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seaside-hysteria · 1 year ago

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What is it with fantasy high and girls dying before their lives ever began. How we can never really know who they are, or who they could’ve been. Brennan Lee Mulligan I will find you

#ramblings #fantasy high #dimension 20 #fhjy #fantasy high junior year #lucy frostblade #yea yea this is obviously about Lucy. but also..#um #penelope everpetal #(collective booing from the crowd)#(I am dragged off the stage)#jokes aside tho #they both have that quality of haunting a narrative (Penelope specifically in the seven and Lucy in fhjy)#they’re gone. their stories are over. and yet #they have a hold over the ones they left behind #we will never truly know Lucy past anecdotes and old stories #penelope was an array of false faces and honestly? we’ll never know her either. all we’ve got is that old picture of her and Sam #and obviously Lucy was kinder. she definitely didn’t deserve what happened to her #while you could argue Penelope got what was coming for her #but the fact remains #Lucy Frostblade and Penelope Everpetal we’re both teenage girls who we can only catch glimpses of. forever #in some ways #they’re the same. dead girls who never fully leave. their ghosts still visible in the corner of your eyes #anyway rant over I’m just obsessed with d20 girls and I can draw parallels from anywhere #I might make a more… comprehensive post about this one day who knows

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slettlune · 2 months ago

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at the library today one of the elderly ladies i've been teaching basic smartphone usage got so outraged at learning how commercial streaming platforms work that for a moment i heard the devil whisper in my ear, like, imagine. you could turn a barely tech literate person into a pirating master. imagine how invaluable she'd be to her friend group and then at an old folk's home

#if we rerouted the effort of learning how to use facebook and instead went all in on p2p file sharing.......... nothing could stop her #but instead i showed her how to use the library's media collection and didn't mention the array of alternatives

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brionysea · 5 months ago

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el was kind of funny for hearing mike say 'if you're still out there give me a sign' and deciding to pull max's skateboard away so she falls over. mike was having flashbacks to the time el threw lucas across the junkyard like WAIT A MINUTE

#st #one day I will understand all of mike wheeler's thought processes #I'm building my collection #'how do you know so much stuff michael' due to an array of context and logical deductions #apparently #the less context we have of his experiences the weirder he seems #which is impressive cause he was already pretty damn weird #explain the pen mike. EXPLAIN THE PEN MIKE

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talshiargirlfriend · 6 months ago

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I’ve been so good the about not buying up sewing patterns like a crow collects trinkets while I lack time and motivation to sew, but Cashmerette putting out a jean jacket pattern is testing me.

#sewing #the vast array of hobbies collecting dust #I have a couple denim jacket patterns already #but still…

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orcelito · 4 months ago

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Had a moment of listening to music I liked back when I was a teenager (& still like) and having a whole. Realization . That I like myself as I am now sooooo much better than I like teenage me. And I started thinking about Why.

There's a lot to it I'm pretty sure, & most of it centers around the fact that I just... didn't really know who I was as a person. I didn't really have hobbies outside of what I did in school (aka orchestra) and like. Video games + anime. I did creative writing in middle school, but dropped off in high school for... some reason? I still made original characters and played around with them a lot, but it was mostly just in drawing and thinking about them. I never actually *wrote*, and I in fact didn't get back into creative writing at all until I was 23 years old. I was someone who had spent so long hiding behind others and just doing what I was told that I just... didn't have any real direction. I didn't know what I even *wanted*. I thought I knew, but in hindsight, I can confidently say that I didn't. I was just an insecure teen drifting through life and not thinking about things beyond what was immediately in front of me. Which is pretty standard for teenagers I guess, but not all of them. Not at all.

Compared to now, where I have Many hobbies, most notably being writing. As I am now, I am just Intrinsically a writer. And it's weird to remember that I wasn't even really *writing* before 5 years ago (besides text rps, which did a lot for developing my writing skill! But still aren't a replacement for writing individually). As a teen, I wasnt into dnd, I was incredibly out of shape, & I was a lot less aggressive and focused. I was the type to avoid sports!!! I hated them!!!! But as I am now, I Love biking and can easily bike for an hour+ no problem (I remember being a teen and trying to go on just 10 minute bike rides in the summer and just *dying* from it), & I love working out. I wanna be strong!!! I LOVE being strong!!! And I was an absolute mess with things like public speaking & working in groups, vs now where I can do an impromptu presentation no problem & I'm often the unofficial leader in group projects bc im typically the one who does the organizing and allotments of work. A side effect of working as a supervisor and then assistant manager for so long. I have a lot more confidence in my perceptions and judgements, & I have the self-assurance to assert these things. And this is only really the tip of the iceberg with all the differences.

