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Journal Entry #1
I was given a journal as a gift today. However, for some this may seem insignificant, but to one like myself who has very little it is a tremendous gift. The paper and binding of it is gorgeously crafted. I dare say it is just as beautiful as the elven man who gave it to me. I shall treasure these pages always. Perhaps he made it himself? I assume he did, as he smiled brightly when I asked him. He is a sweet fellow for taking the time from his day to think of me.
So very few seemed to in the past. Though as of late, that is subject to change. Since opening our gates we have had several visitors. All of whom seemed rather pleased to be in my presence. This is rather strange to me given my history with others. What is even queerer to me is the unconditional acceptance of my children.
Perhaps there is more to others than I had originally thought. In the same vein of things, I might say that perhaps there is more to me. I often ask myself 'who am I' , 'what am I' , 'do I truly deserve redemptions grace'. I will not pretend as if I have not done terrible crimes against nature itself. Is it truly forgivable? I cannot say. Even if it is not, at the very least I would like to attempt to achieve a version of myself that is beyond what certain types have made me to be.
I now see that I have a choice to stay monstrous or grow beyond it. I say that I wish to try as other have for me. It has become clear that others see something beautiful in me as I am now. I might say that I want to see what they see. As I have not for so long. My children and I may have finally stumbled upon our place in this world.
To celebrate this milestone in our lives I will be documenting our culture, events and moments of kindness among us. I wish for it to be known somewhere that my children are capable of compassion, love and understanding. Though these things were never given to them, they are more that worthy of the experience.


