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MY SANITY OH GOD 😭 There was this post of someone I FORGOT THEIR NAME SRY who referenced this Minecraft thing AND ALL I HEAR IS NOW "CHICKEN JOCKEY 😍🗣❗ WATER BUCKET: RELEASEEE 💅🥰👹 WE ENTERED: DA NEATHA 🗣🗣🗣❗❗❗" LIKE HELLO I'M SQUISHY??? AS A CHILD I YEARNED FOR CENTER SHOCKS?? 🤨🤨 GTA 6: FINALLY RELEASEE?? 🤨🤨

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GUYS GUYS GUYSSSSS I SWEAR THERE'S ART COOKING I CAN'T LET Y'ALL STARVE IT'S JUST... THE CALL OF FORTNITE- 😭😭

YES I PLAY FORTNITE AND YES I HAVE ARTBLOCK HOW DID Y'ALL KNOW??? 🤨 And writer's block and motivation block AND LIKE WILL-TO-LIVE BLOCK 😔🙏

I'm losing my sanity with every second ISTG 😞 I wanna chat with my besties but my bestie let's call her Lunar cuz she reminds me of him 🤭, IS SO OCCUPIED WITH OTHER FRIENDS and like HELLOOO just for the record I was there first like PARDON BIATCH MOVE??? 🥰👹 /silly while my heart is like on life support but QUEEN NEVER CRY 💃✨ But why do I always gotta chat with my irl/online friends first before they talk ANYTHING to me LIKE PLS TALK TO ME CONTRIBUTE TO THIS CONVERSATION DON'T MAKE ME STAND THERE ALONE IN THE RAIN WITH FLOWERS THIS AIN'T A SPANISH SOAP OPERA 😭😭💔 It'S So hArD bEiNg mE 🥺😓 /silly LMAO YES IM CRINGE IM RUBBING THAT IN UR FACE THEN THO IDC IM GONNA FLEX W/ ANYTHING EVEN WITH MY BAD MATH GRADES >:D But ngl sometimes I WISH PEOPLE WERE AS SMART AS ME NOT IN THIS ARROGANT WAY BUT PLS I WANT ✨❗SOCIETY ❗✨ TO BE BETTER, HELP THIS 14-YEAR-OLD CHILD TO MAKE THIS WORLD A BETTER PLACE ASAP 🏃‍♀️💨 Like girl DON'T BE RACIST, SEXIST, HOMOPHOBIC AND TRANSPHOBIC IT'S SO EASY LIKE JUST LIVE IN PEACE, let go of ur anger, ignorance and ur stupidity you uneducated idiot 🤗

ANDDDD I turned 14 and GIRL I'M THRIVING I'M FEELING AWESOME, my silliness AND gayness never ends and the last part makes me a criminal while the other turns me into a goose I'M SO GANGSTA 😍💅 I CELEBRATED WITH MY FAM AND COUSINS it was awesome >:D

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MY FIRST HEAR ME OUT IN THIS CENTURY??? 😨

Y'all... I'm aroace...

BUT I'M NOT FOR HIM- 😋😍

BUT Y'ALL LISTEN I CAN EXPLAIN:

HE IS H A W T , H A W T E R THAN THE SUNNNN 😭💔 LIKE IT'S THIS ANIME GUY CALLED LEVI FROM ATTACK ON TITAN AND JUST THE FIRST TIME I SAW HIM, THERE WAS THIS SPARK BETWEEN US (LEMME BE DELUSIONAL) 🤭💅

AND THEN, HE HAS TRAUMA, A TRAGIC BACKSTORY, IS STRONGEST MAN ALIVE, TRAUMA, IS A KIND-HEARTED AND CARING PERSON BENEATH HIS SHELL, TRAUMA LIKE Y'ALL WHATCHA WANT ELSE FROM A MAN??? 🛐😍 OUR RELATIONSHIP IS GONNA BE ME ANALYZING HIS PSYCHOLOGY 😋✨

JUST HIS PERSONALITY AND LOOKS SLAP SO MUCHH DJHJDJKASHD 😭✋ LIKE Y'ALL IF YOU SAY HE IS UGLY YOU GOTTA WATCH OUT WHEN IT'S DARK 😀 /hj CUZ THIS 1,58 CM MAN GOT BE STRAIGHTER THAN A LINE 😞 <- AND BTW 1,58 CM HE ONLY 2 CM BIGGER THAN ME IT'S A SIGN WE ARE SOULMATES 😌💅

