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balladofbells · 5 months ago
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This is what I’m talking abt when I say ACCURATE clace height difference
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im-out-of-it · 2 months ago
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I always feel so sad for Alastair during the whole series but in chain of iron the most. this man doesn’t really have anyone but his mother for support. and we never know the extent of their relationship BECAUSE WE NEVER FUCKING GET ALASTAIRS THOUGHTS. Cordelia is a shit sister so she isn’t there for Alastair, he doesn’t talk to the boys he went to academy with, Charles treated him horribly, and Thomas isn’t his friend at this time
everyone practically hates him. Charles thinks he can talk to Alastair anytime he wants and continue their courtship as if he’s not engaged for the second time. Thomas won’t go near Alastair (which Alastair kind of deserves some of that but Matthew isn’t the one who should have told Thomas everything. and it’s not like Alastair created the rumors. what he did was bad but he didn’t deserve the death sentence he was treated with) and worst of all, his deadbeat daddy dies and we don’t really get to see him process all that much.
are things unanswered between Alastair and Elias? we know that he says lucky child because his baby brother won’t have to know how disappointing his father is. we know he can’t feel heartbroken but it’s only ONE PAGE of Alastair’s thoughts
this man is basically alone for all of this time. he’s shunned from everyone and doesn’t have anyone he can lean onto for support. most of all, even though Thomas is angry with him, he still follows Thomas to make sure Thomas doesn’t do something stupid and die
even after all of this, Thomas says that Alastair deserved to be hated (which I hate CC for saying that. Alastair didn’t deserve to be hated that much. and this feels very unlike Thomas to say. it’s heavily ooc) but I’ll get to that another time. I just feel so bad and sorry for him. THATS MY COMFORT CHARACTER DO RIGHT BY HIM FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!!! Alastair has no one and he’s still the most easily strongest character in this series. he doesn’t give up and constantly tries to make amends with Matthew even though Matthew doesn’t reciprocate
ALASTAIR DESERVED SO MUCH MORE
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wikitpowers · 1 year ago
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ik it's hella unlikely BUT WHAT IF?!?!
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ofstarsandmoonlightt · 2 years ago
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Oh Cassie knew what she was doing alright
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tallertysupremacy · 1 year ago
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I love my fellow kitty stans so much. All this waiting and pining sure has made us feral in the best way. Just think how feral we’ll be by the time 2026 rolls around
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Whadda fuck gay lizards?
I zoned out for three hours last night and ended up with this. God. God he makes me wanna chew drywall
(Please reblog! I like reading tags :] )
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Oh right here was the reference image I used, found it from this post
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mistninja · 1 year ago
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Reading city of glass is so so scary I don't want to get to the second brother bit
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im-out-of-it · 7 months ago
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part two of season two, episode five “dust and shadows” LEAVE ALEC ALONE
27. rude skipping over mags
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28. Magnus isn’t afraid of his powers, he just doesn’t want to be involved in necromancy iris
29. I know iris and madzie are made up but I honestly love the show for creating madzie. she’s so adorable and it’s sweet that Magnus and Alec and Catarina are guiding her and raising her. I’m not a fan of book Malec raising kids and here’s why
30. CC is behind it. even tries to have Alec’s kids like jace more than alec. I don’t like how she handles Malec being parents. you cant trust her to be in charge of anything because she will overshadow it with Jace. so yes the show did it so much better and I would have loved to see Malec being parents on the show more
31. awwww it’s madzie
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32. okay I couldn’t find the right gif and I’ll use that one again but it’s madzie!!!!!!!
33. Clary needs to learn how to ask probing questions before she agrees to stuff she doesn’t know about smh
34. looks like Simon missed his mama
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35. to be fair, that’s just Simon ✨ it’s called I’m dead mom
36. Aldertree: yeah bitch I’m replaceable but that mortal sword isn’t
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37. well, I get what aldertree is saying here. Valentine has a moral instrument thanks to jace and who knows what his next plan is and it’s not going to be good. not like the clave actually cares about downworlders but Valentine + mortal instrument = bad things happening (especially if by now they know about his desire to seek a wish)
38. jace thought saving aldertree was more important than a mortal instrument so he made a split decision even if it were a bad one
39. shadowhunters whole thing is dying for the clave
40. “a soldier without discipline is poison to his entire squad” aldertree. hey isn’t that what I have been saying? he must be reading my mind
41. jace can’t follow orders or listen. it’s always what he wants to do and how things make him feel. he’s a self centered narcissist dick who can’t make sensible choices. he never thinks things through hence why Izzy was almost deruned and Alec almost died
42. I don’t think jace or clary have a brain
43. he’s banned from duty not because of his atrocities against downworlders but because he said hey I don’t support the clave and I saved aldertree. shows what the clave cares more about
44. MALEC MOMENT ✨🥹 I love how Alec just lets himself in because he feels safe at Magnus’s and here’s a preview of season three: ALEC COMES WITH THE PLACE OK MAGNUS’S LOFT + ALEC = A PACKAGE DEAL
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45. okay back to Malec (I love how concerned Magnus is)
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46. Magnus: is that the love of my life?
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47. it makes me so sad to see how Alec is processing this but I’m glad he gets to process it
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48. here’s the whole video of their conversation:
49. it honestly doesn’t get talked about how Alec will self harm when he’s dealing with something extreme. Alec is punishing himself by not using healing runes after shooting a million arrows into the sky. Alec has such a big heart and he’s blaming himself for so much of this even if it wasn’t his fault. he didn’t mean to let a demon in and he didn’t mean to kill Jocelyn but he did that. in his way, avoiding the institute, shooting a trillion arrows, and not bothering to heal himself- in a way, he feels as though he deserves that. it’s really sad all in all and I do wish this scene was a bit longer but I’m still happy we ended up getting it- but also here are some Alec/malec moments that are somehow happier:
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and I’m stopping at 50 and sorry this one took me a while. ITS BEEN A DAY but I’ll post another one shortly
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wikitpowers · 1 year ago
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oh look! it's me rereading qoaad! 🫢
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rosestthorns · 5 months ago
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Okay okay hear me out
Leon S. Kennedy is baby girl in the way that, I just want to hold him by his big stupid face and let him know everything is going to be okay
Chris Redfield is baby girl in the way that, I want to see his ass in a tight little sailor costume giving me some sort of Charlies angels pose
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gible-love-nibles-archive · 2 years ago
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Eternal Diva Fic (Part 13)
This is where all the Softness (tm) is folks; this is the "Clare is indulging" part lmao. Then again, this entire section of the story is me indulging. This entire fic is me indulging. You signed up for this at this point.
No warnings here, pretty sure! Just a nice soft penultimate chapter :]
Word Count: 1.6k / Previous / Next
“What are you up to?”
I jerked in surprise. It was Descole again, leaning on the doorway.
