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Accelerate Data Integration with SAP SLT HANA

Accelerate Data Integration with SAP SLT HANA
CBS Consulting utilises SAP SLT HANA to accelerate data integration processes for organisations. Our expert team helps businesses optimise data replication and transformation, ensuring real-time access to critical information. Enhance your data management capabilities with our tailored SLT HANA solutions.
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Radiology Machines Interfacing: Streamlining Imaging Processes

In the fast-paced world of radiology, efficient Radiology Machines Interfacing and PACS (Picture Archiving and Communication System) are essential for streamlining imaging processes and improving diagnostic outcomes. Let's delve into how these technologies facilitate seamless integration, optimize workflow, and enhance diagnostic efficiency.
Seamless Integration: The integration of radiology machines with PACS enables seamless integration of imaging data into a centralized system. This integration eliminates the need for manual data entry and facilitates the automatic transfer of images and patient information, reducing the risk of errors and ensuring data accuracy. With seamless integration, radiologists can access patient images and data from any location within the healthcare facility, enhancing collaboration and efficiency.
Image Management: Effective image management is crucial for organizing and storing large volumes of medical images generated by radiology machines. PACS provides robust tools for storing, retrieving, and managing images, allowing radiologists to quickly access relevant patient data during diagnosis and treatment planning. Advanced image management capabilities ensure that images are securely archived and readily accessible when needed, improving workflow efficiency and patient care.
Workflow Optimization: Radiology Machines Interfacing and PACS streamline imaging processes by optimizing workflow and reducing manual tasks. With automated workflows and intelligent routing, radiology images are routed to the appropriate radiologist for interpretation, ensuring timely diagnosis and treatment planning. Workflow optimization also minimizes unnecessary delays and bottlenecks, allowing healthcare providers to deliver prompt and efficient care to patients.
Real-time Access: PACS enables real-time access to radiology images and patient data, empowering healthcare providers to make informed decisions quickly. Radiologists can access images instantly from any location, enabling remote interpretation and consultation, particularly beneficial in emergency situations or when expert opinions are required. Real-time access to imaging data enhances diagnostic accuracy and facilitates timely interventions, ultimately improving patient outcomes.
Diagnostic Efficiency: By streamlining imaging processes and providing rapid access to radiology images, Radiology Machines Interfacing and PACS contribute to diagnostic efficiency. Radiologists can efficiently review and interpret images, leading to faster diagnoses and treatment decisions. Additionally, advanced features such as image enhancement and 3D reconstruction tools further enhance diagnostic accuracy, enabling radiologists to detect and analyze abnormalities with precision.
In conclusion, Radiology Machines Interfacing and PACS play a vital role in streamlining imaging processes and enhancing diagnostic efficiency in radiology departments. Through seamless integration, robust image management, workflow optimization, real-time access, and improved diagnostic efficiency, these technologies empower healthcare providers to deliver high-quality care and improve patient outcomes.
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balor 🥰
#fields of mistria#fom#balor#fanart#art#sir...im so in love w you...#if anyone else like me loved the fuck out of stardew but was disappointed in the romance options...please play this game#the characters/interactions/dialouge is top notch#i knew nothing about this game i found out about it 2 days before release#i thought i was gonna go for march#and immedately met this guy and just#his first line is like (im a traveling merchant) and i went (oh no)#i have such a THING for merchant characters#i can finally live out my dream of romancing volo pkmn#sort of#except not evil#i think#love that the romance options in this game are like... adults with jobs/dreams/aspirations#unlike stardew where everyone is supposedly an adult but is like a teenager??#but in this game everyone is a contributing member of society#love that <3333#the dialouge for real is amazing#anyway. it still in uhh...early access? so you cant do everything youll be able to do one day#but thats good for me bc i tend to blast through these games and do 90% of things within a week#fanart???? from my ass???#only because i love this game and him#im so fucked up for him#not me tracking his ass down everyday to talk to him#also what i love about this game is being able to talk to everyone multiple times a day#like every hour or something
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smth i honestly recommend everyone should do is like. keep a private folder of art u like on ur computer lol. and like. download art u like when u see it. ur gonna lose stuff Forever if u just like it, u know? and like, discord archives arent really enough lol. I have been downloading art since like 2016 & I have a LOT of art that was scrubbed from the internet otherwise, especially due to like. the antics of deviantart & twitter. And on things like twitter theres Barely a way to save art to begin with (bookmarks is Not good enough)
u do kinda lose Credit a lot of the time (unless u save it with it named? which i do sometimes but not always) and often like, it won't be the Perfect HQ or itll have a massive watermark on it. but like. since it's not really for Sharing as much as its for my own personal enjoyment, these things don't really bother me at all... Having a collection of art that i love that I can look at offline & like, On My Computer is so nice. And I back up a lot of it on hard drives when i back up my own art! Again, like, a lot of these pieces this is the Only way i can look at them anymore, and Maybe the only archive OF them.... I've had pieces from my friends Before they were my friends, that i just saved as a "fan", that THEY lost years later... I have pieces they hadn't Seen in years. And every year I Probably save at least a few more pieces that will become like, totally scrubbed from technology otherwise. idk. i think it's nice to have an archive of this art that is in my taste but also like, that i'd likely Lose otherwise.
