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ducktracy · 6 months ago

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hey all, linked in this article are a bunch of GoFundMe fundraisers for animation workers who have been displaced by the LA fires--if you have the capacity to donate that would be really wonderful!

#i know colleagues and friends of colleagues who have lost their homes and t's been so nerve wracking ive completely wrecked #my schedule because i've spent so much time obsessively checking for updates and making sure my friends and coworkers are okay #i hope any followers/mutuals from the LA area are staying safe as well--shit's scary!!!!#also for those wondering i am fine because i'm on the east coast just scared and worried :( wish we could take all this snow and dump it #over there

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iamthemaestro · 7 months ago

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You must go, Jayce.

a study from one of my favorite Viktor Microexpressions (screencap under the cut)

(this is the face of a man who needs a good cry)

#I also colordropped these colors. I will simply repaint arcane screenshots for the rest of my life instead of ever learning color theory #anyway. physically cannot restrain myself from drawing him it seems. I apologize to all of my mutuals for the deluge of arcane recently #I'm uhhh scheduling this. because I'm Scared #arcane #arcane spoilers #viktor arcane #arcane fanart #jayvik #mine #my art

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call-me-copycat · 8 days ago

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Sorry to anyone who's messaged me anywhere from mid January to late May/early June - school was actively destroying my body and mind and I couldn't even fit sleep into my schedule because it was so packed (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠)

#there's several people i still need to get back to...#but I'm a little scared to #i don't mean to put it off but I'm always a little too scared to come back to someone after a long break #it feels rude #somehow a phenomenon occurs #messaging is a monumental task for me - it takes up so much of my energy I'm not even kidding #because i like to think about what words I'm putting out #making posts here though?#a lot easier because i don't really think i just kinda spit my thoughts out onto my blog #wahhh the pain of always being tired #(also now I'm terrified of signing up for classes again)#(I've got to make my schedule)#(but after barely scraping by those 2 semesters I'm about to have a panic attack at the thought)#ahh! I'll make it #I've done it before #sorry i don't believe any of the people i have in mind are going to see this but i wanted to get it out #it's been on my mind everyday since school started back up in January #apologies! apologies! I'm very sorry!#all the time...#💬#🩹

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aliteralsemicolon · 4 months ago

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I would like to preface the following by saying that grammar is a social construct and how I feel is the correct way to write. Thank you.

#scheduled because I'm scared and don't want to be here.#; rambles

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rachelazegler · 29 days ago

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turns out having a 2 hour commute to work eventually makes a depressed person want to kill themselves. who knew

#i'm sick and congested so there's so much pressure in my ears when i'm on the train #and there's so much going on rn outside of work but if i go into the office i basically only get to be home to shower and sleep #and i've requested so many more work from home days than i should i'm scared they're gonna reprimand me #which is stupid because i'm literally gonna quit in 2 months anyways #i just feel awful and i don't know how to make it better right now #and then there's this whole thing going on rn that i don't wanna talk about on here anymore bc i keep making posts about it then regretting #i haven't scheduled my next therapy appointment and i don't even know when im gonna have time #shut up hanna

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every-yumichika · 4 months ago

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#bleach #mangacap #yumichika ayasegawa #volume 66 #chapter 592. Marching Out the Zombies 3 #pg. 14 #UGHHHHH if i could go back in time i'd go back and fix kubo's health and his schedule so that tybwa was not rushed and see if he would have #actually gone through with yumichika revealing his shikai #because i'm sooo scared of him not actually doing hell arc OR dying before he can do the reveal #sure fans don't need to have canon shit to things but I DO!!! I NEED TO SEE THE CANON MOMENT #cause like 'i'd rather die than him finding out' but willing to out yourself just to save that same person...ughhh

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rising-phnx · 4 months ago

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I had my appointment with my doctor yesterday to go over the pre-op paperwork for my hysterectomy, and I got scheduled for a bunch of testing that I didn't expect... I have to do a chest xray, an ECG, bloodwork (that's not surprising at least) and apparently, I need to see blood transfusion services in the hospital for blood typing and cross matching... I guess it makes sense. this is by far the most major surgery I'll have had, and I gave the surgeon permission to open me up abdominally if needed. it's kind of scary, honestly. it didn't quite hit me how major of a surgery a hysterectomy is, but I guess they are removing an internal organ.

