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HIATUS NOTICE

So hi! I’ve been feeling completely like shit lately, I mean that’s the best way to describe it without writing an entire book about how i’m constantly haunted by my anxiety and tend to hate everything I do. Anyway I feel because of this my writing isn’t exactly remotely okay either so I’ve decided to take a little break!

I’m still going to be on my accs sporadically and will definitely want to write ( preferable IMs or with mutuals ) but don’t want the quality to completely diminish either. 

So tl;dr i’m feeling like shit and don’t want to write as much from around 26 dec - 3 jan so i can hopefully start to feel a little better but i’m almost always here to still write with mutuals.  Thanks for the patience

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REBLOG this if you guys are okay with doing Christmas themed threads AFTER Christmas!

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@intoxicatiing    [[ x ]]

           Forgiving wasn't exactly a trait belonging to him, he could move on but forgiving people was something entirely different that required a lot of effort. These things tended to stick with Hyun-Ki like they were permanently implanted on his brain, even the smallest thing haunted him and the many things she’d done weren't an exception to the endless memories he’d never forget.            ‘ I don’t believe you. ’

            He hesitated for a second.            ‘ but I don’t think there’s anything else that could explain this all either. ’            If he didn't go with what she said then he’d be left with absolutely nothing, better to believe in a lie than nothing.

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There wasn’t much that she knew about him     Aside from the few details that she had overheard whenever their friends in common spoke about him  &  his tranquil demeanor, Amaryllis had decided to avoid any kind of rumor that might have unconsciously molded her judgment &  her overall disposition towards him ; people liked to talk about others  &  eventually, what had been the truth at first, would have ultimately become a huge lie at the end, after all. Because of this, she honestly had absolutely no idea of what she was supposed to expect from this day together, beside his much appreciated help, of course.

His response, albeit short &  concise in its vocalization, further widened the already gracious simper painted across lotus-red tiers ; although she didn’t want to instantaneously overwhelmhim with her overly enthusiastic poise, she truly couldn’t hide her contentment at the simple idea of spending these tedious hours with someone else, rather than with naught but her own thoughts to keep her company.   ❛ I know that the shop is slightly cluttered, but I was thinking of a new way to position the various pots ! People always seem to choose the same flowers, over and over again… Time to allow the less colorful ones to shine ! ❜

A pause, gaze returning towards the young man.  ❛ Would you like something to drink ? ❜

            ‘ I like it. ’             He said without a second of hesitation, it was a bit cluttered as the space of the shop seemed to have shrunken but he preferred the greens completely in the spotlight compared to how most shops looked with every bright colour shoved into your face. They had met a few times already, nonetheless Hyun-Ki was still a little overwhelmed with her personality, it being the exact opposite of his own. A smile was planted on his face as he realised this was a very odd thing to do, considering he knew some general things about her, she was the heir of a flower imperium after all, but nothing too personal nor the other way around, it tended to take him painfully long to get to know people and especially before doing something as intimate as this.

           ‘ Yes please, ’            He thought for a second.            ‘Just some water ’            Despite the crammed feeling that was slowly affecting his nerves, he did truly like the shop for it was small and intimate but it all seemed to make sense, complexity hidden in a small room, all the different plants blending in somewhat perfectly to fit, he knew he would enjoy the day. 

            After a glance around the entirety of the shop his smile grew.           ‘It's really impressive, I love it.’

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when people say they want to rp with me

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foxheartcd

Liquid joy courses through her veins whilst the petite heiress lazily rearranges the various flower pots at the entrance of her little shop ; this time, instead of putting on display colorful petals of silk, she has decided to give the spotlight to cacti & little carnivorous plants, hoping that their unique beauty would have eventually attracted the attention of the most bizarre clients. In spite of this, Amaryllis is not excited because she has yet another exhausting day of work ahead of her           She’s actually excited because one of her newest acquaintances has genuinely promised to pass by today in order to help her with this tedious daily routine. Who would have ever thought that she would have eventually become the reverse version of Cinderella ? An overly dramatic huff escapes from her glossed tiers at the mere thought of it.

Eventually, her attention is piqued by a slowly approaching frame  &  with renewed euphoria blooming within the ventricles  &  arteries of her fast-beating heart, Lis wastes absolutely no time before calling out to the other, accompanying her chirping voice with the goofy waving of her hand.   ❛ Good morning ! I’m so happy that you came for real ! ❜

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            At first the proposal had been less than interesting, despite the complete lack of experience with fortune heirs in his few years he’d have enough experience with people of Privilege to know his interest were elsewhere, anything but here. A spontaneous bout of energy and a bit of guilt made him agree, trusting in the judgement of his friend. In the end it turned out to be one of the odd things he didn’t quite regret, the shop nothing too big to get swarmed by people and the variety of flowers had turned out to be stunning, she was far from bad as well, ever the polite and nice person to the point it would rather get annoying nonetheless with a rare free day on is schedule and the opening he offered to help her, Hyun-Ki had enough knowledge and found pleasure in any form of nature. 

