#Swift on Demand
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I'm sorry but the way people are acting like Taylor cancelled because of a little rain or something and purposefully told all her fans to fuck off is just so baffling to me. There was a threat of a literal terrorist attack???? HELLO??? She and her band and dancers were also victims and could have been seriously hurt if it hadn't been discovered in time. What happened in Vienna was truly terrible and I am so truly sorry swifties going that weekend didn't get their shows and I understand how gut-wrenching that must feel. But it's not as simple as her just making a little statement on Instagram. If you're hearing radio silence from everyone on her team — Taylor, her dancers, her band, Paramore — there is very likely a good reason for that. Chances are she's been advised not to say anything to prevent the risk of copycat attacks. She doesn't need to log on and perform her emotions for you on social media to prove that they exist.
#taylor swift#I truly do understand people feel like they haven't gotten closure. I get that! But making demands of her and assuming the worst of her#before she even gets the chance to do anything feels unnecessary and kind of like a cruel trap
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It’s weird being a Taylor fan right now because so many outlets are publishing as many stories about Taylor as they can to the point where it feels like there’s a microscope on us and what we talk about. Like we used to be able to talk about theories and trademarks and other silly stuff casually and now those discussions are being spun into headlines and I’m not a fan of it.
#taylor swift#like there’s so much of a demand for Taylor that they’re the ones oversaturating feeds about her#and people complain about her popping up everywhere but it’s not her fault that publications feel the need to write about her all the time#as someone who wants to go into journalism to write about Taylor and pop culture and music in general it makes me feel so strange
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“i’m in the mood for single taylor” can these so-called “fans” recognise how dehumanising it is to make remarks as vile as this? this should go without saying, but alas, it needs to be reiterated: taylor is an actual human being with feelings. stop treating her like she’s a fictional character whose every action is yours to dictate. do better, please.
#taylor swift#treating her like a sim is disrespectful on every conceivable level#not to mention absolutely disgusting#why anyone feels entitled to make personal demands like this is beyond me#*
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Thinking about the lyric "for you, I would fall from grace, just to touch your face," from Don't Blame Me fitting Sskk, and Akutagawa's possessiveness and desperation
#“don't blame me love made me demand my weretiger back from a literal god”#bsd#sskk#taylor swift#sskk x taylor swift#reputation#rep tv#taylor swift reputation#don't blame me#bungou stray dogs#shin soukoku#bungoustraydogs#bungougaydogs#bsd akutagawa#akutagawa#sskk x ts#taylor swift lyrics#bungou gay dogs#akuatsu
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there's something abt john's death visions being a threat or punishment more often than they are beneficial in any way, and him being reluctant to manifest, and arthur's saying "lonely" rather than, like "difficult" when talking abt a hypothetical world without him, in part 13, that i feel like are all kinda part of one unified thought.
like, both the death visions and the ability to project himself are theoretically useful abilities, for gathering information and defense respectively, but they're also abilities that are obviously unnatural. that come from the king in some fashion. and there are definitely other reasons john wants to avoid them (the visions especially), but i think that doesn't help. he doesn't like being reminded that he's not fully human. that's something he's trying really hard to leave behind. he doesn't want these useful abilities, he wants to just be John Doe, some guy, arthur's friend.
and arthur's choice of the word "lonely" feels like it kinda... validates or supports this desire. true that manifesting hadn't come up yet at that point, but the death visions had, and more pertinently, john is his eyes. and he has knowledge of the dreamlands and other occult things they have to deal with that have saved their life in the past. if john wasn't there, arthur would have a much harder time navigating, and he would probably have died A While Ago. a life without john would be difficult, it would be dangerous, it would not be a life at all for very long.
but saying any of those things would put the emphasis on what john can do for him. they make it about his occult knowledge, the fact that he used to be a monster and still remembers enough about that to be useful, make it about the way john stole his eyes and is just lending back what he took away. and that's not what arthur's trying to say. it's not about john being useful. it's just about him being... there. present and supportive. his friend. that will always be more important to arthur than anything about his eldritch nature or his past.
#the nemesis speaks#swift malevposting#malevanalysis#malevolent spoilers#yes i know i've said basically this same thing abt the moment in part 13 before shhhhh#like i do think any word other than ''lonely'' would have been another slap in john's face abt his previous fuckups#the times in which he has failed to be of use or has been actively harmful to others#but ''lonely'' doesn't demand anything of him beyond his friendship.
