#I am normal... for now | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

wabbitears · 2 months ago

Text

man that reminds me one of these days I gotta return to buddy sim posting cause i still have lots and LOTS to say about that game and I Needdddd to spread my propaganda to get everyone else to play it its so underrated and the tag is so small </3 but look outside has me in a vice grip rn so its gonna take a whileeeeee

#look outside has legit been the Only hyperfixation able to stave it off #like you guys have to understand. it was Bad bad #I would not engage with buddy simulator for long periods of time which would usually calm down the interest but No.#the minute I think about it again its just as strong as it was when I first played it #I WOULD THINK ABOUT IT RANDOMLY. OUT OF NOWHERE. AND BRAINROT ABOUT IT. it was so bad #and even when I had other hyperfixations including really big ones they wouldnt keep it down #rain world couldnt fight it off. ena couldnt. and those are ones i had for Years #look outside has been the only thing strong enough to keep it down its impressive #so (thankfully in a certain sense) buddy has not been haunting as much #and I know even if look outside falls theres the upcoming deltarune and blocktales chapters to make me insane also #I am normal... for now #anyways yeagh enough ramblings #this is esp directed at a certain mutual I said I would make a post analyzing the hidden data stuff to. I will get to it I havent forgotten #once again im asking you to play buddy simulator 1984 its really good and not enough people talk about it #okay bye #wabbit speaks

11 notes · View notes

madeleinefjall · 4 months ago

Text

"O what can ail thee, knight-at-arms,"

#my art #kingdom come deliverance #kingdom come deliverance 2 #kcd2 #henry of skalitz #hans capon #hansry #kcd fanart #i am very normal about these right now #now to continue playing the game

8K notes · View notes

hinamie · 10 months ago

Text

post-graduation trip airport looks

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #fushiguro megumi #nobara kugisaki #itafushikugi #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jujutsu kaisen fanart #these took ages but fr once i am choosing to forgive myself given th fact tht i was coming out of A State when i drew them #im normal now dw drawing the first years wearing merch of my comfort content fixed me #when in doubt play dress up. life hack #i am holding fast 2 my hc tht megumi is a fiend @ indie platformers and is a household name on the celeste speedrun leaderboards #argue with a wall this is my jujutsu kaisen #megumi designated Drink Runner also #alr in line at a cafe texts their gc 'what do you guys want' n gets mad @ nobara fr making him go to a Second shop 2 get her bubble tea #anyway theres not much 2 say abt these just bc i needed sth Light n Easy 2 get me out of my head #no lore to fashion pieces which is both a blessing and a curse but it Is what i needed #nobara serving looks fr a flight i love u so much. it's probably 8 in the morning n she is in a fully coordinated fit #its so criminal tht we don't have more alt hairstyle official art fr her???? iirc it's Just the lost in paradise mv with her in buns no????#robbed. i am fixing it immediately.#wonder where the 3 of them wld go on a trip

17K notes · View notes

inkskinned · 2 months ago

Text

i'm a little afraid to go to pride this year. many of us are, a little. sitting around our tapas and video games, the silence that hangs over the discord server. it feels different, we say.

we're privileged. the community that came before us laid the groundwork so i could be raised in a different world, and i will never forget their sacrifices and dedication. they gave us this: a pride that feels like community and celebration and joy. i remember the first few times i went to a queer event - i'd been raised so catholic. feeling safe like that, for the first time... it saved my life. i go to pride to celebrate that feeling - my people, laughing. out in the sun, the way we couldn't have been even 25 years ago. that feeling: no wonder we call it "pride."

who am i to be afraid anyway. there are parts of the world where people are doing much better work than i am. but it's just: i felt at home there, you know? and this year feels different. we are waiting on the dam to break. last year, at boston pride, there was a whole gaggle of sign-holders shouting about jesus. you walk around them and try not to let it get to you.

this year, i'm going to DC's pride with my girlfriend. google sends me concerns about if it's safe to exist in trump's america, if World Pride is a bigass target on all of us. every article uses the words "safety concerns" many, many times. three days ago i witnessed a shooting.

even straight people keep telling me - people are weird lately. sometimes we blame it on Covid and sometimes we blame it on the full moon. but i do remember a time before this, right. it's not just that people are more comfortable being rude. it's this strange, outwards violence. a comfort in being cruel.

