Having thoughts about arranged marriage au! with FYODOR DOSTOEVSKY. He only married you to get associated with your family's wealth. Oh, but poor naive you, who always believed in fairy tales and love stories. You believed you could love a mysterious, cynical, and dark man like Fyodor.
How pathetically determined you were trying to win his affection. Fyodor thought you were some sort of idiot for not taking a hint that he wasn't interested in romance. You two didn't share a room even if you two were married. There were no tender sentiments or words from him. He told you he wasn't keen on physical affection, surprise gifts, planned dates, or celebrating anniversaries. He strictly told you to keep your distance and listen to everything he said. The fact that you were eager to obey him made him think of you as positively foolish.
However, you were persistent. You tried to cook him food and sneak him small gifts. You made attempts to sing him love songs and throw small parties. You were a true romantic who believed in the magic of love. You were eager to have your husband fall for you as you fell for him.
Unfortunately, Fyodor was at his breaking point. You were so damn annoying and stubborn that it was getting difficult to contain his frustration with you. He snaps at you during dinner when you've planned another extravagant surprise for him.
"Didn't I tell you to quit that? We are not lovers, [Name]. We are only spouses on paper. I do not care about your affection for me"
He couldn't forget that evening. The moment Fyodor spoke those words, the glimmer in your eyes died. He felt momentarily satisfied thinking that you have finally snapped out of it. The following days were a series of odd changes from you.
Mornings were...quiet, for once. You stopped babbling nonsense to him and only focused on cooking and cleaning up. You ceased the gifts and surprise parties. You even quit playing those annoying love songs on the radio that he despises so much. It seemed as though someone had taken the battery out of you.
At first, Fyodor was pleased but as the days progressed, he felt...uncomfortable. He wouldn't like to admit but he does notice a lot of things about you. Such as your habits, and how you seemed to forcefully change them despite your discomfort. With your sudden quietness, he could see how you were avoiding his gaze and biting your tongue when alone together. And lastly, the disappearance of your fondness for him.
He despised to think how he appreciated how you paid attention to his preferences. You always knew which tea he liked, what classical music was his favorite, and how you often looked out for his health considering he has anemia. Now, you grew distant and stopped bothering him for attention.
Has your foolish infatuation with him vanished? If so, why does his chest feel tight? Fyodor waited for you to revert to you how you used to be. Cheerful, loud, and affectionate. He expects you to surprise him with a gift. The house seemed so empty without your constant talking.
Have you given up on romance? Or was it all just a childish dream to you all along?
You don't understand why Fyodor has been staring at you lately. He's been hanging around the house so much that it's suspicious. You can feel him following you around in every room as if expecting something. You're done trying to woo him and you've come to accept the fact that your husband is a cruel man. So, you grant his wishes and stop pestering him. However, in return, he's begun to silently pester you.
When you wish to be alone, Fyodor's always trailing behind you. He was beginning to praise your cooking unlike before. He invites you to go to the library to read or listen to Tchaikovsky with him. Whenever you leave without his knowledge and then return home, Fyodor wants to know where you went.
The old you would've been over the moon from all the attention he was giving you, but you've grown to lose your positivity about this marriage.
"Fyodor?"
"Yes, [Name]?"
"I think we should have a divorce"
The sound of the teacup clattering against the saucer fills the air. You slid the divorce papers across the table towards your husband. Fyodor swallows and blinks, registers his spilled tea and the divorce papers you have produced. He collects his composure.
"Why?"
"I don't see the point of this marriage anymore"
Fyodor likes to convince himself that he's not affected. It should be a benefit or a good opportunity to find someone better to marry. Yes, he's indifferent to the sight of your glassy eyes and wobbling lip. He does not care about the misery you carry of being married to him. Oh, what an absolute liar he was.
"No"
"...What?"
