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What was the “I love it” thing Azzi said? I can’t find any context for what ppl are talking about and why it has to do w Paige

She commented it on the most recent tiktok Paige posted of the two of them and the tiktok audio goes "I love the way you make me feel, I love it" lol

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Hiiiii Nivi my lovely Nivi! Do I stay awake waiting for the new chapter of GH to come out or should I go to sleep and try to dream about whatever you’re going to write in the new chapter LOL

Oh yeah no it's definitely not coming out tonight I fear sorry lovie <3

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feel free not to respond if it’s too much or you don’t feel comfortable please! 💗💗I just thought I’d ask like, I know you’ve mentioned being brown and as a brown girl who is going through it & struggling with her sexuality, have you reconciled that or have any advice? I feel so badly asking but I can’t ask too many people irl..as I’m just so unsure myself..and incredibly bad timing as I just broke up with a guy I was going to be engaged to (who I do love as he’s been my best friend since we were 7) I just feel like also I’m letting myself down if I don’t put myself out there, but he is the safe option to just be secure in life and keep my family support, so I just feel like I made the worse mistake ever?!

Oh my love, first of all sending you all the virtual hugs in the world because I really do know how hard it can be. And I want you to know that you are always free to talk to me about this, in my inbox or my dms <3

Honestly I did and still struggle a lot with my sexuality. For a multitude of different reasons but being brown is definitely a part of it. And I'mma tell you straight up that my parents (who aren't homophobic to anyone but their daughter) don't know and I don't know when they'll find out. I didn't really come to terms with my sexuality till I came to college and lived without them which honestly I know is my priviledge speaking because I was able to immerse myself in a community that consisted of both people who were in my position, as well as people who had come out on the other side thriving. And I guess that's what helped me the most, just talking to people who understood and people who were willing to listen.

So I guess my advice, and I understand it's not really the most simple or necessarily the most useful depending on what's available to you, is to just find people you can talk it through with. And if you'd like, I am more than willing to be one of those people for you.

As for your breakup, it's only a mistake if you think he truly was the one and that you loved him. If the reason that you think it was a mistake is because you're scared of losing a safety net or your parents, while that's so completely understandable, babes that's not a mistake, that's just your fear. And I would never judge you if you did choose to go back to him because you want the safety net because I get it, I really do. But I don't think that would make you happy and my love you deserve to be happy. I think you owe it yourself to explore and if he really is the one and if you really have made a mistake, then you'll know because you'll miss him. Not the security he provides you or your parents approval; you'll miss him.

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What’s one of your fave Pazzi theories/agendas??

Mine is the Paige fell first and then Azzi fell harder 😭😭 just thinking about little Paige crushing on Azzi soooo hard and doing anything to be in her space and have her attention… and then now with how Azzi acts on social media about Paige?? The “I love itt😊” comment makes me go insane… also what’s that blushing emoji for Azzi…? We get it, Paige treats you like a princess and you love it 😭😭

I think they've fallen just as hard honestly like it's kind of insane how well they match each other's insanity.

I honestly don't really know what my favorite theory/agenda is like it just keeps changing but I don't know I guess maybe the "home" theory? I just really like the idea, that no matter where they were or how old there were or what was going on in their lives, they seemed to always know that they were "it" for each other and that one day, they would be what they are now. It's the kind of surety I don't think many people have but they always did.

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I need that Liberty vs Lynx finals matchup dude… like that’d be such a good series. And also I need Stewie or Phee to walk away with a ring this season!

No no no

We need Sun vs Aces like that's the series everybody wants okay! And we want the three-peat for Becky sooooo bad!!

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How do you access archives on Tumblr…? I didn’t even know that was a thing and your girl is struggling rn 😭

Go to profile and click on the three dots next to the askbox and one of the options should be archive :)

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Hello Nivi, when could we expect chapter 10? I’ve read chapter 9 at least 22 times now…

22 times???

May I suggest re-reading chapter 2 instead? At least the first part of it. I think it'd help you remember somethings that might be coming up in part 10 :)

(which should be out really soon but i'm scared to lie so i'm not putting a date on it)

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Hii Nivi! Where can I see your senior night recap?

Go to my archive, look through my posts from February :)

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Aces vs Liberty

Suns vs Lynx

What did we do to deserve this 😭😭 thank you basketball gods

Please pray for my sanity because I have a vested interest in both these matchups and will actually be devastated if my teams (or more my players) don't win so I'mma be a nervous wreck the whole time I fear.

But yeah it's gonna be great basketball for sure!

