#STILL OBSESSSSSSSSED

[chthonicgodling]

“Let me introduce you to my baby brother.”

Featuring: Raz and lil bro Røkia - give or take a few years!!🤩🌟OH IM OBSESSSSSSSSED WITH HOW THIS CAME OUT RAAAAAAAA

yeah umm working my way through my mental list of one shot illustrations I’d considered drawing while tied up working on other stuff. Grown-up Raz in full future God of Tartarus glory looking cool with grown-up Røki?!! HELLO YES SSS SSSSSSS??? And the very important Canon Convo snippet from when Raz first met him as a newborn, to compare💖✨ I was annoyed with myself back in November for not getting around to drawing that to add to this post but in retrospect then I couldn’t have done this matching set so it all worked out!! It’s a handy snapshot of the CURRENT day, where Raz is just 12 and his baby brother fits in his arms and is roughly the shape of a very large potato still.

I just know that Raz and Røki are going to grow up into an inseparable duo one day 🥹🥹

This has been just another excuse for me to learn how to actually draw Røkia, especially since I’ve been focusing on his current canon baby shape. It IS all getting easier with time💪 wowie imagine that! Also— grown up Raz is SO fun for me to draw and I hardly ever draw him though Current Canon Raz sure has popped up more than usual over the past year 🤩 VERY EXCITING! I love Raz and wish we were ever doing more with him in general but I guess only time will tell. Yaaayyyy

Røki’s my babie and Raz belongs to the hiatus’d @fenixethekid !

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #491

“and i don’t want the world to see me, ‘cuz i don’t think that they’d understand  /  when everything’s made to be broken, i just want you to know who i am”

