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dairyminki · 1 year
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Inked By Fate Masterlist
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↬ pairing/s: park seonghwa x fem!reader, choi san x fem!reader
↬ genre: soulmate!au, racers!ateez, rivalry, angst, romance, fluff, pining
↬ general warning/s: illegal racing (other specific warnings will be put on each chapter)
DESCRIPTION:
In this world, a person is simply not subjected to the concept of being alone or spending their entire lifetime solely by themselves until death welcomes them in its arms. 
For, in this reality, soulmates exist.
As young as they are, the moment a baby is born, a tattoo of the first letter of their soulmate's name is already engraved on their delicate skin. A reminder that later on, once they step out into the cruel world led by fate and destiny - their other half is waiting for them - somewhere out there.
However, once a person turns 18 and they still haven't met or crossed paths with their soulmates yet, they will experience another soulmate mark. These emerging marks will be different for every living soul and will guide them a step closer in searching for their soulmates.
Interfering with the way how fate and destiny plays their cards, is never the best option to take. Therefore, whether they like it or not, it is an unspoken rule that every person must step into the game and enjoy a play of hide and seek, and hope that at the end of the day, they'll finally get to say,
"I found you, my soulmate."
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CHAPTERS:
one | two | three | four | five | six | tba...
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dairyminki · 1 year
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imagine! it's 'bring your boyfriend to work' day, but you work from home.
you've got your set-up ready — which includes your laptop, your noise-canceling headphones, and some cute stuff that will help your student participate more in class.
a few minutes before you're literally about to teach, boyfriend!mingi enters the living room where you're currently at. he's looking rather sleepy and then he's complaining about how it's way too early yet, you're already out of bed and that supposed to be he shouldn't be awake but he has to, because it's bring your boyfriend to work day, which happened to be his brilliant idea in the first place.
but right now? all that's leaving his mouth are complaints about how you just left him in bed, all alone, and how he's already missing your warmth.
you were planning to ignore him and his whining self, only to end up whining yourself when he plops on your lap without any other word as if he wasn't crushing you.
mingi then turns to you, blinking a few times before his gaze shifts upward and lands on the minnie mouse headband you're wearing. he'll have his silly smile on, his eyes turning into slits. and then, he'll playfully poke your cheek, giggling as he does so.
"you look silly right now, but you're cute. soooo cute," he says.
and then the next thing you know, he's already passed out with most of his body laying on your lap.
great, not only do you have a child waiting for you to start teaching them in front of your screen, but also a big baby, who's already probably drooling on you, to take care of.
—☆
a/n: it's like 1 AM here rn and i wasn't even planning on writing but here we are. i'm in my 'mingi is my babie' phase ahhhh he's just so cute :((♡
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dairyminki · 1 year
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– first time clubbing with boyfriend!san
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fic type: headcanon
pairing: choi san x fem!reader
description: just san taking you to the club for a night out after seeing you so stressed with studying
genre: fluff (?), mildly suggestive, established relationship
warning/s: use of alcohol, pet names (if i missed anything else pls lmk!)
wc: 1.1k
a/n: this is supery dupery self indulgent LMAO and as a giggly drunk myself, i'd like to have a choi san too pls!
* i would rlly appreciate it if you reblog and leave some feedbacks btw!
— !¡☆
UNI was stressing you out
all the studying had your head always drowning in books and you rarely leaving your room
your boyfriend, choi san, knew he had to do something
now, san had a lot of options in his head on how to help you take a break
bcos even if you kept insisting that you didn't need one
san KNEW that it was only a matter of time before you burst and break down
and so he surprises you while you're eating dinner with him one night,
"do you wanna do something fun tomorrow night?" "what? san, you know i can't afford to-"
"please?" he cuts you off, PLEADING
and who were you to say no to a pouting san?
you were ALWAYS a weak woman for him
"fine," you say, giving in. "what do you have in mind?"
"wanna go clubbing with me, baby?"
as soon as those words left his mouth, he sees it
sees the way your eyes sparkle with something akin to excitement and then you're blurting out,
"oh god, yes!"
the following night, san enters your bedroom after he was done getting ready
his hair was slicked back, he was dressed in a black button down shirt with the first two buttons unbuttoned
a silver necklace dangling on his neck, a sliver of his chest exposed
he's wearing black slacks and a belt with silvery chains hanging on it
since this will be your first night out, he wanted to look good for you
and boy was it a pleasant surprise when he enters your room and see you all dolled up from head to toe
"well, aren't you a sight to see?" san marvels while he watches you apply lipstick
you were oozing with such allure in a dress you're wearing for the first time that san thinks he's severely beguiled with you
and so it goes without saying that his eyes never left you even until you left the house
the only time san's gaze breaks away from you was when he was driving
arriving at the club, san immediately turns to you and asks,
"hey, i know, we're already here and all but i just wanna say that if you wanna back out and go home, we still can, just say the word and-"
san knew just how much your family coddled you while growing up
and you've only started to venture out of your comfort zone when you met him
so he understands how settings like this might overwhelm-
"are you kidding me?" you gave him an incredulous look, cutting off his rambling
"i wanna get hammered!" you shout against the blaring club music
and then you were the one pulling him further inside past the sweaty bodies and the heavy smell of alcohol and the blinding neon lights
"unfortunately i wont be getting my usual today, so i'll just have a soda ," san says since he'll be driving. "but, hmm, maybe a tequila sunrise for this pretty lady right here" he tells the bartender and winks at you
you roll your eyes, your gaze shifting to the dancefloor
"can i dance…later?" you ask san
san barks out a laugh and pinches your cheek
"i won't be stopping you tonight, baby, so go ahead. tonight will be all about you," he whispers these in your ear, goosebumps trailing your skin
you haven't drunk anything yet, but you already felt hot just like that
when your drinks do came, you surprise san at how you basically drunk it in one draft
"baby, hey, hey, we got all night!" he chuckles trying to get you to slow you down
soon, one tequila sunrise became five, and you were already red from the drinks and laughter
you were a giggly drunk how cute
"i think," you slur, pointing at san and then abruptly standing that you slightly wobble due to dizziness. "i think i'm ready to hit the dancefloor"
san grabs a hold of your arm, asking if do you want him to escort you to the center but you brushed him off
you were still giggling when you walked away
while you were dancing the night away, san just keeps staring at you
watching every move you make, every smile popping out to grace your lips, and every glance you sent his way
you were mouthing for him to come join you but he shook his head
san wanted you to have your fun for now
he wanted you to let loose so badly that you'll be screaming at his face tomorrow morning for letting you drink that much
but then, deeper into the night, he starts noticing that more eyes were on you now and that your intoxicated self remained oblivious to it
san downs the remaining liquid in his canned drink, licks his lips, and leaves the bar, deciding it was finally time to join you
unaware, your dancing was starting to become bolder as you become hotter with all the alcohol coursing through your system and all the body heat emitted by everyone surrounding you 
and then you feel hands on your waist
a familiar scent filling your senses and you immediately knew it was san who was behind you
you let your body become slack against his while he rocks your bodies from side to side, his hands pulling you even closer and face leaning in
you bring your hand up, caressing his face while he speaks to you in a low tone
"are you having fun, baby?" his lips brush against the shell of your ear making you shiver
you reply with a mere hum, giggling as his hot breath tickles your face
"i take it you loved my suggestion then?" "mhmm, i loveddd it san, i love youu" you mumble, smiling with your eyes closed
san chuckles at your drunk self, he doesn't really think you'll end up remembering MOST of this tomorrow
but at least you had fun
and so was he, san thinks as he smirks
later on not so subtly meeting the gaze of this one person he caught looking at you since earlier
by the time he was about to drive the both of you back home
san steps out of the car, heavily exhaling, after laying you down in the passenger seat
he needed a breather especially that he didn't expect the scenario of you grinding on him earlier at the dancefloor
san left the house with with you, hand in hand, and two of his buttons unbuttoned
and now, he comes home with you passed out in his arms and his button down shirt open 
— !¡☆
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dairyminki · 1 year
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color me pretty | c.s
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↬ pairing: choi san x fem!reader
↬summary: he's alluring, he's king of the runway, and he's at the top of his game. you? not so much, really. is it too late to back out?
↬ genre: model au—model!san & model!reader, suggestive
↬warning/s: profanity
↬wc: 2.4k
↬a/n: viola! i'm finally graduating from fluff academy thanks to @chokchokk 's influence LMAO. this is heavily inspired by san's ig post which still has me in a chokehold btw. pls enjoy!
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*reblogs and feedbacks are much appreciated!
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—𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪
There are cameras everywhere, a resounding click of the shutter one after another. Oh, and there's a lot of the color red present in the studio.
People are scattered all over the spacious room that you almost feel small as if every single thing and person in sight is intimidating you. And you're not going to lie, they surely do.
Frankly, if it weren't for your manager who's standing beside you, you might've immediately turned on your heel and walked your way back to the glass doors that you entered earlier, a minute just after arriving at the studio and finding how large of a scale this project actually is. Oh, to be back outside where you didn't feel suffocated and where you couldn't feel anybody's eyes on you.
"What would you do if I backed out…?" You tentatively asked your manager in a low voice, making sure that you were the only ones who could hear it.
You know that she heard you, but still, her eyes remained at the center of the room, where all the cameras are pointed at, and where all of the people's attention are currently drawn to.
"Where'd your previous confidence go? I don't remember seeing this hesitance of yours when I first suggested this project." Your manager replies, eyes still not leaving the subject of everyone's attention.
Because standing and posing effortlessly in the middle of everything is Choi San.
The renowned model, Choi San, whose face and body is probably the cover of every magazine you can think of, and who's dominated all the fashion shows you could only dream of attending, this year alone.
He's the king of the fashion and modeling industry, someone who is highly sought-after by every famous designer that you could possibly name at the top of your head. Choi San is a crowd favorite, he practically owns the runway, and he's a total icon to many—the young and the old, the rookies and the veterans.
And not to mention, he's your role model. Someone who you really look up to and perhaps, someone who you wanted to work with.
Right now, you're about minutes into turning that dream into reality, thanks to your manager and your incredibly impulsive self.
"Your thoughts are so loud, I could practically hear it." Your manager suddenly speaks, cutting through your abysmal thoughts. And then she turns to you, jabbing a finger right at your chest and saying, "But there's no way in hell that I'm letting you back out because, first of all, you'll be working with a supermodel, and second, hello?!" She exclaims the last part in a hushed voice with matching wide gestures, that you visibly flinch. However, it seemed like she couldn't care less because she cups your face and turns your head towards the side of the room where a stunning man dressed in an expensive sparkly black suit with a diamond logo on the tie, stood.
"You'll be wearing his creation! The Damian Luxe!" She squeals near your ear, and you grimace, because she is loud, alright.
Damian Luxe is the owner of one of the biggest and leading fashion brands ever known all over the world—Luxe Looks. And right now, you still can't quite believe how he's just a few steps away from you, seemingly engrossed in a conversation with one of the photographers.
You're not sure how he ended up picking you out of all the models out there. Somehow picking you alongside one of the top iconic faces of the fashion industry, to serve as his muses for his newest fashion collection, which is set to be released and made known to the public in less than a month. The pressure that is placed on you is quite heavy since it's just your second year into this modeling career.
And it is a sudden twist and turn from your usual looks and gigs. From being known as a model who has summer vibes, cute, and freshness up their alley, to starring in an intimate and quite sensual photoshoot in honor of Luxe's brand new and bold fashion collection entitled, Pleasures of the Heart.
"Believe me, I was overjoyed when you first told me about it. But really? You didn't even bother telling me that I'll be partnered up with Choi San? The Choi San?" You put quite an emphasis on the word 'the' in order to get your point across and make your manager realize your current dilemma at hand.
Because knowing you? There's a ninety-five percent of you messing this up because of your clumsy ass, the remaining five percent will be you fainting, by the way.
Oh god, you can't possibly do this right?
What if you embarrass yourself in front of him? Would you be able to live with that memory for the rest of your life?
You think not.
However, you weren't even given that much choice when one of the stylists arrives and steals you away from the comfort of your manager's side in order for you to get dolled up and ready for your photoshoot with Choi San.
Here's to fucking it up, I guess, you think, heaving a sigh as you followed the stylist in one of the rooms.
—𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪
You don't think that Choi San is actually real.
Heck, you didn't even think that someone could possibly make blowing bubble gum as something sexy.
Shivers ran down your spine and goosebumps littered your skin as you watched Choi San angle his face and send sultry looks to every camera pointing at him. If you were confident enough, you might've jumped him already, popping that bubble gum in his mouth and licking it off his lips right after.
Wait what-
You frantically shook your head. Is this what Choi San's alluring effect feels like? Because if it is, then you're so fucked.
Your manager and the stylist earlier, told you that there'll be some duo shots so that means, yes, touching will be involved.
When they first told you that, you weren't sure if you'll be able to pull it off because one, Choi San, is incredibly gorgeous. And two, he's only donned in a coat and pants, and no undershirt in sight! Which leaves a portion of his abs in display for anyone's eyes to feast on—not like you're feasting on them or anything.
You gulp.
Is it really too late to back out?
Moments later, you begin internally thanking the heavens, when Choi San's individual shoot has come to an end and he's called back by one of the stylists for a wardrobe change. Which you think will be in match with the pitch black bodysuit you're currently wearing underneath your robe. The robe isn't part of the look at all, you simply have it on for now because you aren't that confident yet. You honestly think you'll never be but maybe you'll be fine since the stylist said you'll still have one piece to wear later.
A red overcoat to match the red stilettos your feet is currently clad in.
One of the staff tapped you on the shoulder and led you closer to the center, saying that you'll be starting the duo shots in a few minutes.
The staff said it with a sweet smile that you have no choice but to smile back as well even if your insides were already churning and you're starting to break into a cold sweat.
You were in the middle of doing a breathe in and breathe out exercise in order to relax your nerves for a little bit, when you suddenly felt another tap on your shoulder. Thinking that it was probably one of the staff or stylists again, you turned around, only to be met with a pair of deep black cat-like eyes and a dimpled smile.
It was freaking Choi San.
"Nervous?" His voice was a clear rasp. Your knees growing weak at the sight of him in a sheer black tank top, which showed how buff he really was, and the same pants as earlier. His hair is still slick-backed with a few gelled-strands hanging against his forehead. A black biker glasses snugly sitting on top of his head served as his only accessory.
God, he's breathtakingly gorgeous being so close to you like this.
"U-Uh, yes, very, Mr. Choi."
Well done! You just stuttered in front of Choi San. But who wouldn't?
To your surprise, loud laughter comes out from his lips. His pink plump lip—oh would you please snap out of it?!
"Mr. Choi? Oh my, just call me San!" He chuckles. "You're Y/N, right?" He asks, a few moments after, and it prompts you to nod your head.
"You're a pretty little thing aren't you?" San says this so casually that it catches you so off guard, you choke on nothing.
While you're busy trying to re-organize yourself and your breathing, San makes it a mission to further turn you into a flustered mess as he gently pulls you by the waist. Then he leans in, mouth dangerously close to your ear and whispers the words that will certainly haunt your insides for the rest of the time that you'll be stuck in his presence.
"Don't worry, I'll take care of you, pretty."
—𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪
You and San have been receiving praises from left and right ever since the shoot started. You even heard from the head photographer that you two surprisingly share quite a chemistry in front of the cameras even though it's only your first time pairing up together.
Although, you do admit that you've had your awkward moments prior because, first, it is your first intimate photoshoot, second, your outfit is so far the most revealing you've ever worn despite the overcoat you're wearing, and third, San was very close. Too close.
