#Simple thoughts and views
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i never know how to phrase it but something about the way beatles biographers and people in general view paul's reflexive placating persona and determination to smooth things over as manipulative or duplicitous and john's reflexive barbed persona and habit of lashing out as brave and subversive despite both being equally defensive mechanisms to shield themselves from the world that resulted in them saying things that weren't true says more about how we culturally view kindness or friendliness as inherently untrustworthy or flimsy and anger and carelessness as more believable as someone's true nature than it says about either of them in actuality
#the beatles#john lennon#paul mccartney#mclennon#idk if im explaining this well but it always gives me whiplash to read how 'beatles historians' elsewhere view them#bc it seems like for all that theyre able to make the simple connection between johns past and trauma to his behavior#as a protective mechanism to shield him from vulnerability#far fewer people make the equally reasonable connection between pauls past#with parents that never said i love you to each other or told their children about a serious illness#and an adult paul who doesnt examine his own feelings much less speak candidly about them#or stories like mike mccartney talking about being beaten by jim while paul yelled at him to just say that he 'didnt do it' so it would sto#and an adult paul who has clearly internalized the basic cause and effect of the things you say and the consequences that come from them#and how the truth is less relevant in those situations than the obvious path of least resistance that will spare you needless pain#idk i have a lot of thoughts and feelings on how people see paul mccartney#i want to shake some of these biographers and be like this mid-20s kid experiencing a level of scrutiny and pressure#the world had never seen before#was not puppeteering everything to meet his vision#he was trying to protect himself and his friends from the very real danger of public perception!!#my posts
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Feminist Perspectives on 9/11, J. Ann Tickner
#spnresearch#mary winchester#spn#a little. hm. about some points in this essay the way i am with a lot of western scholars talking about 9/11 but it is what it is#and it does put into very simple words some thoughts i have been having#thinking about this other essay i read about how attacks like 9/11 or pearl harbor. exertions of powers. are viewed as#emasculating for america and leading to desire to exert their own power and reaffirm their masculinity#which again relevant to spn. esp as a post-9/11 media#where government inefficiency and people settling into normal nuclear family picket fence lives (seen as becoming complacent and naive)#allow for outside threats to invade through. women as the symbol for peace and domesticity being eradicated#men as the 'protector of their homes' seen as weak and incompetent as they failed in protecting their property#and are emasculated. leading them to pick up arms and reassert their masculinity through exerting power of enemies#(roles are defined through the relation with others. social order. hegemonic masculinity. people being sorted into classes. etc)#i can definitely find a better essay than this one tho#there's this construction of narrative of hero-villain-victim which i believe spn does try to criticise to some extent but ultimately its#belief in and adherence to it stops them
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so...toki likes clocks...huh...
gently. slides over the entity.........
-> turns brain off
-> sees the entity

-> "hi gramps" (respect)
#leer got an ask#soundleer's art#miscellaneous leer#im giggling over the idea of toki going on autopilot and casually just referring it with a familial title out of respect as they stride by#like they have a thought process of “oh an immortal being thats a clock. i shall refer you as gramps!” hdksbdn#looking back at this doodle i should've used “ông trời” so this just makes it seem like toki views clocca as their grandpa djhdjd#and also i made the size difference so comedic for some reason like why did i made vro t i n y dhjddb#anyway this is such a simple interaction that i didn't put too much thought in execution yet the idea behind it is so HDJDDN#sprunki toki#thegiantsavior
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a yawning donkey
#psychoville#in9#inside no 9#inside no. 9#private view#i was gonna do gifs but thought this was the best time to try to figure out how to put 2 separate clips together#and i did it!!! it was actually quite simple!!#new fandom achievement unlocked!! new post possibilities unlocked!!#the funniest thing is i had watched that bit from ps first (from looking up clips on yt)#and then recognised the reference in private view#vagueeyes.pdf
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i've had a guy say to my face that he does not support lgtbqia+ because his idol is cristiano ronaldo. i can't make this shit up dawg the fuck.