#I'm dreading the ECG the most. chest xrays are fine... at least there's no physical contact being made with my chest #but I had an ECG years back and I remember it being triggering even though I didn't understand why #still scared for the healing process as well #I'd wanted to bring up the seizure-like episodes yesterday... but the clinic is insanely busy at all times #the appointment blocks are like 15 minutes long which leaves very little time to actually bring up concerns #when I also have to figure out getting my perscriptions in order and there's paperwork like this #the only reason I'm even a bit okay with delaying investigating these is that I'm 95% sure its a not a true seizure #because they exclusively happen during massive triggers and particularly bad flashbacks #and only to some parts? which is interesting #but still. my epileptic friend very much wants me to get checked out asap #soooo I have an appointment scheduled for april which is the soonest I can get in again #medical stuff scary and frustrating

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mymarifae · 5 months ago

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new job is a graveyard shift and it's so weird... i woke up at 3 pm today and it wasn't even depression-induced oversleeping it was on purpose

#it's 2 am and i'm in a store!!!!!!!!!! trapped in the same computer training i've done 40 times at every other job #the sleep schedule will be odd because like... i need to get enough sleep but also still experience Sunlight #or else my brain will attempt to kill itself #but otherwise i think it's chill. no customer interactions no people breathing and coughing on me #no starchy uniform shirts or stupid vests or anything either ugh #i'm also still working at the video game store because well why not #i had to get the new job because they started scheduling me like 3 hours a week -_-#got scared for a bit BUT it fine now -_- i have some bills and things to catch up on but i think i'll be good by march #anyway

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jaredpostz · 1 year ago

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im so obsessed with @dhmis-autism 's mean steve and duck ship. but i also ship mean steve with (one of) my monster can interpretations. so this is like a natural progression of that. it's 3am and i binge-drew all this i do NOT fuck around with the toxic doomed yaoi polycule

#art #digital art #dhmis #don't hug me i'm scared #dhmis pilot #dhmis 5 #monster can #5 #fifth #mean steve #dhmis key #duck guy #duck dhmis #im obsessed with whatever this is #not a scheduled post because i cannot contain my excitement about them #birdcage #duckhaters #whatever the polycule name would be called

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grimoiremanifest · 23 days ago

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I'M NEARLY UNEMPLOYED. you know what that means!

Time For Sonic OCs. God Help Us All

#grimoire scribbles #and just in case: this is GOOD unemployment. i'm quitting my job because i'm moving AND GOING BACK TO UNI!!!! WAHOOO #TOMORROW IS MY LAST DAY AT WORK!!! and uh it does actually feel. a little weird!#because despite it being laser focused on Not Being Good For Me #(needs me to go fast and process numbers quickly and Forcibly Be Social With Terrible/Annoying People and #simultaneously not structured enough to let me schedule physically or mentally but also too rigid to give me a sense of agency and #also just being plain unfulfilling due to a shitty inconsistent schedule and lack of menial work)#i still like. net positive had good times with it!! I really like closing the store!! I liked conditioning and organization!!#WHICH IS WHAT I APPLIED AND WAS ACCEPTED FOR BUT THEY SAID THEY NEEDED CASHIERS PRETTY PLEASE #and apparently i was one of the best!!! and that scares me because i assume it means they'd keep me in a cashier position forever!!!#Yes The Customers Love Me But I REALLY Do Not Love Them #and like. i still ended up friends with basically everyone else on front-end too lmao like im really gonna miss the gang #WAHHH but even they're not enough to offset the alternative #that my parents suggested (genuinely in a supportive manner) of RENTING MY OWN PLACE AND CONTINUING TO LIVE HERE #LIKE. DO YOU THINK I COULD LIVE OFF 12/HR PART TIME MOTHER AND FATHER. ARE YOU INSANE

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kirstielol · 1 year ago

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the celebrations continue 🥳 we went out for breakfast this morning, did a two hour long hike in the beautiful weather ☀️, now we're having a couple drinks and hanging out. this morning he officially accepted the job offer 🎉 he doesn't start until june 17th so he has a few weeks of basically vacation :)

#he had a few interviews scheduled next week that he had to cancel today! he says he's so happy because this job was his top choice!#he's a ~senior software engineer~ 😎#i'm just happy that he's happy #life is good and i am grateful #personal #went from being scared we'd lose the apartment to talking about buying a house sooner than we thought 😭

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tvntheatre · 3 months ago

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Reintroducing: My Fallen London OCs!

If you haven't been scrolling through my blog, you definitely don't know that I've been up to other fandom shenanigans, but I'm bringing back these two because I missed them.

I'll put this question under a read more and pray Tumblr Mobile cooperates.

So, I've been thunkin' (thinkin') in my little head of mine, been missing my beloved hoes that are my depraved dearies. I'm just curious,

I know I only got a bigger audience because of Undertale Yellow, so I'm wondering how many of you actually care. Nothing personal since I already have a small group of friends that care but just wondering. ;P