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one day, I will set this right
#kh#kingdom hearts#kh terra#kh fanart#my art#I finished terra's part of bbs today#I knew WHAT happened but not HOW y'know?#ouch man. ouch.#honestly did not expect him to become my favorite wayfinder#I should've known really I'm a huge sucker for possession tropes#especially if they're super tragic#AND DUDE WAS LITERALLY SPLIT INTO THE 3 FUNDAMENTAL PARTS OF A HUMAN BEING#which is in the process of doing something terrible to my brain#so um. if you're a terra enjoyer hmu seriously#I'll probably be making more fanart for him anyways#sorry for the ramble#can't wait to see him again in III <3#hashtag terradefender4ever#hashtag eatshitxehanort
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Just a girl with her gaster blaster
#undertale#undertale au#utmv#sans oc#I didn't rlly want to post oc stuff on here cuz my tumblr is mostly for fanart#but i made this cunty ass art of my girl sans oc the other day and i couldn't help but share it#eat up ig#she's like... centipede core cuz im terrified of them#i made her a spider sans girlfriend cuz i read somewhere that tarantulas hunt centipedes so yk... toxic yuri :3#i also have more drafts/concepts with her but idk if I'll ever post them#anyway i rlly like her#muah#my baby my precious eldritch horror baby#“eldritch horror” and it's just an insect inspired oc...#ouch...#sorry insects i didn't mean it like that
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Happy birthday Toshinori All Might Yagi the absolutely goated insane heroic gay king that you are 👑🎉🎉🎉 literally he's such an inspiration wow
And also a "wtf" served on a lidded dish to that one person I socialized with who said she hated All Might and Deku. Hating Deku is one thing, but All Might??? Gurl seriously blamed hero society's problems on him- as if he wasn't a victim and product of it too??? At least he was actually fucking saving people dear god.
#evelynpr bnha#mha#my hero academia#yagi toshinori#all might#but srsly why the fuck would u Hate all might.#as a well written character. as a good hearted man.#he's also not boring. like there's angst. there's gay drama. there's world building. societal commentary. in this man#and somehow u... actually put him in ur top hated characters in this show.#that is such abysmally bad taste to me i was so. like. damn ok I'll never talk to u abt this again.#toshinori yagi is not just A Good Guy but one with a lot of depth and meaning n at least 3 homoerotic situationships.#how does None of this help you register that this is an interesting or good character at all. ouch.#anyway weird ramble over#live laugh love Toshinori Yagi he's such a cool fucking guy man
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it's about passion growing as an organism outside of you. it's about the horrifying consequences of cutting the umbilical chord between you and your passion. franco mari is eaten by the ghost of his passion, pasquale peluso is eaten by his passion developing independent sentience. lila cerullo is too dependent on the gaps between the fabric of everything to belong to an extreme permanently, but it is possible for her to become her passion's hostage in the heat of the moment except that she has a lifeline... it's elena greco writing an article about the factory because lila is her friend, not because she wants to save the world or because she is wholeheartedly dedicated to the cause. it's enzo scanno knocking on her door simply because he cares enough to do so. it's about how these two people help lila remain in the middle of franco and pasquale on this hypothetical scale of fiery, palpable belief. (notice franco and pasquale's background and how lila is familiar with poverty and wealth both) lila gets to keep her dreams of a better world alive because she is inspired by elena and enzo's headspace, but both of these people look at her and see lila cerullo, not a means to an end. all this to say that no ideal can stand as a solitary creation, it needs to evolve and gather knowledge from specific faces so it won't turn against itself and this can only be accomplished if you have someone to lean on... i'd argue that passion and companionship aren't only compatible, but absolutely necessary in sustaining the heart of both concepts... you can’t support a cause without hearing a fresh perspective on it because it can only grow in one direction that way... it isn't accidental that the only time lila cerullo comes close to fulfilling her childhood dream, it's with people who care about her on an individual level. l'amica geniale is so much about how power twists pure ideas into something unrecognisable (even evident with nino if you choose to perceive his younger self as somewhat genuine) and the only thing capable of offering shape to things is love... you can only create something permanent and solid with love...
