#<- my personal tag for when i'm rambling abt stuff

[silas-soule]

about me and the blog:

my name is silas (or dee or beathan). i'm white, british and autistic. my special interest at the moment is the nez perce war, but this blog is mostly about 19th century american history in general. sometimes i post stuff from earlier or later periods, or about things that aren't american, but not very often.

i am trying to educate myself, but sometimes i will make mistakes. of course, i understand that some of the things i post about may be difficult subjects, but i try to approach them with respect and understanding. i know that native history is very broad and diverse and continues to this day. (i don't post abt modern native culture cos this is a history blog, and it feels kinda disrespectful to put modern native stuff in a history blog. so if you're wondering abt the lack of contemporary stuff, that's why). EDIT: i rb some modern native stuff on my blog @bisonposting

i don't know too much about non 19th century american history, but feel free to tell me any cool facts you might have about it. but 'native american history' is a very broad topic and i might not be able to cover it all.

if you have any specific questions feel free to @ me and i'll try and answer them to the best of my ability. i promise i'm friendly and i'm always ready to learn new facts and educate myself further. at the moment, asks are turned on, but if yall start sending me threats again then i'll turn them off.

blog rules:

this is not an aesthetics blog!!! sometimes i reblog art but please remember that native american cultures are not aesthetics!!

i tag every potential trigger warning as 'tw [x]'. i tag tws for animal death, slurs and pictures of dead bodies. i don't tag tws for racism and genocide, since that's a blanket tw for the blog.

dni if you're a confederate sympathiser, believe that leif erikson/columbus 'discovered' america, believe that any pre-colonial american artifacts were made by the ancient greeks, aliens or guys from the bible or if you're a general conspiracy theorist or white supremacist. you will be blocked on sight. sending me threats will not change my mind.

my prev special interests have included the celts, medieval britain (especially the barons wars and the wars of the roses), spying and codes in ww2 and ancient egypt). for anything medieval related go to my other blog @wyncandel and for anything classical civilisation related go to my other other blog @mus-rusticus

(main blog @bison-appreciation-club. i like and follow from there.)

[aromanticasterisms]

aromanticism in the air this windblume i see

[r0zzk1ll]

Hello bendy fandom Really fucking long rant/analysis abt me defending wally franks batim in a nutshell (and kind of basically making an au??.?. idk probably). enjoy if u want or don't idc 🎷🐇

i know this is a really stupid thing to be mad about, but the fact that wally isnt buddy boris has stuck with me ever since dctl was released. i found out through a fucking superhorrorbro video of all things all the way back in like 2018 i'm pretty sure 😭😭 i was so disappointed when i found out bc like WHAT DO U MEAN THE JANITOR/HANDYMAN OF JOEY DREW STUDIOS, EHO WAS GENERALLY A TRICKSTER AND A CLUTZ AND LIKED TO PISS PEOPLE OFF, ISN'T THE PERFECT BORIS CLONE. BUDDY BORIS FITS/HAD POTENTIAL TO FIT MOST TO ALL OF THAT CRITERIA.

and don't grt me wrong, i (kind of) like buddy as a character, BUT i really just don't think he fits the role (from what i've seen/read). like he could've been a different boris clone as a little easter egg/nod to what happened to him and how he died but as like. an important role in the game?? even though the books aren't even fucking canon apparently now so his subplot doesn't even make sense anymore?????.????... ooh bitchh

ALSO the "he (wally) got outta there that's why/he has a wife and kids" IS A WEAK ASS FUCKING ARGUMENT. THIS IS NOT A SHITS AND GIGGLES PLOTLINE U CAN JUST THROW AWAY. how come thomas grts to be tom (which makes somewhat sense with him also being a handyman type of guy), but wally can't also partake in the Main Character-ified Borisification to help henry traverse the studio. why can't that just be so easy to do. there could've been so many cool extra plotpoints and nods to what could've happened to him but Noooo Noooooooooo they just HAD to make a whole new character JUST for wally to NOT BE BORIS. ESPECIALLY WHEN THE BOOKS ARE NON CANON NOW BECAUSE THAT MAKES TOTAL SENSE. (/sarc)

and don't FUCKING quote me on batds bc i know SOMEBODU will be like "b-b-b-bbut b-b-buddy's whole s-s-side plot with collecting the scraps in batds makes him c-c-c-canon!!! 🥺🥺🥺💖😭😭💔💔💔🎀🎀✨✨ ur just mad bc it's not what was assumed by the fandom!! ;-; úwù heh..." FIRST OF ALL, BUDDY ISNT EVEN MENTIONED IN ANY OF THE CANON GAMES (besides the secret message in the safehouse but i don't think that rlly counts imo), NOR DOES HE HAVE ANY RELEVANCE IN THE STORY WHATSOEVER, WHICH MEANS HE IS STRICTLY BOOK-CANON. SECOND OF ALL, BATDS WAS KNOWN AS A SIDE/EXTRA GAME AT THE TIME OF IT'S RELEASE AND WASN'T EVEN CONFIRMED TO BE APART OF BATIM OR ANY OTHER PART OF THE FRANCHISE (ASIDE FROM A SIDE GAME TO PLAY WHILE BATDR WAS IN PRODUCTION) UNTIL BATDR WAS RELEASED AND CONFIRMED BATDS IS HAPPENING DURING IT (WHICH DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE EITHER)!!!

I DON'T CARE WHAT KIND OF OPINION COULD CHANGE MY MIND. WE GOT A PERFECTLY GOOD AND WELL-DEVELOPED CHARACTER (AND A [PERSONAL] FAN FAVORITE) AT THAT POINT FOR WHO BORIS COULD'VE BEEN, AND IT GOT TAKEN FOR SOME STUPID SEEMINGLY HALF-ASSED SUBPLOT THAT'S ONLY HALF-CANON NOW BECAUSE MIKE FUCKING D IS A GOD DAMN MORON IDIOT BASTARD ASS BITCH OHHH MY GOD IT MAKES ME SO ANGRY I'M GONNA PULL OUT ALL MY HAUR

sorry. almost lost my cool there guys.. ☝️😎 (/J)

soo with all that said, PERSONALLY this is what i think they should've done with buddy instead (under the cut so this post isn't 600 pages long)

first of all; scrap buddy's origin story completely and just make dtcl about the fact that he was simply another victim of the machine instead of making him such a major character (ex. a boris clone that was almost perfect but didn't quite make it like i said earlier)

on top of that, dctl could've just been insight on a single worker's process through working at the studio to being one of many victims of the machine, instead of turning him into such a titular important gary stu ass character with an in-depth backstory and Joey Drew Favoritism™ apparently that CLEARLY didn't need it + shouldn't be an mc if he's only in the books + the books aren't canon and the games are. so then it doesn't make it make any sense if he has such an important role and he isn't even fucking canon anyway and etc.

