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I'm sure this has already been done, but I was rewatching Two Towers and I could not unsee the parallels of Aragorn trying to return Arwen's necklace and the mix tape scene from 12x19 đ«
#destiel#spn#dean winchester#castiel#lotr#two towers#supernatural#the brain rot is always rotting#it's even better because there's no way Ramble On wasn't on that mix tape#i actually love that the parallel is that Dean is Arwen bc i feel like that is how Cas would view them (even though he is an immortal being#like Cas would for sure think of himself as the man not living up to his potential who isn't worthy of this ethereal and wonderful person#who loves them enough to be the one to let go (even though the other person doesn't want the sacrifice)#And Dean is Arwen who is besotted and so in love and thinks it is so obvious that they are all in and showing love through precious gifts#but of course the other person (Cas/Aragon) is clueless and is pulling away because they think it's for the best of the other person#oh and there's the whole we-are-inherently-different-and-one-of-us-will-outlive-the-other agony#although i could see it the other way too because Arwen (as an elf) is very angel coded and the whole giving up immortality bit#someone take away the keyboard before I start writing a thesis#unrelated: anyone have any elf!Castiel/human!Dean fics they want to recommend đ
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last sim for the save.. i'm free from cas jail
#ts4#experimenting with my preset in cas as well#i shouldve made a separate copy first but i think it's still fine <- clueless
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in which TFW recreates this photo. but dean insists on having a cooler outfit.
#dean is overwhelmed. cas is clueless. and sammy is being the typical younger brother third wheel laughing at them both#also hi yes hello first appearance of sam in the vic art universe#destiel fanart#destiel art#deancas art#myart
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That smile
The one where Dean might be letting his feelings get the best of him, to great results.
Read about Dean observing Cas' smile on AO3
In which TFW are going to a bar after a successful hunt and Dean thinks itâs time for another one night stand (because the one he really wants clearly doesnât want him back and is his best friend)Â
#destiel#jealous dean#POV Dean#top cas/bottom dean#cas is not as clueless as dean thinks#canon compliant#supernatural#ao3 fic#zation's 10-year anniversay
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guy whoâs sooo normal about his car trust heâs so normal and about guns also especially special ex machina guns when his bestfriendhusïżŒband (who heâs also so normal about) steals the gun and ends up the ride along in his stolen car which he was given the keys for moments prior:
#ro i also have to leave soon and my commute is going to consist of bumping clueless on loop#dean the next season: if somebody stole the impala iâd commit war crimes#dean when cas and his new bestie took off in the stolen impala: squidward jpeg guys itâs okay :)
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dean, applying chapstick: cas i think you need some of this your lips are always chapped man
cas, head tilty and face squinty: i'm an angel dean i don't need--
dean: but your body is human and you gotta take care of it trust me you'll feel better
cas, heaving a dramatic sigh: fine
dean, holding out the chapstick: :)
cas: *kisses dean to gain a transfer of chapstick from his lips*
dean: *brain is now offline*
cas, rubbing his lips together: you're right i do feel better
dean: 8o
#destiel#thoughts#crack#early seasons cas is clueless but later seasons cas only pretends to be đđ#sharing is caring
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#tp#prompt#au#crack#cas is an injured creature / alien / angel who is staying in Dean's shed or barn or something#and dean is dating or maybe living with lisa but he's been thinking for a while that things between them#aren't good. he's been trying with her and wants to make it work for ben too. but then he meets castiel..#at first he's just trying to keep cas' existence and presence a secret but cas' cluelessness about human#life quickly results in dean covering shit up in comical aways and close calls. he's exasperated but also#secretly (not so secretly) fond of cas and helps educate him on humanity eventually resulting in#introducing cas to others either intentionally or by necessity as others encounter them together and#dean has to lie and say cas is a new coworker or neighbour or whatever. so cas is suddenly in his life#out in the open and it's nice but the wrong people are looking for cas and now manage to track him down#also: either dean initially found cas seeking refuge in his barn OR he encountered cas out in a field#or somewhere and brought him back to the barn to treat him before realising he definitely wasn't human#or maybe he already realised it but wasn't just gonna leave him out in the open for the wrong folk to#find him. cas was injured so he was no threat and dean didn't have it in him to just ignore the guy#cas was a little standoffish at first but he left dean help him maybe with bandages or something. and he#observed dean with squinty eyes and guardedness and then wide-eyed curiosity and ofc had no concept of#personal space. dean would check in on him daily and cas would learn about his life even as he#didn't share much of his own life - dean thought cas didn't trust him which was fine but also wasn't he#earning the guy's trust? eventually dean was adamant about knowing more about cas. he'd been#trying to research in the meantime but not finding much - ending up with more Qs than As#the reality was: cas didn't tell dean much (or the whole truth) bc he didn't want dean to think poorly of him#and then when the Bad Folk came after cas he realised he'd put dean in danger and ended up leaving#in order to keep him safe. that's when dean found out the truth about cas' kind and how he was different
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Dean tells early season Cas to "never change" only to tell him seasons later that every time something goes wrong "why is that something always you"
Cas never changed out of love for Dean, but that same love is what made Dean resent Cas as the years passed and nothing changed.
#destiel#thinking about how Michael said that Dean stays with Cas because he feels he owes him for the amount of times Cas saved him#Thinking about dean loving Cas truly and whole#but nothing is ever right and they never change and they never win and cas is clueless and hopeful and chooses to fight#but dean is so tired and he cant keep failing and he's so tired of things never changing and never winning#heartbroken gay times
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Every day I think of the fact that when the world was ending (11x23) and Dean felt so hopeless he literally gave up fighting, he still jumped at the opportunity to go on a beer run with Cas. To go shopping. At the end of the world. He saw a shopping trip with Cas as the most meaningful thing he could do. Heâs so clueless about how much he loves Cas it kills me đ
#supernatural#destiel#cluelessDean#spn#spn finale#Destiel is everything#I canât believe Cas is clueless too#theyâre both dumbasses but I love them
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Me, all throughout reading Carmilla:
"LAURA! YOU. ARE. NOT. STRAIGHT!!!!"
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Cas: I don't understand why everyone insists that I'm Clue-less.
*Shakes box*
Cas: I've had the game for years.
#Cas: I'm either told I'm clueless or to get a clue but I have it already :/#Sam: That's not what they mean but it's okay#Cas: want to play?#Sam: Sure why not#castiel
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please can I request Sam x reader where Samâs like a lovesick puppy and reader is obvious even though itâs painfully obvious
also plz can I be đ anon? (Iâm the one who requested happier hehe)
â ° âč ⥠truly, madly, deeply,
summary. sammy is absolutely smitten for you but you're clueless
pairing. sam winchester x reader
wordcount. 607
notes. thank you so much for requesting hon! you always have the best ideas ehe đđ©·
Sam Winchester is completely, hopelessly, stupidly in love with you.
And the worst part? You have absolutely no idea.
Dean sees it. Cas definitely sees it. Hell, even random strangers you meet on hunts seem to pick up on it within five minutes of talking to him. But you? You remain blissfully oblivious, flashing that gorgeous smile of yours at Sam without realizing that every time you do, it knocks the wind right out of his lungs.
He tries to play it cool, he really does. But then you go and do something unbearably cuteâlike scrunching your nose when youâre trying to decipher old Latin texts, or singing off-key in the car like nobodyâs listeningâand suddenly, heâs a goner all over again.
âDude,â Dean mutters one evening at a dive bar, watching Samâs gaze track your every move as you laugh at something on your phone. âYouâre making heart-eyes so hard itâs embarrassing.â
Sam tears his eyes away from you (which is a Herculean effort, honestly) and frowns at his brother. âI am not.â
Dean just raises an eyebrow, unimpressed. âYou sigh dramatically every time she leaves the room, Sam. If this were a chick flick, youâd be the guy writing sad poetry in the rain.â
Sam glares, but before he can argue, you slide back into the booth next to him, all bright eyes and warmth, completely unaware of the conversation you just interrupted.
âGuys,â you say, holding up your phone. âDid you know baby goats scream like people? Listen to this.â
You press play on the video, and sure enough, the high-pitched shrieks of tiny goats fill the bar. You dissolve into giggles, pressing a hand against Samâs arm as you lean closer, and just like that, his heart forgets how to function properly.
Dean looks at him like, See? Youâre doomed.
And honestly? Sam kinda is.â
It gets worse when you fall asleep on him in the Impala.
You start nodding off somewhere outside of Tulsa, head lolling against the window before eventually finding its way onto his shoulder. Sam freezes. He can literally feel the warmth of your breath against his neck, your body soft and trusting as you curl into him.
Dean catches his panicked expression in the rearview mirror and smirks. âTry not to combust, Romeo.â
Sam ignores him, carefully adjusting so youâre more comfortable, letting his fingers brush lightly against your arm. You sigh in your sleep, pressing closer. Heâs pretty sure this is what heaven feels like.
The problem is, Sam doesnât know how to tell you.
He could. He should. But every time he works up the nerve, you flash him that beautiful, unsuspecting smile, and he panics. What if it ruins everything? What if you donât feel the same?
So, he suffers in silence. Until one night, when he wakes up from a nightmare and finds you sitting beside him, worry creasing your brow.
âHey,â you whisper, brushing his hair from his forehead. âBad dream?â
He nods, still catching his breath. You donât hesitate. You just shift closer, resting your head against his shoulder, the same way you always do when you want him to know youâre there.
And maybe itâs the exhaustion or the way your hand finds his without thinking, but before he can stop himself, Sam blurts out, âI think Iâm in love with you.â
Silence.
His heart nearly stops.
Then, you pull back just enough to look at him, your expression unreadable. Sam braces himself for rejection, for awkwardness, for anything but the soft, breathless way you say, âYou think?â
And then you kiss him, and suddenly, Sam doesnât have to wonder anymore.
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THINGS THEY DO THAT YOU FIND CUTE (CLASS 1-A) - [PT. 1]

characters ; izuku midoriya, katsuki bakugou, shoto todoroki, eijiro kirishima, denki kaminari, tenya iida, hanta sero, mina ashido, tsuyu asui, ochaco uraraka, kyoka jirou, momo yaoyorozu
g/n reader, no warnings.
âźâË - izuku midoriya : izuku physically cannot stand still. he has to be moving somehow, but he isn't really aware of this. he tends to have a habit of playing with his hair, whether it's running his fingers through it or twirling his finger around a few strands, you find it being the cutest thing ever. you never point it out though, because you know he would burst into a flustered mess and stop whenever he catches himself doing it. you find it cute, but he would find it so embarassing.
âźâË - katsuki bakugou : we all know this man is great in the kitchen. so, whenever you catch him cooking a meal for you, (or himself, mostly himself...) all you could do is smile. on one occasion, you were out running errands. you had come across an apron with the lettering "kiss the cook" on it. you picked it up with a smirk, imagined how he'd look in it, but you had figured he would just scold you for it. so, you put it back.
âźâË - shoto todoroki : he's so chronically offline. whenever you ask to do something trendy with him, he tilts his head at the idea and raises a brow at you. whenever you use any form of slang, he's just as confused. you try to explain, he still doesn't get it. urban dictionary is his best friend. the reason you don't explain this kind of stuff to him is because of that silly, clueless face he makes when he has no idea what you're talking about. it's a foreign language to him, but he tries his hardest to understand you.
âźâË - eijiro kirishima : kiri loves to manhandle you. tossing you over his shoulder, tackling you, throwing you onto the couch, anything like that leaves you a giggling mess. he knows you love it, too. he enjoys it just as much as you do.
âźâË - denki kaminari : he is always smiling. that has to be one of your favorite things about him. he has the teethiest smile after he does literally anything, especially when he does things to impress you. he has the most contagious smile you've ever seen. you love to see him smile, and you would do anything to make sure he's always cheesing.
âźâË - tenya iida : he is so damn respectful. i know we all are aware of this fact already but i want to put emphasis on it. walking down the street, he'd always help an elderly person. walking in/out of a store, of course he'd hold the door for the person behind you. he never forgets his manners. this is your favorite part about him, all you can do is admire.
âźâË - hanta sero : sero is not afraid to make things for you. you having a bad day? oh, he actually made you guys matching bracelets. he has a bead and string collection because he knows you love jewelry. he's also great at origami, he's always available to give you something. he can definitely crochet. you still sleep with the fat elephant he made you. you think its adorable, and you keep everything he gives you.
âźâË mina ashido : you love it when she asks to dance with you. she holds her hand out to you with a grin before pulling you into a tight embrace. it doesn't matter what the fuck kind of music is playing, megan thee stallion or lana del rey, you two will be dancing. she asks you so unexpectedly, but you don't complain. there will never be a boring moment with mina.