i Hope people save my art. I don't honestly Think anyone does, but I Hope that like, if my shit ever blows up and all my accounts get scrubbed, Someone has at least one drawing I made saved to their computer 2 remember me. u know. Its like a scrapbook. I remember these ppls characters, i remember the communities at the time, i remember how i felt when i first saw the piece. Its really inspiring but also genuinely like, really Important to me and sentimental. I kinda think everyone should have their own collection but I think people are genuinely Scared to right click & save ppls art LOL. Genuinely where is the harm, though.
#idk i really think ppl are afraid of it and like#i think. some artists might at first think “ew no i dont want ppl doing that to my art”#y#like why#like actually.... whats the difference between them looking at ur art on a social media feed vs on their own pc#its beautiful and inspiring and doing a part to archive ur work#cuz like we've been shown time and time again that social media degrades#why wouldnt u want it except like. Just out of kneejerk Fear of people having too much access to ur work#they arent Stealing from u...#thats not what this is LOL#idk maybe this is a hot take but i dont think its a take anyone has any real opinion on cuz i think most ppl dont#like... think about it that hard#but i think ppl should do it#have ur own personal collection 2 refer to#i still have like... my favorite pieces from when i was in middle school#do u know how much that Means to me?#its better at holding my memory than like... anything else... cuz i take it with me#i have art from my Friends back then and my favorite artists#and i can see how clearly my spaces and my tastes have changed over time#i can always draw back the lines of inspiration and hold them close to my heart#idk. im rambling. hi . are u reading the tags. probably not . LOL#im talking to myself#whateva#text post#text
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this comic was brought to you by Summer Sux Dot Org
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#magneto#professor x#erik lehnsherr#charles xavier#snap sketches#FINALLY finished this thang . dialogues still hrad but whatever were moving on#you know the heat's real when charles doesnt jump on that. i know in my heart he would have given any other circumstance#but its too late my heart also enjoys grumpy charles a lot lmao..#you underestimate the joys of cold water when its hot as balls out until you go swimming or have a shower after a workout TRUST#anyway my kryptonite continues to be me never planning dialogue before doing the comic. like 90% of the time i dont plan it#i just go 'yeah ill figure it out' and then next thing i know the script's changed like five times since the intial draft#Speaking of the initial draft this comic turned out. Moderately different from the initial draft i did on stream. lol#not TOO different but the paneling's diff enough for me to go 'lol'#the script changed when i went outside and was forced to acknowledge how hot it was today. and everyday#anyway please enjoy. im posting this to twitter way later so gg to tumblr for technically getting early access to this#im gonna stop looking at this until i decide to post this to twitter and then make like ninety Very Small And Minute tweaks lmao..
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I just realized. One thing that Optimus will certainly be educated on by the Primes in the Haunted AU is the various was One Can Kill A Quintesson! Leaving some Autobots confused at times when he's teaching them in return because 'This sounds pretty Specific...???'
It's slightly competitive on the Primes' part because yeah, the Deceptions do got the High Guard being good at killing Quintessons too but. They're the Real Experts. (Are they salty? Naaaah they're not. Much. Kinda.)