if he would've just stayed a minor inconvenient mc in a non-canon book it wouldn't have been detrimental to the lore as Mr. D Likes To Exaggerate (to me) + the books just seem like a fun one-off exclusive to the game series anyway, so it starts to kind of make sense why they aren't canon and leaves a lot of mysteries up to interpretation which is something i DO appreciate (to a CERTAIN extent)

here's what i think could've been done if wally was actually buddy boris and faced The Horrors™ like a normal main character should. an au, if you will (AND bc im VERY bias abt wally since He was my first ever og blorbo the first time i heard his audio log i literally owe him my Life💜💜💜💜)

wally could've started dropping hints in his audio logs that something funny was happening in the studio (specifically to him)/he could've been the last major victim to be sacrificed to the machine and therefore being one of the reasons of having the role of "the perfect boris" as malice said

-he also seems like the type of person to give into manipulation fairly easily, not knowing how truly bad something is before he gets involved yk

-a bit of a stretch BUT could also be a nod to susie's initial likeness towards wally pre-canon and vice versa (sourced from the special audio log wally has on the jds yt channel)

-him being the perfect boris also could allude to his personality/attributes and the way he talked abt the studio

and you can't forget the audio log of him and thomas bickering like COME ONNNN THERE COULD'VE BEEN A WHOOOLE SUB-SUBPLOT WHERE TOM AND BUDDY BORIS RECOGNIZE EACH OTHER SOMEHOW AT SOME POINT BUT THEY DON'T KNOW HOW

-TOM COULD'VE RECOGNIZED HIM EVEN AS BRUTE BORIS AFTER HENRY KILLS HIM and allison too but TOMMMMMMM😭😭😭😭😭CAN ANYONE HEAR MEEEEE

extra hints in the game like certain phrases and mannerisms of his (ink/glowing ink writings like his "i'm outta here!" written in certain locations or like. boris being clumsier as he walks/carrying around keys/scavenging for food [kind of like in the start of chapter 3], etc.)

-i also think that the connection that buddy boris (and just boris in general) has with food can connect with wally as well bc of the audio log where he's like "Omg 💖 Cake 💖just for me! Don't Tell Anyone Though. Our little secret. 😝" or the bit in the handbook where he finds some "churros" i Guess

there's also a LOT of potential for there to be a whole OTHER subplot where sammy could have found him one day and hadn't recognized him bc All The Boris Clones Look The Same, but buddy boris recognized sammy and there could be a whole conversation with henry and sammy abt him and dropping hints at it and blahblahblah etc etc.

-sammy probably could've mentioned him* at some point too even if he hadn't seen buddy boris as like a "hey.. i knew that fuckass guy.. wtf" (*and i know he mentions wally in the hot topic takeover thing on twitter from a while ago but i mean like in the actual game)

i think that the fact of boris being a Non-Verbal King™ would also be a funny contrast to how many god damn audio logs wally has. like Shut yuor mouth fucker /REF

the bit in chapter 3 where boris knows every nook and cranny of the studio and how to navigate the vent system could also lead to wally's nature of having a lot of knowledge of the layout to the building (due to being a janitor/running errands for people, similar to buddy) + he mentions staying in late to freshen up some offices so he might've explored more using that time as well because his personality shows he's a bit of a nosy guy

ALSO a stretch, but wally's first audio log in chapter one being fairly close to the first boris corpse displayed could've been a good foreshadow to his revival as buddy boris (and where the theory originated i'm pretty sure once ch2 came out)

the saferoom at the start of chapter 3 could've also been a great place to reference him (they could've put his hat from bendy royale in the shelf next to/on the hammock Can anyone hear me)

i also think that wally is supposed to be painted as an older guy?? so he probably already would've moved on from the studio due to leaving and starting his own business and having a family I Guess?????? idk but to me i think he'd be more of the college drop-out that thinks he's hot shit type of guy when in reality he doesn't know what a 2 + 2 is (ex. the audio log in batds where he's like "i was the best Student! Brickmore High! [tiktok bold emoji] These college bozos don't be knowin' shit!!"

-younger people are easier to manipulate like i talked abt earlier (especially someone like him that doesn't think before he Does Anything . boy has no thoughts)

wally also most likely would've known who henry was/was friendly with him while working there too at some point while henry was still at the studio pre-canon, so he probably recognized him throughout the cycle

i could ramble forever abt this bc it's such a strangely frustrating topic for me BUT in conclusion; i personally tbink that it would've been perfectly logical for wally to have been buddy boris (probably called somethig else), and buddy should've been a completely seperate character that would've done just as well on his own in the book instead of having a whole ass overarching plot for no reason?? and the "canonicity" of it is weirdly up for debate??? idk Watever thank you for coming to my tedtalk 😇😇Bye

⭐ !! bonus wally doodle dump since u made it this far !! seriously why r u Here ⭐

[yadchi-i-guess]

haaaaai I'm not dead. school's been beating me up past few weeks and I've had too many things to do all at once. Got some time to finish this though!

And to everyone waiting on requests, I'm going to TRY (no promises) getting to them tomorrow and over the weekend. I thank you for your patience, I simply have not had the time or mental capacity to focus on drawing as much as I'd like.

Continuing on, I've been unhappy with my OC's name, so after much deliberation with myself, I'm renaming Ollam to Scalpie!

I've always thought she has my kinda personality; a chill but introverted people-pleaser and a total weirdo. Still not as detailed as I'd like it, but if you've met me, that's basically who Scalpie is (personality-wise)

I've also changed a fair bit of her backstory, so there's a little rambling below cut:

Scalpie worked as an assistant to a forensic scientist at Camp 98.7, where she would help him dissect solver drone bodies (the cores were kept at CFL) and study them.

The human named her after the scalpel tool, mostly because he quickly grew tired of referring to her as "you" or "drone".

(He's intelligent, organized, and hard-working, but stingy and grumpy. He sees drones as the kind of machine that, with some pressure, should be perfect at their job.)

The human would show her how to do things and ask her to copy them, such as cutting open a drone or taking notes.

This led to Scalpie being pretty good with little notes and insensitive to gore and blood, but also drawing (she often had to draw diagrams along with the notes). Her human wasn't fond of the drawings she'd make when she wasn't busy.

(This was mostly because she actually enjoyed drawing creepy/scary stuff. Plus he started with a drone that worked tirelessly at his side without distraction, but it was now developing a mind of its own - something he knew would get in the way.)

One day, Scalpie had gone up to the dissection room on her own to look into the head of a solver drone. There was already tension between her and the human after he threatened to decapitate her for wasting paper on drawing corpses.

