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amma really just  …  reeks about 90% of the time, as the pig farm is where she spends the majority of her hours if she isn’t in the woods. obviously, she’ll clean up prior to parties, but something nasty still lingers. like let’s not forget how she, quite literally got down on her tummy to uh, try and feed from the sow like the piglets.

the piglets in the stall were swarming over the sow like ants on a glob of jelly. the nipples were fought over, bouncing in and out of mouths, jiggling tautly like rubber. the sow’s eyes rolled up into her head. Amma sat down cross-legged and gazed, fascinated. After five minutes she was in the same position, now smiling and squirming. I had to leave. I walked, first slowly, then broke into a scramble to my car. Door shut, radio blasting, warm bourbon stinging my throat, I drove away from THE STINK and sound

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can u like this if you’re still following me? returning soon. want to clear out my list!!!

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hey ^-^

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reread sharp objects, missing my feral baby

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“I feel like I’m unlocking a lot of who I am currently, in the last year, especially. I feel like the 20’s, in my eyes, are such an exciting time, because I’m ready to feel as much as I can, and whether that be good or bad, it’s all useful.”

Sabrina Carpenter for Flaunt Magazine

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Revamping as soon as I get my laptop….

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               *         𝐆𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐘   &.   𝐆𝐎𝐑𝐄     𝘨𝘰   𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥   𝘪𝘯   𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥      ;      𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜   𝚠𝚑𝚢    𝚠𝚎'𝚛𝚎    𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚒𝚗’    𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜   !

𝐚𝐧  𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭   &.   𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐥𝐲  𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞   𝘮𝘶𝘭𝘵𝘪 - 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦   𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦   𝐬.𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨𝐧'𝐬  𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬   𝐚𝐧𝐝   𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭  𝐰𝐚𝐬  𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧  /  𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬  𝐢𝐬  𝐧𝐨𝐰

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&. 𝐡𝐢𝐭 ‘𝐞𝐦 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  more  angst  to  devastate  your  writing  partners.  metaphorically.  )

❛ you’re a weapon, and weapons don’t weep. ❜

❛ you can’t save everyone. ❜

❛ it should have been you. ❜

❛ did i do good? ❜

❛ i’m sorry that i can’t save you. ❜

❛ wait for me, will you? ❜

❛ i can’t lose you again! ❜

❛ you were dead, i saw you die. ❜

❛ we won’t forget each other, right? ❜

❛ i’m real. i’m here. ❜

❛ you already know how this will end. ❜

❛ it’s always my fault, isn’t it? ❜

❛ i don’t want to go. ❜

❛ can you remember how you died? ❜

❛ i love you, but you’re not mine. ❜

❛ have you ever lost someone? ❜

❛ i didn’t ask to get made. ❜

❛ you’re as beautiful as the day i lost you. ❜

❛ i never meant to hurt you. ❜

❛ is it really you? ❜

❛ their blood is on your hands. ❜

❛ it would have been better to die. ❜

❛ i’m not ready to lose you yet. ❜

❛ i wish i met you sooner. ❜

❛ let’s just stay here. grow old. ❜

❛ you’re the first friend i ever had. ❜

❛ i told you not to fall in love with me. ❜

❛ you always push people away. i just thought you’d never do it to me. ❜

❛ everyone i’ve cared about has either died of left me. except for you. ❜

❛ i know i have a heart because i can feel it breaking. ❜

❛ they’re not coming back. ❜

❛ i’m sorry, have we met? ❜

❛ in my dreams, we’re still together. ❜

❛ you’re the one good thing left in this world. ❜

❛ i hate the way that i don’t hate you. ❜

❛ it’s okay. you can let go. ❜

❛ you mean nothing to me. ❜

❛ we’re on our own now. ❜

❛ you can’t kill me, i’m not alive. ❜

❛ it wasn’t supposed to end like this. ❜

❛ do you remember when we first met? ❜

❛ we’ll see each other again. ❜

❛ there’s nothing you could have done. ❜

❛ we did it. we won. ❜

❛ let’s not go back. not ever. ❜

❛ thanks for playing with me. ❜

❛ why does it feel like this is goodbye? ❜

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Sabrina Carpenter as Nola Frankel THE SHORT HISTORY OF THE LONG ROAD (2020) dir. Ani Simon-Kennedy

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might be making max lolz

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i miss amma

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               *         𝐆𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐘   &.   𝐆𝐎𝐑𝐄     𝘨𝘰   𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥   𝘪𝘯   𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥      ;      𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜   𝚠𝚑𝚢    𝚠𝚎'𝚛𝚎    𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚒𝚗’    𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜   !

𝐚𝐧  𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭   &.   𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐥𝐲  𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞   𝘮𝘶𝘭𝘵𝘪 - 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦   𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦   𝐬.𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨𝐧'𝐬  𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬   𝐚𝐧𝐝   𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭  𝐰𝐚𝐬  𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧  /  𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬  𝐢𝐬  𝐧𝐨𝐰

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Amma

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My country of Cuba is going through pure hardships right now. All added to many years of pure hell. Thousands are taking the streets demanding the end of a dictatorship that has manipulated and suffocated its people. Images of citizens getting their faces broken by police are emerging. Citizens being abused and threatened because they are fighting for their freedom. I hope there comes a day where Cuba is truly for the people and by the people rather than held under a vicious dictatorship.  I want to visit the country I was born in. I want them safe and healthy.

These past few days have been hard to witness and swallow. Mainly when you remember everything your own family had to endure and be put through just to have a piece of freedom.

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               *         𝐆𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐘   &.   𝐆𝐎𝐑𝐄     𝘨𝘰   𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥   𝘪𝘯   𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥      ;      𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜   𝚠𝚑𝚢    𝚠𝚎'𝚛𝚎    𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚒𝚗’    𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜   !

𝐚𝐧  𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭   &.   𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐥𝐲  𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞   𝘮𝘶𝘭𝘵𝘪 - 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦   𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦   𝐬.𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨𝐧'𝐬  𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬   𝐚𝐧𝐝   𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭  𝐰𝐚𝐬  𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧  /  𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬  𝐢𝐬  𝐧𝐨𝐰