah. “I’ll be back to visit you don’t worry.” You smiled at him, he hugged you from behind.

“You’ll do great this semester, don’t stress too much.” Noah kissed your forehead, as you walked out the room to everyone else.

“It was great seeing you and your friend Bella!” Matt commented. Everyone smiled agreeing with him. You hugged Nick, jolly and folio and turned towards Matt giving him a hug as well.

“It was great seeing you guys too.” You replied, looking at Noah, he held your other bag you brought with you.

“I’ll definitely see you guys around, hopefully after this whole semester is done.” You shrugged, biting your cheek. You hated school starting up again, the stress of needing to pass haunted you.

“Yea of course, shoot us a text and you can come to our house in LA over break.” Noah commented, making you nod.

Bella hugged Folio a little longer as you waited for the Uber to show up. Seeing the car pull up you grabbed your things, and your other bag from Noah waving bye to everyone as you and Bella headed back to your shared apartment.

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Showing 'Confusion' in Writing

Furrowing brows deeply.

Tilting head to one side.

Eyes squinting as if trying to see something clearly.

Biting the inner cheek in thought.

Scratching or rubbing the back of the head.

Asking, “What do you mean?” repeatedly.

Frowning and pursing lips.

Looking around as if searching for clues.

Running fingers through hair in frustration.

Sighing and shaking head slowly.

Muttering under breath, trying to make sense of things.

Rubbing temples as if to ward off a headache.

Staring blankly into space.

Crossing and uncrossing arms, unsure of what to do.

Shuffling feet awkwardly.

Pulling at their collar or fidgeting with clothing.

Glancing at others for confirmation or help.

Blinking rapidly, trying to process information.

Clenching and unclenching fists.

Taking a deep breath and slowly exhaling.

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#19 Angry sex in the middle of a fight (from list 1)

#20 shower/bath sex (list 2)

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“I can’t believe you’re actually fuckin serious right now Noah!” You screamed kicking off your heels in your shared bedroom.

Noah made his way angrily in the bedroom after locking up the house, still pissed as to what happened at the club you went to with him and his friends.

Noah’s face was all red and steam looked like it could start coming out of it at any given moment from how angry he was.

“Of course I’m fuckin serious.” He yelled, grabbing your wrist turning you toward him. “Why the fuck would you let that guy touch you!?”

“Why?” You laughed at his question, pulling your wrist from his hand, “WHY?” You screamed louder, “because you’re a fuckin asshole.”

“What the hell did I do?”

“You were talking with some bitch at the bar. Her eyes were all over you and you could partially see her painting a picture of her getting fucked by you in her eyes. Poking his fingers at you feeling your biceps… the biceps I grab onto!”

“It’s okay for woman to flirt with you but as soon as a man flirts and touches me you become fucking crazy?!” You screamed, Noah stared back at you for a few seconds while you waited for an answer from him.

“It’s different.” Noah shakes his head. “That girl was a friend, someone I made music with for her band.”

“What kind of a friend Noah?” You push moving yourself towards him with your arms still crossed against your chest.

“That’s not important.” He stared you back in your eyes tension growing bigger every minute. (like his cock)

“No..” you yelled puffing out your chest, “it is important. Does this friend of yours you made music with, happen to know what your cock feels like!?”

Noah sighs, clenching his jaw in frustration turning away from you. “That was a long time ago, Angel.” Noah hates thinking about the past relationships and situationships he was in.

“The sex must of been real good if you can still remember it and think of her as a friend.”

In a blink of an eye Noah had your body pressed up against the wall. He was sick of your arguing and toying with his brain. His hips pressed right into yours you can feel him hard against you.

“Why do you always do this?” Noah’s face so close to yours only inches away from you. “Why do you always bring up the past and not about our future? I could be fucking you so good right now? But of course you have to go and bratty about it and get some fucker to touch you all because you saw me talking to an old friend.

“Because she was looking at you like more than a friend Noah, you just let her sit there and touch you! She was all over you, she probably was wondering what it was like to have your fuckin cock in her again!” You hiss as feel Noah roll his hips into you.