AND THEN ECLIPSE FROM TSAMS, HEAR ME OUTTTT WHEN HE BE WEARING A SUIT IN THE FANARTS-

AND SLEUTH JESTERS ECLIPSE-

Y'all I HAVE A TYPE AND IT'S TRAUMATIZED MEN, YOU GOT ME, THROW ME INTO A I'M-IN-LOVE-WITH-WORST-MEN CELL 😔✋

sooo BYEEEE >:D (HELP MY DIGITAL FOOTPRINT GONNA BE CRAZY TODAY LMAO 😭😭)

BUT I HOPE I WILL KEEP THIS SORTA CRUSH 😭 Like TBH THEY AREN'T EVEN CRUSHES LIKE HOW SHOULD I EXPLAIN I JUST THINK "Attractive, next 🤭" AND THEN MOVE ON WITHOUT THINKING ANYTHING ELSE ABOUT THEM 😭

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I WROTE THIS AT 3 AM 😭 I was Shakespear tho! >:D

We gotta admire life and nature sometimes :3 We take it for granted because we were born in it, but it's just so beautiful!

How the trees grow, how the flowers bloom, how nature always comes back to its initial glory after each difficult winter - It's an endless, actually repetitive cycle that just has this small thing that always surprises me: How it always recovers from the winter, and how it just continues to be as gorgeous as before! :D We should kinda strive to be like trees: Regardless of the hardships they faced in the winter, they carry on just for us so they can refresh the oxygen and keep nature healthy and fresh! Each year, they do this, and this will go on and on and on until the very end when they loose their power to take care for us and the planet. Nature as a whole takes care of us by keeping Earth healthy - The bees pollinate the flowers, worms and other tiny, silly fellows decompose the leaves and other materials so the forest doesn't drown in biological trash, it's really cool how each of them have this job that they do, not knowing that it really keeps Earth alive! They don't get a "thank you", not praise, they just do unlike we humans - If we do something exceptionally well, we expect praise, we expect attention, and that's actually what makes us really human! That's wonderful, this warm and sizzling feeling in your stomach when a person you admire or like is proud of you and how it can linger for hours even after this small moment had ended! It shouldn't be condemned because everyone, in their way, wants this small moment of praise, if it's physical like a pat on the shoulder or verbal like a word of affirmation, we just have our unique and special preferences on how we receive it which sometimes overlaps with others, sometimes creates confusion and misunderstandings! Those misunderstandings can get resolved though if we just realize that we all are unique, we are not the same, just like nature - There are so many different types of flowers, so many different types of trees, and even if some of them look identical almost, they still have small, tiny things that make a difference! :D Two people can be kind, but one is strong-willed and the other one is intellectual, traits that separate them and make them their own person with their own name and history! :D We shouldn't bound ourselves to non-written rules of society or anyone else when we can just be as colorful as some birds, as majestic as some mammals - We could be a girl, we could be a boy, we could also be something in-between and a girl who dresses masculine and a boy who dresses feminine! We could be hetero, we could be gay, but also be bi and pan! The options are endless if we realize that we can seize them and cross this line that someone had drawn in front of us! :D

That's why life is beautiful <3

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OMG ZEMRA IME ZEMRA IME ESHTE THYER DHASJHS 😭😭 FALEMINDERIT SHUME SHUME SHUME UNE TE DUA SHUMEEEEEE 🤗💕💕💕 Kam pasur nje dite te keqe dhe per kete arsye nuk kam qene ne humor te mire btw por ti thjesht me ke gezuar tani <3 Dhe ke te drejte: SELF-LOVE AND CONFIDENCE GOTTA GO BRRR 💃✨ I slay, you slay, we all look like pretty divas! >:D

Ndonjehere e dua shume veten, por ndonjehere nuk e dua veten aspak 😭 Ndonjehere une jam si: OMG TI DUKE SHUME E MIRE, ME FUNDIT I ​​DUA FLOKET, HUMORIN IM, PERSONALITETIN IM 😋✨ Ndaloje ose do te bie ne dashuri me reflektimin tim 😍✋

POR TANI DUA TE KERCEJ NGA DRITARJA 😭😐 Une nuk kam asnje problem, per çfare po flisni? 🤨

OKAY ANYWAY TUNG :D

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Ndonjehere e dua shume veten, por ndonjehere nuk e dua veten aspak 😭 Ndonjehere une jam si: OMG TI DUKE SHUME E MIRE, ME FUNDIT I ​​DUA FLOKET, HUMORIN IM, PERSONALITETIN IM 😋✨ Ndaloje ose do te bie ne dashuri me reflektimin tim 😍✋

