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So two of the kids I watch gathered that I am a witch because A: I like bugs B: My hair is purple and C: my bones make weird sounds. They very much like me and call me the nice witch.

Part 1 here!

Part 3

(Check my page for more stories soon)

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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yesssssssssss no you don't underSTAND you GOTTA go read this chapter at LEAST, it's BEAUTIFUL -- the flirtening has everything you could possibly want from these two dumbasses, and it's written so deliciously (pun V MUCH intended) <333

Chapter six! The flirtening! Find out just what I mean by that by clicking that there link XD

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when ppl comment on my Kazolai fics to be like "I have never heard of this ship before, but you know what? You've convinced me" like fuck yes!! and also fuck...no...sorry I did that to you; you can come join me in hell tho <333

when being insufferably obnoxious abt a piece of media u love actually convinces ppl to check it out

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currently outlining a new story while actively working on two other stories and ignoring a third story that is 80% done. the adhd creative pipeline is like a revolving door with spikes

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been having a REAL ROUGH WEEK so this is basically my mantra atp, tyvm <3

[said with increasing amount of distress] i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this

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I DIDN'T REALIZE OTHER PPL DO THIS OMLLL MY SISTER AND I DO THIS CONSTANTLY I FORGET I DO IT UNTIL I DO IT IN FRONT OF SOMEONE WHO'S NEVER HEARD IT SPOKEN LIKE THAT BEFORE T.T

love saying "question mark?" out loud when I'm talking about something i'm unsure of

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"WIP I keep open in the background so I don't feel guilty" WELL JUST SHOOT ME DEAD IN THE STREET WHY DON'T YOU

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i will continue to be annoying abt Kazolai until i am DEAD in the GROUND, and even then, you'll find like 200 unwritten fanfic ideas in my documents and wish I was still here to finish them (I especially would like to make it known that my sister is thoroughly sick of my penchant to text her at 3 in the morning w/ "...i just got a story idea" and she will immediately text back "if you say it's Kazolai, I'm going to scream" and I'll be like "fine, I won't tell you then, harrumph" bc we both know that's what it is)(so, like, if SHE won't let me be annoying abt Kazolai, then huzzah for y'all, bc that means YOU get my annoyingness abt them :D)

"you are annoying about x & y" okay. this is the being annoying website.

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happy disability pride month to this bastard 🖤

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........................okay FINE I'LL DO IT 😤 it's getting put on my kanban board right this second (whether or not it'll get done SOON is a WHOLE separate question)

fanfic ideas that i want someone to write and send to me:

kaz x jesper fic where jesper tried to convince the other crows that kaz is in fact,clingy, and they just don’t believe him until they finally see it themselves.

(this series is because even though i do write fics, some plots just seem to overwhelm me too much to actually write for literally no reason. but i still want to see them made by someone.)

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Jokes on everyone, I started Christmas presents in May 😌 (there's just a LOT of them and also they're v big time investments, every last one of them lmao) -- the year I wrote a short story for each person was the earliest I'd ever started, which was in I think the end of February lollll but THAT was a V Good Idea, so I'm not opposed to starting V Early (and in fact, it's v helpful for me) -- all that to say, this is so Real TM

This is a reminder for those who handmake Christmas presents that now is not too early to start. It may in fact be a good time to start if you have a lot to make/your craft takes a long time. You should maybe start it now, whether that's brainstorming or actually doing the crafts!

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NOT ONE OF MY FAV VINES EVERRRRR; "why the FUCK would I say printer??" is smthg I say ALL THE TIME in contexts it Doesn't Apply To :)

{this user wants you to toss them their keys}

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just posted a new chapter of reverse alphabetic Kazolai collection :)

the first part of which goes like this:

The first thing Nikolai registers when he cracks his eyes open is that he shares the bed with no one. Kaz is no longer next to him, sleeping soundly with slightly pursed lips.

And this realization makes Nikolai instantly melancholy.

The second thing Nikolai registers is the sound of someone with a limp pacing — a sound Nikolai knows well by this point.

The third thing Nikolai registers is that it’s early morning. Mostly because the sun is shining into the room through the open window past the curtain sand across the floor. There’s also a couple of singing birds in the distance that want to make the current time known to all.

Then Nikolai sees Kaz’s sock covered feet turning on the left heel inside the sunlight on the ground to keep dragging his right along behind him.

He smiles to himself. His boyfriend is not, in fact, already at the Slat like he’d usually be when he’s woken up before Nikolai.

…why did Kaz wake up before Nikolai? He’s had a running streak of two months, a pattern Kaz didn’t seem particularly pleased with, but hadn’t really done anything to prohibit Nikolai from doing so.

But before Nikolai can gather the energy to try to sit up, Kaz stops pacing to lean on the windowsill. His black hair, shiny and combed down, catches the sunlight beautifully. His bangs fall across his forehead a little long. His side profile is sharp and frowning as he chews on his lip in thought.

He looks…ethereal. Like a literal goddamned angel.

Read it here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/56435485/chapters/173812048

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I wish I woke up tomorrow in a world where I don't have to see a single AI generated image ever again

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noooooooooo this, this is it, this is The Problem -- do you REALIZE how many of my oneshots turn into twoshots? How many of my oneshots turn into 10+ chapters?? DO YOU REALIZE HOW HARD IT IS TO RESTRAIN MYSELF FROM THE EVER ALLURING PULL TO ADD PLOT TO A SUPPOSEDLY PLOTLESS STORY??

me: this is going to be a short story my brain: what if it was a saga. what if it was 400 pages. what if it ruined you

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i have lmao I have read SoC that many times and you know what? That doesn't make the lines any less iconic, they're as iconic the first time as they are the twenty-seventh time 😌

Look, I haven't even read Six of Crows that many times. The lines are just so gd iconic they stick with you forever