But it's not like you're complaining anyway. In fact, you think you might be enjoying it a little too much than what you've anticipated. And, you just hope it's not noticeable to him or you'd die of embarrassment as soon as you step out of the studio.
Anyway, you felt every exhale that San had made in the past half hour, and it's very ticklish. But you also felt quite feverish with the way his rough hands seemed scalding hot against your skin, despite his touches and hold on you being gentle.
San was nothing but sweet and kind as he gently coaxed you out of your shell, always guiding you with every pose and expression. Because of him, you're starting to get more comfortable with the theme of the set and the overwhelming attention being poured on you two.
But of course, another challenge was bound to appear and send your mind into a haywire.
"Perfect! Now, let's have you sit on top of San." The head photographer suddenly instructs. "But first, I want you to sit on the floor, San." He adds.
All the while San's following the photographer's direction, you're left frozen, standing on the side, not quite sure if you heard the photographer right.
By the time you've snapped out of your thoughts and you're back to your senses, San's already sitting on the floor with his legs slightly spread out, his arms are kind of spread out as well with his palms completely flat on the floor, and he's slightly leaning back with his toned arms supporting his upper body's weight.
And he's looking at you. Looking at you with an expression you can't exactly figure out.
Before the photographer could even call your name and give you instructions as well, San's already beckoning you over with his index finger.
As if entranced, you walk towards him without any word. And when San told you that you should take off your overcoat, you followed him, dropping the piece of clothing to the floor. Then, when San told you to straddle his lap, you did it without any fuss despite your visible shaking which you're certain that he noticed because he's leaning towards you again.
"I got you, pretty. Didn't I say I'll take care of you, hmm?" San whispers against the shell of your ear. "You'll let me take care of you, right?" He asks when he still gets no response from you.
Inhaling deeply, albeit shakily, you nod your head.
Still not shying away from the close proximity, your breath hitches when San's hands come to wrap around your waist, one of them caresses your side, slightly making you jolt at the suddenness of the action.
"Words, pretty. I need words." San hums.
"Y-Yes. I'll let you take care of me."
"Good girl," He purrs and playfully bites your ear lobe, which, again, sent you lightly trembling as you felt the heat which started to creep its way from your lower abdomen and up to your face.
"Now, I want you to only look at me, alright? Can you do that for me?" San asks, thankfully, now with enough gap between the two of you, enabling you to breathe more easily.
"Yeah, I can do that." You reply and this makes San smile, dimples adorning his face once again.
San shifts underneath you for a bit, his palms at the small of your back. He adjusts your position on top of him and then his hands leave you as he goes back to leaning, but this time, with his hands much further back than before. This subtle change enables him to look up at your face more comfortably.
San instructs you to put your hands on his chest instead of being on top of his shoulders as what the photographer has instructed for you to do. And then, he retracts his right hand from the floor and puts it back on your waist instead.
And just like that it has the photographer screaming delightedly the word, "Excellent!"
"Excellent," San mimics in a soft voice, tongue darting out to lick his own lips, all the while his eyes never left yours. And you reckon, yours didn't leave him as well throughout the entirety of the photoshoot.
Well, after having him this close and looking so out-of-this-world while under you, where you can basically see every twitch of his eyebrows, every contraction of his arm muscles, and every bob of his adam's apple, with his attention all on you and you alone the whole time…you're quite not sure if you'll be able to take your eyes off of him ever again.
If this is how it feels to be under Choi San's alluring gaze, then, oh, you're so fucked, because there seems to be no possible escape, at all.
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dairyminki · 1 year
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Inked By Fate - ONE
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↬ pairing/s: park seonghwa x fem!reader, choi san x fem!reader ↬ genre: soulmate!au, racers!ateez, rivalry, angst, romance, fluff, pining ↬warning/s: none (lmk if i missed anything) ↬wc: 1k+
*reblogs and feedbacks are much appreciated!
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You hissed as you felt the pricking sensation on your back growing much more intense by the second. Your hands gripped at the counter, knuckles almost turning white, as you tried to steady yourself up whilst trying to not give in to the pain.
Here, it goes again.
A minute or two later, the door to the shop opens, revealing another female whose face turned panicky upon seeing your state behind the counter.
"Oh my god, Y/N!" The newly arrived female runs to you and then quickly guides you to one of the chairs. She eases you through the pain by cracking some jokes and telling you everything about her day. By the time the pain subsided, you were left staring at the pastel-painted ceiling, spaced out on the chair with a sore back.
"Y/N..."
A voice snaps you out of your mini daze.
"I-I think it's the biggest one yet, Jia." You told your best friend whose eyes widened in response.
"That explains why you looked more pained than ever." Jia says, pouting. "I'm sorry you always have to go through this. If only I can do something-"
You immediately put a hand up, indicating that you don't want to hear Jia continuing her words.
Because in the first place, it's not and will never be your best friend's fault. The cruelty of fate and destiny - that's what to blame.
"Ji, can you check it for me please?" You ask her instead, gesturing your back, with your head. Without any other word, Jia rushes behind you and rolls up your baby blue shirt.
"Oh my- Y/N, it's very pretty!" Jia exclaims, prompting you to roll your eyes.
"Jia, everything for you is pretty," you counter.
"No- I mean, I'm not kidding this time. This one's different!" Jia insists, and when you turn to look at her, you could see how your best friend's eyes sparkled in delight.
Seeing the doubt in your face, Jia offers, already extending her hand to you, "Do you want me to take a picture of it?" she asks.
"Yes, please."
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As soon as you got inside your apartment, you immediately went inside your room and made your way to your bed. Hugging a pillow, you laid down on your side as your mind drifted off to the familiar dark abyss where your endless thoughts resided.
Just how much pain will you still have to go through before you finally meet them?
For all you could know, maybe the chances of meeting them might not even be that high...so does that mean you'll have to suffer endlessly through these pains?
Sometimes, you question why fate and destiny chose to play their cards this way...
Why do they have to make it so hard for everyone, just for the sake of finding each other's soulmates? Your soulmate.
Yes, all the pain you've been feeling is all caused by your one and only soulmate. Your, supposed to be, 'other half' who, for some reason, you still can't find.
As a child, your parents always told you and your brother about the concept of soulmates, and of fate and destiny. Because of that, you've learned to love and appreciate the concept so much that everytime you see the inked initial on your wrist, you can't help but smile. Looking at it always manages to make your day.
That is, until you turned 18 - still no signs of your so-called soulmate. Due to that unfortunate reason, you had to experience another soulmate mark.
You remembered giggling in joy once upon a time as you let your imagination run wild. You imagined that maybe you'll have the infamous different eye color mark, or maybe the changing hair color one - but you certainly didn't expect this - for getting another tattoo related mark.
It started when you were in the middle of your Physics midterm exam, when you suddenly felt pain surging through your lower leg. The pain was bearable, but still it was pain.
When you went inside the bathroom, that's when you took notice of the black ink that was present in your leg. The tattoo was in the form of a fiery crown. And at first you were confused, thinking that your eyes were probably deceiving you. However, after spending nearly an hour staring at the same spot on your leg and searching on the web for confirmation, you eventually found out that it indeed is, your new soulmate mark.
After that, the tattoos just kept coming, and before you even knew it, your upper arm towards your back was littered with black ink.
And then today happened...
The biggest tattoo your soulmate has ever done - and they really had to place it on their back?
You wanted to curse them, but you thought that what if your soulmate didn't know? What if your soulmate didn't know that this is the case for your new soulmate mark? That for each tattoo they decide to get on their skin, the very same one starts to blossom on yours as well? Can you blame them?
"What a day..." You mutter under your breath, and then you suddenly realized that you still haven't seen the new design on your own back. And so, you quickly fished your phone out from your pocket.
"Oh my god...Jia wasn't joking." It is pretty. Maybe, the prettiest you've ever seen.
The tattoo was an infinity symbol, but instead of the plain one, it was made of a rose, with its stem bended into a loop with all the thorns present. And then somewhere along the lines were the words, fate and destiny.
You don't know why, but you felt warm. You felt warm because it's as if your soulmate was thinking the same as you.
That no matter how beautiful the concept of having soulmates is, the process of finding them says otherwise. But in the end, you know it'll be worth it. Just like a rose, no matter how beautiful it is, it still has prickly thorns that might pierce your skin. But in the end, it'll still be a beautiful flower to those who can see.
So that's why even though this game of hide and seek might be tiring and somewhat painful, you'll still move forward. Hoping that each step you take will finally lead you to your soulmate.
"What a beautiful pain..." You sighed as your gaze went to the letter that was inked on your right wrist.
S.
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↬a/n: hello hello hello~ this one's finally been freed from my drafts dungeon and i'm so happy! the first chapter is just an introduction for y'all to get a glimpse of the character and their life. see ya on the next chapter where things will begin to unfold ♡
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dairyminki · 1 year
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Like A Cat | c.s
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↬ pairing: choi san x gn!reader
↬ summary: out of the two of you, san, with no doubt, was clingier as his love language centered on physical touch and affection. but when the tables do turn, san is much more delighted to accept what you give him
↬ genre: fluff, established relationship
↬ warning: light swearing
↬ wc: 500+
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"I'm home!" You shout as soon as you open the door to your apartment. Being freakishly tired from work, you end up wobbling on your way to the couch, your bag dropping to the floor, while your sore body collides with the softness of the furniture.
You were beyond exhausted.
"Y/N!" San's shrill voice comes from your shared bedroom, having woken up from his light nap after hearing your voice. However, his cheerful voice chanting your name repeatedly immediately died down when he saw your state on the couch.
To him, and everyone who has eyes - he thinks - you looked like life was sucked out of you.
"Oh my god, my baby, are you okay?" Worry and concern was evident in your boyfriend's tone as he knelt in front of you, cupping your cheeks in his hands.
"Do I look okay to you?" You muttered weakly, closing your eyes. Which sent San into a frenzy; him, shaking your body, while ridiculously thinking that you were going to pass out on him.
"For fuck's sake, stop overreacting, San! I'm just tired…" You groan, now turning to plant your face on the plushness of the couch. Then, your boyfriend speaks up,
"Oh, why didn't you say so? God, I panicked for nothing."
You didn't give him any response.
Not when he speaks up for the second time. This time, asking, "My tired baby, do you want anything? Tell me, and I'll do it for you, hmm?"
San threads his fingers through your hair, trying to tidy it up as gently as possible. You nearly whimpered at the feeling. The way he did it was so soft that it almost lulled you to sleep.
"Anything?" You repeat in a hushed voice, cheek squished as you turn once again to look at him.
"Yeah, anything."
And that's how you find yourself seated on San's lap, cuddling with him on the couch. Your face buried in his neck whilst you litter lazy pecks along the side of it. San's fingers continued to caress your hair, giggling as your kisses tickled him.
"Is this okay, baby?" Smiling, San asks you, making you shake your head.
You pulled away from him and found him looking at you, confused. Even with tired eyes, you still managed to smile cheekily, pointing at your lips.
"Want you to kiss me too."
It had San giggling even more, more than happy to supply to your request. Anything for his baby.
A kiss on the forehead.
On your nose.
The apples of your reddened cheeks.
And lastly, on the lips.
"Anything else?" San asks, booping your nose.
"No." You say softly. And then like a cat, you went back to nuzzling your face in his neck, basking in the scent of his perfume. Your eyes closed in pure bliss.
San had wrapped you tightly in his embrace, one hand playing with your hair the way you liked it to, while the other remained on your waist, his fingers drawing any pattern that came to his mind.
San wishes that when you wake up, you'll still choose to stay in his hold.
Because, frankly, he enjoys every minute of it. Loving the way you fit perfectly in between his arms.
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↬a/n: ahhhhhck here's a little something as i slowly ease myself back into writing once again teehee
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dairyminki · 1 year
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Rielleeeeee, congrats on your milestone darling, im so so proud of you!! I would like to request some fluff with Wooyoung, based off taylor swift's how you get the girl 🤍 Take your time and congrats once again, your event is cute like you 🤍
✨️part of my 300 milestone event 🪄
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title: broke your heart, i'll put it back together (song: how you get the girl by taylor swift)
pairing: jung wooyoung x fem!reader
genre: exes to lovers, fluff, angst if you squint
warning/s: none
wc: 1.2k
a/n: oh sweet chip!! 🥺 stfu she called me cute im blushing i got a lil carried away with this hence the wc but likeee i hope i somehow put enough fluff here for u to enjoy?? hehe tysm again bby! ♡
* reblogs and feedbacks are highly appreciated!
Wooyoung was soaking wet.
However, he doesn't mind in the very least. Not even when the fabric of his dress shirt and slacks uncomfortably clings to his body, the wetness of it all spreading goosebumps in his skin as the nightly air blows past him.
See he's not planning on giving up. Not until you open the door and hear him out. Standing outside your doorstep while the rain is pouring doesn't really faze him that much.
Truth be told, Wooyoung's supposed to be aboard the plane right now—completely missing his flight which was just a couple minutes ago. While some may have panicked, he's all but that. Although, he is a tad bit nervous.
Not because he knows his parents will be bombarding him with phone calls and text messages once they know that he's not on a plane returning to gloomy London tomorrow morning—the hell with London and his furious parents. Rather, it's mainly because of you, and you're the only one Wooyoung cares about right now, frankly.
You—who he didn't even get a glimpse of for half a year. Which he thinks he really deserves after deciding to leave you out of the blue. Well, not really out of the blue since he had his reasons, and yeah, well…that's another story for later.
The thing is, tonight wasn't really planned in the slightest. In fact, Wooyoung, coming to your college reunion was a spontaneous decision made by him after Kang Yeosang—one of your friends—accidentally let the fact, that you'll be attending said reunion, slip out from his blabbering mouth.
That random information which luckily fell in Wooyoung's grasp spurred him to grab any clothing his eyes could land on and come rushing in his car to attend tonight's reunion which he so adamantly refused to go to.
And Wooyoung is glad that he did go. Because, as soon as he steps inside the nostalgic campus grounds and through the long hallway leading towards the gymnasium, he sees you.
You who looked stunning dressed in that white dress he had gifted you way back then, just barely a year in your relationship. Wooyoung bought that dress with the thought of putting a ring on your finger someday.
And he is hoping that despite all that's been said and done between you two, that 'someday' will still be just right around the corner.
If only you'd just open up and hear his words tonight, then it possibly would.
The heavens above might just be hearing his pleas, or he just looks too pathetic already that they can't stand a second longer of seeing him standing under the rain—if he's really unlucky, they might even send down a lightning bolt or something.
Wooyoung squints his eyes when he sees the beige curtains on your window move slightly. He wasn't sure at first if he was just seeing things, but then he catches sight of how one of your dangly earrings subtly produced a needle-like flash due to the LED lights on your porch.
His heart does a little leap at the fact of you peeking at him and the possibility of you opening the door.
But that moment of subtle joy fades when you open the door and then it reveals you—you with puffy eyes and a red nose. His heart almost breaks at the sight of you just hesitatingly opening the door even wider.
"You're insane." Were your first words to him that night.
"It's just a little rain," He replies, offering the smallest of smiles, not really sure how to react now that you're finally facing each other.
You sniffle and shake your head, for a second, you look down at your fiddling hands, and then you're looking back at him, gaze sharp, "Why are you here, Wooyoung?"
"I- well, I—"
"Why am I even talking to you?" You sigh, already moving to close the door but of course he puts a foot in, preventing the door from shutting on his face, and preventing you from shutting him away from your life furthermore.
