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This is what I imagine the Jon Snow tv show would've been about ๐โ

#love him to bits but literally what were they going to do with that??#they took a good majority of his characters story during season 7 and 8 and tossed it in the trash ๐#bro shoulda killed the Night King and i stand by that!!#the show would've been about five episodes of jon and tormund doing a different snow filled activity each episode#snowball fights one episode#sledding the next!!#i should be a director fr ๐โ#(no... no i really shouldn't ๐)#jon snow#tormund giantsbane#kit harington#game of thrones
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do you and steve carry blades?
Well anyways, Soda decided to take a lunch break after the... cop situation, and afterwards he decided he'd go back to his typical.
Because the least he could do in a moment of high stress is hopefully calm himself down with something NORMAL.
Ehhh, I mean... It's not common for us to.
Usually we just use hands anyways. It's Two who's the blade carrier. And when he does take it out, it's usually either to show off or show up. He loves scarin' little kids with a flashy blade. It's real funny. Mean, but funny.
The only time we really have carried switches or knives of any kind is usually when were out of town, or in close territory to the west side. Only other time I've considered it is... er... Actually, those might be the only times. Hehe.
So really the answer is no, but maybe yes on the very rare occasion! And if it's any of us carrying, it's either Two-Bit or Steve. Pony don't like me carrying that sort of stuff, and I respect his reasonin'. So I try not ta.
#โ It's not really a necessity to nowadays!#โ I mean... maybe in some places obviously. But not for our area!#โ People don't usually play dirty nowadays after... well... y'know.#โ The only people that do are the ones that get shunned right after#โ 'Cuz socs and greasers can agree on one thing: you shouldn't try repeating history on purpose.#โ Y'know?#two-bit mention#he likes using hands if that wasn't obvious#or a broom in some cases ๐ /ref
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#was anyone gonna tell me you had to block people from your sideblogs as well to prevent them from interacting there#or was I just gonna have to figure that out myself#when I accidentally realized that the fandom's number 1 Ranger hater was somehow reblogging my quest objectives ๐#it never showed up in my notifs when they interacted or anything#so I only found out by looking at a totally different reblog that said 'reblogged from [name]'#anyway PSA: if there's someone out here you *really* don't want seeing your posts. gotta block them from your sideblogs too#I mean it really shouldn't matter if they could interact with my gimmick blog. but still. no touchie my posts! get outta here!#I am allowed to be petty about one (1) thing and I have decided that it's this. nothing else
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i don't really care that much about calligos tbh but it reeeaaaaally pisses me off how much fan content is dedicated to him in comparison to incendia. like. they're characters of literally equal importance in the plot / "screen time"
#literally fuming at that ship comic with von valancius and calligos attending incendia's funeral or whatever literally kys#you also can't tell me it's because incendia is somehow a worse person or whatever. first of all support evil women#second of all. as if calligos is in any way less 'evil' ๐#also yeah ik i should be the change i want to see in the world... ๐ and i want to. unfortunately#i need to finish my thesis asap while being hyperfixated on pfkm i really shouldn't also spend my time on drawing rn
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i was so brave today! (had a meeting AND spoke up TWICE during film club!)
#my team really shouldn't make me the one to go to meetings tho alsjdhsjsjdjd i literally have anxiety and i'm awkward af๐#but it went well i think!!#and wowow i shared my thoughts during film club :o#you know what. it was a nice day#agnes talking
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Update on where I'm at in terms of trying to crochet judaica:

I have made my first ever magic ring. This will, specifically, become a bag made for shabbos. I'm tired of carrying my tanakh and placing it in the basement of the shul so I won't lose it. The pattern will make for a round base and a mesh body :3
Now that I know how to make a magic ring, I'll start - maybe - making kippot. Look at the gorgeous yarn I picked up today for that purpose!!! I'm hoping this weight will be much better suited for kippot-making purposes (it's a weight three yarn, which is the thinnest they had for cotton that wasn't thread):

#jumblr#personal thoughts tag#i should have a tag for jewish-related crafting shouldn't i?#i have no idea what that tag would be though if anyone has ideas ummm let me know ๐#the pattern i'm using for the bag is in uk terms and i am Not A Fan (lighthearted)#how much do y'all believe in me making this bag by shabbos because i'm not believing in myself rn ๐๐#i am so sad that crochet is work technically because i really really want to crochet at shul during lunch#i NEED to do something with my hands while listening to people speak and i have no ideas#shalom crafts
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you know what? it's fine.