#inspired by a conversation i had with mal <3#she has already heard all of this hdjejfkd#l'amica geniale#jo in the tardis*#lila cerullo 🫀#otp: diagram of the door opening#2 in 1: little dot with the flames round it#this is... kind of the main thing i learned this year and to see it displayed in fiction like this. ouch.#anyways. my l'amica geniale personality can be summed up like this -> lila ☀️ franco 🌙 pasquale ⬆️#if that wasn't evident already.#this is also house md s5 finale -> s6 btw... idc about what they said in s7.#could bring lila and melina into this and how they have lila say that will be her fate in front of BOTH elena and enzo in the show#but i fear that is too closely linked to what i went through so. no.#ferranteposting
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nobody tosses a dwarf !! >:[ except their beloved <3 (and Aragorn that one time)
vid version too:
#Lord of the Rings#Legolas#Gimli#gigolas#animation#waaa i love them#i did this faster than i thought i'm a little impressed with myself#but also OUCH MY HAND#when tu trabajo es animar pero cuando quieres descansar TAMBIÉN TE PONES A ANIMAR ayuda#anyway VIVAN LOS NOVIOS <3
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Go play pretend on your own (Patreon)
#Doodles#Helix#Dexter Favin#Coraline#The Beldam#The other side of this coin <3 Call him out but this time make it unfriendly hehe#I talked last time about the daring rescue!! I do love the daring rescue in Coraline AUs ah same thing with the Camp Camp Coraline AU haha#Burst in through the door! Those poor hinges!#It is a bit funny imagining him crawling through the tunnel in a hurry and kicking the doors open all winded haha <3#It's all very serious of course Max needs help! Stuck behind the mirror from disobeying perhaps?#I was pretty hard on him last time that he'd just Immediately give up his soul for cheap tricks but like - would he?#Yes he's reckless and foolish but he's also stubborn and prideful and hates being told what to do so there's that lol#Which does he want more! The high or his freedom to refuse? I could see it going either way#And for Dex's sake I would hope he'd refuse! As if he hasn't suffered enough eye trauma (eventually)#Ough the thought of him starting to say yes and getting one button eye in and then rescinding his yes ouch#Doomed to have one eye no matter where he goes ah 💔#Anyway - Dex!!! Watch I'll make another one with the ideas mentioned here and then talk about more ideas in those tags pft#Since agreeing with him didn't work how about shaming? ''Go away you're no better''#She really is going hard on him like ''What's your angle? You get him back and then what? Will that actually fix anything?''#Very much pulling from Dexter's meetings with Max at the Institute there hhhhhh as if I needed more feelings about it#Eco_Mono did such a beautiful job playing Dex - so much to consider hehe - but there was one question that I can't stop thinking about#''Why would you want him back?'' and Dexter didn't really have much of an answer - he was barely more than a concept at the time!#Having had the opportunity to see his character grow into himself has given me Such brainworms about that question ♥♪♫#Very want to explore it <3#In the meanwhile it's fun to pit these two against each other haha what an odd matchup ♪#I've only barely drawn the Beldam before now that I think of it! And I think only in her final metal-spidery form never in her mid form here#She's fun :D And so tall! Dexter finally feeling small for a change haha#Her having to fight adult selfishness would be quite interesting I think - something tinged with but not quite the same as loyalty#She can relate to the possessiveness at least hehe I'm sure he'd appreciate the comparison
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Your last RoyalBlue fic said to send prompts if you have any and I’d love to more Ky (and Dizzy) interacting with Daryl and their reactions to his relationship with Chaos. I think it’s fun to see the kings as brothers and I would to see how they feel about it. Maybe like Ky giving Chaos the shovel talk?
