#(which taliesin himself alluded to – having 'someone to blame')

[annemarieyeretzian]

ashton snarling “my first fucking memory is one of the worst things that ever happened to me. I fucking watched my parents get ripped to bits in a fucking maelstrom of god knows fucking what. I was dumped into a desert where I crawled until I nearly died only to be picked up by shitty people who then threw me in a fucking orphanage. …fell out of a window and lost everyone I cared about. woke up damaged and in pain that has never stopped since that fucking day. there were little sections of my life where I prayed and I begged for anything to all of them, to any of them. the only time they've ever spoken to me was the one who tried to fucking kill me less than a week ago. so, I'm here to save us. I'm here to save the people who live here. hell, I had one fucking word that I spoke to a giant pile of earth that was more responsive and made me feel better and connected me to something bigger than anything in my fucking life. just the ground itself did more. so yeah, you know what? I am all for faith, and I'm not going to pick a god. they can pick me. I'll wait. they can fucking beg. and I will listen, which is more than they ever fucking did.”