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What do you need to know? Pick a troll:

Pile 1: wheel, ten pent, 5 wands, empress. Whoa, talk about good fortune coming your way! We have both benefics represented here with the wheel (Jupiter) and empress (Venus). Something you once thought was totally out of the realm of possibility for yourself could actually be working out… but not without a fight. It is worth fighting for. It’s not underhanded, nasty, manipulative type fighting— it’s more like a healthy competition that makes you want to get better or just be a better person in general. I’m getting like an auto ski rope that you grab onto to get to the top of the ski hill— it’s like that, you just have to hold on tight and maintain your balance of self-love and nurturing to get there (financial abundance awaits at the top💵). Maintain a comfortable pace— don’t stand on your tippy toes all the time trying to be extra bc that’s not sustainable— know your limits/talents. Honor your natural workflow. Overall very positive— good for you, pile 1!

Pile 2: temperance, 8 swords, queen pent, knight cups (R). This one was kind of all over the place, 8 of swords always brings chaos and murkiness to readings for me. Multiple things here so bear with me. I got that someone here may have been very patient in achieving a material goal but are now feeling trapped or extremely emotionally unfulfilled or doubting if they even deserve it— like what are you so sad about? You got it. Idk, lol, I’m sorry if that’s blunt. But also— YES you deserve it!! Like maybe the material is balanced but now your mental/emotional state is out of whack. Someone may have burned you and made you doubt your judgement.“Never trust a salesman.” Keep him blocked, girl. Another thing was a successful self-made person uncovering material/physical proof that confirmed their suspicions someone was lowkey a goldigger. Then feeling hopeless as if they will never find someone who can match them in all the ways they desire. This sucks and I’m sorry that happened— you can move on a bit wiser now but also do you even really need anyone? Or do you just think you do bc you “should”? Something to ponder on bc the Queen and temperance upright are pretty balanced on their own. Animals are great companions. 🐈

Pile 3: star, ten of wands, judgement (R), 8 cups/10 pent (R). Finally seeing your own skills/strengths/talents and embracing them which will lead to positive attention, a win, recognition! ⭐️Possibly online. ORANGE & PURPLE. With the purple, yall are intuitive af and possibly saw it as a burden before but are now embracing your natural talents without shame. You’re not afraid to be seen. You’ve walked away from that which no longer serves you and certainly didn’t bring financial fulfillment. Wishes are granted here and new opportunities are abound— but they could be draining and will require hard work but I don’t see that being a problem for this pile at all. This win/oppurtunity is a long time coming. Leaving the status quo behind, finally stopping trying to fit your square self into this circular peg of typical life that you never fit into and probably never will. You’re here to help lead the way for others by simply being yourself. This new path has its own challenges but at least you’re doing something authentic, feeling inspired and emotionally fulfilled. In living authentically, you’re actually inspiring others to do the same. Keep doing you pile 3– you rock, and it looks good on you.

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What do you need to know? Pick a bird:

Pile 1

Fool reversed, 8 of cups reversed, high priestess reversed

Stop doubting your own intuition! You were meant to walk away from that thing. That thing was never supposed to work out in the first place. It probably hurt, yeah, but you probably learned a lesson and got some creative inspiration, am I right? Everything is working out perfectly, especially those things that don’t work out. Trust what that voice/gut feeling says, and don’t abandon yourself by doubting your intuition!! You know a lot more than you think. And no— it’s not foolish to trust your heart over your head.

Pile 2

knight of swords (R), 10 of wands (R), 3 of pentacles (R)

Unfocused energy is present here-a duty to “do it all” when no one even asked and then getting upset the recognition/praise you desire doesn’t come. This is leading to resentment and contention with those you work with. You have to trust that other people are capable of taking care of things and themselves. Messiah complex. Stop trying to do everything— focus attention and energy on what is important to YOU. Put that energy toward something YOU desire, toward yourself. Let others do what they need to do— or not do. It’s not your problem. People need to learn from their own mistakes— let them.