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i think one of the reasons t swift just does not hit 4 me. is she requires - demands actually - that u pity her. and i simply do not.
#that pity she demands i would argue is part of the reason her fans are so rabid#they feel they must protect her#that everyone is out to get her#taylor swift does not need protection#she has everything#she had everything before she was famous#now she has a disgusting excess of everything#she is not deserving of your pity#soph rambles
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a s2 teens keychain idea... thinking you could get any combination of the five of them you want, im working on getting an etsy set up at the moment, but wondering if anyone would be interested in these lol
#might make some for s1 & 3 as well!#maybe the kiddads too#if the demand is there anyway#dndads#dungeons and daddies#dungeons & daddies#dndaddies#dndads s2#digital art#etsy shop#taylor swift dndads#dndads taylor swift#my art#my shop#scary marlowe#lincoln li wilson#normally oak swallows garcia#normal oak#normal oak swallows garcia#gothcleats#oakworthy#swiftli#rivs etsy journey
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Taylor via WeiBo thanking Chinese fans (x)
#i just KNOW she’s been waiting for eras tour to release china like me#the records the demand we love to see it#china#weibo#eras tour#ts#taylor swift#golden globes 2024#arshia talks
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#merchandise#print on demand#print on t shirts near me#graphic design#unique prints#redbubble#redbubbleshop#fan merch#taylor swift#1989 tv#the eras era#the eras taylor swift#the eras tour#taylor swift eras#eras tour film#taylor nation#taylornation#fearless era#lover#eras tour#eras tour surprise songs#taylor swift merch#i love you taylor#the tortured poets society#the tortured poets department#the tortured poets dept#the tortured man club#typewriter#pink#selling online
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wanting to feel excited for rep tv or TS12 but not wanting to get my hopes up and also not wanting to be lumped in with the annoying people on tiktok who just use Taylor for engagement........

#taylor swift#this is just a silly little joke so please no one take it seriously I'm always down to clown <3#as long as it stays fun and isn't entitled or demanding of Taylor!
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Rep TV this, TS12 that. Can’t we just focus on digesting this 31 song album she dropped a few months ago and stop barking about the next thing???
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there’s a certain subsection of the fandom that wants taylor to have no tour dates left so she can make it to every chiefs game and “relax,” but when anyone counters that with “well, i wish travis retired last year or put his career on hold so he could make it to the remaining shows” as a joke, their collective response is “he has his own career and isn’t ready to retire yet.” it’s just deeply, deeply ironic.
#kind of crazy to expect her to put her career on hold but to not expect or demand the same of him#i know the real reason they want this tour to finally be over#but they need to accept that she loves her career and won’t put it on the back burner for anyone#you will literally have to pry it out of her cold dead hands#taylor swift#*
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I need an edit of Julian Blackthorn to Who’s Afraid of Little Old Me BADDDDDLLLLLYYYYYYYYYYY OMFG


#the visuals that i KNOW would be SICKENING if only there was a tv show…#such as flashbacks to him fighting for his siblings back#such as killing Dane Larkspear and Annabel#such as DEMANDING THINGS FROM THE UNSEELIE KING#ohhhhhh editors would be FED#julian blackthorn#the dark artifices#the shadowhunter chronicles#cassandra clare#tsc#lord of shadows#blackstairs#lady midnight#taylor swift#waolom#ttpd
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The response to the physical aspects of the eras tour feel emblematic of Taylor's specific breed of pop star success. From day one, people have been noticing and praising the insane amount of training one would have to undergo to do that show, and rightfully so! I just feel like I haven't seen the same response to other shows that are similarly demanding. And this is not meant in a "people praise Taylor but they should also praise other artists!!! she is not unique!!!" kind of way, because I think it comes down to the fact that Taylor has never hidden the Work it takes to do any part of her job -- which is usually practice in the pop star land of effortlessness. The latter leads to this view of celebrities as innately more special, gifted, talented and fit than the average human, but because of Taylor's down-to-earth, relatable image, it is much easier to see the hours and hours of work behind her success. We do not really see her as superhuman (at least not in the circles of the fandom I usually frequent), and so we do not perceive the Eras Tour as Something She Can Just Do, but as Something That Took A Shit Ton Of Work.