POR TANI DUA TE KERCEJ NGA DRITARJA 😭😐 Une nuk kam asnje problem, per çfare po flisni? 🤨

OKAY ANYWAY TUNG :D

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SQUISHY WANTS PLATONIC AROACESY ROMANCE??? :O

I wanna have a Squish (which is platonic crush in Aro/ace language ;D) CUZ LIKE EVERYONE ELSE HAS A CRUSH AND I JUST WANNA EXPERIENCE IT BUT EVERYONE IS SO F*CKING UGLY OH MY GAWD MY EYE CELLS ARE DYING BY LOOKING AT THEM 😭✋ and yes I can say that cuz GUESS WHAT THEIR PERSONALITIES ARE ALSO SH*T RELATIONSHIP GOALSSSS AND THEY ALSO TREAT ME LIKE SH*T OH MY GAWDDDD STAWP OR I AM GONNA FALL ASSLEEP 😍✨🔥

But fr like everyone around me is so HELP AND THE EMERGENCY HELP LIKE SECONDS AWAY FROM DEATH HELP NOT THE HAWT HELP 😭 And cuz I think I am hetero or hetero-leaning at least (OR I AM JUST IN DENIAL- 😃) NO BOY IN MY CLASS CAN BE CONSIDERED WHEN I DON'T DROP MY STANDARDS BELOW THE GROUND 😔🙏 Like there are exceptions but like THEY ARE JUST FRIENDS :'D AND WHY DO I SOUND LIKE A DATING SIM WHERE I CHOOSE MY BOFRIEND LMAO 😭 ✨ Like I gotta decide beTwEeN tHe AlPha maLe AnD tHE dEmOn PRiNcE AND BOTH WANT ME 😫✨ (I AM CRINGE BUT FREE 🤭)

Like tbh the girls in my class are also crap personality-wise but likeeeee SOME OF THEM ARE OBJECTIVELY, FROM AN UNBIASED VIEW STUNNING 💅✨ But I also don't feel ANYTHING when I said this right now like WHY AM I LIKE THIS I JUST WANNA EXPERIENCE SOMETHING LIKE PLATONIC ATTRACTION OR SOMETHING I DUNNO JUST FOR THE NORMAL SPICE IN MY LIFE BUT LIKE THEN I DON'T WANNA 😭🙏 It's a struggle ✨😓 like I am a repulsed aro and ace but I wanna experience something just to know that it exists and for the funsies ig :/

Like I DID feel sometimes really feel weird around one boy in my class like my chest would tighten or something but LIKE IT RATHER FELT LIKE SOME GHOST WAS TRYING TO CHOKE ME IT WASN'T ROMANTIC IT WAS SURVIVAL 🙄😤 Or maybe it was like- I DUNNO WHEN IT IS GENUINE ATTRACTION OR NOT BUT I NEVER FELT BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH CUZ I AM NOT A WEIRDO LIKE Y'ALL AND EAT BUTTERFLIES ✨🤨 /silly joke ^^'

And it happened with another boy too but the thing is THE THING PASSED QUICKER THAN A BUGHATTI FOR BOTH CASES 😭 and outside of this weird chest tightening I never thought about them never wanted to do anything with them :/

MAYBE I AM NOT REPULSED AROACE- 😨

Although NAH I DON'T WANNA RESEARCH AGAIN MY SEXUALITY I'M GONNA STICK TO THAT FOR NOW NOT ANOTHER ROUND OF GOING THRU PINTEREST AND WATCHING YT VIDEOS 😭 (but I feel most comfortable with repulsed aroace anyway :D)

Thanks for coming to this rant, TUNG! 🤗

And btw my Spanish teacher can Albanian BUT SHE TALKS IT SO BAD IT IS JUST OH MY GAWD I THOUGHT SHE SPOKE SPANISH 😭 I didn't tell her though but should I tell her y'all and risk my school career to be over?? 😔🙏 /j

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OMG TRUEEEEE LMAO BESONDERS SONIC UND AMY UND DIE ZWEI KATZEN XDDD Ich BIN DIE LINKE KATZE >:D Bist du Amy oder Sonic tho? 🤔 (HALT TBH ICH MAG SONIC MEHR ER IST DER KING >:D) und five nights is my friend AND PARENTAL FIGURE DON'T FORGET IT RAISED ME TOO 😌✋

ABER THEY ALL ARE SO PRECIOUS AWWWW 🤗🤗 I love the SONIC ONES AND THE MEME ONES (ICH LIEBE "Not me I'm a f*cking c*nt" BEI DIESEM AUTISTIC ARE SWEET MEME 😭" AND THE EARTH ONE >:DDD UND CAINE AND DUOLINGO UND OH MY GOSH LEMME STEAL THOSE REAL QUICK 😍🤭 UND ICH SWITCHE BETWEEN ENGLISH UND DEUTSCH HILFE 😭

*sighs* Story time...