He had enough with her after he caught her tampering with a corpse alone, so he shocked her, marked her for disassembly, and killed her by cleaving her scalp. He didn't care that this wasn't the correct protocol, he just wanted the defective rogue gone.

Shortly after, the core collapse happened. Yay :]

Sometime after the core collapse, an improperly disposed Scalpie was rebooted after Solver struck a deal with her: She give in and concede with the Solver's bidding, and Solver revives her and make sure she won't die again.

(This was so Solver had an effective way of dealing with the drones on Copper-9 until the DDs got there)

Since then, Scalpie's been living alone in the cabins. She met Uzi when the emo worker drone was searching a cabin and (after realizing Uzi was a SD too) decided to tag along back to Outpost 3, having grown tired of being alone, and hoping to make a friend, outside of Cyn.

I'll have to make a new ref sheet to put on my pinned, but that won't be for a while... anyway, hope you enjoyed my info dump abt Scalpie. I'm open to questions about her, if you've got any :]

[veryloudgroan]

blinking with my big bug eyes....do you have loz ocs or personal interpretations of preexisting loz characters (i collect them like pokemon cards to eventually do fanart of) blink blink

I'm so happy someone asked abt my ocs.. ^_^ this reminded me to try to work on my ocs again also 🤤 (also I enjoy seeing your tags when u reblog my posts it makes me giigle)

Enon started out as a self insert oc for my yume stuff but then just became her own kinda thing. She's a self proclaimed traveler (read: homeless unemployed bum) and also a foreigner from outside Hyrule! she's a companion to both zelda and link because she needs to leech off as much people possible

Zelda was the most enjoyable one for me to design. I mainly ship her with Enon, but sometimes i like to ship the three into a little polycule!

and then there's link.. yeah I haven't thought much abt my own link lol.. it's still rlly messy I'll ramble more abt them if they cross my mind again. if i can flesh out the story

bonus doodle also..I might draw more of them maybe they were really just for funsies

[rhiirysss]

the scarlet sunset (that lit up the sky on that day)

Chapter 1

masterlist

ao3 / next

Summary:

It wasn’t exactly easy to follow her usual routine, nowadays. Not with the severity of what she's seen, the journal tucked into the pocket of her jacket weighing heavily on her. Maybe it was dumb to have a written record of stuff she wanted no one to hear a lick of, but could you blame her? There were only so many ways to cope with such things like the very fact your imminent doom was guaranteed at some point. or; what if Hange had reoccurring dreams about her death in Odiha? and what if, even with that knowledge, it doesn't change her fate in the slightest?

Relationships: Erwin Smith/Hange Zoë/Levi Ackerman, eventually becomes Levi Ackerman/Hange Zoë-centric, Moblit Berner & Hange Zoë

Tags: Pre-Canon (specifically before 104th graduation), Canon Divergence, She/Her Pronouns for Hange Zoë, Polyamorous Relationships, Future Sight but not really (she only really knows how she dies, that's it)

Word Count: 2435

A/N:

this'll be cross posted on AO3 when the site is back from it's maintenance, but i hope this fic finds you in good health! i'm mainly a levihan shipper, but erurihan has a soft spot in my heart i cannot deny, and deemed appropriate to add on here even if we know it's all going to end terribly— this concept kind of formed when i was still deep into my terrible and unhealthy character.ai obsession but im FREE from it now so i thought "why not just write abt it instead?" and we got here! this is a multi-chap story, very diff from my usual one-shots, but im having fun with it and i hope ull enjoy my lil piece of love to the fandom! i also apologize in advance for any.. mistakes in here, im editing this whole thing myself so human error will eventually prevails sobs.. ill make sure to link the ao3 fic by the time i post it!! ty for taking your time to read this <333 -ryss UPDATE: i finally have the ao3 fic posted right here!! thank you for your patience!! (ill also place it above for easier navigation)

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The Survey Corps HQ was just as busy as always, people running around back and forth, preparations being done for the up-and-coming expeditions and whatnot. A midst it all, Hange found some sort of peace with it. She’d always been innately connected with the chaos most despised. In fact, she thrived in the hustle and bustle of her work studying titans. Even if her assistant found it astonishing and downright horrifying to witness, practically following her around like a fussy younger sibling. He always rambled on nervously that one of these days, she’d run herself into the ground with her relentless pursuit of knowledge. It might’ve sounded like something you’d loathe to hear time and time again, but the sight was more comforting than annoying in her opinion.

—“No n-normal person should be functioning with practically zero hours of sleep, Section Commander Hange!”—

Moblit’s concern was always appreciated, to say the least. Scarily reasonable at times.

It wasn’t exactly easy to follow her usual routine, nowadays. Not with the severity of what she's seen, the journal tucked into the pocket of her jacket weighing heavily on her. Maybe it was dumb to have a written record of stuff she wanted no one to hear a lick of, but could you blame her? There were only so many ways to cope with such things like the very fact your imminent doom was guaranteed at some point. It had gotten so ridiculous, she’d flinch at the flicker of a candle’s flame. Explaining that reaction had not been fun, to say the least, and neither Nanaba nor Miche had been convinced but they let her be anyhow.

Well, there was that, and the dreams that plagued her needed to be written down lest she forget what happened in them. Every detail was important; Every. Single. One.

By the Walls, Hange was getting off-track. She had a lab to get too and a blueprint to try and finalize! Sleep could come later, when she was too tired to even bother dreaming anymore. A miracle she, desperately, hoped would come true.

Unfortunately, a familiar pattern of steps was approaching her frantic figure from behind, the urge to run had never been so strong before. There was only one man she knew who walked with such sheer determination to his steps, and the voice that followed quickly confirmed her suspicions. “Oi. Where do you think you’re going, four-eyes?”

Out of all the people, did it have to be him? Can’t whatever benevolent forces out her give her some slack, just once? This felt unfair.

“To my lab, of course! Is there anything you need, Levi?” The Section Commander’s steps didn’t falter, not in the slightest. If Levi wanted her to stop, he’d need to actually keep up with her first.

Alas, this was Humanity’s Strongest we’re talking to. Such a title wasn’t given out without reason. The Captain easily matched her strides; the two now walking side by side, his glare digging holes onto his side of her head.

“Moblit’s just reported you’re running on zero sleep. Care to explain?”

Hange nearly trips at his words, eye twitching under her glasses in an attempt to push down her growing frustration. Apparently, sleep deprivation made it significantly harder to control herself, which she already knew– but that didn’t necessarily help her deal with the issue.

‘Sweet, precious Moblit, my most beloved assistant– how could you do this to me?’