#that said. i couldn't do eras. obviously#that also said: there are shows that are equally if not more physically demanding than eras#and that does not take away from the insane work eras takes!#idk i am just kind of expecting 'it is a unique feat tho' tags on this post#and yea it is unique because only taylor swift can do The Eras Tour#but it is not unique when it comes to phyiscal effort#if that makes sense?#and again. none of this makes it less crazyinsane than it is
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AUTHORS COMMENTARY FOR NEW CTB PLSSSSS😭😭😭
Thank you! I would be more than happy to explain myself.
My commentaries have, historically, been a pain in the butt to read on a formatting level. I have attempted to fix this by breaking up the commentary into labeled sections. Consequently, this led to me writing out way more than I normally would.
So, enjoy.
[The Past]
Pre-Festival & Festival Day
As I mentioned previously, I wrote a significant part of this past section for the last chapter-- all the way up until Link asks for Icarius’s name. I ended up cutting the chapter into two for space, which meant that there was a few weeks between writing the first and second half of the icarius stuff.
I really did not spend as much time with the latter half as I wanted to, and I think it suffers for it. I’ll elaborate on that in a second. Let’s try to stick to talking about the chapter in a somewhat chronological order.
I joked about this last weekend, but Jakucho is extremely funny for hearing Link speculate about Icarius and Nephus and deciding, “Yup. Not my problem. Have fun with that.” Of course, she thinks he’s obsessed with Nephus and not Icarius.
Gaze upon my weak attempt to confirm Ayane is trans. I think this might have been a bit of a clunky way to do it. I never know how to get characters to confirm their identities without it sounding too much like a script read. Hopefully, this was at least clear if not entirely blatant.
Holidays are such an important part of world building, and I think it is very silly when you are in a fun little fantasy world and they celebrate not-Christmas or the like. That being said, sometimes you are so exhausted of any ideas that you have to sit down and say “Fuck it. Off-brand Halloween.”
That being said, having a holiday to mourn the loss of the Sacred Realm feels fitting for the world, even if the inclusion of masks was a bit clunky.
I really do think an under-explored area of Zelda lore is that the goddess’s realm is just... gone. Corrupted. Where are the goddesses now that the Sacred Realm is the Dark World? Is there a holy crusade to restore the Dark World to the Sacred Realm? I think Nintendo could do a dark fantasy spin off about this. Or when I finally get around to running that Hyrule homebrew DND campaign I have been cajoling my friends into playing, I’ll make it a plot point.
Now that I am typing this, I am realizing that I really should have had a little moment where all the masks forces Link to remember the child. Fuck.
In my original vision, Icarius was going to be very polite and quiet while at Jakucho’s estate, only for his next scene to be him snarking at some guys during a bar fight. What a bait and switch that would have been.
When I was a kid, I genuinely thought that the keaton mask was supposed to be a Pikachu mask (in part because I had only seen it in my cousin’s copy of Super Smash Bros). Hence, the yellow fox vs yellow mouse banter.
Link’s House / Icarius Backstory
Writing Icarius and Link banter was surprisingly difficult. I have this whole vision in my head about these two being loving to verbally spar with each other. And for some reason, the dialogue was just not flowing the other day.
And by the other day, I mean that a part of my major revisions the day of posting was to fix this entire section. Did it work? Not really. But I got a D grade prose up to a B-, and that was going to have to do.
My biggest gripe is their conversation in Link’s house, where Icarius info-dumps his entire backstory. In my brain, this scene would have felt dark and moody while still being a little romantic. They definitely hit all the points I needed them to hit for the plot, but it just... it’s so stilted. It doesn’t feel like Icarius is unloading years-worth of grievances on someone who he can trust to listen, if only for a night. It feels like Icarius is reading from a script. Ugh.
There was going to be an in-story explanation from Icarius as to why his hair is bleached that never actually came up. For those curious, it’s that Nephus had the grand idea first to bleach his hair but was worried it wouldn’t look good. So he had Icarius dye his first. Sure enough, he thought it looked terrible and decided to not go through with his end. Icarius was going to be very annoyed by that and would bitch about how long it would take for him to grow it out again.
I originally was not going to give him the bleached hair to begin with, but after everyone made fun of Warriors for not recognizing him in the first place, I felt like I had to make a significant change to his appearance. It actually helped to get him to play the role I needed him to play in Link’s post-war problems.