Pile 3

world (R), 9 cups (R), 7 wands (R)

You keep getting stuck in the same cycle because of a self-fulfilling prophecy and paranoia. Putting the cart before the horse. I’m getting comparison vibes too— stop doing that. Appreciate the simple things and blessings you do have in your life, even if they aren’t all that you desire. The Universe is not going to gift you with more if you can’t nurture and appreciate what you already have, regardless of how small and insignificant it may seem to you— it’s probably not to someone who does not have it. It’s like letting blessings slip through your fingers because you’re too concerned about losing them or someone taking them from you— give yourself the chance to actually imagine having those things before you imagine losing them! Gratitude lists are amazing and supposedly rewire the brain to be happy in 30 days.

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Libra Risings: This week is good for reciprocal connections that resonate. You could be connecting with a sweet and nurturing Cancer Venus!

With the Dragon reversed, perhaps you’ve been too caught up in the practical aspects of life and are denying your inner child that wants to have fun. There is actually a practical use in being creative and allowing ourselves to have fun— it gets us out of our head and takes the pressure/focus off any potentially murky practical situations in our lives.

“A watched pot never boils,” they say and if you’re caught up in the facts of the matter, you’re suppressing that inner wisdom that already “knows” what should be done.

“Pinky promise” perhaps a childhood friend could be re-entering your life.

With the quote “from a small seed a mighty trunk may grow” being upside down, I feel you could be restarting a formerly abandoned creative project— and you 100% should. Libras have an eye for beauty, making them exceptional artists.

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Taurus Risings: You might be feeling like you want to “roll the dice” in a certain situation— don’t. There is a need to give up control and trust that the Universe has your back. There is definitely a (positive) change on the horizon but the advice is to allow it to happen naturally, let it come to you— your skepticism seems healthy and justified.

Trust your discernment and that you don’t always have to be a go-getter. Allow someone to show their true colors and be careful to not let someone bait you into lower-vibrational energy. Action is not needed at this time. Jupiter is on your side, luck is on your side.

The Wheel is ruled by Jupiter and currently Jupiter is in Gemini, which falls in your 2nd house. This is especially beneficial to your personal finances/the way you make money if you have a day chart (Sun in houses 7-12//whole house)!

For Taurus risings with Gemini placements in personal planets (Sun, Moon, Mercury, Venus, Jupiter, Mars, Saturn), currently Mercury is transiting in Sag so there is reception with whatever planet is in Gemini of your natal chart. Even if it is a malefic (Mars/Saturn), this is beneficial for 2nd/8th house matters 💰!

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Mini Solar return notes

🎃2nd house stelliums esp in Leo can be greedy af that year (may not even realize it til later looking back)

🎃Look to the sign of your MC ruler to see what sign might be relevant to that area

🍊Esp lucky with Pisces/Sag MC and if Jupiters is not debilitated or being maltreated

🎃Ex) sag MC — Jupiter in Scorpio and a Scorpio moon/sun/asc helping out career in some way or trying to

🎃Esp if sixth house is well placed too with its ruler in it then of course ex) sun in sixth of Leo

🎃Idk Venus in the 8th and Mars in the 12th or vice versa esp if it’s in signs that also overlay either natal houses— it’s giving forbidden hidden love affair or possibly just secret crush. Even if “just” emotional/mental. Air signs extra credit.

🎃Actually i feel like Jupiter in general will tell you what kind of man you might be into that year. If you’re into men. Ex) Jupiter in Gemini and you end up dating a Sun in Gemini that year 💏

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Find a troll, pick it up, all day long, you have good luck 🪺 —> Pick a Troll

Sorry #3, I started this reading a year ago and never finished it and finally decided to post it cause I didn’t wanna waste effort😬

Pile 1: Spiffy the Sailor//Light Seer’s

🫖 I pulled a tea quote, a quarter and then a movie quote to feel out Pile One’s vibe today:

The quarter is Utah and their state bird is a California Gull aka a seagull.

—> Q1: how does pile one give their power away? King of cups (R)

—> Q2: what can help balance out pile one’s emotions? Annunaki (R)

🦤The seagull is Utah’s official state bird due to saving the State during the katydid (Mormon cricket) devastation of 1848, according to Utah’s website. (https://onlinelibrary.utah.gov/utah/symbols/bird/) The pests were destroying the crops but the seagulls ate the crickets, saving the crops and the town. (

🧺Similar to Tommy Boy in that everyone kinda doubted him. Maybe it was different in 1848 but I know where I grew up, seagulls were sort of looked at as pests. They did not cause harm but were greedy and could pester folks outside.