The thought passes through her, further depleting what little control she has over her temper. Regardless, she manages to chirp out rather cheerily in response to his words.

“Did he? What else did he say?” Her tone is far too cheery to be genuine, but Levi doesn’t seem too deterred by the sight. He’s seen this madwoman do far worse in her anger, and it wasn’t going to stop him from completing his task.

“You’re overworking yourself, again. There’s no damned reason attached to it this time, either.”

There is little to no time being graced Hange’s way, a hand grasping the back of her collar and pulling her back with a strength that doesn’t entirely surprise her, given who it is. That same hand grasps the base of her ponytail, whipping her head around to face him, pulled down to his height to meet him face-to-face as steely blue glares deeply into the bright amber that greets him.

—‘There should be no reason for you to be like this, unless you’re hiding something from us.’

‘Why would I be hiding anything?! I’m fine.’

‘Bullshit. I can tell when you’re lying, Hange.’—

Ever so slightly, her expression wavers, feeling way too vulnerable like this. Another reason why Levi being sent her way was so detrimental to her current project; he could read her like an open book. One shared moment of eye-contact was enough for him to pull together a vague idea of what was going on, and it was clear he was displeased.

“I still have work to do, shorty. Come on—”

“You’re going to bed, Erwin’s orders.”

Great, fantastic, this wasn’t just a one person effort. The Commander himself had decided to get involved, too. Levi wasn’t the type to exactly lie about things like this, and the severity of her predicament was weighing down on her once more.

It was, really, only a matter of time before she’d snap. The temptation simply built up, the all-too familiar sensation of rage filling up her gut. There was no time to stop now, she couldn’t rest just yet. Too many things required her presence today, she had logs of dreams she had to analyze down to the very minuscule detail if she wanted to understand what the future could hold.

Too much, too much to do. Levi and Erwin could fuck right off, now was not the time.

“I don’t have time for this, Levi. I can sleep later. Just– leave me be for now, okay?!”

Hange meant to sound much, much more angrier than she actually did. The words that left her mouth were not coated in the rage or frustration she wished to express.

Instead, she sounded far too tired for her liking.

Whatever lingering anger she had died down, for her words had done enough regardless of what the intended effects of it were.

Levi could not tell you when his hand left her hair, but it did, and the two simply stood there in silence.

He’d seen a lot of sides of Hange. There were the happy, joyful, and reckless sides of her, and then there were the days she’d shimmer in her grief, let the anger consume her, stay eerily silent and let someone else fill in the silence in her place. Most would assume someone like her was invincible, that she’d never let such meager emotions take priority over her experiments and titan obsession.

Those people were wrong, always; they never truly understood the weight someone carried and passed on as a member of the Scout Regiment.

To be in the Survey Corps was to carry the will of the dead, to give meaning to their sacrifices and to keep moving forward even when all else felt hopeless. As veterans, it was a feeling he, Erwin, Hange and everyone else still remaining had bore far longer than most people.

And in these eyes that usually shone brightly, even in the face of all their losses, was something he’d never expected to see.

It reflected the look their Commander– Erwin –had whenever he had to break the news for a particularly risky mission. A gamble he’d take regardless of the lives lost, but did so anyhow, a cold-hearted expression Levi forced himself to be accustomed with replacing the man only she and him got to see in private. A man who knew what would happen, was expecting the worse, and was ready to face it headfirst.

Only now, there was no hard set determination shining through. Nor was there any clever plan ready to slip through the very tips of her tongue and convince everyone– or in this case, himself –that the cost was worth the risk.

No, all he saw was defeat; resignation to some sort of unforeseen fate she’d yet to speak of, yet was certain would occur. So similar yet so far off from the man they both loved.

Levi hated it.

“Fine. But you’re getting your ass in bed eventually whether you like it or not, shitty-glasses.”

“..Of course, Levi. I’ll see you later.”

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Hange’s almost certain she's read the same passage for who knows how long, and at this point it was clear repeating the motion was not helping her understand it any better. Her scratchy and barely legible handwriting didn’t help much either, considering she wrote this log down the moment she’d woken up from the very same reoccurring dream yet again. The blur of her glasses weren’t helping in this matter, coated in oil and sweat from the many errands she’d had to do beforehand. Considering she has no clue where exactly she put the little cleaning cloth Levi had gifted specifically for cleaning them, it was inevitable that she had to raise a white flag of defeat.

“Dammit..” Haphazardly, the pocket journal is slammed shut, placed down onto her desk with a restless fervor that didn’t match the exhaustion running through her veins. “You need to get a grip on yourself, this isn’t like you, Hange.”

It hurt, somewhat, to admit such things aloud– to acknowledge that something truly was wrong with her and that maybe, she needed help. Even then, Hange couldn’t exactly just tell someone she’d been dreaming of her death for over a week now. There’s already a reputation surrounding her rather eccentric and downright depraved behaviour, stuff like this would only fuel the fire; no one would believe her.

The best she could do with this info was keep her lips sewn shut and continue work as she always has.

Sure, maybe the fact she used some sort of new weapon the Survey Corps had never seen before to take down a a couple of titans resembling the Colossal that breached Shiganshina all those years ago had been haunting her for a bit now. And perhaps she’s been drafting dozens of blueprints to recreate something she merely saw in action— through her own eyes, no less —but that was all fine and dandy! The future wasn’t scary, at all!

Running a hand through her hair, the scientist let her gaze land on the dozens of crumpled up papers littering the floor around her desk. The mess in and of itself wasn’t anything new, practically associated with Hange by everyone who knew her, but the sight disheartened her nonetheless.

The spear-like invention from her dream was powerful, clearly, and negated their need to get as close as they usually did with their blades. A bit destructive, definitely explosive, and maybe more dangerous, but necessary if it’s what carried her to killing a couple of those Colossal titans. To accelerate its creation would be a godsend to their fight now, but there was only so much Hange could do with just a vision.

She stood, adjusting the frame of her glasses, and stormed out of her lab. The visions might plague her dreams once more, but avoiding sleep could only work for so long and Hange’s functionality was dwindling down fast. It was a waste of time to keep pouring over the same thing over and over again with a blank mind, anyways.

Maybe Moblit would clean up after her mess. The man did so often considering how easily his Section Commander got absorbed in her work, and she doubted he’d snoop around her stuff.

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“Shitty-glasses! It’s time to go to bed!”

Levi strode into the lab, Erwin lingering by his side. The two knew how stubborn their third could be, especially with all the reports her right-hand-man had been feeding the two; thus, they found it necessary to come together to bring Hange to her room.

Although.. they found it oddly quiet, the familiarly messy room lacking the frantic shuffling of papers and booming voice that– usually –came right after the Captain’s grumpy calls.

