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2 KIDS ROOM 2K25 !!!!!!
seung my love my poor baby :(( man i wanna hug him so bad :((

who made him cry i jst wanna talk ( ̄ヘ ̄メ)🔪
seungmin crying is going to make me crash tf out i just woke up, like actually—


#2kr is going to be so devastating#we’re going to get a new version of wdyek#and none of us are going to be okay#and this is probably right after contract renewals too#oh jesus#and a large chunk of stayville see seung as the largest idgaf-er#are we watching the same content??#are we talking about the same kim seungmin???#because he’s been giving the biggest fucks since day one ☝🏾#the man who cried the hardest when minho got eliminated#the one who most of the time tries to feed chan first to make sure he eats#the man who also tells stay to eat and drink water and take care of themselves on bbl#the man who FOLDS when changbin pouts#when any of them pout#the man who sat in silence holding hyunjin’s hand for 2 HOURS while hyun cried#you can literally see it in his eyes when he starts to worry or care about the members AND stay#he just represses his emotions which he’s been getting better at expressing#he gives a fuck so hard he consistently loses the gaf game#he just represses his emotions which he’s aware of and has been working on#our seungmin…#feelbokkie answers
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Certain shippers be like "Bakugou and Midoriya will never kiss, you need to accept it, they'll never be canon" is so funny to me because I have seen BakuDeku shippers, heck people who don't ship them too much but like both characters, be happy and satisfied over...
Midoriya calling Bakugou "Kacchan" and Bakugou not telling him to call him that ever
Later, Bakugou even calls himself that... and wasn't that broadcasted?!
The anime adds a kabedon scene in season 2
Midoriya going crazy over Bakugou being kidnapped
Deku vs. Kacchan 2
Bakugou crying and it's always around Midoriya
Someone pointed out how similar they are to Bakugou's own parents
Them slowly but surely mending their relationship
Them being childhood friends in the first place
Bakugou keeps thinking about that darn river and regrets not taking Midoriya's hand that day
Midoriya getting triggered because Monoma talked crap about Bakugou
Midoriya being triggered by Bakugou in general, "control your heart"
The second movie's existence, the kids even look like what you get if you mash Bakugou and Midoriya
Bakugou Rising, like that episode he literally spends thinking about Midoriya, talking about him and then jumps in the way to save him
Volume Covers 29 and 37
Just Horikoshi's art whenever he draws them together... THEY GOT CHERRY BLOSSOMS LIKE TWICE
Bakugou being drawn as Godzilla and Midoriya as Mothra... keep in mind, these are characters owned by Toho... Toho Animation produces MHA's anime... also the relationship between Godzilla and Mothra... 👀
Their hero costumes having similar color palettes
Bakugou getting up, despite being injured, to check on Midoriya in the hospital... TWICE
"... rest of our lives"
Bakugou coming back to life and locking eyes with Midoriya whose expression changes seeing Bakugoh breathing again
Them not needing to verbally communicate to even know what to do to beat the bad guy
Bakugou checking on Midoriya while the class checks on Uraraka
Bakugou giving most financial input for Midoriya's suit
Bakugou shooting up in the ranks after Midoriya became a Pro Hero again
I'm sure I'm missing some things, but in general just anything these two do I have seen BakuDeku shippers be geeked over and still talk about no matter how many years have passed.
Trust me, BakuDeku shippers don't need some "canon kiss" to be happy. Something I didn't see your ship do.
Crazy despite BakuDeku shippers being told not to ship BakuDeku because "it isn't canon" for years, I don't see them doing the same to anyone else.
#'mha isn't a shonen ai' oh no how terrible how none of us knew that!#okay and? exactly why should that stop anyone? mha isn't a romance but here you go shipping your characters no one told you to stop#just kiya's thoughts#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#midoriya izuku#izuku midoriya#bakugou katsuki#katsuki bakugou#bakudeku#dekubaku
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everyone has to be a little less mean to themselves about not reading enough books. letting go of reading as a pride thing is the first step to relearning how to actually enjoy reading for pleasure again. it's totally fine to start with a novella or with a comic or with a field guide or with literature meant for someone younger instead of being mad at yourself for not grokking ulysses in a week. just vary your diet and you'll be good.
i'm a literature scholar, i'm the one who has to be strict with myself about page counts and citations. you all? do what you want, just read and have fun.