👯‍♀️ The dynamic between Tommy and Richard is coming to mind. Richard is a “smug, unhappy little man who treats others as if they were idiots” - paraphrasing of course. Tommy is a jovial albeit slightly immature college graduate who has come to work at his fathers company. They went through secondary school together in their small town and were at opposite ends of the social spectrum, and thus sort of did not exist to each other.

⚖️ Ultimately they balance out each other nicely though: Richard has the rigid pragmatism Tommy lacks, and Tommy had the ruthless optimism Richard lacks. 👌🏻Some damn good character chemistry of buddy comedies, if you ask me, but I’m not the remaining 51% on Rotten Tomatoes. The audience is at a 90% though. Most of the pull comes from nostalgia undoubtedly.

9️⃣ The ‘90s is one of the most sought after decades of recent times. I find it interesting that in the 1890’s a similar thing happened and would eventually lead to people referring to that time as the “gay” era in some way as in happy. That is extra interesting because 9’s represent an ending.

🍿 Look at the majority of popular films in the last decade — are not a good portion of them remakes from the 90s?

👹Upright the Annunaki quite literally speaks of how their people created a hybrid workforce that “was smart enough to follow directions but stupid enough to rebel” (Mystic Martian Oracle Deck © Lisa Porter, Rockpool Publishing, 2021) The Annunaki are in alignment with the Alpha Draconians and Reptile Beings mindset, sort of like Emperor reversed energy— power, control, black-and-white thinking, disliking those that mess up the conformity and the audacity to question their authority.

🌅 Reversed Annunaki speaks of cooperation, fairness, compromise, unity, open-minded, progressive thinking. The belief that everyone is equal and deserves to be treated equally. What might help is seeking out like-minded people and/or organizations with similar values.

🚙 Similar to Tommy Boy! I would totally say he’s a 9. Kinda like Amity vibes from Divergent too.

🍷King of Cups Reversed energy can speak of someone moody, temperamental and hasty with others feelings —> Richard in a nutshell, right? It can also speak of old wounds, which he likely carries from childhood. He sort of unfairly treats Tommy due to jealousy from not having the caring, loving father he did.

💍 Fun fact: Sea gulls typically mate for life, equally caring for their chicks. However, sometimes it does not work out between the pair. Afterward they are typically seen as less attractive and left alone for a few nesting seasons as a “sea gull divorcee.” (Source: https://www.birdspikesonline.co.uk/Blog/Understanding-the-seagull-and-its-behaviour)

📕Honesty and being genuine is key here. Patience may be necessary too, especially if you’re resonating more with the Richard side. A need to believe in yourself if you’re doubting.

🌏The Annunaki are from the planet Nibiru, a distant planet that enters our solar system every 3600 years and was thought to have caused the great deluge, according to the Mystic Martian Oracle deck (© Lisa Porter, Rockpool Publishing, 2021). I looked up what the great deluge was and according to Wikipedia (https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Flood_myth ), it was a flood sent by a deity to destroy civilization in means of divine retribution. I wanted to share the image:

Pile 2: Bunny troll//Rider-Waite

What do you want to talk about pile 2?

Romy and Michelle quote —> one of my personal favorites

Moral of the story? Missouri quarter

Missouris state bird is a cardinal — Missouri and six other states.

Second arch signification today. Utah had an arch in pile one. Arches signify new opportunities or phases in life.

What does pile two need to know?

Five of wands clarified by fourth house

Past energy: four of pentacles clarified by queen of cups

Present: four of swords reversed

Future: Empress clarified by Ace of Pentacles reversed

Hidden money matters can sum it up.

Five of wands actually signifies great wealth and is like a play fight this is the overall context gold, gain, opulence, the competition and search after riches…. And fourth house

I find it funny that Venus came out on the dice for the present energy and that the Empress came out with the Libra dice because that quarter I have is ugly af. I thought that I put the shiny, pretty Missouri quarter back but apparently I put the dark, ugly one in - I had duplicates.

Something is not as it seems here and absolutely hidden. The fourth house talks about hidden matters, death, parents, home.