When I was little i was abt 8 or 9, I woke up in the middle of the night and I was hungry. I went to the kitchen T get a snack or smth. I was targeted by spirits at this age, but I didnt realize IT. Once i got near the kitchen, i thought I SAW someone near the entrance to the kitchen. I couldnt tell who or what cuz IT was Dark and i was still in the hallway. At first i thought maybe it was my grandpa or smth,but My grandparents door was closed so then i assumed mi madre came Home. It started calling My Name and sasking me to come over to IT with My mums voice, but i eventually knew it couldnt have been her bc i didnt hear her Keys. I went into the bathroom for a few Moments, and told myself i was imagining IT,bc i uses to do that when i was younger if i was tired. So when i came out of the bathroom, IT was gone and i didnt hear the voice anymore. I assumed i was right, and i was imagining IT. When i finally went into into the kitchen, the figure was there,standing by the counter,staring at me. It didnt have eyes or anything. Just a smiling mouth. It was Just a black figure that didnt even see human Like. I didnt Scream or Run. I froze Up and just stood there staring Back. I was scared to wake anyone bc i knee if i tried to,it would be gone by the time i got someone in there, and no one would believe me. Yea, it was gone after that,but like hell that was the last time i saw it. I continue to see it to this day. Sometimes i just ignore It,walk past it and continues what i was doing or i'll Just go Back to where i was coming from. I gave up on telling it to leave me alone and Go away bc that did nothing. It was a waste of time. I once was in the living room, i was abt to get up to shower (yes. I shower at night.), but smth felt wrong and i was terrified to even get off the Couch. I literally called my mum while i was crying and told her i couldnt get up to shower bc of IT and i still sometimes with that horrible ass feeling that smth is there. If i walk down the hallway, sometimes i feel like smth is following me. Turning one the lights doesnt Help. It still feels Like its there.

And it was in almaria.

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Yeah they forgot my birthday like MANY times ^^'

BUT IT'S OKAY CUZ IT DOESN'T MATTER >:D

I still love them with my whole heart AND MA SOULLL <33333

Did your best friend ever badly disappoint you?

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Kinda??? QWQ STOP MAKING ME QUESTION MY MORALS :'D

Like if my friends are sad, then I am sad too kinda but not so deeply as my friends (like it feels like that?? ^^'), I know that they are upset though and need something so they are happy again which is why I listen to them, give them silly pictures and memes or do some activity with them :D But I also will KINDA get annoyed if they are still sad and I don't really care at first I KNOW I SHOULDN'T BE I CAN'T FORCE THEM TO BE HAPPY but like my brain is like that Ig??? ^^' But with my CLOSE CLOSE friends, I will THINK ABOUT THEM THE WHOLE TIME CUZ I AM SAD THAT THEY ARE SAD :'D

But around people that I don't know or not really care about, LIKE YEAH OF COURSE??? ^^' But I won't y'know PURPOSEFULLY be mean to them or make something upsetting like punch them in the face, I don't want them to be sad and hurt just cuz I was mean for no reason :/ Generally, yeah I do because I am the most important in MY life not world, like if I am down, i can't cheer up anybody??? :/ IT SOUNDS KINDA MESSED UP HM 😀✋ But like I am also a big people-pleaser and scared to upset anybody sooo hmmmmm IDK CONCLUSION:

IT DEPENDS CUZ IT GETS TOO PSYCHOLOGICAL I DIDN'T EXCEPT TO TALK ABOUT MY PSYCHOLOGY 😭

Do you care more about your own happiness than the happiness of the ones around you?

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Not really CUZZZZ HISTORY TIMEEE! >:D

Albanians/Kosovarians (?) have viewed (and still kinda view) the U.S really positively because of the support they expressed towards Albania and Kosova, so many actually like the U.S LIKE MY FAMILY :D (but my fam doesn't like the goverment and the current president and if many would be also more educated about it, I think they wouldn't either :/)

BUTTTT many of my relatives (and sometimes I myself) refer to Americans as "kauboj" (Cowboy) or "aMEriKAN" (without the e kinda) with a strong accent BUT ONLY LIGHTLY AS A JOKE TAKE IT WITH HUMOR AND WE DON'T DO IT OFTEN ^^'

Or maybe there are some terms that I don't know about :/

BUTTT IN GERMAN I THINK THERE IS ONE, "Armis" or "Armi" 🤔

has your native language a derogatory term for usamericans?

