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Draco Malfoy

Draco Malfoy was your best friend, they spent too much time together, his closeness was so much that with the passage of time you began to have feelings for him, you wanted to believe that it was only a stage and that this would happen, but it wasn't like that you had really fallen in love, you didn't know if he had realized it, but you still tried to keep them hidden.

The dance of the three wizards tournament was approaching and you didn't have a partner yet, you had heard that Lorenzo wanted to invite you, lately he flirted with you and had details with you, although you knew it was wrong because you didn't feel the same way about him.

You thought and made the decision to give yourself the opportunity to meet him, you were on your way to the library, you would meet Hermione, before reaching your destination someone holds you and takes you to an empty room.

-Damn Malfoy, you scared me- you spoke annoyed.

I had scared you coming out like this out of nowhere.

-I'm sorry, I wanted to tell you that I left something in your room, it's for us to go to the dance together-

That said, the blond left you a kiss on the cheek and came out leaving you alone.

You were shocked thinking that you were finally going to stop hiding your feelings and that they were reciprocated.

You left the place where you were and arrived next to your friend.

You were happy and that was remarkable, the day studying with Hermione went by quickly, once you got to your room you found a beautiful emerald green dress, it was elegant you knew he had chosen it, he had good taste.

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The day of the dance had arrived, you had agreed to get ready with Hermione, they would help each other.

You were on your way to his room, your happiness stood out, on the way you met Draco, who was looking for you anxiously.

-Until I find you T/N- he let go of something annoying.

-Hello Rubio, I'm sorry I was fixing some things for the dance- you spoke excitedly.

-Yes, about that, I need the dress back-

You didn't understand what was going on, maybe you were listening badly.

"Why? It doesn't need any repair," you answered innocently.

-I know, it's just that I need it for Astoria, I'll go with her to the dance and she must combine with me, and I bought the dress especially to match-

In response to what I had said, you laughed, you thought I was joking, I couldn't hurt you that way.

-T/N is not a joke, I need the dress now-

Your smile faded instantly you felt like a knot formed in your throat, your heart hurt and your eyes began to itch, tears threatened to come out.

"Why?" was the only thing you managed to say.

-Why didn't I plan to go with you, I wanted to go with Astoria, and until today he accepted. I asked you because you were my safe haven, I didn't want to go alone and I knew you were willing to go with me, no one had invited you.

Each and every one of his words had hurt you, he was destroying you and in the most cruel way. The tears had already begun to come out.

-Well, it's in my room, you can ask Pansi to give it to you- you wiped your tears and went to Hermione.

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-Beautiful lights Herm- you mentioned the chestnut.

When you arrived, he asked you all kinds of questions about why you were so sad and turned off.

-Thank you T/N! Now it's your turn - she spoke with emotion.

-I won't go Herm, Draco said he couldn't go- you spoke with sadness, remembering what had happened made you want to cry.

Your friend made you tell her the truth.

-That damn ferret, now I'm back.- Hermione was about to leave upset.

-No, it's not worth it, go with your appointment, he's waiting, I'll go to the library to find how to help Harry.- You gave him a hug.- Have fun.

Hermione listened to you and went out to pick up her appointment, go to your room when Enzo approached you.

-I come to escort the most beautiful girl in the castle to the dance- Enzo wore a beautiful and elegant black suit, looked like a prince, gave you the warmest smile and kissed your cheek.

-Thanks Enzo, but I won't go, I have to find a way to help Harry in his next test.- You looked down.- And I don't have a dress.

-Great then let's look together, I'm not going to leave you alone- he took your hand and walked together.- Although I know that in your room he is waiting for a nice dress.-

-I don't feel like going.- You answered in a whisper.- You should go have fun, I can search by myself.

He approached you and wrapped you in a warm hug, whispering a "I'm sorry but I'm not going to leave you alone" you couldn't do it anymore and you cried.

