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I think everyone should think about yakuza kenzan forever and ever and talk about the insane levels of kazumaji in kenzan forever and ever and rgg should announce and make a kenzan! remake please please guys talk about kenzan Plea
#yakuza#kazumaji#yakuza kenzan#yeah you know how yakuza kenzan was the third game they made before y3#that was actually the kazumaji BACKSTORY before they fucking DIVORCED in 3 it all makes sense now#“why is majima obsessed with kiryu? what specific event led to this Situation?” i ask myself for the millionth time#the answer is KENZAN NEXT FUCKING QUESTION#on a genuine note i find it truly interesting how og y1 majima and kiryu#had a more purely antagonistic relationship while they nellow out more and cooperate in og y2#so to have kenzan. The Third Game. give them the kind of close relationship they had is a Little wild to me. i mean this in a Good way#like fuuuck what do you Mean majima lost his eye protecting musashi and musashi gave up his newly found way of life over majimas death#what do you MEAN Bridge Scene what do you MEAN 親友 (close/old/intimate/etc) friend canon would NEVER#THIS WAS FROM THE THIRD FUCKING GAME. EVER#ummm fuck yeah anyways i didnt start yakuza by playing the ogs#but im saying it now that kenzan was the turning point for how majima and kiryu's relationship was written in this essay i will#(*forgot to include the word friend in the translation parentheses earlier and editing tags on mobile is a nightmare kms)
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hii your come home to me fic is SO good i haven't stopped thinking about it since reading it!! jinwoo and his wife are inseparable and also their little nugget and beru sooo cute 😭😭 i was wondering if you plan on writing more fics for jinwoo and if u mind sharing a list of fics that you recommend/read (like the one you're reading with haein 🙇🏻♀️🥺) love your writings so muchhh♡
AAAAAA BABE THANK YOU SO MUCH 😭😭😭😭😭
husband/papa!jinwoo is so DEAR to me so i'm very happy that you like that version i created for him 😭 YES he's SOOOO attached to his wife and she just LOVES him so much UGH wish that was me fr LMAOOO
YES YES YES YES I'm definitely gonna write more fics for jinwoo (i'm currently so OBSESSED about him). i think i'm gonna make a couple more marriage au fics before I start working on something else. marriage au fics comfort me and i hope i can make my readers feel the same way too 🥺
oh that JinHae one i posted before was a screenshot from the light novel, not a fic. I haven't really read anything yet just the one with the sexy priest!jinwoo by @pa1nrema1ns (check it out, it's great!) i'm sorry i've only been focusing to finish my own fics whenever i have time to spare so i haven't read much 😭 I will definitely reblog the fics that i enjoy tho so just keep your eyes on my blog hehe 😁
#you know jinhae's romance is peak when you read it and you thought it was taken from a fic LMAOOOALFDJSLD#thank you soooooo much for reading come home to me 😭😭😭#the latest marriage au fic i'm working on rn is already sitting at 4k 💀 i can never write short fics man#what if i just kms alsdjfklsd#kana answers stuff#fics.reviews
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bro you gotta study for your exams not be out here hotel dusk posting 💀
BRO I DID I AMMMMMMM!!!!!! I DID I BETCHU IF I FINISHED THAT FINAL PROPERLY I WOULD BE GETTING 90% ON THAT THING AND THEN MY ASS DECIDED TO GLAZE OVER A QUARTER OF THE BOOKLET PLS SAVE MEEEEEE
#OK SO HERESWHAT HAPPENED so#referring to me crashing out on my main btw#there was an individual portion for the midterm where it was multiple choice and short answers typical etc etc#and there was a group portion#a group portion where u work w 3 other ppl in class to finish abunch of questions#so i wasplowing thru the mcq and it was lightwork i was stressed as hell last night but it wasnt too bad actually i managed to do it really#well and im confident that its gonna be all fine#i get to the short answer booklet (its separate)#theres text underneath the thing that says ‘dont start until youre told to start’#not thinking that thats probably to prevent ppl from working on it ahead#THINKING THAT THAY WAS THE GROUP PORTION so i was like oh ok…………………………..#anyway my brain is fried HELEPPPPPP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#I KNOW I COULD HAVE DONE SO WELL IN THAT MT HELPEP MEEEEE#<- i think im coping bc ofc im really fuckin upset abt it but also i think its like the funniest thing ever to me i think km going insane#now im begging at my prof’s doorsteps to try and figure smth out abt my dumbassness LMFAOOOOO#OTZ#IT WAS MY FUKIN HUBRIS!!!!!! ok now im gonna draw hotel dusk bye guys
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a boy steps into the starlight theatre. his blue eyes seem to glow through the darkness. the blue is too deep, too bright. his hands writhe uncomfortably at his sides. the darkness spills around him, seeming to swallow him up. his hair is undone, and he wears only pajama shorts with blue skulls on them and an old t-shirt. on the shirt, the words "JOIN THE BLACK PARADE" are written in black sharpie, and a baton surrounded by musical notes. he takes a deep, shaky breath in, and in a voice that sounds both rehearsed and terrifiedly unsure, he calls into the black.
"kai? i'm here."
( - @laika-at-hatchetfield )
[A chuckle. One that both sounds completely foreign and strangely familiar to Laika. A flash of peircing, sickening blue eyes shine in the darkness before retreating back into the black. The girl's voice booms in the theater. She sounds like Kai, with her pitch and influcions, but at the same time, she sounds nothing like her. The voice is far too polished and posh, carrying itself with an air of superiority that Kai never held. Her twang is gone, along with the bright and cheery human cadence Kai had.] "Hiya, Laika! You're just in time for the show!"