âźâË : tsuyu asui : tsu isn't much of a talker, but that definitely changes once she's with you. you guys have occasional yap sessions, some of them pertaining to nothing specific at all, you two just talk just to talk. you wanna gossip? she's all ears. you have something on your mind you think is stupid? she needs to hear it. she always listens to you, even if what you say makes no sense. she's so interested in what you have to say, you never feel like you're talking to a brick wall when you're with her.
âźâË - ochaco uraraka : karaoke. car karaoke is your guy's personal favorite. only one of your hands on the wheel, all four windows down, music to the max. usually, you would find this embarrassing. but ochaco always seems so happy singing with you. katy perry, wave to earth, laufey, taylor swift, red velvet, any artist of your choice. she loves listening to music with you, often sharing earbuds. but she definitely prefers borderline screaming in the car with you. you secretly admire each other, taking short, (maybe not so short) glances at one another. the way she's enjoying herself makes your heart melt knowing how comfortable she is with you.
âźâË kyoka jirou : she obviously plays her instruments to you. you love when she shows you snippets on some things she's been working on. the way she's so passionate and absolutely amazing at the thing she enjoys leaves you in a trance. her voice is music to your ears, and a soft smile grazes her lips when she notices how hard you're staring at her. if she could play you songs forever, she definitely would.
âźâË momo yaoyorozu : like sero, her love language is gift giving. since she's rich, she used to often travel before attending U.A. she has countless souvenirs from a variety of other countries, some you didn't even know existed. she also loves taking you on shopping sprees, she doesn't mind at all. momo does so much for you, and all you can do to return the favor is show her an endless amount of affection. you feel guilty she does all this stuff for you, but she assures you that it's okay and she loves doing this for you and seeing you happy. your heart drops to your knees. (in a good way, of course. <3)
#bnha#boku no hero academia#izuku midoriya#katsuki bakugou#shoto todoroki#kirishima eijirou#denki kaminari#sero hanta#tenya iida#mina ashido#tsuyu asui#ochaco uraraka#kyoka jiro#momo yaoyorozu#my hero academia#mha#headcanon#izuku midoria x reader#katsuki bakugo x reader#shoto x reader#kirishima x reader#denki x reader#sero x reader#iida x reader#mina x reader#tsuyu x reader#ochaco x reader#jiro x reader#momo x reader#lovesick
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kigatsukeba
part three | chapter index
megumi x reader, aged up!megumi (and others), early twenties, working as sorcerers, post shinjuku showdown arc but megumi doesn't have his face scars, megumi trying and failing to be in control of his feelings, gojo's gone, bonded through trauma, friends to fwb to lovers, drinking/getting drunk, jealousy, confusing feelings, megumi sucks at feelings, miscommunication, misinterpretation, megumi being stubborn, reader being clueless, slowish burn, idiots in love, jerking off, a bit of size kink ngl, megumi is older here so heâs taller (like 6'2?), he's also buffer (he's toji's son guys, c'mon), reader is described as smaller/shorter than him, takuma ino mentioned, smut, unprotected piv, nasty sex (multiple times), but also love making, confessions, aftercare, a bit of angst, but there's fluff here too, megumi's down bad, not beta'd
w.c: 15,860
Megumi was on his knees, looking up at you like you were something holy. Something he wasnât sure he deserved to touch but was about to ruin anyway.
His hands came up slowly, smoothing up the backs of your calves, your thighsâbig palms warm and steady, sliding up the trembling lines of your legs. When he reached the curve of your hips, he squeezedâjust a littleâand you gasped, your knees buckling. He grunted low in his throat, steadying you easily.
He wanted to remember this. The way you quivered. The way you looked down at him like you couldnât believe this was real. Fuck, he barely could either.
âStay with me,â he murmured.
The first kiss he pressed to your inner thigh was soft. Reverent. The second was rougherâhis teeth scraping lightly over the sensitive skin just beside the thin piece of cloth between your legs. You whimpered, hips twitching forward.
Megumi growled low under his breath. He slid his hands up further, hooked his thumbs into the sides of your pantiesâhe swore under his breath. You were soaked. The little scrap of fabric clung to you, wet and warm, and he groaned low in his throat, head dropping forward for a second like he was trying to get a grip.
You gasped when he peeled it downâslow, dragging the drenched lace down your legsâand you had to grab at the door behind you for balance. You didnât get a chance to think.
He hooked one hand under your knee, lifted your leg carefully, and slung it over his broad shoulderâholding you open for him, steadying you with ease against the door with his hands locked tight around your hips.
The scent of youâhot and wet and dizzyingâhad been burning through his head since he stepped you out of your dress. But now, with your thighs open around him and your slick glistening against his mouth, it was devastating.
The shift in position brought you higher, made you tilt into him, made the slick, desperate heat in your core impossible to ignore. You let out a choked sound. He looked up at you once. Only once.
âYouâre already shaking,â he murmured, low and syrupy. âGood.â
And then he buried his face between your legs.
The first drag of his tongue over you was slowâobscene. A long, lazy stroke from your entrance to your clit, like he was tasting you properly before he let himself get messy.Â
Megumi exhaled against your cunt and did it again. And again. He wasnât rushing. Wasnât teasing. He was devouringâsloppy and steady and slow enough to hurt. His mouth was hot, open, pressing sully, languid kisses to your folds, his tongue flattening, circling, licking with maddening control.Â
You cried out softly, hips jerking against his mouth. Every time you squirmed, he adjustedâhands tightening around your hips, anchoring you still. His fingers dug into your skin, sure and possessive.
âEasy, baby,â he muttered against you, the vibration making you jolt. âIâve got you. Let me take my time.â
He went back in. Long, slow licksâdeliberate. Savoring. Fucking savoring you like heâd starve if he didnât take his time. He mouthed at your clit lazily, sloppily, wet sounds filling the small, dark hall around you. His breath came rough against your skin. Every slick pull of his tongue made your body shudder harder, your hands scrambling against the door for purchase.
You whinedâhigh, wreckedâarching your hips helplessly into his mouth. He groaned, deep in his chest. Megumi shifted his hold, dragging you closer, pushing his tongue deeper, fucking you slow and steady with it until your thighs were shaking against his shoulders.
âThatâs it,â he mumbled, lifting his head just long enough to pant the words against your skin. âGive it to me.â
He dragged his tongue flat against your clit again, then wrapped his mouth around it, sucking slow and firm. Your head hit the door with a soft thud. Your body trembled, strung tight. You grabbed at his hair without thinkingâthreading your fingers through the dark strands, holding on for dear life as he worked you over, messy and patient. Megumi moaned into you when you tugged, the sound vibrating through your whole core.
He was drenched in you alreadyâhis chin slick, his lips shiny. He didnât care. Didnât even hesitate.
You sobbed, thighs clenching helplessly around his shoulders.
âKeep them open for me, princess.â he whispered again, dizzy, half-gone. âGod, you taste so good.â
He wanted to taste all of you. Drink you in. Memorize you. He kissed your clit like it was a mouth, wet and without rush, licking around it until your thighs started to tremble, your breath catching in tiny, broken gasps. He could feel your heel scraping the door, your back arching, your fingers tugging. He loved it. Loved how you were unraveling without anything but his tongue.
He licked up into youâcalm and deepâand then back up again, wrapping his lips around your clit and sucking soft and firm until you were crying out, high and desperate, hips jerking into his mouth.
âAtta, girl,â he breathed. âLet me have it.â
You could barely hear him over the blood rushing in your ears. Your whole body was burningâpussy leaning helplessly against his mouth. Your heel scraped uselessly against the wood as your balance falteredâbut Megumi held you easily, bracing your body against his own with his broad shoulders, his mouth never leaving you for a second.
He was losing himself in it. Losing himself in you.
Every desperate twitch of your body, every breathless cry, every sweet, broken moan of his nameâit all carved deeper into his chest, until there was nothing left but the need to keep you like this.
Shaking. Squirming. Coming apart for him and no one else.Â
You were so closeâhe could feel it in the way your thigh clenched around his shoulder, in the way your hands tightened, in the little whines falling constantly from your lips.
âGumiââ
He groaned at the sound, anchoring you tighter, nudging his face deeper between your thighs. His nose pressed into you, his breath hot and ragged, and thenâwhen he couldnât take it anymoreâhe opened you with his mouth and pushed his tongue inside.
You cried out. Megumi moaned.
He fucked you with his tongueâslow thrusts, deep as he could manage, curling it up inside you while his mouth sealed tight around the rest of you. He tasted everything. Felt every flutter of your walls, every desperate clench as you tried to rock your hips into him.
âFuckâfuck, pleaseââ
He couldnât tell if you were begging him to stop or begging him not to. Didnât care.
He wanted to make you fall apart like this. With nothing but his mouth. No hands. No fingers. Just his tongue buried inside you, fucking slow and dirty and deep. The slick, obscene sounds of it filled the narrow foyerâwet and rhythmic and so fucking intimate it made his cock throb painfully in his pants. You were panting now, trembling above him, your fingers pulling at his hair, your leg tightening around his shoulder like you couldnât decide if you needed to get away or hold him closer.
He knew what you needed.
He drew back just far enough to circle his tongue over your clitâlanguid, teasing strokesâbefore licking down again, spreading you with his tongue, pushing inside, twisting just to feel the way your whole body responded.
The way you gasped. The way your thighs tensed. The way your pussy fluttered around nothing the second he pulled back.
âGod,â he breathed, voice hot against you. âYouâre perfect like this.â
You made a broken sound in your throat.
He didnât speed up. He didnât add more. He just stayed steady. Tongue working you with calculated ruin, licking and kissing and sucking you apart one flick at a time.
âCome for me,â he whispered. âCome on my mouth.â
He sealed his lips over your clit and suckedâdeep and slowâwhile his tongue moved in deliberate, firm strokes, slick and confident.
When you finally started to fallâwhen the first tremor rolled through your thighs and your body arched hard against his mouthâhe growled, low and filthy, and sucked harder, pushed deeper, chasing you straight through it.
You came against his mouth with a broken cry, hands clutching at his hair, your heel digging into the door for leverage you couldnât find.
And stillâstillâhe didnât stop. Kept licking you, slower now, dragging out the aftershocks, tasting every last bit of your release with reverent attention.
He worked you through it, his tongue lazy and heavy, coaxing every last ripple out of you until you sagged helplessly against the door, boneless, wrecked. When he finally pulled back, his mouth was swollen, chin slick, eyes dark and wrecked.
He licked his lipsâslowâand smirked up at you from between your wobbly thighs.
âOne,â he murmured, voice shredded and hot. âStill promised you at least two more.â
You were trembling.
Still pressed against the door, one leg slowly sliding down from where it had been slung over his shoulderâheel clicking weakly against the floor. Your balance was gone. Your chest rose and fell in shallow, broken pulls of breath. Your hand scrabbled weakly for the wall. You couldnât even stand. Your body sagged against him, shaking so hard your muscles spasmed in small, uncontrollable shivers as your knees gave out beneath you.Â
Megumi caught you easilyâlarge hands steadying your hips, letting your weight fold gently into his chest. He didnât speak. Just breathed against your temple, one hand sliding up your spine to soothe you. You buried your face in his neck without thinking. His skin was warm, the faint salt of his sweat clinging to the edge of his jaw. His heartbeat pounded slow and heavy under your mouth. Then, slowly, he bent at the waist.Â
When he crouched down, keeping you locked safely in his arms, you gasped in confusion. You blinked, dazed, watching as he knelt againânot with heat this time, but with reverence.
He reached for your foot, lifted it carefully. Balanced your weight against his shoulders with one hand and the other moved to your shoe. They were sleek, closed-point stilettos. Elegant. Sharp. Heâd been watching them all night.
His fingers brushed over your skinâwarm, sure, reverentâand you shuddered harder. He cradled your foot in one hand like it was precious. The shoe slid off smoothlyâjust a little pressure at the heel, and it loosenedâthumb dragging lightly across your arch as he did it.Â
He set the shoe aside in the dark without looking. Then he repeated the same slow, devastating process on the other foot. Precise. Gentle. No rush. Just quiet attentiveness. Like grounding you mattered more than taking you apartâas if it was the most sacred thing heâd ever done.
There was no flourish. No unnecessary touch. But it was intimate all the sameâprecise, careful, like he was unwrapping something delicate. You made a helpless, wrecked noise against your throat.
He straightened again, kissed the side of your head once, kicking off his own shoes by the door, socks a moment later. It wasnât performativeâit was reflex. His movements were methodical. Respectful. Like ritual. Like care. Cleanliness. Consideration. And something older in himâpoliteness ingrained.
You swayed slightly in place, still dizzy. Then his arms were around you again. One swept beneath your knees, the other across your back. He lifted you with no effort, pressing your bare skin against the clean lines of his shirt. You curled into him without thinking, breath catching softly as you clung to the nape of his neck.