Let’s rewind. In my original outline, Icarius was never here in Kakariko. This entire chapter would have instead been Link deciding on his own terms to get over his hang-up over being involved with men and going out to flirt with one. This would have been a random soldier who had been discharged and was just passing through town on his way home from the war. Link would have subconsciously been attracted to him because he resembled the engineer.
For example, he would have made some comment about liking how strong his hands were.
This soldier was truly going to be a random guy. At most, he would have mentioned rooming with a friend on-leave named Arlo (who appeared earlier in story as a soldier in the trenches). The whole point was that Link felt like he could connect with another person as long as he didn’t give them a chance to look too deeply into him.
But after the House of Nephus characters were all introduced, I realized I needed to find some way to elaborate on them. Switching out the random soldier for Icarius was the easiest move.
Does it work? Kinda? It definitely helps the obsession plotline, but the original point got lost among all of the Icarius backstory.
So, Icarius backstory. I feel terrible for everyone who was looking forward to Link being swept away in a beautiful, touching romance. I tried to warn you.
Icarius and his relationship with Nephis is fascinating to me, and I really feel like I only have time to scratch the surface. Icarius is very smart, but believes that Nephus is one the “good ones.” But he can see that Nephus is starting to lose respect for him, so he plays these tricks to remind him that he’s still needed. He knows its foolish but his entire like has encompassed Nephus and he’s scared to know what it would look like without him. It works for a while, but not long enough. The reader knows that it stops working because that smart mouth of his that always picks fights gets taken away.
And that’s not even addressing the greater society Icarius lives in or the way Philo’s addition changes things for him even more.
All that’s to say that even if Icarius is not the perfect romantic lead people were hoping for, I intended to suggest in-story that if either him or Link were in different circumstances, there could be something there.
I actually really like the idea of Warriors’s love interest being an agent of an enemy state who is mean to him in the exact way he thinks is hot. Instead of inventing Hylian soldier or Sheikah warrior OC’s to be Warriors’s love interest, can there be more of this? It doesn’t even need to be Icarius. I just think falling-in-love with-the-enemy-but-the-enemy-is-a-shithead-about-it is an extremely funny dynamic.
There is also nothing funnier than Icarius thinking he’s met a nice, normal guy only to realize mid-act that he Messed Up
Also I hope this contexts helps fill-in the blanks for some of Icarius’s actions in the present day, which is no doubt a lot of “oh crap, it’s that guy I screwed that one time” and “how dare you forget about the one time we screwed!”
Post-Icarius Timeskip
I really needed to spend a few days at least on that last bit about Link’s realization. It’s so pivotal for his character, and I really just shoved it in at the end there. I’m going to have to add a lot of flowery prose to the beginning of next chapter to make up for it.
That being said, it’s important to me that there really isn’t a specific trigger for him realizing what he’s done. He just finally feels comfortable and safe enough for his brain to start processing everything he did.
It was very important to me that Link decided to stop dwelling in his past by putting a bowl into his cabinet, only for that bowl to break when he realizes what he’s done. Symbolism and stuff.
[Present Day]
Ganondorf’s Arrival & Townhouse
I’m really happy that so many of you were excited for Ganondorf’s arrival last chapter. That scene was so cheesy that I was worried it would dampen the excitement of actually getting to see him.
Originally, Ganondorf and Lincoln were going to have their argument in a bedroom, but I moved it to the foyer for convenience sake. But in my mind, I never moved Lincoln’s starting place from hiding in Ganondorf’s room, hence why he started the scene at the top of the stairs and not a more logical spot (in the hallway).
The reason it was going to be in the bedroom was because I thought Lincoln had snuck past Ganondorf’s guards and housestaff. But they all know about Lincoln, so it made more sense for Lincoln to subtly enter through the back entrance. It’s a whole thing.
I think my favorite part of the Chain already being at Ganondorf’s house is that there’s an implied subplot that happened off-screen where they plus Lincoln had to go hunting for where they thought Ganondorf was staying.
When Spirit pretends to not know who Ganondorf is, there was going to be a joke where the boys are trying to explain everything and he’s like “oh, so we’re all being racist here.” I ended up cutting it because, well, they were being racist.