#kai drew#tkwdlm#the kai who didn’t like musicals#oc#oc rp#oc rp blog#hatchefield rp#hatchetblr#apothoposting#answers from the black white and blue#starlit songbird#ooc: I ALMOST WROTE “NUT AT THE SAME TIME” IM GOING TO KMS
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FANTASTICS Hori Natsuki, thanks to Kimura Keito I can do my best, "I really love him"; The family-like relationship between "KetoNatsu"
- Since this is a pair interview, I want to hear about your relationship. Hori-san claims he is someone who keeps a large personal space but you seem very close with Kimura-san Hori: Because he broke into it… (laugh) Keito: I broke through (laugh) - (laugh) Within the group, what kind of relationship do you have? Hori: How can I say this, I seriously think it’s like I’ve given him an exemption. Because he’ll always say irritating things as if it’s normal. Stuff you wouldn’t usually say to others right? So in that sense, it really does feel like we're family. Keito: That’s right. He’s like my older brother. We’re only two years apart… No, there’s even a two year difference between us… (laughs) Hori: He says I’m like an older brother, but sometimes he teases me and calls me “Nacchan” (laugh) Keito: (laugh)
(via modelpress)
#fantastics from exile tribe#fantastics#kimura keito#hori natsuki#jr exile#jpop#けとなつ#hopkei trans#fanta mgz#kms kms kms scrolling on twitter and seeing that headline like eXCUSE ME??????#i was originally just gonna post the photos and then i was reading the machine translation of the interview and got to here like NO WAITTT#the ketonatsu gods have blessed us once again;;;;;;#kinda rough trans bc my translation brain is rusty but forgive me i had to do it for the best brothers;;;;;;#me lately: tired and busy and sad bc cannot keep up with fanta enough#also me: bursting out of the grave to immediately translate ketonatsu because it is mY DUTY#and also an answer on keito calling him nacchan hehehehehe i love them so much theyre so close my favorite beautiful real life brothers;;;;
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I have felt So Bad since Tuesday and I need whatever the fuck is wrong with me to be caused by my teeth I need this to be fixed tomorrow I need it to be Solved
#not to be like kms but if Tooth Removal does not Cure Me then. kms#idek if I’ll actually get time off work????? it’s still fucking Pending I hate this#I’m gonna call the fucking Aflac 800 disability number today and fingers fucking crossed get an answer that at least they’ve received the#needed forms from the oral surgeon
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99% just my autism speaking here but something ive been noticing lately that im sorta kinda 😶 about is when ppl are like "I think you'll like this" but not bc they ACTUALLY think you'll like it, rather they just got into it and want you to also get into it so "I think you'll like this" is a nice personal hook. i love chill stuff as much as any other person ofc but given i don't divulge that EVER, what makes you think my berserk reading, made in abyss watching, drakengard playing ass would like YURU CAMP????
#gu6chan's musings#am i just taking the phrase too literally???? like i appreciate the thought but also.... what agitates me is the fact theres not any#when i say something among the lines of 'i think YOU'LL like this' or 'This made me think of you' like#its bc i think of THAT PERSON IN PARTICULAR or think THAT PERSON IN PARTICULAR would like it#again it's probably just autism brain taking figures of speech too literally but i HATE it bc it just makes me feel like#all the times i shared my interests meant nothinggggg typically i just ask 'neat; what makes you think ill like it?' and ppl start stumbling#and im like :(#whats rlly funny in this case is not only the fact i had only ever established my love of dark fantasy and mystery to this person#but they also flatout asked 'youre not really into modern media much are you' to which the answer was 'not much lol'#and i said the reasons i dont care for 'cute girls doing cute things' anime (re: k-on) is bc if i have the time to watch it then i at LEAST#wanna spend it watching a series that's???? not 'the point of it is to relax :)'??? i can sleep for that#anyways like 2 days later they said they said they think id REALLY like this new anime they've been watching lately and I was like 'oh?'#and it was yuru camp.... and internally i was like 'are you fucking kidding me' but on the outside i was like 'oh sweet what makes you think#id like it? id love some new media recommendations especially if they're newer shows bc ive been having SO MUCH TROUBLE trying to find#something interesting that isn't from 2008'#and they sent me a picture of the most generic anime girl ever and they're like 'it has really cute girls' and then i just wanted to kms#like.... this isn't bc you thought id like it; is it.....#wanted to die internally but i played it cool and was like 'oh no; i appreciate it thoughtfulness and all but i don't think this is for me'#also the time where someone recommended signalis to me and i was like 'oh?' and they were like 'YEAH its SO good the people who made it#were even INSPIRED off of Nier' KNOWING FULL WELL I DIDN'T LIKE IT AND THE AMOUNT MY ENTHUSIASM JUST DIED... i was like#'oh. well that will be a pass then' and they tried backpedaling like 'well it's not SUPER inspired; i didn't know you HATED nier :(' like#my past 15 posts on my twitter werent me realising that the game was absolute garbage and calling it the most regretful thing ive ever spent#money on during my attempted playthrough 😭 i was like 'thanks; but I'll pass' to which they then responded by promptly sending me#signalis memes i had absolutely no idea how to respond to WITHOUT making it seem like i was super annoyed so i was just kinda 😶 and didn't#reply and they were like 'sorry :(' and i was like 'haha it's okay! i just have absolutely no idea how to respond to this joke i dont#understand at ALL'#was probably one of the more awkward interactions ive ever had but genuinely speaking i was so INTERESTED until they brought up that it was#inspired by nier i literally psychically felt all the enthusiasm leaving my body from 'damn; i might actually have to look into this' to#'oh well that's a bullet dodged' did not trust the backtracking either....
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sorry to start my weird morningposting with this but it freaks me out majorly that it seems very rare for happiness not to come at least partly at someone else’s expense. like my d*d’s came from screwing over my immediate family. mine would involve making my mom and grandma unhappy. what do we doooooo (like philosophically, not in my particular case)
#text tag#i get that these examples both have to do with the family which is a pretty specialized torture machine but i can totally pull instances#from friendships as well#‘screw everyone else do what you want’ is a crazy answer for me bc if i followed that my first action would be to kms. so i have to get#more innovative
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Mae maee, I lowkey wanna write a short drabble or any writing about KM reader and gang leader!reader (although I'm still confused about how to name them, it's inspired by the darling of a yandere interacting with the darling of another yandere). It's also inspired by a scene from Remarried Empress webtoon.