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NO PROBLEM GURRLLLLL 🤗🤗🤗 halt ICH WERDE DIE HOCHZEIT FÜR DICH MANAGEN NO PROBLEM ;D /j

*sighs* Story time...

When I was little i was abt 8 or 9, I woke up in the middle of the night and I was hungry. I went to the kitchen T get a snack or smth. I was targeted by spirits at this age, but I didnt realize IT. Once i got near the kitchen, i thought I SAW someone near the entrance to the kitchen. I couldnt tell who or what cuz IT was Dark and i was still in the hallway. At first i thought maybe it was my grandpa or smth,but My grandparents door was closed so then i assumed mi madre came Home. It started calling My Name and sasking me to come over to IT with My mums voice, but i eventually knew it couldnt have been her bc i didnt hear her Keys. I went into the bathroom for a few Moments, and told myself i was imagining IT,bc i uses to do that when i was younger if i was tired. So when i came out of the bathroom, IT was gone and i didnt hear the voice anymore. I assumed i was right, and i was imagining IT. When i finally went into into the kitchen, the figure was there,standing by the counter,staring at me. It didnt have eyes or anything. Just a smiling mouth. It was Just a black figure that didnt even see human Like. I didnt Scream or Run. I froze Up and just stood there staring Back. I was scared to wake anyone bc i knee if i tried to,it would be gone by the time i got someone in there, and no one would believe me. Yea, it was gone after that,but like hell that was the last time i saw it. I continue to see it to this day. Sometimes i just ignore It,walk past it and continues what i was doing or i'll Just go Back to where i was coming from. I gave up on telling it to leave me alone and Go away bc that did nothing. It was a waste of time. I once was in the living room, i was abt to get up to shower (yes. I shower at night.), but smth felt wrong and i was terrified to even get off the Couch. I literally called my mum while i was crying and told her i couldnt get up to shower bc of IT and i still sometimes with that horrible ass feeling that smth is there. If i walk down the hallway, sometimes i feel like smth is following me. Turning one the lights doesnt Help. It still feels Like its there.

And it was in almaria.

[squishy-doesnt-squish]

LMAOOOO HAHHAHA 🤣🤣😭 HALT OF COURSEEE ER MUSS AUCH BISSCHEN TRAUMA MACHEN 💅💅💅✨

ABER HALT HIER PICTURES UM DICH AUFZUMUNTERN UND DEIN OPA/SKINWALKER/MIMIC/ANALOG HORROR DING WEGZUKRIEGEN! <33333

(Ich glaube du magst Lunar sry ich bin vergesslich?? ^^')

(UND DU BIST EINE DAVONNN <3333 aber halt das DING STARRT IN DEINER SEELE SRY 😓)

(und ich glaube du magst auch diddy's world ich glaube so heißt es?? ^^' SRY FALLS NICHT-)

(Und ich sehe oft diesen typ von deinen pfp und ER SLAYT!!! <3)

UND JETZT:

🤗

DU SCHAFFST DASSSSS <3333

*sighs* Story time...

When I was little i was abt 8 or 9, I woke up in the middle of the night and I was hungry. I went to the kitchen T get a snack or smth. I was targeted by spirits at this age, but I didnt realize IT. Once i got near the kitchen, i thought I SAW someone near the entrance to the kitchen. I couldnt tell who or what cuz IT was Dark and i was still in the hallway. At first i thought maybe it was my grandpa or smth,but My grandparents door was closed so then i assumed mi madre came Home. It started calling My Name and sasking me to come over to IT with My mums voice, but i eventually knew it couldnt have been her bc i didnt hear her Keys. I went into the bathroom for a few Moments, and told myself i was imagining IT,bc i uses to do that when i was younger if i was tired. So when i came out of the bathroom, IT was gone and i didnt hear the voice anymore. I assumed i was right, and i was imagining IT. When i finally went into into the kitchen, the figure was there,standing by the counter,staring at me. It didnt have eyes or anything. Just a smiling mouth. It was Just a black figure that didnt even see human Like. I didnt Scream or Run. I froze Up and just stood there staring Back. I was scared to wake anyone bc i knee if i tried to,it would be gone by the time i got someone in there, and no one would believe me. Yea, it was gone after that,but like hell that was the last time i saw it. I continue to see it to this day. Sometimes i just ignore It,walk past it and continues what i was doing or i'll Just go Back to where i was coming from. I gave up on telling it to leave me alone and Go away bc that did nothing. It was a waste of time. I once was in the living room, i was abt to get up to shower (yes. I shower at night.), but smth felt wrong and i was terrified to even get off the Couch. I literally called my mum while i was crying and told her i couldnt get up to shower bc of IT and i still sometimes with that horrible ass feeling that smth is there. If i walk down the hallway, sometimes i feel like smth is following me. Turning one the lights doesnt Help. It still feels Like its there.