It didn’t make much sense, either, not when Moblit had told them himself she was still in there. Or, rather, he predicted such while taking into account her odd patterns of behaviour in the past few days. If she wasn’t in here, they’d check her room next, yet another part of her assistant’s predictions they chose to abide by.

Levi was just about ready to drag Erwin out of there, barely masking the relief in his expression. Hange wasn’t in here, so that must mean she actually went to bed on her own accord; a fucking miracle considering how she chose to function.

The taller man stopped his attempt, inching further into the room and stopping by Hange’s desk; eyes completely honed in on the lone journal laying atop of it.

“Does this look familiar to you at all?” Clasping a hand around the leather bound thing, the Commander pulls it up, finger tracing its cover, assessing it as if it were the many piles of paperwork stacked up in his office waiting for his approval.

Whatever it is Erwin sees, Levi is none the wiser, curiosity barely piqued as a scowl forms on his lips. “Probably just another one of her damned research logs.”

“Perhaps, but it’s not labeled at all. Nor has Hange ever once presented this particular collections of logs to me.”

That is enough to bring the other into silence, viewing the book in a new light. His gaze narrows in on it, scrutinizing silently, trying to find out whatever it could be hiding from them.

Hange wasn’t the type to just hide things from them, after all. Whatever new idea she had, the first to know was between Erwin, Levi, and Moblit. Afterwards, the news would quickly spread to any other innocent scout who foolishly encouraged her to speak her mind— most people knew what the Section Commander was thinking and would do next. It made little sense for her to own a private diary of sorts, even if it wasn’t a completely abnormal thing for any person to do.

The simple fact that it was Hange Zoë herself doing such a thing was what made it so eyebrow raising.

Knowing full well his partner has realized the same thing he has, the blonde silently slips the journal into his jacket’s chest pocket, a plan already forming in his mind.

“Let’s go find Hange now, shall we?”

next

[squinkiy]

hellooo!

last updated may 29 2025

hiyaa!! i'm jerry (they/them), im 18 yrs old [nov 28 2006], and i post abt multiple things lol

i am an artist and will post my art on here. PLEASE DON'T REPOST TO OTHER PLATFORMS WITHOUT CREDIT.

my current interest is ii but do not count on it to be a permanant thing, i have multiple interests! i also will post about my ocs and other personal content if and when i feel like it.

i have a discord server :] (strictly 16+). i'm also active on twitter and youtube. i also have a strawpage!! (send gimmicks pls i beg of u)

if u wanna read more about me (interests, boundaries, etc) its under the cut. otherwise yayy enjoy my blog!!

okay okay okay SO!!!

my main interests include:

inanimate insanity (i love fan paintbrush and fanbrush <333333),

cookie run: kingdom (i haven't touched ovenbreak

osu! (here's my profile if youre curious)

animation memes (i actively make them on my yt)

the amazing digital circus

my little pony (friendship is magic specifically oops)

other hobbies i have are drawing, animating (who up making it their legitimate career in life yoo), writing (fanfiction specifically, i post on ao3 occasionally), plus others

info about what i post here and my boundaries are:

i am an adult. you may interact with me if you are under 16 but do not attempt to befriend me if you are under that age. this is for both mine and your safety and comfort.

i may post mildly suggestive content from time to time in which i will put a 16+ age warning onto it.

my art is not to be used commercially nor without credit, and it's preferred, if applicable, to link directly to where you found the art.

i am neurodivergent and thus my communication skills arent THE best especially amongst those i don't know, but i try to come off as kind and a fun person to be around. i won't hesitate to be justifiably rude when i need to however.

if there's anything you need to ask me personally, my dms are open. if it's a quick question everyone could benefit from having an answer to tho, send an ask! also send asks as you please, and i might just do some art requests if they look fun enough to do!! (i won't do all of them tho so don't spam my inbox) this applies to all other ask submissions

i have certain tags i'll use, not including fandom related ones (will add to as needed):

#reblog - for reblogs, mute if you only want to see stuff i originally posted

#jerry art - for my own art!

#jerry animations - for my animations :]

#jerry rambles - for most text posts or other content that deviates from my usual content

#jerry writes - for my writing. as of currently, don't expect this one to be used all that much since ive had a year+ long writer's block and i don't know when that'll end

#jerry ocs - me when my characters who i love oh so dearly. ill include art posts containing my ocs under this as well

#ask jerry - for answers to asks i get

#jerry req - when i do requests (both thru asks and strawpage)

i hope that ppl like my presence im a silly guy heh

[anthrophobixx]

★GET TO KNOW ME★

The name's Gina, pronouns are they/she/he (they preferred) I'm a 17 year old trans genderfluid nb romanian/hungarian artist and u probably already know me for being the mf on twitter who's obsessed with olandy, but I'm mostly focusing on pokemon and family guy right now :]

Dunno abt my sexuality tbf I just know I like women a lot and I can say faggot

Side acc for edits n the like: @hypnosispkmn

Side blog for rambles: @butchfagbrockpkmn

I also have a bird app (duh)

C★MMISSION SLOTS: CLOSED !!

-> !! CW FOR EYESTRAIN, BE CAREFUL WHEN FOLLOWING !! <-

if ur interested in commissioning me, here's everything you need to know ^^

ALSO ALSO I loooove making moots/friends !! I'm just very anxious, but I'm open to chat :DD

IF I DO OR SAY SMTH WRONG PLEASE LET ME KNOW ASAP, I'M VERY OPEN TO BEING CORRECTED N EDUCATED !!!

TAGS:

art - # gina's art shenanigans

inbox art requests - # inbox mischief

rambles n shi - # gina says stuff

animations - # gina's art shenanigans but...they're moving

★ dni/byf/interests/favs after cut ★

DNI

No dni, I block freely. Pro/comshippers, zionists n bigots are an immediate nono though.