#tomorrow i either pass clinical psych or i don't pass. or i get a 3 and i'm forced to consider if it's worth trying again or not#that's fine. then i try to do something with the school psych assignment over the weekend#then i do a bit of preparing for the stupid fucking neuropsych online exam. so I don't go in blind#you gotta know how to cheat and how to use your notes y'know what i mean.#and then i start studying for the comprehensive exam and also work on the research paper#and if i fail clinical psych i can try again one or two weeks later (can't really do one bc i don't want to be back here that week) (so two)#and if i fail the comprehensive exam (or if it's crap like it's a 2 or a 3. bc it kind of needs to be a 5 bc of the degree grade) then i#try again on may 7#and if i don't manage to finish the research paper by may 6 for the first checkโ i still have until the 19th to do it#i will make it through if it kills me.. and it shouldn't like if this tests my limits then i deserve to be hit with a#giant hammer until i die ๐
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hey guys look at this amazing comment I got on my old version of atypb, which is literally getting rewritten
#this person *has* to know this fic is being rewritten I literally stated it in the summary ๐ (it's named old version too)#I know I shouldn't feel bad but I kinda do now#it has been in the works since october and it's january now#I'm really sorry it's taking so long#levi's ted talks#not ninjago
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saw a bad anders take as you do on the internet, time to cleanse my palette
#wow maybe you guys need to learn real world history#instead of trying to put your hate towards a guy into a progressive package#like sure there's criticism to be made towards him (and his writing) but damn some of you get really annoying#it's also a bit funny wheh it's people who happen to like characters who not only did similar acts of terrorism#but for worse reasons and/or with less consideration for human lives ๐#dragon age#txttag#da posting#okay maybe i shouldn't always stream my annoyance whenever i see it#but god forbid a guy enjoy its dashboard while on the toilet and not see dumb shit
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trying to be good and edit this chapter but my mind keeps driftinggggg help
#i had another good dream and yes it was about my own damn ocs ๐#i'll get it done tho it's not the editing that's hard but improving the first part of the chapter bc i want to put something there#that shouldn't really happen until later.... so i'm like hm how do it make that work#anyway.#ben.txt#writing tag
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Working hard or hardly working am I right???

wowzers! Life really hit me hard! Been busy and haven't been able to set up the second blog but do not fear folks! I'm doing my best to work on it, aka not working on it at all until the weekend.
Another update, anatomy is starting to make sense and I'm scared.
#geckos gibberish#Been busy but still doing well!#Also why is anatomy making sense I haven't really studied it in a while why is it clicking it shouldn't be clicking#This is not a power im ready to handle ๐จ#The fact I manged to have two different art styles tho ๐
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so after some contemplation (and a nice, very warm shower - along with decompressing by watching some Laat Week Tonight lol) I've decided that it's probably best for me to stop overthinking and letting myself fall into a mental spiral from the whole situation.
Because I was.... heavily unregulated and sort of unreasonable over the whole thing. I have incredibly bad anxiety, and it got to the point where I was imagining that he was forced to do things (such as change his discord settings and stop talking to me) when in truth that is highly unlikely.
I cannot put it aby better than I was spiraling, and needed to find stability.
Like how the hell am I supposed to know? How am I supposed to know what's happening? It doesn't help me to be so attached and so incredibly worked up from everything I notice and see. I felt like I was being almost downright creepy. I was driving myself into a very bad mental state, and i need to step back.
Stop being so incredibly attached to something I simply do not have control over.
So, obviously i will continue to be here and wait for when he returns. But I need to detach from this idea that i actually know him and his whole life, down to everything happening in his everyday life and that this is incredibly "abnormal". I simply need a break from this, it's too much mental strain on me and probably even him.
I sent a message asking if he was okay, and that's all i can do. Spiraling out of control won't help me or him at all.