"I'm really not supposed to be here right now, but here I am," Wooyoung spits out in a rush. "Please, just…hear me out?" He asks, his voice sounding out to be a lot smaller.
"Woo-" You stop yourself, sighing, "Come on in, let's get you dry first."
You were too nice, too nice even to someone who broke your heart, Wooyoung thinks. But that's why he's here, hell-bent on fixing things with you and proving to you that he won't do that same mistake of leaving you ever again.
"You're wearing the dress. I thought…you threw it already," Wooyoung speaks up by the time you come back to him with a towel and some spare clothes. His old clothes, he takes note.
"Y-Yeah, I thought it'd be suitable for the theme of the reunion." You shrug, handing him the towel while you hang the clean clothes on the sofa's arm. And then he hears you clear your throat.
"I know you're still drying yourself up, but…why are you here, Woo?"
"Funny you should ask me that because I should be in a plane back to London right now but-"
"You missed your flight?!" You cut off his ramblings with a shout.
"Willingly, Y/N. I missed my flight willingly and I'm very pleased with it." Wooyoung smirks.
"What would your-"
"And that is why you should hear me out tonight or my sacrifice would literally mean nothing," Wooyoung replies with a pout, and then he spreads the towel on half of the sofa, sits down, and then pats the empty space, that was also wet towel-free, beside him.
Wooyoung goes on about his mistakes, his reasons, and countless of apologies while you fiddled with the hem of your dress for most of it.
"I mean, i-it's only been six months, Woo. The memory is still fresh and…" You don't get to finish what you were saying as the tears finally escape you. Wooyoung immediately cups your face in his hands and wipes the tears that keep coming, his touch, ever so gentle.
"I would wait forever and ever. Because I want you for worse or for better, and everything in between, Y/N." He whispers, already in tears as well, and when your previously quivering lips break into a smile, he does the same.
But then, Wooyoung's phone resounds with a ding, which got both of your attention. You were the first one to look away and stare at the phone on the table, an audible gasp leaving your mouth when you saw the picture that served as his lockscreen.
"You never changed it…" You point out, looking back at him and seeing Wooyoung's lips break into an even wider grin.
A picture taken during the 26th of November, Wooyoung's birthday. A picture of him kissing you on the cheek while you're wearing your brightest smile. A picture he randomly self-captured with his phone as soon as his lips met the softness of your cheek—your giggles filling the entire apartment.
It was the same day that he gave you that dress, and the very day that you finally said yes to him being your boyfriend. The day you officially became his other half, and he, yours.
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dairyminki · 1 year
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this heavily reminds me of my san series ngl
✨️ part of my 300 milestone event 🪄
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title: make it up to you
pairing: choi san x gn!reader
genre: established relationship, fluff to suggestive real quick
warning/s: use of pet names (baby, babe, kitten)
wc: 879
a/n: hello hello to one of my fave persons here! this is just one of the many pics u sent me sooo sit back and enjoy ig?? helpsksks i'm really thankful for that san series of urs btw cos it was the reason we both started talking hehet,,,anyway! i hope u like this one luvv <333 and yes the pic do be rlly reminding me of ur san im screaming this was not so nice of u
*reblogs and feedbacks are highly appreciated!
San chuckles, hearing the frustrated huffs that manage to escape your mouth every now and then. He could practically see from the vanity mirror, currently in front of him, the little pout on your lips as well as your arms that are crossed against your chest.
You were already in bed, dressed in your bluish sanrio themed pajamas and—he bets—you're absolutely warm and comfortable under the comforter right now. Although, your furrowed brows say otherwise.
"What's my kitten pouting for, hmm?" San coos, a hint of teasing present in his tone. He has his head slightly angled to the right as he eyes his newly moisturized face in the mirror, two fingers pressing on his lips.
The thing is, he's currently intently admiring his no makeup face and he's not trying to deny that because—damn, he does look great.
You always tell him this, and there are still times that he can't quite put himself to believe it—not tonight though, obviously.
"If there's someone who resembles a cat more, between the two of us, it's gotta be you, Choi San."
San stills in his seat and his self-admiration comes to a halt.
You…
You just called him, San. Not sweetie, not darling, not bubba, and most of all, you didn't call him, Sannie.
Rather, you referred to him with his government name, and this was enough to relay to him just how deep your growing annoyance with him is now.
"Baby…" San softly says, he briefly lifts his butt off the stool as he turns to fully face you.
But when you make no effort to reply and simply cover your face with the comforter instead, he stands up and makes his way over to the bed.
San keeps sweetly uttering the endearment until the mattress dips due to his added weight and until the very moment that he's already laying beside you.
A whine comes out of San's mouth when he sees that you've managed to steer clear of his not so subtle attempt of caging you in his arms. You avoided him by rolling towards your left and viola!—you're now a human sized burrito.
"Baby!"
"Don't baby me!"
"But you're my baby!" San whines even louder.
"Yeah? And you kept this baby waiting for an hour when you promised you'd be done for only a few minutes," You argue, prying off the comforter from your face—San takes note of your slightly red face with a smile—your movements, sharp.
"Babe, I had to make sure that I've wiped every ounce of makeup from my face. Plus, I wanted to be presentable enough for you since we haven't seen each other for like a week," San squeaks, and he sees that you're trying your very best not to roll your eyes at him.
Instead, you scoff.
"You're pretty handsome already, Sannie. I always tell you that."
Ah, now there's that nickname he loves hearing.
Now lying on his side, San musters all the strength needed to pull you towards him—though, he didn't really need that much to do so. This action causes your body to be unwrapped from the comforter and ends with your face flat against his rock hard chest. San laughs when he hears you mutter an 'oof,' and then wastes no time to wrap you in his arms and entangle his legs with yours.
You were now his prey, trapped, and if he's merciful enough, he might just be contented in giving you a few kisses to make it up to you—despite your cute whines—for just a few seconds and then release you from his cage-like embrace, and call it a night, afterwards.
"Ou shmell good." San hears your muffled voice, and he giggles because of the light vibration your voice just made against his chest. And then you're pushing yourself away from him at arm's length, staring up at him.
"Have you been working out more, by the way? Your chest is…" You pause to clear your throat. "...rock solid." You continue, blushing.
San does his absolute best to stay calm despite your comment and your now flustered face. Instead, he makes it a mission to tuck every stray hair that fell and covered your face, behind your ear, and not meeting your eyes while he does so. And he was doing great, very great.
Well, that was until one of your hands gripped his muscly arm, and the other started playing at the neckline of his black tank top.
It's safe to say that the tables have turned and San was now the flustered one.
He is now the prey as he finally locks his eyes with yours. The dark gaze you were wearing was a clear indication that it won't just be cute kisses tonight—but rather, a hot long night filled with further lingering touches and kisses trailing down—
"Make it up to me?"
But, oh—San is very willing to make it up to you, alright. In fact, he might just not show mercy after all.
San hears you murmur, which enticingly pulls him out of his reverie. And then it happens so quickly, with San barely having any time to blink, that now you're already straddling his hips. San's chest heaves at the sight of you on top of him.
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dairyminki · 1 year
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Inked By Fate - TWO
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↬ pairing/s: park seonghwa x fem!reader, choi san x fem!reader ↬ genre: soulmate!au, racers!ateez, rivalry, angst, romance, fluff, pining ↬warning/s: lots of profanities, illegal racing ↬wc: 3.6k ↬a/n: early update (this is where the fun starts)! bcos i might be busy next week hehet. this wasn't proof-read so i'm sorry for the errors if there are. i would also love to hear your thoughts abt the story so far, thanxx!
*reblogs and feedbacks are much appreciated!
・・・・・★
Waking up to the smell of cooked eggs and bacons, you quickly sat up on your bed, brows furrowed.
Is your sense of smell fooling around with you?
Someone's definitely cooking in the kitchen. But who could it be?
Oh no.
What if it's an intruder - making itself at home knowing that you were dead asleep?
If the person sees my tattoos, will that be enough to scare them?
With that thought in mind, you went out of the comfort of your bed and slipped into your fuzzy slippers, praying that whoever was inside your apartment was someone your own size, who you can actually fight, or you'll be dead meat.
On your way, you took the baseball bat that was placed just in front of your room's door. But when you see who was moving inside the kitchen whilst humming to a song, you halt in your steps. It was a guy.
Should I hit him now? or should I wait when he turns around so I could hit him right in the face?
With your hand still raised together with the baseball bat in the air, the person turns around, nearly dropping the plate of newly cooked baconstrips when he flinches.
"Motherfucker, you scared me!"
"Yeosang?!" You exclaimed in disbelief. You stared him up and down. Oh, so that's why you didn't recognize his back like you always would, he's got his hair dyed again - this time it's light ash blonde.
"Yesss, it's me! Now, if you could just...lower that bat down...please?" Yeosang asks gently, not wanting to anger you further because of his sudden appearance inside your humble abode.
"Oh, right. Sorry." You smiled sheepishly. You put back the bat to its original place, then came back to the kitchen to join the latter for breakfast.
He didn't burn the kitchen this time. Wow, Jia must've rubbed off her cooking skills on him.
You wait for Yeosang to fill your plate with food, before you straighten up on your seat, arms-crossed.
"Now, why are you here dear brother?"
Yeosang looks up from his plate, raising his perfectly sculpted eyebrow at you. "What? I can't visit my own sister now?"
You scoffed at this. "Sure. But just so you know, this is so out of the blue, Kang Yeosang. If I remember clearly, I haven't seen your face for like what? Two years? So why now?" This time, it was your turn to raise an eyebrow at him, suspicious at his sudden actions.
Yeosang continues munching on his food first, before he places down his fork, sighing. "Okay, okay. You got me!"
With a triumphant smile, you leaned on the table, your elbow rested on top as you propped your chin on your palm.
"Jia told you, didn't she?" You muse, looking at him dead in the eye, which sooner turned into a staring battle between the two of you.
Of course, Yeosang lost.
"Ugh, she told me not to tell you this though. But you're a smart bitch so I guess it's not my fault." He shrugs, but you know yourself that your brother's going to have a scolding from his girlfriend later.
Yes, Jia is Yeosang's girlfriend. What a small world right?
"Well, thank you dipshit." You fire back, grinning, but he just rolled his eyes at you. And then he turns serious.
"Also, to answer your question, yes, Jia told me." He says, eyes now looking solemn. "But seriously? Eight tattoos in a week? What is your soulmate? A masochist?" Yeosang huffs, to which you just glared at.
"Yeo, my soulmate doesn't know." You said sharply. Wanting to prove a point to him.
"Sure, they don't. But that doesn't change the fact that you're always in pain because of that piece of shit."
"Yeo, tone down your language!" You hiss.
"Fine!" He exclaims.
Soon the table was filled with a tense silence, neither of you chose to look at each other, blood boiling because of different reasons.
You know that Yeosang is just protective of you, his only sister, his only family left. But it doesn't mean he can go around and curse your soulmate like that, your soulmate is still your other half.
"Alright, I'm sorry Y/N." Yeosang breaks the silence first. Your brother isn't really one who is fond of doing apologies first, given his high-walled ego. So you just nod.
"Look at me, though." Yeosang pleads, and without looking, you know he's already sporting that pouty face of his.
Imagining him looking silly, far from his usual cold and cocky facade, you break into a smile.
"Now, that's what I like." You heard him say and when you looked at him he was already smiling at you.
"Okay, so as I was saying, Jia told me about your sufferings, and it pains her to always see you like that, so..."
"So?" You repeat, raising one of your brows.
"She asked me to convince you to take a break from the flower shop first."
"Break? You know I can't do that, Yeo." You pout, just imagining how boring your life will be if you'll just spend the rest of the following days inside your apartment, probably just repeating the same routine. Wake up, eat, sleep, and repeat.
Working in the flower shop was the only thing that you looked forward to, and now you're asked to take a break?
Was it because you accidentally forgot to wear a shirt that was long enough to cover your tattoos? Did it scare a customer and they end up telling Jia about it?
Before you knew it, you were already overthinking, luckily though, Yeosang was quick to notice it and eventually snapped you out of it.
"Y/N, Jia has the purest intentions, believe me. You didn't do anything wrong, okay? We just want what's best for you." Yeosang reassures you, stroking your cheek gently. You leaned into his touch, nodding your head.
"Alright, I'll take a break..."
"Good. Then you better be ready tomorrow because I'm picking you up." He states, making you move away from him to look at him in the face.
"And where exactly are you taking me?"
"Weren't you curious about where I work? I'm bringing you there tomorrow." Yeosang smirks.
You don't know why, but you feel like this will be a bad idea, but at the same time, you were kind of excited?
"Yeosang?" You say, uneasiness slowly creeping into your system.
"Relax, it's nothing that illegal-well, who am I kidding? Of course it's illegal - anyway, I assure you it'll be fun!" He chuckles, relishing in the idea of finally bringing you to see his world.
But say what - did he just say illegal?!
"Kang Yeosang I swear-"
"Oh trust me, you'll love it dear sister."
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"You work at a club?" You turn to your brother who's behind the steering wheel of his red chevrolet camaro.
Yeosang merely shakes his head, then the car slows down, his side of the window rolls down, and the next thing you knew, he was talking to a buff guy, who seems like a bouncer to you.
You see the buff guy throw you a look before he tells you to reach out your hand.
"I'm sorry, what?"
"Just reach out your hand, Y/N." Yeosang tells you, and you do oblige, because the guy outside the window is scaring the shit out of you already.
The guy straps a leather band on your wrist, and just like that, he was out of your sight, and the camaro was rolling back on its wheels.
Although confused, your mouth opens in awe when you realize you weren't headed for the luxurious club. Instead, a passageway opens just at the side and Yeosang has led the car through it.
So now you're like inside of a tunnel, a tunnel that felt endless as Yeosang drove. But then you see it.
The lights.
And then you hear noises.
And that's when you see the big silver ass of a sign.
KQ-STRIP
"Y-Yeosang?" You mutter, your eyes never leaving the sign.
"Hmm?"
"Where are we?"
You hear your brother chuckle before you look at him, only to see him wearing that devious of a smirk on his face.
"Welcome to the world of underground racing, sister."
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When Yeosang said his job is illegal, you totally didn't expect to find yourself standing inside the walls of an underground racing facility.
Seriously? Illegal speed racing?? This is what he does for a living? Can you even consider it as a job, when it's more of like a dangerous hobby?
Still, you know your brother gets paid tons for this shit, seeing how the place looks so unrealistically expensive, so you're just gonna shut your mouth like the good sister you are.
"Does Jia know?" Is the first thing you asked him when the two of you walked further into the venue where you could already see the racing track and the expensive looking cars all scattered around.
"Of course she does. You know that I could never lie to that woman."
"You've got a point there." You say and then you let your eyes wander around.
The place was filled with people, either walking inside the area, or up in the bleachers. Some were even holding huge placards with what you presume were the racers' names. The place was humongous, lots of varying lights brightened up the race track.
Are you perhaps...dreaming?
Because there's no way something like this exists? And you only knew of it like, now??
Where on earth was Yeosang wandering that made him able to discover this place?
"If you've got questions, go ask now." Yeosang tells you.
You have lots of questions in mind, but you don't know what or how to start. This information for just one night is too overwhelming, it almost made you speechless.
"Have the authorities found out about this place? Or like, did you get arrested once?"
You admit this place might be considered close to utopia for some, but you can't also deny the fact that this, whatever this shit your brother is doing is illegal. Not to mention, the potential harm it can cause to everyone involved with it. To think he managed to bring you here...in his world...should you be scared?