Given that almost every single card on the spread is associated with finances (except queen of cups), I am going to say this has something to do with money.

The past signifies a fair, honest upbringing that may have appeared nice on the outside. Either material struggle was present or a vital support was missing. Neglect can be emotional too — ignoring your kids and just placating them is sort of cruel because you are not actually seeing them.

The fact that Venus rules Empress and the Libra dice clarified it, is a very good signification. Venus rules Libra so it’s in its domicile. Ace of Pentacles (R) actually speaks of great riches. So the future to this outcome is great. It’s supported on both “ends” too:

5 of wands to left speaks of affluence as does the ace of pentacles (R) so it is confirmed.

Be sure to watch out for the small details to ensure you aren’t being deceived, possibly by promise of great riches.

All that glitters isn’t gold, and not everything is what it seems. Remain vigilant in the present, focusing on loving yourself and doing what brings you joy.

With the taking of the burger (when it’s Romys favorite lunch day!) was unnecessarily cruel and petty in the film Romy and Michele’s High School Reunion. I see you moving AWAY from this energy.

Four of swords reversed can signify a need for greed but also speaks of precaution and discernment.

In Romy and Michelle, they have each other they can trust each other. The queen of cups dynamic is present within them, they have their friendship but not riches.

I am honestly not one to try to fill my audience with false hope to simply garner likes. The cards have spoken, I listened and relayed the best I could.

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Pick-A-Troll: What you don’t see about yourself and advice

Pile 1: The Overalls Troll

Spread: What you see about yourself, What you don’t see, & advice

🎁 You have many genius ideas but may get “stuck in the weeds” so to speak executing them because of perfectionism and a fear of failure. This is what you are aware of in yourself.

🔨Maybe you beat yourself up about this too but this only makes things worse and further causes doubt within the self.

💀You definitely overthink like 100%, I see Aces as that energy in its purest form similar to 0 degrees in astrology. And so Swords is thinking a lot.

✍🏻 You might even be a really great writer! Someone who picks words on purpose.

🤓 What you don’t see about yourself that others do is your inner peace and calmness. You know when to say when, and have no problem taking time to yourself. This is a really great thing to have because it avoids burnout and stressed adrenal glands. (Cool it on the coffee though)

🧘‍♀️Perhaps you are a regular meditator, whether it’s through exercise or writing. We can all go inward and it doesn’t have to be through mediation per say.

🗡️Do a lot of people come to you for advice? I bet they do, especially for help solving complex or difficult problems— you can cut right through the bullshit and get to a solution quickly.

🧾👩‍💼👨‍💼If you’re not in sales, you maybe should be. I’m just getting a really nonchalant type person who remains true to themselves but somehow can still get along with everyone. Mercurial energy af in this pile.

👯 HowEVER, there is a need to be more accepting and collaborative with others. I got the feeling whoever chose this pile has really great self esteem but then with clarification being that quote, it brings me to someone who MIGHT be judgemental. Please don’t come for me, I’m reading what I see.

☠️ The dynamic present in that quote is one of judgement but in a lighthearted way. Putting others down or judging them, regardless of how lighthearted and fun, is still judging them. No matter how comical or accurate the comment/observation is.

👥 The shadow of perfectionism is judgment of others too— it’s okay to be wrong and it’s okay to fail sometimes. That is how we learn. (This reading maybe being a perfect example— and I can already feel you picking it apart, lol.)

🌅 There also needs to be more of sticking to your word vs trying to please everyone. Keep your promises, even to yourself.

☘️Also definitely someone here picks fun at people bc this troll reminds me of that intellectually disabled overalls-wearing guy in Leprechaun that everyone makes fun of. I really don’t think anyone who chose this pile would do that — that is not lighthearted — but this def is emphasizing judgmental-ism esp paired with perfectionism.

🎬 Fun fact: Leprechaun was Jennifer Aniston’s first film!

✅ Overall you definitely have the brains, social skills and humor to achieve anything you want in this life. Stop being so judgmental of yourself, and please take it easy on others ;)

I am sorry if this was offensive in any way or negative but I tried delivering the message in its truest form, in the most compassionate way possible.

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I wish cleansing negative energy was as easy IRL as it is in Pokémon Go.

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Just because someone is a good person, doesn’t mean they were a good person to you.