“That guy you were grinding your ass on.. did his dick feel bigger than mine…” Noah took you off the wall moving your over the bed before bending you over the edge of it your ass meeting his crotch feeling how hard he was. “Did you think his dick would be better than mine. You were so mad at me that you just had to grind yourself into another man to get my fuckin attention… well Angel, you have it now.” Noah grunted grinding his dick into your ass so you can feel his prominent bulge in his pants and how worked up he is .

“Fuck you Noah..” you hiss, feeling his dick press harder into your back.

“That’s exactly what I’m going to do to you Angel, I’m going to fuck you, and you’re going to take it like you love it.” His hand came down to smack your ass hard making you whimper. Still trying to stay angry at him as he was pleasuring you as well.

You feel his hands come to your dress, caressing the material slightly before unzipping it trying to tug it down. The dress was resisting against him to which Noah muttered a “fuck it..” before ripping it off your body.

“I’ll buy you a new one.” He kisses your shoulder, ripping your panties off harshly as well. Wanting to be inside you and to fuck you up from the inside out.

Noah unbuttoned his shirt shoving it off, followed by the sound of a belt coming of with his pants. He left his boxers in for now taking the belt in his hands before facing you.

“Hands.” He commanded, you obeyed extending them out to him. He tightened the belt around them so now you had no way to touch him or anything around you.

“Now you can’t touch anything, not even me.” He whispered lowly in your ear making you huff. You were so turned on it hurt, almost thought arguing more with him would ruin it.

Noah took his boxers, and you felt his cock heavy and warm against your skin. It felt like it hurt from hard it was. You can feel the tip leaking against your skin as he pressed it into your back.

“I bet his dick, could never satisfy you the way I could. I bet he couldn’t make you squirm and cry as much I could.” Noah’s tip meets your opening rubbing against it slightly.. he’s teasing you wanting you to beg for him to put it all inside you and fill you to the brim. 

Noah teased you more by slightly pushing himself into you but not all the way making you whine. “You want it?” Noah smirked, doing it again watching how your body reacted to his teasing.

“Will just fuck me..” feeling annoyed with his teasing, before you could get another word out he shoves his whole cock inside of you to the brim.. making you gasp out at the feeling.

“Of course, I’ll fuck you… all you needed to do was asking nicely.” Noah’s hips start snapping against your ass, his hand on your lower back while his other pulling you into him on your hip.

“Fucccck…” you cried out, Noah’s cock always makes you feel a certain way, whether you were sad, happy, angry, or disturbed. You loved his cock and how it made you feel everytime.

“So tight for me all the time. You fit just like a glove.” Noah growled against you, picking up a stronger and harder pace. His cock slammed into your cervix everytime, making you feel fuzzy.

“Gotta fuck you dumb, to make you remember your mine.” He whispered biting down into your shoulder.

“Harder Noah…” you panted, tears falling from your eyes, not sure if you can handle anymore of him, wanting to see how hard he could fuck you, how much anger you can get out of him.

“I’m not fuckin you hard enough…” Noah pulls out, turning you over so now you can stare back at him. He hooks one of your legs around his waist, the other he pulls up against his shoulder.

“I’ll fuck you hard in this position, you’ll forget about that fucker.” Noah slams his cock but into you with sharp thrust that hit the spot every time.

His head falls back, loving the way you feel against him and how you swallow him while every time. “Tell me you love me.” Noah commanded, speeding up his pace his pubic bone bruising into yours.

“I love you.” You said immediately after he asked.

“Again.”

“I love you.” You repeated.

“Tell me you won’t ever let another man touch what’s mine. Tell me now.” Noah’s voice stern, with a hint of lust in it. You paused feeling your head become dumb.

“Y/n..” Noah moaned, “Say it. Now!” Noah slammed his cock into you making you arch under him, feeling close.

“I won’t. I promise I won’t. Please..please let me cum.”

“Fuck… hang on a little longer Angel, I’m almost there.” Noah felt your walls clench around him tightly, feeling like his dick could get taken off him, his eyes rolling back at the way you took him.

“Noahhhh… Please… I can’t hold it anymore…” you beg and cry for him to let you cum for him.

“Come, Angel.” Noah feeling close as well, his thrust becoming a sloppy as he watched you rolled your eyes back, feeling you flood around him, clenching him tightly.

Noah came at the sight of you. He couldn’t lie with how perfect you looked like this. One of his favorite looks on you.