It had been a couple of days.  At least that was what I guessed.  Time was hard to gauge when there weren’t any windows, and I was lousy at keeping track of time anyway.  
Despite Descole’s advice, I had barely gotten any sleep.  Believe me, I tried.  But my eyes wouldn’t stay closed or I couldn’t settle down.  So most of the time, I took out my notebook and just doodled away, hoping that would help.
“Drawing,” I said simply. “Can’t sleep.”
"Again?" was all he said as he came in. It didn't sound accusatory, but I took it that way.
"I've been trying to sleep, alright? It's just been with... everything! All of this!" I let out a short sigh. "I know that's not your fault, but..." I trailed off.
The masked man just stared at me. I might've been seeing things... but he looked a bit sullen.
"I'm not going to force you to sleep. If you can't, you can't. Simple as that."
There was a stretch of silence. Neither of us moved (not that I could move much anyway).
I could tell Descole didn't want to leave just yet. He had been doing that quite a bit, finding random things to talk about to stretch out these visiting times. I didn't really get why; none of it seemed useful to him at all.
“Could I see what you’re drawing?” He finally settled on that as he sat and settled on the other side of the bed.
I blinked. "You actually wanna see my art?"
"It's something you're passionate about, no? You carried a notebook with you to an opera house of all places, and you're fast at it. How long have you been drawing?"
"All my life, basically? It's just something I've always done."
"Fascinating..."
“…I… guess you can look. If you really want to.” I passed the notebook over to him.  I didn't have anything to hide; it wasn’t like there was anything embarrassing or weird in there. “Just don’t expect to be amazed or anything.”
He thumbed through my notebook quietly.  He just made quirky little expressions at my work and didn't say anything. After a little while of flipping back and forth— enough to almost make me nervous— he handed it back.
“Hm.  You were right.  I wasn’t amazed.”
“Gee, thanks—”
“Because there was nothing of me in there.”
I gawked at him for a moment. “Really? That's your only takeaway?”
“The only negative takeaway. Your style is charming and extremely expressive, your linework and handwriting is neat, and you somehow do it so quickly. I'm very impressed, dear."
"Wait, you... like it? Like, really you like it? You're not pulling my leg here?"
His smile softened. "Absolutely." But that softness went away fast for slyness. "But! If you want my opinion, your posing could use improvement."
"And drawing you will help with that. Totally not because you want free art of yourself." I couldn’t help but snort. “No thanks.  Your hat looks awful to draw.” I pushed it down over his mask so it would cover his eyes.  He chuckled as he fixed it.
“I could model for you, if that would help.” His smile may have been smug, but he was serious.
“I’m sure you have better things to do than be my model.”
“No, my schedule’s all free now with Ambrosia discovered. I'm very open and very available.”
“Well, I heard there’s another lost city out there that I’m sure would be a real head-scratcher for you.  They’re calling it Atlantis.”
“You--!” He playfully shoved me a bit (though it was more of a nudge), and we both couldn’t stop from cracking up.
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Another random day, I couldn’t sleep again and Descole visited again.
“Is there anything that will help you sleep better?  You’re really starting to worry me.”
Asking the masked man why he was fretting over me so much never got me a straight answer.  I just dropped it after a while.  
“I dunno.  Time’s just… weird down here.” I was about to say it wasn’t that bad, but I swallowed it.  Of course it was bad; if I wasn’t sleeping, I wasn’t healing (or at least healing with nothing else happening).
He hummed for a bit, then seemed to get an idea. “When I was a boy, my mother used to read me a bedtime story every night she could.  I was out cold right as she finished.  Maybe the same will work for you.  Besides, it must be dreadfully boring here with only one thing to do.”
“...You have got to have something better to do than read me a bedtime story.”
"Please, dash your concerns.  You’re my guest; of course you’re going to take up my time. I'm not going to just leave you alone like some caged animal.  And besides… I want to.  So, do you want to hear a story or not?"
I was taken aback a bit.  He wanted to, genuinely? “Um… sure.  Why not?”
A warm smile slid onto his face. “Thank you, dear.”
I liked seeing that smile. Certainly better than... all that on top of the robot.
He went over to a little bookshelf I hadn’t noticed in the room before.  He dragged his finger across the spines, looking for just the right one. He gingerly pulled out a smaller book. “Ah, here it is.”
The cover was mainly blue with a blonde boy standing on the moon with yellow stars in the night sky.  The title:
“The Little Prince?”
“Have you read it before?”
“I’ve heard of it.  I’ve always wanted to read it, but I could never find it anywhere.”
Descole’s smile grew wider. “Well then, I’m honored to be the one introducing it to you.”
And that was how the next few days went: Descole would sit on my bed, reading The Little Prince.  He had a voice ready for every character, and it always got a laugh out of me. 
Eventually, I’d always fall asleep (most likely leaning on him because I peered over his shoulder to read the words or look at the pictures).  He didn’t leave me settled there forever (or maybe even very long), as every time I woke up, he was gone.
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"Hey, Descole?"
"Hm? Yes?"
We had just finished a reading of The Little Prince, and the masked man looked exhausted. From context clues, it seemed like he was working on another plan for some ancient site or city or what-have-you.
I figured he wasn't going to tell me anything about it, so I didn't say a word. I was probably going to get roped into it somehow anyway, knowing my luck.
But something had been nagging at me this whole time, nibbling at me. I felt like if I didn't get it out soon, I was going to explode. So... might as well while we were both still awake.
"...How do I say this...?"
"Really, is it that bad?"
Ok sir, this attitude was not helping. "N-No, it's not bad! It's-- the opposite of bad actually."
"And you're having this much trouble getting it out?"
I sighed, and then steeled myself, gripping my blanket. "I just... wanted to say: your voice on top of the Detragan was... really nice...?"
Silence. You could've heard a pin drop.
...Why had I said that? Why did I say that?
Augh god, he was going to be just insufferable now! He was never going to let me hear the end of it!
But, to my surprise... it was still quiet. I hazarded a look at him.
Descole looked stunned. He was staring right through me, all sorts of gears and cogs turning in his head. The great mastermind Jean Descole looked... flustered.
Once he noticed me staring, he puffed up like a startled cat and pretended to cough into his sleeve. For a split second, it looked like his cheeks were flushed. But I wasn't sure.
He stammered. "Yours was... as well."
Silence once more. After a few seconds that felt like a few hours, Descole suddenly darted for the door, not saying a word.
"H-Hey!" was all I could get out before the door shut. I let out a short sigh. "Bad idea. Of course it was."
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I settled into some kind of rhythm eventually: eat breakfast, lunch, and dinner; find some way to pass the time in between meals with or without Descole around; and once night came along, listen to him read. 
Every meal was cooked by Raymond, though Descole sometimes told me that I ate some of his cooking offhandedly.  I always told Descole that I could tell which parts he cooked: the worst-tasting part.  It was just me teasing him, and he recognized that.  Honestly, I couldn’t tell which parts he cooked, if any at all.