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Regulus Black

~~No, nothin' good starts in a getaway car

It was the best of times, the worst of crimes

The ties were black, the lies were white~~

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It was a cold night, one of the many in which you couldn't fall asleep and your best idea was to walk through the hallways being very careful not to get caught, your feet apparently weren't taking you anywhere in particular. Maybe it was pure coincidence that you climbed the Astronomy tower, or maybe it was fate playing a bad joke, but what could go wrong? When you arrived at the tower you could see a male figure with his hands resting on the railing, observing the starry sky, he did not seem to notice your presence, with doubt you approached slowly, he did not care about having you close.

"It's cold, what are you doing here without a coat?" he asked without taking his eyes off the sky.

"Oh well, I couldn't sleep," you murmured at the bottom.

-I see-

-And you? Why are you here?-

The boy sighed and turned to you, then in the moonlight you could appreciate his face, he was too attractive, you looked at him in detail he was much taller than you, his hair was curly and his eyes. Oh! What more beautiful eyes, you could get lost in them and you would not try to find a way out, their lips had a slight pink color due to the cold. You were being brazen to see him in such an obvious way, as soon as I noticed him he let out a giggle as a mockery.

"I'm sorry," you murmured sadly.

"I'm sorry, I usually cause that and more," the boy joked.

Before his words, you rolled your eyes, which made him laugh.

-Regulus Black.- he held out his hand in the form of a greeting.

-Ana.- You responded to his greeting.

-Returning to your question, I'm here because I needed to be alone.-

-Oh, well then I'm leaving.-

You turned to go back to your room, but his hand landed on your shoulder.

-Wait...- I hesitate for a few seconds.- You can stay.-

You nodded and came back to his side. The silence between the two was completely comfortable, you should have known that he would be the first to leave.

"My girlfriend left me," he said after a long silence, his view was fixed on the sky.

You remained silent because you didn't know what to say, you had never gone through a love breakup, you hadn't even had a boyfriend.

-He said he had met someone else.-

You opened your mouth with the intention of saying something to make him feel better but you couldn't find the words.

-I'm sorry, I don't know what to say, me, I don't.-

"Have you ever fallen in love?" he asked with surprise.

You avoided his look.

-It's cold, I'd better go to sleep.-

-I'll go with you.-

That's how it was, they both walked in silence, they walked quietly when they heard footsteps approaching you, Regulus took you by one hand and pulled you and entered an empty room, attracted you to him and one of his hands took it to your mouth so that you didn't speak. His closeness caused you chills, regulus could notice it since your beauties were raised from the never, once they heard that the steps moved away he let you go and went out.

-It was close.-

They continued on their way.

-Wait, I know who you are.- Regulus said. -You are a friend of Lorenzo Berkshire.-

You knew you weren't someone who was noticed, so it didn't bother you that I didn't know who you were.

-Yes.- you just answered.

-You should sit with us at breakfast tomorrow.-

You nodded in response, once they were in front of your door they said goodbye.

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Time passed and with it the beginning of the fifth grade gave rise to your closeness with Regulus.

Normally you spent time with Lorenzo in the library or in the lake, but then Regulus joined you, you went to all your training, the closeness and company with him was more remarkable and intimate.

You were in class with Professor Mcgonagall, you shared a table with Enzo, both paid attention to the class, your concentration was interrupted by a message sent by Regulus.

RAB

Astronomy tower at 10 o'clock.

You looked for it with your eyes and once you found it you nodded in response.

"He's going to ask you to be his girlfriend," Enzo whispered.

-You're crazy, you know he still loves her.- you whispered back.

-Who?, His ex-girlfriend?-

You nodded in response, despite your closeness to Regulus you knew that his love breakup had been very difficult for him, the first loves are like that, you probably never get over it, you only learn to live with the emptiness they leave, and Regulus had lived and had great adventures with his ex-girlfriend, which you knew that no matter how much you want you could not overcome, that's how love is, no matter how much you want and try you will not feel the same intensity again.

Maybe for you touch it would be like realizing everything you always wanted was him.

- Listen, he is different with you, he hates having to be on the lake, but only because you are there he goes every afternoon without fail, it bothers him to have to read love stories, but as long as your head poses on his shoulder he shares a book with you.- Cheer up Enzo.