âYou donât have toââ you tried to argue.Â
âI want to.â his voice left no room for protest.
And then he was carrying you to your bedroom. Slow, steady, cradled against his frame. The light was off, but moonlight pooled faintly through the window, painting soft stripes across the sheets.
He sat first, keeping you balanced in his lap. His thigh bracketed under your ass, his chest broad against your shoulder, his mouth brushing your temple onceâtwiceâlike he couldnât help himself. Your skin was hot against his button-down.
A moment later, he laid you gently onto the bed, sliding you across the sheets so that you were propped up against the pillow, legs sprawled open, and your breath still unsteady.
He got on top of you, barely an inch in the space between you and you couldn't stop your breath from getting caught in your throat. Because he reached for his collar.Â
It was slow, like torture. No fumbling, not a sliver of rush, just that sharp control he always carried himself with. His fingers worked the first button freeâdeliberate. You watched his knuckles flex, his wrists roll, each precise movement dragging the black fabric open, inch by inch.Â
The second button slipped.Â
Then the third.Â
Another button. And another. The tip of his thumb brushed your sternumâaccidental, maybe. But it made your breath catch in your throat.
You whimpered quietly. Gripped the front of his shirt without meaning to. He smirked. A slow, rare, almost cruel thing.
âYou gonna behave?â he murmured, voice rough at the edges. You could only nod, dazed.
He popped the last button free. Slid the black shirt off his shoulders with an easy rollâyou watched it fall to the floor, leaning back just enough to look.
Broad chest. Sharp collarbones. A strong, lean buildâlight muscle stretching under pale skin, a long line of toned abs vanishing into the waist of his slacks. A faint trail of dark hair led below the waistband, drawing your eyes in before you could stop them.
He was gorgeous. You would never grow tired of it. But more than thatâ real now. Now it was just skin. Warm, firm, endless skin pressing into you, heating you from every direction. Bare in a way that made your breath catch.
You touched him, palms warm against his chest. He inhaled at the contactâdeep and slowâand kissed your cheek, your temple, the corner of your mouth. Unrushed. His body curled down beside yours, one knee slotted between your thighs, and you felt the weight of him everywhereâhis hand resting lightly on your stomach, his lips brushing slow across yours, again and again.
You whimpered quietly, overwhelmed. He leaned down to kiss you. No hunger this time. Just heat. Lazy, lingering kisses. The kind that whispered Iâm not done with you yet.
âTake your time,â he whispered against your lips. âIâm not going anywhere.â
Minutes passed. Or maybe more. You didnât know. He kissed you until your body softened beneath him again. Until the shaking eased. Until you melted.
Eventually your breathing slowed. The tremors in your legs quieted. You kissed him more confidently, mouth opening to his, your tongue dragging along his bottom lip until he groaned softlyâwet, familiar. His hand began to move again. Down your side. Over your stomach. You gasped, already sensitive, already wet.Â
His mouth moved to your throat. He licked there, bit lightly at the skin just under your jaw, kissed the place after.
âYou okay?â he asked.
You nodded, whining softly, making him smile against your skin. Lazy. Dangerous.Â
His hand dipped between your thighs. Two fingers skimmed along your entrance, gathering your slickâfinding you soaked and swollen and so fucking ready. You whimpered when his fingers stroked you.
âStill so sensitive,â he said, nuzzling your jaw.
He circled your clit with the pad of his thumbâgentle, slow. You arched into the touch instinctively, a soft moan spilling from your throat. Then he kissed your neckâdragging his mouth along the warm slope of your throat, biting lightly at the base, and sliding his fingers into you with maddening patience. No warning now. No teasing. Just a slow, filthy slide straight inside.
You cried out. Your body clenched hard around him. His fingers were longâslim, practiced, moving with a rhythm that made your breath catch instantly. He kissed the soft curve of your chestâhis tongue dragging over the swell of your breast, sucking one nipple into his mouth just as his fingers curled deep inside you.
âSo wet,â he breathed. âFuck.â
The curl of them inside you was devastatingâa long, dragging pressure that made you see stars behind your eyes. His thumb circled your clit again. Not franticâperfect. You couldnât stop the sounds spilling from your mouth.
âGumiâpleaseââ
âGod, you feel incredible.â he murmured, tongue flicking over your nipple.Â
âIâm gonna stretch you out a bit,â he mumbled low against your skin, his fingers curling deeper, unrushed but persistent. âYouâre so fucking tight. I want you ready for my cock when I finally give it to you.â
He didnât stop. Didnât even flinch. Just bit down lightly on your chest and curled his fingers deeper.
You gasped, your entire body clenching around his fingers, and you felt the weight of his words sinking in deep. The thought of him filling youâstretching you, claiming youâmade your entire body tremble.
His fingers worked you steadily, pressing against the soft walls, stretching you further as you moaned softly with each slow thrust. You werenât used to the feeling of his fingers inside you like thisâlong, slim, but relentless. Each slow stroke was measured, pulling you closer to the edge with every inch.
You nearly came undone all over again.
âF-fuckâGumiââ
âMm,â he hummed around your skin. âThere?â
He adjusted the angle. Hooked his fingers up and inâdragged them along a spot that made you see stars. You gasped so hard your chest arched off the bed.Â
âGod, youâre so wet,â he almost whimpered. âI need you ready.âÂ
You gripped his shoulders. Clawed at him. Desperate.
âYouâre gonna come again,â he whispered. âIâm not stopping until you do.â
You choked on a breath. He watched your face now. Watched the way it changed every time he curled his fingers just rightâwatched your mouth fall open, your eyebrows pinch, your lips tremble.
He bit down lightly on your breastâenough to make you gasp, not enough to hurt. Kissed the mark after. Then trailed up to your jaw, licking a line beneath your ear before kissing the corner of your mouth again.
His fingers never stopped. In and out. Deep and lazy. His thumb circling your clit in slow, steady pulses while the slick sounds of you grew louder between you. You couldnât think. Couldnât speak. Your hips rolled into his hand, helpless. You opened your eyesâbarelyâand found him watching you from just above your chest, his mouth swollen, his cheeks flushed, his eyes so dark it didnât feel fair.
âI could do this all night,â he offered, voice hoarse. âYou feel too fucking good.â
You moaned, head rolling back.
âWant to see you come on my fingers.â he said, tone shredded. âWanna feel you clench on my hand.â
He kissed your chin, your cheekbone, your temple.
âWanna watch you come again.â
He licked over your nipple againâsucked it gently while curling his fingers deep, pushing right against that devastating spot inside you until you were panting, shaking again.
âYou gonna let me?â he murmured. âLet me wreck you like this?â
You nodded, choked on it.
âWords,â he said, voice lower now.
âY-yesâpleaseâdonât stopââ
He kissed you hard. Filthy and open. And his fingers kept movingâdragging, curling, stroking every inch inside you he could reach while his thumb worked your clit with perfect, slow pressure.
You were spiraling again. You could feel it. The edge coming closer, your body building toward it, heat tightening low in your belly. And Megumiâabove you, around youâkept watching, kept whispering against your skin.
âI love watching you fall apart.â he grunted, voice ragged. âGonna feel even better when Iâm inside you.âÂ
Your body was already thereâedging closer and closer, pressure coiling so fast it hurt. And still, Megumi stayed steady. Watching you. Loving it. His face hovering just above yours, his expression so calm and wrecked it made your head spin.
âYouâre mine like this,â he whispered. âAll of you.â
The edge was so close. So much closer than you thought it would be. And when he curled his fingers just right, thumb grinding softly against your clit, his mouth brushing your nipple againâ
It hit.
The orgasm slammed through you, full-body. Your legs snapped tight, your cunt clenching so hard around his fingers it made you sob. You moaned something rawâhis name or just a soundâand he caught it with his mouth, kissing you through it.
âThatâs it,â he praised. âSo fucking pretty like this.â
You heard the slick sound of his fingers moving inside you stillâeasing you through the waves as your whole body shook under him. He kissed your ribs. Your hip. Your shoulder. Thenâvery slowlyâhe slipped his fingers from you. You whimpered at the loss.
He brought them to his mouth. Sucked them clean, slow and filthy, his eyes never leaving yours. He kissed your jaw. Your mouth.
âGood girl,â he mumbled against your lips. âStill clenching around nothing.â he chuckled as he looked down.Â
He ran two fingers through your folds again, spreading you open with an absent sort of reverence. He staredâquiet, focused, like he was still trying to memorize every inch.
âI need to stretch you a little more,â he declared, voice hoarse.
You whimpered. Your hips twitched forward.
âI donât want to hurt you,â he added, pressing a kiss to the top of your thigh. âYou feel too good for me to rush it.â
You were still twitching from the last orgasm, but your body ached now in a different way. You were so open. So wet. And it still wasnât enough.
âPlease,â you whispered.
He groaned, giving in with so little fight.Â
He rose slowly, and you watched the muscles flex along his stomach as he movedâlong, smooth, sure. His hands went to the waistband of his slacks.
âTop drawer?â
You nodded.
Megumi leaned forwardâkissed your mouth, your cheek, then opened your nightstand. The foil packet crinkled in his hand. You watched, dazed, as he undid his belt, popped the button of his pants, and dragged the zipper down.
Your mouth parted as he kicked the rest of his clothes to the floor. His cock was thick, flushed dark, curved slightly toward his stomach, already leaking at the tip.Â
The foil crinkled in his hand, quiet and precise, but your body still jolted at the sound. You were trembling. Boneless. Drenched in the ache of everything heâd already taken from youâand everything he hadnât yet.
Your breath caught as he rolled the condom downâhis hand steady, precise, fingers trembling just barely at the endâkneeling between your legs like something ancient, something reverent.
Your thighs spread wide, your knees brushing the sides of his ribs, your calves trembling where they curled around his waist. He looked down at youâeyes so dark they nearly gleamed, chest rising slow and heavyâand for a moment he didnât move.
Just stared. Just drank you in.
âReady?â he asked, voice hoarse. You nodded.Â
And then he pressed the tip of his cock against your entrance. You sucked in a breath. He was thick. You could feel it already, the blunt weight of him teasing at your folds, gathering slick as he eased forward. His eyes fluttered shut. His jaw clenched.
âFuck, youâre still so wet.â he rasped. âIâm gonna go slow,â he said. âI want you to feel every inch.â
And then he began to push in.
Stretch.
You gasped. Your walls fluttered around him, struggling to take him in.
âFuck,â Megumi whispered, voice breaking. âYouâre already clenching.â
He slid inâinch by inchâyour body pulling taut around him, impossibly tight. It wasnât pain. It was pressure. Heat. Thick. Full. So deep you could barely breathe. When he bottomed out, hips pressed flush to yours, he stayed still. Letting you adjust. Letting you feel it.
âGumiââ
âI know.â He kissed the corner of your mouth. âJust breathe.â
âMegumiâŠâ you whined, voice breathless, desperate.
âShh,â he breathed back, eyes dark as he looked down at where he was buried inside you. âJust let me feel you first.â
Your hands flew to his bicepsâdigging into the muscle, clinging to the heat of him as your body yielded. He cursed again, under his breath this time, his mouth brushing your shoulder as stayed there. Buried to the hilt. Still. You were full. So full. Every breath felt stretched to the breaking point.
âToo much?â he asked.
You shook your head against the pillow, fingers clawing into his arms. âNo, justâdonât move yet.â
He stayed right there. Letting you adjust. Letting your body memorize the shape of him. When you nodded, when your hips rolled up just slightly into hisâhe exhaled a sharp breath through his nose and began to move.
The first few strokes were deliberate, slow glides in and out that had you gasping, your whole body shivering from the pressure of him rubbing every sensitive spot inside you. His pelvis dragged across your clit with every thrust, and your thighs twitched at the contact. Your body trembled under him, and he watched every reactionâevery twitch of your brow, every shiver in your thighs, every gasp you couldnât swallow.
âGod, baby. Look at me.â You did.Â
He kissed youâdeep and wetâtongue slow in your mouth as his cock slid in and out of you with that unrushed, devastating rhythm. Then slowlyâso slowlyâhe pulled back, and thrust in again. Hard.Â
Your whole body rocked beneath him. The drag of his cock inside you was unbearably goodâyour slick clinging to him, your walls fluttering from the pressure alone. And the pace he setâsteady, slow, deepâwas maddening. Controlled. Intentional.
He was savoring it. Savoring you.
You reached for his shoulders, clinging to the bulk of him as he leaned forward, his chest brushing yours. Your legs bent instinctively around his waist, drawing him deeper.