Yeosang did say he wanted you to take a break and that he wanted what's best for you. So is this the solution to that? When this whole thing is close to giving you anxiety? That any minute now, a police might barge into the place and then-
"Kang Y/N!" Yeosang spoke with so much power in his voice that it was enough to bring you back to reality.
"You're doing it again, you're overthinking." He says, gently this time.
Yeosang moves closer, gripping his hands on both sides of your shoulders, looking you in the eye. "I promise you, you need not worry. I wouldn't bring my precious sister here if I knew it wasn't safe enough for her."
"Endangering you is the last thing I would ever do." Yeosang tells you, and it was enough of a reassurance.
Right, when has Yeosang ever broken your trust? Never. Though the two of you fight like cats and dogs every single damn time. But yes, you trust him.
"Plus, not to brag, but our higher officials have never ever slipped even once. The reason why KQ-STRIP has been underground for almost a decade." At that he's back to his cocky self, and you had every urge to roll your eyes at him, but you don't.
At a distance, you hear screeching tire noises, and then three cars; green, blue, and orange come into view, pulling up beside your brother's red camaro.
"Ah, speaking of them devils. They're here." Yeosang clasps his hands. You turn to him, puzzled, but he just loops his arm with yours and drags you with him to the three newly arrived vibrant looking cars.
At that moment, the three drivers went out, and you had to suck in a breath. The first one was tall with black hair, he had soft facial features but he screamed manly, nonetheless.
Meanwhile, the owner of the green car had light brown hair, slicked back, and had dark glasses on. Just like the first, he was tall.
Lastly, the owner of the blue car steps out, and unlike the two towers, he was smaller, even a tad smaller than your brother.
Despite his height though, he displayed the same cockiness as Yeosang and had platinum blonde hair, with some fringes dropping to his forehead.
They were gorgeous alright.
As if Yeosang knew what you were thinking, he nudged you ever so lightly.
"They're my friends, and no you're not hitting on any of them."
"I wasn't planning to." You grit your teeth. They're gorgeous, yes, you give them that. But you're loyal to your soulmate alright?
"Well, well, who do we have here?" The short one says, examining you up and down.
Tonight you wore a black leather jacket just like your brother and the rest of these guys. Yeosang told you it's a part of the dress code.
"Hongjoong hyung, this is my sister, Kang Y/N."
"Sister you say? She's pretty!" The one with the black hair exclaims, then he sends you a warm smile, enough to make your insides all fluttery.
"And hot!" The one with the glasses adds, whistling. Of course, you had to look away to hide the blush on your cheeks. "Well, thank you." You say quietly.
"Mingi, I didn't bring her here for you to hit on." Yeosang glares at the taller man.
"Alright, alright. Geez, I was just merely giving her a compliment." Mingi defends himself, and when he catches you looking at him, he sends you a wink.
And now, the other tall male was hitting him, telling him to tone down his flirty antics.
Then you hear someone cough.
"I'm sorry about them, they can be pretty handful sometimes. Anyway, I'm Kim Hongjoong." The blonde introduces himself, and offers his gloved hand in front of you.
You were about to accept his hand when another hand came into sight, pushing the former away.
"And I'm Yunho, Jeong Yunho!" He says, catching you off guard.
"It's nice to meet you, Yunho." You say, chuckling, as you shook his hand.
"The disrespect." Hongjoong mutters at the side, but then he turns to your brother.
"Why bring her this time, Sang?" He questions.
"Dunno. Just thought this would be a perfect place for her to have her break and distract her for the time being. Plus, she would be able to see her handsome brother at work." Yeosang says, winking at you.
"Ooh, ooh! Does that mean you'll bring her the following nights too?" Mingi chirps in, looking expectantly at your brother.
"Well, I guess? If she ends up liking it here. Then why not?" Yeosang shrugs.
Then as if something in you shifted, your focus wasn't on their conversation anymore, your system feeling like it's burning with anticipation and excitement...?
Because just at that moment, three other cars entered the scene, all black in color.
And when the first car door opens, revealing a tall man, clad in all black from head to toe, your breath hitches and you can't find it in you to look away. Even when his eyes met yours for a brief second and then turned his back.
You tug your brother's sleeve, whispering, "Yeosang...who is that?"
"Oh. That's...that's Park Seonghwa. And he's someone you shouldn't go near to Y/N."
・・・・・★
"Why?"
"Because he's the King, the King of the tracks. And he shouldn't be messed with." Yeosang supplies, and then Yunho suddenly appears behind you two, saying, "But you can mess with his two friends, they're nice and funny! On a second thought- no, they could break your heart if you get too attached with them."
"Also Inferno is our rival, therefore they're not a friend, but a foe." It was Hongjoong who spoke this time.
Inferno?
"What do you mean by Infer-" Before you could even finish your sentence, Yeosang cuts you off, grabbing a hold of your wrist. "That's enough info for the night, so why don't we just go and-"
"Elysium, my friends!" A voice cuts through the air, halting you and your brother in your tracks.
"Piece of shit." Yeosang grumbles under his breath, and the two of you turn around only to see three males clad in black approaching you and Yeosang's friend group.
The way they carried themselves screams confidence with a slight arrogance in their steps.
The guy in the middle was smiling and the other on his left was smirking, his gaze falling on your figure, while the one on the right- the tall man you saw earlier- Park Seonghwa - was wearing a blank face, stray strands of his midnight black hair fell on the other side of his face.
Then your wrist begins to itch. When you look at it, it's exactly on your soulmate mark.
"Oh, and who is this?" The same high-pitched voice speaks, and you look up to see the three of them looking at you while Yeosang was glaring at them, his hand still gripping your other wrist tightly.
"None of your damn business." Yeosang says through gritted teeth, making the latter laugh.
"You're so funny Kang. I haven't even done anything, yet." He says much to his amusement on seeing your brother steaming in anger.
"What's your business, Inferno?" Hongjoong speaks up this time, his voice calm and collected, as well as his face, so unlike your brother who's close to bursting.
You know Yeosang is protective, but not this protective. Then that just means that Inferno guys are really bad, bad.
"What's her name? Is she Yeosang's sister?" The same guy speaks, shamelessly checking you up and down. He's really talking like you're not here, huh? How rude. You're starting to not like him already.
So you speak up.
"That's right, I am. Got any problem with that?" You raise an eyebrow at him as you step forward, crossing your arms.
"Ooh, feisty." You hear Mingi say from the side, but Yunho was quick to shush him.
The guy in front of you laughs, and that's when you notice that his hair's colored half black and then blonde underneath at the back. What a bold choice of color, and it seems like his personality is too.
"You're just like your brother. But oh gosh, where are my manners? My name is Jung Wooyoung, and you are?" Wooyoung offers his hand in front of you, like a gentleman.
"I'm Kang Y/N."
"It's nice to meet you Y/N-ie." He says, catching you off guard. So you're on a nickname basis now? This guy is surely something.
Then he turns to the others behind him and introduces them.
"This guy here is-"
"I'm Choi San." The guy with the black hair and striking green streaks steps forward and kisses the back of your hand.
You hear Yeosang gasp. "Oh you did not jus-" Hongjoong and the others calmed him down, holding him in place, while Choi San merely smirks. Then he goes back to his place.
Wooyoung laughs again, then turns to the almost stone-cold like person on his other side.
His face was void of any emotions.
And you don't like it.
"This is our Seonghwa-hyung." Wooyoung introduces him. The said male just looks at you for a brief second, nodding his head in acknowledgement and says nothing.
While the others showed interest in you, he didn't. And it sparked up an unknown flame inside of you.
You're suddenly irritated.
So you turn your back and walk away.
"Hey, wait up!" Yeosang says, trying to catch up with you.
His friends followed suit. Mingi, questioning you first. "Why'd you walk away, angel?"
You don't answer him though. Instead, you ask, "When's the race starting Yeo? I'm about to get bored just walking around here." And talking to some jerk, who doesn't give a fuck about your existence.
Why are you so pressed anyway? Why are you so worked up over Seonghwa not giving you even the slightest interest?
Also what a perfect timing for your wrist to itch - the cherry on top, to your flaming annoyance.
"How about you three, including Mingi, go find seats, while me and Yunho go get ready for tonight's match?" Hongjoong proposes. And so the five of you separate.
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The race was already starting, one of the competitors being; Hongjoong and Yunho from Elysium; which you just found out to be the name of Yeosang's gang, and Wooyoung and Seonghwa from Inferno.
You like cars, you're okay with watching races, but tonight, you just can't help but keep sending glares on the innocent race track, plus your wrist was still itching for who knows what reason.
So you decided to excuse yourself and told Yeosang that you'll go to the comfort room, and thank god you were good with directions cause you immediately found it.
After doing your business and washing your hands, you head out, only to squeak when you find a familiar male leaning by the doorway.
"San?" You say, unsure, because he had his head hung low. But when he looks up, it indeed is him.
"Oh, I see, you're finished." Unlike his smirk earlier, he's sporting a dimpled smile.
"Yes…? But what are you doing here?" You ask, looking at him and then at the sign on top of you that clearly says 'female'.
"Waiting for you of course. What else?"
Okay? He's very straightforward.
"But why?"
He removes himself from the wall and faces you, both of his hands placed inside of his pockets.
He leans in up to a point where it was almost uncomfortable, but surprisingly it wasn't uncomfortable for you in the slightest. In fact you even close your eyes.
Then he speaks, his breath hovering over your lips, his fingers brushing away some of the fringes from your face.
"If I asked you to go on a late night drive with me, would you go?"
You opened your eyes and found yourself staring back in his dark brown eyes, so deep that it made you weak.
And when your knees gave up on you, San was quick to hold you by the waist and steady you.
After a few seconds, you mutter in a soft voice, "Yes, I'd go with you."
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Hearts Day | j.wy
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↬ pairing: jung wooyoung x gn!reader
↬ summary: he's the personification of love, while you're of darkness. but that doesn't stop him from fancying you.
↬ genre: demigod au, college au, fluff, woo being a hopeless romantic
↬ warning/s: none that i've noticed (pls let me know if there is/are)
↬ wc: 3.2k
↬ a/n: i know, i know...valentines day has already passed but idrc ^^ i kinda have a love-hate relationship with this fic bcos i didn't know how to end it. but, it's here so yeah i hope some of you will like it <3
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"Relax, there is no problem!" You practically convinced yourself, biting on your fingernails, as you pace back and forth in front of the student council's office.
The Vice President sought your presence, they said- wait...you didn't even get to ask why because the student who told you immediately fled without giving you the full information.
Your pacing comes to a stop however, as soon as you hear that all too familiar shrill voice calling out your name in the air.
"Oh, Y/N, child of Erebus~!"
"Ok, one problem!" You groaned, placing a palm on your forehead.
Without even looking, you know that Wooyoung, one of the sons of Eros, is already skipping his way to you with that annoyingly wide grin you so desperately want to wipe off of his face.
If the other demigods in this school wish to never, ever, cross paths with you, this one - is hopelessly attracted to you, whether you like to admit it or not. The other students feared you, yet Wooyoung fancied you.
"Wooyoung." You put on a tight smile as you mentioned his name, to which he just beams at, saying, "I know, lovely seeing you here today as well, Y/N." He shoots you a wink.
You don't hate Wooyoung, and nor is he dislikeable - it's just that he's annoying, seemingly sticking to you like a gum at any given time possible.
His personality was also totally opposite of yours. You valued being alone and found darkness as your only companion, whereas, Wooyoung is as bright as the sun and is sickeningly sweet like honey compared to the smugness of his brothers, and if granted, he would draw hearts in anything he sees. If love is a person, it'll automatically be Wooyoung.
"So, why are you here?" Oh, and Wooyoung also has this habit of being a little nosy. "Don't know." You simply answered as it was the truth.
"Me too, actually." Wooyoung says. "All I know is that the SC President wanted to see me." He continues, and you reckon, if the door to the SC office didn't open, his mouth wouldn't have shut.
"Y/N!"
"Wooyoung!"
Hongjoong, son of Athena, and President of the student council, exclaims, the same time as Yunho, the son of Apollo, and Hongjoong’s VP, exclaims your name with such delight written on his face.
"Uhm, why is Y/N here?" You hear Hongjoong whisper in Yunho's ear. "That's what I also wanted to know." You say, sending Yunho a questioning look.
"Hongjoong asked me for any possible volunteers to help with the decorations and I suggested you, Y/N!" Yunho cheered and then he went on rambling to Hongjoong about how helpful you were to him during the campaign era when he was still on the road of being the SC Vice President.
"I- that indeed is very commendable, but it's for Hearts Day, Yunho!" Hongjoong counters, almost smacking his friend on the head.
Hearts Day?
Oh no, not that-
"Hey, they might be the child of a dark deity but that doesn't mean they can't help me with the heart decorations." Wooyoung frowns, stopping the officers, who also happened to be his friends, from arguing.
"He's got a point, Joong. You shouldn't judge a book by its cover. You’re better than that." Yunho seconds the former's words as he shakes his head.
"It's not that! It's because I know Y/N and they don't like-"
"You'll help me right?" Wooyoung cuts off Hongjoong's words. His eyes were almost pleading as he asked you this.
You glanced at Hongjoong who was only able to smile sadly at you. You and Hongjoong were childhood friends who drifted apart in time, yet he always knew how celebrations and other bright, happy things weren't exactly your cup of tea, so, no, he wasn't being rude when he said those words earlier.
You gave Hongjoong a look of reassurance. After all it's just helping Wooyoung with decorations, for sure you'll be fine, right?
"I'll help him." You finally say, and then you follow a jumpy Wooyoung all the way to the stock room to fetch the decorations - heart decors, red and pink balloons and whatnots.
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“Y/N, do you think we should get this pink and red assorted ones or the red and white assorted ones?” Wooyoung asks you as he practically shoves two different plastic packs that were filled with heart-shaped decoratives.
“You’re the expert here, I don’t think you should be asking me at all, Wooyoung.” You shrug, and then you go back to picking every pink decoration that you can see on the shelf and placing them inside the box Yunho gave to you. Frankly, you just want this task to be done so you can go back to your class. You prefer being stuck doing your maths than being in a kinda tight room with someone who's your total opposite.
“Nonsense, I tell you! I might be an expert but that doesn’t mean you don’t have taste.” Wooyoung says. After that, thankfully, silence entered the room and hovered over you two. The past minutes were filled with Wooyoung calling your name and attention and asking you various things, that you’re just glad it all came to a stop. Or that’s what you atleast thought.
One second, you were just putting pink fairy lights into your box filled with whole lot of other decorations, then the next, when you were about to head to another shelf you might’ve exerted much force and forgot how little space between you and the shelves that when you turn around, your feet got caught in some of the extra lights, peeking out from the bottom shelf, tripping you thereafter.
With eyes closed, you were bracing yourself for the possible impact, and in those moments you were wishing you had the power of flight instead of your shadow magic, however, seconds turned into minutes and you still haven’t felt the coldness of the stock room’s tiled floor against your skin. Confused, you opened your eyes.
Wooyoung’s fading red hair, now mostly pink-like, was what welcomed your vision.
You’ve only started to notice that he’s caught you and spared you from your mishap and you’ve only just felt his hand on your waist, when he turns his head, resulting in him having his face in such close proximity with yours.
You were at a loss for words, only staring at him, your mind a muddled mess, cogs in your head still turning, albeit too slow. Unbeknownst to you, Wooyoung felt the same, but his’ was more of being too struck by your beauty up close.