Speaking of which, the whole thing with the maid calling Warriors “my lady” is that Warriors was going to try to gently correct her (because he thinks she’s stupid), only to find out that she was just being passive aggressive
Some may remember that one of the hardest cuts I made to CTB was a reporter OC. You can definitely tell that I am massively regretting that cut right now. Imagine how could it would have been for Warriors to pressure this antagonist journalist who’s been reporting all his fuck-ups into helping him fix everything. That sub plot would have been so good.
I was going to have a few of the other heroes confront Warriors as to why he credited Zelda, reaching a similar conclusion that his narration provided. Ended up cutting it for space.
A lot of the black blood stuff that I came up with for this chapter really doesn’t hit with LU, but at this point, I really don’t care.
There’s something about how Spirit viewing monsters and humans the same resulting in him very easily killing people while also being the only one who would realize that black blooded monsters could have always been cured, had anyone thought about it before. I just enjoy the way this man thinks.
Also, Spirit really enjoying spicy food is such a stupid character quirk, and I am almost ashamed of how much effort I went to develop it. Originally, I wanted Wild to get so fed up with Spirit being unimpressed with his cooking that he would demand Spirit to cook one night, only to discover that he actually can’t cook and just overcompensates with a shit-ton of hot sauce.
Ganondorf’s speech about how to win a war is partly the result of me spending months ruminating about how the Triforce could be used to end a war ethically, and partly an exploration of how Ganondorf thinks
I wanted to do one last scene of everyone leaving, where Wind would confront Time about being an asshole to Ganondorf. I cut it for space, then convinced myself that I would have time to add it back in, only to then cut it for time. My apologies to the Wind fans who have gotten nothing as of late.
Hospital & Family Dinner
I said before that I wasn’t initially going to rescue Toto until the end, which means that I had no plan for how Toto would feel until now. I realized that Toto was just... done. He wanted no part in Warriors’s life any longer. Unlike Kat, who got a lovely send off, I think this will be the last we see of Toto: an unfinished, unresolved mess of emotions.
When I was first describing Lincoln’s casual fit, I remember thinking to myself that I was just describing a semi-retired aged rockstar. The image has not left my brain, and if I was willing to throw a few more anachronisms into the story, I would have 100% described Lincoln like that.
Fun fact: Orlanda’s family was going to come back in the form of her sibling being a prominent member of the rebellion. I didn’t do it because it was getting ridiculous how many relevant people were related to each other.
When I was first coming up with Linkle’s character, I had the idea that she had that shallow form of feminism where it’s a big win for women everywhere when, say, generic action heroine wears pants. So I had it in my mind that Linkle hates dresses on principle. So during the fever dream sequence, when Warriors dreamt that Linkle was fawning over a dress, it was to show that he didn’t really know her that well.
But I never really established this idea that well and no one knew this about Linkle, so into a dress she goes.
I told myself that I was going to scour the entire story to double check if I had ever described Lincoln laughing anywhere, but never got around to it. But the nice thing about unreliable narrators is that if I get something wrong, I can just blame Warriors (that is not really how unreliable narrators work)
I have a friend who “tee-hees” while she laughs, and it’s the cutest thing ever. I just think it would be fun if Lincoln also has an adorable little kitten laugh.
I had to look up how they build roads on dunes for this chapter.
I did write the full Lincoln and Ganondorf backstory in a post way back when, if anyone wants to review it. It would be nice to get to get all the small details into the main story, but it’s really not pertinent to any of the main action
I definitely talked about Niko before, but I can’t find the posts. To refresh: Niko is Spirit’s uncle, in that he’s a member of the Macaryll family but no one can remember who he’s actually related to. Spirit’s parents are dead, and he lived with a different uncle and aunt until his apprenticeship. Then he moved in with Niko since he lived near Alfonzo.
Warriors hating chocolate is a character quirk that’s not necessary to the story, but I just think is too funny to not go out of my way to include
The idea of Linkle and Lincoln dancing came from a completely different scene idea. I played around with doing a similar set-up while the Chain is on the road to the Zora’s Domain. The scene would start with Sky showing Lana how to do a Skyloftian dance, which would lead to everyone else showing off their moves. When Warriors admits that he doesn’t think he could dance anymore, Spirit would teach him a New Hyrulean dance that required only one hand.
That led to an idea of Warriors dancing with Linkle and Lincoln, then just Linkle and Lincoln dancing themselves.