Also dni if u ship Brock with Misty, Ash, or any other 10 year old the guy is 15 that's kinda weird oki thx <//3

Other than that just b nice 2 me n we good ☠️

BYF

I have anxiety, depression and ptsd (all diagnosed !!) so uh be patient w me pls

My main comfort rn is Brock from pokemon so uh. If u hate him stay faaaaar away pls

I don't engage in discourse cuz it's dumb and I hate it

I ship phonesport stuff, steter, etc etc if u get pissy abt that dni (doesn't apply to ppl who r simply uncomfy w it and don't whine abt it all the time)

IF I BLOCKED YOU IT'S PROBABLY BECAUSE:

You fit in my extremely short dni

You harass and attack other people for disagreeing with u totally not directed by the way

You said weird shit 2 me or abt my art I'm still a kid lol

Personal bizz (ur mean 2 my friends or constantly spew hate abt things I enjoy)

The most beautiful thing abt the block button is that u get to block anyone who pisses u off even a tiny bit 💞

Interests (bold italic = hyperfix)

Pokemon

Family guy

Tadc

Garten of Banban

Poppy Playtime

Smiling Friends

Dialtown

Regular show

Gravity falls

Dsaf

Fnaf

Favs

Pokemon: Brock, Misty, Ash, Cilan, Dawn, Serena, Kiawe

Also pokemon: Hypno, Sceptile, Azumarill, Quagsire, Voltorb, Skarmory, Primeape, Hitmonlee, Charizard, Croagunk line, Alolaichu, Heracross, Minun, Garchomp and a lot more

Family guy: Brian, Jasper, Stewie, Ida, Chris, Meg

Tadc: Pomni, Kinger, Caine, Ragatha

Garten of Banban: Jumbo Josh, Banbaleena, Toadster

Poppy Playtime: Bubba Bubbaphant, Dogday, Bobby Bearhug, Craftycorn, Pugapillar, Boxy Boo, Kissy Missy

Kins

Gingi, Randy, Roger, Jake, Rigby, Cj, Ash, Misty, Serena, Mabel, Stan, Dipper, Pim. Personalitywise it really depends on the ppl I'm around

BLINKIES AND STAMPS THEY ARE SO SILLAAAAAY I LOVE EM

Oki I think that's all, thx 4 readin :33

[autistic-fuckwad]

><> - SHINIGAMI EYES IS NO LONGER RELIABLE!

pinned post cause my old one is fucking depressing!!! be 18+ to follow please! i dont post porn but i do post suggestive stuff.

IF YOU HAVE MEN DNI ON YOUR PROFILE, FOLLOW YOUR OWN DNI! I'M A MAN AND PROUD OF IT: GET OVER IT!

DO NOT FOLLOW ME IF YOU ARE A FORCEFEM BLOG OR IF YOU REBLOG FORCEFEM UNTAGGED REGULARLY OR PLACE IT IN THE MAIN TRANS TAGS. I DO NOT CARE IF WE ARE FRIENDS, I WILL BLOCK YOU WITHOUT NOTICE NOR EXPLANATION.

><> - [New to Tumblr? Click me!] - <><

hi im Anchor! im 20. im otherkin, autistic + adhd and a whole lot of other mental shit, physically disabled, and fall under the trans man and nonbinary umbrellas. im gay as hell ( i love men + nonbinary people!!! im both lol ) and polyamorous so youll see posts abt that. my gender is an enigma, but i am not a woman for sure! i use he/it/they pronouns, but i heavily prefer he/him or it/its over they/them! i like to talk abt myself in the third person a lot bc autism. that's why i'm autistic-fuckwad!

In a relationship with Pluto [10/25/24], @flyin-shark [5/9/25], 💚 [5/11/25], 🧡 [5/10/25], and @hairenya [6/19/25]

i make art! the guy above is me but like. a bunny version. i also have tons of fandoms that i like but dont really talk abt! idk i dont really know what to put here

if you wanna check me out from other places, here's my carrd!

Find me funny or cool and wanna support me?

><> - [Throne | Ko-fi | Cashapp ] - <><

><> - Tags:

[#anchor rambles] - my original post tag! i just be yapping all the time.

[#tom the fat cat] - my tumblr/reddit/pinterest famous by proxy cat Tom! i finally gave him his own tag.

[#binx the creachur|#spot the squinchy|#oreo the critter] - the tags for my other cats! they aren't as famous as their brother, but they're all still cute.

[#anchor the sharkubus] - my sona's personal art tag! if you draw fanart of me, Anchor, please tag it with this so i can see it! all art i make of him or pertaining to him will be tagged with this.

[#my asks] - self explanatory!

[#hate mail] - my tag for hate anons that i do answer. most of them are just funny or old things i felt needed addressed.

[#my art] - i generally post my art on my art sideblog, but i will also crosspost it here!

[#chroxri/#chroxris] - this is my original species! as of right now they arent finished and exist entirely in my head, so they arent for public use.

><> - OC Tags:

[#oc: spraypaint | #oc: lucifer | #oc: megaladon | #oc: mau]

[#oc: akeno | #oc: cirsium]

><> - Mine sideblogs:

@commander-frostfang - Guild Wars 2 sideblog. Named after my first character, but holds both Zohar Frostfang and Hyacinth of Malvale as my commaders. I post my gw2 art there, if i make any, and reblog posts abt gw2. I currently have played through the entire story on Zohar.

@5h4rku8us4rt - Art blog! kinda disorganized, not tagged well, will fix up in the future. still badass as hell tho. i post my art here so you can follow this to see when i post art specifically cause i reblog so much on my main blog. 5H4RKU8US is generally my username on other sites, i just tagged art to the end in the same style. it's pronounced sharkubus.

@5h4rkd0llz - doll blog. heavy wip, ive been depressed. i collect rainbow high and calico critters, i also sew doll clothes. might do customs, might not. idk.

@5h4rku8us - Had to claim my main username somehow! im honestly using this to store my sona's art and post abt vtubing stuff. once i start making videos, i plan on uploading links to them here! honestly, kind of dead rn. it will happen in the future tho!

@sharksimsss - sims 4 cc blog. i hardly use this one so its just for myself and my bff to grab cc from lol

@chroxri-corner - my own original species and world building blog! currently dead but not abandoned. im just depressed

I block heavily and I'm not interested in arguing about my core belief systems. i dont hold opinions on most things so dont come into my inbox just to ask abt if i support giggleshitfart68 or not for being twinklekin. i support intersex people and believe in breaking the sex and gender binary. do as ye will as long as ye bring no harm upon others.

RADFEMS, TERFS, GENDER ESSENTIALISTS AND INTERSEXISTS FUCK OFF!

sometimes i misunderstand things! always willing to talk it out if the other party is receptive and civil.