I just feel like an entirely different person, almost. The cores are the same, or at least damn near similar, with the things I want out of life & the sorts of things I enjoy, but it's like. The difference between finding a random rock off the side of the road & then that rock when it's been sanded and carved and decorated to be something individual and unique. You look at them side by side and it's something dull vs something shiny and intricate. The origins can't be ignored and dismissed, & I certainly would never resent younger me for just doing the best with what I knew at the time. But it's just astounding how much difference time and experience will have for growing and developing as a person. Things I consider integral to my personhood weren't even thoughts in my mind back then. We are almost entirely different people.

#speculation nation #under readmore bc I just got contemplative. not negative really either.#ultimately it's that kind of thing of like. college & all my experiences within it have done a LOT for developing who i am as a person.#i wouldnt be nearly so comfortable with public speaking if it werent for how many speech classes ive taken over the years.#but it's also the fact that i was working to figure out who i was during college that made me fumble it so hard.#i wanted to be an engineer. can you believe it? i was so CERTAIN of it as a teenager. but it was only really bc of the family i have/had #that are/were engineers. i didnt have personal interest in it. it was just the Thing To Do.#so i got to college and i *hated* it and i had to take several years to figure out what i actually Wanted.#i realized pretty quickly that i wanted to focus on computers after my first coding class. but thats so BROAD #and computer science wasnt for me either. i fucking hated computer science. but computer information & technology??#this is my shit. and honestly it's so weird to remember that just 10 years i knew very little about computers #and now ill be sitting in my web programming class & theyre talking about javascript and loops and such within it #and im just zoning tf out bc Yeah Yeah do while loops ive heard it a million times before. arrays?? yeah whatever i got it #but back in 2016 i had to learn these things for the first time!!! it was entirely new to me!!! teenage me didnt KNOW #so me being a computer person with a specialization in business and hobbies of writing and biking and dnd. i had NONE of those things!!!#i didnt even collect knives!!!!! granted thats mostly bc i Couldnt buy many of them yet + i also didnt have much money lol #bc i never even worked a job until i got to college. that's also unimaginable to me. imagine not knowing what it's like to Work...#i remember getting $500 or so in graduation gifts after graduating high school & my mind was just Blown #had never had that much money before. it was crazy to me. meanwhile with a job paying every other week $500 was a *low* paycheck.#but i also have to pay bills and rent and buy food and all this stuff. also things i didnt have to worry about back then. ALSO weird.#idk theres a lotta bullshit i gotta deal with as an adult but i like who i am now so much better. feel so much more *myself*#than just a directionless teenager waiting for someone to tell them what to do.#it's amazing what 10 years will do for your development as a person. absolutely wild.

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violetsquare111 · 2 months ago

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beginning my journey of collecting all rw pearls as spearmaster without using passages

looks at the 5 sky islands pearls. i am. deeply afraid

#to be clear i've already fully filled out the collection i am just doing this for the Torment #me when the video game task is pointless and menial: !!#this will take me places i haven't been with spearmaster though! like drainage and farm arrays #if this is how i have to pass the time till watcher update then by god i will do it

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chiropteracupola · 2 years ago

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scavenged a little photoset of behind-the-scenes pictures off jason salkey's website...

#em is posting about sharpe #sharpe #lads! lads! lads in their various little outfits!#you will notice a definite angle in the photos I have selected out of the vast array of options and to that I say What Of It.#...I have been making silly noises over this website for the past two days and now half my irl friends insist that I should email this man #I really do not think that that would be a good idea but hey he does appear to collect harris fanart on there. ha-hm.#mr salkey really is just out there living his best life with his strange little blogs it seems

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thebadguyswinhere · 3 months ago

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Watcher more like Walker because I’ve been walking

#jokes aside I’m fascinated by all of this #but I also walked all the way to Farm Arrays to find the passage is closed #I thought it’s an echo collection challenge #rain world #rain world spoilers #the watcher spoilers #rain world the watcher

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onceawake · 3 months ago

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arrai of no last name. a moodboard.