The night was going to end with Warriors forgetting his scarf and, when he went back to get it, he would overhear Lincoln venting to Ganondorf about how the whole stepping up as the parent thing is going. This got cut because it’s more fascinating when you’re forced to infer that a character is thinking.
The Walk Back & Out Dancing
This scene of Warriors and Spirit walking back together and opening up is my real pride and joy this chapter, which unfortunately got massively overshadowed by everything else.
So I will now take time to gush.
Spirit’s photography... so I wanted to give this man a hobby because the man cannot just like trains. I know everyone headcanons it as his hyperfixation, but it’s also his job. He needs a richer life than just that one thing. Granted, I took the route of making him start as a trainspotter like the Spirit Tracks NPC Ferrus.
I just feel like I am so correct about Spirit liking photography. I want this to be my cultural impact. I know I said that already about Icarius, but I mean this more. Go forth and give that man a camera.
The official document Spirit was carrying around was his engineering license.
Also, I was 100% ready for everyone to flood me with questions about Spirit’s ex-boyfriend. After the ickywars ordeal, I figured that there was a significant chance y’all wouldn’t be normal about him. I was prepared. And you know what? I’ve heard zilch. So, let me info dump about this man now.
Spirit’s ex-boyfriend is named Jean. He is on the cusp of 30 (compared to Spirit’s 23/24). He’s a mechanic, which is a few steps below Royal Engineer. He lost his leg in a work accident when a piece of machinery fell on him. They met through work. Spirit goes through phases of being a serial dater before swearing off dating for a few months, but Jean is the first person to make it past an awkward first date and hit relationship status. Spirit thought that because he was older, he would be more understanding.
And Jean tried. He really did. But Spirit is massive defensive and always on the offensive, so every slight disagreement turned into an explosive argument. Jean decided that he could not deal with someone who could not have a rational conversation with him, so he dumped him after 6 months. This was fairly recent, about three months before Spirit returned to Warriors’s era.
Spirit was going to name drop Jean in his speech later, but I couldn’t figure out a way to make it clear who Jean was without it sounding awkward.
I really like Spirit and Warriors’s conversation about Icarius, if only because it shows where their communication fails. When Warriors insists that you have a duty to disobey bad orders, he is criticizing himself for falling into the military mindset. This sounds like a criticism to Spirit, who insists that people will do anything under orders because that is what he did.
After Warriors has spent nearly every chapter since his amputation bemoaning his disability, I really wanted there to be a moment where he realizes that just because his ability level is different, he doesn’t have to give up doing everything he loves. That’s just an important lesson for him to learn, even if it is a little inspiration-porn-y.
The Hot Mess
You might realize that there is a massive elephant in the room I am not going to discuss here. That is because this post is going into the main tag. No one has complained to me yet, but let’s not tempt anyone right now. Just like the Neck Thing, I’ll make a separate post later for anyone who wants it. Just remind me in a few days.
With that being said--
Them sharing a cigarette was another scene that was originally conceived as taking place during the trip to the Zora’s Domain. Spirit’s anecdote about failing to make friends would have served as an early hint about his loneliness and inability to make friends.
I also have never smoked a cigarette before, so I had to sit there on wikiHow reading up on how to smoke one without coughing.
The half in Spirit’s four and a half attempts at quitting is this time he decided to quit, only to relapse after three hours. It was too short to count as a full attempt.
Spirit’s speech hopefully reveals what exactly is Spirit’s problem, both how he sees it and how it really is. Unlike Warriors, he never found support and healing once the war ending. No one understood his experiences, and his coping mechanism of lashing out ward away anyone who could help him. Spirit just wants to feel better, but he doesn’t know how.
Like... his whole thing about starting his own garage-- he’s a child prodigy who is used to be good at the things he does. He ended up tarnishing his own reputation, so he threw himself back into work because working on trains and fulfilling his dream is supposed to make him happy. He’s successful, but he’s not satisfied.
I was also expecting people to have a ton of questions about why Alfonzo disowned Spirit. In short, Spirit was already on a thin line with his lashing out and shitty attitude. Alfonzo was willing to let that slide until he realized Spirit was breaking work regulations to go on more runs without taking the legally required amount of time to rest inbetween. Spirit was a legal liability. He fired Spirit, but made it very clear that he was doing him a favor by not reporting him and getting his Royal Engineering license suspended.
No one else in New Hyrule knows the real reason why Spirit was fired, so they all assumed it was his personality. So he has a bit of a reputation now for being hard to work with.