#I may be having a moment....#Is this sadness#Or is this happiness#perhaps both?#Tears aren't dotting these pages 🌧️#Holds the journal to my chest after the ink dries#adar#adar trop#adar rings of power#Adar roleplayer
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Soon the Fossil Fighters disease will boil over its pot once more
#not art#the brainworms...#first it was Pokemon. what's next. dbd. the osc?#perhaps both?#gulp ...#you're gonna have to see 😳
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Me watching the One Piece fandom repeatedly turn male-female relationships with historically high sexual tension into father-daughter relationships:
#I can't tell if it's a daddy kink or a conservative family kink#perhaps both?#so many papa!*insert the entire catalogue of middle-aged men characters available in One Piece* AUs lol#actually a lot of the times the women have been regressed into children#loli kink?#infantilization-of-women kink?#Hmmm............#either way#a mystery#One Piece#One Piece AUs#random fandom thoughts#random fandom meta
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best types of brennan NPC
autism haver
stoner
frat bro who has unlearned hypermasculinity so hard that he's gone 100% the opposite direction about it
anticapitalist proletarian
the most insane person you've ever met
#brennan lee mulligan#in order this post is about (1) ayda aguefort (2) max durden (3) ragh barkrock#(4) bud cubby and (5) bill seacaster#guess what SHOW i am WATCHING#dimension 20#d20#stuff#blmulligan#dnd#ok wait i wanna think about this for unsleeping city#who are the autism havers in tuc why am i blanking.......#im gonna say esther could be an autism haver. or nod#the johns are obviously the frat bros#seven (s3\/3n?) is the anticapitalist proletarian obviously#maddy is both the anticapitalist and the autism haver as a matter of fact#and her name might be spelled maddie idk#anyway alejandro is the stoner#and wally is absolutely the most insane person youve ever met......him and la gran gata perhaps.......#i just remembered about arthur aguefort the actual most insane person youve ever met#strong case for that#the point is these are always brennan's best NPCs#most sentimental? most touching scenes? usually not. but fucking funniest? almost without fail#fantasy high
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This happened, it just wasn't relevant to the plot
#arcane#jayvik#viktor arcane#viktor x jayce#jayce talis#sure since zaun isn't independent he's technically already a citizen#but i just know that technically is doing a lot of heavy lifting there#viktor talis real#perhaps jayce is more used to marriage being a political thing so he's not really thinking about it that much#viktor tho is experiencing emotions#idk i just thought it was funny#random dude: is there any representative for the house of Talis here?#viktor: jayce is on his way#random dude: you'll do#viktor: what#people trying to call him mr. talis and viktor just not reacting#and later on people using jayce's last name and both of them replying#they have wedding rings but that's dangerous at the lab so they keep them on their pockets#baby caitlyn who had assumed she would one day marry this man having a whole self discovery journey after this#mel: i didn't realize you two were so close#jayce: we're married#mel: you're what now#viktor my husband and a zaunite#i hope there are fics like this
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local salesman CANNOT stop fumbling big beautiful bitches. king of divorce 👑
#deltarune#spamtenna#swatchton#spamton#bigshot spamton#tenna#mr tenna#swatch#art#doodles#pose repeat ON PURPOSEe they are the same#i got the multicolor buttons from another artist. they were right.#he has a tyyyype he likes tall mfers who could trip over him and kill them both. manlet#paying swatch to flirt with him when he has a [business partner] and pipis at home.. and theres a clown somewhere.... what a whoreeee#too many late nights at the office tenna. he got lonely. this is so god damn funny i'd watch a sitcom about these losers#tenna and swatch should meet. they should talk. it would be soooo funny. spamton your exes are talking about you#only two of your many exes but perhaps the two most significant#if you see me visibly relearning and remembering how to draw these guys (on top of having not drawn for months) no you dont#me n telebeast shaking these guys in a jar and going OOO DIVORCE OOO YAOI for days. the tv ........#its not even like 'haha they were divorced' they were Divorced with the Capital D And Everything God Damn (It Is Not A Bit)
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new guy alert!! she's a lindwyrm who pilots an old suit of armour and has caused many legends of evil ghost knights staggering down the road at night. in reality she's not a ghost, she's a nasty little man who wants to sell you illicit substances and talk about her insane and sordid past
#my art#oc#caracles#dragon#knight#hating drawing hard sculptured surfaces and then designing a character in intricate armour just so I can feel something#also um hello sorry for posting no art and generally being inactive i've been slow roasting in my own head and suffering from art block#i have 100000 wips and nothing to show for it.....i hope i can shake my disease by the time art fight rolls around#in like a week. haha. oh no i'm in danger#anyway i saw kim deal last week and kristin hersh a month ago and long story short i loooooooooove you old women rock stars.......#more of them in the world please and thank you....they both so cool.....dreamy sigh#ALSO i'll make my yearly official art fight post later i've simply been too busy to really think about it until now#but obviously i'm doing it this year i'm gonna do more attacks than ever before#(DOUBT) but also perhaps...?
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Why do you look at everyone like you want to kill/fuck/marry them all in one go?
😘
*His cheeks blush slightly and his eyes widen in embarrassment* I'm unaware of what you mean.
*He suddenly is aware that hundreds of his children's eyes are blinking curiously at him. He back tracked his thoughts.* What am I doing... Regardless of how insignificant the question I ought to set a good example for my children via honesty.... As it is the best policy.
*He sighs and rubs his temples looking to the side with a typical stone expression. However his cheeks grow redder* What I meant to say is that not all whom are greeted with my intense gaze are... *He pauses finding his words* Well, I don't wish to kill everyone one who meets my intense gaze.
It gets rather lonely. I yearn for a companion to share my... *He clears his throat* personal time with.
I don't recall feeling so awkward even in casual situations. How embarrassing... No wonder my children lack social skills. They must have learned it from me! *He laments inwardly.* It has been far too long since I've seen civil company on a regular basis..... *He shakes off his thoughts.*
*He clears his throat again. Then speaks honestly* Outsiders find Mordorian flirtation off putting.
For example, keeping eye contact is a sign of deep intimacy. And to do so amidst battle is to recognize the other as an equal. That is the highest sort of intimacy that is acceptable for the public to witness. One might say it is akin to hair braiding in other cultures. *His cheeks darken as he speaks*
*His eyes soften as he recalls how beautifully Elrond's eyes sparkled when they met amidst the carnage. They gleamed with strength and endless kindness.*
-Flashback-

*Then he recalls Arondir... Such a handsome glow-hmmmm.*

Glug- *Raises a brow in response to his Lord Father's relaxed daydream like expression* Sir?
Adar- *He is brought back by his son's confused voice* Yes, well... Let's say our dinner customs are also needing work. Inviting strangers from a new land and keeping them in place also did not seem go as swimmingly as I expected. *He makes a face of disgust as he remembers his meeting with Galadriel* She did not see the binding as a gesture of binding as a way of being bound to the dinner host as we do in Mordor.
-Flashback-

