#I projected onto fictional characters again

[critterishere]

Idk what to caption this😭😭 help

tag yourself I’m feeling like p2 currently

[lukashaaa]

Patho fanart of varying quality

[wardensantoineandevka]

sometimes I wanna talk more about Laudna and unpack how I personally was really disappointed after having some really high expectations of her and was really excited for an exploration of aspects of trauma and healing from it making you feel locked in place or the navigation of such a huge narrative event from a different perspective but how I ultimately personally felt her character was worse than incoherent, it was empty (hollow, even), especially under how Marisha initially conceptualized her as "over her trauma" and how that affected the way groundwork was laid

and sometimes I imagine talking about how even her mechanics are underwhelming when they could have done something interesting

but then I remember the worst I got harassed and the only time I was called a slur in this fandom was because I mildly remarked that maybe there's an interesting narrative to be had if she wasn't resurrected

so, I just waffle about it endlessly

[lazzarella]

Could be off base, but I was thinking about Fang (again! Surprise!) and, with a couple of things he says, I don't think it's the hugest stretch that he might see himself as difficult to love at times? Which makes it lovelier that, not only is he loved so easily, but he also accepts that love so easily. Like, he knows that Tan likes him before Tan asks him out, but he never pushes him away, he never doubts it, like other characters might. And, I don't know, I just think it's nice. I really like the way his character is written

[the-bat-bros]

Anxious! Tim Drake

Have some angst head cannons

Anxious! Tim Drake who assumes that if anyone is upset near him, it’s his fault

Anxious! Tim Drake who hides in his room when his family is arguing, and stares at the wall, trying to make out what is being said a few doors down

Anxious! Tim Drake who dissociates whenever he is in trouble

Anxious! Tim Drake who gets aggravated the first time Dick tries to help him through a panic attack

“I said I’m fine”

“Tim I can see that you aren’t fine, and that’s okay. Please talk to me, tell me what’s going on. Let me help-”

“I said I’m fine!”

Anxious! Tim Drake who feels bad about shoving people away who are just trying to help him. But he doesn’t need help. They’re only pitying him anyway. They don’t actually care.

Anxious! Tim Drake who bounces his knee, taps his fingertips together, or twirls a pen to help get some of his anxieties out

Anxious! Tim Drake who absolutely breaks down on the floor in the bathroom when a mission went wrong. It was his fault. He didn’t do enough. He should have done more. He needs to prove himself. He needs to do better.

Anxious! Tim Drake who is up all night because his mind won’t shut up, going over every tiny little detail of the day and what he could have done differently. He’s such a failure. He doesn’t deserve to be part of this family. He needs to be better. They’re probably still upset about that thing from three years ago. Oh god why did he sound so silly talking to Bernard last week? Why didn’t he offer to help Damian with his homework is he a bad brother? Oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god.

Anxious! Tim Drake who finally accepts help from Jason. Jay links Tim up with his therapist. Therapy sucks but Jason was right, it’s helping

Anxious! Tim Drake who learns to journal. Writing down what he think he did wrong and then writing why it was okay underneath that. He feels so silly when he does this, but it helps

Anxious! Tim Drake who gets a little better every day. It will take time. Healing isn’t linear. But he isn’t a failure. He is doing the best that he can. And that’s enough.

[moonyswarmsweaters]

Marauders era characters as my self deprecating thoughts

cause I’m not doing well lol

James: Do people really like me ore do they just like the version of myself I decide to show them?

Sirius: If i will be dramatic enough when It’s not that bad people would normalize my real breakdowns

Remus: Keep a smile on, maybe this time “fake it till you make it “ will work. People don’t need to see when you struggle, it will make them sad and sorry for you

Peter: I don’t do enough for others, I’m not enough for others. Why can’t I be like the Others?

Mary : I worked SO hard not to be a people pleaser i think I became such a bitch people hate me

Regulus: God, I corrected them again I didn’t mean to be mean she is my friend she must hate me now, god that’s why nobody likes a know it all

Even: my friends told me they are a bit scared of me again, am I bad person for not completely hating it or am I just overprotective of myself after so long, I won’t hurt my friends, but maybe they wouldn’t hurt me again. I don’t want them to be scared of me, not really, I love them. How do I even have friends?