#and guess who thinks she'd be able to change his views because he got a bit scared/sad that i got offended because of that stance#i mean it's a long shot but he is surprisingly very calm with listening and accepting my view points (i think it's cause of crush but a win#is a win) and today was day 1) try to fix brainwashed men around me and i think i did quite okay#my argument was if they're not harming anyone then why take away their normal human rights nobody is asking you to worship them just let#them live and live your life peacefully so simple#alsoooo i actually came out to my other friend cause of this he's good so thought he wouldnt make a great deal about it and he didn't!!#everyone cheered baby steps but still
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Finally got around drawing Aioros :D
#saint seiya#saint seiya fanart#los caballeros del zodiaco#sagittarius aiolos#I remember reading somewhere (either a post or some wiki page idk) how aioros is often revered as the perfect saint an almost divine figure#and I’m pretty sure aioros initially refutes being the next pope saying saga would be a better fit (it’s 4am so correct me if I’m wrong)#anyway I watched some of kotz for fun and saw that scene. he seemed rather upset at the news but a sense of distress I can’t really describ#even when keeping in mind that he was only 14 I don’t think it was the responsibility that comes with being a gold saint/pope successor#but more combining the first bit of being highly viewed. he seems like a rather humble guy who’s rather content with risking his life#or has at least excepted that fact. but when seem as more than a simple soldier it makes him uneasy. because he knows he’s not a god#yet is put in such position that when adding his sacrifice at an early age he’s practically legend. and despite the initial denial he will#always be obedient enough to accept the duty placed upon him. this is all to simply say I tried drawing him smiling but it didn’t look righ#so ye. (feel bad for just leaving the thought process to the sketch in the tags but it’s not my best wording so it stays down here)#a smol trivia nugget: I still don’t know how I want to draw aioros :p actually better trivia nugget: the pose/composition is from a photo m#they saw I had taken a photo but my angle was rather bland so they decided to absolutely blow me away with one heck of a photo#theres even nice lighting and everything. real glad I finally used the reference as reference :]
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something sick and twisted about how michaela was "training" simone to take over part of the charity, hence her being a mini-michaela, only for that to actually... pan out as accidentally training her to become her husband's new wife
#sirens tag#that thing of... 'no one knows how to take care of those birds like me' 'simone does'#i don't know what peter even wants in a relationship. easy trophy wife i guess.#one he doesn't blame for all of his problems already so his life can feel new and exciting and renewed like when he first cheated#but like. presumably. he doesn't view his wives as People.#so michaela training simone into being able to fulfill michaela's on-paper duties perfectly#and be an even younger ''prettier'' version of her who could maybe give peter a child#it's... i mean... michaela knew she didn't really matter at a certain point anyway - that feeling she talked about re: being small#and worrying peter was cheating at all and recognizing how his approval of her is what her whole life hinges on financially#i think she recognized it in waves but she does recognize it#AND she thought she had trained simone to be HERS. all the other staff work for peter but simone works for Her#it's all peter's money but it's michaela's loyalty in simone's case#so she thought simone would never kiss her husband! and she didn't! peter kissed her!#but just the fact of simone not telling her (on top of all the personal secrets that simone was right to keep)#meant michaela wasn't Hers anymore. she could only ever actually trust someone who was#a mirror image of herself in every possible way and she did her best to mold simone into that INCLUDINGG trust but#in making simone's whole identity hinge on pleasing michaela ofc she didn't want to tell her something devastating#it wasn't... a open and symbiotic in the way michaela thought it was i guess. and that's not really simone's fault.#they weren't just Friends they do have a hierarchy that neither of them wanted to acknowledge i think#if when michaela did find out what happened she had chosen simone over peter i think it would've been...#still devastating! but fine#she could've filed for divorce and gotten her share and kept her foundation and kept employing simone#in a branch states away where she didn't have to face her if it was too painful to continue outright working with her#or just! not send her away the way that she did even if she stayed with peter!#and tbh she did seem to acknowledge. as hard as it was. that it was peter's fault more than simone's.#so she chose peter and her current life over simone and divorce and downsizing in simple terms - i know it is emotionally complicated#and like. idk. i can't be mad that simone used the power and influence michaela gave her to be able to come out of that on top#i see why michaela tried to make things work with peter esp bc she didn't exactly have time to process it#but it was the wrong choice. she had what she needed to gain autonomy while continuing with some assets#instead of continuing under peter's thumb on a playing field that put them in a situation where peter has 0 consequences
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I wonder how long social media will be allowed to continue uncensored in the US? And sites like Ao3?
Censorship has started already in the sense of people being arrested or not allowed into the US based on their views, with their phones being inspected.
