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Henlo!

Hello!! I hope your doing well!! 💕

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Hey guys I hope y’all are happy and healthy !! After some time to myself and a moment to sit down and think about my life choices and family matters, I think I’m gonna start writing again 💕 I’m sorry I took such a long break from it, I missed my followers and fellow writers very much!

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Condolences, fam Take as much time as you need, we'll all still be here when you get back 💕💕💕

Thank you anon 💕 I cried for 3 hours and passed out

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My grandpa passed away peacefully in his sleep this morning. The news came to me while I was getting off of work and I went to go say my goodbyes before they took his body away. Even with the feeling of emptiness surrounding me, I am strangely at peace. The sad state he was in previously was almost too much to bare when going to visit so in a way I’m glad he isn’t hurting anymore. I’m still extremely devastated thought so my break may take a lot longer than originally planned I’m so sorry..

I love all of you so very much and while I’m at it I wanted to thank you all for 300 followers 💕 even with me on a break my numbers keep increasing. I can’t thank you guys enough for all the support you have shown me through these rough couple of weeks. Remember to take care of each other, and let your family and friends know that you love them.

I love you guys more than you could understand💕 thank you again

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album moodboard:  hopeless fountain kingdom by Halsey

“They told me once, “there’s a place where love conquers all” A city with the streets full of milk and honey I haven’t found it yet, but I’m still searching.”

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Hey, take all the time you need to get better. I hope you will be happy and healthy soon. Dont worry about your writings their are always amazing. We love you and your writing. So please take all the time you need to be happy again ❤

Thank you anon I love you very much! I wish there was more I could have done for you guys 💔

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I’m sorry

I’m not really in a good place right now and I don’t know how long it’ll be before I actually do get to feeling better. I feel like I’m letting everyone down and my writing will never be any good either it be my friends, followers, and family. Again I’m so sorry I might take an even longer break from writing anything for right now not that it really matters because everything I write is complete trash

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Hellooo! I really loved the one with the drunk reader who doesent regonize the boys, can i please have the same headcannons for atsushi, akutagawa, mori and fukuzawa? (I hope 4 charackters are not to much) I looove your writting so much and I hope you are doing good!

Oh thank you so so much for reading! I’m struggling a lot right now but I’m trying to get back on my feet and pick up my writing again! I hope your doing well anon and I’m sorry this took so long 💕💕

Akutagawa, Atsushi, Fukuzawa, and Mori with a drunk F!reader

Akutagawa

꧂ poor aku left you alone with chuuya for 10 minutes. ONLY 10 WHOLE MINUTES and he came back to a drunk Y/N.

꧂ Chuuya had only offered you a glass of wine with him, that then turned into a game of seeing who could drink the most in under a few minutes. So in reality akutagawa came back to a drunk Y/N and a drunk chuuya

꧂ you were giggling uncontrollably, even spilling wine all over the place. Aku decided that was enough and you needed to go home before you start throwing up everywhere like you usually did

꧂ he placed a hand on your shoulder and took the glass out of your hand, “I swear you act like a child everytime I leave you two alone-“

꧂ “whooo the hell do you think you arrre? Give me that back you ass your not mmmmy boyfriend”

꧂ he twisted his head and confusion. You two had been together for 3 years already and you never mentioned anything about breaking up. So that meant that you were so drunk off your ass that you couldn’t even recognize your own Boyfriend. I mean yeah he didn’t have his coat on but that shouldn’t make him any less recognizable. He was gonna speak up until your blabbering interrupted him again

꧂ “I have a boyfriend thank you very much! He’s a lot more intimidatinnnnng than you and he’s much more handsome. He acts all hard and mighty but on the inside he’s such a little baby” you slurred. And then chuuya’s drunk self chimed in

꧂ “yeah fuck off you skinny asshole, I’m here to make sure she’s gonna be okay.. she’s not some kind of two faced bitch” he yelled. As you shouted a ‘yeah’ really loud, akutagawa slipped on his coat as quietly as he could before coming back into your view

꧂ both you and chuuya lit up instantly and laughed. “aku my love!!! Have a drink with us!!” You happily shouted before handing him a glass. He pinched the bridge of his nose before setting it back down on the table and taking your hand in his “no. Y/N you’ve had enough for tonight. I can’t even leave you alone with these fools without you getting yourself in trouble-“

꧂ “heeey your not my dad let me liiiive. Aku no I’m not going. Leave me alone! I said nnnnNNO”

꧂ in the end he had to use rashoumon to restrain you until you got home safely

Atsushi

꧂ it was at a party the ADA decided to throw in celebration for your birthday where Dazai decided to share too many shots with you

꧂ so everyone dressed nicely. Suits, party dresses, etc. Atsushi has come back from bringing you your gifts when he noticed your face was flushed and you were kind of swaying in your chair. Dazai mimicking the same actions next to you

꧂ Atsushi knee that you were definitely drunk but he wasn’t going to tell you anything since it was your birthday. He smiled and walked over to give you your gift and you instantly went into defense mode

꧂ “who are you and what are youuu doing here? What’s that? Is this annnnn attack on the ADA?? Try me BITCH!!!”