Eros’ son seemed to recover faster than you though, however, he doesn’t dare move even an inch from you. Instead, your name once again comes out of his mouth.
“Hey, uhm, Y/N, there’s something I’ve been really meaning to tell you…” He starts, but his eyes seem to wander off elsewhere. Anywhere, but you.
And your eyes could be playing tricks at you, but you even noticed his cheeks were dusted with a pink shade.
You don’t even know why you still didn’t move out from his hold and shove him out of your way, you don’t even think you’re fully back to your senses yet as your heart begins to pound loudly inside your chest. It’s like you were stuck under a spell.
“I-” Wooyoung was cut off when a ball rolled off from his side of the shelf and hit his head. This caused the previous whatever kind of air between you two to break and you to finally break away from his gaze and hold.
Wooyoung’s cries of pain served as your background music as your head starts to process everything from your almost fall to Wooyoung’s last words much faster.
You gasped.
“Oh, no, don’t tell me you were gonna go all sappy and confess your love and everything to me…wait, were you?” Panic was evident in your voice.
Wooyoung’s head snaps towards you.
“What?” He asks.
“Earlier, you just said you were going to say something to me.”
Wooyoung takes more than a minute to recover from being hit, and when he does finally understand what you’ve been saying, his shrill voice fills the room.
“Well now that you p-pointed it out, I’m certainly not gonna do it anymore!” Wooyoung says, more like, sulks. The next thing you know he’s already grabbed his box and then he’s out of the stock room, leaving you there, dumbfounded.
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Wooyoung stared at the aimer bow in his hand that he’s been spinning since then. He’s been sitting on the railings of his dorm’s porch, the picturesque sunset in front of him. The dominating orange hue on the horizon is absorbed by his skin, giving it a warm glow.
A sudden burst of wind almost knocks the bow off his hold and then the door to his room opens, revealing Hongjoong, still in his uniform.
At first, Hongjoong says nothing and just sits beside Wooyoung in silence. However the latter knew that the former wouldn't just burst into his private space without any particular reason.
"Spit it out." At that, Hongjoong finally speaks.
"Y/N told me what happened at the stock room."
The spinning of the aimer bow comes to a stop. Wooyoung scoffs.
"If only I could shoot myself with my own arrow just so I can fall in love with someone else, I would've." He says, eyes lingering at the bow which he now holds firmly.
"And why would you do that?"
"Duh, because even if they clearly know I'm head over heels for them, it wouldn't change the fact that this feelings of mine is hopeless. I'm hopeless." Wooyoung sighs. "I should've listened to San when he told me that there's no way I can make a child of darkness fall in love with my antics. Maybe he's right that me and Y/N are just too different for each other."
San, his brother, another son of Eros, but who has inherited more of their father's mischief and desire for physical love, has told him plenty of times that a child of Erebus is simply not fit to be with him, seeing as both of their characteristics were on both ends of the spectrum. Nonetheless, Wooyoung paid his brother no heed. But he's starting to question it all now.
Suddenly, Hongjoong hits him on the head, saying, "Have you never ever heard of opposites attract, you idiot? Plus, quit listening to your brother. He's spewing nonsense."
"Maybe he is, maybe he isn't." Wooyoung replies, then he stands up and goes back inside his room. He plops down on his bed.
"In the end, I'll still be here. Miserable. Leave me to rot, son of Athena."
Hongjoong leaves the porch as well, rolling his eyes at his friend's dramatics. Sometimes, Wooyoung could be really hopeless. Especially when it comes to love. To think that he's the son of the God of Love as well.
"Sure, I'll leave you. But you can never know unless you say it properly to Y/N, Woo." Hongjoong tells him. "One thing I can assure you though is that I've known Y/N since we were kids, and I know it when something's bothering their mind. Give them some time, they might have just been shocked."
At that, Wooyoung quickly sits up.
"What do you mean?" He asks, confused.
"All I can say to you is that you, Jung Wooyoung, have probably been running in Y/N's mind for hours now, and you might want to do something about that. Great, nice chat." Those were Hongjoong's last words before he left Wooyoung swimming in his pool of thoughts.
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Hearts were everywhere. The color pink and red dominated every nook and cranny of their campus - from the field to their respective homerooms.
Everyone graced the hallways with their bright smiles and laughters. Most, holding roses, teddy bears, and even boxes with beautiful ribbons on top. Balloons were tied up almost in every lamp post, poles, and even trees, all of them swaying to the wind's rhythm.
The whole campus looked even brighter and livelier. Except for you, you reckon.
So, that morning, you tried to distance yourself from the funsies and heart stuff, and opted to go and isolate yourself inside the library, which was surprisingly, not really because you saw it coming, empty. Everyone was out for the Hearts Day Program facilitated by the student council, even the librarian was out.
You only shrugged it off.
You spent your time peacefully reading books, until he suddenly came into mind. Even when you know he shouldn't be.
You told Hongjoong about what happened when you were left alone with Wooyoung in the stock room a few days ago. You told him because you wanted advice, or anything really, anything from someone. And Hongjoong's the only one who you can still trust to talk to about things. Ever since that stock room mishap of yours, your heart is oddly beating faster than it ever does every time your thoughts drift to Wooyoung.
Is that even normal?
Hongjoong proposed the idea of you liking his friend but you profusely rejected that idea. Because, how?
How can you go from being annoyed with that person to liking them that quickly?
Besides, you already know Wooyoung fancied you, and you said to yourself that you don't. So, why now?
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You wake up some time after reading a history book and falling asleep. When you raise your head, you're startled to see that you weren't alone at the table. And no, the librarian still hasn't come back to man over the counter.
"Wooyoung…" You say in a hushed voice, because the mentioned male was just sitting in front of you, asleep. His hair covered his eyes mostly and he was letting out small snores.
He looked peaceful just like this. Completely different from his bubbly and loud usual self.
You haven't the slightest idea when exactly he came and you're starting to wonder why he's here with you and not one with the crowds in the campus gymnasium where the party was at.
You didn't want to disturb his sleep and probably sweet dreams but, your stomach was grumbling for food and you can't just leave him here to be confused when he wakes up with you nowhere in sight. You still have a heart despite being a child of the God of Darkness.
"Wooyoung," you start to shake him.
It takes a few more calls of his name and shaking before he finally wake up with a yawn.
He's still out of it for a brief moment before he registers your presence in front of him.
"Y-Y/N!"
"Hi, Wooyoung."
"How long were you awake for?"
"Just woke up actually. I woke you up as well because I have to go." You said, honestly.
"Uh, but…before you go. Can I say something, please? I promise I'll be quick and then I'll be out of your sight." He says this in such a rushed manner that you had no choice but to ignore the calling of food and lend a few minutes of your time to hear what he has to say.
"Thank you." Wooyoung says, smiling.
He starts off hesitant at first, but then he gradually starts to loosen up and then ramblings came spilling out of his mouth. It was midway when you realized he was basically confessing to you.
"I know that you already know, and I know that you don't feel the same but you know what's funny?" Wooyoung pauses, scoffing. "I still can't find it in myself to stop. I still keep thinking about you even though I know that none of me ever, and will ever occupy even a fraction of your mind."
"You do know that…this, is overwhelming to me right now, right?" You ask, smiling awkwardly.
Wooyoung chuckles. "I know, Y/N, I know. But ever since Hongjoong talked me out of my cowardice, I knew I had to be upfront with you about what I'm feeling. No worries though, I came confessing with the thought of just letting it all out and not expecting anything in return." Wooyoung gives you a reassuring smile.
And then there was silence. The only sound you can hear was the loudness of your thoughts, meanwhile on Wooyoung's end, all he can hear was the loud beating of his heart.
"I'm curious though," You speak after a little while, prompting Wooyoung to look at you, full-on attention.
"Yea?"
"You have your bow and arrow, and you can easily make me succumb to your charms and make me go head over heels for you with just one shot, but you didn't," You pause, looking him in the eye. "...why?" You ask.
"Do you see me still carrying my bow and arrow, Y/N? Do you see me still shooting other people around like how my other siblings does? No. You wanna know why? Because I believe love is something that should come naturally. Love shouldn't be forced as it ruins how we see things for what they truly are. Love should be all about falling into something that eventually forms into something beautiful. Which is why I can't force you to have feelings for me when you clearly don't. That's not falling in love, Y/N, that's torture, that's me depriving you of your own feelings and happiness. And that's not what I want."
You sat there speechless. Wooyoung's words were so vivid that it struck you. This was a different side of him, and you figured there's really more to him than meets the eye, more to him than what he lets on and lets people view him as.
Everything is overwhelming you indeed.
But one thought remained clear, reaching out to you the most.
Wooyoung was about to say his goodbyes and stand up when you suddenly spoke.
"I- ever since that stock room incident, I…my heart kept beating fast and for some reason I don't know, or maybe I do, but just wouldn't want to admit to myself, my head was filled with you…" You ramble on.
"Hongjoong was telling the truth then?" You hear Wooyoung mutter to himself, which you didn't quite hear clearly. When you asked him what it was, he simply shrugged it off. And so, you continued.
"I didn't like to admit it because I always thought that I wasn't capable of loving someone and nor did I believe that I was able to make someone love me for who I am-"
"Y/N, I-" You cut Wooyoung off, telling him to let you finish first or you'll lose your words and the courage you've been building up inside.
"But here you are, proving me wrong and every reason or excuse that I can and will probably come up with. And so, Jung Wooyoung, son of Eros, if I asked you to teach me, child of Erebus, how to love, would you? Because…I might, for real, just fall for you."
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ateez scenarios: dad!teez
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: ̗̀➛ 3/8: tropical boys line ― ❝ take your child to work day! ❞
↬ fic type: headcanon
↬ genre: slice of life, fluff, non-idol!au
↬warning/s: none, but pls lmk if i missed smthng!
↬wc: 2.3k
↬a/n: this wasn't proof-read so yeah excuse me for any errors >< this one is kind of open in a way you're free to imagine if they have a boy or girl and if they're single parents or not. also help?? the amount of the word "cute" i used here hsjsk i'm sorry
SEONGHWA ˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚
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― doctor dad
• usually his office is flooded with lovely little patients
• so he tries to pick out a less hectic day from his schedule to bring his kid with him to work
• this is because he wants to be able to look after his child well
• and at the same time get them to play and interact with his cute patients
• his kid did say "i want daddy to help me make new fwends"
• "my baby's wish, is my command" he replies
• it wasn't obvious that he was excited to bring his kid to see him work. really, no.
• it wasn't evident even when they came to the clinic with matching lab coats and stethoscopes hanging from their necks.
• his' was the real deal ofc while his child had a cute blue one with stitch on it. (if he spent a lot of money just for that, no one had to know)
• most nurses that passed by them cooed because his child looked exactly like his mini me
• seonghwa smiles so bright, heart swelling, and he holds his kid's hand even tighter, eventually swaying it until they arrive at his office
• before he gets ready for his shift, he makes sure to introduce every single thing inside the room (everything within his child's reach was kid-friendly anyway so he didn't have to worry much)
• "baby look, do you know what these are?"
• "tweddy!" his child would cutely reply, pointing at the yellow teddy bear in his dad's hands
• seonghwa would play with his kid for a while
• they made the stuffed toys their patients, he was the nurse, and his child was the doctor
• "this is a stethoscope" "stescowp!" "that's right, very good!"
• "you put this on your patient's chest, so you can hear their heartbeat." "artbeat?" his child would look up at him, confused
• seonghwa would pinch their cheeks first, unable to resist their cuteness
• then he'll begin explaining, "heartbeat is the sound your heart makes. it goes lub-dub, lub-dub"
• he matches it with comical expressions and wide gestures that it makes his kid laugh
• why are they so adorable? he'd think
• and then it'll be time for him to face his patients
• he leaves his kid at the corner to play with the toys they brought, saying he'll be back
• "promise me you'll behave? no crying?"
• "pwomise, no cwying, daddy" his kid will reply and they'll do a pinky promise
• seonghwa prepares his cute stickers and candies at the side for his patients while he waits
• he only had to do consultations and check-ups for today, he made sure of that
• in between breaks, he plays again with his kid
• and when they got slightly bored playing doctor with the stuffed toys, seonghwa will call on his nurse friend who wasn't on call
• and then he'd go back to his desk, continue charting, while his kid goes to the clinic's cafeteria for snack break
• it was seonghwa's last patient when things started to get a little rocky
• his last patient was a three year old girl who's having a check up for the first time
• she was scared and seonghwa didn't know what to do
• none of his stickers, candy, and coaxing were working successfully and that was a first time for him
• but then his kid stood up from the puzzle mat where they were playing with their toys
• his child picks up the yellow teddy bear that seonghwa gave them earlier
• they'd waddle towards the little girl
• and if it weren't for the current situation, seonghwa would've giggled because his child is adorable
• surprisingly, his kid was able to ease the girl and stop her from crying
• they would talk to the little girl while they both hold the teddy bear's hands
• seonghwa would smile and then he'll immediately check on the girl's heartbeat with his stethoscope while she's still distracted
• distracted by his child's ramblings
• it was such an adorable scene
• when it was time to go home, seonghwa gets startled when his child suddenly runs to his desk
• he watches them as they go over his sticker packs (his child was actually drawn to them since they arrived in his office)
• a particular yellow heart and a blue 'good job' sticker got his kid's attention and then they're running back to seonghwa
• the kid tugs at seonghwa's slacks, asking him to sit and seonghwa ends up crouching in front of his child
• "this one's for daddy" his kid puts the yellow heart on his dad's coat,
• and then comes the good job sticker, "because daddy helped me make a new fwend. i love daddy's job" his child would say
• "can you get me a sticker too?" "yes!"
• his kid will bring back a "great patient!" sticker without even knowing it's meaning
• he picked it because it had stitch's face on it, and stitch was their favorite cartoon character
• seonghwa would chuckle and then place the sticker on his child's coat as well
• "this one is for you because you've been so well behaved today." he'd smile and then ruffle the child's hair
• and then they'd walk out of the clinic, hands swaying, with some occasional happy jumps from his kid
• a few stops were made as well because his child would show off his cute stitch sticker to every person that they would pass by, may it be a patient or a nurse
YUNHO ˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚
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― actor dad
• the idea actually blossomed after the night he and his child played a game of charades
• at one point, yunho began acting out spongebob
• his child was having fun watching him and his comedic antics that they eventually blurt out
• "i wanna see daddy acting!"
• luckily, yunho's current movie project was a family-oriented one and the director was a friend of his
• as soon as they arrive at the filming site, his child marvels at everything they see
• "daddy, everything's soo big!" 
• yunho would chuckle
• at some point, his child gets too excited while yunho's talking to his co-actor
• he was so engrossed in their conversation that he almost forgot he had a child with him (how-)
• it's safe to say that he nearly lost his kid
• but he didn't
• so, all's well
• when yunho's time came for him to shine in front of the camera, his kid got to watch, front row. which was on the director's lap
• yunho knows and is a daily witness to how energetic and playful his child could get so he's actually surprised that his child was just calmly sitting there on someone they just met while seemingly being in awe by every expression yunho makes and every word he says
• in fact, his child has been behaving so well that the director let them speak through the megaphone to yell the word, "cut!" 