You were soaked, your pussy clenching around him, squelching with every strokeâand he loved it. You could see it in his face. The way he looked down between your bodies. The way his lips parted when your walls sucked him back in. He whispered to you the whole time. Half-coherent things.
âSo tightâfuck, you feel perfectâcanât believe I get to feel you like thisââ
You moaned aloud.
He pressed deeper. His hips met yours in smooth, gliding thrusts, and your clit caught softly against the hard plane of his lower abdomenâyour pelvis brushing against his with every stroke.
You whimpered.
Megumiâs rhythm didnât change, but his breath didâsharper now, strained. His arms caged around your shoulders, keeping you still as he fucked into you slowly, deliberately, grinding your clit with every roll of his hips.
You were already building againâyour walls clenching tighter, your mouth falling open, heat pooling deep in your belly.
âThatâs it,â he praised. âTake it. Youâre doing so fucking good.â
Your body was tipping overâevery nerve alight, every inch of you raw and wet and stretched and full. He was so deep you couldnât think, couldnât breathe. Megumi grunted low in his throat and pressed a hand to your bellyâright above your pelvis, firm and sure.
You cried out. A bulge rose under his palm with every thrust.
âYou feel that?â he asked, voice cracking. âThatâs me. Right here. Deep inside.â
You nodded frantically, overwhelmed, tears springing to your eyes from the sensation.
His pace never faltered. Just kept grinding deeper, every stroke brushing your clit, his stomach dragging delicious pressure over it, tighter and tighter.
âPlease,â you gasped.
And he gave it to you. A slight shiftâjust enough pressure, just the right angleâand the sensation sharpened.
You broke on a cry, your body jerking up into him as your climax slammed into you. Your cunt fluttered around him, pulsing hard, milking his cock with every ripple of release. He groanedâlong and lowâhis mouth dragging down your neck, catching on sweat-slick skin.
But he didnât stop. Didnât even slow down.
He pulled back and slid in againâdeeper this time, faster now, chasing something hot and desperate. Your thighs fell open further. You couldnât keep your hips from moving. Couldnât stop the broken little sounds that left your mouth every time he bottomed out. Without warning, he hooked your calves over his shouldersâone at a timeâand pushed deeper.
The mating press folded you under him, your knees nearly to your chest, his body heavy and firm above you. He rocked into youâhard and deepâand you screamed.
âMegumiâoh my godââ
This angle was devastating.
âSo fucking deep,â he breathed. âYou feel insane.â
The drag of his cock inside you was intoxicating, every inch of him feeding the hunger that was building between your thighs. You could feel him buried inside, the pressure building as he nudged the deepest parts of you.
His thumb circled your clit, soft, gentle strokes, pushing you higher. His mouth hovered above your chest, kissing softly down your sternum as he worked you open, taking his time. The friction of his dick rubbing against your sensitive walls had you gasping, already on the edge.
âFuck, this angleâŠâ Megumi groaned. âItâs like you were made for me.â
His hips jerked, driving deeper with each slow, perfect thrust. His fingers dug into your thighs as he pushed inside, stretching you further than you thought possible, the weight of his body sinking into yours with every move.
He picked up the pace, finally. Harder now. Rougher. The slap of skin echoed between you as he fucked you through your high, chasing his own. You were already trembling again. You were right there. Again.
âIâm not stopping,â he said. âYouâre gonna come again. Come with me this time. Can you do that for me, baby?â
You cried outâlouder now, wrecked.
âIâcanâtââ
âYes, you can. Be good. Let go.â
He wasnât letting up. He wanted it. He needed it.
His pace stuttered. His rhythm turned desperate. Each thrust punched a breath out of you, the wet sounds of your bodies filling the room.
âIâm close,â he breathed. âBabyâIâm right fucking thereââ
You were too.
âLook at me,â he whispered, his voice strained. âDonât look away. I want to see you.â
You did. You forced your eyes open and locked them with his. And thatâs when it happened.
You didnât know it was coming. You didnât expect it. But the way his cock stretched you, the way his thumb teased your clit just right, and the angle heâd pushed you intoâit set everything off.
The first wave hit you like a storm. Your body tensed, your legs trembling, your clit throbbing hard against his hand as you came, crying out his name. You thought you were finished, thought it would fade away, but then another wave hit. Your body clenched around him, impossibly tight, like it couldnât handle the overwhelming sensation.
You could feel it. That pulsing, wet release. You felt it leave you in a rush, soaking his cock, his thighs, the sheets under you. Your hands scrambled for him, your voice breaking apartâ
âMegumiâohâohâ!â
Megumi froze. Eyes wide. Mouth slack. His dick buried to the hilt inside you, twitching.
Thenâhe grunted. Loud. Guttural. Helpless.
âHoly shitâfuck, baby, that wasââ
He was staring at you now, eyes locked on your face, his cock twitching as he watched you come undone around him.
âYou just soaked me,â he whispered, awestruck.
He pulled out slightly, just to watch the mess clinging to his shaftâslick and shining, still leaking over your thighs. Then he slammed back in, moaning as he chased his own release now, raw and frantic, fucking you through the aftershocks. His name tore out of you again, voice wrecked.
âDid that feel good?â he asked quietly, though it wasnât a questionâit was a plea. He wanted to hear it from you. He needed to know heâd broken you.
You nodded, gasping for air, barely able to find your voice. âItâoh god, it was too muchââ
His hands gripped your thighs again, pulling you deeper into him as he started to move again, the weight of his cock filling you once more. His hips were slow at first, just sinking in, the deep, powerful strokes setting the pace. But then he found that rhythmâgrinding his navel against your clit again with each thrust, filling you up, hitting all the right spots as he fucked you deeper, harder.
You barely registered the words that fell from your lips anymore. They were just soundsâbroken cries, low moans, gasps. He was relentless, though. He didnât stop. He just kept pushing into you, groaning with each stroke.
âYouâre perfect,â he muttered, his voice low and rough. âI canât get enough of you.â
You didnât even know what to say anymore. It was too much. But you needed it. Every inch of him, every stroke, everything he gave you.
You could feel him getting closer now, his rhythm faltering slightly as he picked up speed, his cock slamming into you harder, faster. You squeezed your eyes shut, body clenching again, desperate to hold on, to feel it all.
And when he finally reached his peakâhis body tensing, his breath choking offâhe didnât pull back. He stayed deep inside you, grinding, thrusting as he came. His hands moved to your stomach, pressing down gently to feel the bulge of him inside you.
You felt the flood of warmth in the condom, the tension in his body locking him in place as he shuddered above you, hips twitching, your name falling from his lips like a confession.
When it was over, you both lay there. Breathing hard. Trembling. Still connected.
He slowly unhooked your legs from his shoulders, kissed your ankle before setting it down. Then he leaned forward, his chest pressing into yours, arms bracketing your head. His face hovered close to yours, flushed and damp.
He looked stunned. Breathless. You couldnât move. Could barely breathe. He kissed your cheek, then your mouth. Soft. Dazed.
âYouâreâŠâ he startedâand laughed quietly, breathless. âYouâre unreal.â
You blinked up at him, still twitching.
âDid IâŠ?â
âYou fucking squirted,â he said, wonder still thick in his voice. âAll over me.â
You groaned and tried to hide your face.
He caught your chin.
âDonât,â he pleaded, voice soft. âThat was the hottest thing Iâve ever seen.â
And thenâhe kissed you again. He looked down at your bodiesâat the mess. At the sheen of you soaking his lower stomach. His expression faltered, then softenedâcompletely undone.
âI want to make you do that again,â he whispered.
You swallowed. Your chest ached from how hard your heart was pounding.
âI think you could,â you whispered back.
Then his eyes lifted to yours. And he smiled. Like heâd never seen anything more beautiful in his entire life.
He stayed inside you for a few seconds longer, his body heavy above yours, his hands planted firm against the mattress. His head dipped low near your shoulder, lips brushing your collarbone.
You felt his chest rise and fallâquick, shallow, like he still hadnât come all the way down yet. You werenât sure you had either. Then, slowly, he pulled back. Eased out of you with careful hands.Â
You winced.
âSorry,â he murmured, immediately touching your hip. âYou okay?â
You nodded, blinking up at the ceiling, dazed. âYeah. Just⊠everythingâs sensitive.â
He nodded once, kissed your temple, and climbed off the bed. You didnât even have the strength to look over your shoulder when the bathroom light flicked on. The faint sound of water. A drawer opening. The hum of his breath steadying behind the door.
Your limbs still tingled. The sheets were damp beneath your thighs. You couldnât bring yourself to move. When the bed dipped again, it startled you. Megumi had returnedânaked from the waist up, his hair slightly damp at the edges from where heâd splashed water on his face. He carried a warm cloth, a fresh towel, and moved like heâd done this beforeânot rushed, not nervous, just⊠focused.
He settled between your legs and met your gaze, pausing.
âLet me take care of you?â
You nodded. And he did. Carefully. Quietly.
He cleaned between your thighs first, slow strokes that made your legs twitch. You hissed softly when the cloth brushed your clitâstill swollen, achingâand his eyes flicked up immediately.
âToo much?â
âNo,â you muttered. âItâs okay.â
He continued, gentler now, wiping your stomach, the insides of your thighs, then folding the cloth away and replacing it with the soft towelâdabbing carefully where your skin was still flushed.
His jaw was tight while he worked. His expression unreadable. Like touching you like this did something to him. Like he wasnât sure what he was allowed to feel. When he was done, he tossed the towel to the floor and looked back at you, just for a moment. Then he reached under you with one arm, cradled your back, and shifted you up the bed. Pillows fluffed. Sheets straightened. He laid you down gently like something heâd built with his hands and wasnât ready to step away from yet.
You didnât realize how cold youâd gotten until he pulled the blanket up over both of you. Megumi slid in behind you, warm and solid, wrapping his arm around your waist. His breath found your neck, and for a few minutes, that was all there was.
Silence.
You blinked slowly, your body caught somewhere between exhaustion and awe. His hand slid up your side, fingers featherlight, then paused over your ribs.
âI think my soul left my body at some point,â you offered quietly.
Megumiâs breath caught. Thenâhe laughed. A short, genuine thing that pressed into your spine like warmth.
âWhich part did it happen?â he asked, voice low.
You smirked faintly. âI donât know. Somewhere between you pressing on my stomach and me⊠embarrassing myself.â
He went still for half a second.
âYou didnât embarrass yourself.â
You turned your head just slightly, enough to catch his eyes over your shoulder. He looked serious. Not teasing. Just honest.
âIâve never seen anything so sexy in my entire life,â he said, voice quiet but sure.
Your face flushed. You looked away.
ââŠYou looked kind of stunned.â
He scoffed lightly, breath warm against your skin. âI was stunned.â
A pause.
âI didnât know it was even possible to come that hard,â you added, quieter.
Megumi didnât reply right away. He shifted closer behind you, chest pressed to your back now, his arm tightening just slightly around your waist. There was something else in the air now. Not tension, exactlyâbut weight. Gravity. Like everything youâd both been holding back all this time had finally spilled over, and neither of you quite knew how to clean it up.
Still, you didnât move.
He didnât either.
His lips brushed the edge of your shoulder, a barely-there touch.
And in the quiet between the heartbeats, you thought:
He stayed.
Even long after the tremble in your thighs had faded.
Even long after the adrenaline gave way to something gentler. Something unnamed.
Even when sleep tugged at your lashes and you werenât sure what the hell tomorrow would bringâ
Megumi didnât pull away.
â
Wednesday nights always carried a quieter kind of stillness.
The city wasnât asleep, not exactlyâbut there was a softness to it. Streetlights glowing warmer, sidewalks emptier. Everything a little slower than it would be on a Friday. A little more hushed.
The sky was duskyâjust past golden hour, that soft lavender stretch of early spring evening where everything felt gentler than it should. The breeze was soft when you stepped onto the curb outside the theaterâjust enough to lift strands of your hair and make you wish youâd pulled it back, cool in that early spring way, where the sun had already set but the air still held some of the dayâs warmth. It was the kind of spring evening that didnât need a jacketâbut you wore one anyway. Out of habit. Out of the uncertainty that always came with early April.Â
The air outside the theater smelled like warm butter and sugar. Popcorn grease, synthetic chocolate, the bite of cola fizzâcloying and nostalgic, exactly how a weeknight horror marathon should. The entrance buzzed faintly, all soft neon and reflections in the glass. You spotted Nobara immediatelyâscrolling her phone, standing just off to the side of the doors, leaning against a poster case advertising the marathon: Six Horrors. One Ticket. Endure Everything.