AKJSHDK YEAH YOU'RE SO RIGHT I LOVE THAT <333
they got so good at squishing the goddamn bugs and they're thrilled they can save Optimus the pain of figuring out their weak points through trial and error like they did. they're gonna make a pro out of their baby brother in no time.
and if they just so happen to know some of the Decepticons will be majorly pissed off at the fact OP is already on par with the best of what used to be the High Guard when he only has a fraction of their experience... well, happy coincidences, y'know?
and if they happen to teach Optimus how to crack open a Quintesson in just the right way to make some Decepticons see ghosts through him... that's between them and the people they're haunting :)
haunted au
#hey i got an ask#funsizedkola#transformers#transformers one#tf one#optimus prime#tf jazz#haunted au#my art#i am. so sorry this took so long. there's literally no good explanation i don't know where time went OTL#on a different note!#this ask reminded me of one of my favorite tf fics ever. it's called 'Nor Is He Early' and it features a delightful version of the matrix#and the role of prime that i haven't found anywhere else#it isn't really that similar to this au but it does feature OP being able to access the memories of previous holders#and some of those memories are about how to kill quintessons and all the trauma that comes with that#delighful i tell you#i think in this au optimus *can* access memories from the thirteen#but they just prefer to teach him the normal way#mostly because they think it's better from optimus to learn things in his own body rather than from someone else's memory#but also because those memories are Not Good. optimus is already going through his own war and they'd rather he not carry#memories from another one he wasn't even alive to live through#and if he struggles to pick something up they prefer to show him through memories of sparring they did with each other#and the high guard than to show him real battles#they Know it's no use. optimus had already died once before they even met him. they won't be able to protect him from this war#nor any other that comes next. but still they can't help but try#so... yeah ajshdjksa
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In canon, a kwami's power must be used through a human wielding a miraculous, otherwise it'll have unforeseen consequences. So, in your AU, does Imago stealing Marinette's agonies cause any sort of trouble?
honestly the biggest unforeseen consequence is that this dude is around and being himself
no but for real, there should be a hypermassive consequence for a kwami unfettered peeking their head in, but there's not because of shit we'll get into later.
just consider it like this for the time being: now that Marinette is a sage and is capable of communing with the gods, she as a living being can be used as that intermediate conduit for power instead of the miraculous gems. If it was Tikki, for example, using her power raw with sage!Marinette, Mari would be able to access the power of creation or be swayed by it - however, it would put a massive strain on her, as she's not a miraculous but still capable of acting as that pipeline.
The reason Marinette has no ill effects from Imago, however, is because Imago is playing with a catch 22. Their purpose was to take agony away from Marinette, so even the exhaustion of accessing the unfettered power of a god was something he stole from her, so it seems like zero consequences have been had. In truth Imago is now SO tired holy moly and they DO NOT LIKE IT LMAO
#replies#we'll play with more gods later! it'll be great#sass will talk about how there's a reason people worshiped many gods back in the day#cuz back in the asscrack of time gods were capable of blessing people with their power. or cursing them#but they gave that shit up to become real when the first sage created the miraculous#so its not like Imago peeking their head in would've collapsed reality. gods used to do this crap all the time#but the doorways are almost rusted shut from lack of use; for lack of a better term#its only the fact that marinette is now accessible to the gods that let imago yank that janky door open#anyway don't think about it too hard. we're here to have fun after all
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I’m not a Ride Kamens player but I’m looking to be. Saw your art and was wondering if you could tell me how to pop on pls 🥺
(also wonderful art. it tastes like fruit gummies. to me specifically)
thank you!! :> right now Ride Kamens only has a Japanese version; if playing it directly works for you, there are download links and more app info on the official site! they've started teasing part 3 of the main story coming out soon, so it's not a bad time to jump in. 👀
if playing in Japanese isn't an option, then unfortunately I think English translations are still pretty difficult to find...I know there's some floating around YouTube and various blog sites for the first couple of main story chapters, plus a handful of card stories, and I think that's about it. :( I have heard there's a fan discord with rough translations/summaries(?) of most of the main story + events, but I'm not sure about the details on that?