And it was in almaria.

[squishy-doesnt-squish]

BRO BRO BROOO GIRL STAWP STAWP HALT STOP 😭✋✋✋✋✋

ICH WÄRE DAS GEWESEN SO WÄRE ICH GEWESEN BYE BYE BYE NAHHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭 (ich bin NE ANGSTHASE WENN ES UM ANALOG HORROR GEHT GURL ICH WÜRDE STERBEN KREPPIEREN AUF DER STELLE 😭 DAS DING HÄTTE NICHT MAL ZEIT MICH ZU TÖTEN WEIL HERZSTILLSTAND HÄTTE IHN SCHON DAMIT GEHOLFEN 🤣😭)

ABER HALT OKAY ES GIBT IMMER WISSENSCHAFT: ENTWEDER MUSST DU BISSCHEN DICH BERUHIGEN MIT DEINEM ANALOG HORROR KONSUM ODER BRO IDK NICHT MAL WISSENSCHAFTLER KÖNNEN DAS ERKLÄREN LMAO 😭

Aber halt KÖNNTE ES SEIN DAS DU DIR GRUSELIGE DINGE ANSCHAUST SPÄT IN DER NACHT ODER WENN DIE NACHT FAST DA IST ODER DAS DU SEHR VIEL HORROR SCHAUST??? 😭 Weil irgendwie erinnert mich das an diesen boiled one burned one IDK ODER AN SPIDERMAN SCHAUST DU SPIDERMAN CREEPY PASTA LMAO??? 🤨

WEIL HALT ANALOG HORROR GESICHT WIE ES DA SO BEI DER WAND IST ERINNERT MICH SEHR STARK AN ANALOG HORROR VHS TAPES 😭😭

*sighs* Story time...

When I was little i was abt 8 or 9, I woke up in the middle of the night and I was hungry. I went to the kitchen T get a snack or smth. I was targeted by spirits at this age, but I didnt realize IT. Once i got near the kitchen, i thought I SAW someone near the entrance to the kitchen. I couldnt tell who or what cuz IT was Dark and i was still in the hallway. At first i thought maybe it was my grandpa or smth,but My grandparents door was closed so then i assumed mi madre came Home. It started calling My Name and sasking me to come over to IT with My mums voice, but i eventually knew it couldnt have been her bc i didnt hear her Keys. I went into the bathroom for a few Moments, and told myself i was imagining IT,bc i uses to do that when i was younger if i was tired. So when i came out of the bathroom, IT was gone and i didnt hear the voice anymore. I assumed i was right, and i was imagining IT. When i finally went into into the kitchen, the figure was there,standing by the counter,staring at me. It didnt have eyes or anything. Just a smiling mouth. It was Just a black figure that didnt even see human Like. I didnt Scream or Run. I froze Up and just stood there staring Back. I was scared to wake anyone bc i knee if i tried to,it would be gone by the time i got someone in there, and no one would believe me. Yea, it was gone after that,but like hell that was the last time i saw it. I continue to see it to this day. Sometimes i just ignore It,walk past it and continues what i was doing or i'll Just go Back to where i was coming from. I gave up on telling it to leave me alone and Go away bc that did nothing. It was a waste of time. I once was in the living room, i was abt to get up to shower (yes. I shower at night.), but smth felt wrong and i was terrified to even get off the Couch. I literally called my mum while i was crying and told her i couldnt get up to shower bc of IT and i still sometimes with that horrible ass feeling that smth is there. If i walk down the hallway, sometimes i feel like smth is following me. Turning one the lights doesnt Help. It still feels Like its there.

And it was in almaria.