She was wearing a light cropped jacket over a sleek top, wide-leg jeans hugging her hips, glossy hair pushed back with a pair of sunglasses she clearly wasnât using. She wasn't wearing an eye patch today, the glass eye matching her real one almost perfectlyâthe scar around her eye barely visible now. Shoko was a god.Â
You waved as you approached. âTell me you prepped for cinematic trash.â
She didnât look up. âI brought gum and low expectations. Iâm ready.â
You smirked and reached for the door.Â
âYou look like youâre about to get scouted for a streetwear campaign,â you said as you walked in.
You glanced down at your own outfitâa pale blouse tucked loosely into faded denim, your favorite off-white sneakers scuffed just enough to be charming.
âYou look cute,â she said, finally glancing at you. âIn a tragic final-girl kind of way.â
âHigh praise.â
âI thought so.â
You nudged her shoulder. âLetâs get inside before all the good seats are taken.â
She stopped you with a tilt of her chin. âWaitâYuuji and Megumi are grabbing snacks. Weâre waiting.â
You paused mid-step. âWhat?â
Nobara gave you a look like youâd asked her if the sky was blue. âYeah. Yuuji begged to come when he heard it was a horror marathon, and then Megumi agreed when he realized we were all going.â
That made your stomach do something complicated.
âHe agreed?â you echoed, trying to keep your voice even. âMegumi?â
âYeah,â she said, already turning toward the corridor that led to the screening rooms. âSaid it was better than sitting at home. Whatever that means.â
You followed automatically, the soft squeak of your shoes against the floor suddenly loud.
Better than sitting at home.
The words looped in your head, uninvited. You werenât sure what to do with that.
âDid he seem⊠okay?â you asked, quieter, wincing as the dumb question left your lips.Â
Nobara snorted. âHeâs Megumi. Heâs always exactly as okay as he wants people to think he is.â
You nodded, like that didnât mean anything. âRight. Of course.â
Nobara started walking. âCome on. I want candy before the lines get bad.â
The lobby was buzzing with the scent of popcorn and synthetic sugar, the hum of the soda machine underscored by the low chatter of people loitering before their showtimes. The snack bar wasnât crowded, but the few people waiting gave off the kind of restless energy you always associated with late-night movies. You spotted them near the far end of the counter.
Yuuji was unmistakableâbright hair, oversized clothes, grinning like he hadnât seen you just yesterday at lunch. And of course, he was holding up the lineâgesturing animatedly at the pretzel options while balancing a soda under one arm. He wore a red t-shirt under a denim overshirt, hair ruffled like heâd jogged there. His face lit up the moment he saw you.
He waved dramatically. âThe warriors have assembled!â
Next to himâhalf a step back, quiet, hands in his pocketsâstood Megumi. He looked slightly annoyed in the way he always did when Yuuji was in full chaos mode.
He wore a navy cable-knit sweater, its weave thick and textured, sleeves pulled down to his wrists. His jeans were a light-medium wash, worn-in but neat, and the tops of his brown Chelsea boots showed just beneath the cuff. He looked comfortableâmore casual than you were used to seeing himâbut still impossibly put-together. Clean lines. Subtle restraint. Not a thread out of place. His hair had that usual soft fall across his forehead, and his face was unreadableâuntil his gaze lifted. Found yours.
Held.
Your breath caught, just for a second.
He looked away.
âPerfect timing! Weâre building our survival pack.â Yuuji practically beamed.
âJesus,â Nobara muttered beside you. âHeâs really letting Yuuji go full gremlin.â
You joined the line behind them, and Yuuji immediately turned to chatter about how six horror movies was âbarely a challengeâ and how he once stayed up for twenty hours to marathon every season of a crime documentary series.
While he launched into his snack strategy, Nobara rolled her eyes and told him to buy âliterally anything edible and sourâ for her.Â
You felt Megumi step a little closer beside you, just outside the buzz of the group.
âHey,â he said, low enough that the others wouldnât catch it.
You turned, pulse fluttering. He reached into the pocket of his jeans, then handed you something quietlyâtucked between his fingers, like it wasnât even worth mentioning.
Your favorite candy.
No comment. No smile. Just the offer.
You stared for a beat, then took it, your fingers brushing his.
âThey were almost out, figured youâd want it.â he said simply. âYuuji almost bought it. I had to threaten him.â
You huffed a laugh. âChivalry lives.â
You slipped the candy into your bag and tried not to think too hard about how warm the packet felt in your hands. "Thanks.â
He shrugged. âItâs not a big deal.â
But it felt like one.
The four of you regrouped near the ticket scanner. Nobara handed over her stub with the ease of someone who'd done this routine a dozen times. Yuuji was already balancing popcorn and soda, narrating his snack choices like a sports commentator.
âOh my god,â Nobara muttered. âI told you this was too much!â
âI bought rations,â Yuuji called out before she could say anything else. âFor the war weâre about to face!â
âOf course you did,â she muttered, but her face was amused.
âI got one popcorn, two sodas, a waterâbecause balanceâand some kind of chocolate thing that might kill you from the sugar rush.â
âSounds on-theme,â Nobara said, plucking her soda from the tray. âYou have no restraint.â
âI got all the essentials!â he declared, scandalized. âThis is restraint. You shouldâve seen the tray I almost got.â
You trailed just behind Megumi as you entered the dark hallway toward your screen.
The theater was dark, half-filled, buzzing with the kind of energy only truly awful horror could summon. Nobara walked ahead, scanning the seats like she was evaluating real estate.
âThis row,â she said. âNot too close, center-aligned, legroom.â
She slid into the aisle seat, muttering something about escape routes. Yuuji took the seat beside her, cradling the popcorn like a newborn. Megumi hesitated just behind them, glancing once toward the upper seatsâthen settled into the third seat in the row. Your seat was waiting. You slipped in beside him without a word.
The moment you sat, your elbow brushed hisâsoft knit against your armâand he didnât shift away. Just settled back. There were four seats between your group and the next person. Enough privacy to feel insulated. Comfortable.
The room buzzed quietly around you. Megumi shifted slightly in his seat, thigh brushing yours for a second as he got comfortable. He didnât move away. Neither did you.
The scent of the snacks was warm in the dark. The screen flickered softly. You looked down the rowâNobara stealing popcorn from Yuujiâs lap, Yuuji complaining with his mouth full and Nobara shushing him with practiced ease.
You sat back, hands in your lap, heart still stubbornly out of rhythm. It was nothing. Just a group outing. Just four friends at the movies.
But you caught yourself thinkingâif his shoulder brushed yours again, if his hand rested close enough to touchâŠ
No one would notice.
And maybeâjust maybeâhe was thinking the same thing.
Maybe it was nothing. Just coincidence.
But maybe not.
The thought made your skin buzz. You fixed your eyes on the screen. Tried not to think too hard. But that tiny, ridiculous part of youâthat had been mostly quiet since Monday, since his body had pressed into yours and his voice had cracked on your nameâsuddenly wanted to believe it was on purpose.
Wanted to believe maybe, if the lights stayed low, and no one was paying attentionâŠ
You might feel him lean just a little closer.
â
By the middle of the third movie, your brain had started to blur the blood-soaked plotlines together. your body had settled comfortably into the rhythm of the marathonâlegs curled loosely beneath you, your drink long gone, your focus fully locked on the screen.
The acting was bad. The logic was worse. It was bad. Objectively. The plot made no sense, the effects were cheap, and the villain was somehow both underdeveloped and too much. But you liked it. You liked all of it. The pacing. The tension. The overdone sound design and the predictable gore.
The energy in the theater had shifted from snide commentary to a sort of reverent focusâas if everyone had decided to stop mocking the movie and simply give in. You had.Â
The too-cold AC, the rise and fall of dramatic strings, the flicker of flashing red and green light washing over your skin. Your heart rate barely ticked up when a shriek rang out from the screen or another pair of limbs got lopped off in slow motion.Â
Beside you, Megumi hadnât moved much. He didnât say anything during the second film, hadnât reacted to anything louder than a footstep. But youâd felt him the entire timeâthe weight of his leg close to yours, the occasional brush of his sweater against your arm. He was probably hating the whole thing.
You loved it. You didnât care that the plot was nonsense or that the actors had all delivered their lines like they were reading cue cards for the first time. You liked the rhythm of it. The predictability in the unpredictabilityâwhen the music dropped and the silence stretched just a second too long beforeâ
The roar of a chainsaw ripped through the speakers, high and shrill and unapologetically loud. On screen, the killer barreled through a barn door, face dripping in makeup blood, arm swinging a blade so over-the-top it mightâve been crafted from aluminum foil.
You grinned, quietly delighted. And thatâs when you felt it. A shift beside you. A flicker of heat against your cheek. And thenâ
Megumiâs voice, low and quiet and far too close to your ear.
âYouâre actually into this stuff?â
It wasnât the questionâit was the way he asked it. Soft. Just for you. His mouth close enough that the shape of his words skimmed your skin.
You didnât turn. You didnât flinch.
Instead, you smiled at the screen and murmured, âWhat, too much for you?â
You felt, more than heard, the small exhale of amusement he let out. Close. Warm. Gone too quickly.
âNo,â he said. âDidnât peg you for the gore-and-scream type.â
âYouâve known us for how many years?â you murmured back. âYouâre acting brand new.â
âJust confirming,â he said. âIn case you all outgrew the part where screaming equals fun.â
âI like knowing who makes it out,â you whispered, eyes still on the screen. âItâs a good reminder.â
He didnât answer right away. But you felt him shift, just barely, like the words had landed somewhere he wasnât expecting. And just like that, he leaned back again, sinking slowly into the shadows beside you. His thigh brushed yours once moreâlight, almost thoughtless. But it didnât move.
Neither did you.
The rest of the movie passed in flickers and shadows. Your hands shifted on the armrestâcloser. His leg angled slightly toward yours. You caught him glance at you once, during a long, silent pan of the killer stalking a cornfield.
You didnât look back.
But your pulse had started to move a little faster. Not from the movie. From him.
By the end of the third movie, Yuuji had slumped slightly in his seat, one hand half-buried in the popcorn bucket. Nobara was fully reclined, knees up on the empty seat in front of her, one arm crossed over her chest, eyes still locked on the screen like she was mentally rewriting the script herself. She yawned, then reached for her drink with the kind of tired dignity only she could pull off.
You sat forward, slowly, rubbing the back of your neck. Your shoulder brushed Megumiâs as you moved. He didnât pull away. You turned to him just slightlyâintending to make some offhand comment, maybe joke about the chainsaw scene againâbut then you stopped.
Because he was already looking at you.Â
And then he movedâquiet and deliberate. Just a tilt of his arm. An open space between his side and his elbow. A subtle invitation.
Your chest tightened. It wasnât a question out loud. He wouldnât say it like that. But you knew what it meant.
You leaned in, slow and careful, and settled into the curve of him. Your head rested lightly against his chest, the thick cable knit of his sweater soft beneath your cheek.Â
His arm came around you a beat later, loose but sure. He didnât pull you tighter. Didnât press. Just held you thereâquiet, steady, like it was the most natural thing in the world.
The fourth movie started up in the backgroundâscreams and synth and a thudding bass line that barely registered.
You stayed exactly where you were.
And so did he.
â
The fifth movie had barely started when you slipped quietly out of the theater, easing past Yuujiâs slumped legs and Nobaraâs soda without disturbing either. The cool hallway air hit your skin like a breath of relief after hours of recycled popcorn air and overacted screaming.
You padded down the carpeted hallway, quiet in your sneakers, and slipped into the bathroom. The cool water against your hands helped wake you up, the silence oddly still after the hours of screams and flickering color.
When you stepped back into the lobby, the lighting felt almost harshâsoft overhead fluorescents buzzing faintly, the hum of vending machines off to the right, and not much else.
Except him.
Megumi stood near the snack counter, hands in his pockets, eyes scanning the overhead menu with the kind of disinterested focus he probably used in line at the grocery store. But he looked good. Stupidly good. That navy sweater stretched across his back, jeans sitting low on his hips, his brown boots worn in just enough to look lived-inâplanted solid on the scuffed floor.Â
He hadnât noticed you yet. And maybe you watched him a second longer than you meant to. You crossed the floor quietly, letting your voice carry as you stepped up beside him.
âDidnât think Iâd find you out here.â
He looked over. âYou disappeared.â
âIâm allowed to pee,â you said with a grin.
He didnât rise to it. Just nodded toward the counter. âFigured Iâd check if you were getting anything.â
âI was just gonna grab water,â you said. âBut if youâre eatingââ
âWe could split something,â he offered, already looking at the menu.
You moved a little closer, peering over his shoulder. âFries?â
âI can live with fries.â
You stepped forward with him in line. The counter ahead was half-empty. A few employees moved slowly behind the glass, refilling trays of nachos and lukewarm fries.
As you looked up at the overhead board, you didnât notice the group of guys leaning against the other end of the counterâfour of them, maybe five. Loud enough to be heard, though not enough to interrupt the quiet mood. Their laughter was low, their glances sideways.
