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I don't know what to do. I don't feel like drawing or watching anything, I dont want to study I don't want to do anything. Because I don't know what am supposed to do anymore I've struggled with depression for a long time but after Jonghyun's passing I just don't know what to do anymore. This time it's different. I just feel like I need a break from everything.

Being sad is HARD. Grieving is HARD. It will sap the joy out of everything, that is for sure, because it is difficult to not think about your loss. Please try and talk to someone, someone who will understand your grief. It will help. Join this Facebook group run by a professional grief counselor, or the Kim Jonghyun Memorial facebook group to chat with other Shawols that are grieving, or checkout @kjhproject here on tumblr to chat with another Shawol that is grieving. It will help you to talk and cry with others who feel the same way you do.

And PLEASE, seek professional help for your depression if it is not under control. Medication and counseling can help tremendously. It may take a while to find the right combination of medications/therapist, but it is worth it for your mental health. YOU are worth it. And with proper treatment and time, THINGS WILL GET BETTER.

So,please take care of yourself and stay strong

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hello dear, could you help us out by spreading the word of this project? #kimjonghyunproject was made to help those shawols who need someone in these hard times, people can also send anonymous messages full of positivity ♥ hope you're doing alright sweetie, thank you in advance, please stay strong.

hi, of course! please check them out! you guys are great for taking care of those in need of support ♡ thank you for your work, and hope for the same for you too!

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for those interested: a fan has set up a campaign in memory of jonghyun where donations can be given to the brain and behavior research foundation, a nonprofit based in the united states that focuses on awarding grants to be used toward mental health research. more information on the foundation and how to donate can be found at the linked. 

along with this: donations are still being accepted continuously to dding dong, a seoul based lgbtq+ youth crisis support center, under jonghyun’s name. information on how to donate can be found here.

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hi beautiful shawols ♥ how are you feeling today? 

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171222 - Onew’s Instagram Update

It doesn’t matter who you are and what you do but please remember this one thing. Someone loves you more than you love yourself I will cheer you on, I love you.

Translation Cr: omggminho

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(171221) @coldgraytattoo: you worked hard. rip.

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dear my family ♡ smtown artists (watch here)

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dear my family ♡ smtown artists

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until when will you accept people?

until there's no one who needs our help 💙

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are you still accepting new ppl? :)

yup! 💙

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How will we know when we're paired? just wondering! thank you so so so much for organising this xxx

We’re sending a message to everyone who has taken part in the project! We will finish pairing those who filled the survey between 24th and 25th in two hours so we’re gonna start sending the messages then ♥ Thank you, lovely!

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Thank you.

We can’t believe we’ve already paired more than 100 people, we wanted to thank everyone who has taken part in this project, thanks to you a shawol doesn’t feel as lonely as they did before, thanks to you someone could smile again today ♥ And the fact that we’re doing this in the name of Kim Jonghyun, SHINee World’s angel, means a lot because we’re sure he is happy to see shawols helping each other. SHINee World is proud of SHINee World. Thank you. 

#kimjonghyunproject, stay strong and spread love! ♥

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(death tw, suicide tw) once again i want to wish everyone a happy holidays or, if you do not celebrate, at least a good start to the new week and beyond. 

the last week has gone by both agonizing slow and surprisingly fast all at once, as i’m sure most of you can relate to. i have always prided myself in being as open with the followers of this blog as possible and i can honestly say: despite the fact that i am taking better care of myself (eating properly, keeping hydrated, sleeping well, able to laugh at times) than i was this time last week i’m still pretty devastated. there hasn’t been a day since that i haven’t cried at least two or three times and i’ve had to go through some pretty rough processes on here since it happened, such as editing the blog in memorial status and clearing out the support posts in my drafts for his solo comeback that i had started working on back in october. though it’s easy to understand what happened and why he did what he did it hasn’t been as easy to accept a future without him, potentially a future without shinee or what the members and those closest to him are going through right now.

despite all of this, i will continue trucking on with this blog. i may not be as present as i once was but i’ll always be somewhere nearby, ready to honor jonghyun’s memory in whatever way i’m able. i’ll also start to feel better eventually but, really, a person can only do so much and there’s no proper timeline for grieving or sadness and this is something that i wanted to replay out to everyone who sees this post as well: don’t let anyone try to tell you that you are wrong for still being sad. you can be sad for as long as you want to and, even after you start to feel “better”, it’s okay to have that sadness come back at random intervals in the future. it all comes with the territory of loving someone as much as we love jonghyun. i don’t regret the six years that i have been his fan nor do i regret the tree years that i have ran fyjjong. i also will not regret continuing to love and honor him in the future, and neither should you. 

as per usual: please take care of yourselves and thank you for all your kind thoughts and words. 

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Just wanted to say that this is the most stunning idea and I am just so unbelievably touched and impressed by the way us Shawols are supporting each other right now. A thousand thank yous for this <3

Wow I don’t even know what to say. Just… thank you so much for this message, we’re having a hard time rn (like every shawol) and these words are the reason we stay strong, SHINee World makes us strong ♥ You’re the sweetest, thank you so much, lovely ♥

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hello dear, could you help us out by spreading the word of this project? #kimjonghyunproject was made to help those shawols who need someone in these hard times, people can also send anonymous messages full of positivity ♥ hope you're doing alright sweetie, thank you in advance, please stay strong.

Of course! I would love too! Come check out this blog guys!

-Admin Nancy