"We are not getting a divorce, [Name]"
You watched with ache as Fyodor took the divorce papers and tore them into shreds in front of your face. Your blood felt hot. Was he purposely torturing you? He has to be. Fyodor is nothing but a selfish man. He revels in your misery of bearing his last name.
Truly, Fyodor was selfish. Why? He couldn't bear to see you go or remarry somebody else. He couldn't stand for you to find your perfect fairytale romance with someone else. Your fondness should only belong to him. Was he not your first romance? Was he not the first one to ever witness your tender eyes? Fyodor just couldn't fathom you gifting another your previous affections. Nobody seemed worthy enough but he.
"We will make this marriage work"
You looked at him from across the table with contempt. You fail to register the determined and passionate look in his eyes.
You will learn to adore me again, one way or another
I've been brainrotting about Fyodor who tries to win his spouse's love back realizing that they're falling out of love with him like pleaaaase he's so unhinged when he's in love
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hi beautiful <3
i love all your analyses sm and all the thought you put into them it’s so admirable i could never hehe 😭
im very invested in the themes of love languages and stuff so i wanted to ask what you think the bsd men’s love languages could be if that’s okay <3? tysm
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Hello, dear 💫-anon!♥️ Please excuse my late response. I had like…about 80 requests? Which kind of made me overlook this one, but I’m very happy to write for you now!
I really love such cutesy style of self-expression, which makes me be already very fond of you. I hope that this is to your liking.♥️
BSD MEN x ideal type darlings, subtle yandere behaviour but it’s not really noticeable.
BSD MEN x love languages
Fyodor Dostoevsky
Words of Affirmation: He uses praise and intellectual discourse to uplift his partner, valuing deep conversations that reveal vulnerabilities (rather your vulnerabilities, but we love red flags, don’t we?).
Quality Time: Enjoys engaging in meaningful discussions, relishing moments that allow for introspection and connection.
Acts of Service: He demonstrates care by taking thoughtful actions, often strategizing to provide support and stability.
Dazai Osamu
Physical Touch: Incorporates playful touches and embraces, using physical closeness to express affection and comfort.
Quality Time: Seeks out deep, meaningful interactions, often choosing to spend time in relaxed settings that foster intimacy.
Words of Affirmation: Frequently uses humor and compliments to create a light-hearted atmosphere, helping his partner feel valued.
Nakahara Chuuya
Physical Touch: Communicates affection through hugs, holding hands, and protective gestures, emphasizing closeness and loyalty.
Acts of Service: Shows love through actions that demonstrate commitment, often stepping in to help or defend his partner.
Words of Affirmation: While he might not be overly vocal, he appreciates direct expressions of love and loyalty from his partner.
Nikolai Gogol
Quality Time: Values shared experiences, often seeking out adventures or creative pursuits that allow for connection and fun.
Physical Touch: Expresses love through affectionate gestures, like hugs or playful touches, emphasizing closeness and warmth.
Akutagawa Ryuunosuke
Acts of Service: Expresses love through protective actions, often putting his partner’s needs above his own to demonstrate loyalty.
Words of Affirmation: While he may struggle with vulnerability, he values sincere acknowledgment of his efforts and feelings.
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Bungo Stray Dogs art dump
(Since I have no where else to post these)
1st. Is a doodle of Bsd Aya Koda and Bram stoker (Basically shes dressing him up)
2nd. Is Bsd Akutagawa Ryunosuke (its a scenario based around a Fanfic i read on a03, its basically rashomon begging Ryunosuke for a Pretty ruby she spotted)
3rd. Is a Tetcho Suehiro doodle, basically its him trying one of his crazy food combinations (in original it was supposed to have Jouno Saigiku standing behind him menacingly)
4th. Is a older doodle, A small Doodle of one of my Bsd Otps (Fyozai lol)
5th. Is basically a drawing of by Bsd oc Tsùneko Kámimura, and she's basically the cousin of Bsd character Tachihara
Ok that's all for now I guess
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