#(.....i need to make something for sylus and caleb now....they're so behind lol)

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Love and Deepspace + Tumblr Text Post ↳ Zayne, Part 3

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✨️✨️✨️ omg you can totally call me that! ♥️

lol I have so many zayne thoughts all day and night, I reached a point where I just had to share or else I'd explode!

HOW COULD I FORGET PRIEST!ZAYNE???????

I'm absolutely in love with the idea holy shit 😔

It reminds me of the foreseer. isolated, obeying a god he doesn't want to pray to.

priest!zayne torn between religion and love, hanging around with MC when the church is empty, falling in love, jerking off in his room and feeling the need to punish himself after. and nothing matters anymore, he's just so in love, and they're both just waiting for the other to make the first move 😭😭♥️♥️

(There was a soap opera here in my country where one of the female leads falls in love with a priest and he falls for her too and long story short, they leave everything behind and go live together. their theme song is called "imbranato" and I think it suits zaynemc a lot 😍)

zayne really is meant for a happy, domestic life. that call about mc being stressed, he knew where everything was, he literally guided her through the entire process.

and then wanting to go to the super nmarket just to clear their minds, wearing comfy clothes 🥺🥺🥺

this man is everything. a husband who can't stop pampering you, then taking you out on dates, pampering you some more, fucking you like there's no tomorrow, buying anything you want, going on long drives and watching you sleeping peacefully on the passengr seat, using his coat as a blanket

And omg there's a message he sends that have become my favorite:

It's the one mc says she's found soap and bath bombs that smell like candy. he jokes she's a walking cake and he wants a taste test 🫠

So yeah, marriage!kink zayne is pretty cool. i'm totally normal about it. 🙂

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omg yay <333

🫠 I have not been to church in like five years and after reading that, I know no amount of holy water would be able to cleanse me. Holy shit I am way too into this😔

Wait this lowkey reminds me of a post I saw a few weeks ago where someone said Zayne has religious trauma 💀 why do I lowkey want to write something like this now. The angst would be so delicious omg

I won't though. I have too many wips on my plate. I need to calm down. 😔

Pampering you, indulging you, caring for you, satisfying you, treating you like his most prized treasure 🥺 He's raising our standards so high for the type of person we deserve 🥹 we're all going to die alone 😔

Ooh, the wearing comfy clothes while out makes me want a late night convenience store date between them. Just think about it. Zayne spent his college years studying nonstop so he's never had this type of experience before, so it's late at night and they do a food run. They pick out ramen and various stuff to throw in along with other snacks and drinks. They also experiment with drink combos and later dessert combos and make a competition out of it.

Sure, Zayne starts out kind of chiding her that these types of food are so unhealthy especially this late at night, but he gives in and admits that the experience lifts his mood so being able to destress this way also canceled out the unhealthy aspect lol

ok no wait I am incorporating this into the Snowdrop Conception Fic now. ✍️ I want a pregnant MC with late night cravings and dragging Zayne to the convenience store with her. I want her in pajamas bottoms with a loose hoodie that still shows off her growing belly and Zayne just kind of adores her this way and he also has a sudden moment of realization that this might be one of their last "dates" as just the two of them before the baby comes and he's feeling a mix of emotions.

wow my brain really do be running at 80mph idk how it swerved in this direction my bad my bad 😔

[also psst. I secretly do want cute late night convenience store dates with all of the guys. I've been working on a Sylus one since last year. And recently I asked @/solifloris to write me a Caleb one: cozy - it is so cute. If you don't mind reading Caleb, then I highly recommend it <3]

👀 omg wait I don't think I've seen that message yet? sklfalksa he looks like a gentleman, but he says some of the most... 🫠🫠🫠