#✾ — └ ˢʰᵉ'ˢ ᵒᵛᵉʳᵖʳᵒᵗᵉᶜᵗᶤᵛᵉˑ ᶤ'ᵐ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵖʳᵒᵗᵉᶜᵗᶤᵛᵉ ┐ — HEADCANON
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The fact she looks up at Optimus so much he is the power that keeps her from falling into total desperation and darkness of her thoughts. Cee is... very emotional. Despite trying her hardest to hide it. Especially from outsiders and enemy. Guarding those feelings with hisses and growls.
I imagine he inspired her to join the bots - far before they ever even met in person. He still inspires her to remember and calm her temper when she is about to boil over, aspire to help and give a chance, even to those whom may have once wronged. When he is not around I feel she becomes to think - 'what would Optimus do...'
( "Optmus would have wanted this" is a good excuse when you're helping out someone you have a beef with - but truth told, it's still a decision SHE makes!)
She isn't perfect. She makes mistakes and let's her emotions get clutch of herself. But damn she does try to make him proud of her work. She is improving.
#✾ — └ ˢʰᵉ'ˢ ᵒᵛᵉʳᵖʳᵒᵗᵉᶜᵗᶤᵛᵉˑ ᶤ'ᵐ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵖʳᵒᵗᵉᶜᵗᶤᵛᵉ ┐ — HEADCANON#|| would I be wrong if I say her thinking about if she would upset Optimus is sometimes the only self-control she has haha#|| and tbh this comes entirely from her perspective - if one is Optimus - she will look up like soldier looks up at the upper rank#|| but with addition of admiration towards character - she just has such deep respect he can stop her from doing anything to regret#|| like tbh she hates what she has kind of become - incapable to let go of the grudge#|| she so desperately wants to be better in herself but can't
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Me remembering how I need to clean write my Arcee's past because I took many liberties.
Technically, before war she was a dancer, a performer. Entertaining the crowds in finest places. Through art, through aesthetics. She was very different back then. Full of hope and dreams. But also, out of all she wished to fly like some of her extended family - which to her frame and small wings were never going to support
Many of her battle movements seem to share grace of movement and even gymnastics - her jumps reaching the skies, her fearlessness of heights. She is clearly built to move with precision and great agility. When war broke - she had to adapt the best she could. She doesn't have size or a strength for her advantage. She was never meant for hard labour or battle. But due to loss of her home... she wanted to be able to protect herself and anyone she grew to love... she wanted to fight for justice to those she lost.
Her aggression, sarcasm and hostility we witness. I see it is very much of her being deep down insecure and afraid of loss or getting hurt - pushing any idea of attachment aside in fear of being hurt again and again. She takes loss of her allies very personally - despite having a kill count of her own. War is always ugly. Both sides have faults and crimes of their own in their case.
Post war case - I loved to see her evolve from that. Seeing those who served other side more like people - realizing horrible things SHE also committed. What her cause did. But adapting back to anything alike to a normal life. It's hard. There are no more grand theatres or those supporting - and she isn't that same mechanism anymore who could just perform for life. It reminds her too much... but her wish to do that again one day, still remains.
#✾ — └ ˢʰᵉ'ˢ ᵒᵛᵉʳᵖʳᵒᵗᵉᶜᵗᶤᵛᵉˑ ᶤ'ᵐ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵖʳᵒᵗᵉᶜᵗᶤᵛᵉ ┐ — HEADCANON#|| very short summary of all#|| her tfp design is so similar to Starscream I could not think she wouldn't have any seeker / flier type in her - like even little bit#|| she has some sharp details compared to Autobots - like how I love designs in the show!#|| bots are soft and roundish of design - cons are sharp and have more hunter like features#|| and to new followers - I associate Cee with birds a lot haha
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Conflict within her:
Past was comforting - being praised for her art, she had those who let her enjoy expensive gifts, the place she performed let her have an illusion and a taste of a high class life style... and being restricted of doing anything else she eventually aspired / had aspired, but to be living art for entertainment. It was nice, but shackling. A golden cage she didn't realize she was really imprisoned within. While many were robbed freedom far more brutal ways.
She lost that purpose when war broke, but she grew into warrior. Something that never should have happened according to some. What she never would have believed to happen to her in the golden times. At the time, she didn't feel lost, but would miss a loss: Anger over insecurity of her life and future, loosing her family and all she knew. But she has new purpose, indeed: fight for Autobots. They had become her new family and fighting for them her new purpose.
And even far after war would be over, and no longer she would be a warrior, but neither, there wouldn't be life she once knew - she would ironically yearn back to that golden cage of performances she used to do. Praising audiences. Comforts she had versus having to build her life from scraps. She always wanted peace and end of violence, but at the time, she would feel very lost after only knowing fight for so long. And what help would her skills be in construction of the planet?