[squishy-doesnt-squish]

OH HELL NAH GURL DU MACHST DIR JETZT ABSICHTLICH PARANOIA UND ALBTRÄUME 😭 Halt es könnte einer gewesen sein aber sind die nicht meistens so Tiere?? 🤔 (WEHE DU SAGST MIR DU HAST NE KATZE/HUND ODER SO :'D) ABER WAIT HOLD UP ICH HABE EINE HORROR THEORY:

ES KÖNNTE AUCH EIN MIMIC GEWESEN SEIN HALT DAS SIND WESEN DIE DIE STIMMEN VON LEUTEN IMITIEREN KÖNNEN UND NORMALERWEISE SOLLTE MAN NICHT ZU DEN GEHEN ODER SIE ANTWORTEN ABER WENN MAN DAS TUT DANN KÖNNTE MAN DIE SEHEN UND VIELLEICHT HAST DU EINES GESEHEN 😃 Das erklärt warum du die Stimme deiner madre gehört hast, obwohl es fast unmöglich war, und warum dann niemand war, als du dich dem genähert hast und dann plötzlich in der Küche weil es sich vielleicht verstecken wollte?? :/

TSCHULDIGUNG FALLS ICH DIR NOCH MEHR PARANOIA GEBE ICH SCHWÖRE DIR ES IST ALLES GUT, MACH DIR KEIN KOPF DARUM 😭🙏 Ich habe auch EINIGE komische Dinge gesehen und gehört (wie ich mal meinen Bruder gesehen habe, der durch mein dunkles Zimmer mal geschlichen hat während ich gelesen habe, aber EIGENTLICH WAR ER DIE GANZE ZEIT NICHT MAL IM HAUS 😭) UND SIEHST DU ICH BIN AM LEBEN JUNG UND FRISCH MIT BISSL TRAUMA ABER ES GIBT MIR MEHR BACKSTORY! :D

Also halt entweder war das eine Halluzination oder so ein Skinwalker oder THE MIMICCCCCCC (NICHT AUS FNAF 😭)

Oder du musst mal zum Augenarzt/Psychologen gehen kp 😭 Aber wirklich Bestie mach dir keine großen Sorgen darüber halt es klingt dumm aber je mehr du darüber dir Sorgen und Gedanken machst, desto gruseliger wird es und da es zu 99.9999999999% sowas wie eine Halluzination ist, wird es sich nur verschlimmern :/ Das Gehirn kann sich schon Vieles vorstellen und wenn du noch mehr darüber nachdenkst denkt es sich noch mehr aus und könnte es sogar noch mehr verschlimmern ^^'

Sending hugs 🤗💕

*sighs* Story time...

When I was little i was abt 8 or 9, I woke up in the middle of the night and I was hungry. I went to the kitchen T get a snack or smth. I was targeted by spirits at this age, but I didnt realize IT. Once i got near the kitchen, i thought I SAW someone near the entrance to the kitchen. I couldnt tell who or what cuz IT was Dark and i was still in the hallway. At first i thought maybe it was my grandpa or smth,but My grandparents door was closed so then i assumed mi madre came Home. It started calling My Name and sasking me to come over to IT with My mums voice, but i eventually knew it couldnt have been her bc i didnt hear her Keys. I went into the bathroom for a few Moments, and told myself i was imagining IT,bc i uses to do that when i was younger if i was tired. So when i came out of the bathroom, IT was gone and i didnt hear the voice anymore. I assumed i was right, and i was imagining IT. When i finally went into into the kitchen, the figure was there,standing by the counter,staring at me. It didnt have eyes or anything. Just a smiling mouth. It was Just a black figure that didnt even see human Like. I didnt Scream or Run. I froze Up and just stood there staring Back. I was scared to wake anyone bc i knee if i tried to,it would be gone by the time i got someone in there, and no one would believe me. Yea, it was gone after that,but like hell that was the last time i saw it. I continue to see it to this day. Sometimes i just ignore It,walk past it and continues what i was doing or i'll Just go Back to where i was coming from. I gave up on telling it to leave me alone and Go away bc that did nothing. It was a waste of time. I once was in the living room, i was abt to get up to shower (yes. I shower at night.), but smth felt wrong and i was terrified to even get off the Couch. I literally called my mum while i was crying and told her i couldnt get up to shower bc of IT and i still sometimes with that horrible ass feeling that smth is there. If i walk down the hallway, sometimes i feel like smth is following me. Turning one the lights doesnt Help. It still feels Like its there.

And it was in almaria.

[squishy-doesnt-squish]

Dann BRO KEIN PLAN ICH WÜNSCH DIR GLÜCK??? 😭 Versuche es einfach, wie du schon gemacht hast bis jetzt, zu ignorieren :D

*sighs* Story time...