oh anon you don't know how much time I've spent thinking over this exact prompt!!! the thing I love most about guilty gear is how there is such an amazing cast that has prime potential fro super fun interactions!! especially with the kings of Illyria because we already see how their dynamics play out in the story and there's just so much to write about when you add more people into the mix!! d–(ᵔ‿ᵔ✿)z
I swear I could write a whole ass essay about the dynamics between the kings + Ky's family + royalblue and unfortunately my spring break has ended (rip me D:) so writing is on the back burner BUT I will give my summed up thoughts for now until I have time to write (under the cut because holy shit this is me condensing my notes from my notes app about them that has been just full of incoherent jumbled thoughts)
Dizzy: she just wants what's best for everyone, Daryl and Chaos included. tbh I feel like Dizzy and Chaos would be hobby buddies and gossip buddies, so they'd like. crochet when Ky and Daryl are doing king stuff and get coffee on Thursdays just to shit talk their partners (lovingly ofc). Chaos has so many hobbies and he totally tries to get Dizzy in on them, she does it in return (hc: Dizzy teaches Chaos how to bird watch because why not)
Leo: I totally think he and Daryl are like brothers who hate each other and have a pretty rocky relationship. I feel like a lot of their clashes in Xrd and Strive stem from the fact Daryl is almost completely objective while Leo is like 'Daryl no. don't nuke people.' so Leo seeing Daryl not being objective for once and loving someone outside of his job who Leo would never expect him to fall for gets Daryl some respect in Leo's book if that makes sense?? they still fight ofc but Leo now sees that Daryl isn't just an unfeeling machine that only works to better Illyria at all costs
Ky: I COULD WRITE AN ESSAY ON KY ALONE ABOUT HIS STANCE ON ROYALBLUE. like Leo, he's kinda like brothers with Daryl except Ky's more of the mediator of the three of them. I think he'd be skeptical when he first gets wind of the relationship (who knows Chaos could be doing magic shenanigans to influence Daryl), but once he learns the full story (aka they are actually infatuated with one another and deeply in love) he's like huh wait okay. there's now someone (Chaos) in Daryl's life who can convince him to stop working so hard for once and relax, who actually makes Daryl think outside his usual objective logical viewpoint for once, who makes Daryl happier.. except it's still Chaos who is most certainly an annoying shit to Ky about the fact Daryl's in love with him
OH BOY AND KY WOULD SO GIVE THE SHOVEL TALK TO CHAOS!!!!! tbh if anyone could kill an immortal in this series it would probably be Ky (or like. Bedman. but he's dead) because the whole 'defeat Sol' 'crusade war crimes' and 'help kill god I-No' thing. or at least Ky thinks he could and he makes Chaos aware that if he does anything to hurt Daryl, Chaos will be found dead in a ditch and his case will go unsolved forever
holy crap this is longer than I initially meant and I could write so much more I just love guilty gear so much. especially government found family. I am ill about them. I was up thinking about this prompt for two hours before falling asleep last night. then I had a dream Strive 2 released and Chaos got a helicopter with Daryl's face on it in story mode. I think I need help
#wow I hope this is semi-coherent and I got my points across without being overly ramble-y#AHH WHATEVER!! an insight into my brain is a little bit of behind the scenes of my writing right?? people love that right??#ANYWAY woohoo first ask!!#this is such a great great great prompt thank you for the ask anon :DD!!!#and I already have the fic plotted out so I don't think it'll be too long before I get writing this :3#guilty gear#guilty gear strive#ough tagging characters ouch#consulting the soup chef hour#fanfic#fic#ao3
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Books of 2025: February Wrap-Up.
