#I need to stop typing bc I'll just keep rambling... brain won't shut up adjgksh | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

byanyan · 1 year ago

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just a head's up: while I hesitate to call hiatus of any kind bc I want to give myself the freedom to write when I have the energy/focus/etc., I will just note that I'm gonna be even slower than usual around here for... idk, probably for a bit. I'm in the worst state mentally that I think I've ever actually been in and it's uhhhh. it's not great lmao. writing is my main escape & distraction so I don't want to step away from it but doing anything is hard as fuck rn so I'm really not interested in pressuring myself to get shit done when it comes to the hobby I'm supposed to be having fun with. I'll be slow, I'll be selective, and it's possible I'll be dropping a lot of drafts?? maybe?? OR at least like. temporarily removing a bunch from my drafts (to be added back later) just so the number is less big & overwhelming lmao.

thank u guys for ur patience w me & for writing w my glittery lil creature, I appreciate u all sm 💜

#so sick of this dude I want to feel my normal kind of bad. this new kind of bad is so hard to calm down & relax & not think with adjgksh #I am constantly antsy & feeling this awful existential dread & I haven't been able to be alone without spiralling #it's terrible. that brief period of feeling lighter yesterday did not last as long as I would have liked lmaodhfjsh #anyway. just wanted to make a note. I'll probably add smth about it to my pinned whenever I can crawl onto my laptop too tbh #but yeah. think it's gonna be rough for quite a while so idk idk I just want to feel a little more free #to do whatever I'm feeling the most around here (which should always be the case I know but I pressure myself ok I can't help it)#I need to stop typing bc I'll just keep rambling... brain won't shut up adjgksh #love u guys ok ty 💜#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.

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