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tbh I think Calypso views herself as Odysseus's rest and reward. like, she's the comfort in a hurt/comfort fic. she's the therapy saga. and honestly, a lot of her actions make sense when you look at it like that.
Odysseus is traumatised and scared and hurting. and she understands that. she's so understanding that she doesn't take it personally when he yells or screams or begs -- trauma makes it hard to regulate emotions, after all. he'll calm down in a little bit.
she's so understanding that she's not even hurt when he rejects her advances. he's been alone for so long that he's scared of intimacy now. but she doesn't let that discourage her. he'll get used to the idea eventually.
she's so understanding that she doesn't give up on him, even when he talks and talks and talks about his wife and son. obviously he wants to go back to them, but what he wants isn't what's good for him. that's fine, he doesn't need to know what's good for him yet. that's what she's for.
she's so understanding that she doesn't even let it upset her too much when Ody stands too close to the edge and stares out at sea below like its calling to him. it's okay. she can catch him if he falls.
sure, they're relationship isn't what she's dreamed about for centuries -- real relationships never are that perfect. her Ody has a lot of healing to do. and she'll make sure she's with him through it all.
#I just think they're dynamic makes more sense if Calypso genuinely thinks she's being helpful#and understands that Odysseus is the most traumatised man to ever breathe#like. yeah of course he's rejecting my affections and gestures of love. he doesnt think he deserves nice things 😔 so sad#I'll just have to shower him with presents and love until he understands that he's more than earned it :)#of course he keeps trying to leave. the only hope he's had for over a decade now (a long time for mortals!) is getting back home#he doesn't understand that he's somewhere even better now 🏝️. with someone even better now 💃💃#anyway. she's not a good person but I think she'd disagree#epic the musical#epic calypso#epic odysseus#love in paradise#not sorry for loving you#<- oh yeah I had this thought partially because of 'that you're not mine to save' line#and partially the cliff scene#nuclear war speaks#also none of this applies to Homer's Calypso. she was just a really bad person
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For the shipaganza
What if...
what if Coo and Starflung had a slumber party? Where they stargaze and do fun slumber party stuff? They deserve it (not forced ofc!!!)
you're right! i think they deserve it, too!

*✩˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ valentines shipaganza masterpost ✩˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ ⋆˙⟡
#my art#starstruck dee#coo kirby#🎀💖#COOSTRUCK NATION...!! RISE!! RISE!!!!!!!!!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳#glad to see people are still a little into this one!! they are Very Soft 🥺#i think he has still not made any effort to openly communicate the crush he has going on#(not that she'd understand anyway)#and frankly he would rather perish than let anybody else know about this either#coo really putting the “pine” into pine trees#also though i would not typically trust starstruck with baking these cookies ARE to his tastes!! full of bugs!! yum yum!#they're not “gross”; that's not the issue! he's just flustered because for many birds this is a Thing™️. courtship feeding!!#he knows starstruck doesn't know so he's not reading into it (much) & he'll be super normal about it (trust) & won't dwell on it (at all)#once again bringing my birdtism to the coo enjoyers here on tumblr dot com#oh actually i do want to say that the stripes on the wings- while typical of owls- were not in my design for him previously!!#inspired to include them by veveisveryuncool's realistic animal friends design of him!!#anyway.... melancholy romantic saga about an owl and a circle continues.#guy gardens in his tree! that's his backyard. kinda think he might've cultivated all that pinkpurple wisteria there just for her
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"Monsters must be people too, so oh geez!"