But once they've got education, museums, and libraries defunded and under their thumbs, they're not going to leave social media alone. It'll be the same as under any other authoritarian regime.
So, people of tumblr, enjoy this freedom while we have it.
Still, I hope people in the US can successfully resist this madness.
#once i would have thought this was catastrophising but now i think it's simple logical progression#of course ao3 and social media aren't the most important things#but they are still places where people can think as they please#and that matters#these harmless fics and shitposts that bring us joy won't be viewed by those in power as harmless
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i like the concept of a huskerdust overlord!husk au but like. it is very much just being sold to one direction
#random thoughts#hell#it's why i prefer it being a fantasy angel has rather than like. a full on au#it just FEELS like a very self indulgent fantasy which he wouldn't want to happen in real life for a variety of reasons#mostly being it seems like a lot of people make husk like? VERY protective of angel in their aus#which of course in canon angel would object to because he doesn't like being seen as someone who needs to be protected#he desires agency! he wants the room to make his own choices and not have others make them for him!#and he especially doesn't want other people coddling him and viewing him as inherently weak due to his occupation/trauma/whatever#which is why i think it'd be cute if he fantasizes about husk being protective of him :]#also the whole scenario is very. it just feels like a fantasy he would have as a result of valentino's abuse#like he's fantasizing about someone he knows and cares about taking the role of his abuser#to have someone in his life who holds that same power over him yet he does not fear#since he's in a part of his life where he can't imagine possibly escaping valentino#i bet he fantasizes about husk winning his contract and then setting him free#angel is allowed to have a little lack of agency in his fantasies. as a treat#also there's some darker fantasies thrown in there still centering husk which he probably feels very weird about#immediately he feels VERY guilty and then the guilt wears off and eye contact with husk just feels weird for like a week#if husk were to ever even be aware of the general concept of angel's fantasies i think he'd go in a#in like a stolitz direction? like how the latest episode of helluva boss made stolas and blitzo equals in terms of status for the first time#like husk would own angel's contract and then he'd lose his soul to alastor OH MY GOD#HE WOULD JUST FANTASIZE ABOUT HIM BEING IN ALASTOR'S SHOES#LIKE HOW IN DAD BEAT DAD HUSK TRIES TO GO 'your soul is owned too' AND THEN ALASTOR GETS HIS ASS#god i can make this au SO about their own respective traumas#he'd fantasize about owning angel's contract and then he loses his soul to alastor and now he and angel are roughly equals#and then they comfort each otherrrr#very like. one-note soft comfort fantasy. he's a simple guy
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Did anyone else know that there was blood in your bones. Like. Inside of them
#maybe i am a simple idiot but i always thought the blood was like around them.#really shaking up my world view
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What kind of love are you?
Love as a Choice
You choose to love. Love does not come to you easily, but every day you wake up and choose it. It would be so easy, wouldn't it, to grow cold and callous and grim. But you rise to greet the world, making the conscious effort to find something, anything to love. When you fall for someone, you do not kid yourself of their flaws. Instead, you resolve to see them for who they are, mistakes and all and you love them all the same. Your love is work, and it does not come easy. Your love sweats and toils. It is calloused and sunburned; it bears scars and comes with stories. Your love is worn, but it is no less valuable for it. Being loved by you is like being loved by a gardener, a mother, a teacher. Your love may not always be the simplest, but it is worth the effort.
Love as a Threshold
Your love does not ask for much. Your love does not take. Your love is free, and unquestioned, and here for wherever needs it. When you fall in love, it is as gentle as a breath in the night. It is quiet, and it is effortless. It is tender. If your love was a house, it would readily welcome all who come through. If your love was a hearth, it would warm the hands of whoever stopped by, whether for a day, a month, a year, or forever. When you fall for someone, it is without strings, without conditions, without need. You love for the sake of loving, for the sake of caring for those who need it. You love with a giver’s heart and a giver’s hands and are made so much stronger for it. Being loved by you is to always feel at home. Your love may not always be well-received by those unprepared to linger, but it is unforgettable all the same.
tagged by: @un1awful thank you very much hehe <3 tagging: whoever sees this and hasn't done it!!