The masked man and I had pretty easy conversations at the start, but things started to get more… awkward as time went on.  Genuine compliments that caught either of us off-guard, and then Descole would hurriedly excuse himself and leave.  Words way too sweet for their own good.  Eventually, we started talking less and less. 
After we finished The Little Prince, he didn’t pick up another book for us to read. He'd just hand me one he'd thought I liked and hurried off again.
It felt… hollowing.  I wanted to say something about it, but I couldn’t just force him to talk if he didn’t want to.
Raymond reassured me during all this. “He’s… lost a lot, lass.  I suppose he’s just steeling himself for when you leave.  He’s enjoyed your company, and he’s preparing himself for when it’s all over.”
It… didn’t make me feel better.
Eventually, I was finally feeling better and could move about the sub.  Which of course, meant it was time for me to leave.
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psycolynx · 11 months ago
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HOW UA SHOULD HAVE ENDED
Hard cut to Klaus talking to the girl on the bicycle
Klaus: “Did we save the world or screw it up again?”
Bicycle God: “You were never the problem”
She holds up an action figure of Reginald and crushes it in her bare hands. Marigold lights emerge from it. Golden light envelops everything
Hard cut to Klaus waking up in bed. He is wearing pajamas covered in marigolds.Street noise can be heard from outside.
(From offscreen) “You okay, Hon?”
Klaus looks over and Dave is cooking breakfast in their flat
Klaus: “Yeah, just had a weird dream.”
Looks out the window and sees an empty lot where the Hargreeves mansion should be.
Klaus: “Wasn’t there a building there?”
(Naïve Melody by the Talking Heads begins to play over a montage)
Diego and Lila Are wrangling their kids into the camper van. One of the kids gives Lila a picture of her family in a field of bunch of orange flowers (marigolds)
Luther is stripping and the obsessed lady in the crowd is Sloan. He has a marigold in his mouth. He takes it out and gives it to her.
Viktor is playing the violin with Harlon. Sissy is setting the table. She sets a bouquet of marigold into a center vase.
Allison is gardening while Clare and Ray play in the yard. She is planting Marigolds.
Five is teaching at some university. An older woman comes in. “Dolores” he says as she kisses him. He has a Marigold in the lapel of his suit jacket.
Jennifer serves Ben at the dinner. Closeup on her pouring coffee. He has a Durango flower tattoo that says “Jennifer” and she had a marigold tattoo that says “Ben”
Cut back to Klaus staring out the Window
Dave: No, been an empty lot as long as I can remember
Klaus, smiles: Yeah, I don’t know why I thought that
Camera Zooms out from the window as music continues
Reginald, voiceover: And that is how our unlikely heroes manage to create one timeline where everything was fine.
BTS footage plays with the final credits 
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natalianovnas · 2 months ago
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༄ `. 𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐒 & 𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 — 3
summary : raised in the heart of the countryside, you, Y/N Langford, has always known the rhythm of ranch life—early mornings on horseback, sun-drenched vineyards, and a quiet kind of freedom carved into the land passed down through generations. however, your father's recent colleague is interesting enough.
genre : country!au, countryside life.
warnings : beefy!nat, top!nat, gp!nat, sub!reader, fluff included but mostly smut — let's say this chapter's just showing how nasty the two are.
words count : 4.7k || masterlist
an : i promise im not as freaky as this shot might be 🙈
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𖦹 part one 𖦹 part two 𖦹 part three 𖦹 part four 𖦹 part five 𖦹
HORSES & ROMANCE :
— Every Inch Of Dawn
📍 Langford's Estate,
Clare Valley, Southern Australia
You stirred first.
Body aching in pleasant ways. A dull, stretched soreness that reminded you just how intense the night before had been.
Natasha was still asleep, lying on her stomach, one arm under the pillow and the other loosely draped over your waist. The blanket barely covered her, and the sun gave her shoulders a warm glow. Her back moved in slow, steady breaths, muscles relaxed, hair messily tumbling around her face.
She looked peaceful—something you didn’t think she let herself be often.
You let yourself watch her a little longer than you probably should’ve, committing the sight to memory of her here in your bed, your space.
You could still feel her on you—her mouth, her fingers, the way she had whispered your name like it was something sacred.
As you brushed the hair from her face, her lashes fluttered—lips parting into the hint of a smile.
“You watching me sleep?” She mumbled, voice low and scratchy.
“You snore,” You teased.
She opened one eye. “You’re lying.”
“Little bit.”
Natasha stretched, her body warm and heavy against yours. “Gonna put me to work today?”
“Thought about it,” You said, pressing a kiss to her shoulder. “You owe me for eating the last of the pie yesterday at the fair.”
“You said I could have it.”
“You used that voice.”
She grinned lazily, then rolled on top of you, pinning you to the bed with nothing but her weight and that wicked smirk. “What voice?”
“That voice where I know I’m about to let you do whatever the hell you want.”
Cockily, she rose a brow. “You mean the one that gets me pie and laid?”
You huffed a chuckle with an eye roll. Honestly.
She kissed you quiet — slow and affectionate, not leading anywhere this time. Just there. Warm. Real.
Neither of you moved right away. There was no panic, no rush to explain, no awkward reaching for clothes. Just a long moment suspended in the quiet.
“I didn’t mean to fall asleep,” she said after a while, her fingers brushing lightly along your hip under the sheet.
“I didn’t either,” You replied. “But I’m glad we did.”
Her brow arched faintly. “Yeah?”
You nodded, your voice soft. “Yeah.”
Natasha leaned in, brushing her lips over your bare shoulder—a small kiss, nothing demanding. Just acknowledgment, making you smile.
She exhaled, a shaky breath, and tucked her face against your neck, like she needed the anchor. You held her without speaking.
After a few minutes, her stomach let out a quiet growl.
You laughed softly, pulling back just enough to see her face. “Hungry?”
“Starving,” She muttered, eyes closing again.
“You stay here,” you said. “I’ll make coffee. And eggs if the hens liked me enough yesterday.”
She cracked a sleepy grin. “You’re kind of perfect, you know.”
You kissed her once more—light and lingering—before slipping out of bed, wrapping yourself in a worn flannel shirt. She watched you go, propping herself on one elbow, and thought of how lucky she was right in that moment.
. . .
You heard her before you saw her—soft steps on the floorboards, followed by that husky voice that always managed to make you feel seen, even when you weren’t looking.
You made it to the kitchen— barefoot, coffee in hand, standing in there with your hair a mess and your flannel slipping off one shoulder.
“Looks like the hens didn't appreciate you today.” She commented.
“I didn’t come for the coffee.” She murmured.
A soft hum, in agreement, came from your lips. “I was thinking toasts would do the drill instead. Help yourself to the coffee.”
