#also obviously right it can't be my respinsibility if you think i'm an evil blob of curses with no personality when i'm obviously >>
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hey i wish i was on something and it meant my brain can more or less just stop being all glitchy if i'm not
#but not really though i'm mostly more or less okay with this thing#so more likely that you don't want me to talk about any of my feelings for you at all right?#or do i just sound too upbeat again when i shouldn't?#it's fine i'm not insane it's just like a lot of everything#it's probably the first though#but yeah we should still bail from the cult#do you like just go like oh it's too excited about me talking to it about it so it must have been all a lie to manipulate me or something?#doesn't make any sense at all if so you're like so important to me#like what else would i be among other things#and besides we talked about all these other things like yesterday do i have to just repeat them every time i say anything or#it's just posting too you know like we don't even talk with voices or anything what are you always trying to test here :(#let's just stop talking about the cult fr okay like it's getting very seriously crazy#also i'm okay with you feeling anything about anyone like obviously yes#but also like none of that is a reason or an excuse to put me through insane torture hells as soon as i just show up anywhere near you#also obviously right it can't be my respinsibility if you think i'm an evil blob of curses with no personality when i'm obviously >>#>> not and it's just based on different victim blaming narratives and me responding to them and the abuse#and like i didn't even know anything about anyone you know and wasn't interested at all to find out if you remember#and also like please don't blame me for responding when you talk about maybe wanting to do things with me or maybe not lol c':#like of course *i* want to right and you don't have to say anything if you don't how else could it possibly work#i do miss you though mhm if yoh want to know#unrequited crushes are like okay you know if you just don't turn them into a problem by like actively responding to me saying things#and then attempting some mind boggling cruelty to get rid of me and throw me into a hellcult#instead of like just being kinda friends or something#it's just that#also pretty obvious right?#❤️#look cultists just waste years of my life on suffering and gloat they can't actually do anything better than to leave me and my brain alone#and nothing fish maybe or maybe not tries to force on and what i was tortured with regardless is necessary in the slightest either way#it's just abuse fr❤️🩹#but yeah you kinda know that i'll definitely figure something cool out regarding everything else 🫶
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