#annabelle cane#the magnus archives#tma#lyrics from Yes To Err Is Human So Don't Be One#The song doesn't necessarily line up with her character but. that one lyric.#idk how to say this but like the whole thing about her understanding that she is being manipulated and used by the Mother of Puppets#And choosing to participate without resistance because she knows that she'll end up the part of a greater plan anyways#and she might as well be a knight and not a pawn#Her embracing her role as a puppeteer being puppeted and deciding that she'd rather be a monster then be dead?? Her speech about free will?#“Let it never be said that I do not dance the steps I am assigned” AHHHHHH#If I'm mischaracterizing her or smth dm me please because I genuinely want to understand her so much!!!#I also found the very shitty bookbinding I did of all her episodes and I'm definitely redoing it#<3#oftheheart
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I remember Taliesin saying something to the effect that he wished the Nein had taken more than just the oracle deck when they searched Molly, and the implication that he was carrying some other interesting trinkets that we never got to explore--
Anyway, please consider: Caleb taking one of Molly's earrings or little horn ornaments before he buries him. Something to remember him by, keep him close. Maybe one of his moon charms, or perhaps even a symbol of the Moonweaver Molly hid. Forbidden in the empire, but dear enough to Molly that Caleb would still risk it--
Caleb wearing one of Tealeaf's earrings when he first sees Lucien--
#no thoughts head empty. the nein all loving molly and trying to hold onto him anyway they can only--#i know caleb took the periapt but it makes me sad that he didnt keep it ; ; i think holding onto something of molly's#would just be comforting...thinking of how caleb said he was lost and felt so directionless until jester drew the magician card from#the deck when she did that reading for him. how it really did bring caleb some comfort and sense of clarity--#beau also asking nott if she'd like a little trinket to remember molly by. nott refusing because she didn't want to feel like she was#stealing ; ; but beau holding onto little keepsakes here and there to remember people by. putting them in her journal to take with her--#fjord incorporating summer's dance for the falchion--originally gifted to molly by caleb--#the four leaf clover that yasha held onto for so long because it was a gift from molly and that meant the world to her--#i wonder what other little trinkets molly had ; ; maybe we'll get to see some in the new character deisgn art book...? i hope --?#i remember he also had an old bag of incense--I feel like that might've been lestera's too? did he have other little trinkets#from the circus--? I like to believe he also had a symbol of the moonweaver. though I would also understand if he felt like he#didn't need one when he already had the moonweaver oracle deck and that's what he really used for his worship --
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bringing positivity for once: today at work i was told that my coworkers said i'm good at tutoring 🥹 and yesterday one coworker sent me a message himself thanking me for my tutoring 🥹 and then my therapist told me the others in this group thing i'm taking part in all like me 🥹😭😭
#actually therapy was very... good today. like. made me feel good. i'm still like scared but i feel like maybe i'm not doomed#which is a new thing for me lol#also i made known again my desire to do more hours at work and the hr person said mh i see here they were already considering for you......#1 more hour. which lol considering how i'm already doing pretty few hours that almost feels like a joke like 1h and they're not even sure 😭#she said in the future it'll be more for everyone gradually. but she said she'd bring it up now with who makes the decisions and we'll see#i'm hoping the amount of commitment and quality i bring when i do my job will mean something otherwise i'd feel very crap lol#especially bc like i think they gave A Lot more than 1 more hour to a coworker that's been here for like 2 months lol ....... doesn't feel#very good tbh. like i do my best and more all the time and have for almost 3 years and i rarely get appreciation or smth lol but when it#comes up i'm told my coordinators are happy with me they've never complained i'm doing great....... but maybe getting smth back for all my#hard work would be good? i think they rely too much on the fact i really like it there but like i need to survive i need money and i also#don't want to be made a fool of. you know. i'm way too much of a doormat but how this will play out will be key. i love my workplace and#i understand that being a small company and a social cooperative means there's less money but if your budget is big enough to give#someone who's been here 2 months like 10 more hours than the standard it can be big enough to give someone who's busted their ass off for#3 years just as much. or i'll feel like i'm being fucked over lol#we'll see#i said i was bringing positivity lol i mean mostly i'm happy i'm just like. still dealing with a bit at work#and while being told i'm good is great i do hope it translates into something favorable to me bc i'm young and this is my first real job#and i love it there but i'm not dumb and i don't like being taken advantage of. i don't want to but if need be i can look elsewhere#anyway lol i'm glad that people like me and/or my ability to explain and teach? and apparently i'm not completely awful? go figure
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Probs a random question, but IK moved to England when she was quite young, right? Does that mean she developed one of the many accents there, and if so, could you tell us which one?
ooh i haven't really thought about this before... it's definitely not one of the posh ones, that's all i can say--
let me think about this... the boring answer is just "received pronunciation" but the thing about rp is that no one ever has a pure standard english accent anyway. now, this is going to be high specific, but!