#so yeah that's just something I've had to work out with myself#I let myself become incredibly vulnerable that I forgot that I come first#not him really :/#if he isn't texting me I can't force him to do so. He has his own autonomy.#Being in a relationship is HARD#I had no idea this kind of shit was lying underneath the surface ๐๐๐#Like when i really think about it i have never had someone i could fully open up to in my life#so having someone like that made me incredibly attached#so this has been quite a rough time for me learning things I've known but haven't quite realizes#(low key imagined my own worries being one of my friends and they were asking me for advice. Best thing I have ever done โจ๏ธ)#thank you to those who reached out with your kindness. Sometimes I use this page to vent (my poor notes app LMAO)#and it really touches me when someone reaches out โก#Regardless#I'm just trying my best here. Trying to understand what healthy relationship boundaries are and work through it all#You know... it just makes me think about all of the examples of love I've been shown in my life#and i feel like they are trying work into my relationships too#like BITCH#NO#I'm trying to be happy not stressed#and I think what really brought me to start working through why is because a relationship shouldn't bring you to your knees#crying over them and what's happening#I love him to death but DAMN#this isn't healthy#this feels like something everyone assumes but others just don't get#like my dumbass#this was incredibly stressful but it was an important lesson to learn#my poor tags ๐#anyways thank you for reading my relationship Ted talk B)#bye#human override.txt
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Ok, fresh thoughts (might change later because you know, fresh emotions are never the most reliable in the long term but still)
OOTD: well........ It's a disappointment. I mean you can find a bit of their rock signature but it's not doing for me for various reasons. Ironically Scream is my favourite TT and it's arguably their least Rock song, but their signature is still here. But here the song sounds messy. Why are music producers nowadays unable to give us a well structured song anymore???? I mean I know the answer, it's the tiktokification of music but I'm not gonna start that debate now, just no. The singing part are very good thoug, and I know now why they chose this part for the medley, because it's the best part. I love Yoohyeon and Handong parts, they honestly slay it and it's kinda new for me to find anyone having better "rock parts" than Siyeon. Anyway, I understand the need to do different stuff and renew yourself, and I'm probably too negative but usually when you renew yourself it's to do something different. And the problem is that while it's different for Dreamcatcher, it just sounds plain basic for the mainstream Kpop scene. Like sorry but many groups have done this. I'm not gonna say it's bad because taste is subjective (also I do listen to bp so I don't think I'm legitimate to say what's good or bad djdjdndjdns), I just don't expect this for them. And the lyrics.... That's the worst fucking part. Tbh it's not a surprise at all. When I saw "OOTD" I knew it was gonna be cringe. I just kept my mouth shut because I don't like giving an opinion on a 30 seconds snippet. Also I find 90% of the English lyrics in Kpop cringe, it doesn't stop me from listening, I just pretend I don't understand lmao. Also, Everglow could have pulled something with these lyrics tbh (no shade, I love Everglow, it's their signature brand and they do it better than anyone else imo). The MV goes well with the music so yes it's not mindblowing, and I was expecting something more after the hype they pulled before the comeback. Gotta say the editing is absolutely insane and whoever worked on it deserves more recognition. Also it's visually way more pleasing to watch than Maison or Vision. And no matter what the concept is, the girls are always pulling it flawlessly. They are genuinely so good at adapting to whatever they have to work with it. Also the choreography is interesting. Anyway, what I'm saying is that it's pretty basic and I guess that's the curse of loving an artist, it's that you always have higher expectations for them than anyone else.
Rising: I said it and I will say it again. It should have been the title track. I know there's little chance they will ever have a rock heavy song as the TT again because now they are more popular and they have to cater to the general audience and their sensitive ears. I mean Kpop, American music or whatever, heavier songs are always ignored by mainstream audiences. So yeah it's not a surprise that they decided to choose a sound that's already familiar for a general public, with just a bit of rock underneath to satisfy everyone and called it a day. At least I can listen Rising ten times a day if I want.
Shatter: I don't really have an opinion on it. I just don't have any comparison in DC's discography or my own music to say anything. They tried something different and I appreciate them for that.
We Are Young: they just are so good with nostalgic EDM songs aren't they???? I'm gonna need it when I feel down.
Anyway, overall the album is good, proof that the producers do in fact produce good music when we let them do so, I just think the title track is more made for general audience first. And I mean, it's a very competitive industry, if you want to survive you have to adapt to what the public is able to digest. What I really mean, is fuck capitalism.
Now that I've complained a lot, you are about to witness the biggest hypocrite move from me because of course I'm gonna reblog everything, gif everything and being always lovey dovey from them. You need to understand that my rational brain and my fan brain are two different entities lmao
#dreamcatcher#here goes my dreams to have a predominantly rock song with a really dark mv leaving...#should have appreciated because more#anyway siyeon is once again trying to murder me so there's that#maybe i should stop having high expectations for my faves when i listen to trash from the other ones without complaining ๐#i mean i do listen to mainstream music everyday so it shouldn't be a problem#anyway brb#gotta fangirl regardless
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Northern Ireland is so normal. Literally sooo normal. Sometimes people from other countries ask me about Northern Ireland and they're shocked when I tell them how normal it is. I feel sorry for them. They'll never know normality and my heart aches for them.
#the psni are really showing their asses atm ๐ i mean we all knew they were biased but the way they just stood there while masked loyalists#went into court to intimidate a witness in a sectarian uvf murder trial. very normal.#when are we gonna stop justifying it by saying 'well at least they're not the ruc' like maybe so but that doesn't make it ok#and where's 50:50 recruitment gone? aren't we pretty much evenly split now? so shouldn't they be bringing it back?#also the fact that over double the number of catholics are arrested than protestants lmao#but we're obviously just more predisposed to crime ig#like on one hand i wanna live where my family is and be close to them. & on the other i absolutely hate that place and am so glad to be out#even when i feel positive about it something like this always happens to remind me that no we haven't moved forward that much actually ๐
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