As it turns out: Rereading your own novel manuscript twice (once for the original NaNo and once for the most-current-frankendraft) dramatically slows down the Reading Published Books train, which is fine! I had fun on all fronts! And I did a bunch of knitting, too, and everything I read this month was Good, Actually :D
Photos and/or reviews linked below:
THE LANGUAGE OF THE NIGHT - ★★★★★ Essays on writing, science fiction, and fantasy! Wound up loving this, per my Le Guin Usual, had to bust out the flaggies to mark passages. My favorite chapters were "Introduction to City of Illusions" (which I must track down a copy of immediately), "Talking about Writing," "The Stalin in the Soul," and "The Stone Ax and the Muskoxen."
METAL FROM HEAVEN - ★★★★★ Y'all this was SO FUCKING GOOD. It's pitched as for fans of Gideon the Ninth and The Princess Bride, because it's about messy lesbians and one in particular's quest for revenge against the industrialist who had her entire striking family killed. Personally, I'd also throw an Arcane comp in there for the class warfare and aesthetics and weird magical substance. Significant review linked, PLEASE go check this out, it was very excellent.
ODD THOMAS - ★★★★ Reread, to go with my own manuscript-rereading (this book was an Inspiration for my project, as was WtNV). I still love Odd so much. Fucked up, weird, funny, tragic book--if you've ever been curious about Koontz, try this one.
WHEN WOMEN WERE BIRDS - ★★★½ Received this in my nature writing subscription box, started it without meaning to on a random Tuesday, accidentally read the first three chapters because it sucked me in. Parts of this REALLY hit right for me and parts of it were just Meh--definitely depended on the particular Variation on Voice. The opening chapter is the author receiving her mother's journals, collected over a lifetime, and they're all blank. If you like memoirs, and feminism, and environmentalism, and birds, and writing, and Mormonism, or any combination thereof, check this out! Short little book, does neat stuff with white space.
Under the Cut: A Note About ~*★Stars★*~
Historically, I have been Very Bad™ about assigning things Star Ratings, because it's so Vibes Heavy for me and therefore Contingent Upon my Whims. (Example: I don't like that stars are Odd, because that makes three the midpoint and things are rarely so truly mid for me)(I have hacked my way around this with a ½, which is really only applicable for me at ★★★ and up). Here is, generally, how I conceptualize stars:
★ - This was Bad. I would actively recommend that you do NOT read this one, no redeeming qualities whatsoever, not worth the slog. Save Yourself, It's Too Late For Me. Book goes in the garbage (donate bin).
★★ - This was Not Good. I would not recommend it, but it wasn't a total waste or wash--something in here held my interest/kept my attention/sparked some joy. I will not be rereading this ever. Save Yourself (Or Join Me In Suffering, That Seems Like A Cool Bonding Activity).
★★★ - This was Good/Fine/Okay/Meh. I don't care about this enough to recommend it one way or another. Perfectly serviceable book, held my interest, I probably enjoyed myself (or at least didn't actively loathe the reading). I don't have especially strong feelings. You probably don't need to save yourself from this one--if it sounds like your jam, give it a shot! Just didn't resonate with me particularly powerfully. I probably won't reread this unless I'm after something in particular.
★★★½ - I liked this! I'll probably recommend it if I know it matches someone's vibes or specific requests, but I didn't commit to a star rating on Goodreads. More likely to reread, but not guaranteed.
★★★★ - I really enjoyed this!! I would recommend it (sometimes with caveats about content warnings or such--I tend to like weird fucked up funny shit, and I don't have many hard readerly NO's). Not a perfect book for me by any means, but Very Good. This is something I would reread! Join me!!
★★★★★ - I LOVED THE SHIT OUT OF THIS, IT REWIRED MY BRAIN, WILL RECOMMEND TO ANYONE AND EVERYONE AT THE SLIGHTEST PROVOCATION (content warning caveats still apply--see 4-star disclaimer). Excellent book, I'll reread it regularly, I'll buy copies for all my friends, I'll try to convince all of Booklr to read it, PLEASE join me!!