• but ofc it came out cute and tiny and adowable~
• yunho's kid got every person on the set laughing 
• later that day, a coffee truck that was sponsored by one of the casts in the movie came on the site
• the child was playing with yunho's manager and saw it
• "is that food?" the child points at the truck that had people approaching it
• yunho's manager would ask them if they want something to eat or drink but instead, the child says
• "can i get food for daddy?" they ask this with their head slightly tilted to the side
• they both ended up getting food and drinks and yunho's child does the honor of giving the sealed coffee cup to their daddy who was still filming
• as soon as yunho finishes, they carefully walk towards him
• "coffee delivery for daddy!" they'd say cutely, prompting yunho to chuckle
• then they'd share a pastry or two while yunho goes over his next lines
• when yunho gets back in front of the camera, his child would watch him intently
• their small mouth following their daddy's dialogue
• and when yunho finishes all his parts and is done for the day, he'll sit beside his kid, both of them following and mouthing every word the current actor says on screen
• soon after, both of them eventually got bored and yunho's manager finds them  getting all playful with the poor confused boy manning the coffee truck
• either bombarding him with questions about coffee or
• ordering a drink after another in a split second
• the manager ended up scolding them both
• but yunho and his child just laughs it off
• before things were wrapped up in the set, yunho planned to take a picture of himself so he could post it on his sns for the fans
• problem was, his child was starting to get all cranky and wouldn't want to leave his side
• so he asked for two pairs of sunglasses from his manager who also asked and got it from yunho's stylist
• when yunho gave the smaller sunglass to his child and said that they would take pictures like james bond, it brings a smile to the child's face
• "one, two, three!" yunho's manager would say while the both of them pose side by side, doing the infamous james bond pose
SAN ˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚
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― florist dad
• they haven't even left the house yet but san is already cooing and taking pictures of his kid due to their adorable ootd
• he's too attached to his child that even if the child wants to be put down, he still carries them on the way to his newly opened flower shop
• his child loves him as much as he does, so they end up not fighting their dad's urge to carry them every single time
• they both sings songs while san walks, on the way there
• they do so even while san is opening up the shop and the kid sits on a stool, twirling around to see the different flowers around them
• until they eventually got dizzy and san had to attend to them for a second
• when san is finished organizing every nook and cranny of his beloved shop, he grabs two aprons from the stock room
• he puts the apron on but doesn't tie it yet, then he walks to his overly curious child, smiling
• he makes them lower their head and puts the cute little apron on them, trying his best to make a pretty ribbon while humming
• "can you tie my apron for me, angel?" he'd say after
• when the child nods their head, he doesn't waste any second and instantly turns
• while his child is tying his apron for him, he's smiling, dimples full on display while he clutches his chest, heart soaring
• san just adores his kid so much, okay?
• everything his child does make his heart do somersaults
• since it's still a newly opened shop, after san flips the closed sign into open, it was still quiet and empty
• and what does san do to fill the silence? he makes silly dance moves while he hums which makes his kid laugh heartily
• later on he starts actually singing, making up a song with flower names in the lyrics
• they do that for a moment until it started to get quite tiresome
• so he picks up his child and transfers the stool in front of the register, closer to him when he actually starts to attend to customers later
• san teaches his kid about each button and what they're for but the candy jar filled with flower shaped candies at the corner of the counter was what grabbed the child's attention more
• and yes, san put it there because of his own kid, and not because he has a sweet tooth. nope.
• when a customer does arrive and asks for assistance, san leaves his kid with the jar telling them not to finish it all up in one sitting
• "...or you'll have a sugar rush. are we clear, angel?" the kid nods at him. "very good. daddy will be back"
• he smiles at them and gives them a small pat on top of their cute little head
• soon after, san's got customer after another
• one particular elder lady was holding him up quite longer than the previous ones
• and san didn't really mind at all since he loves helping and being of service to others
• he didn't mind explaining each type of flower, their meaning, and what occasions they're great for, to the lady
• but from his peripheral vision, he could see that his angel was already pouting from their seat by the counter
• candy jar, untouched
• he knows, san knows, that his baby is already bored out of their minds
• most probably in need of something else to stimulate them and keep their cute lil head occupied
• the lady certainly notices the hesitation dancing in san's irises, even his fidgety hands
• "is that your child over there, young man?" she asks
• san rubs his nape, awkwardly, and says yes
• "they look like they're bored to the core" she points out
• "a-ah yes, i thought the colorful candies would keep them entertained for a bit"
• "clearly not" the lady scoffs, catching san off guard
• he wasn't sure what to make out of the lady's statement until...
• "why not bring them over here? let them explain whichever flower to me and maybe i'll be able to finally make up my mind" she says
• hearing that, san does everything to not squeal a yes in front of her and embarrass himself
• "i'll be right back" he says in a hurry, hurrying to save his child from the arms of boredom
• "well, hi there, little one. you're awfully adorable aren't you?"
• the child was a bit shy at first, but when san tells them it's okay, they start going out of their shell
• fondness danced in san's eyes as he watched his child cutely explain everything to the elder lady
• the elder lady who actually seemed to have an affinity for kids
• and then, san notices
• he only notices that his child has also gotten his long time habit of pouting while talking
• all his life, he's been called cute, adorable, and other compliments there are that matches his nickname, 'sannie'
• but now, he doesn't think there will be anyone else who'll ever compare to the cuteness of his precious angel.
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Acquiescence || j.wy
PAIRING — jung wooyoung x fem!reader ... GENRE — fluff, angst, strangers to lovers ... WARNING/S — major character death, mentions and descriptions of hospital, pet names, reader has achromatopsia, mild profanities ... WC — 7.7k
AUTHOR'S NOTE — i had this fic idea hiding in my drafts with only the title finished bcos i felt like it wasn't the right time for me to write it just yet, so i let it sit. and just when i thought this story will never see the light, stormy august happened, i got all angsty, and i was able to pour all my emotions on this fic. and now, i'm posting it for sad september, yay! anyway, special thanks to @hotteoki and @jaehunnyy for beta-reading this one ^^
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SYNOPSIS — a life painted in shades of black, white, and gray, sparks a certain yearning for something brand new deep inside of you. but what if that 'something brand new' comes in the form of a boy and his camera? will his presence be able to alter the monotonous world you live in into a world where the colors of the rainbow are freely dancing?
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ac·qui·es·cence
: the reluctant acceptance of something without protest.
achro·​ma·​top·​sia
: a visual defect that is marked by total color blindness in which the colors of the spectrum are seen as tones of white, gray, and black, by poor visual acuity, and by extreme sensitivity to bright light
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To you, it was peaceful.
How the scratchy sound of the pencil's nib against your sketchbook was the only thing you could hear, how the hues of black, gray, and white were the only ones that filled your vision, and how it was only the smell of fresh grass that lingered in the cool morning air.
But at the same time, it was depressing.
How those were the only things that constantly stimulated your senses. Always the same every morning, unless it were to rain.
You don't think any word was fitting enough to describe what you currently feel. Deep inside you, there's a yearning for something brand new. To alter the monotonous life you have in exchange for a life filled with an endless spark of delirium or one where the world before your eyes appears bright-colored.
Sitting on one of the wooden benches found in the hospital's garden inevitably makes your thoughts and emotions fly around. Sometimes, it's the feeling of hope budding inside your chest, but most times it was the heavy weight of despair forming over your head like a gloomy gray cloud.
Gray.
Now that is a shade you know by heart. A shade you've grown to appreciate that if anyone asks you what your favorite color is, gray would be your automatic answer.
Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, pink, and many others, are colors you could only wish and dream to see. When people around you talk about how blue the sky is, or how an evergreen tree looks, it makes you wonder deeply how on earth they look like. Are they as pretty as your favorite color? Or are they something more? Something that'd get you marveling hard and for long.
"Y/N? Y/N~?" You hear the familiar voice calling your name in a sing-song. When you turn your head around, you catch sight of shoe-clad feet before you see the face of your lovely nurse from day one—Nurse Aliah.
"There you are!" She exclaims, walking towards you with a huge smile on her face which you mimic as you close your sketchbook.
"Time's up for me already?" You ask, a bit dejected.
As much as you've grown to treat your hospital room as your home, that doesn't mean you've grown to love staring at the mundane four walls and smelling the overpowering scent of antiseptic and cleaning agents clouding your senses.
"Why? Don't feel like going back yet?" Nurse Aliah asks, making you scoot over so she can sit beside you.
Replying with a mere nod of your head, she sighs, patting you gently on the back. Then, she takes a glance at her wristwatch, saying, "I suppose I could give you half an hour more. I mean no one has to know, right?" She sends you a playful wink.
"That's more than enough, thank you."
"No problem at all, darling. But before I go, can I have a little peek at your sketches?" Nurse Aliah asks, gesturing at the sketchbook on your lap which you immediately hide behind you.
"No!" You laugh. "No peeking until I finish it."
Your answer got her frowning, but she stood nonetheless, muttering a sulky 'fine.'
"The sun's about to reach its peak in a little while, so put your cap on, alright?" She reminds, prompting you to nod your head before she finally leaves the garden.
With Nurse Aliah gone, you grab your cap beside you, wearing it, before you find yourself admiring your surroundings once more, taking in deep breaths as if the earth's air supply was about to run out, and then you're opening your sketchbook and diving back inside the world of art.
Sketching different things brings you peace—if some feel anxious leaving their houses without their phones or watches on, for you it's the same when you leave your mechanical pencil or any of your sketchbooks and drawing pads behind.
Art enables you to cope with all the imperfections you were forced to carry with you ever since you were born to walk the earth with your tiny feet.
You might not be able to see and appreciate colors as much as everyone does, but you do love being able to weave lines, shapes, and patterns from the tip of your pencil.
Click!
Your grip on the pencil loosens when you hear the sound of a camera shutter and someone cursing. Looking to your left, you see a male who looks the same age as you, holding a camera in his hand—his hair is quite long, he has styled fringes framing the sides of his face, and he is smiling sheepishly at you.
"Did you…just take a picture of me?" You asked, squinting your eyes at him and tilting your head to the side. You see him swallow, his Adam's apple bobbing, all the while he lowers his camera.
"Shit, I'm sorry!" He exclaims—his voice, pitchy. Then he proceeds to ramble aloud, "I didn't mean to startle you, I was just taking a look around, trying to find anything pretty to capture, and then I saw you, and I…I'm sorry."
"Didn't anyone tell you it's rude to take someone's photo without asking their permission?" By now you were standing, approaching the male and his camera. When you stick out a hand, he instantly gives his camera to you and you find yourself staring at a picture of yourself on the screen.
What he did was rude, yes, but you can't help but be in awe at the way he was able to capture you looking so immersed in your drawing—your furrowed brows and your tongue darting out of your slightly opened mouth because you're concentrating hard.
"I should be mad but, it's actually a pretty photo," You say, slightly abashed.
The male in front of you chuckles. Then he asks, "So, does that mean I get to keep this pretty picture of you?"
At the mention of the word 'pretty,' you feel your cheeks heat up. Coughing out loud and not meeting him in the eyes, you reply, "Only if you're not some creepy stalker, then I suppose you can."
"I'm not! I actually did it for a school project."
Hearing him say that made your ears perk.
"Oh, really? What's it about?" You can't help but ask, not being able to hold back with your natural curiosity for things.
"Nothing much, really," He starts. "We were just told to visit someplace we hadn't been to before and then capture something that catches our eye. Once we can do that, we will be asked to share about it in class."
After he explains, you find yourself asking him more.
"What else did you take a picture of?"
"You…were the first really." He answers with his free hand rubbing at his nape. As for you, his answer got your cheeks even hotter.
"Oh." You end up saying, not really knowing how to respond further. Luckily, he opens up another topic, and later on you're back sitting on the bench you previously sat on, but with him beside you.
"So you're telling me you've never been to a hospital before?"
"Nu-uh. Never," He answers, fiddling with the buttons of his camera. "Uhm, how about you? Did you…"
You knew what he meant despite him not fully voicing it out. Thank goodness you didn't see that one thing you really hate, in his eyes, though—pity.
"Been here since I was five," You say as you stare up at the sky. The gray-looking sky that always accompanied you whenever you were out here in the garden.
"What are you here for?" You could gather a hint of hesitance in his voice, most probably not wanting to pry considering you've only just met. But he's just like you, curious.
"I'm color-blind," You begin. And just when you were about to tell him more, you heard someone calling you.
"Y/N!"
You turn your head and see Nurse Aliah approaching you. From a distance, you could already see the questioning in her gaze.
"I—ah, unfortunately, have to go now," You say, picking up your sketchbook and standing up.
"Oh."
"Yeah, um, I'm grateful I was able to cross paths with you today," You tell him with all honesty. And you think you see him bite back a smile.
"The way you say it, makes it sound like, us, meeting was something big."
"Well, maybe it is," You grinned at him. "I'm Y/N, by the way." You say, extending a hand for a handshake which he immediately accepts.
"Nice to meet you, Y/N. I'm Wooyoung," He responds before you wave at him goodbye and run towards Nurse Aliah with a smile still lingering on your face and her look of questioning not fading away in the slightest.
"Who was that?" She asks as the both of you start to walk back inside the hospital.
"Hmm, just someone who thinks I'm pretty."
The following day, you asked Nurse Aliah if you could go out again. When she asked you why, you simply told her that the fresh air and the calming surroundings got you more motivated to finish sketching, and not because you were kind of hoping for a certain long-haired male to find his way back to the garden, no, not at all.
Well, not that you were going to admit and let her know anyway.
You fell into the same routine as yesterday without any difficulty. By now, the subject you were trying to draw was getting more defined. Just a little more shadings here and-
"Smile!"
Instead of smiling as the chirpy voice told you to do so, you think your caught-off-guard face was what the camera was able to capture.
"You could've warned me!" You exclaim after a few moments of just blinking and nothing but your mind trying to register the sound of the shutter that went off earlier and the laughter of the newcomer.
The very reason why you wanted to escape the stuffy walls of the hospital again.
"I take pride in my candid shots, though." Wooyoung pouts.
"You only started taking pictures yesterday!" You point out.
"Okay, and?"
"Ugh, just let me see the picture," You say, though it sounds more like a demand. A demand that Wooyoung refuses to follow through.
"No, this one is for my eyes only." Wooyoung sticks his tongue out at you and then,, later on has this shit-eating grin on his face.
In the end, you give up trying to get the camera from him. The moment you decide to set your focus back on your drawing, silence envelops you two—not the awkward kind though. It was more like those silence that'll have you sighing in relief, and everything else around you sounding like calming waves.
And amidst the silence was Wooyoung near a flower bush with his camera out. You don't know what colors the flowers are in but you do remember Nurse Aliah telling you they are called Chrysanthemums and that they smell sweet.
"Wooyoung," You say after a minute of just staring at him snapping a couple of photos of the said flower. "What color are those flowers?" You ask.
Without taking his peering eyes off the viewfinder, he answers, "They're purple!"
Purple—you know they're the color of grapes, your favorite fruit. You've wondered since then if purple was anything like how the fruit tasted.
"How about your hair, Woo?"
Woo—that's new, and the way the nickname rolled off your tongue actually felt nice.
"It's black, probably just the way you see it!" He answers, and then you see him finally lowering his camera and smiling to himself while he walks back toward you on the bench.
"Were you able to capture something pretty?" You ask him as soon as he drops his weight on the bench, his shoulder touching yours.
"I did. It's quite a lot. But…" Wooyoung trails off, and then he's looking at you with a cheeky grin. "...they're not as pretty as you though."
At that remark, you feel heat rush towards your face, however, you don't look away from his gaze, just yet. Your thoughts begin to wander again, as you think of what the color of his eyes are and if they're the same as yours, or the color of the shirt he's wearing, and his camera too. You could've asked those questions aloud but you didn't.
Instead, you ask, "If I were a color, what color would I be, Woo?"