Other than Gangleader!reader thinking that KM!reader is weak and manipulative, do you have any opinions about how they would interact with each other? ☂️
Hmm, it really depends on the situation and if it's (time leaper) gangleader!reader or normal one.
(time leaper) gangleader!reader would talk to KM!reader to get information about Mikey and KMG so she can use that information to her advantage before something bad happens. How (time leaper) gangleader!reader gets that information depends on how desperate she is but on normal circumstances, she would just hold something against the other person if persuasion doesn't work. Since both (time leaper) gangleader!reader and KM!reader want the best for Mikey, im sure they could come to some understanding and help each other and prevent more bloodshed.
On the other hand, I don't see regular gangleader!reader striking up a conversation with KM!reader since they already got off on the wrong foot. She has nothing nice, if any, to share with KM!reader so she wouldn't bother seeking her out. AT MOST, gangleader!reader would ask about Mikey if she hasn't spoken to him for a while and thats about it.
However, if KM!reader sought her out, then the conversation would rely on KM!reader. If it isn't about Mikey or his movements, or something related, gangleader!reader probably wouldn't be interested in anything KM!reader had to say, unless KM!reader asked for help or advice when dealing with Mikey/Sanzu. In that case, gangleader!reader would offer KM!reader protection/get KM!reader to join Sasori and call her an idiot for not doing something sooner. If KM!reader denies her suggestions, she'll tell KM!reader the truth... that she's gonna die miserable and be trapped forever, but if she ever changed her mind, Sasori would take care of her.
Although gangleader!reader can be cold and uncaring to people she doesn't like, she's very open minded and understanding when it comes to a girl in need.
ehhh things could also go sour if KM!reader ever conspired against Sasori for whatever reason.
#i hope this makes sense#if you want. you can call gangleader!reader Yusanami Sachiko (Sanami/Amiko/Sachi - as her friends would say) last name then first#sachiko was a place holder name i made for her in my fic#if you want to name KM! reader you can#yk technically. KM!reader would be sorta a replace of gangleader!reader#not that gangleader!reader would be bitter about it#answered 💌#[🍩] mae . • . ° inbox ♡˖#[☂️] anon#letters from: anon#tr x reader#gang leader! reader#tr drabbles#[⏳] mae . • . ° talks tokyorev ♡˖♪
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IM GONNA THROW UP.
#sorry besties I need to scream.#WHY CAN NOBODY IN THIS HOUSE WASH A FUCKING DISH. ITS EIGHT OCLOCK I HAVENT EATEN DISHES THERE ARE TWO (2) DISHES IN THE ENTIRE PILE THAT#ARE MINE WHY RHE FUCK DID NOBODY ELSE WASH THEM???????#I HATE IT HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!#WHAT THE FUUUUUUCCKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyways I am going to get VERY high as soon as I’m done showering and WASHING OTHER PEOPLE’S DISHES.#and try to answer the backlog of boromir asks I have before I green out#trying so hard not to say kms but FUCKING KMS#IM PAYING SO MUCH RENT TO THESE PPL AND ONE (1) PERSON IN THIS HOUSE APPRECIATES ME AND I STILL GET COMPLETELY FUCKING OVERLOOKED HERE.#oh yea it’s strider well just leave the PILE OF EVERYONES FUCKING DISHES for HIM to figure out AT EIGHT OCLOCK AT FUCKING NIGHT#what the fuck is wrong with people I wouldn’t care if I hadn’t been NOTICEABLY FUCKING GONE FROM THE HOUSE BUSY DOING SHIT
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everything is terrible actually
#I really just need a hug I think#I havent had real serious physical affection in so long#I know I dont deserve jt no one does and Its a fucked up thing to make other people do things to help me#But fuck dude I just want someone to come up to me and grab my hand or hug me#My platonic partner used to do it all the time but we're on a break and I need to rely on them less#I keep befriending people who dont like physical touch and I am gonna stab something#Truly I just need one person who I can lean on or cuddle with casually#Ideally more than one!! But like. Idk#I need to get over myself this isnt an actual need im acting selfish and entitled#I know that the only real answer here is Get Over It or die#And ive been trying to get over it for years#Ive stopped initiating physical touch bc I dont want to make people uncomfortable#And im worried that that means that people assume I am uncomfortable with it#Bc I never mention how deep a need it is to me to know im even just being tolerated#But if I mention that theyxll feel pressured#Ugh#The worst part is I cant actually kms bc of this until at least after May is here cause I know that she's good with that stuff#And maybe once shes here i'll be okay#Happily codependent with the person ive been close with for the longest time since fourth grade#But ughhhhhhhhh terrube to have to wait over 400 more days. I will do it for her but oh ny god I am rotting from the inside out#I do not want her to come home to a decayed corpse but I dont knkw how much longer I can keep this up#(Not talking specifically abt touch that would be weird and dramatic as shit this is generally Everything)#May forgive me if u come to seattle and im a shell of the person I was when u met me
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i am so unbelievably stressed rn it's insane. i have 3 assignments due tomorrow night and one of them is a mini thesis paper for HISTORY. IM SHIT AT HISTORY. i have calc due the next day and a programming quiz I HAVEN'T STUDIED FOR.
who knew passing out a week before and having dizzy spells since would fuck up ur ability to be a functioning student????
#numi post#i am going to kms#/hj but also /srs#if only my fucking history prof#WOULD ANSWER MY EMAILS#EXTENSION??? PLEASE???#I WAS LITERALLY UNCONSCIOUS LAST FRIDAY#I HAVE BEEN WEAK EVER SINCE#why did i decide to do history this sem#WHEN IM ALREADY DOING 3 DIFFICULT COURSES#this prozac better do wonders for my psyche tomorrow#bc i might legitimately throw up from the anxiety#breathe in breathe out#i just gotta lock tf in tomorrow#adhd be damned
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Wanna be a pebble in the sacmnah rainforest with me? 🥹
oh the sleep deprivation is hitting hard
#i’m extremely worried for you how have you not passed out yet from exhaustion#a few hours of college made me want to fall into unconsciousness immediately idk how you’re still awake#or kms cause i felt like death earlier#clover answers ❗️
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Maee I have a question. If gang leader!reader were to meet KM!reader for the first time what's her impression towards KM!reader?