Barty: I got a good score on the test WHY DID I GET A GOOD SCORE ON THE TEST I didn’t study enough., it must be a mistake, just pure dumb luck I’m not smart enough everyone think i smart when i feel so fucking stupid

on a sirius note- if you need help, please get help. You matter and can rant to me any time 💕- edit written AFTER the breakdown lol

[ant-agonist24]

[partiallypearl]

how many parties do we think the tv!btr boys threw in minnesota pre moving to la

[lohstandfound]

hm.... exploring jake as nonbinary/agender who very much performs the act of masculinity because that is what is expected of him and coming to terms that he doesn't have to be, maybe he doesn't have to force himself into that mould

[wrenwinchester]

So. We know Dean watched Finding Nemo and Frozen. So obviously we’re all on the same page about Dean being a Disney adult. Now this post is specifically about Dean and Brother Bear.

It came out the same year as Finding Nemo, 2003, you know. While Sam was at college.

Obviously we can all agree Dean cried watching Finding Nemo. It just makes sense. But the entire time he was watching Brother Bear he was sobbing he kept seeing his baby brother in Kenai and himself in Denahi. (And honestly in every sibling relationship. Like Sitka and Denahi, and Sitka and Kenai, and also maybe most obviously Kenai and Koda) And he just sobbed at the end because the whole story just echoed how he felt about Sam going to college, sure he felt lost and alone, but he also wanted what was best for his brother, and Sam didn’t need him anymore.

After the movie was done he called Sam, and that was the last time they talked before the pilot episode.

[alex-strike-is-transgender]

Magisterium characters agere headcannons (because I'm really stressed rn and have been regressing then not regressing then regressing again since like 1 am last night)

If you're going to see this as sexual just don't read it. SFW. NOT SEXUAL.

Aaron:

Regresses to 2-5 normally

Age dreams a lot as well

Cg is Call

Really likes oversized clothes n just stuff that's too big for him when he's regressed

Favourite little activity is colouring

Mostly voluntary

Can be clingy

Prefers outside to inside

Doesn't hide his regression but doesn't really tell many people about it either

Only people who actually know he regresses and isn't acting like a little kid for no reason are Call, Tamara and Jasper

Got a bit of gear, not that much (a paci and a sippy I'd say)

Alex:

Regresses to 0-6

No cg

Told Kimiya about it once, she didn't say much and just mostly acted like he didn't say anything

For years had no clue it had a name, just thought he's weird

Involuntary

Normally regresses when thinking about too dark things

Also adding on that he really likes horror stuff so he's thinking about too dark things all the time

Most commonly regresses when plotting murder or watching horror movies, also quite frequently in experiments

But hides it when it happens in experiments because Call's there and he thinks he'll be judged (he's right, Call is okay with it when it's Aaron because Aaron is his boyfriend best friend, but definitely not Alex)

Not open at all

Air magic illusions to comfort himself

No gear

Wants to play with dolls a lot

Doesn't have dolls, unfortunately

Jericho:

Regresses to 0-2

Regresses when tired mostly

Sometimes does it voluntarily, sometimes doesn't

Sleepy all the time

Has like 27376372 stuffies

Also completely hogs gear (no one needs that many paci's, even if the designs are good. Save some for the rest of us)

Cg is Constantine

Needs cuddles 24/7

Also blankets. Blankets are a requirement

Extremely clingy

Constantine:

Regresses to 8-9

Flip/switch (I can't remember what it's called, when you're both a cg and a regressor)

Jericho's cg

Very hyperactive

Before leaving the Magisterium Alastair was cg, after leaving he technically didn't have one he just made himself Master Joseph's problem

Only time he allows himself to act stupid is when he's regressed

Looking after Jericho while they're both regressed is "mum said I have to play with my little brother" energy.

Threw a small tantrum when he realised him and Jericho aren't the same age when regressed

Didn't actually realise he was regressing for ages (since it's not that much younger than his big age, especially compared to the rest of the ones I headcannon)

Also the only time he allows himself to be messy.

Again, if you're going to take this as sexual, leave.

DO NOT INTERACT IF YOU'RE GOING TO BE MEAN AND/OR SEXUAL ABOUT THIS

[natestars-corner-of-curiosities]

At first I was like “what if I made 11 sibling OCs for the March Hare from Alice in Wonderland and named them all after months of the year” as a joke. But bro, I don’t think it’s a joke anymore.

[icewindandboringhorror]

Apparently I can meet my goal of roughly 400,000 words in 6 months if I just somehow write at least 2,200 words a day ghbjh... Almost 2,500 today... huzzah...

[almonddirge]

Modern AU where Ruoye is a cane

[karliahs]

going through my old bnha drafts and there's like 5k of bullying-related hurt/comfort that's maybe 80% finished? and I'm annoyed bc I want. To read the end. Who would be so cruel as to abandon this without a conclusion. 25 year old me you have a lot to answer for