Wooyoung briefly seemed to appear as if he was in deep thought, with his head tilting to the side, his eyes roaming all over you, and his lips pursing.
"That's a question I can't answer after just a day of knowing you, Y/N." He answers truthfully. "How about I'll get back to you after a month?" He proposes.
A month could be awfully long for some, and short for others who are patient enough. You're not sure which one of the two are you, although you still nod your head at Wooyoung.
And a month? Sure, you could wait. Time flies fast these days, after all.
Days turned to weeks, and by now, you've grown accustomed and comfortable with Wooyoung's presence.
He was just the right amount of loud, funny, and kind, that even your Nurse Aliah has opened up to him already.
"You smile a lot nowadays," Nurse Aliah comments one time while you're resting inside your room and she's replacing your newly emptied bowl of grapes with a fresh set.
"Is it bad?" You ask as you stare at the ceiling, not really thinking of anything—just the little joke Wooyoung told you a day ago repeatedly tickling your head.
You hear the clinking of the fruit bowl for the last time before you hear the rustling of your bed sheet.
"It's not bad per se, but…"
Her unsaid words send the all too familiar sinking feeling creeping its way back into your chest. A feeling you've tried so hard to push to the back of your mind, only for it to resurface once again.
"Don't," You plead in a small voice, eyes closed. When you open them again, you're looking straight at her, hot tears lingering in the corner of your eyes. You tried hard to blink them back.
But when was the last time you let them fall? When was the last time you allowed yourself to feel sadness? When was the last time you willingly set hope free and embraced despair?
"Alright, I…I just want to let you know today will be the last time you'll be able to go out Y/N. Tomorrow, Dr. Lee will be here to check on you."
Not being able to stop the dam from breaking, you just nod your head to whatever Nurse Aliah is saying. You feel her caress your hair before the door to your room closes with a thud.
Tears spilled—rolling down the apples of your cheeks until they're gliding past your lips, enabling you to taste their saltiness. And then you're sitting up, pulling your leg close to your chest with your head resting on the wall as you stare at the window.
You sigh. Feeling all the energy you possess going down the drain.
You suddenly remember all the things the younger you had to suffer through just because you weren't normal just like how everyone was. You remember how you'd run into things and tripped over them because everything seemed dark and dull. You remember how other kids would play outside at the playground while their parents would sit there on the benches and talk about how the sun looked so bright.
You've never directly looked at the sunlight. It hurt your eyes, even until now. Hence, every time you go out, you always wear a cap on your head just to shield your eyes from the light radiated by the sun. Anyone else would've worn sunglasses to deal with that, and you've tried—once. After that, you came to Nurse Aliah, crying, because you felt suffocated while wearing them. And that continued until you were older—any type of glasses having the same effect on you.
Childhood for you was tough. Luckily, Nurse Aliah was there to somehow make it less hard for you to deal with the world and reality. Making you smile, laugh, and enjoy the little things—Nurse Aliah was your only family. She contributed to igniting the spark of hope inside you.
And now, there's Wooyoung—his smile, his raucous laughter, and the way he sweeps his fringes to the side out of habit. Just Wooyoung and the click of his camera, his camera roll that's probably full of your stolen shots now. Just Wooyoung trying to peek at whatever you're drawing while you're so adamant not to show him. Just Wooyoung discreetly picking out a random flower from the bush and putting it behind your ear.
It sends a rush of warmth all over you—something warmer than what you get when you're spending time with Nurse Aliah. No, Wooyoung's was something else.
You place your right hand on your chest, and there it is. The faint sound of your heart beating, increasing, as your mind gets filled more by the said male.
It feels foreign, but it's nice. Really nice.
And with that, you know you're ready to face another day with the open sky and Wooyoung's presence keeping you intact and aground.
After all the crying you've done, you felt light and at ease. As you walk out into the hallways and down to the ground floor, you find yourself greeting more people you encounter along the way. You can't help but notice the smile sticking to your lips, and surprisingly, it didn't hurt you with how wide it was.
Your smile only seems to get brighter when you spot Wooyoung's familiar figure outside. He's by the same bench you two sit on with his back facing you.
Giggling, you were eager to reach where he stood.
But then it happens.
Just when you were about to run and shout his name, it happened.
Instead of shouting his name, you find yourself gasping for air, feeling as if your throat was closing in on you. With your heart irregularly beating painfully against your chest you drop to the ground, feeling faint and cold with sweat.
You don't register much about what happened next but swore you heard screams around you and the last-minute turning and running Wooyoung made toward you.
Blurry grayness was the last thing you saw before everything turned black.
There were voices around you and the sound of a machine.
Fluttering your eyes open, you recognize you are in your room—lying on a bed with a few tubes connected to your body, and then gently shifting your eyes to the door where the sound came from, you see a familiar back and your Nurse Aliah, talking in low voices. Though, not low enough, seeing as they awoke you.
Nurse Aliah notices your awoken state first, you see her whisper something to Wooyoung before she attends to your side.
"Hey, darling," She began in a soft voice, almost lulling. When her fingers brushed through your hair, you swore sleep was tempting you to go back into its arms once again. But you stopped yourself.
"How are we feeling?" Nurse Aliah asks. You find yourself clearing your dry throat, unable to answer. You give her an okay sign, instead.
Immediately, she gets a glass of water from your bedside table. She gently guides you to a sitting position, before she hands the drink to you.
"I'm glad you're awake, Y/N. Now if you'll excuse me, I'll go call Dr. Lee. Meanwhile, you can go ahead and talk with your lover boy over there. Sounds good?"
You could only roll your eyes at her, shooing her away.
Wooyoung instantly came to your side after the door closed. He pulls out a chair for him to sit on and then just stares at you. You find yourself looking down at the empty glass in your hand, with the silence the male was giving you.
You can't figure out if he's angry, sad, or disappointed. If he only sees you as a weak and undesirable thing he no longer wants anything to do with.
"What's my pretty girl thinking, hmm?" Wooyoung asks, gently taking the glass out of your hold, and replacing it with his hands.
Wooyoung's hands felt warm against your slightly cold ones and you liked it.
"I'm thinking that I'm sorry, I'm sorry for not telling you," You answer truthfully, now finding the courage to reciprocate his gaze on you. But then, a gasp leaves you when you see how puffy his eyes are.
"Have you been crying?" You ask, pulling your hands from him and cupping his face. Your thumbs trace the bags of his eyes while Wooyoung leans into your touch.
"If I did, what's my pretty girl going to do about it?" Wooyoung asks with a small chuckle, in an attempt to lighten up the mood inside the four walls.
"Am I really still pretty to you, Woo?" You asked in a weak voice, tone laced with disbelief.
"Y/N, y'know that's a stupid question, right? Love, you'll forever be pretty in my eyes, and I—y'know yourself I'm good at finding pretty things, right? That's how I found you."
"Woo…"
"If you think that me, seeing you like this will change anything, then you're so wrong for that."
"Woo-"
"Is it shitty of me if I say that I'm in love with you, right now?"
You're caught off guard when Wooyoung starts crying, his tears wetting your fingers. With him breaking down in front of you, you can't help but cry as well, pulling his head to your chest in hopes that your heartbeat was loud enough for him to hear that it was actually screaming his name.
"I don't want you wasting your tears on me, please…" Your voice was croaky after a while, tears having dried on your cheeks, while Wooyoung's sobs still hadn't subsided.
"I don't know about you but I'm not feeling funny enough to laugh right now," He answers with a chuckle and you laugh as well, still cradling his head against you.
If you could, and if you only knew how, you'd lessen the pain he's feeling.
Absorbing all the pain coursing through him until you become numb, you'll do so. And if you could control time you would love to rewind it to the time he took a photo of you without permission.
If you acted coldly towards him and sent him away, would you still find yourselves in this position?
Will Wooyoung still weave his way into your fragile heart and your colorless life?
Will you still find yourself falling in love at the last minute with him?
You don't know.
But you do know you feel the same way as him.
Who knew that that delicate heart of yours was still capable of welcoming a powerful force called love inside?
Most of your days were filled with your doctor and nurse checking up on you at every possible chance. The wheelchair has become your friend, and instead of getting out into the garden and finding Wooyoung, the tables turned. Wooyoung, being the one who found his way to your hospital room, started constantly visiting you with a different set of flowers every day to adorn the lonely vase sitting atop your bedside table.
Unlike the other days though, this time, he was kind of late. Even Nurse Aliah didn't get to peek inside after the early morning check-up she did on you today. It was strange, you think.
Starting to feel bored, you decided to take a quick look at your finished drawings and the letters you wrote slipped into one of the pages of your sketchbook
Then, you hear the door to your room opening. Instead of Nurse Aliah, though, Wooyoung's adorable peeking head was the one you saw.
"Woo!" You exclaim, putting a sweet smile on his face as he welcomes himself in.
Immediately, you open your arms for him, and he fits in perfectly when he engulfs you in a soft hug. You feel his lips against your temple, and if you could, you'd choose to stay in this position, just basking in all the warmth he could offer and all the kisses he'd get to spoil you with.
"I have a surprise for you."
"What is it?" You whisper back at him. Then, he's pulling away, a hesitant look on his face.
You looked at him, confused, asking, "Is there something wrong?"
"No, nothing's wrong! It's just that, Nurse Aliah told me you're not really fond of these, but, I was hoping if…" Wooyoung trails off, and then he takes something out of the small bag that he brought with him. "...can you please, wear them for me, just this time?"
In his hand was a case, and when he opened it, you saw a pair of glasses.
Your breath hitches.
"Is this—h-how were you able to—Woo, I-"
Unbeknownst to you, you were panicking, and Wooyoung was doing all his best to calm you off the overwhelming feeling encapsulating you.
When you've calmed down, he proceeds to ask again, "Will you wear them for me, love?" in a much softer voice.
You nod your head, tears brushing your cheeks, while smiling hard and mumbling a few yeses.
"Thank you, my pretty girl," Wooyoung says, showering you with butterfly kisses, prompting giggles out of you.
"Are you ready?" Wooyoung asks before you take the glasses out of its case. Nodding eagerly as a reply, you put them on, unable to control the blinking of your eyes as they adjust.
An immense feeling grows in your chest, your words stuck in your throat when you finally get to look at Wooyoung and see what his gorgeous eyes are colored in. When you asked him what color they were, he told you they were brown, the same as yours.
Minutes later, as soon as Wooyoung sees you're all set, he pulls you up from your bed, helps you wear your shoes, and then guides you every step until you're sitting in your wheelchair.
Turns out it was blue—your wheelchair. And blue is such a pretty color, you think. Though, after seeing the color of Wooyoung's eyes, you think nothing could ever compare with it.
It was your first time being able to see the garden with the stars present, twinkling up above.
Wearing the special glasses that Wooyoung has gifted you, you can't help but cry at the overwhelming colors filling your vision.
Wooyoung and Nurse Aliah told you that it won't make you see all the colors the world is painted in, but at least it was no longer just black, white, and gray—the three same colors your world was revolving in.
Another surprise welcomes you hard when you notice the transformation the garden had to go through with all the fairy lights hanging from each tree.
Green—a color you know that dominates the earth. You are so delighted to be able to see such a refreshing and tranquil color. A color you wouldn't mind looking at forever.
"Did you do all of this for me?" You ask Wooyoung in between shivers, that the latter had to stop wheeling you from behind for a minute. He crouches down in front of you, tightening the jacket around you, and sensing that it isn't enough to shield you from the cold nightly breeze, he takes off his own and puts it on you.
"Hmm, though I did ask Nurse Aliah and a few others for help. Do I look like I could pull off this surprise by myself?"
"Of course not." You playfully scoff.
"I know I asked, but I can't help but feel offended."
Laughter filled the rest of the path you took toward the very bright evergreen tree in the far distance. The sound of the crickets and the luminous moonlight accompanied you two as well.
"Is that—are we having a picnic?" You gasped, spotting a blanket lying over the green grass, a basket, and a set of empty plates over it. You think you even see a bottle of your favorite drink peeking out of the basket.
"Yes, we are, pretty." Wooyoung responds, but then something else catches your attention that you almost want to abandon your wheelchair and just say, 'fuck it,' and run.
You realize that not only fairy lights hang from the evergreen tree, but also pictures.
When you get nearer, you feel your heartbeat becoming louder. And when the wheelchair halts—Wooyoung carrying you afterward towards the area he set for you two—you were able to see the pictures much closer.
At first, all you see were the different flowers Wooyoung captured in his camera—they were a myriad of colors; pink, blue, red, and purple.
You found purple to be the loveliest.
"Is that—?" You turn your head to Woooyoung as your finger points to a certain picture of two people.
Wooyoung only nods.
It was a picture of you and your Nurse Aliah. Bright smiles graced your lips. Your arms were around each other and you were wearing your cap which surprisingly is colored purple as well.
Maybe, Nurse Aliah knew that purple was bound to replace gray as your favorite color in the long run, and the color didn't disappoint you at the very least.
"Thank you," You tell Wooyoung as he puts you down on the blanket. Everything looks magical. Like a scene pulled out from a movie, a scene you didn't expect to live out.
And just when you thought Wooyoung's surprise had reached its end, you thought wrong when he handed you a photo album. Well, it looked more identical to a scrapbook, with your name on the cover formed using cutout magazine letters.
When you open it, you see a short letter written on the first page with what seems to be Wooyoung's penmanship. From his penmanship alone, you could identify what his personality is like. And you thought it was endearing.
However, when you flipped to the next page, your eyes widened, breath hitching as your gaze stayed fixed on the very first picture pasted on.
It was that picture Wooyoung took that got you so caught off guard. The one he so adamantly tried to hide from you.
One of the candid photos he took pride in—you with your eyes staring wide at the camera, your mouth ajar, the pencil you were holding slipping out of your grip mid-air.
You were quite shy to admit it but you now understand why Wooyoung said it was for his eyes only.
It was a pretty picture.
Deeper into the night, Wooyoung finds himself running his fingers through your hair while you're laying your head on his lap, watching the stars dance in the endless obsidian sky.
Having you close like this, he gets to realize how frail you appear to be, one touch and he fears you'll break. A second of looking away from you and he's afraid you'll slip away from the clutch he has on you.
But then, there was your smile, ever blinding, and it made him think there was nothing wrong. That this was simply a storm passing by and that tomorrow a rainbow shall greet him from the bluish sky.
"Ask me again, Y/N," He asks after a while of comfortable silence, you merely humming back, eyes questioning him with what he means by that.
"Ask me the same question you asked me a month ago."
And just like that, bliss danced in your irises, but then you sat up a little bit too fast that it worried Wooyoung for a bit. However, the joy in your face never seemed to fade, and that was enough to reassure him that you didn't experience any pain of some sort.
"What color am I to you, Woo?" You paraphrased the question you dropped on him a month ago, one he couldn't answer yet. But now, he thinks he got it all memorized.
"My dear Y/N, if you were a color," He starts, leaning in towards you, his hands cupping your face and then he's resting his forehead against yours. "You'd be every color in the rainbow."
To Wooyoung, you were purple—a color that's meant for uniqueness and the artistic side of life, which you surely have running in your blood. Purple was a color that could relax the overall senses, which is why it's no surprise to him that it was now your favorite color.
Although, he believes you're also blue—not the feeling, though. Blue was a perfect color to describe your calm demeanor to others. Just like the feeling one gets from looking at the sky—breathtaking, pure, serene, and easy to look at. Wooyoung thinks he gets all of that just from a single glance at you.