Her hand slid to your hip, the other brushing the hair from your shoulder. She bent down, lips grazing your neck, slow and deliberate. “I came for you.”
You didn’t stop her.
Didn’t want to.
The mug was forgotten somewhere on the counter as she kissed you — not rushed this time, not needy. Just full. Thorough. Like she was trying to memorize the shape of your mouth, the way you tasted first thing in the morning. Her hands found the hem of your flannel, sliding under it, dragging over bare skin with reverence.
Her picking you up with no warning made you gasp in surprise, then smile right after as she attached her lips back on yours —hands dropped over your sides— then it shifted.
Your smile turned into full giggles as she attacked you with kisses. Your lips, eyes, cheeks, neck, jaw—all while your bodies being glued to the other's.
“You always look like this in the morning?” The Russian asked. “Or is it just for me?”
“Depends. I'd do the honor to say that it's just for you.”
With a low hum while nipping your jaw, she added, “Remind me to never underestimate you again in bed.”
You raised a brow. “You underestimated me?”
She tilted her head, eyes gleaming now. “Just a little.”
You laughed softly, but your fingers stayed at her back, moving in slow strokes. “Do you regret it?” The question slipped out quieter than you meant it to.
Natasha stilled. Her eyes searched yours, serious now.
“No,” She said finally. “Not even close.”
You nodded, exhaling. “Good.”
She rested her forehead on yours, the edge of a smile tugging her lips as she pecked your lips repeatedly. “I liked waking up next to you.”
You smiled back, “I liked falling asleep next to you.”
The redhead's hands glided down to your thighs, fingers grazing over them in a soothing motion.
“You're sitting there, hot and all, and I hate to say that I'd have to leave soon.” She sighed. “Got work to do.”
You nodded. “It's alright. I gotta check on Bramble, anyway. But you're not leaving without eating first.”
Of course, she wasn't. One thing she knew about you, your family and the constant time she'd spent with you — was that breakfast is priority here.
“How’s he, by the way?”
“Spooked by the gate slamming a day ago, but calmed down fast. That’s progress.”
“I’ve seen grown men recover slower.”
(Few days later.)
. . .
It had rained the night before, a steady, rhythmic downpour that soaked the soil and cooled the summer air. By morning, the clouds had scattered, leaving the fields glistening under soft light.
The barn on your property stood tall and weathered, its red paint faded by time and sun, and just beyond it, your horse was stuck in the mud. Again.
You stood ankle-deep in it, boots sinking into the thick mess as you muttered curses under your breath.
The rope tugged sharply in your hands as the mare resisted, stubborn as ever. You were halfway to cursing her ancestors when you heard a whistle — low, slow, and unmistakably amused.
Natasha leaned against your fence like she’d been summoned, sleeves rolled up, tank top sticking to her damp skin. She didn’t say anything right away. Just watched you with that crooked grin, arms folded across her chest, muscles flexing as if she wanted to remind you she was built like sin and salvation all at once.
“You look like you’re auditioning for a country song,” The redhead finally spoke up.
You shot her a glare. “Unless you’re offering to help, Romanoff, shut it.”
With deliberate slowness, she climbed over the fence, boots landing in the mud with a satisfying squelch. She came to your side, took the rope without a word, and gave one firm tug.
The mare moved forward with ease. You blinked.
Natasha tossed a smug glance your way. “What? She's got a thing for redheads.”
You snorted, “So does her owner.”
“Well,” She murmured, “Guess we have something in common.”
You looked away, hiding your smile but she saw it anyway.
By the time the two of you got the mare back in the stable, your jeans were a mess, and your hands were streaked with mud. Natasha wiped her palms on her thighs and gave the horse a soft pat before turning to you.
She helped you finish up without being asked — sweeping out the barn, fixing the bent gate hinge, and repairing a broken step on your porch.
The way she worked, methodical and focused, told you she wasn’t new to hard labor. But she never complained. She just moved beside you like it was natural.
Later, while fixing a loose hinge on the chicken coop, you caught her staring again. Not with heat, but with softness. Like she was trying to hold the moment in her palms.
“What?” You asked, hands on your hips.
She stepped closer, slipping behind you, arms wrapping around your waist.
“You’re dangerous,” She murmured into your ear.
“How’s that?”
“Because I could stay here,” The redhead whispered. “And forget who I was before.”
You turned in her arms, meeting her gaze. “Maybe that’s the point.”
. . .
The storm had passed, but the air hadn’t cooled.
It was thick, charged with something heavier than just humidity. You could feel it in the way Natasha looked at you across the dinner table — quiet, unreadable, but her eyes told a different story.
You were barefoot, wearing her flannel — nothing underneath. You’d slipped it on after your shower, thinking she wouldn’t notice.
She noticed.
“Stand up,” She said, voice low.
“Why?”
Natasha tilted her head, a smirk tugging at the corner of her mouth. “Because I said so. Come on.”
You rose slowly, your heart thudding as her chair scraped back against the floor. The second you reached hsr, she hooked her fingers into the hem of the shirt and lifted it just enough to see your bare skin beneath.
“Fuck,” She muttered, more to herself than to you.
You leaned into her with teasing smile. “Something wrong?”
She chuckled, “Yeah. I’m trying really hard to be a decent woman right now.”
In a swift mouvement, she gripped the back of your thighs and pulled you down on her lap, your bodies slamming together like you’d been craving it all day.
You let out a low gasp as you landed right on her hard cock, her hands were everywhere—gripping, guiding, greedy.
“I dreamt about this,” She murmured against your throat. “Woke up hard and aching and mad because I wasn’t inside you.”
Her hand was already sliding beneath the shirt, finding your heated core. “You’re already wet, baby. You waited for me.”
Her fingers slipped inside your cunt with maddening ease, her palm pressing just right. Your body arched into hers as she whispered filth into your ear, every word soaked in desire and dominance.
“You like being ruined in your own kitchen?” She rasped, her fingers moving relentlessly inside of you. “Want me to fuck you on this counter with your legs wide open like you’re mine?”
“Please,” You gasped, barely holding on.
That did it.
She lifted you with ease, set you on the counter, and yanked the shirt wide open — not caring about buttons, not caring about anything except seeing you sprawled, flushed, trembling for her.
She didn’t waste time and dropped to her knees again, tongue dragging a slow, sinful line up your thigh before she reached your dripping heat, devouring you like she’d been starving.
You broke apart in seconds, hips jerking, hands tangled in her hair, voice lost to the walls and fields and the wide-open night outside.
And even after she stood, breathless and wild-eyed, she didn’t stop. She kissed you deep —claiming you— and lifted you off the counter.
“We’re not done,” She growled, carrying you down the hallway like you weighed nothing. “Not even close.”
Moments later sometime after midnight, the room smelled like sweat and skin and summer rain still lingering on the breeze.
