#and have to mcguyver my way to a diagnosis with the outdated tools i'm given constantly
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petition for my hands to stop shaking uncontrollably please
#i suppose this is what i get for being super tense all week#glad this one's over. would honestly like to delete it altogether#idk. sometimes i'm starkly reminded i only have two years of experience in this job#and have to mcguyver my way to a diagnosis with the outdated tools i'm given constantly#and i just wish i could do better because i have to.#i still don't know if this will turn out fine in the end atm there's at least hope#but for the future i don't want to repeat it#no idea if i'm even really to blame. i did what i thought was right with the information and circumstances given#and as soon as i realised how serious it was i referred to a clinic#and i also understand they were overworked too so opted for the next morning instead of the same night#so it feels a little unfair to be hit with a 'why'd you not send him straight away?' from the other vet#like?? i tried?? and then stuff got lost in communications quite evidently because all of us need some good sleep and a break???#the only thing i could've done better would've been to listen to the bad gut feeling i had the day before. you'll bet i'll do that next time#ugh.#personal
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