it's a big hole to fall down anyway. it's not like they're going to do anything to make pride safe, not really. i don't want a police presence as the solution. and what if this is just fearmongering! what if this is just to get us to stop attending our own events! what if everything is actually fine, and i'm just freaked out by the stated intentions of our president!

and what if i'm just listening to things that are being said. what if i'm weighing the shape and size of this america accurately.

my mother calls me. she's been getting the articles too. i assure her i'll be careful, but i put the phone down and stare at it. i'm going to go to pride. other people made it safe for me, it is my duty and my honor to show up for my community. the only thing we've ever had was each other. it was always an act of bravery. being ourselves is brave.

but i am afraid. i lay out my outfit and i kiss my girlfriend. i cut my nails and clean up my undercut. i hold her hand and hang the sunset flag. the sound of this america feels different. like a volcano trembling. i will love her and i will love being queer and i will sing over the noise of it.

but ... still. in the back of my mind. that feeling, like something terrible has been shifted. like somewhere in the night - they remembered we're different.

#spilled ink #warm up #please do not be weird on this #i hate when i express a real fear/etc that is normal to have -- like being scared of violence in trump's america #and ppl immediately are like ''isn't it nice ur afraid this year but u haven't been previously??? imagine being afraid every year''#not the point of this post and also not true just not included in the body of the work. u do not know me personally.#''ur lucky u have a pride'' yes i know this & am aware of it. can still be afraid of violence.#''well i think [misunderstanding of the post]''#this is about feeling the genuine shift politically that has occurred in trumps america wherein extremist ideas are more accepted.#'' WELLLLLLL'' . it's a tumblr post. go to bed.#<- poet who has made the mistake of being honest about her feelings 1 too many times #i just write about stuff i think other people can relate to. and i think i've felt this very loudly #and if u dont relate okay! it wasn't written for u then. it was written to comfort someone else.#anyway. i love u all happy pride. genuinely.#come say hi if u see me #feel free to dm me if ur also at pride i'll tell u what im wearing we can hunt each other down for sport #((just realizing right now in the tags that the shooting probably traumatized me lol))

2K notes · View notes

basket-of-loquats · 1 month ago

Text

somebody give her a hug goddamit

#kleya marki #andor #cassian andor #andor spoilers #star wars #disclaimer this isnt how i really WANTED the scene to it would just be out of character i know i know #BUT GODDAMN SHE LOOKS SO SAD AND PATHETIC IN THIS SCENE I JUST WANTED HIM TO HUG HERRRRR #kleya marki i will love you forever #*loqdraws #sw #also also im sorry im really bad at drawing cassian #id happened to have done a few kleya studies a little while back so i was semi? familiar with her?#but cass... oh boy :D #sorry buddy #also i completely deleted one of the drawings for this somehow and i nearly crashed out #but instead i just redrew it all at 1 am like a normal person #okay goodnight now

2K notes · View notes

egophiliac · 4 months ago

Note

Final manifestations for Book 7?

I'm trying REALLY hard not to build up any solid expectations, because I wanna go in ~fresh~! they're already so far away from anything I thought would happen (not in a bad way, I'm just accepting that I'm on Miss Yana's Wild Ride at this point and we're seeing this thing through 'til the end, by gum). so it's nothing too major, but:

they've been handing new crying expressions out like candy lately, I want to see some delicious Malleus tears.

honestly I want everyone to cry buckets. their tears sustain me. the more Silver angst specifically I get the happier I am.

SILVER!!!! 👏 VANROUGE!!!! 👏

just let him have this. the poor boy's been through so much. let him have his big "I'm proud of you, son" moment with Lilia.

I'm 100% expecting Grim's arc (and probably whatever's going on with Crowley) to be its own episode, but a nice hook to leave us hanging on would be good!

a nice hook though, please, I don't think I can take another "Grim is attacking us! now wait eight months to find out what happens :)" cliffhanger...

some Meleanor? as a treat? just a little bit, a tiny quick flashback or something, please Twst I just, I just want to see her again. let her have a little ghost cameo like Dawnathan Knight got. Lilia and his kids are all having their big group hug or whatever and she can gently fade in to be all like