Your legs were tangled with Natasha’s, her hand resting low on your stomach, thumb tracing slow, lazy circles against your bare skin. The sheets were kicked halfway down the bed. Her body was still half on top of you, heavy and warm — grounding.
You could feel the rise and fall of her chest. Steady. Safe.
“I didn’t mean for it to go like that,” She mumbled, lips brushing your temple.
You turned your head, eyes still hazy. “You didn’t like it?”
The redhead huffed a laugh. “I loved it. But I meant… I wasn’t planning on losing my mind the second I saw you in my shirt.”
You smiled. “Then it’s my fault.”
She shifted onto her side, brushing a damp strand of hair from your cheek. “It’s your fault I’ve been walking around all week trying to be respectful, meanwhile thinking about bending you over every fence on this damn property.”
Oh.
You laughed softly while she leaned in again, this time slower, her kiss gentle. Not hungry. Not desperate. Just soft.
“I like how quiet it is here,” She whispered. “But I like you more.”
You tucked your face into her neck, smiling against her skin. “You’re gonna make me fall for you.”
Natasha held you tighter. “Too late. Already fallen.”
. . .
The day hadn't even ended and Natasha's mind was running wild with thoughts of you.
It started with the damn shorts.
You’d worn them on purpose — cut-off denim that barely passed for legal and a tied-up flannel that left very little to the imagination.
You knew exactly what you were doing when you bent over in front of the fence (said fence she'd mentioned just last night), pretending to check the wire right across from where Nat worked, arching your back just enough.
The sun was hot. The sky was cloudless. And you could feel Natasha’s gaze sear into you from halfway across the field.
You'd thought it was a great idea to toy with her today, not even bothering to stop when she was in the presence of your dad.
You were always passing around, teasing, all acting innocent.
You didn’t have to look to know she was staring. You felt it like pressure on your skin.
“You’re really testing me, sweetheart,” Her voice came from behind — low, strained, full of warning, making you smirk.
As you straightened, slow, cocky, to face her, you feigned pure innocence. “I’m just working.”
Natasha didn’t buy it for a second.
The second you turned around, she was there, grabbing your hips, walking you backward until your back hit the wood of the fence with a dull thud. Her breath was hot, heavy, and furious against your cheek.
“You think I didn’t notice?” she growled. “Those shorts, that shirt. Bending over like that. What are you trying to do to me?”
“I don’t know what you mean.”
Wrong move.
Her hand shot to your throat — not squeezing, just holding. Commanding. The other slipped under the hem of your shorts, fingers pressing into the soft, warm skin of your ass.
“Nat—”
She silenced you with a kiss that left no room for teasing — open-mouthed, tongue, teeth, all hunger and pent-up frustration. She kissed like she was claiming territory, biting at your bottom lip as her fingers pushed past the denim, past your underwear, past your composure.
“You get off on this?” She rasped, voice rough in your ear as you panted, a pleased grin on your lips. “Getting me worked up in the open, where anyone could see?”
“You mentioned taking me over the fence some days ago.” You replied, already breathless, as she fiddled with the zipper of her pants. “I'm just helping your wish to come true.”
She tugged your shorts down just enough, lifting one of your legs to hook around her hip. The fence creaked behind you, the wood rough at your back. But you barely noticed — not with the way she slid her dick inside you in one motion, slow and thick, one hand braced beside your head and the other gripping your thigh tight enough to bruise.
“Fuck,” Natasha groaned, thrusting deep. “So wet. Were you waiting for this?”
You clawed at her shoulders, gasping as each roll of her hips sent heat spiraling through your body.
“For what do you think earlier's show was ?”
She was relentless — thrusting hard enough to shake the boards, grounding you with her strength, her body, her voice.
“You tease me like that again,” She hissed as she pounded hard into you , “and I’ll take you right here every time.”
Her pace quickened, the slap of skin against skin muffled only by your moans and the wind. It was messy. Hot. So damn risky.
And you were addicted.
She pulled out of you and before you could even have time to complain, you were turned around, bent over and her cock was back inside of you.
If it weren't for her hands holding your hips tightly, you would've been face down the grass by now due to your knees that'd almost gave up.
“Fuck, yes, j-just like that..”
You moaned, your hands gripping the border of the fence to anchor yourself. Natasha took you, just like you wanted.
You came with a sob, body trembling as she drove you through it, holding you tight, whispering dirty promises into your ear even as she lost herself in you.
When she finally stilled, still inside you, breathing hard against your neck.
“Think the whole damn field heard us,” She muttered, grinning as she kissed the corner of your mouth, then your cheek, then the underside of your jaw.
“Serves you right,” You whispered back, teasing. “You’re the one who couldn’t keep it in your pants.”
Her teeth sank lightly into your shoulder, and you yelped.
She laughed. A real, bright, completely unguarded laugh.
But then — a voice cut through the air like a crack of thunder.
“Y/N! You out there, darlin’?”
It was your father.
Natasha’s body locked against yours like stone, her eyes wide. You slapped a hand over your mouth, biting back a curse.
“In the back pasture, fixing the gate!” you shouted, trying to sound casual, like you hadn’t just been railed against a wooden fence by your dad's dangerously hot co-worker.
The Russian, still very much inside you moments ago, looked like she was reconsidering every life decision that had brought her to this exact moment.
Boots crunched in the distance — your father’s. Getting closer.
You shoved at Natasha’s chest. “Go. Go!”
She practically dove into the nearest row of tall grass, tucking herself out of sight behind the shed. You yanked your shorts up in record time, yelping as the zipper caught your sensitive skin.
Your father appeared just over the ridge. “You okay?”
You forced a smile, “Yeah! Gate’s a little stubborn.”
He eyed you. “Your face’s all red.”
“Hot out,” You blurted.
He narrowed his eyes, then shrugged. “Well, come on back soon. We’re firing up the grill.”
“Be right there.”
He turned and walked away with a nod.
You waited until his footsteps were gone before the tall grass rustled — Natasha emerging like a gorgeous fox. Her shirt was unbuttoned, face smug.
“That was close,” She murmured.
You glared at her. “I hate you.”
She smirked, pulling you back into her arms. “No, you don’t.”
She kissed you again — sweet, lazy, full of trouble.
And you let her, even as you muttered, “You owe me so bad.”
“Good,” Nat whispered against your lips. “’Cause I was planning on working up an appetite before dinner anyway.”
. . .
The sun was dipping low, casting the ranch in gold as smoke curled lazily up from the grill. Your dad was manning it like it was a battlefield, spatula in hand, cowboy hat slightly askew.
Your grandmother had set out the side dishes on the porch table, chatting with your aunt while your younger cousins chased each other barefoot across the grass.
And then there was Natasha — washed, changed, and acting like she hadn’t just had you gasping against a fence an hour ago. Her hair was damp from a quick shower, slicked back, revealing cheekbones sharp enough to cut. She wore worn jeans and a black tank top that clung just right, and when she smiled politely at your mom, you could almost believe she was innocent.