take received pronunciation as the base, then make it softly yorkshire - but with an irish inflection on certain words that she learned from her aunt lisa
#answering asks#anon asks#does this make sense to anyone who isn't me#anyway to elaborate a little#ik didn't start speaking until quite a bit later than most kids do and even then it was only with her dad#zhao of course mainly conversed with her in mandarin plus he had a heavy accent when speaking english#subsequently a very young ik also had an accent which he thought would be difficult for other kids to understand#so he tried to make it so she'd learn rp using tapes at the library and such#hence her basic accent being standard english#but they live in the yorkshire area which of course crept into it#and then the irish from aunt lisa is self-explanatory#(ik can subsequently do a perfect very strong yorkshire accent)
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guys I think Shin wants to be a Jedi and unfortunately for her, her master is goth
#ahsoka spoilers#shin hati#I dunno I doubt Baylan would have encouraged her to wear the braid#seems like if she were to have it she'd have to come up with the idea#you can see her desire for community especially in ep 6 but with marrok in particular#even though he was a phantom conjured by magic#he was the closest thing she had to a peer#and you could tell she cared about him a lot#she doesn't seem to understand what it actually means to be a jedi but I think she wants it anyway
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I always get the weirdest sort of secondhand embarrassment when I listen to MAG 141. I can't enjoy Jon going full scary monster the way I otherwise would bc I'm hyperaware of the fact that Basira is right there watching it happen. Noooo Jon don't be evil in front of the least understanding person in your friend group nooo
Also, listening to Jon do his thing is legitimately chilling as hell. The way he gets so worked up at the start. The gentle, almost condescending way he talks to poor Floyd after the statement as he sends him away. Eurgh. (Complimentary)
#the woman in 142 is right. the way he thanks them does make it infinitely worse#also I don't mean least understanding as a dunk on Basira#but like. Martin wants to see the best in Jon#Daisy has experience with doing terrible things to bystanders. she can understand even if she doesn't approve#and even Melanie would probs be a hair more sympathetic given her experience with the slaughter bullet#might not be nice about it. but she'd understand a little bit on some level#Basira? Nah. she can't let herself understand or forgive that stuff#anyway good episode. deeply unsettling#tma#the magnus archives#tmaposting#mag 141#liveblog
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100% don't punish the growl and listen to your dog and your puppy is not an evil mastermind AND ALSO seeing how Melis behaved today and latey, feeling very validated in our approach to her outbursts of screaming thrashing gnashing teeth being less "sorry sorry never mind" and more "ok buddy are u sure though"
time will tell if she has another ride on the melty brain hormone train coming (Sparta didn't - but she might) but at this moment in time, Melis is a pretty tolerant, people-oriented, socially intelligent little dog who's displaying some very pleasant traits. and who has not growled or snarled or gotten near threshold in many months. at this rate our worst puppy might end up our best dog
#her impulse control is tons better (as one expects when they start to hormonally mature a bit)#and its not so much about teaching her to moderate her behaviour anymore as it seems like she finally understands#that the best way to the best outcome for her is simply to#behave. and take it easy. and trust us and the environment to make things work out in good ways#conflict free resolutions etc#to be fair i think melis has ALWAYS been socially intelligent#i dont think she wouldve adopted the behaviour style she had if she wasnt. she learned VERY EARLY (pre-8wks)#that if she blustered big enough she'd win anything. and that became the most convenient and successful way for her to behave#so all we really had to do was make that behaviour inefficient. not punish it - that wasnt necessary#because the wanted behaviour requires less of her than the unwanted one does#anyway i love her and her remorselessness to bits and now we can foster her need for chaos and violence in productive and harmonious ways#<3
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Although she has seen very little of death and darkness, there is a perceptiveness which Celebrían has inherited from her mother. She is sensitive to evil, and on that vein of thought, she has a level of foresight and empathy though it is weaker than Galadriels. Now one thing is also different: sometimes she can see the ends of those she comes across. This has left her with more deaths within her mind than she has ever seen in life itself, and to a degree she knows her own fate. Additionally there's another draw back: her visions can blur reality and leave her dazed.