You didnât notice them.
But Megumi did.
You shifted a little closer. âGod, do you remember the last time we got fries after a movie? We were still in school. That awful night in Harajuku. Yuuji ordered three large sodas and then left all of them on the train.â
He didnât respond. You didnât notice.
âHe tried to lie about it too, like they just vanished. I think Nobara threatened to knock his head into the next prefecture.â
Still nothing. You were mid-sentence when his gaze flicked toward them again. One of the guys was looking at you too long. The others had that same tilt of postureâangled toward you like they were deciding something.
You didnât register any of it. But you noticed the shift in him. How he turned toward you slightly. How his jaw tensed for half a second.
Then he reached for youâslow, deliberate. His fingers touched your chin first, guiding your face up to meet his. Your words died on your tongue.
And then he kissed you. It wasnât a soft test or a hesitant ask. It wasnât for show. It was quiet, full, and certain. His fingers curved beneath your jaw, his other hand finding your waist like it had been waiting for this momentâlike it knew exactly where it belonged. His body pressed close, solid and warm, chest brushing yours through the thick knit of his sweater.
You froze for only a second, then sank into it, hands lifting on instinct to grip the nape of his neck. He kissed you like he didnât care who saw. And when he finally pulled back, your heart was thudding somewhere up in your throat.
Your voice came out barely above a breath. âWhat was that for?â
He held your gaze. No hesitation. Just a slow blink, the barest flicker of something warm at the corner of his mouth.
âJust wanted to.â
Thenâwithout explanation, without apologyâhe slipped his arm fully around your waist and drew you into him. His other hand settled at your hip now, low and grounding, the hard lines of his body pressed into yours. Not performative. Not forceful.
Just his.
The noise of the lobby faded out around youâthe soda machine humming faintly, the buzz of the light overhead. Distant footsteps passed from another hallway, but none of it touched you.
Your fingers curled against the hem of his sweater. His head dipped slightly toward yours. He didnât kiss you again. Not right away. But you didnât need him to. Not with the way he was holding you like that. Like he wasnât planning to let go.
â
The house lights came on the moment the sixth film cut to black, washing the theater in harsh, stale fluorescence. Nobara groaned like sheâd aged ten years.
âThat was straight-up psychological warfare.â
Yuuji stretched his arms over his head. âI feel like I survived a trial. Like I should get a badge.â
âI want my time back,â Nobara said, slipping her bag over her shoulder. âI want my money back. I want my standards back. Iâm officially brain dead.â
Yuuji yawned so hard he didnât even try to cover it. âIâm scared to sleep now. Not because of the ghostsâjust because of what Iâll dream about those movies.â
âIâm gonna have flashbacks,â Nobara said, already halfway down the aisle. âNot to the horror. To the dialogue.â
You stood slowly, blinking against the sudden brightness. âCome on, the lake monster was kind of fun.â
âIt looked like a soggy sponge,â she shot back.
You laughed and followed the others toward the lobby, still a little unsteady from the weight of the last few hoursâand from Megumiâs warmth still lingering along your side. He was already up, one hand in his pocket, the other holding his empty water bottle. He didnât say anything, just looked back once to make sure you were following.
You filed out into the lobby with the others, blinking against the fluorescent lights. Everything looked too sharp after so many hours in the dark. The floor was littered with stray popcorn kernels, someoneâs crumpled hoodie, and a soda spill that had congealed into something tragic.
âI need protein,â Yuuji muttered. âAnd actual light. I havenât seen the sun in, like, a week.â
âItâs 2:30 in the morning,â Nobara replied. âYouâre not seeing the sun for a few hours more.â
Megumi was already heading for the exit, keys out. âIâll drive.â
âNo shit youâll drive,â Nobara said, slipping on her coat. âNone of us are functional.â
You followed the group into the parking lot. The night air was cooler now, the pavement still holding a faint warmth from earlier. Megumiâs car chirped as he unlocked it. Without thinking, you moved toward the passenger side door. He didnât stop you.
âDibs on the frontâtoo slow,â you said to Nobara, just to be safe.
âI wasnât gonna fight you for it,â she muttered. âI want to lie down and die in the back seat.â
âSame.â Yuuji added. âCan we get food on the way? I know itâs 2AM, butââ
âNo,â Nobara and Megumi said at the same time.
Your pink haired friend groaned and slumped into the seat. âWhy are all of you so mean when Iâm vulnerable?â
Once you were all in, Megumi started the car. The interior lights dimmed automatically, and for a moment, no one spoke.
âNakano, right?â he asked Nobara, glancing into the rearview.
âYeah. Left at the combini.â
Yuuji perked up from where he was already half-asleep. âAre we sure we canât detour for food?â
âIâll throw you out the window,â Nobara said.
âYouâd miss me.â
âI really wouldnât.â
You hid a smile, staring out the window as the car rolled into motion.
The city at night felt gentler somehowâless crowded, less sharp. The breeze through the cracked windows brought the scent of faint cherry blossoms and asphalt, a strange mix of spring and exhaustion.
Nobara cracked her knuckles. âThat fifth movie had potential. If they had removed the script, the cast, and the ending, it wouldâve been solid.â
âThey killed the dog for no reason,â Yuuji muttered.
âThat was personal,â you agreed.
Megumi said nothing. You glanced over at him, half-expecting him to meet your eyes. But he was focused on the road, one hand loose on the wheel, the other resting on the gearshift like always. Your heart did something quiet and nervous.
The car was quiet again after the next red light.
âMegumi,â Nobara said suddenly, ârate the movies. Worst to best.â
He didnât look over. âThey were all bad.â
âNo. Rank them. I want suffering in order.â
He exhaled, barely audible. âFourth. Then second. Sixth. First. Fifth. Third.â
Nobara blinked. âWait. You thought the third was the best?â
âThe acting was the least unbearable.â
Yuuji laughed. âThatâs such a Megumi answer. No âthis one had heartâ or âthe monster design was sick.â Just, âthe suffering was slightly less acute.ââ
When he finally pulled up outside Nobaraâs apartment, she opened the door and stretched like a cat. âThanks for the ride, chauffeur. Donât crash on the way home.â
She leaned down slightly, poking her head back in. âText me if either of you wakes up in a cold sweat.â
âText me if you start seeing lake monsters,â you said.
âI already do,â she muttered, jerking her thumb at Yuuji. âNight, losers.â
And with that, the door thunked shut behind her. The silence that settled after she left felt different. Heavier.
You glanced at Megumi, who still hadnât looked your way. Yuuji was already half-asleep in the back, humming faintly to whatever lo-fi beat Megumi had turned on during the ride.
Your heart picked up againâfor no good reason. Maybe heâd drop you off last. Maybe heâd come up. Maybe heâd say something about earlier. About the kiss. About the way heâd held you like heâd meant it. Maybe he'd stay the night.Â
When he made the turn you werenât expectingâyour street, not Yuujiâsâyour chest went cold.
You turned to look at him. âOh. Youâre dropping me first?â
His eyes stayed on the road. âMade the most sense.â
Your throat felt suddenly tight. âRight.â you said, trying not to sound surprised. âI thoughtâŠâ
Megumi kept quietâjust slowed near your building. You hesitated, fingers tightening around your bag.
He didnât meet your eyes. Just let his fingers tap the wheel once. âYou good?â
You forced a smile. âYeah. Thanks for the ride.â
He nodded. âNight.â
Just like that. No pause. No flicker of his hand. No suggestion of more.
You opened the door slowly, stepping out into the stillness of your block. The carâs interior light flicked on behind you, pale and warm. Yuuji mumbled something from the backâmaybe a sleepy goodbye. You didnât respond.
The door shut with a soft click. You stood on the sidewalk and watched the taillights blur into the dark, waitingâstupidly, stubbornlyâfor the car to stop. Or slow. Or reverse.
It didnât.
And you stood there, alone on your sidewalk, wondering if youâd imagined all of it.
â
The week that followed was⊠normal. Annoyingly normal. Life didnât stopâjust smoothed over like it hadnât split open at all.
You ran errands in the morning. Did laundry. Trained. Had lunch with Yuuji, who told you about a cursed tree in Aichi that screamed when someone picked its fruit. You responded with half-laughs and polite questions, but your mind was somewhere else the entire time.
Missions. De-briefs. Late lunches grabbed from street stalls or convenience stores between cursed sightings. You shared quiet trains, walked the same winding Tokyo streets with Yuujiâs laughter spilling between you and Nobaraâs pointed commentary filling the gaps. The routine stayed the same.Â
Steady. Familiar.
So why did it all feel different?
Heâd kissed you.
Not like someone testing a boundary. Not like a mistake.
Heâd kissed you like heâd needed it. Like heâd been holding back so long it nearly broke him.
Worse than the silence was the way it all felt so⊠normal.
Like nothing had ever happened.
Like the sex hadnât happened.
Like you hadnât spent a night trembling under him, letting him wreck you slow with his mouth, his fingers, his cockâwhispering things into your neck in that voice that barely held itself together.
A week since that kiss. A week since the way he pulled you into him like heâd finally let something snap. Since the way he tasted like heat and silence, like restraint breaking open.
And thenânothing.
Not distant, not cold. JustâMegumi. Thoughtful. Sharp. Careful. Sometimes funny. Always respectful. Quiet. Steady. Occasionally dry-witted when Nobara said something outrageous. Occasionally warm when Yuuji needed reassurance. Responsible. Focused. Still partnered with you more than anyone else.
Life had gone on. Missions were assigned. You trained. Ate. Laughed when you were supposed to. Nodded when your name was called. He was there through it allâat group lunches, beside you in staff briefings, lingering at Yuujiâs side when Nobara made another sarcastic dig.
And he was perfectly normal. Not distant. Not awkward. Not cold. Just maddeningly, unfalteringly normal. You talked like nothing had changed, even though it had. Even though your body remembered things your mouth couldnât say. His hands. His mouth. His voice, low and hoarse against your skin.
You remembered the way heâd held you like he couldnât believe he got to.
But he didnât bring it up. Not the kiss. Not the sex. Not a single thing.
The longer it stretched, the more your mind twisted.
You caught yourself watching him in the smallest waysâhis hands when he reached for his tea, the edge of his mouth when he smiled at something Yuuji said, the faint crease between his brows when he was reading a mission brief.
Wondering too much. Overanalyzing every shift in his face, every blink, every word. Was that a look? Did his hand brush yours on purpose? Why hadnât he said anything?
Once, during a field assignment in Shibuya, heâd reached for your arm to steady you on a crumbling slope. His hand had been warm around your elbow. The pressure firm, protective.
And heâd dropped it the second you found your footing.
Gone.
Like it never happened.
None of it gave him away. Not one hint.
You talked about assignments, schedules, what Nobara wore to a sorcerer gala that she absolutely was not invited to. He laughed once when Yuuji nearly walked into traffic, called you out for mispronouncing the name of a cursed tool, even handed you his half-finished drink during lunch when yours was too sweet.
But he never touched you. Never looked at you like he had in that movie theater, never said a single word about that kiss. Or anything else.Â
You tried not to act different either. Didnât flirt. Didnât press. Just joked when the others did, stayed professional when you needed to, and triedâdesperatelyânot to care that the person who had kissed you like he couldnât stop himself was now acting like it never happened.
Another week passed. You had dinner with Nobara. Ran errands with Yuuji. Got partnered with Megumi for two local missions in a row. He was careful. Precise. Perfectly focused.
It burned.
Maybe he hadnât meant for it to happen again. Maybe that night was just⊠tension. A one-time indulgence. A scratch of an itch he didnât have anymore. The kiss? Maybe it was a whim. Maybe you were the one who had made it more than it was. Maybe it had been casual for him. Youâd convinced yourself that maybe he needed release, needed closeness for one night, and now he was back to baseline. And you were justâwhat youâd always been. A friend.
You told yourself you were just giving him space. Time. Letting him lead. You didnât want to seem needy or insecure or like you couldnât handle something as simple as sex between friends.
You told yourself a lot of things.
Maybe youâd read too far into everything. Maybe it didnât mean anything. And it wouldnât be fair to ask.
This wasnât supposed to be complicated. You hadnât defined it. Hadnât demanded anything. Hadnât even asked if it would happen again.
So you swallowed it.
Buried the ache when you sat beside him and he didnât touch you. When your fingers brushed and he didnât react. When he leaned back in his seat with his usual silence and gave you a soft, blank smile that made your chest burn anyway.
And you carried on. Same friends. Same rhythm. Same him. Except it wasnât the same anymoreânot for you.Â
You couldnât stop remembering the way he looked at you in the dark. The way he sounded when he was inside you. The way he held your body like it was something heâd never meant to have and couldnât bear to let go of.