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you’re being so sappy tonight 😭😭😭 what’s in the air

Nothing, I just haven't been here in a while and I missed you guys <3

Also Pazzi just bring that out of me I guess lmao

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That's totally possible. There was a news story a couple of years ago where a newly married couple was going through some old photos and in one of the photos that was taken at Disney (?), in the back was the groom,as a child, looking at the family, taking the picture of his future wife. 🥲🥲🥲

Ooooh yes I think I saw that story too and wouldn't that be something? They just feel like the kind of people that, that could happen too.

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Can we just take a moment to talk about how Paige and Azzi bicker ever so cutely? And in that one Paige and Azzi show when asked what’s the maddest they’ve ever been P said when Azzi’s not being a dog in the game (and when she said sike at first about committing to UConn😬). Azzi’s answer was she’s always mad at Paige for something. 😆

Do you know how safe and secure you have to feel to be able to play fight like that? The way Paige is always knocking Azzi around and Azzi doesn’t even flinch because she knows Paige would never actually hurt her? Physically and emotionally?

That safety and peace in a relationship that you neee in order to be so playful with each other isn’t something we all get to feel and I just love that about them.

Anyway, so yeah. 🥹💗

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Awwww this is so sweet and I agree so much. Like they're just so completely comfortable and at ease around each other; like they are each other's safe place.

I always think about Paige saying "even when I'm being annoying, she still wants me around" like it's just that unconditional love and obviously it's so special that they have it but it's also undeniably special that they *know* they have that with each other.

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wait but no ur idea is so cute and honestly so possible bc didn’t they both go to the mall of america a lot or at least sometimes? what if they ran into each other before like officially meeting each other 🥹

Exactly anon, I was thinking mall of america too but I didn't wanna get to specific with the crazy but like you get me! I just think there's totally a possibility it could have happened.

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~Resending just in case. Disregard if you come across the original ask in the meantime but wanted to follow up in case (dont want you thinking Ive disappeared). I know your inbox is crazy and youve been busy~

Hi hi! Whats new bestie?

Well agreed w both your sentiments re Lou. Especially the pretty comment, obvs (🙄 @ self)

The Mystics situation really is wild. Like it seems almost impossible, so many factors have had to play into it. But yes in the end theres practically no justification for losing yourself two lotto picks. Especially in a pretty strong draft class! Im clinging onto the possibility that they still dont become the 8th seed for dear life until I cant..

Yeah, curious because really it seems the dawg camp w Kate & Georgia provide even a remote association. Hard to guess, but Im confident a large portion of it wouldve just been L/A complaining to one another (lovingly) about their significant others.

Ahaha thanks for sharing w us fellow nonny. Can always count on Amoore for being slightly unhinged and a bit too revealing.. I do miss their lunacy! And hey I think its just someone who shares our affinity for following sports (off field/court) drama lol. 'The One' is a highly appropriate song for that pair me thinks 🫤

Wishing you a nice start to the week -☕️

BESTIE HI I'M SORRY I'M ANSWERING THIS SO LATE

Well they didn't become the 8th seed...but yeah 2 lottery picks is out of the window which ugh *deep sigh* and I just don't know what they doing. All these firings but we know for sure that *one* is gonna stay because uh duh.

Yes I could only see them meeting through those people but like it still seems so random. I mean after all this time; I just reall wanna know how they met.

Seeing Amoore in Kentucky colors was kinda insane and I just suddenly wondered how Liz might have felt about it I guess.

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this is so cute, I wonder if they met or even remember meeting, they’re so fated

https://www.tumblr.com/mygaynesshasnolimits/762705522573164544/remember-when-i-told-you-i-had-a-hunch-that-paige

Ugh they're just so tethered.

And food for thought but it made me think that there's this tiny possibility that they very, very briefly met when they were even younger. Like I don't know I just have this really random thought in my head of them at like seven or eight, maybe even younger, crossing paths somewhere Minnesota for the briefest second. And I know Minnesota's huge and this is maybe kinda insane of me but there's such an invisible string connecting them that maybe I'm not that insane?

Like two little girls who smiled at each other for a second while in a store or on the street and had no idea that in a couple of years they'd meet again and become each other's whole wide world? Is that so unfathomable with a story like theirs?

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idk if i already did a weekly checkin but oh well!

Hi nivi honey! how are you today and how has your day been? 💌

Ive been pretty good today, kind of lost my mind during my classes but it’s okay! okay ily toodles!! 💌

ROSIE POSIE <3

Hi lovely. I'm so good but so incredibly exhausted between classes and life but hey, this is what I chose.

I'm so happy you've been good and I'mma just tell you again how amazing the lines we drew was, will definitely be rereading as a bedtime story again :)

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Nivi I thought that was about to be an update 😭. I’m dying here lol. But I’ll be patient and wait till you’re ready to post the next chapter

I mean have we considered that maybe the next chapter is just the friends we made along the way?