Considering that they're on opposing sides already it's obviously not a good one, and maybe she views KM!reader as manipulative (which is true). On the other hand KM!reader views gang leader!reader as an idealist because of her moral code and can see why Mikey's close to her, but at the same time dislikes her strict code of ethics because being in the gang world requires bending your morals in order to survive.
Now that I think about it they give off sun and moon vibes; gang leader!reader being more fiery, charismatic, and the way she bonds with her gang and more courageous while KM!reader is calmer, careful, and more soft and cunning. ☂️
I guess it really depends on how much gang leader!reader knows about KM!reader.
If gang leader!reader doesn't know who KM!reader is, I think gang leader!reader would treat her nicely, buy her snacks, and be good company before she leaves. If KM!reader ever mentions that she's in a gang, gang leader!reader would become intrigued and excited until she finds out what gang KM!reader's from, then her whole mood changes. Reactions may vary if gang leader!reader has previous knowledge of KM!reader's reputation in KM, or if she's just now finding out that a gril's in KM.
If gang leader!reader knows who KM!reader is, by reprutation and appearance, then yeah, it's not gonna be the best of greetings...
Now that you mention it, I do see the sun and moon energy they radiate 😭 they play off each other in a way
#answered 💌#[🍩] mae . • . ° inbox ♡˖#[☂️] anon#tr x reader#tr drabbles#gang leader! reader#letters from: anon#km! reader#[⏳] mae . • . ° talks tokyorev ♡˖♪
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𝓢𝓷𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 𝓛𝓲𝓷𝓴𝓼 𝖎𝖗𝖑/𝖘𝖒𝖆𝖚



𝓶𝓵𝓫!𝓻𝓪𝓯𝓮 𝔁 𝓸𝓯!𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓮𝓻
+18 -> smut | You didn’t expect much from tonight’s date—and got even less. But one message from Rafe changes the whole rhythm of the night. What starts casual might be getting dangerously close to something neither of you can ignore.
c/w: swearing, casual sex, jealousy, possessiveness, blurred boundaries, light humiliation, dirty talk, unprotected p in v, cum play, oral (female receiving after orgasms; both), spanking, slight choking, multiple positions, multiple orgasms, rafe says “I’ll kms” jokingly + banter during sex
𝓨𝓸𝓾 - 𝓓𝓮𝓾𝔁𝓪𝓿𝓮, 𝓑𝓸𝓼𝓽𝓸𝓷 𝓜𝓪𝓼𝓼𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓾𝓼𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓼…
You wore the dress because it made you feel good. Simple, black. A little backless. Not too much. It made you feel like you still knew how to show up—how to try, even when you weren’t sure why you were bothering.
You met him on Raya. His profile was filled with sunset gym selfies, gold chains, and at least one yacht that didn’t belong to him. But your friends insisted. ‘He’s hot. Give him a chance.’
You gave him a chance and now here you are, staring at a half-full glass of sparkling water while he tells a story about benching three plates and putting a coach ‘in his place’.
“Like, bro. Don’t test me,” he says, laughing and pointing at his own chest. “I’m not that guy. I don’t play submissive.” You nod in agreement, trying your hardest not to look at the clock. He smirks. “You get it. You’re chill. That’s hot.”
Holy shit… This is dating now? Endless one-way talking. Endless egos. And you’re starting to think being “chill” just means letting men be mediocre without calling them out for it.
𝓡𝓪𝓯𝓮 - 𝓒𝓸𝓷𝓽𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓪, 𝓑𝓸𝓼𝓽𝓸𝓷 𝓜𝓪𝓼𝓼𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓾𝓼𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓼…
He met her at the gym. She stopped him mid-set to ask about his program; hair slicked into a perfect ponytail, lashes too long to be natural. She smelled like vanilla and spray tan. He didn’t even think. Just said ‘yes’.
Now he’s here, picking at an overpriced plate trying not to wonder how fast he could get out of this without looking like an asshole.
“So you get paid to throw balls?” She teases, one manicured finger tracing the rim of her wine glass. “Kinda iconic.”
Rafe nods, smiling without teeth. She’s been talking about brand deals and algorithm slumps for twenty minutes straight. She hasn’t asked him a single question that didn’t have a “likes” count attached.
“Honestly,” she says, “I feel like people don’t understand how hard it is to stay relevant in this industry. 400 thousand likes and you’re a flop. You miss one trend and you’re done. Poof. Digital death.”
He coughs, trying to cover up a laugh, raising his beer to hers. “To survival.”
She rolls her eyes and giggles, lifting her glass as well. “You’re funny. You should be on TikTok more.”
𝓨𝓸𝓾 જ⁀➴
The food isn’t bad. It’s actually good. Which almost pisses you off more—because it means you can’t even use that as an excuse.
You were hopeful, foolishly so. You gave your hair the extra ten minutes, exfoliated, rehearsed your little “in your free time” spiel in case he didn’t respect your actual job. You wanted this to go well.
But now, with each story he tells—about how “soft” the world’s gotten, how “crazy” his ex was, how “girls just don’t know how to take a joke anymore”—you feel yourself slipping into that quiet, numb space in your mind. The one where you just let the man talk while you think about how cozy your sheets are going to be when you slide into them alone and what movie you're gonna put on instead.
“This was fun,” he says as he signals the waiter for the check, smiling like it’s a done deal. “We should grab a drink after this. My place is, like what, five minutes away. Killer view. Hot tub. You’ll love it, babe.”
You smile, but it’s thin. Doesn’t reach your eyes as you meet his across the table. “I think I’m gonna head home.”
He blinks, surprised. Taken aback. An answer this man surely isn’t used to hearing when he extends the offer. “C’mon. Just one drink.”
“I don’t really drink,” you murmur, fingers curling around the handle of your purse, two seconds away from bolting out the door honestly. He laughs, the sound loud in the quiet between you.