You couldnât stop wanting it again. You just didnât think he ever would.
So when your phone buzzed at 9:47 PM that Thursday night, you werenât expecting anything. You were freshly showered, hair damp, legs tucked under your blanket on the couch. A half-watched show played low on the screen. The text lit up your phone like a flare.
[you home?]
Your breath stuttered. You blinked at the screen. Typed back before your brain could catch up.
[yeah, why?]
No reply. For exactly eight minutes. Then the buzzer rang.
You stood frozen in your living room, hair still half-wrapped in a towel, your heart slamming so hard it echoed in your ears.
He didnât text again. Just waited. You threw on a hoodie over the soft shorts you wore, wiped your palms on the hem, and buzzed him in.
The knock came seconds later.
When you opened the door, Megumi stood there in blackâ hoodie, jeans. Casual. Hands in his pockets. No words. His hair was a little messy from the wind, eyes dark and unreadable. He looked like something had been keeping him up for days.
âHey,â you said, soft.
He didnât say anything at first. Just looked at you.
Then: âCan I come in?â
You stepped aside. âYeah.â
He walked past you without a sound, like heâd been here a thousand times before. The door clicked shut behind you. You turned to ask him somethingâwhat was this, what are you doing, do you ever think about that kissâ
Instead, you asked, âIs everything alright?â
He was closed now. Closer than you had realised. He reached upâgentle nowâand brushed your hair behind your ear. His hand lingered at your cheek.
His voice came low in the space between you. âIs this okay?â
You nodded. âYeah.â
âTell me to go,â he said softly. âI will.â
You didnât.
His mouth found yours with zero preambleâthere was nothing tentative about it.
His lips crushed against yours, one hand sliding up the back of your neck, the other gripping your waist like he didnât trust you wouldnât disappear if he didnât hold. You gasped softly, lips parting under his, and he groaned into your mouth like heâd been imagining this exact sound for weeks. He kissed you like it had been building.
Your fingers curled into his chest, clutching at him like you could pull him inside you.
When he broke for air, his voice was ragged. âYou trust me?â
You breathed. âAlways.â
He kissed you once more, softer now, and thenâ
âKitchen,â he murmured against your lips. âCounter. Now.â
You blinked. âWhat?â
His voice dropped another octave. âPlease.â
There was no build-up this time. No slow lean-in. Just his mouth on yoursâhot, open, almost desperate. You kissed him back with everything youâd been holding in for weeks. Your hands in his chest. His arms around your waist.
He groaned softly into your mouth, one hand dragging down the length of your spine. You didnât realize he was walking you backward until you back bumped the kitchen counter.
You gasped. âMegumiââ
He kissed your jaw. âLet me.â
His hands slid under your sweater. Gripped your thighs.
âYouâre so fucking soft,â he muttered. âBeen thinking about this, way too fucking much.â
Thenâquietly, urgentlyâhe broke away.
âTurn around.â
His voice was low. Hoarse. Not demanding, just... full.
When you turned, he helpedâhands warm at your hips, guiding you up. You lay flat over the marble, chest and stomach against the cool surface, arms folded under your cheek. The hoodie rode up a little as you shifted to get comfortable, the hem of your shorts dragging higher.
Your feet didnât reach the floor. They dangled. Bare, twitching slightly as you caught your breath.
Your breath caught. âMegumiâ?â
âIâve been thinking about this every night,â he mumbled against your nape. âYou. Right here.â
He leaned back again, nudging your thighs apart.
âLegs open,â he said, so quiet you barely heard it.
You did what he asked.
âJust like that,â he whispered.
You looked over your shoulderâjust in time to see him pull out a chair.
And sit.
âStay there,â he said. âDonât move.â
He dragged your shorts down slowly, one side at a time, eyes never leaving your body. Then your underwear. Then nothing.
Just open air. Cold marble. His breath. Warm. Focused.
âBeen going insane,â his tone was pure awe. âThinking about this.â
Your stomach flipped. You were spread out across the counter, laid bare.
âGood?â he asked, voice rough but careful.
You nodded, cheek pressed to the counter. âYeah.â
âI canât wait anymore.â
You reached behind to brace yourself, breath shaky.
âWhatâwhat are you doing?â
He looked up, eyes dark.
âEating.â
And then his hands curled around your thighs, spreading them apart. Positioning you.
âIâI didnât expectââ
âShhh.â he pleaded. âJust let me taste you,âÂ
âYouââ You twisted slightly. âYou came all the way here just toââ
âYes.â
Your cheeks flushed hot. The kitchen suddenly felt too still. He sat there, calmly. Like he had all the time in the world.
His thumbs spread you open. And then his mouth was on you. No warning. No hesitation. No teasing.
Your whole body jerked.
âMeguââ
His hands pressed firmer. âRelax.â
It wasnât just a command. It was a promise.
Then his mouth sealed to you like it was instinct. He licked like he was savoring something he hadnât earnedâslow, deliberate swipes between your folds, tongue curling around your clit, then slipping back to fuck into you with slow, hot strokes.
You choked on a sound. Your elbows slipped forward. He adjusted his grip immediately, pulling your hips toward the edge of the counter again. One hand gripped your thigh, the other smoothed over your lower back, holding you still. Every part of you was under control.
You couldnât see him. Couldnât reach him. Only feelâhis breath, his mouth, the warm rasp of his voice when he finally spoke.
âI missed this.â
You whimpered.
He groaned low in his throat and licked againâdeeper this time. Then higher. Then slow, perfect circles over your clit that made your knees buckle. His hands held you steady. His chair scraped a little closer. He sat there like he could stay all night.
Every movement was precise. Intentional. His tongue fucked into you, long and deep, while his nose nudged your ass cheek. You bit your arm, nearly sobbing as your knees buckled.
âYou taste,â he murmured between strokes, âso fucking good.â
His hands gripped your thighs, thumbs pressing into soft skin, holding you open and helpless. You gasped, hips lifting slightly off the counter.
âFuck, Megumiââ
His grip tightened. His tongue circled againâthen againâuntil your toes curled and your stomach clenched tight.
âYouâre shaking,â he mumbled against your skin.
âYouâreâfuckâyouâre making meââ
âGood.â His voice was dark. Hoarse.
He leaned in further. Wrapped his arms beneath your thighs, lifted your legs just enough to pull you toward the edge. Your calves rested on his shoulders now, heels kicking slightly in the air.
Your legs dangledâhelpless, tremblingâand he licked into you like a man possessed. Tongue fucking you slow and filthy, mouth sealing over your clit in long, sucking pulses until tears pricked the corners of your eyes.
You whimpered. âYouâyouâre just gonna sit there andââ
âEat,â he said. âYeah.â
He kissed your inner thigh. âYouâre the only thing Iâve wanted all week.â
Then he dove back in.
Sloppier this time. Sucking gently at your clit, then teasing it with the tip of his tongue until your legs kicked helplessly in the air behind you. You tried to brace yourself, nails scratching the marble, the position making every nerve more sensitiveâyour ass tipped up, thighs trembling, chest pressed hard against the counter.
His hands didnât leave you. They held your thighs open, kept your hips still, thumbs pressing gentle circles into your skin like he was soothing youâlike you were something to be handled carefully even as he devoured you.
And he did.
Devour you.
You squirmed, soft moans leaving your mouth before you could stop them.
âDonât run,â he said, voice rasping against the backs of your thighs.
âIâIâm notââ you whined. âYouâre gonna kill me.âÂ
He exhaled hot against your pussy. âNot done.â
He just groanedâlow, deep in his chestâand latched onto your clit with his mouth, sucking until your vision blurred. Kept you open with his lips and hands until you were grinding helplessly into his face, trembling like you couldnât stop.
His tongue pushed inside you again, spreading slick heat through your core. He took his time, no rush, every movement preciseâcontrolled, but slow like punishment. Like something he needed to prove. Something he was still holding himself back from.
You moaned into the marble, legs twitching. âToo goodââ
His voice came rough against your skin. âThen let it be.â
He licked upwardâslow and steadyâthen circled your clit with the flat of his tongue, over and over until your thighs began to shake. The sound of it was obscene.
âFuckâMegumiâpleaseââ
He grunted, and you could feel itâhot and guttural against your skin.
He didnât speak again. Just kept you where he wanted you, licking messily, tongue flicking and stroking and tasting you through every soft gasp and stuttered moan. It built and builtâpressure curling hard and hot at the base of your spine.
When you cameâhard, sudden, overwhelmingâit was like your whole body unraveled in his mouth. You cried out, forehead pressed to your arm, thighs clenching helplessly around his head, hands clawing at the slick marble for something to hold.
But he didnât stop. He licked you through itâslower now, tender. Cleaning you. Savoring you. Only when your hips twitched from sensitivity did he finally pull back.
âToo muchââGumiâfuckââ
His face was flushed, lips pink and glistening, his hair mussed from your thighs.
âMegumiâŠâ you managed.
He kissed the inside of your knee. âStill with me?â
You nodded, dizzy.
âGood.â He stood. âCâmere.â
You let him lift you gently off the counter. Your legs buckled, and he caught you immediately, laughing under his breath.
âOkay, I maybe overdid it.â
You glared at him weakly. âYou think?â
He bent downâyou felt his lips at your lower back, then your spineâhelped you step back into your underwear and shorts, smoothing the fabric up over your hips with maddening care. He kissed the back of your neck. Just once.
Then hooked an arm under your legs and another behind your backâand lifted you like you weighed nothing.
âWait, I can walkââ you started.
âYouâre shaking,â he said simply.
He carried you to the couch, sat with you for a second before carefully laying you down. Your head rested against a pillow. He tugged the throw blanket over your legs, fixed your sweater where it had ridden up. Brushed the backs of his fingers along your cheek.
You stared up at him, dazed. âYouâre⊠really good at that.â
He huffed a quiet laugh through his nose. âYeah.â
He didnât try to stay. But he lingered. Adjusted the throw blanket. Ran his hand once down your arm.
He swallowed. His gaze softened. You leaned up, and this time you kissed him.
It was slower. Warmer. He melted into it just slightly, one hand curling at your hip like he didnât want to stop.
When you broke away, he brushed your hair back gently, studying you like he couldnât help it.
âI have a mission in five hours,â he said, smiling faintly. âDidnât plan on staying. JustâŠâ
You saw the rest of the sentence in his eyes.
Had to see you.
You didnât push. He bent down. Kissed your cheek. Then your forehead.
âIâll text when Iâm back.â
You nodded, throat tight. He stood slowly. Looked at you for a long moment, like he wanted to say something else.
Then crouched down briefly as Satoru padded into the room. Megumi scratched gently behind his ears.
âKeep an eye on her for me, yeah?â
The cat purred, tail curling around his leg.
Megumi rose again, and you watched as he stepped toward the doorâquiet, calm, unreadable. But before he opened it, he glanced back at you one last time.Â
The door clicked shut. And then he was gone. Leaving behind the ghost of his mouth, the echo of his voice, and the warmth you hadnât realized youâd missed until it nearly broke you.
â
A few days passed, and everything went back to normal again. Or close enough to pretend.
You still hadnât talked about itâthe kitchen, his mouth, the way heâd left you trembling on your couch with nothing but a soft âIâll text you.â And then the text did come, but it was simple. Casual. Like he hadnât tasted every inch of you with reverence a few nights ago.
And yet, here you were. Sitting next to him again. Same routine. Same silence.
Same quiet burn that made it hard to sit still.
It was earlyâbarely past six. The city hadnât fully woken yet. Pale morning light crawled along the streets as Ijichiâs car rolled to a stop in a sleepy industrial neighborhood miles outside of downtown Tokyoâmostly rusting warehouses and quiet stretches of asphalt, the kind of place too empty to feel real at this hour, fog hanging low.Â
The mission briefing had come in quiet, barely at dawn.
A cursed signature spotted outside one of the old refineries on the edge of ChĆfu. Just strong enough to warrant precaution, but weak enough to not need a team. You and Megumi had taken the assignment without much thought. Low-risk. Quick check.
You sat in the back seat, your knee drawn up, head tipped toward the window. Megumi beside you. Close, but not close enough to touch.
Ijichi had stepped out a few minutes earlier, muttering something about the sighting zone and going ahead on foot. Said heâd take a while. You nodded, adjusting the cuffs of your jacket. Megumi leaned back against the headrest, long legs bent slightly where the front seat cut into his knees.
âIâll walk the area, see if anythingâs flaring up,â heâd said, adjusting his collar. âYou two can nap if you want. Iâll be a while.â
Then heâd closed the front door gently behind him and disappeared between a row of leaning fenceposts and half-buried traffic cones.
Now, the car was still. The silence stretched.