           The shop luckily wasn’t painfully coloured in the front, mostly greens occupying the lines with some other colours but none quite as neon as other shops tend to have. A greeting was a little overwhelming with enthusiasm, nonetheless he was just as excited to see the arrangement of plants and flowers too.            ‘ Hi.’           he said.           ‘ Wouldn’t want to miss it. ’

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psa. I want a passionate ship — a ship that has heart stopping angst, that allows your muse to pin mine against a wall and make out with them if they have the desire to, that makes me make the most inhuman noises when they are even close to one another, that let’s the muses just let their development fly and soar to new levels everyday, that will make me yell at you forever and ever for making me ship them more and more. I want that type of ship.

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wargskin

@signarchcr          ‘ starter. ‘

“We should hurry a little,” he tells the other, hoping that it does not sound too hard. Jon knows, his voice often betrays him and sounds very different than he meant to. Right now, he’s just eager to get away, rain is one of the worst options how to end this day and to get wet even more. “We are almost there,” he promises, this time, with a hinted smile.

           Hyun-Ki completely agreed with the man, rain proved to be one of the biggest blessings yet worst nightmares, completely depending on what situation you were in and right now it proved to be his nightmare. A smile was quite a rare thing on his face, as far as he had been told, and so Hyun-Ki gave him a rather quick nod, picking up his pace. 

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                                     I am  b r o k e n                   Something’s wrong inside of me

                                               I feel  VIOLENT

                         Like I’m dying                                                     I feel  b r o k e n                                       (  maybe  i'm  just  breaking  free  )

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✨💛 This is the Amazing Person Award! Once you are given this award you are supposed to paste it in the ask of eight different people, who, in your opinion, deserve it. If you break the chain nothing will happen, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're amazing inside and outside 💛✨

ooc;; AHHH!! Thank you!! you’re too sweet !! We should plot something out really soon  because i’m still dying to write something with you !! <3

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HEADCANONS 

   001. Intimacy with people is something Hyun/Ki tends to avoid at all cost, despite the amounts of years that have passed whenever there’s any intimate moment he feels just as insecure and he can become a very anxious person in the matter of seconds, it mostly has to do with touching but sometimes very specific words can be triggering as well, whenever this happens he tends to completely shut down and leave no matter how rude. Because of this avoidance, romance hasn't exactly been something he’s had a lot of success in which he mostly blames on his own fears but has never really been able to find a way to overcome them.

    002. Something that always haunts him is the shortcomings to his parents, despite that they tend to constantly express how much they love him and are proud of whatever accomplishment, small or big, he can't help but to feel like a failure to them every once in awhile, he always feels like he isn't what they wanted him to be, it can cause him to stress a little and when he's in school aim to do his absolute best, solely focusing on that because he knows he’ll get good results even if it is making him absolutely miserable. He’s willing to sacrifice quite a lot for his parents, at one point considering to completely switch up his studies because of what they had hoped he’d become, but at that moment was rational enough to realise they wouldn’t want him to be utterly miserable either.

   003. One of his first exposure to ‘love’ came in the form of sexual abuse and because of that he’s never really been too much of a believer in love, despite that he desperately wants to believe in love during most moments he just can’t really get himself to believe in it like most people, because of his more cynical approach to love Hyun-Ki doesn’t believe in a perfect someone either, he has his preference of who he’d like to end up with but doesn’t even trust himself to end up with someone.

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a handwriting meme

01: Write your name and today's date/time.

02: What’s the name of the country you live in in your own language?

03: First word that comes to your mind when you think of the colour pink?

04: Last line of the last song you listened to?

05: Favourite childhood tv show/book?

06: The word “goat” in your first language.

07: 6 word sentence about you day.

08: Name three plants.

09: 5 favourite fictional characters?

10: What's the worst meme in existence? (Maybe, add a doodle?)

11: Write "Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious"

12: Draw your favourite emoji uvu

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Not now

not today

        but, someday…

                                  someday you will see                                    all the parts of me that                                    I try so hard to hide  will you turn away ?         will you  r u n ? 

                                               please                                        please don’t run. 

I need someone to see  I need you to see… me.