“Everyone drinks.”
“Not me.” A lie.
𝓡𝓪𝓯𝓮 જ⁀➴
The walk outside is short and silent until she brushes her shoulder against his, fingers grazing, desperately hoping to intertwine but they don’t. She looks up at Rafe, with a look on her beautiful face that usually pulls praise easily from men, but his mind is somewhere else.
“You should come over. Just for a little bit. I’ve got this sauna that would be so good for recovery. And a bottle of wine that’s basically a religious experience—”
“—Appreciate it,” he says, stopping her before she can even finish. “But I’ve got training early.”
She pouts her pillowy lips, batting her lashes which has almost the opposite effect on him. “You’re no fun.”
He pauses; lips tugging to the side as he weighs his options. Could say ‘yes’. Could let it play out. But everything about this feels empty. Another night of people pretending that this could go anywhere.
“Not tonight. But thanks—really. This was nice—” He closes the door of her Uber before she can reply, pocketing his keys, with someone better on his mind.
𝓑𝓪𝓬𝓴 𝓪𝓽 𝓗𝓸𝓶𝓮…
You shut the door, the quiet click too loud in the empty room. Your heels go first. Then your purse hits the floor with a heavy drop. The house is quiet in the way that always makes you feel a little lonelier after a night like this.
You move through the motions: wine, music, robe, lights dimmed low. You could call it self-care, but really, it’s just a ritual for disappointment.
You curl up on the couch with your legs tucked under you and sip slow, mumbling against the rim of your glass in his deep, stupid voice, “c’mon just one drink.” You laugh weakly as you toss some back, feeling the burn in your throat, and the sting of the night. Tonight, you just wanted something. And you got nothing.
You pull your phone into your lap; not even sure what you’re looking for, just running on autopilot, going through the motions, looking for a reason not to delete every dating app you’ve ever downloaded.
That’s when the notification lights up your screen.

It’s a gym selfie. No caption. Just sweat, muscle, and that familiar smirk. You bite your lip, swiping the screen to your text messages—and just as you do, the little text bubbles appear. Someone has the same idea…
Rafe: hey pretty. you free?
You don’t answer right away. But your fingers are already hovering.
He doesn’t follow up with a question mark or a ??? or where you at? Rafe never does. That’s part of the deal. You keep it easy. No pressure. No expectations. Just a simple rhythm you’ve both fallen into. The man shows just enough effort that he’ll drive by at night, looking up into your room. Curtains open, Spotify glowing through the glass, bedside light on. An unspoken, I’m home and ready, Rafe. The rest is up to you.
You set your phone down without replying, take one last sip of wine, and head to your bedroom. You already know he’s on his way.
You change into the cotton Calvin Klein set he always notices—the powdery white bralette, matching thong that isn’t meant to be sexy, but somehow always is. Comfortable. Soft. Barely a statement, which is exactly why he likes it.
You’re lying on your stomach, book open in front of you, toes grazing the edge of the comforter, when you hear his keys drop on the counter. A muffled “hey baby” to no one.
The door shuts; shoes hitting the floor with the same tired thud as your purse. You don’t look up when you hear the zipper. Don’t say a word when his shirt and jeans thump lightly onto the hallway floor; big feet pound against the hardwood with each swaggered shuffle, walking in like he lives here.
He doesn’t. But sometimes it feels like he could.
You feel the mattress shift beneath you before you see him. A familiar weight dips near your thighs. Then his hands plant on either side of your hips and he crawls up the bed in just his boxers, heavy and warm.
You gasp when he presses against you, his broad chest brushing your back, his mouth near your ear.
Your giggle slips out before you can stop it.
“Book club tonight?” He mutters, voice low and amused as he kisses your neck.
You roll your eyes, but before you can fire back, he grabs your hips and flips you onto your back. Rafe’s big body presses down into yours, your wrists pinned to either side of your head.
“Shit, look at you,” he hums.
His eyes roam your face, then drop to your lips. And for a moment neither of you says a thing.
You shift slightly beneath him, the cotton of your bralette stretching as you breathe in.
Rafe’s palms still frame your wrists, warm and rough, but he isn’t holding you down anymore. Not really. Just resting there, like he likes the excuse to touch you, taking this mental picture of you below him.
You tilt your chin up, your voice soft and sweet, making the corners of his lips curl into a smile.
“What’d you do tonight?” You whisper, cheeks heating up under the weight of his gaze.
“Went on a date.”
You quirk an eyebrow, saying so much with a single look. “And it went well?”
He lets out a frustrated groan, burning himself in your neck, saying even more with his tight embrace. Your words make him laugh, the warmth of his breath fanning across your throat. “Fuckin’ sucked,” he says, dipping his head until his nose brushes the curve of your jaw. “She thinks I could be TikTok famous. What do you think, baby? Think I should hang up the cleats?”
You stifle a giggle and fail. “The world will be a dark place without Rafe Cameron in baseball pants—”
“That’s what I said,” he mumbles as he nuzzles in closer. “Food was cold before she even ate it. She needed to get the perfect picture for her story or some shit.”
“Did you check her TikTok page?” You ask as you trace lazy circles on his back. “She might have called herself a WAG in the caption—”
“Please,” he chides, his eyes practically rolling out of his head, “Didn’t even make it to dessert.”
“That’s your favorite part,” you shoot back, tone light, as your fingers toy at the back of his hair. You feel him tense a little under your touch, breath hitching against your throat.
He lets out a half-growl, a sound that almost makes you smile. “Well shit,” he mutters, voice dropping a shade. “Maybe that’s why I’m so goddamn pissy, huh? Couldn’t take anymore. Made me wanna knock over the candle and light the table on fire—”
“Jesus fuck, Rafe,” you cut in with a laugh. “Why are you bein’ so hard on her I’m sure she was stunning—”
“—Hey,” he interjects playfully, giving you a little more of his body weight, making your breathing a little tighter. You grip his shoulders pushing him back slightly. Rafe pulls back with a boyish smile, looking down at you. “Didn’t say the view wasn’t nice. But that’s not what it’s all about, you know that.”