#books of 2025#books#the language of the night#ursula k. le guin#metal from heaven#august clarke#odd thomas#dean koontz#when women were birds#terry tempest williams#also. just realizing.#it was both the le guin book AND the williams book that referenced abortion and roe v wade.#which. hits significantly differently in this the year 2k25.#ouch lmfao#anyway! i really did read all good things this month!! just. slowly.#and my own nano wasn't actually bad tbh#and my own frankendraft actually has pretty damn good spots#and i think i have IDENTIFIED WHERE IT FALLS APART#and i think i KNOW HOW TO FIX IT#we're having a great reading month all around it just. doesn't look like it on the shelf lol#i really did mean to put the binder and the nano notebooks next to the books for photo purposes but i forgor#(also i say frankendraft affectionately but. girl she's a mess.)#(it's like. partially a polished fourth draft but 2/3 a messy third. and it's all in one manuscript currently (printed))#(i threw in the towel at a weird spot of revisions back in [TIMEPOINT REDACTED] so i'm left with a messy in between draft)#(it is. fitting. because the working title is IN BETWEEN.)
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astarion is one of those characters where I don’t wanna talk about him with anyone but a few people bc I don’t trust people to not be weird about him
#anyway I’m gonna go to bed rotating the relationship between him and dirge#there’s so much trauma between them but also so much. humor and life and the smallest things#late act 2 to early act 3 there is a lot of dirge pulling away from contact with others#I know I give all my characters things about hands but yeah#but it was like a thing of hand kisses#the knuckles. the palm. the inside curve of the wrist#ouch I’m unwell goodnight#oc: dirge
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i know ive already asked one for the spotify ask game but larxene/elrena and 12?
worry not!! it's all in good fun<3
i know i'm better off solo—shouldn't have to be this hard
[ID: a digital drawing of elrena and her chirithy from the kingdom hearts series. A purple light hits her back.
Elrena is shown sideways sitting in the air, expression blank. She has a couple of moles near her jaw and neck and a pierced ear. She holds chirithy close to her torso, chin resting on the top of their head protectively. Chirity looks up at her with a worried expression, one paw over elrena's visible hand, the other reaching towards their face. Their cape has a knot on the front.
the background is transparent with a dark blue block in place of the shadow they would cast where, faintly, the lines of larxene's profile hold a finger to her lips. /End ID.]
#tysm for the new ask! :> open for a surprise<3 unless you're on dark mode#autumn-may#i mean. i hope the transparency bit works. afhshdhshs#this was one of the few i've gone Oh i Know Exactly What I Want To Do so far!! i feel pretty confident about doing the vision justice#anyway i worried it was. a bit ooc so i revisited khux which was fun and it was also ouch ouch ouc—#so hopefully it's in line with that! she's def younger so hopefully i managed to make her look teen adjacent#larxene kh#elrena kh#chirithy kh#nano does reqs#this was very fun to do ty again! :]#my doods#described#posting at mystifying times is my passion#edit: creachures are hard to draw and the respect i felt for people drawing chirithy with ease has tripled now#12
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ah yes time to come up with a totally cool srs drawing idea THAT DOESN'T INVOLVE THEIR HORRIBLE COPING MECHANISM that is really cool and really awesome and DOEN'T EVEN INCLUDE ANYTHING ABOUT THEIR FUCKED UP PAST THAT I REFUSE TO SHARE that will be cute and fluffy and NOT BE AFTER SOME FUCKED UP SHIT oh boy that would be so cool and awesome and cool and awesome and cool and awesome
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#how my art is going rn :D#um uh um um uh uh I dunno hey look vod of cool youtuber playing cool new game!!!! *stares at it for the next 3 hours*#no I will not practice fucked up gore art even though I would like to get better at it and want to make cool stuff I cannot Im usn't#I need to draw the gays I have ideas for them but my brain just goes back to the pain and angst and ouch#anyways it's 2:30 am I need bed time goonigh <3
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AA3/AA4 spoilers!!
