#anyways yeah they're the fucked up doomed yaoi that shouldn't have been doomed but were doomed regardless

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Answering this one on here becaause um well organization purposes lmao. THANK YOU FOR THE ASK ANON!!! ANyways, I posted Han & Fao's profiles here as a preface to this ask, more or less, and I'll talk about both of them here.

Warning on his post, though: there will be mentions of poisoning, suicide, forced pregnancy, and forced feminization. If that is trigger for you or just makes you uncomfortable, I would suggest not reading this one. Haneul's story is . . . pretty fucked up, not gonna lie. It'll be in the "read more" so fully avoidable if you choose.

I'll do Faolán first because his story isn't really triggering (also I don't have everything figured out for him yet but c'est la vie). His name means "little wolf" in Irish (because he's Irish) and it's pronounced "fee-lan" at least, that's how he pronounces it. He often just goes by "Fao" though. Fao was an experimental child created by AREPH and sent to ANAKT for socialization purposes to make sure he wouldn't maul anyone in the field. That was their mistake though because he met people and made connections and ended up going rogue after a decade in service. Fao was created for the purpose of being a hunter, similar to Nausikaa, but the thing is that Fao is actually. well. Fao is a werewolf and he can shift between wolf/human forms at will.

Fao as a person is sensitive, thoughtful, and extremely taciturn. He speaks very rarely and when he does, it is in monosyllabic words or short sentences. He's not stupid by any means, he is very articulate in writing, he just doesn't like talking. He's kind of a brutal person, generally oblivious of social cues, which often led him to be rude or accidentally offensive in certain situations. He's very sincere though and you won't catch him lying to you because he very rarely does it and when he does, you'll never find out. Fao is loyal and immensely protective over his loved ones, you don't want to get on his bad side.

He and Haneul were best friends and dating up until Haneul's death, after which Fao went MIA and disappeared. He hasn't been seen since . . .

Oh fun fact Han & Fao knew Caskyo (@bluemoonscape) at the Garden :3c

Haneul as a person is cold towards strangers but very affectionate towards people he knows well. He's calm and generally quite level-headed, great at masking his emotions and playing a part as much as he absolutely despises pretending to be something he's not. He's proud and stubborn, something his son inherits, but Han doesn't get into fights or have any illusions that what he wants actually matters. He's very much a grim realist or even a pessimist. He plays the harp and the autoharp (handheld) and his voice skews soft and clear. I think his voice claim is going to be Sufjan Stevens ngl . . . hhhngh religious imagery . . .

Haneul won his season (37) and he was characterized during and afterwards as an "ice queen" type figure- immensely beautiful but untouchable. Not too dissimilar from Luka, to be honest. After winning his season, Haneul became very-desired breeding stock due to his fame. Nyx was his first child and Mori was his last. Nyx and Mori both have the same parents but the rest of Haneul's children have a different father than Nyx and Mori.

Haneul is a trans man, which might be obvious from his profile and his pronouns, but the thing is, his owner never approved of his identity and did not allow him to transition. Han transitioned socially at the Garden but while with his guardian, he was a woman and made to act as such. After winning his season, he was forced to let his hair grow out and he wasn't allowed to bind anymore. Not only that but he was forced to carry children, which was an incredibly dysphoric experience for him. It was barely even cold comfort that his first and last children were sired by his best friend and boyfriend, Fao. Thus, when Haneul learned that his eldest child Nyx was being forced to go through the same things as him (forced pregnancy), Haneul killed himself via thallium poisoning, the straw finally having broken the camel's back. This was purposeful as thallium causes organ failure and it kills fast enough at high doses that it would be easy to mistake for another issue. Haneul specifically wanted to make it impossible for his owner to resuscitate him.

Haneul may have succeeded in preventing his owner from being able to revive him but that didn't stop his owner from preserving him cryogenically (suspended in ice) and displaying him, in a wedding dress.