“Mhmm… Wise words.”
You stretch your arms above your head, twisting slightly underneath him. His hands slide down with you, skimming your ribs, your sides, the soft dip of your waist, tongue tracing along his bottom lip as your nipples turn hard below the thin fabric.
“You wore this for me, did you?” He asks.
“I wore this for me,” you respond as his hungry eyes flick up to yours, calling you bluff instantly.
“Whatever you say, princess,” he smiles. Rafe’s rough fingers glide up your inner thigh making goosebumps rise on your soft skin. “What about you?” He asks after a pause as the tips of his fingers hook under your panties. “What’d you do?”
You hesitate for half a second. Not because you’re nervous—because you want him to react. So you say it lightly, flicking your gaze up at him too. “Went on a date.”
Rafe pauses, his hands still, just a little. “With who?” He asks, quieter now.
“Mason Williams. He played for the Lightning and now he plays for—”
“The Bruins. Yeah, I know the guy,” Rafe mumbles. The flicker. That little twist in Rafe’s face. His jaw clenches, mouth parting like he’s about to say something smart and cocky—then thinks better of it. But you see it.
You run your fingers down his strong arms as a taunting smile plays on your lips. Rafe rolls his eyes, laughing at himself, completely caught in the act. “Is someone jealous?”
He scoffs, shaking his head. “I’m not—” He cuts himself off, sucking his teeth, trying his best not to show all his cards. “Not jealous. You’ve never hooked up with another athlete before.”
“I’m on Raya now.”
His hand squeezes your thigh like he can’t help it. “No shit…”
“I didn’t know you liked hockey.” He adds, voice amused but slightly tight, thumb flexing against your thigh.
You arch your back slightly, head falling a little deeper into the pillow. “I still don’t.”
“She was trying to get me to go back with her,” he says after a moment, his voice quieter, more serious.
You nod once. “He asked me to go home with him too.”
There’s another pause, heavier this time. He doesn’t move; just watches your face.
“Why’d you say ‘no’?” He asks. You push his hair back, fingers grazing his temple.
“He was kind of an ass.”
His mouth twitches, like he already knows there’s more. “Yeah? And?”
You let out this small breath, tracing down the side of his face, thumb brushing his jaw. “And I was really hoping to cum tonight.”
His breath catches and then his smile deepens, slow and knowing. “Well, shit,” he mutters, leaning in until your noses brush. “I think I can help with that.” You can feel the air change the second he settles above you.
Rafe’s forearms bracket your head, his chest brushing yours, bare skin on cotton as he gazes down. You can feel the flex of muscle under his skin, the slow drag of his breath as he looks between your eyes and mouth like he’s choosing which part of you to taste first.
“So, I’m the lucky guy tonight?” He hums as he kisses lower, between your breasts. “Not gonna have to worry about Williams tryin’ to do what I can—”
You giggle, threading your fingers through the back of his hair. “You act like I have a roster, Cameron.”
“Please tell me you don’t,” he says dryly. “I’ll kill myself I swear.”
“You’re so dramatic,” you chuckle, still smiling when he glances back up, blue eyes sharp and warm and a little bit smug. “Just you—”
“You need to stop dating men who hate women.”
“You need to stop dating women who hate women.”
“Touché,” he mutters, against your clothed pussy, running his tongue along the wet patch that formed, moaning at the subtle taste of you on his tongue before yanking them off.
Rafe nudges your thighs further apart with his knee, dragging his palm over the inside of your leg like he’s not even thinking about it—like his body’s already memorized every inch of you as he crawls back up your body. His thumb grazes where your underwear used to be, gliding through the slick mess between your thighs.
“Not sure if you care, but I only do this with you,” he adds under his breath. You try not to show it. Not to let him see how that lands. You nod, heat pooling low in your stomach.
Your breath hitches as he grinds against you, slow and deliberate—not inside, just enough to tease, to make you squirm and ache for more.
His lips find your throat, kissing down, then back up again, and he doesn’t stop until your breath goes ragged. When he finally sinks into you, it’s slow, all the way, one fluid, deep thrust that makes you gasp and cling to his shoulders. He’s so thick it burns in the best way, and you feel your hips tilt instinctively, seeking more.
“Fuck,” he whispers against your jaw. “Always so tight. You miss me?”
You nod fast, whispering, “Yes, yes—Rafe.”
His hand clamps around the back of your thigh, hauling your leg up high around his waist. The next thrust shoves a gasp out of you. He kisses you through it—messy and hungry—his hips grinding harder, deeper, like he’s got something to prove. Like he’s trying to tell you that you made the right choice tonight.
“Say it,” he growls softly, lips brushing yours.
“I missed you.”
“Yeah?” He grunts, fucking into you just a little harder, wet skin clapping against his. “Tell me. What’d you think about when he was askin’ you to come over, pretty?”
“You,” you breathe, honest and raw.
He smirks, sweat forming at his temples. “You were wet for me, weren’t you?” You can barely manage a nod. “Thinkin’ about me at dinner? Already thinking about me fucking this perfect pussy,” he whispers, brushing his lips against yours with every word. “Should’ve worn this set to dinner,” he says, fingers tugging gently at the band of your bralette. “Show him what he couldn’t touch.”
You grab your bra, lifting it to your collarbone, boobs bouncing with each thrust; Rafe’s eyes rolling back in his head. “Think anyone’s gonna fuck you like me?”
“Don’t be a dick,” you laugh breathily.
He bites down a groan, snapping his hips, making you cry out his name. “You fucking love it—” He kisses the words off your lips, deeper now, hands bracketing your jaw as he grinds into you just right—over and over. “You wanna know what I was thinkin’ about during dinner?” He murmurs, voice dark and thick with want.
You gasp, fingers tugging in his hair. “What?”
“You. Ridin’ me. Couldn’t get it outta my fuckin’ head.”