Noah pulls out of you, unbuckling your hands from his belt. He kisses both your wrist seeing the visible red marks against them rubbing against your skin.

“I didn’t hurt you did I?” He whispered softly, placing a gentle kiss to your lips.

“No. Never you never do.” Your hand coming up to his face pulling him in for another kiss.

“I love you. I’m sorry another woman was touching me and I let it happen. It won’t happen again.” He kissed you, feeling you pull away.

“I’m sorry another man put his hands on me… it won’t happen again I promise.” You pulled him back down to you for a deep kiss.

Noah picks you up carrying you into your shared bathroom. Before running a bath for the both of you. He washed you caressed you, you couldn’t help but feel needy again for him pressing yourself against him.

“You need more…” he kisses your shoulder, turning you around to face him.

“Yes please..” you sigh deeply.

He lifts you up to him aligning you above his cock, letting you take control of the pace and how you far you want to go down on him.

You legs still shaking, as you slightly guide yourself down his shaft. Noah’s mouth opens at the feeling. You feel a lot warmer and wetter than before.

You cry out on his cock, feeling the stretch again. “You feel so..good.” You moan.

“N-No you do..” Noah stuttered, already sensitive in you.

He let you bounce yourself up and down his cock, feeling every ridge of him, his thick vein and how it twitched everytime you sat back down on it.

“Fuck… I’m alright close…” your hands caress his hair whining, at the feeling of him.

Everything was gentle and sweet now, almost too much for you to handle. Your mouth has been opening the whole time, nothing but pants coming out.

Noah’s tip nudged your spot in you, making you grip onto him for leverage.

“Oh godddd..” you cried out, after a while of silence. Noah’s hands coming at your sides to ground you feeling weak.

“I got you.” Noah thrust slightly into you, enough to make you come undone in his arms. You kissed him, his lips moving against yours as his thrust kept going short and sweet for you.

You both came together still tangled in each other’s arms.

You pull away from the kiss resting your head against his shoulder. Noah’s head was leaned back. Holding you close to him. 

I was angry and horny while writing this so this was actually the perfect prompt. I hope it hit everything you wanted 🫶🏻🩶

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Without you…

Part 2

Warning ⚠️ - None-Enjoy 🩵

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6 months later

Noah’s POV

“Folio any updates?” I asked taking a drag off my cigarette and a sip of my whiskey.

“Not since last week Noah. She’s still in Los Angeles but trying to locate her exact position is becoming more difficult. She’s constantly on the move.”

I glided my hand through my hair trying to relax. The longer she tried to hide and stay away, the more it pissed me off. What the hell was she thinking? Running off like this knowing good and goddman well that any of my rivals would snatch her up in a fucking second.

“I hate to say it boss but I told you so. She was acting funny for weeks on end. God only knows what she spills if one of the rivals figures out she is in public without her pit bulls.” Jolly said sipping his beer

“Jolly now is not a good fucking time. We need to focus on bringing her back to this house, and you stating the obvious is not helping.”

“How do you figure we do that? She hasn't used any of her credit cards and we have every member combing through the city. Still coming up empty-handed, and having to start at square one again.” Folio said

“Trust me she’ll slip up. Do you know why Y/N is so beautiful? Because God had to make up for how stupid she can be sometimes.” I said smirking

“Little harsh, don't ya think?” Jolly said

I was about to disagree when Folio's computer started to make a repeating Ping noise.

“Hey it may be harsh but it's the fucking truth. My tracker on North 15th Street picked up her last location.”

Jolly got up first and checked out Folio's work to make sure it was accurate. I don't need any false alarms right now and he fucking knows that.

“Uh Boss, you're gonna wanna see this picture.”

I put out my cigarette and ran over to the computer. When I looked at the screen I nearly dropped to my knees. A cold sweat began to drip down the back of my neck while my stomach turned upside down.

“Y/N..”

There in the photo stood my beautiful wife, the sun shining down on her illuminating her features and that smile that would light up my darkest days. I could stare at her all day but my attention was brought to something more important.

Her stomach…

“Oh my god, she's fucking pregnant,” I said backing up. I could feel the anger start to boil the hood that ran through my veins. How could she leave knowing she was in such a fragile condition? What the fuck was she thinking? I couldn't contain the fire inside me any longer. Before I knew it my first in the fuckin wall and the only thing I could see is black.

