#I'M GOING TO EXPODE!!!

[ehh-is-the-name]

i think i hauve covid

[sandpapersnowman]

*so stressed i'm about to expode* hey everyone hows it going haha

[complete-gay-chaos]

just saw someone say leo/need is objectively the most basic group in prsk I'm going to expode

[misconceivedcapricorn]

I'm going to fucking expode i need to do something creative

[ratcandy]

I am feeling normal <- about to burst out into uncontrollable ranting at any moment

[lektricfergus]

[image id: youtube comment section. comment 1 from @vivilover9409 reads "media literacy is at an all time low". the reply from @spinesilk4... reads "i've been trying to expode you with my mind for 12 days if you don't reply i'm going to assume it worked"/end id]

Nge shitposts on youtube are unfunny and attract even more unfunny people but this one gets a pass

[deep-slept]

You know what's funny?

That I come back with this ship re-energized. Why? well Let me tell you: Personal feelings undercut

Every time, in all my years as a fan, I've seen some posts or things that makes me doubt or that speaks ill of one another, something will come in and WHAMO! new info or pic comes in and that contradicts it.

I was disconnected from the fandom since 2015 after giving up hope on destiel and cockles' romantic friendship.

But let me tell ya somethin';

an*** would say: "He dislikes Misha in real life" - I believed it, can't say Misha was well-mannered sometimes and he did somethings that...weeeren't a good idea but ( after some fan vids and JIB10 )

I was like "seems like it" and I believed those stories.

Then this happens:

I'm...in shock.

Going through that mindset I was like:

(why why why why would he post this???? )

(Wasn't he uncomfortable with him?)

(why are your chest so close together? the hell? who does that?)

I was happy, but still doubtful (maybe misha told him to take the pic)

THEN Then... THIS:

uh...

...Why would you post about your friendship anniversary of ten years with Misha? why not with...J*red? who does that? wasn't J*red your friend first?

THAT post made me very happy but melancholic because I knew at the time that SPN was going to an end this friendship would fade.

Then November 5th 2020...

Twitter expoded, Tumblr exploded! CHAOS

The confession I was waiting all my high school & college years to happen , happened.

I WAS IN DISBELIEF

I wouldn't have EVER thought Jensen led this happen, the cast let this happen, the PRODUCTION!!!

Cas was able to say his piece.

But then again I thought, still skeptical;

"Well, now Jensen can be in peace with all this"

After all has settled down, I was doing my own things (work, hangouts, a bit of gossip from local news) when on June, I stumbled upon a pic on Instagram;

Jensen...what's wrong? coping with shit? what does that mean?

In the comments I see someone asking :

-"hey, you good?"

Someone replies: "J2 breakup"

huh?

Breakup??? that's impossible!

I thought

And what place can I lookup that would have this info on the matter?

Tumblr.

I couldn't believe I had to reactivate my old 2015 account for this but I have to find out what was going on.

And it did not disappoint:

Jensen and Daneel announced with their production studio Chaos Machine a new Supernatural Prequel.

J*red didn't know about it....

Oh dear....

I didn't expect him to react that way...

To be honest I was surprised.(I know some fans can differ)

But my Lord, more CHAOS ensued.

Fans were pissed for various reasons

(Why a story of John [that asshole], Jensen not letting J*red know etc.) J2 fans were sad (understandably) but also LIVID!

They (allegedly) even went to Misha's publisher and said nasty things about him in *checks notes* Retaliation?

the fuck? what did he had to do with any of this?

seeing this while sitting down chowing on some food.

(deep down I was happy an*** got their little bubble bursted into flames)

Well that's it for me.

-I thought.

The next day, SPN is trending on tumblr. Again. And I couldn't believe what I saw:

....

Misha was staying in Jensen's.... apartment?

My world stopped at that moment...

My heart and mind exploded in delight!

The serotonin levels were SKY HIGH!!!

After all these years.....their friendship was real...

I wouldn't believe it.

After this, I searched for all the last details and theories about them. And those started to finally make more sense.

Everything was falling into place.

And I was really happy for them.

Regardless if their friendship is beyond that or not, I'm just glad it exists because thanks to that chemistry and companionship they helped thousands of fans and people in their lives.

And I'm forever living happily in this cockles dumpster.