Good people aren’t always good people. We are all flawed human beings. Stop gaslighting yourself out of recognizing mistreatment— trust your gut but also with a grain of salt

Since misperception/misunderstanding happens all the time.

Just do not be so quick to dismiss when a person is mistreating you, regardless of whether or not they are a good person.

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Pick a Troll

OR

Choice One/Choice Two/Advice:

Please take a moment to take a deep breath in and decide which choice will be which — settle on choice one and choice two — if that is your intention

This was originally done as a Choice One/Choice Two/Advice but given my inclination to blather on, there is likely enough significant information to be treated as piles in and of themselves

Pile One//Choice One ⬇️⬇️⬇️

🌙 With the Moon in a reversed position, do not doubt your intuition. The pomegranates signaling fertility were almost out of my line of sight, as I was drawn to what appears to be talons gripping the bottom of the moon. In regards to that, a shadow side of Moon/Cancer energy can be codependency. “Don’t let someone sink their talons into you”. The outcome with this choice does not signify fertility/abundance.

🎭Remember all the times your intuition told you something/someone/someplace was no bueno, and you ignored it? And how mad you were at yourself?

🍁The dynamic of the eagle swooping down to grab prey (white matter underneath moon) reminds me of the Reverse/Unbalanced energy of the Rabbit via the Animal Spirit Deck (credit: Kim Krans, The Wild Unknown). Essentially the rabbit doubts itself and allows fear to take over, giving the eagle ideas detrimental to the rabbit’s well being it would not otherwise have if the rabbit did not doubt itself.

🦀 As in:: the “crabs in a bucket” dynamic/“no one can make you feel inferior without your consent” —> the majority pulling down those who try to get away to make them fall in line and fit the narrative that they are right, they must be since they fall in the majority kind of thinking. Maybe this does not align with your mindset and so there is a need to remain strong and in alignment with your spiritual self. If your mind is a bit too busy for meditation at present, physical movement can be just as grounding.

🎡 That Reversed Wheel at the Bottom of the deck is for pile one. I did not need clarifying for choice one and did it solely to balance the spread/confirm my intuition so it was done last. It signals the repeating of a cycle, like a mistake that keeps repeating with choice one. Do you self sabotage? There’s tons of videos on YouTu be regarding shadow self and the root of self sabotage but I am sure you know that. If it’s something stubborn, maybe your Higher Self has a message/guidance.

💬 “The essence of life is to communicate love,”the quote reads. I drew this quote at first and doubted it (how High-Priestess-Reversed of me 👀). When I put it back to draw again, it came out reversed (again). I take this quite literally as this quote is communicating the opposite of love, disconnecting you from your spiritual self.

👑 “You throw your pearls before the swine” — lyric from Shock the Monkey, Peter Gabriel, 9/20/82 release date. Value your heart enough to be discerning whom you give your trust to. When the chips are down, those around you’s true character will come out. Ensure you know this before wasting energy/exposing yourself to someone/people who will not value you. Pigs are intelligent and adorable but they are unpredictable and not very loyal. Know when you are not valued.

🖼️There’s a need to look at the bigger picture here as well —> what do you want to achieve? What choices will bring you toward that goal?

⭐️ Continue believing in yourself and transforming and/or releasing doubts/limiting beliefs into the Universe in Love and Light. Be the crab that got away.

Choice Two//Pile Two ⬇️⬇️⬇️

🤺 “At the end of my rope” — this can signify being *done* with a situation

❤️‍🩹OR being overly defensive. Be open to help and connection.

🍃 The leaves really stuck out to me here, which to me signifies prosperity and fertility.

💚The first reading I did for someone,the Nine of Wands Reversed was drawn as bottom of the deck energy and was in regards to two choices too. Breaking the mold was a theme and a Men in Black scene in particular, where Will Smith’s character passed the test by being different, even though he was ostracized could have messages/confirmations if you’re into that. 🪄

🍎 This choice can signify finding a new passion and/or a wise guide on this new endeavor/study. Especially though if this was related to education, I would say it is a yes. Think about being exactly where you are ten years from now — is it bearable?