Almost.
You were standing beside the lemonade table when she sidled up next to you. Her hand brushed yours — deliberately, slow — and she didn’t look at you when she said, “Still sore?”
You choked on your drink.
Natasha chuckled under her breath and took a sip of her sweet tea like she hadn’t just whispered sin. Your aunt, Diane, turned toward the sound and smiled. “Natasha, how do you like ranch life so far?”
Nat didn’t miss a beat. “I’ve never been more… satisfied.”
Your face burned.
Your dad called everyone over for burgers, and Natasha stepped in like she’d always belonged, passing plates, laughing at your uncle Pete’s jokes, helping your little cousin, Ella, tie her shoelaces. But every time she looked at you— that spark in her eye, the ghost of a smirk— it was a silent, unspoken promise : I’m not done with you yet.
Later, after dishes were cleared and the sky turned indigo, she tugged you by the hand toward the barn with a whispered, “Come on.”
The barn was quiet, cloaked in shadows and the warm hush of summer night.
The soft glow of old fairy lights strung above the rafters cast golden patterns over everything — the hay bales, the tools, the dust motes swirling in still air.
You didn’t even get a word out before Natasha pushed you gently against the barn door and kissed you like she hadn’t had her fill — like the entire day had just been foreplay for this.
Her hands were rough with callouses now, weeks on the ranch had seen to that— and they gripped your sides.
Her mouth moved from yours to your neck, then down, lips dragging across your collarbone with intent.
“Slow down, I'm not going anywhere, you know?” You chuckled.
“Thought about this all through dinner,” She murmured, pulling your shirt up and over your head in one smooth motion. “You, in that tight little tank top. Acting like you didn’t know exactly what you were doing.”
“And you, pretending to be sweet in front of my family. You’re evil.”
She grinned against your stomach. “You liked it.”
She kissed you then — not gentle, but needy. Desperate. All tongue and teeth and hands that couldn’t stay still. Your shirt was yanked up and over your head, tossed somewhere into the shadows, and her mouth was on your collarbone, your chest, biting just enough to make you shiver.
You moaned as her hand slid past the waistband of your underwear, finding heat and slick with a confident ease that made your knees weak.
“F-fuck…”
“I’ve got you,” she said low, her voice pure gravel, pure promise.
She turned you then, guiding you toward the nearest hay bale, and before you could fully process it, you were bent over it, fingers gripping the edge. Her body was flush against yours, and her other hand was already working open her belt, her breath hot against your neck.
“You sure you can stay quiet, sweetheart?” she whispered.
You nodded, barely.
Then she slid her dick into you — slow, sure, deep.
You bit your lip so hard it almost bled, a sharp cry caught in your throat. Her hands gripped your hips, anchoring you to her, guiding the rhythm. She rocked into you, the angle perfect, dragging pleasure through you in waves.
The sounds were obscene — wet, gasping, skin on skin — muffled only slightly by the barn’s thick walls.
She leaned over you, lips brushing your ear. “Still wanna tease me tomorrow? Wear those little shorts again?”
You whimpered, trembling under her.
She grinned, nipping your earlobe. “Didn’t think so.”
Her pace didn’t falter. She thrust deeper, rougher, but gentle, until you were bracing hard against the hay, your body a mess of sensation, clenching around her.
When you came after she did, it hit fast — a quake that left you breathless and shaking. She held you through it, still moving, coaxing every last wave out of you until you collapsed forward with a groan.
Natasha kissed your shoulder, then your neck, slowing down only after she’d chased her own high with a soft, broken growl against your skin.
You both stayed there for a moment — pressed together, panting, tangled up in sweat and heat and everything unsaid.
“Feel better?” You asked with a dazed smile.
. . .  
She chuckled, pulling you close, her voice a velvet rasp. “You’ve got no idea.”
You should’ve moved. You knew you should’ve moved — back to the house, to a bed, to the rest of the world waiting outside that old barn. But Natasha’s hand was drawing lazy circles on your lower back, her bare thigh tangled between yours, and you didn’t want to go anywhere.
Her voice broke the quiet, low and satisfied. “How do you always manage to look this good, even after i’ve wrecked you?”
You smirked, eyes fluttering shut as you nuzzled into her collarbone. “Modest this morning, aren’t we?”
She kissed your temple, lips grazing tenderly across your hairline. “I’m not wrong.”
“No,” you whispered, tracing your fingers along the edge of her ribs, “but if you keep talking like that, I’m never getting off this haystack.”
“That’s the plan.”
Natasha shifted, rolling you onto your back again with that effortless strength of hers. She leaned over you, her body warm and solid, her eyes dark but soft. She looked at you like she’d been starving and had finally been fed — but still wanted another bite.
"Slept nice?"
“I don’t think I've ever really slept,” You murmured, your voice low, teasing. “Someone kept me busy.”
Natasha chuckled, low and smug, her hand sliding over your waist, fingertips brushing a bruise she’d left near your hip. “You kept moaning my name like it was the only word you knew. You think I could sleep through that?”
You blushed, but you didn’t pull away—eyes tracing the mess of red hair, the way the morning sun lit her skin in amber. She looked devastatingly good like this — rumpled, content, still hungry in her gaze.
“You’re not sore?” You asked, quirking a brow.
The Russian smirked, “Baby, I can handle a few rounds in the hay.”
You rolled your eyes and laughed, then winced slightly as you moved. “God, we really didn’t stop.”
“Nope.” She stretched a little, groaning, then leaned down and kissed the inside of your thigh. “Not my fault you’re irresistible in denim shorts and mouthy comebacks.”
You tangled your fingers in her hair, tugging her closer. “We should probably go inside before someone finds us out here.”
“I want to see you again,” she said, voice rougher now, “feel you again. Slow this time. We’ve got time now, don’t we?”
Your breath hitched. “I thought you wanted peace and quiet on this farm.”
Her lips ghosted over your throat as she leaned back up. “I’ve got peace. You’re the quiet I like.”
Your heart did something traitorous then — flipped, full, needy. But there wasn’t time to process it, because her mouth was on your chest again, kissing every bruise she left the night before like a silent apology — or maybe a vow.
And then she sank down your body, slow and reverent. No teasing this time. No need. Just the heat of her breath against your thigh, her hands holding you like you were something sacred.
You arched as her tongue found you, already pulsing and tender, but eager for her again. Her name spilled from your mouth like prayer. She licked you slow, deep, thorough — drawing it out, savoring it, like she was determined to memorize every sound you made under her.
“I could die happy right here,” She whispered into your neck.
You came undone again, this time with a whimper and your fingers tugging tight in her hair. And even as you trembled, even as your vision blurred, she didn’t stop — didn’t let go — only kissed her way back up your body, wrapping herself around you again.