꧂ Atsushi started to freak out. We’re you talking to him??? Everyone else looked around in confusion as you started throwing sloppy punches and kicks at Atsushi. Dazai, being just as drunk as you were, joined in. So now you both were stumbling around giggling and ‘fighting’

꧂ “back off bitch I’ll get my boyfriend! He’s gonna beat your ass because he’s stronnng”

꧂ “Y/N I am your boyfriend! I’m Atsushi?!”

꧂ “your not my Atsushi, my Atsushi is handsome and loving and he would never try and hurt the ADA unnnlike you! You white haired son of a bitch”

꧂ Atsushi sighed as he continued to dodge your punches. Everyone thought it was pretty amusing so they didn’t bother stepping in to try and stop either you or Dazai. That’s when Dazai has snuck around Atsushi and grabbed him underneath his arms and held him in place “got him Y/N!!”

꧂ somehow Atsushi managed to escape from Dazai’s grasp and dart out of the room before either of you could activate your abilities. He came back 30 minutes later in his regular cloths hoping that maybe you’d recognize him now

꧂ “Atsushi honey be carefuuuull some asshole was trying to attack us, but don’t worry I’ll protect you,” you said before enveloping you in a big hug and patting his head.

꧂ everyone in the ADA snickered and atsushi promised to keep a better eye on you when you decided to drink.

Fukuzawa

꧂ This was at a party the ADA threw after the fight with the guild

꧂everyone was in formal wear, even fukuzawa who chose to match your flows olive green dress. He instead wore a suit instead of his signature Yukata and you wore a floor length dress with a sheer Shaw over your shoulders

꧂ you are a grown woman, he shouldn’t have to tell you that maybe 4 bottles of sake was too much for you to handle. Yet here you are about to start your fifth one with ranpo before fukuzawa snatched it out of your hand

꧂ “Y/N I don’t need you getting yourself sick or having me clean up your vomit in about an hour, that’s enough for you tonight”

꧂ you turned around and faced him with the most terrifying glare anyone had ever seen. The anger practically radiated off your body in massive waves that it even scared ranpo a little

꧂ “who the fuck are you? And who gave you the right to talk to me like that??”

꧂ ranpo even started sweating a little. He basically viewed both you and your husband as parental figures so he knew how scary you could be when you unleashed your wrath

꧂ fukuzawa pinched the bridge of his nose, knowing damn well you were going to make a scene

꧂ “DONT make me get my husband, actually you know what? I don’t need to get him. I’ll fucking take you down myself you motherfucker,” you said through gritted teeth

꧂ “Y/N please sit down-“

꧂ “how do you know my name? Who are you..? Are you here to hurt my husband like that other asshole? Try me bitch, I’ll protect him evennnn if it kills me! Ranpo darling help me please”

꧂ ranpo didn’t help you. In the end all you managed to do was land a sloppy punch to fukuzawas shoulder before he literally threw you over his shoulder and carried you out of the room

꧂ you protested and shouted, making everyone else in the room laugh at your drunken state

꧂ you managed to further embarrass yourself when you threw up on fukuzawas back-

꧂ long story short- anytime the ADA threw parties you were not aloud to have a single drop of alcohol unless fukuzawa was by your side

Mori

꧂ you loved drinking with mori. You loved tasting many fine and expensive wines and mixed drinks with him like it was a hobby. So he wasn’t exactly surprised when he found you trying to shove large gulps of wine down chuuyas throat when he came back from shopping with Elise

꧂ so he was wearing simple clothing and Elise stood next to him in her brand new sparky dress

꧂ “boss please help I think she’s trying to kill me-“

꧂ “Elise sweetheaaaaart you look so adorable in your dress!! Who is that man next to you? Is he trying to hurt you?!?”

꧂ you quickly stumbled over to Elise and picked her up, holding her protectively to your side, “who are you? Where’s mori??”