#seeing so much “no one reads anymore! i don't read anymore!” doom and gloom everywhere#stop that! go read a 50 page novella as slowly as you want and sleep soundly at night.#none of you are stupid. fake concept.#however: many of you are wrong#victor text#also: i was assigned ulysses. had to read it in a week#it was basically fine as long as i used the big annotated guide of What Aspects Of Contemporaneous Irish Culture Were Being Referenced Here#with a big helping of 'oh okay that would have been impossible to intuit on my own i'm so glad i looked it up'
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what is the theory that ivan manipulated the event where till and mizi met the wagyein?
It's not a theory, actually! It's confirmed that Ivan orchestrated the whole event. The true reason as to why however is still unknown. The information provides more context to this scene, though:


During the earlier times of ALNST the most rational explanation for this scene was that Till ran after a flower crown (presumably Mizi's) and Ivan followed him in out of curiosity. Now we know that Ivan was conveniently just standing there because he was waiting.



Side note, I find it heartbreaking (and maybe a little funny, sorry) that Till most likely didn't notice Ivan in this scene. That's just like him, isn't it. Always too busy running after Mizi while Ivan trails behind, an ever-present shadow.
I'm not sure how Ivan manipulated the circumstances for both of them to end up there, but it is confirmed that everything was intentional. What strikes me most is how they describe this particular scene:


I can't copy down what they said word-for-word (Patreon info), but they described Ivan watching "creepily" as Till and Mizi are faced with danger. We know that Ivan was familiar with the Cerberus wagyein beforehand, enough to touch its teeth and even to rest himself inside its maw. To Ivan, the wagyein is not dangerous, but to Till and Mizi, it could be. Ivan prepared the wagyein, led them there, and watched "creepily" from afar as Till fell on his knees, seemingly injured.


The closest I can get to making sense of Ivan's "scheme" is that he wanted to see how other children would react in a dangerous situation. Ivan's always been an observer, after all, and he's learned to survive by copying the more "normal" behaviors of his peers. This situation occured when Ivan was still young and had not yet developed his more charming mask, so perhaps he staged this encounter to study a situational response, to learn and mimic the emotion of fear. And what better subjects for the experiment than two of the most expressive and reactive humans of their batch? It helps that he was already fixated on Till beforehand, too. I think Ivan became irreversibly obssessed after this incident, especially since it's framed as a turning point in Ivan's life, comparing Till to the stars.
This is just my attempt at an interpretation, though. It could very well be for another reason. He most likely chose Till and Mizi specifically for personal reasons, not just for reaction. I'm still not sure on the purpose behind the whole thing.
The team wanted to capture Ivan's "dark emotions" through the shot of his stalking, which could relate to his more sinister intentions. His gaze can be read in a few different ways, though. Curiosity, interest, fear, etc. Maybe that's why they decided to redraw the shot in ROUND 6.

I think this better sells the feeling they were trying to convey.
#ivan u fucked up little guy.#also okay i just wanna clear this up#i know i make a lot of posts about ivans darker side and his more problematic traits#but this isn't me trying to villainize him or reduce him down to “toxic yaoi”#I HOPE YOU GUYS KNOW ALL MY TOXIC YAOI POSTS ARE LIGHTHEARTED.#i just want to clarify that ivan was always intended to be a darker and complicated character. even since his debut in round 3#the way i refer to ivan (“twisted” “creepy” “obssessive” etc) are literally the direct words used by q and v themselves to describe him#but despite that id like to emphasize that i don't see ivan as a villain or a completely bad person. hes complicated#there is no normalcy in this world they are living in. none of the characters know what being truly normal is#this isn't me condoning his actions#but it has to be acknowledged that alnst is fucked up in nature. we can't expect perfect relationships from people who are born to die#plus ivan has a lot more layers past the “dark” parts. he's constantly battling himself and his desires#especially at the end of round 6 where he performs a myriad of conflicting actions (kiss strangle peck smile)#thanks to the r6 production notes we now know that ivan was going through a rapid internal conflict#“sure and unsure at the same time”#there is sooo much to ivan. his low self-esteem. his desire and possessiveness despite knowing till will never love him#his VEHEMENT insistence that till will never love him vs his desperate persistence in trying anyway#uh i need to shut up i think#anyways sorry. just wanted to clarify my thoughts on him in case people think im. yk.#in short. hes a fucked up little freak and he fascinates me. this poor tragic child. i love him.#SORRY I GOT CARRIED AWAY#alnst#alien stage#alien stage ivan#alnst ivan#asks
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Suitcase Briefcase of memories//Time after time.