💙💚

[creep3r-chan]

ehehe... EHEHEHE....... women..... Women pretty.... Ah oh shit oh fuck I mean what I mean what I didn't. What. I didn't say anything oh sh

EHEHHEHEHEH QUINN!!!!!!! and and paul/pawny he's neat too but AUGH QUINN!!!!!! I THINK IM GOING TO EXPLODE SHES LIKE. SOSOSOSOSOSO PRETTY !!!! UNDERSTATEMENT AND ALSO ALSO THE. ART!!!!!!!! THE ART IS SOSOOSOSOOSO COOL AHSHDH💥💥💥💥💥 You should totally. Uhh. Tell Star the art is sosoososo good that I FUCKING EXPLODED ™️ and destroyed the universe and all the neighboring universes next to us because UAHHDHRHDHBFEBDHDHHE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am going to say it again and again and again and again (again wonderblocks mention) QUINN IS SO PRETTYBWHEHEHEHREHURHRHJNSJ GIGGLING GIGGLING GIGGLING I LUVE QUINN CAN YOU TELL!!!!! I'm expode™️

chessboard scorpion jumpscare

i have liek ... a lot of chess related characters if yuo couldnt tell already [ cough cough QUINN cough cough ]

WAHH!! that scared the jump outta me. I mean wh

QUINN MENTION!!! GIGGLING QUINN!!!!!!! I have another drawing of quinn ("Creeper you should start draw Pawny..." "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH") ... Murderous quinn!!! Though when I turn it digital I'll have to change the weapon to probably an axe or butcher's knife... Anywae YAHOO!!! chessboard scorpion AND QUINN MENTION!! so yaya!!, that's so awesomecore !!

[babyboibucky]

Not me checking your masterlist for The Match for the 9th time today to see if there's an update bc I think I'm going to expode from excitement😗😁

OMG akskwksksksw babe check back on Wed or Thurs, there might be an update then 😌

Thank you for the anticipation 🥺

[xxstar-bluesxx]

What are your thoughts on Lance Sterling? I'm kinda really scared and paranoid over the fact that my crush on him was pretty pathetic AF because I didn't want to tell anyone about because I might get judged and shamed over it.

Got a small crush on him, actually like 10%. And I can take some more content of him tho.

From what I think about Lance, he's smooth af. Has elegance in his ways of making an entrance and escaping, he's badass when it comes to his job as being a spy, pretty much the only agent that's much centered around the whole movie and we haven't get to see... other agents than just him. (Which is will be interesting to make a sequel for the movie, if they can allow it. There are literally more materials for it to have a sequel).

Every character has a flaw, and Lance has one and even more. Not shaming him (*looks at Killian* ... Well um... kinda), this guy does have reasons and like Walter said, "Everyone makes mistakes".

We don't know what actually happened in his previous mission in Kyrgyzstan, but we do know that he had gadgets that expodes ("go boom!") A lot. And guess what... he does want something epic, but unfortunately, this became a big problem for him and everyone.

Not only that, he might have been partnered with other agents or even have friends along the way, but got killed somehow. A theory that I made on why Lance is using the quote "I Fly Solo", concerns me, in what meaning. At first, we can say he's trying to show off like he always does for entertaining the agency, but in a twist... turns out he doesn't want anybody to join in to his mission or else they'll get hurt either. I feel bad for him, especially when he thought that he'd lost Walter in the submarine explosion.

The only thing that made me loose the bar, is that he "accidentally" but yet might have killed civilians, especially Killian's people during his last mission, no wonder why Joy is worried for Lance. Gladly, realizing... He can be an ignorant jerk... yeah, he deserves it- but please not killing my Walter, please no.

Lance is complicated, yet he's trying to hide it all by just being confident, flirt and be cool about it. But hey! At least he learned his lessons and finally got a partner! Heck, he's also a cool dork as well.

Also, it's okay to have a crush on anyone or any character. There are no rules for that! You can make more content and love for these bois! We won't judge

[filthy-rat]

Not gonna lie, I only recently followed you because of the Ghost content but it is so wonderful to see the friendships you have made and the people who are coming out to support you. That's amazing and I'm so glad you have such kindness coming to you. You deserve it

i cannot physically handle such nice things said at me i’m going to expode

[keepinventory]

okay this is gonna kill me so im throwing it to the wild dogs

this is basically what the game looked like, a warm off-white and a desaturated black. to progress, you have to fill in the white with black in increasingly unique and different ways. in one level, you have to tilt your device to the right to make the black bar slide across the screen. in another, you have to tap really really fast like a stampede. each level also has some sort of sound cue to give you a hint of what the gimmick is (i.e for the stampede level there's very muffled footsteps that grow louder and more plentiful the faster you tap), sometimes the sound cue is a british lady narrator going "hmm... *sigh* i'm so bored!" and you have to drop your device to make her go "weeee!". it costed either a dollar or 10 dollars on the app store. i cant remember. i do however remember this being a very fun game and if i dont remember what its called im gonna expode

trying to remember the name of an ipad game i played a couple years ago and failing so so badly