[rozaceous]

<3 love that your jason todd tag is bbygirl btw. just finished going thru tcba again, hope you’re doing well !! <3<3<3 love that ur critical of the village and love how mariko affects her criticisms. I think it’s interesting that she considers herself weak, but nonetheless is very capable at fulcrums, for lack of a better term? applying pressure where effective, as appropriate? that’s a power all its own. <3333 love mariko thx for sharing :)))

Jason Todd is my beloved and has done nothing wrong, ever, in his life.

and you're not the first to bring up that mariko doesn't have very accurate self-perception! so now I'm gonna ramble!

part of this depiction is (my) innate imposter syndrome and fear of failure, but kicked to the max. for mariko, failure has Consequences. perhaps even CONSEQUENCES. she got placed on team7 and from then on, if things got fucked up, it wasn't just that the people she cared abt could get hurt or die. it's that she knows there's the potential for calamitous, world-ending type bs if things go too sideways. so she can't afford anything even smacking of arrogance ever.

and the imposter syndrome... part of this is that she's placing herself on a scale w shounen protags lol. scale is fucked. and she has to keep up, while knowing that she's going to get squashed like a bug if she's not vigilant.

the other part is that she's not sakura. she's filling sakura's role in canon, but sees herself as inferior to sakura in terms of ability/potential. she's kind of literally an imposter.

so on the one hand, this all leads to a fairly accurate understanding of how she measures up against certain opponents, bc not having that evaluative ability is the same as being dead lol. but it also means that she's by turns dismissive of lower-level persons/people she can easily out-maneuver (like the confrontation w danzo, she wasn't worried abt her fighting ability against him, and same against sai, even sasori to an extent), and very negative about her skills bc she always knows someone who is better and she's not wrong. those ppl really do exist!! and she's probably going to have to fight them!!

but this also means she's dismissive of how she is herself skilled and formidable. she's always using that scale against herself right? either they were small fry and not worth worrying abt and that's why she could win, or she's the small fry.

idk, I feel like my readers really want mariko to be the best at stuff, but I only gave her one superlative ability - her chakra control. the rest is mariko scrambling to be enough. not the strongest, but strong enough, smart enough, etc. and part of that is, as you note, learning how to apply leverage, bc that's how you topple someone when you're otherwise outclassed. (same thing goes for physical fights - you don't have to be bigger or stronger for something like a joint lock to work, bc those are all abt leverage.)

I personally think it's funny that what mariko admires konan for - keeping up - is the same thing she refuses to recognize as admirable when she does it.

[thereal-brockthrockmorton]

WELCOME DANCERS!

I HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN SIT ON MY PHONE ALL DAY AND TALK TO LITTLE STRANGERS! THIS SHOULD BE FUN!

(ooc under cut)

Hi! Charles here! I know what you're thinking... woah! another ask blog?! you're doing too much, brah! And to that I say. Yes! I am doing to much! But I love Brock and im having fun! Plus, I also maybe hope to spread my Discocube propaganda, but who's to say! Mwehehehe.....

ANYWHOOZLES!

Here's the run down of the blog. Things to ask. things not to ask. you know how it goes.

RULES!:

No NSFW. I'm a minor. Don't be flickin weird bro.

Don't spam my inbox. I'm not gonna answer shit like "hi" and "how are you", that's boring. Gimme juicy stuff.

I'll try to do drawn responses for some, but as to not burn myself out so fast, I'll also just have in character text sent.

I'm cool with RP interactions! 100%! However, the way I hc Brock may not be how you expect it to be, so my responses may not be what you want.

Please please please please PLEASE just always keep in mind that I AM A REAL PERSON. And anything hurtful or weird will not be tolerated. I have the right to delete asks from anyone.

COOL THINGS TO ASK!:

"What's your opinion on [character]?"

Questions pertaining to his hobbies

His past (its angsty, ye be warned)

General compliments

Roleplays!

ABOUT BROCK:

This is Brock. Hi. He's a retired model, millionaire, and what I mean by "somewhat immortal" is that he still ages and will die of old age, but he cannot be killed by other means. If he does "die" he'll just wake up the next day, and won't even remember what happened. Thus, meaning he has no idea he can't die. It's some weird curse pertaining to the elevator.

Brock is VERY. Loud, so all of his responses will be SENT IN CAPS. ALL CAPS. LIKE THIS. HE WILL NEVER TYPE IN LOWERCASE, BECAUSE HE PHYSICALLY CANNOT TURN HIS VOICE DOWN.

Annnnnnd um. Yeah. He has like an angsty background or whatever I guess I dunno.

Anyway, that's all you get to know. Anything else you wanna know, you'll just have to send an ask :)

BTW!!! THIS BLOG IS IN RELATION TO

@geometricgiovanni

@fourcornereddylan

so expect interaction with them lolsies

Yep!!! That's abt it!!! Enjoy i guess! I'm really excited I love Brock sosososo much... giggles so joyously....

Oh yeah, tagging system:

brock answers : he answers an ask

brock rambles : misc posts not from an ask

brock ooc : when its an ooc post

[ol1verdrawsyt]

Blog Intro + oc ref!

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Hello! I go by Oliver and/or Callum! Idrc which one is used

I'm an artist, animator, and writer. Irl I sculpt, sing, and do theater!

I have autism and rlly awful anxiety. I sometimes randomly go offline or act weird when those act up

I am a minor. Do not be weird towards me, my art, or my characters.

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Special Intrests: Mario, Pokemon, Cuphead, Sonic, Roblox Piggy

Interests: Kirby, Animal Crossing, FNaF, TADC, OK KO, Steven Universe, Dog Man, Murder Drones, The Lego Movie, Gravity Falls, Scott Pilgrim, Portal, Pompompurin

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My tags:

#ol1verdrawsyt - art tag

#ol1ver makes shit - things I make/post that aren't art

#ol1ver talks - ramble tag

#ol1ver rambles - just general ranty-stuff abt my interests

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I don't have a DNI, I just block freely. So if I block you, don't take it personally.

Due to past harassment, I block blank/new accounts

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Other Socials:

Youtube

AO3

Pinterest

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Oc:

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That's it! I reblog a lot of things, and I mainly post about Mario and Cuphead so yeah :D

[nono-uwu]

can u stop posting ur personal stuff in the ons tag pls? /nm

it's pretty annoying to get jumpsxared by ur stuff when im tryna see fandom content ;cry;

I uhhhhm I'm not sure what you mean? I cannot remember the last time I said something all too personal and posted it in the ons tag 🧍‍♂️and I also don't remember any posts getting popular that have my personal stuff unrelated to ons in it /gen

If you mean my short comments abt my personal life n whatnot I can try cutting them down i guess? Idk 😪

Or do you mean my oc's? Which, sorry anon, but they are fandom in a way and you can just filter the 'nono's ocs' tag if you don't like it. Or my 'nono rambles' tag if you don't want to see my ons related rants (where i include some personal stuff)

Or just block me I guess? That's the quickest way to get rid of me

[textbookz-n-sketchbookz]

Textbooks and Sketchbooks :)

Heyo!! It's me Marly/Scrunkly (Main blog is @scrunkalicious), and this is the writing blog for a story called "Textbooks and Sketchbooks"! MARTOR NATION RISE UP,,,,,,

This will be the official story/lore for Martor, Marly x Viktor WOOOWWW... and this will also be the easiest way for me to export lore to y'all :3

The story will take place before Arcane starts, and will eventually follow the episodes story when they happen (I CANT WAIT FOR SEASON 2). Sooommeee divergence from canon but we ball

The story follows an art student from Piltover's Academy, Marly!! Energetic, friendly and loud, Marly is always ready to chat and make new friends. She soon meets Viktor, intuitive and witty (i loooovee viktor). Blah blah they do stuff become friendz and they like art & science and maybe kiss and cuddle later on

Uhhh those like fanfic tag things that tell you what the story contains: Fluff (a lot), angst (a lot later), strangers/acquaintances to friends to lovers, maybe a bit of academic rivalry, some violence, discrimination (will add/edit as time goes on!!)