#my art#[okay to like and rb]#I'm not going to tag it normally instead just use this space to vent#I recently went through a very tough break up. A relationship that lasted 7 years that#in retrospect was probably dying a slow death and I just didn't want to admit it.#No amount of help and love will work if one party is unable to do for themselves.#And I think I just prolonged it instead of letting him go earlier#which also is helping me realize that I left none of that help for myself...ashamed as I am to admit.#So now we've parted ways and knowing him I made sure to establish clear no-contact boundaries while we just try#and live our own lives.#It's still very difficult even though it was an agreeable split.#It's so hard to dissolve something where no one was really to blame and I very much want to place blame somewhere.#But this is what he wanted so here I am.#the secondhand unwinds-#I just like how Irwin was never without the briefcase. Always carrying it around-- as a burden; as a reminder.
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I’m so tired of seeing constant criticisms of dark romance and dark romance love interests. Just enjoy what you enjoy and let others enjoy what they enjoy. Like some of y’all are so cruel and mean for no reason to people who are just minding their own business.
#I’m not naming specific people but this is just a comparison I see often concerning Sylus#‘he’s not some dark romance piece of shit love interest so stop projecting on him’#like okay???#he can be whatever you want in your head and on your blog/platform??#just like he can be whatever I want on mine#not to mention not every dark romance love interest is necessarily a red flag#tell me you don��t read dark romance without telling me you don’t read dark romance#and you’re just regurgitating whatever purity culture criticisms you hear in your social media bubbles#but even if all dark romance love interests were like that… again—#NONE OF YOUR DAMN BUSINESS WHAT TROPES OTHER PEOPLE ENJOY#like most dark fic authors and fandom writers explicitly state on their websites and blogs that they write dark fiction#with a million warnings and tags and opportunities for you to walk away from engaging#some of y all are so desperate to be triggered that you walk right into a lions den riddled with signs like ‘LIONS LIVE HERE’#and then you’ll go ‘these lions need to be put down’#I’m begging you to please get a fucking grip#and make use of the filtering and blocking features#might delete later I’m just at the end of my damn rope with some of y’all
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good afternoon! i think i discussed this veryyy briefly when i first made this blog but something i wanted to remind people that i am more than open to exploring verses in potential bad ends of the games. i would advise for these to be plotted but if you wish to just go into it, feel free to let me know!