🪵I take this as hard work being worth it, especially coupled with the Nine of Pentacles in the Advice clarification. (Win at any cost but more so an internal battle to “win” the better you)

🎋Maybe your choice seems foolish or eccentric to others. At the end of the day, who’s happiness is more important to you? Is “everyone”/the majority always right? What aligns with your values? Is what you want clear and written down? Sometimes simply writing something down helps bring in the energy to ground it into existence.

👙I was initially drawn to the polka dots on the Reversed Five of Wands in the advice column. You will see in the film that the ceiling is polka dots. I would say if you choose this for the choice one/choice two/advice, that choice two is a yes. (If your intuition did not already make it clear choice one was yours but in most cases, choice one was a clear no)

🌳“In all things of nature, there is something of the marvelous.” - Aristotle

🌈Trust that which brings you joy is right

Pile Three/Advice ⬇️⬇️⬇️

🦁Be prepared no matter what — both page of swords+five of wands reversed talk about being unprepared for conflict.

🍾Again the message of not being afraid to be a beginner. Are there old stories or limiting beliefs clouding up your mind, impeding focus?

🔨The quote that came out is the only one that has anything drawn on it. This just tells me to not sweat the small stuff (part of me wanted to throw this quote away after doodling on it). It coupled with the Nine of Pentacles tells me that hard work will be worth it — you will reap the rewards.

🏆 Remember that following is the Six of Wands and being recognized for your natural talents/gifts. Everyone wants to be crowned the wreath; it is a worthy prize.

🤺Important to not be a sore loser here if someone else gets crowned. Take the lesson and let it make you better, not bitter. We all get into “stinking thinking” at times. The feeling of lack within ourselves can sometimes come out as an envious eye or a victim mentality. What is to be admired about the winner? What brought them that victory? Is it possible to be happy for them, as if they were a loved one? Do they have a quality you admire? What are some of the things you admire within yourself?

📝Maybe make a list of all the things you are proud of yourself for. Make a list of your goals, what you want. Are there any beliefs that hold you back from believing you can achieve them? Where did this stem from?

🥷Get rid of any conflict that is draining — if you’re doing the choice reading, does one choice drain you more than others (possibly one)?

👩🏻‍🎤Definitely advice to take some time to center self, get some head space and set some markers for what you will be proud of/goals for the next year

🌲“The creation of a thousand forests is in one acorn.” -Ralph Waldo Emerson

☄️ With Wands and Swords both in reverse, I would say it is extra important to have a goal in mind so that energy is not wasted (physical time/mental energy)

⛴️ If we do not have a destination, we will just wind up where everyone else winds up. Among crabs

🌻 A need to keep confidence in check, however you do that, with all the yellow. (Possibly creativity from physical movement?) Do not be afraid to collaborate because you dislike conflict. Trust that you can trust yourself. Connections can lead to great things and even if not, a lesson was learned and wisdom gained. ✌🏻

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Pick a troll: what needs to be cut off this Spring? 🪓

1. Polka dot painter troll//Modern Witch

First question: what is the context of what needs to be cut off this Spring?

Lovers, 2 of Swords (R)

-big decisions, delays in making those decisions, wanting to take inspired action but not knowing what you want

Second question: what area of life does this indecision pertain to?

Sixth house, Pisces, Mercury

-Mental/spiritual state, illness, bad fortune

Third question: what advice will help bring peace to the situation?

Two of Cups, Two of Wands (R)

-get clear on what you want, set goals, take inspired action that aligns with your soul

Is someone here terrified of making a decision for fear of making the wrong one?With both the 2 of wands and 2 of swords reversed, this speaks of indecision and delay.

Just like the Helm of a ship needs direction to get to a desired destination, we as people need a goal/destination to aspire to or we will simply wind up wherever the tide takes us.

Ground your goals/ideas and manifest them into the physical present by first being clear on what exactly you want. Make sure that these things will fulfill your needs/desires and match your values.

The 8 of wands is quick, inspired action and I feel that is the energy needed here. The problem with not making a decision, is that eventually that in and of itself becomes a decision. Action taken, no matter how small, will prove that you are capable.

Make that list. Then make another one, each one getting closer to what it is that you truly want. Trust will start to build within yourself and soon a solid foundation will form. Do not be afraid to make mistakes, to be wrong, to be human. Make adjustments and move forward wiser.

