#HAD ME BLUSHING FOR HOURSSSSS

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cant decide if i want to put this in maryland or cabin era so lets consider both

both feel like Big Pivotal Times and everyones kinda getting on each others last nerve when theyre not staying up late having deep talks and giggling like middle schoolers. ryan and brendon are the only two awake once in maryland, sitting on the floor of the main room while spencer and brent are asleep in the bedrooms. ryans prying about his dating history and sex life and even though hes only a year younger than him, at their age, brendon feels so young and inexperienced talking about this with ryan. like yeah hes had dates and done some stuff with girls, but hes never, like, gone all the way, let alone had a serious relationship, whereas ryans had a couple, and hes definitely had sex. then theres also the fact hes maybe sorta gay and trying to handle(push down) the crush he kinda has on ryan while ryans asking about his ideal type or whatever and suddenly ryans asking, "have you ever kissed a guy?" all low and conspiratorial. brendon blushes and says, "what? no, why would i??" ryan smiles and shrugs, "i dont know, at a party, on a dare... or just because..." n then he trails off, picking at the carpet, suddenly seeming a little nervous. brendon answers as steadily as he can, "no, ive never kissed a guy. but i... im not. im not opposed to it." ryan hums and looks up at him, scooches a little closer until their knees are pressed together. "then maybe we should fix that."

"yeah. maybe"

and ryan kisses him. it starts off close-mouthed, gentle and unsure, and he pulls back the same time he brings his hands up to brendons neck. "b. you wanna kiss me?"

"yes."

"then cmon." and he surges forward, more sure, so fast and hard that brendon nearly topples over. then he goes with that, kissing ryan back at the same time he gets his hands on him and drags him down to the floor. ryan catches on and climbs into his lap, kisses him harder and pants into his mouth and his hair is falling around his face and he maybe grinds a little and they maybe both make embarrassing little sounds.

okay that got longer than i expected but we're still gonna do cabin era too. similar-ish: its just the two of them, maybe this time locked up in one of their bedrooms. theyre both high and giggling and theyre a little older now so they have a little more dirty details of their sex lives to swap with each other, but when ryan asks "waitwaitwait, have you ever kissed a guy?" and hes already holding brendons face in his hands so theres no hope of subtly looking away, his answer is still an embarassed, "uh, yeah, somehow, no." and ryans like "WHAT!! youve.....never..... you want to though?" brendon shrugs and ryan says "okay. okay. im gonna kiss you now." and he doesnt hold back from the start, kissing brendon hard until he relents and kisses back and they topple over onto the bed.

in both instances IDK how far they'd go or what the aftermath would be but. yeah

OUGH FUCK.......FUCK!!! also. calling him b. im gonna die bad

i think in maryland they'd probably cut it at grinding, either stopping before anything else happened or actually making each other come, im not totally sure. they don't touch each other beyond normal making out touches, hands in hair and on bodies but not touching between thighs or even under clothes beyond like, hands under the hems of shirts.

in the cabin ough theyre so stupid i love my boys sm. they'd totally make out for hoursssss and not realize how long its been. they're older and more experienced, so they're a bit more handsy than they are in maryland, hands going under shirts and maybe even taking off shirts, maybe undoing belts but not much more than that. um. or maybe they jerk each other off, brendon ending up in ryans lap, their cocks pressed together as they both jerk each other at the same time. maybe brendon calls ryan a good boy under his breath and ryan gasps and hides his smiling blush against brendon's chest. maybe ryan tells brendon he's a good boy too and brendon giggles and flushes pretty pink, murmurs "shut up," breathlessly...