#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc.#there's ofc things we wont be investing in but like ...#yeahs its 2025 i dont mind bringing back iconic bad endings#also non - iconic ones ...#we can also rewrite them / potentially explore what would happen after.#could u fix him after this??? the answer should possibly be a no here--- GHFJDSKDHSJ#EITHER WAY! IM FULLY HERE! (may be hiding in my drafts though!)#we had rain for 0.2 seconds it was so beautiful ...#but then the rain stopped and the heat still remained wtf man:/ FHDSDH#we're waiting for a thunderstorm to hit to help remove the humidity apparently---#i hope youre staying cool all you can and being easy on yourself!!! none of us in the heat are going to be as productive as we so wish. and#thats okay! we'll have days to get back to it.#this weather wont last forever <3
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you know it's over for john winchester when baby sammy pulls this move
#john winchester grief stricken and teary eyes 90% of the time after mary died.#goes to weird places and does allat weird stuff. keeps a weirdass journal#one time his neighbours called child protection services and filed a complaint against him#sometimes a baby cries all night long. cuz john ran out of baby food and he forgot to buy new one and there's the older one who barely talk#john who tries his best to stop baby sam from crying. but he gets frustrated. he tries to recall what mary used to do to calm him down#john tries to rock him back and forth. bounces him on his arms. plays with him but none of them work#as a last resort he dips his fingers in the glass where he poured some beer earlier and holds it in sam's mouth#the baby stops crying and falls asleep after some time and then john breaks. he's shaking and crying and he's having hiccups#cuz what kind of a father does that. he doesn't deserve to be a father let alone dad#dean wakes up a lil later on hearing his dad's muffled cries and comforts his dad and says “it's okay dad. it'll be okay”#when sam was a little older and john would come back from a hunt sam would run to him and reach out his hands and ask for uppies#and in the mornings when john would get ready for a part time job he took at the garage sam would hug john's legs and won't let go#im not crying you are. whatever. the relationship between raw grief-stricken john and baby sam is soooo important to mee#sam winchester#john winchester#samjohn
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I made a crossover AU between Ninjago and Transformers: Prime as a joke, and now I have a whole plot of Zane being sent to TFP's universe instead of the Neverrealm and meeting Starscream and both of them developing an unhealthy platonic (Though it'd be a really funny romantic ship) relationship together that parallels a lot of their own past relationships in different ways which I'm going to try to make into a longfic. Have this art for them I will never finish

#transformers#ninjago#zane julien#starscream#Tumblr ate the image quality so bad I never knew what people meant by that until now...#I'm. So sorry everyone in both fandoms I must make this into reality. It's too fun as a concept#Has...Has anyone done this??? The odds are low but never zero. Whatever#BTW none of you get to make fun of me for this. This is tumblr. Okay bye.#ALSO YES ZANE STILL HAS HIS STAFF AND HIS MECHA. IT IS VERY IMPORTANT TO THE PLOT THAT HE STILL HAS THOSE. >:D#Also because he is the master of ice and cybertronians are weak to cold. Haha. Starscream is Scared of him which is also important#Gonna go into a bit of a character study with that one which may reference Predaking. Haha. :)#Also definitely gonna be a Vex reference there Zane will never meet him at least.#I NEED ZANE TO MEET THE AUTOBOTS THOUGH. DESPERATE NEED FOR HIM AND OPTIMUS TO INTERACT THEY'VE GOT SO MANY PARALLELS#Also Soundwave and Laserbeak. Zane with the Falcon pointing at Soundwave and Laserbeak: Look my friend they are just like us fr fr!
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Starting a new post because the other ones were getting long, but the first few HST blocks are sewn and trimmed down to size!
I have a long way to go lol
#sewing wip#progress pride quilt wip#I have so so many blocks to sew#but that’s okay! it’s going to look awesome when it’s done#I might use the scraps to make myself a quilted coat?#I have an idea but idk that it will work lol#oh no I just saw a wasp crawl into a crack in the window shutters#I mean not real shutters those decorative ones?#I think there might be a wasp nest starting#that’s how my dad broke his finger!#none of that is related to this post I just saw the wasp
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OMG, COULD EVERYONE PLEASE STOP IMMEDIATELY BELIEVING AND REPEATING DISINFORMATION?!
Sorry, I just. Was just on Twitter, and I snapped.
I literally haven't seen one true statement about Israel on social media in MONTHS.
It's gotten to the point that I'm seriously considering starting a sideblog fact-checking all of it.
PLEASE STOP BEING GARFIELD I AM BEGGING ALL OF YOU
BE NERMAL FOR FUCK'S SAKE.
I've written at least one really long post about fact-checking things before. I have another saved as a draft somewhere.
But all you really have to do at this point is GO LOOK AT AN ACTUAL NEWS SOURCE.
What do I mean by an Actual News Source?
An actual news source will tell you where it's getting its information.
Basically: Wikipedia rules apply at all times. Citation. Fucking. Needed.
Except with news articles, I don't mean a detailed footnote.
I mean, if they say, "Rosco Flubberish reported seeing a pig fly across Whatever Place. 'It was a flying pig,' he said," they're fine.