Megumi's eyes were closed but not asleep. His hair was still damp from his morning shower, and he smelled like his usual, dark cedar and quiet citrusâbare, clean, him.
He hadnât said much since you climbed in that morningâjust a soft greeting, a nod when you offered him coffee. It was like always.Â
You leaned your head back, then whispered, âI think Ijichi should retire.â
Megumiâs eyes stayed closed, but his brow twitched slightly.
You smiled to yourself. âI mean, after what happened in Shibuya? I know he's dependable and all, but I don't think the man has a shred of cartilage left in his knees.â
He didnât laugh. Didnât open his eyes. He moved instead.
You caught the rustle of his jacket sleeve as he leaned forward, arm stretching toward the center console. You turned your head just in time to see him press something.
The divider began to rise. A soft mechanical hum filled the space as the smoked glass slid up smoothly between you and the empty front seat.
You blinked. âWhat are youââ
Thenâclick. The back doors locked.
Your breath caught mid-sentence. Slowly, you turned to look at him. He was sitting back again, this time more squarely toward you, one leg angled, arm draped along the edge of the seat. His lashes were low, eyes fixed on you like he hadnât looked away in minutes.
He said nothing. Just watched. The morning silence tightened like a noose.
You shifted slightly, breath shallow. â...What are you doing?â
A beat. Then, soft, barely audible, âIâve been thinking about you a lot.â
The words hit like a match to dry leaves.
You sat still. The air between your bodies was electricâwarm and tight, like it could snap with the smallest movement. He leaned in slightly, voice low.
âI tried not to. But I canât sit this close and pretend.â
You opened your mouthâbut nothing came out. His eyes flicked down to your mouth, then back up.
âIf you donât wantââ
âI didnât say that,â you breathed.
And thatâs when his hand came up, slow and quiet, resting against the edge of your seat between youânot touching you yet, but close enough that you felt the heat of him through the space.
He was watching you like a man trying not to fall apart.
The tension didnât break. It bent.
You werenât sure how heâd gotten so closeâhow his fingers had found your thigh, how the kiss had started so quietly, without any warningâbut the second his mouth was on yours, you felt it: the exhaustion, the ache, the caffeine on his tongue. His mouth warm and soft against yours like it was just another morning habit. His fingers skimmed up your jaw, caught in the edge of your hair.
The kiss didnât burn. It simmeredâlazy and heady, half-asleep, like neither of you had fully woken up and this was the first thing your bodies remembered how to do. It wasnât greedy. It was indulgent. A quiet kind of want. Like his body had already decided and your mouth was just catching up.
Megumi didnât rush, he never truly did. He kissed you like it was inevitable, like youâd both known the quiet would eventually give way to something else. You inhaled sharply as his fingers skimmed the top of your thigh, nudging your legs apart just enough to fit between them. The heel of his palm pressed gently between your knees, his breath still brushing yours.Â
He kissed you againâdeeper nowâand shifted closer, guiding you gently until your back was pressed against the car door. The cold of it made you gasp. His hand trailed up higher, fingers gliding over the seam of your panties, featherlight.
Your hands flew up to his chest. ââMegumiâIjichi could be back any secondââ
Your knee jerked in. You squirmed just enough to try and shift your hips away, but his hand clamped you tighterânot mean, not too hard. His fingers curled and pinched the side of your thigh, a sharp thing, more warning than cruelty.Â
Megumi smirkedâa rare, crooked thingâright before he leaned down to kiss along your jaw. His voice came out rough, quiet, amused, muffled against your skin, but it left no room for arguing, like he wasnât going to entertain you the thought of stopping.
âLet me have my breakfast.â
The words hit your stomach like heat and you let out a pathetic little sound as it was the only thing your brain could muster.Â
He kissed you again, brief and soft, before ducking lower. You let your head fall back against the door as his hands gripped your hips, adjusting your position. One palm hooked behind your knee, guiding it upâawkwardly, carefullyâuntil your leg bent over his shoulder. Then the other. His fingers curled into your skin, dragging you closer.
He didnât care how cramped the space was. One of his knees was pressed into the floor of the car, the other wedged awkwardly, bent against the center hump between seats at an angle that had to hurt. The leather under you creaked faintly. His body was all sharp lines and tight corners, shoulders nearly too wide for the space, barely fitting between your legsâbroad, steady, filling the tight space like it didnât faze him.
Megumiâs palms slid under your ass, his long fingers spanning the backs of your thighs as he secured your legs on his shoulders and lifted youâactually liftedâjust enough to angle you right, to bring you flush to his mouth, your skirt pushed up and your panties tugged to the side like heâd done this in his head a hundred times already.
The pressure on your back pushed you slightly against the door. Your hands flailed for something to hold. The ceiling of the car felt too low. The windows too dark. The seatbelt buckle pressed awkwardly into your spine. None of it mattered.
His mouth met you with a low exhale. The first lick was unrushed. Firm. A long drag through your folds that made your hips jolt in his hands. He didnât pause. Didnât ease into it. He just groaned low in his throat and buried himself, licking deep through your pussy, tongue flicking and dragging and pushing like he had every intention of making a mess out of you before the sun had fully risen.
âFuckâMegumiââ
He didnât answer. Didnât pause. He just gripped the underside of your thighs tighter, mouth opening wider against you as his tongue flicked over your clit, then slid back down to your entrance. He sucked slowly. Licked deeper. It was filthy, almost reverent.
You felt it allâevery shift, every drag, every wet sound echoing off the sealed walls of the car. His body twisted again, adjusting the angle, one arm sliding under your ass to lift your hips higher into his mouth. The pressure hit different now.
You moaned softly, your body already starting to tremble, your toes curling, vision blurring around the edges.Â
It was too much.
Too early.
Too fucking good.
You clenched your fist against the seatbelt buckle. He didnât speak. Didnât make a sound. Just ate you with terrifying focus. His tongue slipped inside you againâslow, insistent. Then circled your clit, soft and perfect, until your legs twitched around his head and your jaw dropped open around a broken gasp.
âOh my godââ
He pressed closer. Pinned you there, groaning against your cunt, the sound low and quiet like everything he did, but it vibrated through you like a shockwave.
You werenât sure how long it lasted. How long he licked, sucked, and stroked you with his mouth until your thoughts dissolved. But when it brokeâwhen your orgasm tore through you, fast and heavy and hotâit took your breath with it, loud in your chest even though your voice barely made it past your lips.
You shook through it, legs twitching, hips bucking into his face before falling back limp. And he still didnât stop. He licked you through it. Slower now. A little softer. A little cruel.
When he finally let you go, easing your legs down, the leather seat felt cold beneath your skin. You blinked at the ceiling, breath sharp and uneven, trying to gather the pieces of your mind.
Megumi sat back in one slow, compact movement, the leather squeaking faintly. And without a wordâwithout even askingâhe reached up and gently caught your face in his palm. Eased you down. Your cheek met the fabric of his uniform, your head pillowed against his thigh, knees curled beneath you. You barely realized what was happening before his fingers were in your hairâstroking once, then again. Thumb grazing the edge of your ear.
You blinked up at him, dazed. Still flushed. Still confused. Still⊠untouched. You didnât understand. Was he not going toâŠ?
You waited. No belt unbuckled. No fingers shoved in after. No greedy grip of your waist. Just his mouth. And this. This stillness. Youâd come, againâand he hadnât. And it made no sense.
Your heart was still pounding. Your body humming. And stillâÂ
Still he hadnât taken anything. Why?
You blinked again. Heâs not going to fuck me? Again? This was the second time now. Slow, thorough, completely one-sided. You stared at the dash. Mind spinning.
What is this? Isnât this supposed to be casual? Friends with benefits? Why does he only do this? Why wonât he take more? Why doesnât he fuck me? Does he get off on this? Does he think I donât want more? Is he just trying to be nice?
You wanted to ask. But you didnât. He hadnât touched himself. Hadnât even looked like he was going to. You didnât understand.
What is he getting out of this?
Wasnât this supposed to be about taking what you needed? So, why does he only do this? Why wonât he take more? How could he keep giving without taking?
You couldnât ask and he didnât offer. So you laid there, skin still buzzing, the weight of him warm and steady beneath your cheek, and let the questions blurâeven though they burned through your stomach, sparking at your throat, your body had other plans. The low-grade tremble still in your legs, the warmth of his hand at your scalp, the pulse of release still echoing between your thighsâŠ
You were still sticky with slick. Your panties shoved to the side. And Megumi just sat thereâquiet, solid, stroking your hair like this was the end of something, not the beginning. You closed your eyes and before you could untangle even one thought, sleep pulled you under.
He never shifted. Didnât speak. Didnât stop touching you. And when Ijichiâs steps returnedâdistant, steadyâneither of you moved.
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YES YES YES EXACTLY YOU GET IT!!
(again please check out Talk Some Sense To Me (Kenopsia) because ImYourHoneyBee does so so so well at understanding references etc, and mentioning metatron having given cas knowledge on some pop culture (legally blonde in the instance iâm thinking of))
i hate hate HATE when fics pose cas as a timid wittle baby who doesnât know anything about the human world. HEâS THOUSANDS OF YEARS OLD AND HAS BEEN OBSERVING EARTH FOR GENERATIONS. sure, he might not understand all the pop culture references, BUT HEâS NOT CLUELESS ABOUT EVERYTHING. STOP BABYING HIS CHARACTER. HE IS MURDEROUS AT POINTS AND CAN KILL W THE FLICK OF HIS WRIST AND WILL COMMAND RESPECT AND PUT DEAN ON HIS KNEES IN AN ALLEYWAY.

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Here's a Destiel prompt based on a doodle I did but also Chappell Roan:
Dean Winchester is your average picture perfect American boy. Tall, blonde, football team quarterback, Kansas sweetheart with a little brother he's way too over protective of, and a southern drawl he swears he doesn't exaggerate. He's brash and rude, his confidence making him an easy target for over excited crowds and the occasion fights. The girls at school want him when he gives them a wink and a smile, and most guys envy him. Wish they were him.
But Dean had his eyes set on the unattainable
Castiel Novak. the Student body vice president who seems to fly through school like he was above it all. But not in the obnoxious 'I'm better than you' way in most teen movies. No, Castiel radiates an energy. One of pure intent, kindness, and joy that makes people fall for his hypnotic blue eyes
People like Dean, Castiel's best friend, and the guy he confides in more often than not
And Dean hates that he does. Because Castiel,for all his intelligence, was as clueless as they come
So whenever Castiel asks him to wingman for him
It's months worth of heartache and fake smiles as he watches Castiel pull every trick Dean taught him
Because Dean Winchester? He's the practice boy
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Castiel, wanting to the full college experience, asks his best friend Dean to help on how to date/seduce girls (Since Dean is really good at it and has been in relationships before. But only to distract from his massive crush on Cas)
And Dean, being a good friend, walks Cas through every step regardless of how much it hurts to flirt with Cas, only for Cas to use those same words and actions on girls
And one day, Cas asks Dean how to kiss. If he'll be a good kisser. Castiel's self conscious about it. Self deprecating and confused cause his lips are always chapped and his hair always a mess. And he's scared he won't close his eyes
And Dean just goes on about how those can be good things. How they're attractive. Blurting out stuff he personally feels about kissing Cas
"Your hair's perfect for kissing, short and soft and perfect to hold"
"If she doesn't like your eyes when you kiss, then she's blind as a bat!"
"Your lips look chapped but I'll bet my Baby they're as soft as the look you get when you see a bee"
"hell! Given the chance, I'd kiss you and I'd be the one left breathless"
And of course, they practice kissing
And Dean was right. It leaves him breathless
Leaves him heartbroken too when he finds Cas kissing Meg the same way a week later
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"I can't take it anymore, Cas! I'm so fucking tired of being your goddamn practice dummy!" Dean turns around, finally facing Castiel after he storming off "Yeah, I asked for it. It was fucking stupid to even suggest it, but you can't be so goddamn blind to not see that everything I've said, everything I've taught you, was more then just a shitty flirting lesson to me!"
Castiel stops in his chase, staring at Dean wide eyed as the rain picks up
Dean powers on, pacing and flailing "Fuck me for thinking the way you kissed me meant something then just practice" he laughs humorlessly then lets out a sob
"Fuck, CasâŠ" Dean looks up. his hand coming down to clutch at his wet shirt. Tears and rain running down his face "It meant something to me⊠you saying it otherwise doesn't change that⊠it just makes it hurt"
Castiel stared wide eyed and frozen. His mind flashes back to every interaction, every little touch, every word said between them
And all he could muster up was
"DeanâŠ"
#destiel#supernatural#castiel#dean winchester#deancas#spn fanart#castiel fanart#writing prompt#fic prompt#my art
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