You bite your lip, heart racing, thighs clenching around his waist. “Let me,” you whisper, eyes sparking. With a rough groan, he grabs your hips and flips the two of you—flat on his back now, hands pulling you up to straddle him.
“C’mon, pretty girl,” he rasps, eyes dark as sin. You sink down on him slow—one teasing grind, then taking him deep as a moan spills from your lips. “Fuck,” he breathes out, head falling back for a second, his grip bruising on your hips.
His gaze doesn’t move, locked on you—his touch is everywhere—grabbing, too hard, not careful at all. Like he can’t stand the space between you.
But he doesn’t guide you. Not once. Just watches—lets you fuck him exactly how you want, the man losing more control with every roll of your hips.
“Look at you,” he pants, voice rough. “A fuckin’ dream. That’s it, baby.”
You ride him harder now, bracing your hands on his chest, moving faster, chasing your climax.
“Rafe—”
“I got you,” he growls, one hand sliding between your thighs, fingers finding your clit. “Cum for me,” he pants. “Fuck—Wanna feel it.” And you do—shaking, gasping, crying out his name as your body locks down on him, vision hazy. “So fuckin’ perfect,” he grits out.
With a wicked grin, he reaches up, hand wrapping his hand around your throat, sending your pulse racing all over again. “My turn,” he rasps, flipping you to your back in one breathless move.
Rafe drives into you hard and deep; hips cracking against you, dragging desperate sounds from your throat as the room starts to spin.
“You feel that?” He murmurs into your skin, voice gritty and low. “How fuckin’ wet you are for me?” You nod, breathing too labored to answer. Rafe groans, smirking even as his hips jolt. “Mmm, greedy little thing. Squeezin’ me so fuckin’ tight. You gonna cum?”
He slows down, grinds instead, dragging the thick length of him against that spot inside you that makes you shiver. His thumb slips between you, brushing over your clit in tight, practiced circles as your mouth falls open with a helpless sound.
“Cum for me,” he whispers, forehead resting against yours. “Right now—” It crashes over you so hard you sob his name. He groans when you squeeze around him, thrusting a few more times before he follows. His whole body shudders against yours, muscles trembling with the force of it, the sound he makes so raw it leaves your heart stuttering in your chest as he spills inside you.
And then the room stills.
Only your breathing, tangled and soft, fills the space between your bodies. Rafe doesn’t pull away. Doesn’t roll off. He just stays there, forehead pressed to yours, fingers stroking your jaw.
“You ruin me,” he says.
You smile, eyes fluttering open to find him already looking at you. “I could say the same,” you whisper, and brush your lips against his, sweet and slow.
And even though no one’s said the words, even though this is still nothing on paper, you both know better.
He pulls out, slow enough to make you gasp, and spreads you wide beneath him again. You’re still pulsing around nothing, body buzzing and undone, your thighs sticky and spread, the sheets bunched beneath your hips. And then he touches you again; fingers slow, spreading you open just to look. One palm cupping your thigh, the other thumb grazing over your slick folds like he’s deciding what to do next.
“Wanna take a video so fuckin’ bad,” he mutters under his breath, still completely out of breath. “Couldn’t tell you how many times I’d watch this shit, sweetheart. It’s probably for the best,” the warmth of his words hits hot against your skin. You smile, lip caught between your teeth.
Rafe drags two fingers through the mix of you and him, pushing his release back inside you, rubbing it in slow, ghosting lazy circles over your clit.
Rafe dips down and presses his mouth against your center, licking soft and slow—torturous tongue flicks, the kind that make you squirm but he grabs for you, curling his biceps around your thighs to hold you in place.
His nose brushes your skin, stubble scraping gently along the inside of your legs as he moans into you. He hums low against your clit, the vibration making you grip the sheets—Ding.
Your phone lights up beside the bed. The air still thick with sex, heat clinging to your body like a second skin, and you almost don’t hear it over the sound of your own breathing but Rafe does.
He reaches for it without asking, still between your thighs, and lifts it toward him.
“New message on Raya,” he says, snorting under his breath. “Damn, baby. You think I should tell him how good this pussy feels? Bet he’d love to know what he missed tonight.”
You laugh, but the sound catches when you see his face shift. The amusement drains slowly. His mouth tightens; brows twitch just slightly—not enough for most people to notice, but you’re not most people.
He hands you the phone without another word and moves off the bed like the sex just cracked something open in him and now he’s trying to patch it up.
“Thank you, sweetheart.”
You glance toward his phone as he picks it up, already tapping on the screen, swiping like he needs to be doing something—anything. Like looking busy might keep you from noticing the ache behind his silence but it’s too late for that.
You look down at the message… A teammate of Rafe’s. Someone you’ve met before. Someone who’s looked at you too long when Rafe wasn’t paying attention.
You try to play it off, you both do. This was never supposed to be more than a warm body. A reliable rhythm. Mutual trust. Late nights and early mornings with no promises in between.
“Rafe…”
He doesn’t look up right away. When he finally does, his eyes are unreadable.
“I know we’re nothing serious,” you say carefully. “But I wouldn’t do that to you. Okay?” His eyes fall to your screen as you delete the message.
His gaze flickers over your face, so many unsaid words locked behind his lips. Instead, he dips closer, skimming a knuckle beneath your chin before pulling you in, mouth finding yours with a quiet sigh and a tender kiss.
You watch from the bed, sheet barely covering your hips, heart still hammering too loud for no reason. He throws his hoodie over his head, jeans riding low on his hips, the muscles in his back shifting with every movement.
He flashes you a crooked little smile as he walks to the door. The same one he always gives you when he’s pretending to be fine.
And then he’s gone.
You sit up slowly, sheet pooling at your waist; bed still smelling like him.
Stepping off the bed you pad over to the window, drawing back the blinds, watching from behind the curtain as Rafe steps out into the street, phone glowing in his hand, thumb swiping.
Tinder.
Your lashes flutter, stomach sinking in an instant, and it stings. More than it should. More than you’ll ever let him know because there’s a chance he doesn’t feel the same, and then what? You’re done? That can’t happen.