#». arrai | misc #behold. a collection of gathered shitposts i've had saved longer than he's existed #this is the worst web weaving ive ever done and im cracking up #not pictured: saving rotten tomatoes to throw at steel watchers

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markiafc · 5 months ago

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#dykes camera action 2018 #me is mark #watching another docufilm and it's already soothing to me from the opening frame #+ the array of those books is so pleasing and such a visually beautiful collection of colours and font and cover art #😌😌😌

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misiahasahardname · 10 months ago

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WE WATCHED A VIDEO IN CLASSICAL STUDIES AND DRAKE WAS USED AS AN EXAMPLE OF A HERO I CAN'T

#ok the video was made in 2021 but like EVEN THEN IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE????#classical studies is a riot i love it #did not put my whole oedipussy into it today tho because i brought lysistrata instead of the sophocles collection 😔😔😔#luckily selina is more careful when packing 👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼#TO BE FAIR THO i had to speedrun packing because my mum is taking away all my stuff so we can safely paint my room so.#also i'm pleased to report i'm already getting the hang of higher computing #(i forgot to mention i swapped history for computing lol)#my biggest problem is i sucked at arrays in nat 5 so i could do the higher part of our code no problem but the nat 5 part was just. ??????#misia has a stupid thought

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biohazard-inevitable · 1 year ago

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My adhd hyperfocus has me doin all sorts of fucking reorganizing and cleaning today like i’ve completely stripped my bed and am washing everything as well as reorganizing my manga shelves to make more room for more manga (i basically doubled the space i had and also as you can see one piece has its own special section due to length) and im contemplating rereading/rewatching my hero academia since i cant bring myself to get rid of the volumes or figures.)

I also might deep clean the rest of my room but i have to be up in the morning to go to school so- idk if I’ll do that tonight.

Idk where ANY of this energy came from but it sure as hell is here.

#lifeblogging #personal #anyways BEHOLD!!!!!#my manga collection #10 years in the making!!!!#you know its 10 years cause if ya zoom in you can see hetalia volumes #a lot of these series are unfinished #tokyo ghoul is finished imo cause i consider RE a different fuckin beast #i also have yarichin bitch club hehe~#i intend to complete fire force and blue exprsist #as well as demon slayer and fullmetal’s hardcover copies #the hardcovers of fullmetal are my favorite #i find it hard to ‘keep up’ with series though #i likely will complete the my hero collection if only to have it for the day i return #idk somethin about it still lingers #i also intend to add dunmeshi and more ito collections to the vast array #as you can tell I am a shounen fan~#i am of course also working on completing the one piece collection #the top shelf is for the figures that will eventually be on display #i have a smaller seperate shelf for non manga works like some western comics #i have volume 1 of the walking dead compendium and all the latest copies of the TAZ comics #and volume 1 of boyfriends #i am very VERY proud of this collection it is one of the many constants in my life

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retphienix · 2 years ago

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I should spend a week or so farming plat so I can buy the final few weapons I'm missing....

but also I like wasting resources and time making silly builds instead~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

fuck

Anyways, after my grinds tonight I am now down to 18 mastery items (non intrinsic) left.

3 are syndicate weapons I just need to trade for.

2 are the ESO vandal weapons because RNG is evil and ESO is boring.

1 is Hema which I plan on sitting down and grinding out the rest of the samples to get it "legit". We are reasonably invested, so a little while of deimos farming with multiple boosters should do it.

Then the remaining 12 are prime weapons that I'm missing like a single part for each, so not too expensive on that front but a bit tedious to map out.

Every day my various collections get a little closer to being finished ^^

#warframe #RetPlays #Alongside weapon mastery I also am remaking all the weapons I've sold to have at max rank in my armory- I also need 2 railjack intrinsics #and a small array of mods though most of those are timegated thanks to nightwave :/#But! The list dwindles! Then I'll inevitably be like 'I gotta collect the PVP mods' or 'I gotta max every arcane' who knows.

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slav-every-day · 11 months ago

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