I think it's definitely worth checking out if you can though! come join us all in agreement about who the best character is and why it's Leon
#art#ride kamens#the real joke of course is that noa would never catch leon breaking in#they would get up to use the bathroom and turn around and leon would simply be there#'i think i've really -- goshujinsama please stop screaming -- i've really perfected it this time!'#anyway yeah i am sorry i wish this game was more accessible :(#i had a crack at doing translations a while ago to see if i could but very quickly got out of my depth#(i'm at a level where i can mostly understand things with the help of kanji ocr + vocab lookup on the fly)#(but more complex lines are like...the difference between understanding basically what it means)#(versus being able to do a line-by-line translation if that makes sense)#(i'll paraphrase the heck out things for a joke but i wouldn't want to present it as an actual translation)#(and OF COURSE taiten's whole character quirk of talking in yojijukujo like MAN please have mercy on me 😭)
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WOW KEYCHAINS???????????
#hi guys#i got logged out of tumblr for MONTHS even tho i tried to log back in several times and just got access to my account .just now#anyways a lot has happened#ive had a shop for more than a month now!#and just today i opened interest checks for these. (real ones remember that years ago i said i wanted to make these into keychains)#dreams do come true.......#dont really expect me to be very active here yet because . very long time without tumblr . but . hello again!!!#tmnt#tmnt 2012#tmnt 2012 leo#tmnt 2012 michelangelo#tmnt 2012 mikey#ive forgotten how to tag here good lord
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Marluxia doodle hehe
#kh#kingdom hearts#marluxia#marluxia kh#my art#he's so awesome! i honestly love all the org members so far#they're interesting and i like their designs. they look like rockstars#i don't know how it is in recom but i played gba and the first fight against him is TOUGH#i feel like especially in late game gba. you get punished for not understanding how the system works#it peaks with the marluxia boss fight#after barely doing any significant damage to him and dying repeatedly. i discovered the Secret Technique#(arranging your deck for easy Sonic Blade and 0 access (the more the better))#and defeated him pretty quickly#his second fight was pretty underwhelming to me in terms of difficulty#since he used very few sleights it was mostly a matter of timing 0s well#him piloting the giant heartless was super cool though!#i know that second fight was the “real” him and first fight was just an illusion. but in any other game you'd think it'd be the reverse hah#my epic fact is that a friend and i have different headcanons for marluxia#i thought he was a trans man but she thought she was a trans woman#i now believe that marluxia is simultaneously taking estrogen and testosterone to become the Ultimate Gender. we just can't see it#it's like shrodinger's gender. marluxia could be a trans man or trans girl#marluxia may be forced into one category or another but until then they exist as both at once. free from binary categorization#much like their status as a nobody
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how do you come up with the ways cultures in your setting stylize people/animals/the world in general in their artwork, i.e. jewlery, rock carvings, statues, etc? Each culture in your world seems to have a very unique "art style" and I love it a lot - makes them seem that much more 'real'. This is something I struggle with a lot in my own worldbuilding and I'd love to pick your brain if possible 😁
I think a starting point is to have a research process based in the material realities of the culture you're designing for. Ask yourself questions like:
Where do they live? What's the climate/ecosystem(s) they are based in? What geographic features are present/absent?
What is their main subsistence method? (hunter gatherer, seasonal pastoralist, nomadic pastoralist, settled agriculturalist, a mix, etc)
What access to broader trade networks do they have and to whom? Are there foreign materials that will be easily accessible in trade and common in use, or valuable trade materials used sparingly in limited capacities?
Etc
And then do some research based on the answers, in order to get a sense of what materials they would have routine access to (ie dyes, metal, textiles, etc) and other possible variables that would shape how the art is made and what it's used for. This is just a foundational step and won't likely play much into designing a Style.
If you narrow these questions down very specifically, (ie in the context of the Korya post- grassland based mounted nomads, pastoralist and hunter-gatherer subsistence, access to wider trade networks and metals), you can direct your research to specific real world instances that fit this general idea. This is not to lift culturally specific concepts from the real world and slap them into your own setting, but to notice commonalities this lifestyle enforces - (ie in the previous example- mounted nomadic peoples are highly mobile and need to easily carry their wealth (often on clothing and tack) therefore small, elaborate decorative artwork that can easily be carried from place to place is a very likely feature)
For the details of the art itself, I come up with loose 'style guides' (usually just in my head) and go from there.
Here's some example questions for forming a style (some are more baseline than others)
Are geometric patterns favored? Organic patterns? Representative patterns (flowers, animals, stars, etc)? Abstract patterns?
Is there favored material(s)? Beads, bone, clay, metals, stones, etc.
When depicting people/animals, is realism favored? Heavy stylization? The emotional impression of an animal? Are key features accentuated?