You slip back into your sheets, body still tingling from everything he gave you. But something feels hollow now—Ding.
Sarahhhh: Tell my brother I said hi 🖕
Your Name: Haha he just left babe. You’re ridiculous.
Sarahhhh: So what’s with you two?
Your Name: Just casual. You know us.
Sarahhhh: Do us all a favor and find someone worth your time already.
Your Name: Bold of you to assume I’m not perfectly happy with my bad decisions rn Sarah 😛
Sarahhhh: STOPPPP 😂
Sarahhhh: Ok but seriously…
𝓑𝓪𝓬𝓴 𝓪𝓽 𝓡𝓪𝓯𝓮’𝓼…
He rolls his eyes and kicks off his shoes, feeling the weight of the silence in his house, wishing desperately that he didn’t ruin it by looking at your phone and he would have gotten to stay longer but he knows better. Knows the rules. You’ve never been anything but clear—no promises, no labels, no strings. So why the fuck does his chest feel tight?
Ding.
Zander Jones: You done with her yet? Tryin to shoot my shot.
The blood drains from Rafe’s face before he can stop it. For a second, he just stares at the screen, frozen even though he knew this was coming.
He taps out of the message and sinks down on his leather couch, kicking back his feet as he swipes open a dating app for the nth time. Like muscle memory at this point. Like a balm that will ease the ache in his heart.
And across town, in your bed that’s still warm with his heat and rich with his smell you feel your frustrations swell. If he can swipe, so can you.
You draw a deep breath as your stomach twists in knots because deep down, you already know you’d never stay away from him.
You’re never going to get over this. You’re just trying to forget.
But you know damn well—you won’t.
No one forgets about Rafe Cameron and he feels the exact same way about you.
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i think otoya is the kind of person who is aware that he is capable of changing his ways with girls when he finds the “one”, but he’s never truly believed in that. but when when like a girl transfers it’s quite literally love at first sight and he wants to change for her. you can decide whether she gets with him or not, thanks so muchh !! ^^
aww yes i love this idea tysm!!

love of my dreams
otoya eita x fem!reader. ft. karasu and yukimiya. love at first sight. fluff, crack, otoya is a bit weird at the start, cussing, slight death/kms joke at the end. wc: 810
“fuck.”
otoya just told karasu and yukimiya how much he liked his bachelor life. how he wasn’t ready to change. to settle down.
and then you just had to walk through those damn doors.
“fuck.”
you had a guide at your side, telling otoya you were a transfer student. his eyes were glued on you, and every step you took, unable to tear his gaze away. he wanted to know your name, where you transferred from, and what you were studying. probably something similar to him, as you were being toured through his building.
a sharp jab caused him to curse again, and otoya shot a glare at karasu and the cheap plastic butter knife he’d been stabbed with. “yer staring.”
“of course i’m staring. i’m in love.”
“you don’t do love,” yukimiya chimed with a snicker before shoving a forkful of salad into his mouth. “that’s your whole thing.”
otoya didn’t want it to be his whole thing anymore—not after seeing you.
he continued to think about you through the rest of his lunch, then his classes, his drive home, and even while he was texting yukimiya for answers to their finance homework. he didn't believe in love at first sight, at least he didn't think he did. you changed that so quick, otoya was still reeling six hours later.
otoya: i need her number
otoya: pls be my spies pls pls pls
karasu: i never thought i'd see down bad otoya like for real and not just to get pussy
otoya: is that a yes
karasu: for all we know she has a boyfriend
yukimiya: or a girlfriend
otoya: GODDDD IM GOING INSANE I NEED HER SO BAD
otoya: she's the one for me. i'm done. no more playboy otoya.
yukimiya: if you're serious. REALLY SERIOUS. i'll help
karasu: same ig
otoya: there's a special place in blowjob heaven for you two 🙏
and two days later, with the help of yukimiya and karasu, otoya had intel. they also told him you had a gap in your schedule and ate lunch by yourself in the dining hall.
and when otoya saw you? he was nervous.
your hair was pulled away from your face, the eraser-end of your pencil tapping your lips as you concentrated so hard on your homework that a delicate crease formed between your brows. otoya wanted to smooth it out with his thumb and kiss the spot instead.
shaking his head, his grip tightened around his sandwich as he slowly approached you. when you looked up, otoya felt his face grow hot. "sorry to bother you. is this seat taken?"
you rapidly shook your head and gestured to the chair. "no, no, you can take it! just make sure you put it back—"
"i mean, is it okay if i sit here?" he quickly cut off with a small grin, his chest fluttering when you blushed in embarrassment.
you dropped your pencil to hide your face in your hands. "oh my god, i'm so... yeah, yes, you can sit here." shaking your hands out to release some of the stress, you flashed a bright smile. "i'm y/n."
“otoya,” he greeted casually, as if a flock of butterflies didn’t make a home in his stomach.
you repeated his name quietly to yourself before nodding. “i think i’ve seen you in this building before. what are you majoring in?”
when he told you, your eyes lit up so brightly that otoya swore they glittered. “no way! me too! weird that we don’t have any classes together, though. maybe next semester!”
the rest of the time spent before your next class was filled with the two of you talking. otoya thought he'd fail at the genuine small talk thing since he didn't want to use any of his usual lines on you, but he was surprised at how easy it was. whenever he got quiet, you were right there to pick up where he left off.
"this might be too soon," otoya started as he walked you to your class. "but would you want to hang out again tomorrow?"
your smile faltered slightly, and otoya was ready to jump over the rail and fall to the first floor. it wasn't too far down, so he probably wouldn't die, but if he hobbled in front of a truck right after—
"i don't have this class tomorrow," you explained gently. "but would thursday work instead?"
fireworks exploded behind otoya's eyes, along with the relief of no longer needing to die. he readjusted his grip on his bag strap and flashed you a slow grin. "thursday works. same spot as today?"
you beamed. "yep! oh, and here's my number, in case i'm late or we have to reschedule!"
otoya knew, as you entered your name into his phone with a cute emoji, that he would eventually die a happy man.
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