꧂ all while this was happening chuuya was in the back gasping for air on the floor and mori watched the scene in front of him play out. You were drunk, chuuya was probably over exaggerating, Elise had the biggest shit eating grin on her face, and you currently didn’t understand that your husband was standing right in front of you

꧂ “Elise honey I’ll protect you, I won’t let this bad man hurt you anymore,” you said as you hugged her to your chest tightly “I’ll make sure no one ever lays a finger on you again!”

꧂ “Y/N darling it’s me-“

꧂ “back off you imposter!! I’ll make sure you have a slow painful death when my husband gets here” you shouted before taking off down the hallway with Elise still in your arms. Elise turned and stuck her tongue out at mori before she disappeared into the darkness

꧂ mori found you passed out on the couch back at your shared home. How you managed to get home by yourself heavily intoxicated amazed and confused him for days but he still made sure you didn’t hurt yourself. You apologized to him before hurling up the contents of your stomach on the floor

꧂ when he told you about your little incident the next day you told him that you’d never drink again. And that you’d apologize to chuuya when you saw him next

꧂ well that promise went right out the window, because not even 5 hours later you were drunk again running around the port mafia base with Elise as mori watched through the cameras

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I’m trying to get these requests out as soon as I can but I just have so much going on right now 💔 I’ve been spending a lot of time taking care of my grandmother since her brother recently passed due to COVID

Please remember to stay safe and wear a mask. It’s really sad to see the damage that COVID has done. She can’t even go over and see his body or be with family because their city has a major COVID outbreak. no one should ever have to go through losing a loved one to covid. I love you guys so so much!!

She’s too sweet for this world. She grows these sunflowers by her porch every year 💔

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Go like these other amazing writers!!! 💖💖

bsd blogs

Soooo I’ve compiled all bsd related blogs in one post, I didn’t ask anyone and I hope no one will get angry at me for tagging them. If you do want to be removed, just dm me or send an ask.

Some blogs are multifandom, I hope I didnt forget anyone, sorry if someone shows up twice

@suehiro  @sigmas-cursedcookies-writing @dazai-centric @fyowyn-writes @discoten @soukokuwu @daffodildazaiwrites @straymackerel @sickdazai @orphic-osamu @dazedbydazai  @i-am-a-bastard @poppirocks @wildnya @xxmixhi @bungou-stray-dingus @smoochi-dazai @bungoustraydogsimagines @skateme2yokohama @yokelish @yes-ter-night @miyochan @pillow-anime-talk @sweet-cynical-writer @soft-dazai @chuuyqs @stray-inu-writes @bsdlovinghours @dammitlogan @cherrieflavouredheadcanons @more-jiji-writings @youbloodylegendyoudidit @xuxia-lee @straycat-writes @suspiriahh @tapioka-writes @glitchnovax @temporaryrose100 @reticentwritings @midnight-strays @bungoustraywritings @oriena @tayaminaka @pluto-writes @bungostraydogsscenarios @theliteralwifeofchuyanakahara @yeenkk @lameplantes @dazailover96 @dazaaaaaaaai @writing-foxie @bandages-and-anxiety

Random bsd related blogs I follow and love

@higuchicons @shinjuu-is-never-lonely @dailydaz @incorrectbungoustraydogs @askbungostraypuppies @totallycorrectbsd @bsd-mayoi-cards

The rpg blogs

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💖HELLOOOOO MY WONDERFUL CHILDREN 💖

I’m finally back home with my 10,000 pets and I’m awfully exhausted since it was a 10 hour drive 😔 but I thought hey since I finally reached 200 followers in almost the span of 2 weeks, I’d give you all something special (ik its shitty and short I just wanted y’all to know I’m not DEAD) 💕 I picked Dazai since he seems to be the most popular character in my inbox lol anyways thank you all once again, I would have never imagined the love and support you all send me! You guys make my day 10 times better

I’m sorry for the angst, I had some deep conversations with my friend and that really put me in the mood

Of all the places he could be, and all the people he could have chose to be with, he chose the one person who truly showed him a whole new side of the world. Instead of a life filled of sorrow and the stench of death you chose to lead him down a path that was overflowing with wonders and magic beyond his imagination.

He didn’t care if you weren’t attractive. He didn’t care that you were a free spirit who disregarded every law or rule that stood in your way. He didn’t even care that you basically had him wrapped around your delicate fingers. He hand never been more in love with someone such as yourself and you with him.

His welcoming arms embraced you every night under the stars as they lit up around the moon that hung in a sea of navy blue. His warmth radiated around the both of you like the softest of blankets. You raked your hands through his hair as he laid his head against your chest to listen to the soft thumping of your heart. A sign that you hadn’t left him yet.

