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my marauders headcanon’s : a series

regulus black first cause he is me and i am him.

first off he does have curly hair. idc argue with a wall or something

he writes so much sad boy poetry and even song lyrics sometimes. he has FILLED journals with his writing and has his whole life within the pages of his writing.

especially when sirius leaves the family he has at least 2 journals filled with his angst about his brother replacing him with his friends.

this is also where he has record of his infatuation and hatred of james; very much “i can hate someone and still find them hot” type of thing. like i said we are one and the same

he is the most observant little shit in the world, very just lovers regulus if ykwim. he sees past people masks in seconds. he can tell what people’s motivations are and what their perspective is. he spends so so so much time people watching

he enjoys studying, though he doesn’t need to (his parents tutors taught him well beyond his schooling ever would) but he loves to study and write notes and figure out why things are the way things are. he is obsessed with finding different ways to make potions. making things more efficient for himself and trying new ways to make a potion.

pandora is his absolute platonic soulmate. they love to just sit with each other and can always understand one another. pandora will listen to him rant endlessly while reading his tarot.

he knows abt rosekiller before barry or evan do. regulus tries to let it play out on its own but those boys are insufferable and codependent and regulus SUFFERS through it

will always like his tea with so much sugar you would think it’ll rot his teeth

very very word oriented. he has a list of his favorite words in one of his journals (self projecting but it’s fine shhhh)

is obsessed with james. absolutely obsessed with him. even if he presents it as hatred, he just wants that man SO BADLY

and all his friends know it too

so every time he brings james up in conversation his friends collectively mentally facepalm

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Hi if you ever find yourself in a relationship saying anything along the lines of "well I can't leave cause I would never be able to find something better than this because I'm trans/fat/aging/antisocial/unlucky" I beg of you to run. Please. You can find and build better but in order to do that you have to take the first step out the door. You do not have to endure abuse, mistreatment, or just plain incompatibility for the sake of a fraction of happiness. You don't.

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fuck dating apps i want to meet someone the old fashioned way (you’re walking your bike up the last hill into town wearing your school uniform. i’m hanging out the passenger side window of my best friend’s car. your hands are beautiful. we know nothing about each other. you disappear in the rear view mirror. i close my eyes and send up a simple, inexplicable, desperate prayer to god. i say please. i have never said please in my life)

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I fucking love repetitive lines that change meaning over a piece of writing yes slay

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neil josten is who percy jackson would've been if pjo wasn't a middle grade series

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hc that kevin has a really hard time remembering to knock instead of just walking into a room because there was no privacy in the Nest and he has no concept of boundaries due to the way he was raised there.

do with that what you will.

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yea life sucks but at least there’s a 4 book series about a group of idiot private school boys teaming up with a tiny feminist to try and find a dead welsh king

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i don’t think i’ll ever be over “it was possible that there were two gods in this church” and “a fortuitous combination that focused most of the objects of ronan’s worship into one downtown block” because she was sick for that she wrote them like a fucking hozier song prose and all how is any other literary couple supposed to compare 

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naps with dream cows? Ronan Lynch is a cottagecore boi 

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Does anyone else get really caught up on the small details in their writing? Like you can be really good at writing situations and feelings and characters, but you get to a point when you’re writing something small like what they’re making for dinner and before you know it, you’re googling recipes with tomatoes because you think the scene won’t be convincing unless you know the cooking time and temp??

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there’s an aching in my bones

that fits the shape of your hands

it throbs to the lilt of your name on my lips

and it’s a burning that you leave

a longing that won’t cease

relentless for skin to skin to skin

for you to touch me again

for you to touch me in the aching

to dip into these hollow bones

all soft and yours for the taking

for you to fill this cavernous body

raw and wanting and tender

for a sliver of your warm skin

for my name on your lips

for your hands to heal this open wound

and linger

to leave their heat on me and last

stay

stay and soothe what calls for you

for i want your warmth, not your wake

for i want you on me

i want you on me lasting

all i want

is for you to just touch me in the aching

— there’s nothing in me that doesn’t ache for you | wt.

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“Tell me how do you undo these years of bone knowledge, these ways I loved you without even knowing it?”

— Cristin O'Keefe Aptowicz, excerpt from, “After the Break-up, a Married Friend Tells Me She’s Jealous Because of How Boring Her Marriage Can Be”

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“you were both great in practice today”

PLEASE DO NOT USE, EDIT OR REPOST

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reminder to all writers

you are talented, and more than capable of creating something extraordinary

your way of telling a story is unique, there’s not a single story in this world that could, or would, ever be told the same way, by any writer;

meaning, you bring something remarkable to the table, a story that never would have been told, if it wasn’t for you

and no amount of self-doubt is going to change that

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I did it ;p First chapter is up, updated weekly!!

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Say it LOUDER

I hate the fact that 80% of Kandreil fics are just threesomes. Don’t get me wrong there is nothing wrong with it but I want to see their dynamic and their soft moments instead of reading a threesome.