I heard “animation comes to life” and saw Mario transforming to a human. Our dreams can become reality. Our creative ideas can come to life. But we have to give ourselves unconditional love, patience and compassion. And sometimes we have to make difficult decisions for our best self that may not be what our ego would choose. This is where faith comes in, where intuition takes hold.

Hermes brings Divine messages and can easily transfer between the spirit and material worlds. Perhaps there is a Divine message waiting for you, if you get synchronicities a lot or if you yourself pull cards.

Someone is definitely a Gemini rising. (Not Virgo though, that was clear.) Or first house Mercury, where it has its joy. Which, I know, Mercury rules Virgo and Gemini but sorry Virgo rising this is not for you, lol.

🎶 And this is how it ends, a courageous boom🎶 Stars and Moons- Dizzy

Numerical synchronicities:

The Lovers —> 6

2 of Cups, Wands and Swords all pulled 2x3=6

6th house on dice

666=18=9

2. Rainbow mohawk troll//Rider-Waite

Question one:: what is the context of what needs to be cut off this Spring?

Heard “it’s out of my hands” from Breakfast Club when looking at Hanged Man

So many interruptions just getting this reading going//

I wanted to meditate first to see if anything came through and a minute in, beeping started from nearby construction. Then as I started working, I got interrupted by a spam text. I felt so exhausted/tired starting this reading like I was a. Surprisingly working made me happy but I just did not want to do it — like a machine that was off/inactive, flicked on only to be working parts. It was a strange, polarizing feeling. {my point here being that sometimes interruptions happen to redirect us to where we need to be. Just go with the flow and follow what cooperates and feels right/brings joy}

Hanged Man signifies trials and tribulations, a need to be discerning, sacrifice, a time to trust in the universe. It is upright which tells me you are in tune with your soul at this time and a very independent thinker.

Aqua vibes, obvi, look at our lovely troll for today. Someone who is not worried about falling in line with society and the sad status quo of our times. Six of Pentacles (R) tells me of the wealth gap in our society and the dysfunctional, unsustainable state in which our American economy is at this time. Straight up humanitarian vibes here. And I am with you.

Greenery/leaves keep sticking out to me on Hanged Man which is now reminding me of money. Greed is signified with Six of Pent (R) and the yellow-caped fellow’s hands.

They are positioned in such a way that the coins would slip through their fingers if they don’t close up the hand quick enough to catch it. FOMO-type vibe in regards to riches.

Second question:: what area of life does this dynamic exist, what kind of energies are associated with it?

North node, Leo, Second House

I left Leo and 2 as they came out because they were so perfectly upside down, I felt it was relevant.

Alright north node tells us what we mastered in previous lives and those with Leo NN likely lived in fame/riches, especially with the second house showing up. I think what needs to let go of is the belief that money will make you happy.

Leo reversed on the zodiac wheel is Aqua, and opposite the second house is eighth, someone here definitely has Leo NN/Aqua SN in the second house. Focus on making your soul happy and things that interest you. Get out in nature, stop trying to save the world and enjoy your time in it.

Question 3: any advice to help heal the this “need for greed” and forgive those that still have it?

This whole society is obsessed with money and why wouldn’t they be? The wealth gap is enormous and working for the remaining 99% is resembling forced labor. To survive in this society means to work. If you are not generating income and tolerating toxic work environments to the detriment of your health with only your overpriced, shitty insurance to rely on, then you deserve to be cast out. You are a pariah.

Excuse the long rant. Wow, pile two, you must be a fellow 9 and/or strong Aqua energy. Okay to the cards…

Four of Swords (R), King of Cups at bottom

I was getting four of swords vibes at the beginning of this reading; a need to slow down, get out in nature, absorb some sunshine. Wisdom, discernment, prudence, not taking unnecessary risk. Feminine energy; being patient and waiting vs action/go-getter energy.

MOONday is upon us which is feminine and confirms this.

There are no wands here so action is not needed. Limited beliefs regarding money; it’s time to let them go. Be the change that you want to see in the world. Be the fair, balanced and wise leader you were meant to be. Lead by example.

Trust that the universe will provide you with everything that you need. If you don’t feel that way, try breaking up a sweat or coloring.