“Not yet,” You murmured, dazed. “I’m not done with you.”
She laughed then, low and rough and so turned on. “Then don’t be, baby.”
And the barn stayed quiet — except for the sounds only the two of you made, as the sun climbed higher, and morning became something entirely your own.
➪ next part.
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im-out-of-it · 5 months ago
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part 5 of season 3, episode 1 “on infernal ground” continued
66. I’d probably want a bow and arrow like Alec but I also love swords ⚔️
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67. swords it is
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68. Izzy just looks really fucking beautiful here
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69. this shit will always crack me up because there was not one second where she thought about anything other than jace. THE LOOK ON HER FACE LMAO she’s like wow I didn’t think about anything than jace but I’ll keep lying
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70. Clary: no I only thought about jace because if he’s not here then I practically am dead and nothing makes sense without him. I can only listen to what he says and live my life by what he wants. I didn’t think about anything else in the world that matters, that’s how selfish I am
71. and while I do think it’s a “you don’t know until you’re in that situation” she used their last and only wish to bring back an irritation that caused more problems and then didn’t care who sacrificed everything for them. so yeah, this will always irritate me and I’ll forever hate this storyline. and why hasn’t anyone trained clary on anything shadowhunter related? I know she’s dumb but it doesn’t help if she doesn’t know other shit she needs to know
72. why does she never train that much (I don’t count jace training scenes because they’re mainly flirting) or know anything and then everyone’s like omg isn’t clary the best? no she’s really not. why can’t Alec Izzy ever get credit???? they’re also great but they never seem to get the credit they deserve. Izzy is a skilled fighter and Alec killed a prince of hell and it’s overlooked
73. OH FUCK MY LIFE EW. this is what I mean by intimate scene comparison with Malec vs clace. Clace can have an all out sex scene and talk but Malec can’t even have their first time be an actual scene. and we don’t get that many for Malec. I’m not saying they need to have a full on scene but their scenes don’t need to be cut short and we should have had more of that Malec content. I just wanted them to talk and bond and get to see that
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74. yeah that’s what happens when you use the only wish to bring this narcissist dick back
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75. literally nobody asked for them to be together
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76. we don’t even get this with Malec, just actual bonding/intimate scenes
77. I forgot this one
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78. part of the Saia and Malec parallels
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79. it kind of amazes me how jace and clary tell the other not to do something and they’re like okay!!!!!! I get communication and respect in relationships are needed but it’s kind of creepy and weird how often they do that. like they won’t listen to anyone else but what the other tells them to do
doing part 6 and stopping at 80 for the next one
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wikitpowers · 1 year ago
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remember the day twp titles were released? yeah take me back
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clare-875 · 7 months ago
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Hey Clare😙 love your writing so much! Could I request a shanks x jealous!reader, where the reader feels as though their love for is unrequited due to shanks’ many flings (but it’s actually not)? Thank u so much, muah!❤️
Envy (Shanks x Reader)
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_____ Pairing: Shanks x Female Reader Summary: You think your love for him is unrequited. Warnings: Jealous reader, harassment, alcohol, angst/fluff A/N: I'm so glad you like my stories <3 I hope you enjoy this one! [One Piece Masterlist] _____
There he goes again.
You watch your Captain from where you sit in a dimly lit bar, lips pulled into a tight frown. The feeling bubbles up within you before filling you so much, you could suffocate. Jealousy. Shanks has a wide grin on his face as once again, beautiful women gravitate towards the red-haired man. Who wouldn't? Your Captain, who was so powerful and skilled he upheld the status of an emperor. Your Captain, the famous leader of the Red-Haired Pirates. Your Captain, so charismatic and charming and frustratingly attractive. You let out a deep, decrepit sigh.
Why did you have to fall for him?
He has an arm wrapped loosely around a blond-haired woman with a model-like body, cradling a drink in his other hand. Two more women sit by him and linger, fighting for his attention. You can faintly hear them laugh at something he said in the distance. Gritting your teeth, you force your gaze to the drink in your hand, swirling it periodically like it could help the turmoil you feel now. It had been the same cycle over and over the past few months, with Shanks flirting and bringing a woman to bed each night you were ashore. Then, that same woman would leave the next morning, his form nowhere to be seen.
With his flings came his distance.
He could barely meet your gaze the following day, and it had felt like there was a greater space between you since his cycle of women had started. It hurt you. Not only because the man you were in love with paid more attention to someone who wasn't yourself, but because he didn't even seem to care about the women he brought to his bed. You felt as though he cherished time with faceless women more than you. You thought the two of you had been friends, maybe even inkling to the beginnings of something more. Countless times have you stayed up late, talking about your dreams. Countless times have you drunk and danced together, laughing uncontrollably. Countless times had you bantered, and smiled and gazed at the other.
All for it to be suddenly lost. Like you hadn't meant anything to him.
This one-sided love, his carelessness. You had been holding out hope that maybe he would look to you like he used to all those months ago. But now you start to see that it is getting helpless, and you feel like you are going crazy. He had entrapped you in your feelings. You knew you had to move on - you can't bear this a second longer - you just didn't know if you could. Faint tears sting your eyes but you force them away. You can't cry for him anymore.
"Hey, you alright?"
Your eyes travel upwards are you are met with the knowing gaze of Benn Beckham. "You know he's an idiot right?" Maybe it was the way he too, was good with women and frequently brought them to bed, but he had somehow seen so clearly that Shanks's flings were getting to you. Maybe you hadn't been hiding your feelings well enough, but you could barely care anymore. "I'm fine Benn, I'm just gonna go get another drink." You smile to the best of your ability and leave him be, walking up to the bartender, hoping you could just drink your troubles away.
It is your turn to order when a man approaches you.
"Hey, I'll get that for you." The voice of a stranger reaches your ears and you look up surprised to see a man offering to pay for the drink you ordered. You weren't necessarily scarse of men approaching you, but you hadn't found the courage to pursue anything amid your feelings for Shanks. Maybe it was time to move on. Maybe it was time for a change. "Thank you." You try to push your inner turmoil aside and force your lingering gaze away from your Captain. "No problem." The man is surprisingly attractive, and a polite smile reaches the corners of your face.
His gaze holds keen interest. "You know, you caught my eye the minute you walked in." You smile at the man's sudden boldness, raising a brow as you hold your drink in one hand. "Really?" He grins wide at your amusement. "You don't happen to have a boyfriend, do you?" You feel your heart tug sharply in your chest at his words and suddenly you're fighting a frown. You spare one last glance at your Captain. He was distracted by the woman under his arm and grinning wide. Your eyes dart back to the man in front of you waiting expectantly.
"No, there's no one in my life."