I draw the connection between narumitsu and "i had all and then most of you, some, and none of you." and you think oh from them as children to their first case together? No. Oh so after miles "chooses death?" Not that either. IT WAS POST AA3 BUT BEFORE AA4!!
Just imagine after miles came back due to larrys over exaggeration and he sees pheonixs' perspective for the first time as he's solving iris' case. He even helps save maya, AGAIN. Not to mention the emotional breakdown that mustve ensued in that private jet he charted while thinking pheonix had died. Undoubtedly they got closer after this case, maybe they called each other more often afterwards; talking about whatever wild cases they were investigating, maybe new larry chaos, miles "complaining" about whatever trouble Kay stirs up or about how hard Sebastian is working on a case he's been assigned to, if miles was still in japanifornia maybe they got coffee together and talked about anything and yet nothing ofcourse because theyre them, maybe they couped up in miles' apartment and worked on their cases together into obscene hours of the night. And then miles hears the news of pheonixs' disbarment, likely not even from pheonix himself. And the quiet it leaves in its wake, for both of them. Miles shock and subsequent hurt as pheonix shuts him off. Thats,,, what i mean.
#but then they reconnect again and miles is there for pheonix#he also throws kristoph into the sun I know this i was there#i hope i didn't get any canon events wrong its been some time since i first saw the first 3 games#“talking about everything and nothing” is a reference to good omens' “we talk all the time” “yes but not about what youre really thinking”#ouch amiright#im listening to my devotional love playlist rn and losing it#anyway#i love them alot#ace attorney#narumitsu#wrightworth#ace attorney 4#pheonix wright#miles edgeworth
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officially outlining what i've been calling the resurrection fic aka the post-rebels s4 sequel fic aka the ghost crew working through all their grief fic etc etc. and oh man. when i get this written.......
#i NEED to finish up the kanan o66 fic before i even attempt to seriously start this one. like that is the condition i'm setting for myself#but wow i'm excited for this fic. it's been floating around in my brain for a while now and i've got little snippets i've written#and i've just been thinking about it again. and then the new halsey album REALLY got me thinking about hera's part in this story#i'm just so excited about this one. idk when exactly i will start writing much less posting but ahhhhhhh#it's gonna be sad though lol (what's new). like some of the hera scenes i have in mind....... ouch ouch ouch.#anyway the outline is already a mess and i have no idea how long this fic will be but i'm excited!#prepare for lothal mythology#anyway. feel free to ask me questions about this <3#mik chats
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TFW your boss initially turned down your request for a short shift off because one of your besties is coming into town (and lowkey reamed you for asking), but then suddenly decides you can have it but she’s going to be passive aggressive about it
#I didn’t ask you to cancel your thing to cover for me ma’am#I was going to come in and work (the pathetic 3 hours)#but now you’re going to act like I’m forcing you to work at the business you own#‘you’re not available to cover shifts anymore’ like I don’t have a second job because I wasn’t scheduled enough hours#my commute is about 3hrs round trip. being scheduled for 3-4 hour shifts…ouch#anyway. :/#that said I’m very excited to see B!!!
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mountain goats concert review
preddy fun !

^ image. I think they're playing heel turn 2 here
#had a great time : )#am headached now but that was to be expected#Since I've only really listened to like 3-4 albums and then some scattered songs like... half? the songs were just new to me#it'll be fun to recognize them if I hear the regular version sometime#the ones I DID recognize were really really cool to see thoughhhh they played cry for judas : )#& a bunch of the hits. you know the mountain goats hits#anyways ouch ow. my head. I might need to try to sleep#rosa talk
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shaking my health insurance upside down until they acknowledge my $3k of out of network reimbursals so i can hit my deductable for the year in one go
#new post#i submitted them like 12 days ago I'm just impatient#ouch! money! anyway that's just 6 months of therapy bills lol#they start covering half of it once i hit the deductable. pretty solid considering it's oon#though aetna (also oon) covers more </3
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