gothicfeeder

[gothicfeeder]

imagine being soft-but-firmly pushed around after gaining a bunch of weight . I want to be pinched and teased for getting so big and then I want to feel steady hands wrapping a tape measure around my belly and turning me around to inspect just how fat I've gotten. you can dress me up or feed me or put me in front of a mirror and show me just how much you love my body as long as you're sure about it.

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Reblog to make yourself/your feedee instantly gain 50 pounds 🥰

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What do you think about the amount of Black women who participate in this fetish publicly? Does it seem like it's not a lot? (It does to me but I'm not sure) If you do think it's not a lot, do you think that's purely because public feedist/sex worker platforms are hostile to Black women, or does it also seem like there are fewer Black women who are interested to begin with?

There are plenty of Black fems interested in fat fetish, feedism and gaining. The reason there aren’t many models is because we quit due to lack of support. Period. 3 of my Black feedist friends have quit this year because people do not support us. Our free content gets consumed readily but we have to B E G for people to buy our content that’s just as good as the content that we watch FLY off the shelves daily. That’s literally just it. The people who are spending money on feedist content, the people who are sponsoring meals and actually helping models put in the work to build their dream bodies - don’t like Black fems 🤷🏽‍♀️ we are not the desired archetype, so we quit. I’ve been a part of this community for a long time, years and years and years....and it’s always been like that. There are maybe 2/3 successful models who are non-white in this community. If Black models came in and received the same sort of welcome and support as everyone else, there would be way more of us. Idk if everyone realizes but I toy with quitting public feedism and keeping it just for myself everyday because I receive next to no support for my work and that effects me drastically and emotionally because feedism is my *real life fetish* these are my *real life goals* and it’s painful to know that the “community” I am so passionate about, doesn’t really care if I’m able to engage in this fetish or not. Cause let’s face it - gaining is expensive. What y’all expect out of Black models just to meet us with nothing is wild, too. I gained 40 pounds this year, and people couldn’t care less. 40 fucking pounds!!! Most people don’t gain 40 pounds in 5 years let alone 5 months!!!! Nobody cares though lmao. I put out content that I swear if some of my friends made a carbon copy of the video, they could eat off it for 3 months but I make 2 sales instead. This is the reality for most Black feedist models. That’s why you don’t see us. We quit because who wants to make content for people who don’t care about you? Who wants to give passion and maximum effort to people who only want to consume you for free and don’t even think you’re worth $5? And then people always complain “Black models just have shitty quality videos” hmmmm maybe...perhaps...If you supported our work....we would be able to upgrade.......but nope! Nobody sees it like that. Anyways, I’m riled up cause this plagues me everyday. I love this fetish with my entire soul and it hurts dearly that someone like me doesn’t really have a place unless I force myself into it. I’m only here because without feedism I feel fucking empty. Not because I get enough support to make it worth it. I don’t. None of us Black models do.

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My inbox is already filled up with people saying “cope” “who cares” “then leave” and I’m not posting any of it cause you worms don’t deserve the attention but I just want to remind you again that I have a friend screening my messages before I ever see them, so if you’re trying to hurt me, you won’t. And I’m sorry that me pointing out how this community fails Black models hits a nerve for you, you should probably examine why considering all I’m doing is asking for equal treatment. Like really, unpack that.

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Reblog to gain 50 lbs within the next 6 months!

Now go eat until you can't see passed your swollen belly, pig. 🐽

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can we get a size comparison from when you started to now?

of course you can!💕🌙✨

i'll start w belly because that's what you're all here for lol:

when i started vs now (open for full images please!) :

and thigh/butt for some extras hehe:

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If you call pedophilia a kink please unfollow me and never talk to me again

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getting this dress on and off may have been the hardest workout I’ve done in 2021 so far

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Sorry random late night rant: I reallllllllllllly hate seeing people’s weight loss photos reposted on fat fetish accounts. It’s super obvious when it’s actually a weightloss photo vs weight gain and I just think it’s really really disgusting that people would take someone’s photo showing how proud they are of their weight loss progress and fetishize it lol. Like, that’s someone’s actual body. A real person. A person who did not like how they felt in their fat body and wanted to lose weight to make themselves happier. Don’t post that on weight gain blogs. Do better.

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Daddy says he can feel how much heavier I’m getting when I sit on him now

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reblog with the best part of a mans body (tits, ass, dick, whatever) and your star sign i promise these are connected

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Sit on their lap and crush them. If they die, they die🤷🏼‍♀️

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not to get pOliTicaL but the fucker who murdered a man in broad daylight was convicted of all charges so yes today is a good day because Derek Chauvin is going to jail.

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It’s really weird what a strong reaction was had to me simply saying Black feedist models deserve better. We do. And you won’t gaslight me into believing that we Have Less because we Deserve Less.

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Reblog if you’re a gainer who welcomes anonymous teasing and encouragement!

😶

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You’re insanely gorgeous and I would KILL to feed you and put my babies in you 😍 I’d make you HUGE

I’m ready for both.

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