#and then it'll go back to something less deformed and horrific and ugly
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i think that after spending $11,691 on my teeth in the last 18 months, if one of my front teeth falls out then killing myself can't be considered drastic or unreasonable action
#i've been hyping myself up since i noticed late this afternoon#like no i'm sure it'll be fine#i just have to call dr whyte in the morning and tell him what's happening#and we'll book an appointment and he'll adjust them#and then it'll go back to something less deformed and horrific and ugly#but fuck the more i look at it the more scared i get#what if it's already too late#the roots seem so shallow#i know my lower incisors over erupted#they're part of the reason i'm so fuck ugly#but the x-rays seemed fine#like the roots were all stupid long#but if i lose 32 it's over#all of this has been for nothing#i just wanted someone to look at me and tell me i'm beautiful or handsome or something#i didn't think this could make me uglier#at least long term#braces aren't hot#but i accepted that maybe if there was a chance i could be in 2 years it was worth the money and pain#this puts me right back in my aunt's granny flat in 2016#when that temporary filling fell out of my first root canal#as if it wasn't bad enough to need a root canal at 17#i felt so disgusting and deformed#and it's the same now#all the money in the world couldn't fix my fucking face#i take such good care of my teeth too fuck sake#brush 2-3 times a day and floss twice a day#but it has never made a difference#i'm so fucking tired of trying#if this tooth falls out i'm done with it all
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