-You're right Enzo.- you smiled.

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With your nerves afloat you went to the tower as Regulus had asked you, once you arrived you watched him and it came to your mind the day you met him, you doubtedly approached and positioned yourself next to him.

-I remember the day I met you, it was very cold, just like tonight, and again you don't bring a coat.-

-I was with Enzo and I ran away and that's why I forgot my coat.-

He approached you, the distance was minimal, with one of his hands he pushed away a lock of hair and stroked your cheek, in response you closed your eyes at his touch.

-Just because I know that Enzo is your best friend, I don't go and hit him.-

You quickly opened your eyes to his words and moved away from him.

-Why would you do that?-

-Because I die of jealousy every time you are with him, because he can stay and sleep with you, because he can hug you.- I keep silent.

You watched them with your mouth open, Enzo was right, Regulus liked you, you smiled at that.

-Regg.-

-No, don't say anything, let me finish.-

He approached you again.

-You have been tickling my heart since I met you, I want to confess that I hate going to the lake but because of spending time with you I never missed every afternoon you go with Enzo. I like you, and I want you to be my girlfriend.

You analyzed every word he had said, which was exactly what your friend had mentioned to you a few hours before, you knew the answer you had to give, you had to turn around and say no, but you were in love.

-Yes.-

-Yes? Do you agree to be my girlfriend?.-

You nodded and hugged him, he slowly surrounded you with his arms, wrapping his fingers in your hair. He was speechless just by looking at your face, he was so close to you that he almost touched your lips.

He didn't hesitate at all once you bowed. He brought you even closer to his body when his lips met yours. You could feel his hand on the back of your head, holding you.

Due to the lack of air they separated, along with their forehead with yours.

-Enzo is going to be happy.- You mentioned in a mocking way.

-Yes, talking about it, you won't be able to spend much time with him anymore.-

You expected him to laugh and say that it was some kind of joke but no, his face was serious and his words had been firm.

-It's a joke I guess.-

-No, absolutely not.-

-Why? Enzo is my best friend.-

"Because now you will spend more time with me, we will have dates, we will see the stars together and all those things that lovers do," he explained.

You sighed relieved, you knew that I had only joked about Enzo.

-You scared me, for a moment I thought you were serious.-

I laugh at your words and I kiss you again, it was a quick kiss.

-Let's go, it's cold and tomorrow we have class.-

That same night you asked your best friend to go to your bedroom to tell him everything, the happy man told you that he knew it and that he was sure that your relationship would be one of the best.

Five minutes is enough to dream a lifetime, that's how relative time is.

Your relationship with Regulus was going well, although now many things had changed, you were almost no longer with Lorenzo, you had stopped going to the lake in the afternoons now instead you spent it going to see Regulus at his workouts, your hours of romantic reading went into hours of reading about the dark arts.

The nights of movies and gossip with Lorenzo became nights of study and homework with Regulus, in a way what I had told you at first was true, everything you did with Lorenzo you had stopped doing it, you only saw it between classes and during lunch hours, and occasionally when they had to do work as a couple.

🐍

You were in the room with Regulus, they were doing a homework, you sigh tired.

-Do you want to go for a walk around the castle?-

"No, we have to deliver this task for tomorrow," I speak without taking my eyes off his book.

"Of course," you murmured discouraged.

After a while they finished their homework, you picked up your things.

"See you tomorrow at breakfast time." You said goodbye.

"Wait, let's have a date," Regulus said.

-Now?.-

-Yes, I used to have appointments at midnight with... you know.-

Then you understood that they did the things he used to do with his former girlfriend, you were the replacement, who filled that absence.

-Of course.- you doubted for a second.- Can we go next door tomorrow?- You asked in the hope that his answer was yes but it wasn't like that.

-We'd better go to the forbidden forest.-

He said as he hugged you.

You had heard a Regulus talk with Draco in which he said that he liked to go to the forest because it reminded him of Elle, his ex.