If they say, "Sources close to the President reported that the Department of Farmland Creatures launched a pig into the air this afternoon," they're fine.
If they say, "There have also been reports that pigs flew," they are purely making shit up.
Just check CNN or something. CNN checks their shit, and they're very quick on the draw.
NBC has been very reliable too, in my experience. So have ABC, Newsweek, the Jerusalem Post, the Guardian, the New York Times, the AP, PBS, the Washington Post, and Reuters.
You can break through most paywalls by putting archive.is or 12ft.io before the https:// of the URL. Or just go to either of those sites and paste the URL in the box.
Nobody is perfect. I've seen some articles from all of the above that were accurate, but left things out that I personally thought were important.
Journalists are humans, humans fuck up.
(Also, NONE OF THIS APPLIES TO OPINION PIECES ON ANY TOPIC. Opinion pieces are exactly that: opinions. They don't seem to be fact-checked anywhere, as far as I can tell. They range from super-accurate and informative to complete nonsense.)
(Surprisingly unreliable sources in my experience: Democracy Now, Jacobin, Workers World Party. The latter two act like news sites but are basically running nothing but opinion pieces; Democracy Now can do important deep dives, but I've also seen news coverage from it that was wildly misinformed in that same way.
On the flip side, Slate and the Atlantic are largely opinion -- the Atlantic more than Slate, maybe -- but they often have really well-researched analysis of political situations. Ditto Teen Vogue, and sometimes Vox.)
You don't have to read CNN or the NYT or whateverfor fun. You don't have to make it one of your news sources.
Just. Do a quick check on Google News before you assume anything is true, and then run it through a bullshit filter as described above.
You are being actively lied to, all the time. So am I. We all are.
And people will believe and repeat literally anything that sounds about right.
That's just human nature.
That is WHY none of us are immune to propaganda.
if you want my personal shortlist of Bad Sources, as in Sources That Consistently Publish Absolute Falsehoods:
Any and all state-owned or state-controlled media. For example:
Al Jazeera is owned by the Qatari government, and so are a bunch of other news sites.
Mehr News, the Tehran Times, Al-Quds TV, and Al-Alam are owned by the dictatorship of Iran.
Oops. Looks like every form of broadcast Iranian news media is owned by the dictatorship of Iran, which has a monopoly.
Palestinian Broadcasting Corporation, Palestinian News and Info Agency, and Al-Hayat Al-Jadida are owned by the government of Palestine (the Palestinian Authority)
Al-Aqsa TV and Felesteen are owned by Hamas.
TASS / Russia News Agency, Russia Today, and a fuckton of others are owned by the Russian government.
State Media Monitor seems to do a pretty great job of tracking and listing these things. Check out your own country there!
I specifically listed those ones because some of them (especially Al Jazeera, Mehr News, and TASS) are sites I've seen come up frequently on Tumblr, or in my attempts to fact-check what people are saying here and on Twitter. The rest are just more examples from the same governments.
Al Jazeera deserves special notice because it's become a very popular leftist news source. Believe me, I used to read it all the time too.
It can be reliable and accurate sometimes. But:
It consistently tweets things that are unsourced, never appear anywhere else, and that would be big news you'd expect it to follow up on if they were true. It seems to be following a strategy of "tweet every rumor you hear in case it's true, so you can get the scoop."
It also does this with its liveblogs of the war. And ALL its coverage of the war at this point is liveblogs. So things that are verifiably true will run right next to things that are complete hearsay, but are too long to just tweet.
This is especially dangerous because as far as I can tell, Al Jazeera doesn't delete anything that turns out to be false.
I've also seen regular news articles in Al Jazeera, on multiple topics, that veer from Absolutely True Statements to Wildly Exaggerated Numbers and Speculation. Stuff you wouldn't expect a source on, like statistics or descriptions. And there's no way to tell the difference unless you already know a topic really well, or are fact-checking them while you read.
One especially terrible example, from Gazan activist Ahmed Fouad Alkhatib:

Al Jazeera has never posted or published a correction.