GRATITUDE LISTS, they literally rewire your brain for happiness

Wealth is not just about money, health is wealth too. Simply having good health, autonomy, freedom and basic necessities is an incredible blessing not provided to all.

Numerical Synchronicities:

12+6=18=9

14+4=18=9

I associate 14 with the King, just counting up from ten.

Six and four are both “sides” if you will as five. Five signifies chaos, which tells me you are quite literally on the outside of chaos. ✌🏻

Four and six are both on the physical realm so maybe moving physically through walking, hula hooping, Tabata, yoga, sky diving.

3. Homemade dress troll//Santa Muerte

Question 1:: what does pile 3 need to cut off this Spring?

10 of Swords (R)

I was seeing an antelope skull in the desert when looking at the moth. I thought only one card came out after this one flipped over but turns out there were actually two. Possibly a surprise in your future — I am just feeling really excited and jovial with this pile.

I got healing with this reversal of diez de swords — loud and clear. As in, a lot of healing that has been done.

3 of cups (R)

I prefer this cup reversed - it’s more alive, colorful and lively. Gives me the vibe that sometimes no company is better than bad company. Whoever chose this does not want to fit in with the crowd. Possibly even healing the part of them that was settling for low-quality connections in fear of being without a “crowd”.

And it’s not because you don’t want to connect or that you think you’re “too good”- have people told you this? But because maybe you are not the type of person that vibes with that many people. Some of the coolest people I’ve met in my life were those that were true loners.

Toxic connections that drain your life force and people/organizations with bad vibes will always get the boot going forward. Your health and happiness comes first, always. Continue to be uncompromising in this area, it looks good on you. ;)

King of Pentacles

Stability, baby. Yes yes yes. The vines are sticking out, reminding me of growing green beans or James+The Giant Peach.

Thank all your pain, unpleasant experiences, betrayals, and unfair treatment for the wisdom it brought you and then let it go. Maybe even write down some of the things you learned, some of your biggest “thorns” and burn them/tear up the page/set it down the river. Something symbolic but also physical since I am getting the vibe of a very cerebral person.

Celebrate all the ways in which you have healed over the years. Look at who you were ten, eight, six years ago — look at the sort of treatment you allowed from those close to you. Were you ever actually happy, or just chasing the next external validation pursuit? Are you happy now? Is your approval enough? Give yourself some credit and compassion for those issues that still need working out.

Question 2:: what area of life/what kind of energies are associated with what needs to be let go?

Taurus (R), Neptune, Fifth (R)

The limiting belief that creative type careers cannot make a stable living. Possibly limiting beliefs surrounding in general surrounding money and fun/creativity, like it’s a dichotomy.

Question 3:: what will help to heal these limiting beliefs?

Stop ruminating on your past mistakes. They got you here; wiser and with more fortitude under your belt. Sometimes we are the bad person in someone else’s story. Sometimes we do things we are not proud of. Sometimes we’re mean. Stop vilifying yourself.

You are a human. You are allowed to make mistakes. I am not saying it’s a free for all for bad behavior but I just get the vibe of someone who really beats themselves up for times they may have acted unkind, even if it was warranted and at times when it was not. Don’t forget about the remaining 95% of the time you are a beautiful, kind and compassionate soul.

You are nice where and when it matters. You are genuine and I love that.

Idk why but the speech Randal gives Dante in Clerks could be relevant — the “I’m not even supposed to be here today!” one.

Trust that everything you walked away from was for your best interest. If those people were for you, if that situation was for you… it would have happened. Timing never aligns with what our ego wants and accepting that is sometimes a lesson in and of itself. You are more than your bank account or some prestigious title. You are enough and worthy even if you do not have these things.

Allow yourself some time to let loose, relax, have fun, get a curse word coloring book. But just remember no matter what that you are a warrior queen and everything you need is within. And, yes, maybe you ARE creative!

Numerical Synchronicities:

You don’t care about that, do you?

But if you do: 1,1,7. Physical plane.

8’s came out twice for the advice. Since one was upright and one was reversed, this gives zero.

I counted the reversals as negatives. Honestly not a lot of numbers really popping out. Just a lot of canceling out in regards to the numbers. Coming back to one.

Like the Brian McKnight song.