-You know, I just remembered that tomorrow I have a job with Lorenzo, Professor Snape left it to us for a week but since he had been studying with you I forgot it.- You smiled at him so he couldn't notice that you were lying to him.

-Well, we'll go another time.-

-I'd better leave Reggi, it's late and I want to sleep. I love you.-

You said goodbye while you kissed him on the cheek.

-Of course, you rest too.- I kiss your forehead.- I love you.-

Whenever you told him I love you, he would answer with a I love you.

Discouraged, you were on your way to your room.

-Hello!-

You turned around in search of the person who had called you, she was a girl with golden hair, she was very pretty.

-Hello.- You responded to his greeting.

-So Regg still likes to stay and do homework until late.-

-Oh yes, I guess.-

-Whenever we finished our tasks we had an appointment at the Astronomy Tower, he really likes that place you knew.-

Then you understood, she was Elle.

-You know it's late and tomorrow I have classes very early, goodbye.-

You left her with the words in her mouth and quickly got to your room and locked yourself up.

You threw yourself in your bed, your thoughts invaded you, why was I really with you? Should you let him go? Little by little you fell asleep.

You woke up suddenly when you heard someone knocking on your door impatiently, you got up and went to the door to open.

-Hello, come in.-

You put yourself aside so that Lorenzo could enter.

-You were late, and I came to look for you.-

-Yes, last night I stayed late for.-

-Doing homework with Regulus, I know.- He finished the sentence for you.

You faged a smile, you went to your closet in search of your uniform.

"You know, at first I was the happiest because you had a relationship with Regulus," Enzo said.

You started to put on your uniform, Enzo turned his back on you so as not to see and continued talking.

-But now, I don't like it, you changed a lot. Your eyes no longer have that shine that they used to have, even your hair lost shine, all the things you enjoyed doing you exchanged for things that he enjoys doing.- I keep quiet.- I know that for a relationship both have to do things that they enjoy between the two of us, at first he went to the lake because you went, and it's okay because it's obvious that when you want someone you must do things they like, I don't understand why now he doesn't make that effort.-

He turned to see you, you had already finished wearing your uniform.

-Because she doesn't love me.- you whispered.- He just wanted to fill the void that she left, that's why we go to all the places he went with her and we do all the things he did with her.-You wiped some tears that had fallen.

-Come on, we have to go to classes.-

Your classes went quickly and luckily they had been entertaining and with Lorenzo by your side.

"Let's go to the lake this afternoon, what do you think?" Lorenzo proposed while they were eating.

-I like that idea.-

"Then we have a date of friends," he said excitedly.

"Who has a date?" Regulus asked, arriving next to you.

-Enzo and I.-

-We'll go to the lake, do you want to join us?- I invite Enzo to your boyfriend.

"No, I have training today," he replied with his eyes on you.

-True, today is training day.- You spoke with some disappointment knowing that you would have to cancel your friend.

-It's okay if he's not going to see you today, right friend?-

-Yes, well I think I could go to the lake after training.-

A wide smile was drawn on your face, and in a way Enzo liked to see his smiling friend, contrary to Regulus who did not take on importance.

They continued their lunch talking about trivial issues, once the meal was over they went to their room to continue with their talk, after an hour Regulus asked you to get up because he had to leave and you were sitting on his lap.

"See you after training, I love you," he said, kissing you on the lips.

-Yes, we will be waiting for you.-

Your afternoon at the lake with Enzo was fun, because they always had new things to do and more now that they had already had several months without going to the lake together.

"It's starting to get dark, I don't think Regulus will arrive." Your friend spoke while they were picking up his things.

-I know.-

-Let's wait a little longer, maybe the training took longer than usual.- I try to cheer up Enzo.

-Let's stay a little longer alone because I don't know when I can come back here with you.-

Enzo listened and they sat in silence to observe the sky, that little time took longer than it should.

-Merlin, it's very late, I have to go with Regg to do my homework.- You got up quickly.

-Come on, go, I'll pick up the blanket and bring you your things.-

-Thanks Enzo, I love you.- You kissed his cheek and ran out to your room for your books.