When I was little i was abt 8 or 9, I woke up in the middle of the night and I was hungry. I went to the kitchen T get a snack or smth. I was targeted by spirits at this age, but I didnt realize IT. Once i got near the kitchen, i thought I SAW someone near the entrance to the kitchen. I couldnt tell who or what cuz IT was Dark and i was still in the hallway. At first i thought maybe it was my grandpa or smth,but My grandparents door was closed so then i assumed mi madre came Home. It started calling My Name and sasking me to come over to IT with My mums voice, but i eventually knew it couldnt have been her bc i didnt hear her Keys. I went into the bathroom for a few Moments, and told myself i was imagining IT,bc i uses to do that when i was younger if i was tired. So when i came out of the bathroom, IT was gone and i didnt hear the voice anymore. I assumed i was right, and i was imagining IT. When i finally went into into the kitchen, the figure was there,standing by the counter,staring at me. It didnt have eyes or anything. Just a smiling mouth. It was Just a black figure that didnt even see human Like. I didnt Scream or Run. I froze Up and just stood there staring Back. I was scared to wake anyone bc i knee if i tried to,it would be gone by the time i got someone in there, and no one would believe me. Yea, it was gone after that,but like hell that was the last time i saw it. I continue to see it to this day. Sometimes i just ignore It,walk past it and continues what i was doing or i'll Just go Back to where i was coming from. I gave up on telling it to leave me alone and Go away bc that did nothing. It was a waste of time. I once was in the living room, i was abt to get up to shower (yes. I shower at night.), but smth felt wrong and i was terrified to even get off the Couch. I literally called my mum while i was crying and told her i couldnt get up to shower bc of IT and i still sometimes with that horrible ass feeling that smth is there. If i walk down the hallway, sometimes i feel like smth is following me. Turning one the lights doesnt Help. It still feels Like its there.

And it was in almaria.

[squishy-doesnt-squish]

THIS SOUNDS LIKE A CREEPYPASTA BUT ONE WHERE I GENUINELY SH*T MY PANTS TF TF TF TF 😭😭

GURL GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE MOVE OUT SMASH THE WINDOWS AND JUMP TO THE NEXT COUNTRY YOU AIN'T SAFE THERE LEAVE IT TO THE DEMONS 😨😭 BUT LIKE REMEMBER IT AIN'T REAL IT ISN'T GONNA HURT YOU (<- I SOUND LIKE THE MEME LMAO but then moments before disastre 😔)

But FR MAYBE YOU HAVE SCHIZOPHRENIA LIKE THE OTHER PERSON SAID??? OR MAYBE GET UR EYES CHECKED 😭

Whatever it is, IT AIN'T REAL THINK OPTIMISTIC! :D Maybe it's just shy to introduce itself and stands there awkwardly, y'know, like all neurodivergent people MAYBE HE IS :O /silly

*sighs* Story time...

When I was little i was abt 8 or 9, I woke up in the middle of the night and I was hungry. I went to the kitchen T get a snack or smth. I was targeted by spirits at this age, but I didnt realize IT. Once i got near the kitchen, i thought I SAW someone near the entrance to the kitchen. I couldnt tell who or what cuz IT was Dark and i was still in the hallway. At first i thought maybe it was my grandpa or smth,but My grandparents door was closed so then i assumed mi madre came Home. It started calling My Name and sasking me to come over to IT with My mums voice, but i eventually knew it couldnt have been her bc i didnt hear her Keys. I went into the bathroom for a few Moments, and told myself i was imagining IT,bc i uses to do that when i was younger if i was tired. So when i came out of the bathroom, IT was gone and i didnt hear the voice anymore. I assumed i was right, and i was imagining IT. When i finally went into into the kitchen, the figure was there,standing by the counter,staring at me. It didnt have eyes or anything. Just a smiling mouth. It was Just a black figure that didnt even see human Like. I didnt Scream or Run. I froze Up and just stood there staring Back. I was scared to wake anyone bc i knee if i tried to,it would be gone by the time i got someone in there, and no one would believe me. Yea, it was gone after that,but like hell that was the last time i saw it. I continue to see it to this day. Sometimes i just ignore It,walk past it and continues what i was doing or i'll Just go Back to where i was coming from. I gave up on telling it to leave me alone and Go away bc that did nothing. It was a waste of time. I once was in the living room, i was abt to get up to shower (yes. I shower at night.), but smth felt wrong and i was terrified to even get off the Couch. I literally called my mum while i was crying and told her i couldnt get up to shower bc of IT and i still sometimes with that horrible ass feeling that smth is there. If i walk down the hallway, sometimes i feel like smth is following me. Turning one the lights doesnt Help. It still feels Like its there.

And it was in almaria.