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plotting call;; liking this means it’s totally fine for me to hop into your IMS and approach you about some interaction between our muses or to message you in discord, this ensures me probably nerding about our muses, might involve some romantic plotting but that isn’t necessary

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Post 8 Facts About Your Muse

Then Tag 8 People to Do the Same.

Hyun-Ki absolutely ADORES dogs as in he’d like to adopt a whole pack of strays one day but being a uni student running a bit low on money and living in a cramped flat he settled with just one but don’t think despite the constant awkwardness and anxiety this boy would ever pass up petting a dog.

He’s actually quite good at swimming and loves doing it as an alternative to running but he is the absolute worst at riding a bike to the extend that he avoids it as much as he possibly can and during his university years didn’t ride a bike for five year, going everywhere on foot or with public transport

His first kiss was with a boy which is always quite a sensitive subject for him despite the acceptance of all the people important in his life, he himself tends to struggle with defining himself because he used to seek approval of everyone before realising that’s completely impossible to do

His biggest insecurity in his voice, when it comes to physical appearance he doesn’t care too much, putting some effort into how he dresses but not enough to look better than presentable but he is always so worried whenever he does decide to speak up or talk with people in longer sentences about the way he sounds because he’s afraid he’s pronouncing words wrong despite having always been practising for that reason. 

He’s a NATURE NERD. Seeing as nature always calmed him and he probably spend most of his childhood climbing trees and such he wanted to know as much as possible about the environment and everything from plants to bugs that roam in forests and did so by putting himself through the horrid task of reading very very thick books but thinks it’s definitely worth it. 

Despite that when he does speak, it’s very likely English since he lives in the united States he’d a lot more comfortable when speaking Korean because of the way people tend to assume he can’t pronounce English words ‘properly’ because of prejudice and therefore is more comfortable with Korean and sometimes, to himself, recites poetry in Korean.

He couldn’t play any ball sport to save his life, despite his good cardio and pace from running a lot and hand-eye coordination he still can’t kick a ball without tripping over himself or hit one with a racket without it hitting someone in the crowd, likely behind him instead of in front him.

Although relationships with his parents can be al little awkward as they don’t tend to understand him and he has a hard time getting his point across and they’re left guessing what he is trying to say, he loves them to death for never forcing him to do anything, sometimes a little forceful encouragement was needed but they never forced him to do anything and always went along with his pace. 

TAGGED BY: @bluepilled

TAGGING: @foxheartcd @hilltoprunner @wargskin @vestwings @needlcd

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talktoten

“It’s a nice night.” He said nothing, of the fact he’d caught them out here, in the open. It was cold enough that the Doctor could feel the chill in his bones, see his warm breath spiral in the air; though he stepped out onto the balcony very casually, his eyes were on the stars, splattered across the sky. The goings-on of the party inside had proven a bit much for him, too, and that was saying something - generally, people celebrating wasn’t remotely an issue. Now, when they were celebrating being alive (that the Doctor had saved them, though not one of the men, women, humans, and children in there had any idea that it was him who’d done it) - celebrating their life, when there were so many people he’d not managed to get to … Well, it wasn’t distasteful. They were allowed to be glad to be alive. The Doctor was glad they were alive, too. Still, he was on the same page as this party-escapee (he hoped - maybe they were just out here for the fresh air). He didn’t think this sort of outcome was one anyone ought to be celebrating. He offered them a glass of bubbly (literally, fizzy water; he had never been able to stomach champagne), in one of the two flutes he held. He’d come prepared. “Don’t like the noise?”

        ‘ Hmmm. ’        He mumbled, his lips barely moving as he attempted to recollect how the day had gone as the voices grew louder, laughing was most present among them. The day had been rather hazy, flashes abruptly ending. All of it seemed to have passed within the blink of an eye, stress clouding his mind as he tried his best to breath, everything combined left a gaping black abyss within the confines of his memory, standing with his feet on the edge, not a single sign of life. Nonetheless, he aimed for positivity and he was still here, his heart beating in his chest and air leaving his mouth, beside the air had been swarmed with stars.

        ‘ No. ’        Hyun-Ki admitted honestly, noise made him on edge, even more than he always seemed to be. Stress would kill him some time soon. Despite his usual attitude to refrain from keeping to strangers, for small talk was his true adversary, he spoke to the man. Endless anxiety never quite helped him, a tight clutch around his waist, always tugging him back whenever he felt a moment of relief, whenever he dared to do something the shadow seemed to grow, towering over him. An endless fight he was growing ever tired of as he always appeared to be climbing uphill.        ‘ People don’t usually stand out in this cold without a reason, yours? ’