“Folio. where is she?” I said taking some deep breaths trying to calm myself.

“The last place she was, was some corner store. She can't live far boss, we scope out the area and we’re bound to find where she is staying.”

“Noah, I don't mean to be the voice of reason here but maybe she left because she was pregnant.” Nick chimed in.

“What are you talking about? I would have protected her and the baby, all she had to do was fucking tell me, Nick.”

“I understand that but please try to hear her out before you go smashing more walls. She's probably scared Noah, this life wasn't always easy on her.”

I wanted to scoff at what Nick said but he was right, maybe I never took the actual chance to hear her feelings on certain situations. I was too caught up with the money and glory to understand how selfish I was being.

“You’re right Nick, I'll try to to hear her out. I'm gonna need you there though just in case. Please.”

Nick nodded and asked when we were leaving.

“Tonight, I doubt she's working so she should be home,” I said taking a shot of whiskey.

“Hold the fuck up, if Jolly or I had said that to you, we would have two weaning shots in the back of our heads.” Folio protested

“Agreed,” Jolly said sticking his finger up

“Do I need to bring up what happened down in Texas and why both you and Jolly are now on computer work?” I said raising my eyebrow

“No sir carry on.”

“Agreed”

“Dumbasses.”

Nick and I left, LA was only a few hours so it gave me a lot of time to think about how I was going to approach this situation. Was I gonna scream at her and cuss the fuck out? Or hold her and thank god for once in my life that my wife and now child are safe. I won't know until I'm right in front of her. Even though I'm confused with my feelings right now, I can tell you one thing I know for sure that is….

I will not go home empty-handed

Y/N ‘s POV

“Aye Newbie! Pick up the pace! We got people who want drinks.”

“Ricardo I'm 6 months pregnant cut me some fucking slack would ya ?”

Damn, I hate working at this fuckjng place. The men are disgusting and the drinks are even worse.

“What are ya having?”

“A shot of whiskey and a shot of you to go with it.”

I rolled my eyes and gave the man his whiskey. Even with a baby bump, men still find ways to talk like fucking pigs. I finished up my shift at the bar at around 11:30 P.m. I couldn't wait to get home and hang out with Sapphire, she has become my best friend. If it wasn't for her my ass would have been on the street. Tonight she had something she needed to talk to me about. As I re-read over our text messages I couldn't help but feel this was something serious.

Sapphire

Hey um, what time are you coming home 2night?

Me:

Ricardo is making me stay till 11:30 so a lil l8er than usual. Y is everything ok?

Sapphire

Um ya just please come str8 home after.

Me:

Ok?

I would be lying if I said I wasn't a little nervous about what was going on. We didn't live in the best part of town but not the worst. We knew everyone around us so I was starting to become worried. I was getting ready to get in my car when I froze. Looking down at the door handle to my 1998 Pontiac, I saw someone and tied a red ribbon to my door handle. It was”t just any shade of red but a Ruby red ribbon.

“There's no fucking away.”

I yanked the ribbons off and scoped out the rest of my car. It was close to Valentine's Day so maybe this was one of my regular stupid jokes of trying to be festive.

“Yeah, that's gotta be right.”

I threw the ribbons on the ground and got in my car. I tried calling Sapphire and it went straight to voicemail. Sapphire is so bad with charging her phone that this didn't strike me as odd. I finally made my way back to the apartment, but the entire ride home was so nerve-racking. I could have sworn I was being followed but it was probably just my paranoia. I needed to calm down, all this stress wasn't good for the baby.

“SAPPHIRE IM HOME! Girl, you wouldn't believe the day I had! Everything was normal until I got out of work. Can you believe some weirdo tied a ribbon to my car? I'll tell ya what, I bet you it was Jerry. You know the one with 8 kids and his wife is almost pushing 50. God, it's like he can't take a hint.”

I began to pour myself a glass of water when I realized there was just absolute silent. So quiet, I could hear my heart beating in my ears

“Saph?”

“Just a Ribbion huh? That breaks my heart babydoll, You used to always love small gifts like that.

I dropped my water causing glass to shatter all over the floor. There in the doorway stood Noah, and by the look on his face, he wanted answers and wanted them now.