Alkhatib has also blamed it for destabilizing the region, although he's exaggerating about it being Hamas's official propaganda outlet:

TL;DR: If you see a Tumblr post making any kind of factual news statement without a link, at this point you need to assume it is absolutely not true. And either scroll on past, or go check Google News.
If there IS a link, you need to click through to see what it's from and what it actually says.
(Honestly, you need to do that with Wikipedia too. I've repeatedly clicked through on citations that absolutely did not say what the article implied they did.)
And pro tip: on mobile, you can just smack a button to sort Google's news results by most recent, and it helps A LOT. There's gotta be a way to do the same on desktop, but if there is, it's not immediately visible, which sucks.
#fact checking#critical thinking#you are not immune to propaganda#none of us are immune to propaganda#don't be Garfield#be nermal#israel gaza war#all eyes on palestine#i actually have seen accurate statements on Reddit I'm just not gonna count that because it's not the kind of social media I'm referring to#okay I've seen accurate statements about Israel on social media but rarely and not from a mainstream audience#that's a much more complicated conversation and it's not relevant here#honestly the Nation is surprisingly accurate but it can definitely veer into Opinion and it ain't opinion you wanna hear#the Economist is also usually accurate i could go on all night and i don't wanna#if it's from sayruq or that April account or el-shab-hussein it's never true as far as i can tell and I'm so so so tired#like please everyone just stop I'm too autistic for this#actuallyautistic#wall of words
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Yk this was a silly doodle but then my tablet momentarily DIED died and I thought I lost this so I finished it out of spite.
DOGtor Trayaurus and.. uh.. UH.. Dan (I PANICKED I CANT THJNK OF ANY PUNS-)
#DanTDM#dr trayaurus#clemont_ine#dan & tray#DanTDM fanart#Furry#Furry art#I feel like the only furry who can't draw dogs (other than borzois) and that needed to change okay.#Not counting grim he's like. Bones#That doesn't count. Right???#Normal living breathing dogs are such a struggle..#ANYWAY#So Trayaurus is a borzoi ofc ofc#They're so tall and strange I love them#They're like if a worm on a string had legs its wonderful#But DAN#is a Chinese Crested dog (I think that's what they're called-)#WHICH I DIDNT KNOW EXISTED UNTIL YESTERDAY#AND IM SO MAD. I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN ABOUT THOSE#NOT EVEN CAUSE OF HOW MANY ANIMALS I KNOW#(Like how did these dogs slip under the radar)#BUT BECAUSE THEYRE SO PERFECT FOR EMO OR SCENE FURRIES????????#CMON MAN IVE EMO FRIENDS IVE FURRY FRIENDS#IVE EMO FURRY FRIENDS HOW THE FUCK DID NONE OF US KNOW (OR MENTION) THESE DOGS#they're so cunty I love them#Anyway yes this was the product of me going to edit my au notes and completely misunderstanding “space dog” for a second.#“space dog what when did I make a furry au” YOU DUMBASS THATS YOUR GODDAMN DEAD DAN AU. OMFG.
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I am disappointed none of these are anywhere near me (I knew RI wouldn't make the list, but I was hoping Boston, MA might).
Anyway, if I have friends going to any of these, have fun & please take lots of pictures!
#rick and morty#the rick mobile#okay I was REALLY hoping there'd be a Boston stop#i am sad#but seriously I hope some of my moots get to go see this thing in person#i know some of my RaM friends on here aren't in the US#and those of you who are I don't actually know where you're located#other than as far as I know none of you are here in Rhode Island with me#but I hope at least one of these is close to some of you folks#and that you get to go & have a great time!
