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"To those in doubt of their love..." He knew it.

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Dear Boyfriend,

Please hold me tight in your arms.

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Mukhang araw-araw ka na sa paniginip ko ah.

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In my dreams

Hanga na ko sayo. Pati ba naman hanggang panaginip ha?

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Monday

No more him at 6:30 pm. Back to a boring life. Last night I heard them say that when I got home, I should have received his message. WTF. Why am I waiting for a text message?! -_- Damn! Still in little hopes of having a convo with him? Duuuhhh 😒 Why am I hoping that they really gave my number? 😞 I should foget about him, days are gone. Here we are now. Please, pretty please.

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HAPPY FEAST DAY SAN ISIDRO LABRADOR

I was so excited for this day to come, I know it would be happy but I was wrong. It's like an ordinary day. We should be celebrating but we just went home after the mass. You still make me think of what you still feel and what you don't. I remember while singing the last part of the song, you looked at me and just stared while hiding until the song ends. I believe the feeling didn't change as mine still remains here. At the end of the day, you still showed up. Until now, I know we both know that we are exchanging glances. There is something in the way you look at me. But this time, the way you take away your eyes makes me feel like you've already changed, like you don't want to look at me anymore, like I'm not worth of your stare. If you only knew, if you only know what I'm feeling inside.

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May 16, 2015

I thought the night would end without seeing your blooming eyes and your angelic face. I really don't know why did you stay up late but all I know is I'm happy to see you again. And giving me such attention, I know it shouldn't matter, but made the moment a wonderful one although I know it's never your choice to approah me. I already told my boyfriend about this and he got mad that's why I didn't continue the story. Thank you for not giving me your hand because I swear I couldn't sleep. This night, it keeps me thinking what if I am free? Will our story go on for a happy ending? No, there's no way of getting back. Sorry my boyfie, for being unfaithful 😭

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May 14, 2015

That moment when you are with your mom and your boyfriend attending the novena mass but you don't believe that 'forever' exists.

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Ang alam ko dapat hindi ako nasasaktan. Ang alam ko dapat wala akong pakialam. Ang alam ko dapat hindi ganito yung pakiramdam. Hindi dapat.

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Yea. Why do I even care?

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Two years from now, moments are still fresh.

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But nothing is as painful as staying stuck somewhere you don't belong.

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This feeling :/

I should not be feeling this way....... Oh my!! Damn! Why am I so unfaithful? I wanna cry :( :( :’( I should not care to someone else. I should have left the past and work on the present. But I still keep on looking back. How I hate it. My heart says “If I could only bring back the time, I should’ve not rushed everything, and that I should’ve waited.” But my mind says “It already happened, no more regrets.”

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Sa isang sulyap mo .....

They keep on singing the song and it keeps me..... I don't know.

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Patayin ang feelings.

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Valentine's Day

I hate it when we always have war this month -_-

Nakakalungkot lang kasi it's supposed to be love month, but we always fight. I always feel upset, mad and down 'cause I always see on his Facebook account those annoying girls whom he follows. Of  course, any girl would get mad seeing their boyfriend admire another girl. Today is Valentine's Day and here we have another argument. I just hate to see his home page with pictures of yucky girls, bitches rather trying hard to look cute and hot in their cameras -_- Like duhh !!! Ikinaganda mo teh ?! Pft. I know he's so used and annoyed that we fight almost everyday and he sometimes get mad, even without telling me so. And now, I feel down that maybe I am just so possessed or so selfish that I always restrict him with those little things he's doing. But I'm his girlfriend and I know I have the right to refrain him from the don'ts. I just feel sad :( Am I over-protective? Overly-attached? I just feel I've always been the fault. Am I really?

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"There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you."

-Maya Angelou