Then she is captured by orcs, this becomes unbearable to deal with, and it drives her just a little mad combined with the physical and mental torture she endures. The world loses its luster after she is returned, and she cannot even though she tries her best, get it back.
#:: headcanons ::#...okay this one is more vague but at the same time it's been in my head for a while as I've been understanding why she left#like imagine her already knowing Arwens fate#knowing she'd never see her again if she sailed#and sailing anyway with a final goodbye#in a way this makes her also a little hesitant to be overly friendly because some of them she knows will die#I imagine this was also hard for her to deal with with someone like gil galad who she admires and loves dearly too#....like fuck loving knowing she'll lose anyway#excuse me while I exile myself to my corner
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This is gonna sound like absolute nonsense but Anchan's smile is so similar to my Japanese teacher's and therefore it has an extra special effect on me
#I met my Japanese teacher on the way to work the other day btw!!#I was soooo happy to see her and she was so surprised I'm employed full-time by our uni now hehe#I sorta hoped she'd stop by but I suppose she *does* work a lot so it's understandable#(also I was deep in thought and she immediately hit me with the どうしたの?何かあったの?大丈夫?? )#(yes m'am I'm sorry I was debating a creationist in my head I'm sorry for worrying you akgvhKJHBKJFDHBKJHGF)#anyways for real they have such similar smiles and that's why Anchan my beloved#(not just that and Anchan isn't the only beloved because I love all of the Aqours seiyuu but. yanno.)
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mouthwashing "The Thing" au with Anya as a sort of final girl WHEN CEE WHEN
#underfunded research facility (in space question mark)#thinking of having an oc character get killed off first who was their only researcher fr bc budget#there's a specimen they had collected that was being analyzed and that person was the only one qualified#who actually understood. their notes are still there but like. no one else is really a scientist#maybe I'll have more ocs act as scientists that get offed#and have everyone else on the crew keep their jobs for the most pasrt#curly and jimmy drive the bitch#swansea and daisuke keep shit running (mostly swansea lmao)#and anya is their nurse ofc#anyway it becomes clear that they're stuck on the ship with this Thing and anya being#the closest thing to a doctor they got realizes#its capabilities. the way it can copy any dna it comes into contact with as long as it has enough time#you can be talking to a person and have no idea what monster lies just beneath the skin#the fact that anya is the only one that knows what that's like#to dine with a beast and be the only one that understands the danger the only one that needs to fear it#she prefers this predator over jimmy because at least this one is indiscriminate.#it respects her as much as it respects any other organism it's come across#it and jimmy have the same drive to consume but at least this Thing doesn't know any better#there's also the inherent danger of being the only woman in the work place but this is just free eats of a parallel#Anya living with the reality of 'it could be any one of them' and it's eerily familiar#are any of them safe will any of them take my side who can I look to who can I trust to help help help help me#to turn Anya from prey into a predator again forced by the situation to act a certain way#Taking up a weapon and feeling nothing as she turns it on Jimmy bc it's not even him anymore.#She doesn't want to know how she'd feel if he was still in there somewhere.#I see she and curly as the last ones left and she has no idea if he got infected. it's not like he can plead his case#And at her core Anya is a nurse OK. Her intention from the start has always been care. To help to heal to save#She's had to get so much blood on her hands throughout this ordeal and now#here at the end she can save someone. but is she saving him or dooming anyone who may find him#mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing
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fascinating revelations out of my dad's professional coaching of the whole family today
my mom scored astonishingly high on empathy and caring for a woman who seemed to find it next to impossible to express that to me
my dad has done an insane amount of work to be so warm and personable considering that his natural inclination is towards strong reserve rooted in anxiety (just like me!!)