Another thing that was not 100% conveyed in Spirit’s speech was that even if he didn’t hurt Zelda, he could not be with her because he does not want to be Prince Consort. His experiences in Warriors’s Hyrule thoroughly scared him off from politics, though he would have refused anyway since he would never give up being an engineer.
Fundamentally, Spirit is an extremely lonely person who has felt abandoned by everyone in his life. He knows that his life is the way it is now because of his experiences with Warriors. His guiding principle is trying to find some way to fix himself so that he can get the life he was supposed to have, one where he is happy and loved.
I just... god, I love this character.
And then there’s Warriors, who feels like he not capable of change and that any opportunity he has to change has been denied to him. Fixing Spirit and Time’s relationship was supposed to be a part of his redemption. Making Spirit happy was supposed to mean he’s forgiven. He has no friends, not in the Chain or in Toto. No one needs him.
Warriors also just means so much to me. I adore this disaster of a human being.
Warriors’s Plan Out
Does Warriors’s plan make sense? I am assuming it does since no one expressed confusion, but nearly every comment thus far has exclusively been about the Hot Mess (understandable).
There was a reason I was peeved I had to cut every chance in earlier in the story to go back to Castle Town, and it’s because I’ve known that it was going to be an extremely important location.
Warriors choosing to forgo a glorious revolution in favor of maintaining (if not manipulating) the status quo is not a great philosophy for our protagonist to be spouting in 2024. In my defense: a) I came up with this story in 2021, which was a different real world landscape, and b) Warriors would never become this ideal hero.
It feels more true for Warriors to not really become the idealized hero. His best is not that great. But if he can’t help being the worst, he could at least use his methods for good.
I have mentioned before that I have low empathy. Lincoln’s speech about people naturally being better or worst at being good is a product of a lot of my musing about how I sometimes feel frustrated and resentful at how hard I find it to follow the social cues that would make me a “better person.” Wouldn’t I be a better person if I had an easier time recognize when someone is in trouble and needs my help. Instead, I have to depend on myself to remember the cues, and I am so prone to mistakes.
I want to be a kind person. I want to be the best person anyone has ever met, but it’s an uphill battle. I feel like I am always working against myself. But it’s still important that I make the choice every day to be kind to others.
Besides, I have been told that I am more kind and helpful than other people, if only because I don’t rely on my feelings when deciding to reach out to others. So it has its perks.
I’m not saying Warriors has low empathy. I have expressly written him as someone with empathy. But my philosophy that kindness and caring for others is an active choice just felt like it belongs here.
There is story-canon low empathy character that I wanted to reveal in story to help Warriors beat the accusations and get people to not armchair diagnose him. I am still holding out hope I will have time and space to explore this in story, but if I don’t--
Four is written to have low empathy. It’s a consequence of the Four Sword splitting up his emotions, making it extremely difficult to tap into more than one emotion at a time, much less his empathy towards others. He can feel how this change in himself and has some thoughts on the whole thing.
Is that the end of the chapter. Fuck yeah. I’ve been working on this since Monday, If you read all this... congrats! I hope it was worth it.
Also, I forgot to mention that this is the end of Act 5. My act system is a scam and not that important, but I figured I should let you all know.
#your bonus fact is that i misspelled ganondorf's name about twenty different ways while writing this chapter#the swiftness and volume of demands for a commentary was very funny#y'all really wanted me to explain myself#bonus bonus fun fact is that it took all my will power to not formally name the chapter the Hot Mess#but like the neck thing we will just have this informal title for the scene in question lol#me rambling#lu ctb#ask#linked universe#anonymous#ctb spoilers#ctb commentary#ctb lore#fallenleafofmaple#meanlesbean#shoot-i-messed-up#savimatteo2810
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Look no offense I love reputation but can we shut up about a release date?
Taylor Swift was touring for 2 years straight and don’t get me wrong I feel like there’s a drought with releases but that’s only because I’ve been a fan since folklore and since Lover she’s been releasing at most 2 albums every year since 2019
As much as I want reputation and Taylor Swift (Taylor’s Version) I also want Taylor Swift to take care of herself. I don’t care if she announces or releases now or next year just as long as she’s taking care of herself.
#look no offense#but I feel like some of yall are getting straight up demanding#taylor swift#reputation taylor’s version#taylor swift taylor's version
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