After all, these were the last few moments you would spend together before your new journey began.

𝑷𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒆

𝑰 𝒅𝒊𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒛𝒆

𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔

𝑴𝒚 𝒂𝒓𝒎𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒏 𝒘𝒊𝒅𝒆

𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒅𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒅𝒆

𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒅𝒐

You told him a few months back that you were sick, and that you may not have enough time left. There were so many things that you so wished to do. So many things you needed to show him and have him understand. Tears cascaded down your puffy red cheeks as you whispered softly to him words drowned in fear and sadness.

Dazai wiped every drop from your eyes and kissed away the heartache as it poured from your soft lips. He would do everything in his power to make sure that no matter what the future held, he would take care of you. No matter how much you hurt, no matter how much you cried because of the pain, and no matter how many times he had to carry you because your legs were too weak to even hold you up.

You showed him a new side to reality. A reality in which he treated everyday with you like it was your last. As the days grew shorter and your body became weaker, You and Dazai could see the end nearing. He didn’t care that his arms ached from carrying you up because you wanted to walk or that his body was wearing down from constantly looking after you. He never once complained and you never saw him stop smiling.

𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒌𝒚

𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝒘𝒂𝒚 𝒎𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈

𝑰'𝒎 𝒕𝒓𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔

𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒖𝒏𝒓𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈

You were still as beautiful as ever even with your eyes closed peacefully and your breathing shallow. It was almost like you were about to fall into a peaceful sleep. Dazai held your hand softly in his as his thumb brushed over every individual knuckle on your brittle hands. He kissed your forehead and watched your lips twitch into a slight smile.

You opened your tired eyes and looked up to him, “Dazai osamu, no matter what life may throw at you, no matter how many people may get in your way, you have to promise me that you won’t lose hope. That is my last wish. Don’t mourn me... Don’t push them away... I want you to live your life to the fullest. Don’t worry about me. I know it’s going to be hard and there may be times where you don’t think you can do it anymore. But trust me, you helped me live. So I want you to live also..”

Dazai felt his heart twist in his chest. No matter how hard he wished for more time with you he knew that this was it. He had a feeling in his gut that you were going to tell him something like this and yet he still wasn’t prepared. Not once did he ever brake his promise, and he sure wasn’t going to do it now. He pressed the back of your hand to his lips in a long kiss in an attempt to hide the tears that threatened to spill from his eyes, “I promise my love...”

He wanted to tell you that it wasn’t going to be okay. He needed you. You were the only thing that truly could have ever made him happy. As your breathing became shorter and your smile started to fade away, dazai held you closer. You both stared up at the sky and watched the sun rise against the horizon. He pressed one last kiss to your dry lips before your hand became limp in his. You left the world like the stars disappeared into the morning sky.

Dazai held you like that for what felt like hours. He just wanted more time to hold you in his arms like you did to him before. He buried his face into your silky hair while rocking you back and forth. The love he held for you never left though, even if you weren’t here anymore. He thought back to what you had told him and wiped his tears away. After a moment to himself, he let out a long sigh and smiled.

Dazai would keep his promise until he reunited with you once more.

𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝑰 𝒏𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒓 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘

𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕

𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒅𝒐

𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒚'���� 𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚'𝒓𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒅

𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒆𝒅

𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂 𝒄𝒍𝒖𝒆

𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒆

𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕

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So as I go downstairs to get me backpack from my friends car, I managed to lock us out of the condo we’re staying at... and my friend had to climb 2 stories onto the balcony to save me 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

Thank you Colorado for the dank ass weed and the awesome memories 💕

Here’s a picture of her slapping her ass midair

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Aww you're such a sweet person!! I uhh wanted to talk to you because you seem so nice but I'm too shy to do it 👉👈😷 sorry about that. But I really do love and appreciate all your writings. Always makes me feel fuzzy on the inside 🥺 congratulations for all your followers! You deserve wayy more and I'm so happy for you💕💕 In conclusion I love you and you're very precious-- 🍓🍓

Oh you sweet soul YOU make my heart feel fuzzy on the inside 🥰 Irl I’m hella shy and awkward so it’s okay 😔🤟 anyways I LOVE YOU ANON YOU ARE SO WHOLESOME HERES A KISS 😘 THANK YOU FOR STICKING AROUND AND READING MY TRASH

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Y’all are really gonna have me reach 200 followers before I even get the chance to go home and write something nice for y’all?? 😭😭 smh I love you guys so so much!!

Here’s a pretty picture I took on the mountains yesterday :)