Once ready you walked at a fast pace to Regulus' room, when you arrived his door was ajar you were going to knock when you heard that he was talking to someone.

-I liked the walk through the Regg forest, there was a lot that I didn't go.- You felt a sting in your chest, Regulus didn't get to the lake not because of the training but because he was in the forest with Elle.

-Yes, I also liked to go for a walk in the forest, it's different when I go with Ana she doesn't like to go so it's not very fun to have to go with someone with whom you don't share the same emotion.- your boyfriend confessed.

-I remember our appointments at midnight, it was fun to have to hide so as not to be discovered.- the girl recalled.

-Yes, those were the best dates, spending our afternoons reading and learning new spells.- The boy sighs with regret.- Nothing is like before, I try to do everything we did and go to all the places we shared together in the hope of feeling the same but it doesn't work, she's not you.-

Quickly tears began to run down your cheeks, the words of the green eye had hurt, you struggled to accompany him whenever he wanted to go for a walk in the forest or do all the things he liked, but for him it was not worth your effort.

You wiped your tears and knocked on the door.

-Hello, I'm sorry I was late.- Your voice was broken.- I was in the lake and I ran out of time.- You tried to fake a smile.

Regulus looked at your sad eyes and couldn't help but feel bad since he knew that he was the cause of your pain.

-I'm sorry, I think I interrupted.-

"No, she's already leaving, she came to leave me some things," the boy lied.

Elle left after saying goodbye to you, you put your things on the desk where you sat until late at night to study.

-I was waiting for you at the lake, but you never arrived.- You spoke quietly to prevent your voice from breaking and you started to cry.

-Yes, the training was extended and then I had to help Professor Snape with some enchantments.- He came up to you and kissed your lips.

-Regulus.- the aforementioned I observe you confused because in the time they had been boyfriends you had never called him by name.

-What's up, beautiful?-

-I can't continue with this, I don't want to be your girlfriend anymore.- You kept quiet for a moment, you took a breath and continued.- I can't continue to be his replacement.-

"What are you talking about?" he interrupted.

-No, don't let me finish.- You asked.- I have worked so hard for you, I changed everything I am for you, do you know what's the worst?, To think that I had a chance with you, to be the person you love, but then I realize that I don't really have it, I wasted my time thinking about you, at every moment of every day, waiting for it to be my turn to choose a place to have a date, I have spent days wondering if you also think of me, when I really know it's not like that.- at this point your tears ran down your cheeks.

Regulus tried to get close to you, I looked at you with sadness, I knew that everything you said was true.

-You would only have told me that I was not what you wanted, and you would have let me go before I fell in love with you, fighting against the love you had for her is boxing without gloves. The day I met you you asked me if I had fallen in love, the answer was no, I had never done it before and now I am in the same situation that you were in that day, with a broken heart. I'm so sorry I wasn't what you wanted, but I'm more sorry I didn't have enough courage to leave your side. - You finished.

Without waiting for an answer, you took your way to leave, the tears ran non-stop, you walked with your eyes on the ground when you accidentally collided with someone.

-Excuse me.- You cleaned your face quickly.

"Oh beautiful, what's going on?" asked your friend Enzo worried.

-I ended up with Regulus.- You cried again.

Enzo wrapped you in a hug and accompanied you to your room, once inside you collapsed and cried again.

In silence Enzo accompanied you and let you cry, after a while you fell asleep.

You had never loved someone and for your bad luck your first infatuation had not been reciprocated with the same intensity, you blamed yourself for having accepted little when you knew you deserved more, but you would be left with experience, you flourished again and shone with the same intensity as before, you returned to do your favorite things in the company of your best friend.

You were walking through the corridors next to Enzo when they saw Regulus with his friends, Enzo took your hand and gave a squeeze to give you courage.

"We can go to eat somewhere else," your friend proposed.

-Okay, we were flying, but we would never get far. I think it's time to let him go.- Regulus' gaze landed on you and in response you gave him a subtle smile and took a seat next to Enzo and his friends.