How perspective typically executed? Does art attempt to capture 3d depth? Does it favor showing the whole body in 2 dimensions (ie much of Ancient Egyptian art, with the body shown in a mix of profile and forward facing perspective so all key attributes are shown)? Will limbs overlap? Are bodies shown static? In motion?
Does artwork of people attempt to beautify them? Does it favor the culture's conception of the ideal body?
Are there common visual motifs? Important symbols? Key subject matters?
What is the art used for? Are its functions aesthetic, tutelary, spiritual, magical? (Will often exist in combination, or have different examples for each purpose)
Who is represented? Is there interest in everyday people? Does art focus on glorifying warriors, heroes, kings?
Are there conventions for representing important figures? (IE gods/kings/etc being depicted larger than culturally lesser subjects)
Is there visual shorthand to depict objects/concepts that are difficult to execute with clarity (the sun, moon, water), or are invisible (wind, the soul), or have no physical component (speech)?
Etc
Deciding on answers to any of these questions will at least give you a unique baseline, and you can fill in the rest of the gaps and specify a style further until it is distinct. Many of these questions are not mutually exclusive, both in the sense of elements being combined (patterns with both geometric and organic elements) or a culture having multiple visual styles (3d art objects having unique features, religious artwork having its own conventions, etc).
Also when you're getting in depth, you should have cultural syncretism in mind. Cultures that routinely interact (whether this interaction is exchange or exploitation) inevitably exchange ideas, which can be especially visible in art. Doing research on how this synthesizing of ideas works in practice is very helpful- what is adopted or left out from an external influence, what is retained from an internal influence, what is unique to this synthesis, AND WHY. (I find Greco-Buddhist art really interesting, that's one of many such examples)
Looking at real world examples that fit your parameters can be helpful (ie if I've decided on geometric patterns in my 'style guide', I'll look at actual geometric patterns). And I strongly encourage trying to actually LEARN about what you're seeing. All art exists in a context, and having an understanding of how the context shapes art, how art does and doesn't relate to broader aspects of a society, etc, can help you when synthesizing your own.
#I have a solid baseline because I like learning about history so don't do this like. Full research process every time. It's just the gist#of what the core process is.#I think I've gotten a similar question about clothing in the past that I never answered (sorry) so yeah this applies to that as well#Though that involves a heavier preliminary research end (given there are substantially more practical concerns that shape the#making of clothing- material sources they have access to (plant textile? wool? hide? etc). The clothing's protective purpose (does#it need to protect from the sun? wind? mild cold? extreme cold?). Etc#Also involves establishing like. Beauty conventions. Gendered norms of dress. Modesty conventions. Etc#I think learning about the real world and different cultures across history is like. The absolute most important thing for good#worldbuilding. And this means LEARNING learning. Having the curiosity to learn the absolute myriad of Things People Do#and Why We Do Them and how we relate to shared aspects of our world. The commonalities and differences. I think this is like...#Foundational to having the ability to synthesize your own rather than just like. copy-pasting concepts at random
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Publishing has always been a fucking nightmare, but now it’s a layer of hell. It’s not enough that writers be good at what they do. Writers have to maintain an active social media presence and cultivate a following. Be available.
They have to be conventionally attractive enough to look good enough to see on a screen, aesthetically pleasing, kind, funny, up-to-date on trends, socially aware but not so controversial that they turn off a brand from California from slapping their discount code on a video promoting a book.
They have to do all of this with no media training, with little help from the companies that are supposed to be doing this for them.
Of course, a lot of this isn't possible for say, the 40-something mother of two who teaches English at a school and writes on the side. She’s boxed out of an already complex industry that already has enough walls.
On some level, I think authors have always marketed themselves a little, but we’ve reached such a crazy point where we’re demanding the author become the influencer. Accessibility in publishing has narrowed from an inch to a sliver. And that inch was hard enough to get in as is.