#AHHHHH!!!!!#both of these are accurate and i'm just :' ))))#i haven't had to write this very much BUT loving with chiyo /is/ work -- it's seeing her partner's flaws and choosing to love them anyway#it's calling them out when they're in the wrong and apologizing when she's the one in the wrong#and the way chiyo really does have a cynic's view but a romantic's heart like!! she expects the worse but hopes for the best#and 'your love may not be the simplest but it's worth the effort' i'm WEEPING!!#i got a lot of feelings on that front and nari baby gorl that result has me :' ))))#i got a lot of thoughts about this too bc really and truly nari loves freely#loving is easy and warm and simple -- she loves you and that's that. there's no earning it or proving yourself#nari just loves you and will continue to love you even when you're gone even if you hated her#both of these results just!!! got me clutching my heart!!!#headcanons | chiyoko#headcanons | nari#btw the puppy settled down........ perhaps i can write....
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I'm pretty sure me being a child of divorce also has smth to do with me being an atheist.
Even though I wasn't raised to be that religious (I was reading the Qur'an atp but I saw it as a thing to be studied and they didn't tell me the meaning, i could just recite it) But idk having your view of love, respect, trust, relationships and the world on the day you turn 8 does smth to a bitch.
#like i couldnt believe in a god who allowed all that to happen#my whole view of love and relationship were from my parents bc they had a love marraige and all that. so got fucked up bc of that too#i got desensitized to the “god has a plan” and all that jazz when my mother was crying in the balcony at our new tiny apartment#we didnt have a dime to our name and my grandfather had to pay for us#while my dad was living in our old home with his now wife#i never really thought about god as child. bc my dad said god is not a singural being#he told me it was the essence of life and everything that lives is god#so i saw no point in worship or prayers#as i kid i believed that god exists in evrything that lives.#now i dont#its honestly as simple as that i think#i did try to be religious around 2020 when my mother forced me to pray everyday all 5 times#and i did for some time#i tried to belive and earnestly pray#and then i started to pretend to pray. and my prayers werent really serious#i realised i truly dont believe in a god#but my upbringing still has an effect#i am afraid of the dark still and sinning ig#then sometimes i think i maybe do believe there is a god and im just angry at them#i think i told myself that god doesnt like me from so early on that now i dont care if he exists or not#bc in my mind if he exists then im going to hell (a fact i made my peace with 5 years ago) and if he doesnt then i cease to exist (nice)
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I now have seen several people claim that the "morally grey Wei Wuxian" crowd thinks that no one can really be objectively right or wrong when to me it seems the opposite is true?
Like, I think torture is wrong. End of sentence. So it doesn't matter if it's unnamed demonic cultivators, Wen Chao & co or a collection of random innocents who happen to be related to an asshole. All of it is morally wrong. So Wei Wuxian was doing something morally corrupt. Do I understand why he did it? Absolutely, but that doesn't make it the good and just thing to do.
Same goes for the mass murder. I think there is never a good and moral reason for a massacre. Which means I think it was wrong to kill the Wens, it was wrong to kill the Jiang and it was wrong to kill the various cultivators at nightless city. And because I can already hear the shouts of 'self defence!', once the body count hits the triple digits I don't think self defence is still a valid excuse.
To even target Wei Wuxian more, I think the desecration of corpses is wrong. I think what Wen Qing and Wei Wuxian did to Wen Ning is honestly quite horrifying and that the only reason we as a fandom don't talke more about how sad it is that Wen Ning's soul is pretty much trapped in a dead and decaying vessal until resentful energy can no longer keep it together is that there is this idea that any way of being 'alive' is better than being dead. From a daoist view, Wen Ning and other fierce corpses are being kept from the cycle of reincarnation. That's bad! That's not good or moral in any way. Again, I completely understand why Wen Qing wanted her brother back and why Wei Wuxian actually did. But that doesn't make it right.
This doesn't mean that Wei Wuxian isn't a hero, he absolutely is. Most of his actions were done with good intentions and came from a place of wanting to protect people and fix things. But that doesn't suddenly make all of his actions good and moral. And that's okay, that makes things interesting! It creates space for nuanced discussion.
I don't pick and choose what I think is good or bad. I think some actions are inherently bad, no matter the motivations. But in fiction, where there are no actual victims, it's interesting to look at those motivations and try to understand why an action was taken. In a work like mdzs it is quite pointless to try to look for actual moral purity, because pretty much every character has at the very least murdered someone and most have done worse. So why would I weigh Jiang Cheng's torture of demonic cultivators of unknown guilt heavier than Wei Wuxian's torture of Wen Chao and Wang Lingjiao? What if those demonic cultivators were worse? If they gleefully killed babies and made their tiny corpses dance in front of their crying parents, would Jiang Cheng's torture of them then be justified and good? Would that change things? I don't know. To me, action of torture would still be wrong.
