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parents be like you can’t imagine how hard it is for us to deal with your mental illness

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Kripke is taking a big risk hiring Misha Collins for The Boys. Last time this man entered a series, he was supposed to be there for a few episodes, but he stayed for 10 years. You get that man on a show with Jensen, he won’t be able to leave

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When you fear getting hurt in the world, you imagine intentional acts of betrayal and harm. People yelling, screaming, calling you names, taking your things, destroying them. You imagine distinctive, decisive acts that can easily be called hurtful, things you could point at and explain to someone, things you can hold a grudge for.

What happens instead is you get hurt by people you love, who seem to care back at first but then put you so far into the background of their life you don't even matter. Your expectations get disappointed just slightly more every time. Each time you're forced to feel a bit more silly for hoping, silly for dreaming, for imagining you're important to them, that what you wanted would matter. One more time you tell yourself it's not about you, and they didn't even know they hurt you, because conveniently, they forgot you're a person or have feelings a long time ago. You convince yourself it's your own indulgence and unrealistic hopes that hurt you, and not anything else, anything real.

You struggle not to feel used even after you're only up when something is needed, when countless favours are not only not returned, but not appreciated, taken for granted. But you'd feel worse if you rejected to do it, you feel it would be the last thing you heard from them.

Thinking you are a part of someone's life, and longing to be, while to them you are but a convenience put their way, is hurtful. You losing time, energy and care to make someone else's life better, while they don't even think about what it does to you, is demeaning, devaluing. It becomes difficult to convince yourself that your importance is the same as everyone else's, that you don't need to do so much just for a moment of someone's attention, that your time and happiness and experience of life matters just as much as everyone else's.

You're not silly for expecting another person to give you the same care and attention you are giving to them. It's not stupid to expect that your importance is the same, that they'll want to return the same kind of love back to you. That what you want matters, that your expectations and your experience matters. That you deserve the same attention, without giving anything additional to them. Being always proved wrong on all of these is chafing at your self worth, demoralizing for your confidence and depressing for your quest of connection and friendship. It is harm.

It's not immediately evident, it's not a sudden act, it starts slow and creeps in and while you're busy trying to make someone happy, you don't realize when you've become a background noise. But when you do feel it, it hurts a lot. Like all of you has been rejected, without ever even telling you, without explaining why, you've just been compartmentalized into a box that is only opened when necessary. This isn't what you wanted or longed for. This isn't what you've been told it's going to be. It's not fair. It's set up so you can't get out of it the same, slow eerie way, because they for sure will notice if their little compartment isn't opening as expected. But you're not being treated as a person in there. And you have the right to break out.

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how is it possible that a ship that doesn't even exist in the comics has become my favorite marvel couple? idc if frank falling in love again after losing his wife and kids is out of character, I love them (to the level that I'm literally creating them in the sims lmfao)

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There is a certain type of ship dynamic that simply cannot be created or replicated artificially and it’s called “this couple was never meant to be a canon ship but their chemistry is just so incredible we had to do it anyway” and I love it more than anything.

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You will never convince me they are not in love.

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Reblog if you are Team Kastle

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the hand holding at the hospital IM FUCKING DYING IT KILLS ME EVERY TIME I CANT DO THIS! THE WAY HE CARESSES HER HAND WITH HIS FINGER WHILE SHE DOES THE SAME???? They were soothing each other... I CANT and the way after his initial surprise of her holding his hand HE grips it tighter???? I CANT

(yes I made this into it's own post)

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We have scenes of Frank being tortured showing absolutely no fear at all. But the thought of Karen in danger? Pure, unadulterated terror.

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Jon Bernthal can't play Frank Castle without Deborah Ann Woll.

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abused kids daydreaming: but what if there was a situation where I got hurt... and someone cared and comforted me? what then??

abused kids: oh no I'm selfish and stupid for imagining this! How could I think my pain would matter enough for someone to comfort me, I need to get over myself and start living in the real life! Comfort doesn't exist and if I'm not tough I'm not going to make it!

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The Punisher Two Dead Men | 1.02

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If they don't get together I'm gonna lose it

The Punisher Virtue of the Vicious | 1.10

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The only reason I haven’t slept with this man Is because he’s playing hard to get.

(He’s fictional btw)

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Is he a scary man covered in blood? Or is he my baby girl? Spot the difference