#This is about traditional publishing but there’s pretty privilege and ageism in self publishing too#I can’t think of the last time I saw an up and coming author recording videos who was over thirty#And frankly that’s a shame#It could be that I’m not looking hard enough#but it’s more likely that algorithms are trained the way they are#truly I don’t think they should have to do any of that at all#And forgive me but (and I know it’s rich because I’m an artist on a platform) but art shouldn’t be at the mercy of an algorithm#Now there’s also something to be said about self publishing becoming easier and easier to achieve success in#And doors opening because of influencer status is real and makes publishing wider in a way#But that doesn’t mean it’s accessible#I’m not gonna plaster my health issues over the wall but that life is certainly not accessible to me!#are you healthy enough to write and make sure people on social media still want to like your stuff#are you mentally well enough to be your own pr#I’m sure people who have studied this have more to say and have said it better but this is what I’ve observed#writing#publishing#publishing industry
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I am BEGGING people at this point to make even the smallest attempt to learn something about asexuality/aromanticism before logging onto the internet to make sweeping & misunderstood generalizations about us
#without fail every time i see someone posting a bad take abt aro/aceness it's like. ok so you literally don't get it#there are resources you can access to learn more! or even real human people you can ask! idk#asexual#aromantic
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im not an au maker kinda guy. like at all. but ive gotta commit to random urges at times. sorry if it's been done before ;P
let's be self indulgent and cringe and free,,,!
#wandersong#wandersong vaguely modern au#bard wandersong#kiwi wandersong#miriam wandersong#mask wandersong#i really want to finish that dream king doodle.#also maybe// draw some overseers....#miriam would still be a witch here. magic is still real!#she just has access to saphys old car.#i have a few more thoughts but ill share them another time.
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most people may have moved on from the cherik dazzler rockumentary date but i havent. Not now not ever
#snap chats#‘snap please its almost 5am’ ssssssshhhh read my text post#for months ive wanted to at least make animatics- or AN animatic for one of the squirrel girl calls#honestly might be the sabretooth one. oh im sorry the ‘sweetooth’ one#literally stopped typing this just to go check to make sure the call had both the pun and the rockumentary mention IT DOES#best call idc. i mean theyre all peak ofc but that one makes me giggle the most#i wouldnt wanna animate/storyboard ALLLLLL of it… just enough to satisfy the brain#like ill ever have time for that ANYWAY i still think them watchin a rockumentarys cute…#real quick why erik sound so nefarious when hes like. ‘ i made them give me more gigs >:)’ like girl 😭😭#i can SO CLEARLY see him smirk proud as hell i cant stand him. thats my grandpa im baking cherry pie for him#GIRL YOU KNOW CHARLES WAS TRYING NOT TO DIE LAUGHING ON THE OTHER END IDC#im also never over the fact he really was listening in for AT LEAST one of the calls. what an asshole#letting his man embarass himself live on the radio he really is evil wow tiktok was right#anyway marvel im gonna need a miniseries dedicated to Pure Old Man Nonsense Old Man Yaoi#please let them watch their dazzler rockumentary in peace…. erik finally has more gigs :(#fuckin things gonna stop buffering every twelve seconds PLEAAAASSEE CHAT#PLEASE I CAN IMAGINE THIS POOR DUDE GETTING SO FED UP WITH NETFLIX BUFFERING EVERY FIVE SECONDS#charles tryna trll him its no big deal but nay… of COURSE its a big deal…. just like getting disrespected at home depot….#god not a day goes by where i dont think of the squirrel girl calls theyre literally timeless and perfect i love them so much#i always think of pinning my com info but no i need access to those calls at all times#esp cause the og file was on my old computer.. and is gone forever now… haha…. :(#ANYWAY im gonna finish this cup of tea and then sleep for three hours BYYYEEE#i love my silly old men….. im gonna giggle and think of all the silly comics i wanna draw of them ….
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to me ragatha is the most tragic blend of fawning and wanting to be liked and being terrified that the people around you are going to die at any moment and a desperate desire for things to turn out okay and more and it makes me distraught
#like. man. shes. shes so ocd and ptsd man#and the very first time i put together the fawning thing i havent been able to forget it#bc fawning is. so stressful. and hard to identify#and i see it in her a lot bc a lot of how she acts feels like how i act#shes like. i try not to project on characters if i can help it#but as an ocd and ptsd haver who fawns at the drop of a hat. shes just. very familiar to me#except i have the benefit of not being in the digital circus#where u have minimal access to support save for the people around you and also people keep metaphorically dying all the time#giving you all the more 'reason' to act like that...#man...#ragatha hold on ill get u out of there let me just put on this headset real quick no plan needed . ive got this#circus discussion
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