“Noah?”

“My Ruby”

I stumbled back almost stroking on the broken glass around my feet. I should have fucking known the ribbon on my car wasn't from a strange secret admirer. Just my psychopath, murderous, soon-to-be ex-husband.

“I’ve missed you,” he said walking towards me

“Wh- where is my friend.”

“Oh, Sapphire? Nice girl but I had to have Nick take care of her.”

I was two seconds away from screaming thinking he killed my best friend until I heard giggling and moaning coming from the other room.

“Seriously?”

Noah continued to walk towards me, I couldn't back up anymore because I was already against the sink. I closed my eyes expecting the worst when I felt a hand cradle my stomach. When I opened my eyes, Noah was kneeling and holding me. This was probably the most gentle touch I've ever seen this man do to me or anyone else. Noah has never hit me, let me make that clear. It's just his kisses and affection were as soft as a diamond. Cold kisses and sharp to the touch. As much as I wanted to be in awe of this moment, I couldn’t.

“Noah”

His grip around me became tighter

“Noah please”

Noah stood up after kissing my baby bump. Quicky wiping a tear from his eye he fixed himself and changed back to his intimidating demeanor. Just like the old saying goes “Mafia men don't shed tears”

“You have a got a lot of explaining to do, first things first. Pack your shit and let’s go.”

“I’m not going anywhere with you.”

“Excuse me? You are still my wife and now the mother of my child. What I say fucking goes.”

I watched those beautiful brown autumn-colored eyes of his turn into dark orbs, I was scared but I’m standing my fucking ground

“Not anymore.”

Suddenly Noah threw a punch that landed on the cabinet door just inches away from my face.

“What is that supposed to mean?”

I could feel my legs about to give out and cave into him. That is in til the flashback happened within a second, and the reason I didn’t this gave me the strength.

“It means my son is not your concern, and neither am I.”

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Symbolism in Writing

Weather Symbolism

Rain: cleansing, sadness, renewal, obstacles

Sunshine: happiness, hope, clarity, energy

Storms: conflict, turmoil, dramatic change

Snow: purity, stillness, coldness, isolation

Fog: confusion, mystery, uncertainty

Wind: change, freedom, unrest, communication

Animal Symbolism

Eagle: freedom, vision, strength, courage

Lion: bravery, power, leadership, pride

Dove: peace, love, innocence, spirituality

Wolf: loyalty, cunning, survival, community

Snake: transformation, danger, temptation, wisdom

Butterfly: transformation, beauty, impermanence

Plant Symbolism

Rose: love, beauty, passion, secrecy

Oak Tree: strength, endurance, wisdom

Willow Tree: sadness, flexibility, resilience

Lotus Flower: purity, enlightenment, rebirth

Ivy: friendship, fidelity, eternity

Cactus: endurance, protection, warmth

Object Symbolism

Mirror: self-reflection, truth, illusion

Key: opportunity, secrets, freedom

Bridge: connection, transition, overcoming obstacles

Candle: hope, spirituality, life, guidance

Clock: time, mortality, urgency

Mask: disguise, deception, concealment

Number Symbolism

One: beginnings, unity, individuality

Two: partnership, balance, duality

Three: creativity, growth, completeness

Four: stability, order, foundation

Five: change, adventure, unpredictability

Seven: mystery, spirituality, luck

Season Symbolism

Spring: renewal, birth, growth, hope

Summer: vitality, abundance, joy, freedom

Autumn: change, maturity, decline, reflection

Winter: death, stillness, introspection, endurance

Light and Darkness Symbolism

Light: knowledge, purity, safety, enlightenment

Darkness: ignorance, evil, mystery, fear

Shadow: the unconscious, secrets, mystery

Twilight: ambiguity, transition, mystery

Element Symbolism

Fire: passion, destruction, energy, transformation

Water: emotion, intuition, life, change

Earth: stability, grounding, fertility, growth

Air: intellect, communication, freedom, change

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Words to Use Instead of "Said"

whispered

shouted

exclaimed

murmured

muttered

yelled

cried

screamed

stammered

declared

replied

answered

commented

remarked

suggested

hinted

announced

observed

mentioned

noted

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They look beautiful

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Credits to @estasy on Pinterest

Credits to @estasy on Pinterest