Have you ever been diagnosed (by a professional) with OCD? Yes. Who was the last person to betray your trust? Well, it wasn't like a direct act against me, but I've seen my uncle Rob in a very, very poor light lately as the family is pretty sure he's funneling my departed grandmother's money to handle his personal debt. It's fucking disgusting because Rob was always Grammy's favorite, the responsible and successful one, and she entrusted him with her belongings once she was gone. Just talking about it makes my insides burn. There's so much evidence towards him doing it. Have you ever woken up somewhere and not known how you got there? I don't think so. The last person you hung out with - do they have any tattoos? No, but he wants a tattoo sleeve one day. Just doesn't know of what. Have you ever had a ring slip off your finger while you were wearing it? Yes; I actually lost a really pretty one my mom bought me because it slipped down the sink drain. What was the last song you heard for the first time, and really liked? I am currently obsessssssssed with Melodicka Bros' cyberpunk cover of System of a Down's "Toxicity." Do you know anyone who is (or has been) in a cult? I don’t think so. Have you ever had psoriasis? I don't think so? I have had cases of red, dry, and stiff patches of skin, but only mildly and very rarely. Do you have any brothers? A half-brother and step-brother, yes. How many pillows do you like to sleep with? Two. What is your number one short-term goal? Long-term? Short-term, uh... idk. Most issues in my life are going to take a marathon to correct, like my weight, my various anxieties, etc. Do you try too hard to get people to like you? Yes. Do you know anyone who’s a hoarder? Yes. What’s the most likes you’ve ever gotten on a tweet? (if you use Twitter) I don't use it. Who’s one of the most talented people you know? What are they talented at? Man, I knwo too many talented people, I don't wanna pick just one. What’s your sexuality? Pansexual or bi or idk. I don't care much to define it anymore. [TW: SUICIDE/OVERDOSE] Have you ever experienced a medical emergency? An overdose on cold meds, yeah. Are you muscular? Holy shit no. I'm weak everywhere. Do you have one of those removable hand-held shower heads? Yes, thankfully. I hate the ones that don't come off. How many burners does your stove have? Four. When you go to a restaurant, do you prefer to sit at a booth or a table? Booth, for sure. What’s something you think everyone should do/experience at least once in their life? Experience true love. At least for me, it's the most magical feeling in the world. Have you gone to college/uni? What is/was your major? I tried college three different times. First was game design, then photography, next wildlife biology, then photography again. What color is your best friend’s hair? Brown. Have you ever dated someone who had a kid from a previous relationship? No. I don't think I could, honestly. What’s your favorite setting in nature? (mountains, beach, desert, etc…) Mountains, especially at a waterfall. What hair color is most common in your family? Brown. Are you prone to having unhealthy and drama-filled relationships? No. For how long has your favorite band been your favorite? Since the 6th grade, however old that generally is. I'm almost 26 now, haha. Do you have any photos on your refrigerator? What are they of? Yes. Mom has lots, mainly of my sister's children. Have you ever gone more than 5 years without going to the dentist? No. Mom has always made sure us kids go regularly. Do you have a hard time sleeping when you’re away from home? So long as I'm comfy, not really. Do you know anyone who got engaged while still in high school? Yes. Do you think your neighbors have any complaints about living near you? No. We're quiet and keep to ourselves, and whenever Mom has briefly spoken to a neighbor because they're both outside, I'm sure they think she's nice. Where do you usually buy groceries from? Wal-Mart. Do you like going to your state fair? I'm not really into fairs. Too many people. What endangered species are you most worried about? I'm concerned for all of them, of course. No animal should ever face extinction from our greedy hands. Off the very top of my head though, I really like tigers and would be deeply heartbroken if they especially vanished. Polar bears, too. Do you like slushies? Yeah! Has anyone ever compared you to someone you don’t like? Yes. When you played tic tac toe, were you usually the x or o? "X." Do you still find it hard to fall asleep on Christmas Eve? Haha, kinda. Do you live in an area that is prone to tornadoes? "Prone," no, but they happen. When was the last time you saw someone you went to high school with? A few days ago when my bf came over to hang out. What breed was the last dog you saw? Chihuahua. Seems we've officially adopted Cookie, the neglected-as-shit dog of my former dance teacher. She finally snapped and didn't want her anymore, for no apparent reason. She's an absolute sweetheart, just way too clingy for me, but she's been doing great with sticking with Mom this time around. What 5 words best describe your mother's personality? Caring, strong, resilient, kind, and selfless. Have you ever had a parrot sit on your shoulder? A parrot, no. A smaller bird has when I was at a bird park feeding them, though. Has anyone in your life ever treated you abusively? No. What was the last caffeinated drink you had? Just a couple days back I had one of my rare Mountain Dews as a treat. It was the new melon kind. Deeeelicious, but doesn't beat Voltage. Do you know anyone who doesn't seem to be fond of animals? Thank god no. I don't even think I could be friends with someone who had that carpet judgment of animals. Do you know anyone who has a phobia of a certain animal? I mean, I know lots of people with the common ones, like bugs, spiders, snakes, rodents, etc. As a teenager, did you read many magazines? No. ^Did you have a favorite, or any that you subscribed to? N/A Were there any businesses you were fond of that unfortunately closed down permanently, as a result of the pandemic? Not that I know of. Is there a particular brand of technology/electronics that you prefer? Not really. Is there a singer whose voice gives you goosebumps/chills? Brendon Urie's, Freddie Mercury's, Amy Lee's, and many more. And is there a singer whose voice you simply can't stand? Bob Dylan's, to name just one. As kids, were there any toys that you & your sibling(s) used to fight over? I don't believe so, no. We had pretty different interests. Do you have any idea when you'll next attend a wedding? Whose will it be? Nope. Do you own any bath bombs? What scent(s)? No. Do your eyes ever hurt looking at your monitor? No. I'm way, way too used to looking at one. Do you like candy canes? Yep. Did you carve a pumpkin this past year? No. Have you ever hosted a holiday party? No. Favorite healthy snack? Apple slices with peanut butter. Favorite Disney movie? The Lion King. Are you more close with your mom or dad? Mom. Do you like McDonalds? Yeah. Have you ever wanted to be on a game show? Nah. Have you ever vaped? No. What was your first word? "Dada." Do you get scared easily? It depends. Like, I have severe anxiety, but then things like horror movies don't scare me. Did you enjoy art class in high school? Some of my best HS memories live in my art classes. Have you ever driven a sports car? No. How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday? His birthday like just passed last month, but regardless, he'll be 29. Do you have any nieces or nephews? A lot, but I only regularly see three, belonging to my immediate older sister. All my other siblings with children don't live in NC. When was the last time you had an alcoholic drink? What kind was it? I tried a strong margarita months back when my sis Katie was visiting. We got Mexican and each got one, but I couldn't drink mine. I usually love margaritas, but this one was just too alcoholic. Have you ever seen an animal give birth? Cats, yes. I grew up with too many unspayed, outdoor cats. Please never let your cats outdoors. Do you know anyone with an opioid addiction? No, thankfully. What was the last thing you apologized for? I don’t recall. Have you ever been on a cruise? No. Would someone having a different religion than you stop you from being close friends with them? No, that's stupid. Did your parents try to push you into a certain degree or career path? No. They've always pointed out how good of a vet I'd be, but they've never actually tried to push it on me. Who is the hardest working person you know? My mama. Easy. Can you name any songs by Godsmack? Lots. I enjoy them. Would you ever dye your hair silver? I want to SO badly. What color is your microwave? Black. Have you ever been to Texas? No. Can you play the piano? No. What is the show that you watched when you were little and you still do? I don't really watch TV, so none, really. I'd watch Pokemon if it was on, though. Do you read the paper? No. What is something you do every summer? Sweat my ass off and complain. Did your last kiss end up with you and the person doing anything sexual? No. Have you ever failed a final exam? My Algebra one the last time I was in college, yes. Who is your ex dating/talking to? My most recent ex, nobody. "The" ex, I don't know. Who did you last wave to? Probably my youngest niece, telling her bye. She "waves" by closing and opening her fist, so we always do it to her when we leave Ash's house, and she does it back. Just how many people do you have a thing for right now? One. Where’s the oddest place you’ve had a hickey? Nowhere all that odd, honestly. Who was the first person to text you this morning? Mom. She was letting me know she was at the church cleaning.