*He sighs and continues* My chances with her are rather slim.
*He shakes off the unease as he speaks of her* I believe that answer should be as good as any. Enjoy the rest of your visit in Mordor. I have other matters of which I must attend to. *He stands from his throne and walks away in haste out of sight*
#I can't tell if I'm humiliated or just in a state of deep longing#Perhaps both?#Perhaps he might like to share my company? *He remembers Elrond's soft voice*#I must rethink my approach#Paces in deep thought#Sweetness fills his dark heart#adar#adar trop#adar rings of power#Adar roleplayer
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any scott pilgrim enjoyers in chat
(inspired by that one panel yk the one)
#both the yaoi and yuri version of the panel might I add#scollace ily#another excuse to draw stuilly smoking weed#oh yeah and kissing too#“kissing”#shoutout the besties watching me post this from the debaser discord vc#heyyyy harley and mick#also myst heyyyy#yall wanna join the server sooooo bad#scream 1996#billy loomis#stu macher#stuilly#scream#scream fanart#stu x billy#billy x stu#my art#more coming soon...#perhaps another comic....#perhaps for wom....#;)#ok bye
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Some rottmnt movie aftermath angst with a side of disaster twins anyone?
*Never do that again*
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*I'll try.*
Or: Leo copes with dark humor and Don is not amused. Even a little.
Friends, the ammount of fanart I've wanted to draw since I saw that movie is not even funny. Some of you may know that my creativity is fuled by two things: beauty and angst. In short I was shot full of hyperfuel and promptly given no time to draw.
#rottmnt#rottmnt movie#rottmnt fanart#I'm supposed to have blood in my viens? all I've got is turtle hurt/comfort#did I also maybe want to flex my tiny ammount of asl knowledge?#perhaps#personally I don't like it when Dee's sensory stuff and overwhelmedness is cranked up to 11#thousand#come on people the guy clearly isn't curling up and crying and going selectively mute whenever he's in a noisy space#I do however ADORE the sign language headcanons#it both makes sense and makes me happy#rottmnt leo#rottmnt donnie#tmnt leonardo#tmnt donatello#tmnt fanart#asl#my art#digital art#sketch#comic
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sometimes JPV and Az make me so sad i have to send Bruce out to go get another ward
#trading 1 horror (st dumas) for another (having beef with your guardian’s other ward)#them both lowkey fighting over Bruce in knightfall like… oh now imagine you’re 9 and 10 you two are gonna be INSUFFERABLE#some may say When did JPV even want Bruce to be his dad well.#well perhaps it was when he was hallucinating his dad being mad at him for following a ‘false father’#dick grayson#azrael#jean paul valley#peep the#bruce wayne#at the top#my art#dc#dc comics#not to batkid another soul but i had to#(Guy in red lighting and glasses voice) i can draw anything#pretty sure they’re within a year or 2 age wise with JPV being younger#21 years old and azbat… he should have been at the club#me and my wards that hate each other
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I would love to see some domestic banter 🥺

Is it a follow up or am I just weak for Draco bothering Harry in the kitchen 🤔
#perhaps both#proud member of the Clingy Draco Agenda 😌✌️#thank you for the ask!!#my banter quality is debateable but I had fun:)#drarry fanart#draco malfoy#harry potter#hp fandom#hp fanart#harry x draco#drarry#drarry fanfiction#my art
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Anakin the weighted blanket
#obikin#anakin skywalker#obi wan kenobi#sw art#star wars#mayhem art#they were both too tired to get to the bed not even mentioning getting changed.#and why searching for a blanket when you can cover your Master with your own body right 😏#especially if the Master in question is too tired to protest 😌#(and perhaps Obi-Wan secretly likes being weighted down by Anakin)
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"Destiel isn't canon!" okay fine but if not then what the actual hell were Jensen and Misha doing
#Like they knew what they were doing#They had to#cockles#destiel#dean winchester#castiel#supernatural#supernatural fandom#deancas#spnfandom#spn#casdean#jensen ackles#misha collins#jensen fucking ackles#misha fucking collins#destiel is cockles fault#perhaps#you decide#either one#It's either canon or cockles or both but it's not brotherly#Thats for damn sure
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dear god. This is certainly invoking an emotion of some sort.

Sonic Heroes (2003)
#?????#amazing art?#art rec?#i mean...Omega and Shadow are drawn well#i know Rouge is done for the bit#im not sure whether to laugh or be horrified#perhaps both?#this rouge shall haunt my nightmares
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The reason why Scully and Mulder clicked so quickly and mesh so well as a pair is because they both posses a very natural, intense curiosity. It manifests in different ways, and in slightly different areas of interest, but the spirit is one in the same, and I think they recognize and love this in one another.
Scully is different, and so immediately endearing to Mulder, because she’s the first person to want to know what he thinks, and why he thinks the way he does, instead of writing him off outright. He's an interesting puzzle to her. Even if she’s steadfast in her constant disagreement, her curiosity itself is—in a way—an act of validation, respect, care.
Mulder is so immediately endearing to Scully because the way he thinks is unusual for their profession, and probably refreshing. He's anti-bureaucratic, emotionally sensitive, unapologetically strange. A "lone wolf" yet so open and easily taken by her. It turns out, his curiosity in the supernatural was born from something equally fascinating, and all too rare: his care for other people.
And love is a kind of curiosity… a deliberate interest, a constant desire to know…
#perhaps this is a mundane observation as they are both. professional investigators#but alas#msr#the x files#dana scully#fox mulder#txf
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