There will be some racism/discrimination scenes based off my own personal experience (I'm Filipino!!) sooo yeah,,,

ALSO. This will be an entirely SFW story. I don't plan on things getting too suggestive, but if anything happens to get a little 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 than I didn't originally planI WILL LET Y'ALL KNOW DW <33

UUUHHHH the story usually follows Marly's viewpoint but I may sometimes change the POV to Viktor sometimes!! When changing I'll use these fun lil borders that I drew <3 (they're so unnecessary but whatever, everything execpt the plush on marly'z border drawn by me, but the hexcore/gear/boat on viktor'z are directly from the arcane show)

Border for when changing to Marly's POV:

Border for when changing to Viktor's POV:

I will NOT be doing a taglist for this blog/story!! If you wanna be notified for new chapters just turn on notifications on this blog because I'll only be posting chapters here!

{MASTERLIST}

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

under the cut is me rambling abt this story lmao

UUUHH IM SO HAPPY TO FINALY BE PUTTING THIS OUT HERE,,, YALL GET THE FULL LORE <333 ill be writing as i go so im literally making up the finer detailz as time goez on lmao,,,

One thing I like about the Martor story is that, in the grand scheme of things, I'm getting you interested in a side-story. Compared to the story of Arcane, all things considered, Marly is a side character. Someone who just happened to know be in the right place, right time, right characteristic to end up knowing Viktor. With Arcane's plot, she could be considered a character maybe comparative to Mel (heeyyy gorgeous). I may or may not have seen a video a few days ago about video games that have you play as a side character okay anywayz YAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY

[lexydakitten]

hihi

i am going to redo this at some point when i get the chance to! i know its a mess rn. lookie look at my art you should be able to find most of it under #digital art or #gel pens depending on if you wanna see digital art or smaller doodles. mostly cat posts and art posts, art does often get buried cuz i'm silly but it is here i promise. it just takes me forever to make it im busy. might occasionally post other interests/hobbies too though! such as cool rocks (i lov rocks..tag me in geology and mineral posts you find i want to see.. idc if you know me... pleaa /nf)

call me sam or lexy, i would prefer gn terms. im unlikely to interact first very often thats intimidating, but idm interactions. stay sfw, don't be willingly ignorant, and use tone tags (preferably, i'm not hard on this at all - it's just helpful, esp if i don't know you), and we're chill. as stated above i will mostly do art posts, i have lots of characters with lots of lore and backstories for them - i even have a personal project (don't know what else to call it) called the rift, which i've been fleshing out since 2020. i do intend to post about those things as well. and the occasional cat post

asks are fine. can be small art requests (may be slow to do), or if you want to know more about my characters, my song of the day, or more about me, literally anything i do not mind. as long as it follows what i've stated already, there's no particular theme to follow here. expect me to act silly and dumb, sometimes i don't know what i'm doing and so i appreciate patience* though this hasn't been any sort of issue yet (attached image is lotol. character from aforementioned rift)

*patience is also requested on the fact i have a genuinely atrocious memory and am likely to forget most things. don't take it personally if i don't remember who you are, that's on me. you are free to remind me if i forget important things, too, just be polite !!

changing this part. i have a mc lore server which i refer to by dma or sometimes dmalore but as of right now it's pretty much completely private - i may post about it on occasion but don't expect it. however, the story itself you are completely free to inquire about - it's a side project, but i hold it just as lovingly as i hold the rift i won't bite at all :3 . i may not be able to answer everything in regards to it but i can *definitely* talk about it

rift stuff is tagged under #riftlore btw. largely incoherent (mostly night) rambles about my ideas. there's some art there too though. admittedly don't post about it as much as i should. if you want to hear about my story/lore ideas you will probably get more mileage out of asking about the rift though some of it is less fleshed out than dma. i will love you if you inquire about either though (or any oc stuff) i need more excuses to talk /p /silly also very definitely very normal about hit indie game rainworld i am normal and sane abt it. especially hunter slugcat i currently have three (3). i have rw ocs, They do not have their own tags but i like talking abt them too

i playing and frolicking w my friends in the fields forever an eve r /silly

let's play autism! let's play autism! let's play autism together!!!!

[phighterss]

cataclysm fun facts abt the reader n shit cuz i like rambling abt my fic

the self insert is, believe it or not: is not technically a self insert as they have their own identity and small stuff abt their appearance that is already decided and i consider them an oc of mine that other ppl can use and whatnot

They identify as gender neutral and look physically androgynous and use they/them pronouns. And while their orientation isn’t set in stone, they are able to date any gender. You can make them have a preference if you want, though. I like seeing what people headcanon them as being so don't feel restricted by my own personal views on them lol

A few personality traits are also already decided: they are snarky, reckless, and egotistical with little to NO idea how to function in society I'm pretty sure everybody knows this if you’ve read the fic LOLL

The first pairing that will probably take place is scythe and them because scythe is interested in them from the very start and she will likely be interacting with them a lot, as for whos next, i literally have no idea i have to write that outtttt

As i said before they have two mothers (l-l-l-l-l-l-lesbains…I LOVE LESBAISN) and they will probably be seen somewhere in the future for angst or something idk SCYTHE WILL BEAT THEIR ASS FOR LEAVING YOU TRUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Also said this before but their class is a SUPPORT but they never talk about it + dont want to talk about it + changed their name and use a different gear then the one they had at birth (transgear guys theyre transgear!!!!)

They dont have any siblings

One of the friends that used to be in their gang was firework the one mentioned in chapter twooooo yes they will also meet at some point

Chapter three starts off where we wake up from unconsciousness and medkit is treating us ( TRIGGER WARNING WE HAVE IMMEDIATE SEXUAL TENSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! /half joking uhm its not sexual but there's tension when it comes out you will see) i am trying my best to hold back and stay true to that slowburn tag but its DIFFICULT… OH SO DIFFICULT.

If u have any ideas for the fic or want to show me ur self insert stuff go ahead i love seeing it plsplspls calling you over like pspspspsppspspspsppsp