Moments pass well enough, and the man who sits in front of you is nice at least. He just wasn't the man you wanted. Maybe moving on wasn't that easy. You smile and nod and listen intently, you shake your head and pitch into conversation. But soon, you fight a yawn as he speaks mainly of himself and his glory, barely showing the interest he claimed to have had in you. What's more, you realise his boldness quickly, as he closes the space between you with each minute that passes. Maybe it wasn't interest you saw earlier in his eyes, but lust. The smile you keep on your face starts to strain against your skin.
"Hey," your gaze snaps forward as you realise you have been lost in your thoughts, most likely looking into the void. The man in front of you doesn't seem to notice, however, as there is no change in his attitude. "Do you wanna get out of here?" His hand reaches out to touch your thigh, and you suddenly feel ill. You see it then so clearly, that he simply wanted you in his bed from the beginning, most likely to be discarded the morning after. What was it with men these days? You try to maintain your composure and you reach for the hand that touches your skin, removing it promptly from your thigh.
"Actually, I'm good thanks."
You go to stand, placing an empty glass on the counter. "This was nice," you say, "but I should go now." As you move, however, his hand that lingers reaches for your arm. You freeze at the contact, but he is all up in your space again, and his sudden actions take you back. "What-" But he interrupts moving closer to your face. "I don't think so, sweetheart. I like what I see. I want to see where this goes..." A frown instantly marks your face, as your blood pumps hot within you. Does he know who he's talking to? Yes, you may seem like any other woman at the bar, but you were a pirate. A pirate on an Emporer's crew. "Why, you-"
"What's going on here?"
The man freezes. There is darkness that fills the air along with the suddenly dangerous atmosphere. A figure looms behind you.
"I- I-," the man drops your arm instantly, stuttering as fear creeps up on his features. Who wouldn't in the face of an emperor? You don't turn, but you know it is Shanks who stands behind you, and his sharp eyes are trained on where the man had touched your skin. Though you do not see, Shank's face morphs into one of unusual, pure fury. It has the man in front of you basically falling to your feet. "Get out of here." Your Captain's words are spoken low and he places a hand on your shoulder, pulling you back into him.
The man all but runs from your side.
There is a tension that lingers in the aftermath, but it is broken by your movements, shrugging off Shanks's hand. There is a brief silence that follows. "I was fine." Your words are muttered softly, and there is a pain that lingers in your chest. Why did it have to be he who came? Didn't he know how painful this was for you already? Shanks watches your darkened expression carefully and lets out a deep sigh. "Look [y/n], I won't stop you from pursuing guys but at least pick better ones-" You turn as your facade cracks, bringing forth anger.
"You're the last person I need to hear that from Shanks. Why don't you go back to your little group, I'm sure they're missing you."
Shanks freezes under the weight of your glare and sharp words. He had never seen you look at him in such a way. You fight your emotions as you look at the surprise in your Captain's face, and you move. You need air, there was no oxygen in this bar and it felt like you were suffocating. "Wait, [y/n]-" But you don't stop, you were tired and hurt and envy filled your senses. Why couldn't he see how much you loved him? Why can't he see how much he hurts you?
"[y/n]!"
Finally feeling like you can breathe in the crisp evening air, Shanks has caught up to you before barely a moment passes. "[y/n], is there something wrong?" His words are what make you break completely. With alcohol still burning in your system and your raging feelings, you finally let it spill. A laugh of disbelief escapes you. "Wrong? You're really asking me if something's wrong Shanks, now?!" Shanks watches wide-eyed as you eye him with a mixture of sadness and anger.
"You've barely spoken to me, let alone looked at me these past few weeks! You have a new woman in your bed every other day! There's nothing here anymore. What happened to friendship? What happened to-" You pause, realising you've spoken too much of your mind, but Shanks's eyes only widen further in surprise. "I liked you, Shanks. I actually thought you-" A tear slips from your eye that you wipe harshly from your cheek, turning away. But Shanks reacts before you can take a single step, and a hand holds you to him before you are engulfed in his embrace.
You struggle in his arms, tears now pouring as you tell him to let you go. "I don't want your pity Shanks! Go! You have people waiting for you inside-" But Shanks doesn't budge an inch, instead all that fills him is utter regret, and shame, and pain. All this time, you liked him too? All this time he had spent trying to push his feelings aside with nameless women, only to feel deep remorse when he saw your face the next morning. All this time he had pushed away your friendship, and the inkling of something more. He had pushed you away because, for the first time, the Red-Haired Shanks were scared. Scared of losing you.
He was a coward.
"Shanks-" The red-haired Emporer can feel his heart clench against his chest at your words to leave you be, but he can't let you go. He won't let you go, he doesn't think he can bear your absence any longer. What torture had he put the both of you through, for no reason at all but his stupidity? Would you even forgive him? "[y/n]... I'm sorry." You freeze suddenly at his words, feeling your heart drop even further within you. Of course, here it comes, the rejection. But Shanks's words are beyond what you thought they would be.
"I like you too... no, I'm in love with you." You feel your breath caught in your throat as you start to shake your head against his chest, fighting to move from his arms once more. "Liar! Then what about all those women you slept with! You wouldn't even look at me-" Shanks quickly interrupts before you spill your words once more. "I thought that pushing you away would make the feeling fade. All those women, they were part of that too. But, [y/n], they're nothing compared to you. Believe me." Shanks finally releases you from his embrace and you scramble back a few steps watching his pleading expression with wide eyes.
"Forgive me."
You meet his burning red eyes with trepidation, but all you see is his sincerity, his regret. You are utterly speechless. Shanks was in love with you? Shanks returned your feelings? You move forward, anger suddenly filling you as you move closer and you swing, one punch right into his chest. Shanks doesn't move or flinch, he merely takes the brunt of your attack though it barely does anything to the emperor. "You, you're telling the truth?" Your words are spoken as though still unsure, and you let your arm fall to your side. Shanks observes your darkened expression, but his remorse does nothing to fade.
"Yes."
One step forward, followed by another, you move once more. Holding the collar of his shirt you pull him down to you with what strength you can muster, and suddenly your lips are on his. Shanks stops in surprise but is quick to pull you close to him and return your fervour. The kiss is angry and passionate and all you had dreamt it would be. Your hands move deep into his hair, and his arms wind themselves around your waist. You feel his warmth and want against you. When you part, it is only because you need a breath.
"You're stupid."
You speak low, but with the lingering joy that fills your senses. You had kissed him.
"You were jealous."
Shanks retorts, murmuring his words into your skin, but you don't miss the teasing undertone. You frown, hitting him lightly in mock irritation. "Shanks, do you really want to be-" But he quickly cuts you off with another kiss to your lips.
"I still haven't forgiven you, you know."
Shanks leans his head against yours, finally content.
"I know."
Let's just say the following weeks are spent with Shanks bending to your every will and want. It takes a while for you to get over the flings that put a gap between the two of you, but soon you forgive him. He couldn't be happier with you by his side. You were all he wanted, and all he could ever want.
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