[dodgerjammies]

IM EXPODING YOU WITH MY MIND BEAMS!!!!!!!!! the fanart is so lovely and genuinely means so much to me, I stared at my phone just going "for me?? you made this for me?? oh my gosh for me??" literally overjoyed. I'm so happy you like it so much !! I'm so glad it's bringing comfort to people ahhh it's so nice

i’m so proud of u!! ur teddy bear fic is really amazing and a lot of people think so too!! 💖🧸

RUBY!!! I'm using my mind beams on you!!! I'm so glad people like it so much it's so werid having my writing show up on my dash and in fanart, I've never really written before this so it's been a little wild, ^-^!!! ty for being proud of me!!! it really does mean alot how supportive you've been of my stuff :>

[whetstonefires]

okay during the karakura attack, after aizen finally makes it to Real Karakura

[which had incidentally been swapped into another dimension for security reasons during the one single actual battle of what they called The Winter War because said battle happened in November(?????), i have no idea what if anything it would do to the YuGiOh powers to be in the dead people dimension. it's an important plot point that Karakura is much denser in spirit energy than the rest of the living world, be very funny if this impacted how Duel Monsters work. are Kaiba's holograms inexplicably more lifelike in the Karakura-fused version of Domino City than anywhere else in the world? do atem and bakura get powerups, or are they immune to ambient power flow.]

there's a whole bit where the only people who aren't unconscious are the ones with high spirit power, which mostly means ichigo's friends because he uh. spiritually mutated them via proximity. it's a good thing he didn't live in an apartment complex, geez.

so it seems likely some of the yugioh cast would be up and about also! and having encounters in this kidnapped sleeping city.

anyway brief plot digression where Atem challenges Tube Sock Version Aizen to a shadow game, and the operational parameters of this dead-people magic system are different enough that he can't just expode the Game from the inside with his ridiculous shounen powerup. and if he breaks the rules he gets a Penalty Game.

this would actually be really interesting because technically aizen is...good at pretending to play by the rules? but i'm not sure he's capable of actually following them. but if motivated he could be really good at doing the thing where he obeys the letter but not the spirit. which is what early-manga Other Yuugi specializes in when up against bad people, so they could have an over-the-top sneaky rules-lawyer-off over some weird made-up game that Atem made up on the spot; to be true to the spirit of both series it would have to involve a sword somehow.

BUT this is at a point in Aizen's character arc where he is on the brink of completing the apotheosis he pursued specifically for the sake of never having to acknowledge any rules or limitations ever again forever, and he is 1) really enjoying it and 2) in the process of losing his mind entirely

the collision of this with a Shadow Game would be thematically impressive but also tend to explode unpredictably in all directions.

....also Aizen's project here is to sacrifice living human souls to make a MacGuffin for royalty reasons so Bakura deserves a chance to go apeshit on him, although there's no way i can see him being more than a delaying action

give me yugioh and bleach please

Okay. I want. I want Ichigo and Yuugi going to the same school. I want them in the same class. I want both manga happening in the same universe, concurrently. This thought is so crack-tastic I keep pausing to giggle maniacally, and I don’t think I can come even close to bringing it to justice, but here are some thoughts:

Ichigo can see Atem haunting the puzzle ofc, but Atem isn’t like.... hurting one? I mean. Some people got set on fire, but those people sucked. Yuugi’s weird ghost goes firmly into the “not touching that” category. (He can also see Bakura when Ryou shows up, but Bakura doesn’t do anything when Ichigo is around, so Ichigo brushes it off as the same sort of deal.)

Rukia is definitely bothered and confronts Atem-Yuugi, so now Yuugi is aware Ichigo is some sort of... grim reaper? Like the card? Sure, whatever. Yuugi has other problems. The first season of YGO and the first season of Bleach both happen with them largely ignoring each other...... except Ishida definitely tries to fight Kaiba over his hideous trench coat. 

Orihime plays duel monsters. She’s not very good at it, but Yuugi humors her and encourages her to play with their friend group between classes. Even when he gets crowned the King of Games. Maybe even especially after he becomes King of Games!

And then I want Aizen’s attack on Karakura Town (which now takes place is Karakura) to happen at the same time. I didn’t watch that arc in Bleach so I don’t know how it would work, but I want arrancar and shinigami getting confused and entering weird shadow games. I want Jounouchi and Honda going FUCK IT and fist fighting someone. I want to know if Malik can mind-control a ghost. I want Ishizu looking Aizen in the eyes and predicting his downfall. 

And then I want Yuugi and Ichigo bumping into each other while they’re in the middle of running off to whatever new crisis and being like: UUUUUUH good luck?