#✾ — └ ˢʰᵉ'ˢ ᵒᵛᵉʳᵖʳᵒᵗᵉᶜᵗᶤᵛᵉˑ ᶤ'ᵐ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵖʳᵒᵗᵉᶜᵗᶤᵛᵉ ┐ — HEADCANON#|| I always imagined Cee's family unit was well off and she enjoyed her work#|| even though it prevented her from pursuing other things she found interest in... there were moments she felt trapped#|| and of course she had a role of being - something someone aspires her to be - a luxury... maybe even company after show galas#|| eventually she does start delivery work but it's very slow process#|| of making peace with herself - and realizing there were many suffering on the other side - guilt - feeling lost - trying to make it bett#|| themes of her post-war struggles#|| I also love to think she read and liked some of Meg's poems before realizing who had written them and felt called out asddsda#|| reading them more she could understand in her language skills -#|| irony if things had been little different she realized she could have been fighting on other side huh
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#tag dump#✾ — TAG DUMP#✾ — OOC#✾ — IC#✾ — SAVED#✾ — LENGTH#✾ — SHORT#✾ — └ ʷᵉ ˢʰᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵃˡˡ ᵗʳʸ ᵗʰᶤˢ ˢᵗᵘᶠᶠ ┐ — STARTERCALL#✾ — └ ᵐᵃʸᵇᵉ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ᵍʳᵒʷᶤᶰᵍ ᵒᶰ ᵐᵉ ┐ — SHIPPINGCALL#✾ — └ ᵈᵒᶰ'ᵗ ᵐᵃᵏᵉ ᵐᵉ ʰᵘᶰᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈᵒʷᶰ ┐ — DASHCOMMENTARY#✾ — └ ᶜᵃᶰ ʸᵒᵘ ᵇᵘᶤˡᵈ ᵐᵉ ᵃ ˢᵐᵃˡˡ ᶤᶰᵗᵉˢᵗᶤᶰᵉ ┐ — CRRRACK#✾ — └ ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗ ᵃᶰᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ᶜʰᵃᶰᶜᵉ ᵗᵒ ᶠʳᵉᵉᶻᵉ ᵒᵘʳ ˢᵖᵃʳᵏᵖˡᵘᵍˢ ᵒᶠᶠ ┐ — PROMPTS#✾ — └ ʰᵃᵛᵉᶰ'ᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ʰᵉᵃʳᵈˀ ʰᵘᵐᵃᶰˢ ᵐᵘˡᵗᶤᵖˡʸ ┐ — PROMOTION#✾ — └ ʷᵉ'ʳᵉ ᶰᵒᵗ ʰᵉʳᵉ ᵗᵒ ʰᶤᵈᵉ ┐ — AESTHETICS#✾ — └ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ᶰᵒᵗ ˢᵘᶜʰ ᵃ ᵇᵃᵈ ˢʰᵒᵗ ᵃᶠᵗᵉʳ ᵃˡˡ ┐ — THREADS#✾ — └ ᶜᵒᵐᵉ ᵗᵒ ᵐᵃᵐᵃ ┐ — OPEN#✾ — └ ᵈᵒᵈᵍᵉ ᵃᶰᵈ ᵏᶤᶜᵏ ┐ — QUEUE#✾ — └ ᵃ ˢᶜᵒᵘᵗ ˢʰᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵇᵉ ˢᶤˡᵉᶰᵗ ᵇᵘᵗ ᵈᵉᵃᵈˡʸ ┐ — MUSINGS#✾ — └ ˢʰᵉ'ˢ ᵒᵛᵉʳᵖʳᵒᵗᵉᶜᵗᶤᵛᵉˑ ᶤ'ᵐ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵖʳᵒᵗᵉᶜᵗᶤᵛᵉ ┐ — HEADCANON#✾ — └ ᶤ ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢ ᵗᵃᵏᵉ ᵖᵒᶤᶰᵗ ┐ — ANSWERED#✾ — └ ᵖʳᶤᵐᵉˢ ᵈᵒᶰ'ᵗ ᵖᵃʳᵗʸ ┐ — RECORDINGS#✾ — └ ᵃ ˡᵃᵈʸ'ˢ ᵛᶤᵗᵃˡˢ ᵃʳᵉ ʰᵉʳ ᵒʷᶰ ᵇᵘˢᶤᶰᵉˢˢ ┐ — REFLECTION#✾ — └ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ʳᶤᵍʰᵗˑ ᶤ ᵃᵐ ᵃᶠʳᵃᶤᵈˑ ᵒᶠ ˡᵒˢᶤᶰᵍ ʸᵒᵘ ┐ — JACK#✾ — └ ʷʰᵒ ᵏᶰᵉʷ ʰᵉ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵈᵃᶰᶜᵉ ˡᶤᵏᵉ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ┐ — BULKHEAD#✾ — └ ᴵᵗ'ˢ ᵇᵉᵉᶰ ᵃᶰ ʰᵒᶰᵒʳ ˢᵉʳᵛᶤᶰᵍ ʷᶤᵗʰ ʸᵒᵘ ┐ — OPTIMUS#✾ — └ ᵗʳᵘˢᵗ ᵐᵉˑ ᶤ ᵏᶰᵒʷ ┐ — WHEELJACK#✾ — └ ᶤ'ᵐ ᶰᵒᵗ ˡᶤᵏᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ┐ — AIRACHNID
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