my sister shocked - SHOCKED 🙄 - to learn that she scores almost zero in empathy AND very high on manipulation
actually shocking reveal that my sister always knew she was my mom's favorite. like I kind of assumed she was mean to both of us but apparently most of the biting comments were for me
#in regard to number 3 I'm like bestie. you think you're the protagonist of the world. you tried to get me to come out to our parents#as a way to manipulate them into being happier for you for your engagement#you have a movie script in mind for your life and you try to get others to fit it#of COURSE you're low in empathy and high in manipulation#the mom's favorite thing was actually very surprising to me to hear bc i've never thought about it that way#mom's attitude towards me was so pervasive to my experience of childhood that i never considered that i had it worse than her#vis a vis getting chewed out and in trouble and snapped at and criticized constantly#the impression i got was that mom thought i was a crybaby and fragile and forgetful and dowdy and needy#my sister by contrast was the kind of girlboss my mom could like more easily#(i do wonder then that mom's bestie is a lot like me)#i know my sister got some Mom Comments and impatience and fighting too but it doesn't seem to have stuck with her so much#i dunno how i feel about it all#a lot and i mean A Lot to consider#also learned my sister doesn't really remember our grandma on mom's side and picked up a vibe that she's sad about it#i was a little dismissive in the moment of the idea that she was doting bc i remember her being very brisk and exacting#but i think like my mom she cared a lot but found it hard to express it in ways that weren't like. providing. keeping things shipshape#not very demonstrative and pretty intimidating to a kid#but i still do remember a few good things about her; note to self to tell T those stories#looking at cardinals on the deck. the roofing project. her painting my sister's nails. watching lion king and the old cinderella with us#good moments#it makes me think of the way mom used to really put care into giving us thoughtful gifts but she'd hardly ever play with them with us#i think it would have gone a long way with me at that age if she'd been willing to take the initiative rather than wait to be invited#i always thought that she knew so much and what she could do was so cool; i just never felt comfortable asking#bc she didn't seem like you could just ask her to come have fun#meanwhile my dad Knew a lot less stuff and had fewer cool hobbies but he was goofy and fun and willing to get on the floor#i think i understand why they were the way they were but still im frustrated#bc like t was saying today. now that mom's retired she's actually fun?? she's not stressed and angry all the time and she has time for us?#or at least for my sister anyway... but i will agree; she seems a lot happier#and i wish she'd been able to be happier when we were younger#neither me nor my sister came out of that with anything close to secure attachment
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shit. now i'm going to be thinking about elizabeth and meredith's fucked up little relationship
#the way that this is not even canon and i keep coming back to it goddamn it#but also. when i read “myabe someone with lots of patience understand and force of personality can save her”#and i was like shit. elizabeth....#bc truth be told she'd do it y'know#i mean she cannonically has the patience and understanding of a saint when she talks about mages with fenris#who she actively pursues for 6 fucking years even tho he continues to hate mages all the time#and in that one post where i talked about how that relationship would play out#i did mention elizabeth WOULD try to fix her#even if its through uhm. messing with meredith's dreams or smthg#anyways anyone who i share a worldstate with in which meredith and elizabeth are endgame i have thoughts#shit
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The attempt to be down a little less bad is not going well. I'm just trying to marinate in the bath and can't stop thinking about Her and convincing myself she does want to date me just not yet
#but like rlly tho that's the most logical take on what she said... a direct no we're better as just platonic friends would be easier bc then#i'd just give up/get over it. but she sounded like there is still a chance. and the thing is we understand each other better than anyone#else understands us. we're on the same frequency. she knows im the type of person who will take a flat out direct rejection better than smth#vague. i don't believe that she'd give me a soft rejection like that if she just wanted to reject me and was trying to be softer to not#disappoint me bc she KNOWS how i am#anyways duality of man is how im aware im a cringe fail loser at life who contributes nothing to society as a whole and even to just my#household. but then whenever i have a crush i get delusionally confident CONVINCED it's mutual bc im hot shit why wouldn't they love me#i mean in this case it's less delusional but historically i will think it's mutual without any actual reason
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me writing eliza’s dialogue versus rereading it + reminding myself that there are many english phrases / words / sayings that she still doesn’t know / understand.
#* HEADCANON.#literally just wrote her saying 'i hope i'm not putting you out'#(as in 'i hope i'm not inconveniencing you')#and realized that uh . absolutely not#not only does she not know that saying#she'd try to understand it#somehow get to the urban dictionary meaning of 'PUTTING OUT'#and then be looking at danny all horrified#(bc he's supposed to solve all her problems)#((big brother duties))#anyways . welcome 2 my brain
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