So in conclusion; because I have strong morals and do think that some things can be objectively right or wrong, I think Wei Wuxian is a morally grey character.
#mdzs meta#discussions about morality in mdzs are my fav and I have thought a lot about this#of course I am always open to different views#but don't come to me with 'mxtx said that' because it's quite simple if she really thinks all of wwx's actions are good then i disagree#and again just to clarify I love Wei Wuxian and I understand why he does all the things he does#but that doesnt mean i think what he does is always the right thing#Wei Wuxian#mdzs#the untamed
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Dealing with people is so exhausting sometimes…
#I wish when people tell you something is going on#that you wouldn’t start doubling down on your point of view#nobody will get anywhere if you do that#how simple it would be to take everyone’s thoughts into consideration and not brick wall em#especially when they’re pointing out 100% factual things that have been building up to that point#doesn’t make sense#putting it outta my mind for now though
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life is so fucked up because everyone wants you to be someone at 17 and have your life figured out by the time you graduate high school at 18 but let me tell you!!!! only now in my late 20s am i finally starting to understand who i am as a person and what i want from life!!!! society literally dooms us by telling us that if you don’t have your shit together by 25 you might as well give up but they’re wrong!!!! 20 and 30 really are still so young!!! you have to grow and learn and that all takes time it doesn’t happen in your teens!!!!
#hey everyone who feels doomed like me. we’re not. i’m finally realizing it#sjdhdh what brought this on is that i found a yt channel i had posted some singing videos on in 2012#actually it was exactly 11 years and 4 days ago and i’m watching it and it’s So painful. i was an absolute baby and i thought it sounded goo#good*. but girl it did not sksjsjsj but that’s the point!!!!!! i can look back on it now and see that whether i think so or not i HAVE grown#and i HAVE gotten better and idk. it’s just so. idk. i just feel like bc i wasnt a disney channel star or something at 15 i feel like a#failure ? which makes no sense lmao but i guess i just always thought id have it all figured out and set or dead by the time i was 20 but#here i am and u know what. that’s ok#it was a cover of perfect by simple plan btw and i’m literaly wearing jelly bracelets in the vid AKSJSHDHDHD anyway#then after that i covered a panic song and it got 300 views and i was like OMG. this is it. RIP i’m screaming at it now
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been very into borderlands lately
how do i make this abt motogp..........
#ive said it b4 but vale has the exact vibe of handsome jack. especially with how the creators aimed for the audience to think abt jack from#beginning to end. in some ways valentino's goofy and extroverted exterior DOES allow u to put down your guard and regard him as kinda ehhhh#asshole but harmless. but then yk he does all that he does and that view is shattered in some sense of the word. im of half the mind to#compare him to the calypso twins as well (though i loathe to do that bc the writing is bl3 is SO fuckin bad jfc. zane my shining star u make#it all ok 💔💔). anyway very simple in that the ct have the cov and theres the whole family thing which rpf wise i think is a recurring motif/#topic when it comes to valentino. mm well. connection. hes good at it he wants it he'll kill u wtv. different from jack in that way i guess#dont think jack cares abt connecting w others like. at all. has a gf but is only mildly peeved when you kill her. hes only genuinely angry#once you kill angel. i need to study their minds.........#anyway long story short i want to make the motogp guys various vault hunters and the npcs we see in the games. essentially. motogp guys in#borderlands. what would they do when thrust upon a story. fuck if i know#i think most of the champions would be very famous vault hunters a la the main cast of bl or typhon in bl3 (based on yk dialogue and extra#mission stuff wtv). also speaking of. i do not enjoy tina in bl3. i am not finished bc i decided to restart at lvl 30 to play as zane bc i#thought he was right sexy (which he is). but i feel they are not utilizing brick or mord's characters like they should. also axton and sal#are not major characters a la what we see in bl2 with bl's cast of vh. booo boringggg. but zane is gonna be in bl4 which i am not buying#upon release cus its gonna be like 80$ and why the fuck would i buy that unless i know the game is the second coming of christ#anyway all to say i am currently obsessed with borderlands. free me from this hell 👍#yap sesh tag
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