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lowkey o-(-( right now
#its like im feeling the coming down from a group hangout but x10000 and also i want to cry#i dont know everything is so much forever#we have a worship night with the whole church that the music committee for youth group was only informed was going to happen on the 14th#like a week ago#and i spent so much time preparing the slides for the songs we were going to do#and all everyone has to say is that theyre too slow and too boring and not hype enough or whatever#and its like. you CHOSE these#i sent a SURVEY about what english-arabic songs we could do and wr agreed that fhe wjole youth would vote on it and would take the first 7#and thats what we DID its been SETTLED and weve practiced them twice already!!!#and its all like oh julia you always choose boring songs AGAHAGAGSGDGS sorry you cant appreciate the beauty of a hymn . i GUESS#and i GET IT but also we are doing this for the WHOLE CHURCH#so we need songs EVERYONE knows and also songs that exist in both english qnd arabic!! and those are all the old common hymns!!!#like you cant come to me and seriously say oh i found a random youtube video of a lady translating holy forever into arabic#NOBODY KNOWS IT#im genuinely going to crash out#and i dont have TIME to be doing all this im working every day every week this summer#i barely have time for myself in the evenings#and suddenly its also my role to chose the order we're doing the songs in and also find verses for transitions between the songs#like this is a thing that needs PRACTICE at least a full month before !!!!#and everyone in the worship committee except for me and 2 others are in full exam time now#WE DONT HAVE TIME TO BE DOING ALL THIS#WHY did the youth group leaders just go okay we're doing a worship night. figure it out. NONE OF US ARE ABOVE 20#and nobody is doing announcements none of the parents in the church know its happening#and also they wrre like literally ladt sunday oh it would be nice if there was food also#THAT TAKES TIME TO ORGANIZE?? also why are you asking US the worship comittee about it and not literally the food committee#AND THEN AGAIN. this is all the youth. and im the oldest person in the food committee everyone else is below 18#we cant be doing this all on our own!!#please !!!#augh. okay. God will provide.#im so tired im so tired im so tired. but He Will !!!!
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normally clerics use divine magic to work miracles amongst the living but i think kristen is going to use her mortality to work miracles amongst divinity
#kristen applebees#d20#dimension 20#fhjy#cassandra d20#because okay listen#she has already resurrected cassandra from the dead even if you know she was sort of different before and then nightmare king and then cass#she is a celestial deity but like a witch goddess of mystery obvi she would marry a primordial giant deity#a union which would threaten sol and galecaeas power and influence#galacaea destroyed her sister and sol probably destryed the summer god by taking all the qualities into his own domain#ai summer sun heat warmth growth family strength protection power passion etc#until all that was left was rage#and that god of rage would have /fallen/ and been a god of the none hells since the only remnents of them is their rage#anyways kristen is going to do a reverse miracle where she somehow uses the power of the people to resurrect the dead god#WWITH all their aspects and glory restored
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just need to give a shoutout to all the people who interact w me or the things i make on here for the love and good vibes. twitter's been pissing me off the past couple days and i just think it reaffirms i'll never really leave tumblr bc the fandom culture here is just so much.. more lol
#more respectful funnier more loving more fun in a lot of ways#getting lectured by ppl years younger than me abt why posting shit without credit is ok when its like#all the best and most fun fandom spaces are dying#ppl are growing up sure but all these ppl are like 'i used to make gifs so heres why ur wrong' and its like#oh you USED to? well whyd u stop ? bc the effort level wasnt worth it just to be#saved and reposted w ill intent or not get any interaction like its so#everything is abt a race for interaction on the dumbest n most unoriginal jokes#its extremely frustrating to try to justify spendinf any time doing anything online anymore when ppl are so fcuking flippant like its crazy#'heres a shitty unsized n uncoloref gif i ran through some website and IM okay w ppl reposting' like lol#anyway when giffing dies itll be a sad fuckinf day to me jfkd truly a useless skill#but that means everyone still doing it is doing it for the love of the game or#the love of archival work and it makes ppl beinf so fuckinf disrespectful#or going to bat for nonsense seem so absurd to me like#really . really. if u have an option to share where it originally came from with one less click#ur gonna choose NOT to do that and instead repost just to insinuate the person who made it did it to insult someknes appearance#like. its just so.#fandom is dying and its so sad and etiquette is nowhere to be found so NXKKD gratefuo for the ppl gere#and sorry for the rant#none of thise matters but ive had an abundance of free time the past few says so ive been STEWING#mostly just want to say i love u all NDKKS and even if ive complained abt interaction its mostly just tbing website dying more than anything#which. is so sad lol#but i love everyone still here
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