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fuck my stupid baka life

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Yess I know that when you study late at night just trying to memorize what you're studying is terrible, and is actually more prone to making you not only have a bad sleep, but also forget lile 50% or 80% of whatever you studied. That doesn’t mean I'll stop it

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hello................... let's pretend i never disappeared for months. Heh.

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dawg. I know it hurts, but PLEASE let me get those ticks out of you. It'll just hurt you more.

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me: wow, i have unlimited free time today! It's perfect to catch up on late projects and unfinished tasks!

The Horrors, cramps and sudden exhaustion:

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my finger hurts so muchshhshwjsjsiwiw

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I've made my first arts and crafts. It's a mini heart basket... anybody wanna see that...

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doomscrolling through art and suddenly there's a photo of a real person on my fyp so i go "AAAH! NOT REALITY!!"

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i'm. being eaten alive by mosquitoes

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isn't it so weird to be alive..

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Helloooo people im back from my trip

I came back yesterday by 5pm-ish.. Was gonna get my sister back to her place since she came with us, but eventually we decided to hang out a bit at granny's house. My mom and other sisters came for Mother's Day too :]

Anyways, it was really fun even if we couldn't stay there for so long! I met a lot of the rest of the family, played a lot with my sis and some cousins, and overall had a great time. Even saw an aunt I haven't seen for 2 years straight... We swam so much in the ranch's pool to the point I got tired lol.

I hope to be able to post things now! Cya

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when i was younger, everybody around me would comment about "how quiet I am", "she barely talks, huh?" but who was I gonna talk to? The adults? I never catched a glimpse of their coversations about their past.

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i agree that being a chronically online person is embarassing and that I shouldn't be proud of it at all. BUT the Internet makes me much happier than 90% of things irl because it's one of the only times I'll not be thinking about how I hate myself.

Sometimes.

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best day ever today there'll be no day as peak. Ever.

So like,, tomorrow im going on a trip to visit my granny's part of the family, and like. My grandpa's sister, one of my aunts, owns a ranch and we're all gonna go meet up in that ranch (my granny's part of the family is gonna go meet up. In case what im saying is confusing)

and that aunt gave us a discount, amazing, right? Well, SHE GAVE US ANOTHER HUGE DISCOUNT!!

I don't have school or anything to do at Monday, so we can basically stay the weekend with my grandma's family... Also one of my little sister's is coming with us so yeah

There's a pool at the ranch!

Also also uh. Training was fun today so there's that

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let's recap ummm

I've gone to another city, ate quite the junk food, went to the amusement park, went home. Then helped grandma make pamonha (brazillian dish) and ate a lot, too. Hanging out with my family rn...

It was a happy week :)

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I don't wanna do homewooorkkk

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Yeaa apparently I'll forget to post abt my day, talk about days later, and it'll all be about me being sick again 😘

I had finally recovered a bit yesterday. But silly me forgot that I MUST get sick close to the holidays, huh? Hffhfhfjjr Now my teeth hurts too - yknow those ouchie things that usually appear on your lips or tongue after eating pineapples? That. And I didn't eat any.

Also. To stop talking a wee bit about my sickness. Each passing day my hatred for my school grows. So much. It's like they're doing nothing at all.

. We're not even having p.e anymore for multiple reasons (big part being bc the teacher is lazy. Like. How is he even teaching anything in there??)

. Bullying, running, slapping, insulting: ✅️✅️

. Not going with the uniform even if u don't have it, lunch getting progressively worse: ✅️✅️