But then you're also green. Softness and growth. In the short amount of time, he got the privilege to spend with you, he knows you've become more open to everything. You've once told him about what your past looked like and to be honest? He thinks you've started to learn to let go of the painful parts that once scarred you—like a leaf falling from the tree and letting the air carry it to anywhere it'd take it.
Yellow and orange are colors that represent joy and energy—you exude both. Wooyoung sees a certain glow in you, and he thinks Nurse Aliah will agree with him if he claims that the energy you possess is one of a kind, something that needs to be shared with everyone else.
A glow that gravitates people towards you.
And maybe that was one of the reasons that made Wooyoung stumble his way to you that very day you two first met.
Will you end up believing him if he said that that project was something he was forced to do? Wooyoung had never even touched a single camera until that day. And looking at how bright his world looks right now in front of him, he's glad he decided to do it.
"And lastly, you're red. You radiate passion and warmth, Y/N," Wooyoung tells you, never breaking away his gaze from you, and not caring if he ends up cross-eyed.
"You are love itself, and every day I wake up beyond grateful that I'm one of those people whom you've decided to share a piece of yourself with."
"Woo…" You say, already sniffling, while he's now finding it hard to see through his tears.
"Can I…Can I kiss you?" He asks, his hands shaking.
"You'll probably be my first and last-"
Wooyoung cuts you off with the tender feeling of his lips capturing yours in a kiss that was messy and frantic at first, like time was chasing you away, and was salty with all the tears. But then, every brush of your lips against his' turns into something sweet, making his insides flutter and his heart beat like he just ran a mile. Wooyoung feels warm all over as one of his hands found your waist, the other delicately holding your chin, and if he could wish for one thing, he would love to wish for this moment right here to stop as it is.
But the thing is, he can't.
He knows any moment now, an endless slumber shall find you. And if he can, he would like not to waste any remaining second he's got with you left.
"Woo, I'm tired," Wooyoung hears you say in a small voice after a while, a yawn escaping your lips and your eyes getting droopy.
He gently lifts you, placing you on his lap while letting your head rest in the crook of his neck. And then he's wrapping his arms around your body layered with jackets, cradling you like a baby.
"Woo?" He hears you speak once again. He hums back in response.
"Look at me, please?" You plead in a soft voice which almost breaks his heart there and then. But he looks at you, and when he does, he thinks he saw your eyes shine with the littlest spark it could still muster to show.
"Your eyes are really pretty," You say. Wooyoung looks away, fearing you'll see him cry. And he doesn't want you to go after seeing him in that state. Instead, he hugs you a little tighter.
"The sky is a witness to how grateful I am to have crossed paths with you, I hope you know…just how lucky I am and how happy I feel right now," You say with a contented sigh, and based on the way your cheek moved against his skin, he knows you're smiling right now.
But it turns out you weren't finished.
"My life was dull and repetitively the same until you came along with all your colors. Thank you for letting me feel how love feels like, I love you…and I'd like to believe I'll still do until we meet again."
That was the last time he heard your voice drifting in the wind before the chirping of the crickets increased tenfold.
"I love you, too, always, my pretty girl." Wooyoung gets to say before his entire body stills, your last intake of breath reaching his ears and your last exhale fanning his neck.
And then he's shaking, another batch of tears washing over him as he cries silently, slowly rocking your body with his, back and forth, and dropping soft kisses on the top of your head.
I don't want you wasting your tears on me, please.
He hears at the back of his head, bringing him back to the moment he saw you so fragile-looking for the first time.
Wooyoung actually got to talk with your doctor, Dr. Lee, that day. Dr. Lee had told him that it was considered a miracle, how you lasted for a month when he thought you'd only have a week left after the both of you saw the latest condition of your heart—only seeming to get weaker as each day passed.
Now, Wooyoung wasn't one to assume things, but he would like to think that you held out for him, all because you wanted to ask what color you were to him.
"If I were a color, what color would I be, Woo?"
"That's a question I can't answer after just a day of knowing you, Y/N." He answers truthfully. "How about I'll get back to you after a month?"
And you did wait for a month. Wooyoung would like to say it was a stupid reason but, he's glad you asked him that. And he's even glad that you were able to hear his answer to your question before you closed your eyes.
Somehow, it brought him peace.
Entering your room, Wooyoung feels nothing but emptiness, the joyful energy you once radiated, is now nowhere to be found—but the memories he got to share with you linger on.
Earlier, he volunteered to tidy your room and your things when Nurse Aliah asked, and now as he's walking near your bedside table, he spots something peeking out of the sketchbook you always used to carry with you to the garden. The sketchbook you didn't let him take a peek even once.
Wooyoung grabs it, and he lets out a sound of surprise when something falls out of the pages, dropping onto the floor. Crouching down, he picks up the bunch of paper and sees there are two drawings and two handwritten letters.
He takes the drawing you made for him—a sketch of him while he's holding the camera to his face—and the letter addressed to him. Then, he puts the ones that are for Nurse Aliah back on the table.
Wooyoung takes his time admiring every stroke and shade you've made while sitting on your bed.
Now he understands why you wouldn't let him peek even just a tiny bit.
Wooyoung feels his heart soaring because you drew him.
And it was a pretty drawing.
Wooyoung sniffs, putting the drawing on the bed and picking up the letter you wrote for him this time.
Frankly, he isn't sure if he's ready to read it, especially since your passing is still fresh in his mind and his heart is still hurting.
But then again, when will he ever be brave enough to read it alone? Wooyoung thinks reading it inside the room you once resided in will ease him even just a little bit, although he can't promise that he won't cry again.
And so, after a deep exhale, he opens your letter.
One look at the first line and Wooyoung finds himself breaking down for the nth time.
My dearest Woo,
Hi! I'll be honest with you, I wasn't really sure how to start this letter, but then I thought, what if I told you a story first? You like stories right? I hope you do. Anyway, here it goes.
Once upon a time, there was a little fairy. Now, this fairy was unlike any other fairy—she didn't have wings. (I know what you're probably thinking; why is she a fairy if she doesn't have wings? But cut me some slack, will you? This is probably why I should stick to drawing, which I hope you saw first, by the way.) Since she didn't have wings, she couldn't fly. And because she couldn't fly, she felt like she was always left behind, always feeling like an outcast that she almost resented herself for being born. Why wasn't she like normal fairies? She always finds herself asking.
Right when she thought all hope was lost for her, she met this boy. A boy who had no wings but was still able to fly. Of course, the fairy was in awe and disbelief, and so, she asked the boy, "How are you able to fly without wings?"
The boy grins at her and says, "Wings? Who says they're the only thing that could make you fly when pixie dust exists?"
"Pixie dust? What is that?" The fairy asks, and then the boy shows him a bag filled with golden-colored dust, which he pours into her hands.
"Sprinkle it all over you and think happy thoughts, then you'll be able to fly just like me," The boy says, and without hesitation, the fairy follows his words.
And when she did, she found her tiny feet slowly lifting off the ground. "I'm flying!" She exclaimed with great joy. After that, she became friends with the boy and together they soared to greater heights. But nothing ever lasts, don't they? Soon, the boy had to leave her, but before he left, he gave her another bag of pixie dust and promised to come back looking for her as long as she continued to think happy thoughts.
However, the time came when the pixie dust ran out, and the fairy had lost her glow and was unable to think of happy thoughts. In the end, her life ended before she could even know if the boy didn't really plan on coming back, or if he simply wasn't able to find her. The end.
Whew, what a story!
I don't know if it made sense to you, Woo. But I think, what I'm trying to say is, I want to make things lighter by saying that, in that story, the fairy was me, and you were the boy who gave me hope. Although, I'd also like to believe that our ending will be slightly different from theirs. We both know that I don't have much time left, we do. And which is why, I'm hoping that before I rest, I'll still be with you long enough to let you feel how much I adore and appreciate you.
The thing is, being born with achromatopsia was already sufferable enough for my younger self. And then, imagine, my doctor comes in one day and tells me I also have problems with my heart and that my days are numbered.
Of course, I became miserable, who wouldn't? I felt like the world caved in on me. During that time, I only had Nurse Aliah and I even shut her out. I thought life was so unfair, because why did I have to go through something I didn't even wish to have while other people my age were living the life I could've lived?
But of course with Nurse Aliah not giving up on me and encouraging me to do the same, I outgrew that phase, or so I thought.
I was a work in progress when lo and behold, you jumpscared me with your camera and affinity for the word pretty. Have I told you how giddy it makes me feel and how blushy I get when you call me that? No? Well, now you know.
Wooyoung, despite all the loudness and wonderful chaos you entailed, you became my peace. Just like how the scratchy sound of the pencil's nib against my sketchbook brought me comfort, so did the sound of your camera shutter.
Did you know that right before the moment you decided to enter my life, I was deeply yearning for something brand new? Well, that yearning was fulfilled, because that something brand new, became you, Wooyoung. In case you haven't realized yet. (But of course, I know you do!)
By the time you read this, I'm probably, well, gone…but I'd like to think I'll be among the stars twinkling in the night sky, trying to get your attention by shining the brightest while you're staring out of your window. (Please, say hi back to me!)
Just like what I said, don't waste your tears again on me, okay? My dear Wooyoung, promise me you'll only smile when you think of me, please. I don't want to cause my favorite people any form of sadness or any kind of pain.
Truth is, I…I don't really wanna go. After meeting you, I suddenly wasn't sure if I was ready to leave everything, especially you, behind, just yet.
But then again, we can never always have what we want right? It's bittersweet, but that's life for you. I'm just so, so glad that this weak heart of mine was still able to beat for you.
I love you, more than you'll ever know.
Forever and always your pretty girl,
Y/N
P.S. When will you ever show me those pictures you've taken of me, huh?
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Another night at KQ-Strip, another race to be missed.
"Yeo, I'll just go to the comfort room, okay?"
"Sure, but be back quick. You don't want to miss my race, do you?" Yeosang had the smug look on and you just can't help but scoff.
"Yeah, whatever." You replied and then you went on your way.
By now, you've totally mastered the whole place, you're also starting to think that one of these days, Yeosang will start to question your frequent disappearances and trips to the comfort room.
Just like always, you go inside the comfort room first, you washed your face and then as soon as you were done, you went out to go look for San, that is, if he doesn't find you first, which he always does anyway.
But tonight, a shocked expression was evident on your face when you opened the door, because not only San greeted you outside, but also another male, who's smirking your way.
"So, she's the one you've been waiting for, right Choi? Or am I wrong?" Hongjoong asks the younger, yet much taller male.
"H-Hongjoong…" You gasp. "What are you doing here?"
The mentioned male just shakes his head, grinning deviously after. "You don't think you're the one I should ask that?" He raises an eyebrow, making you gulp.
You sigh, giving in, not fighting the fact that one of Yeosang's friends finally caught you with your little secret rendezvous with one of their despised, not really, rivals. And it happens to be Hongjoong who has caught you, huh?
"Fine, I admit I've been seeing San. So what?" You retort, trying to act brave, even though deep inside you're scared that your brother will find out that you just so happened to break the trust he has given you.
"Really? You're not afraid that Yeosang might find out?"
"Well, he won't find out if you won't tell him." You counter.
"What makes you think I won't tell him?" Hongjoong replies, and now you two are stuck in an intense eye staring battle, with a quiet San at the side.
Still in the middle of the battle, Hongjoong says, "Why are you seeing a member of Inferno when Yeosang clearly told you not to?"
"Why shouldn't I, when I'm my own person?" You mutter through gritted teeth, San slightly tensing at the side due to the fact that you just used his exact words.
The next thing you knew, Hongjoong was already chuckling.
"Now I know why Mingi has taken a liking to you, Y/N. Feisty, that's what you are." A devious of a smirk appears on the blonde's face. Then his face turns serious.
"But, I really need to know your business with Inferno, Y/N. When Yeosang told you to stay away, he meant it. Tell me what do you keep seeing San for, and if it passes my validity standard in terms of reasoning then I might just let this incident slide and never mention a word to your brother...for the meantime, that is."
What's up with Inferno really? You wanted to ask. Because it's getting a little sketchy and tense whenever someone lets the word slip past their mouths.
Is there something that you should know of?
Your train of thoughts stops when you feel someone tap your shoulder, and when you look back, it was San. And in a whisper, he says to you, "Let me deal with Mr. Tiny." If it wasn't for the current situation, you might've laughed.
"Hongjoong hyung." San speaks, catching the male's attention.
"No cover ups, just speak the truth Choi."
"You want the truth, then I'll give you that." You hear San mutter under his breath as he takes a step closer to Hongjoong.
"Soulmates."
At that, you see Hongjoong flinch. "I-uh? What?" He asks, perplexed by a single word.
"Soulmates. We're soulmates." San repeats, making sure Hongjoong hears it much clearer this time.
Hongjoong was wearing a look of shock and disbelief, and you mirrored him.
Just what on earth is Choi San plotting now?
Did he perhaps know?
・・・・・★
After escaping Hongjoong and sealing a deal with him to keep his mouth shut, you and San run along to his car.
Few minutes into the car ride was pure silence until your companion spoke up.
"I'm sorry about that. It's the only excuse I could make up." There was regret in his voice, but you just giggled silently.
"It's okay San."
So he didn't know.
But he wasn't wrong either. His excuse was…
"Y/N, I have something to tell you, by the way." San speaks again, this time with much urgency in his voice.
Before he could ramble on, you held up a hand and told him to focus on the road.
"I have something to tell you too, San, but can you just drive for now? Our talk could wait, you know?" You mused and San just mumbles a sorry, smiling sheepishly after.
・・・・・★
San rolls up one of his sleeves and shows you his wrist. Now empty.
Your inked name nowhere to be found, instead, the skin was now littered with freckles.
Seeing your puzzled expression, he chuckles, saying, "I know, I was confused too. Because the moment I woke up and checked my wrists, I didn't see your name anymore, just these freckles, which surprised me even more."
Hmm...the tattoo faded, then?
Then that just backs-up the data you've gathered. It makes much more sense now.
"So I did my research," You say, turning San to his attentive state.
"...and the only plausible explanation for our current situation is that…"
"Is that what? C'mon, don't get all suspenseful about it on me now!" San whines and you can't help but chuckle at his cuteness.
Just where did the smirky San go?
"The only plausible explanation as to what the both of us could be is that…..we're platonic soulmates, San."
As soon as you dropped the bomb, San's eyes were wide, not in horror, but in amusement? Excitement? You don't know, but you know it's positive.
"No way—platonic soulmates exist too?" He had a hand over his mouth, like a child who just discovered that Santa Claus isn't real.
"Funny, cause that's what I asked my friend too. Research says that having a platonic soulmate is rare in occasion, having only 8% of the population to have one. Probably why not much knows that this type of soulmates exists." You say, relaying the information you've gathered with Jia earlier.
"So that's why…" San mutters. When you look at him, he wears this warm smile, his dimples still showing up of course.
"That explains why I feel connected to you in some way, even after knowing we're not soulmates- well we kinda are, but not in a romantic, or lover aspect. But we're basically still each other's halves, platonically, and I'm happy," San tells you, smiling so dearly and giggling after, that you just can't help but mirror his joy.
After learning you two are platonic soulmates, you can't help but think that maybe it wasn't attraction you felt for San on that first night, maybe it was indeed the connection your souls have with each other that kept you drawn to him. Because as you stare at San now, only one thought crosses your mind.
Being with him surely feels like hanging out with a friend you've known for years.
・・・・・★
Just as you thought that the night was over, you clearly thought wrong.
San was supposed to drive you back to the underground, but it just made your eyebrows furrowed in confusion once you noticed he was taking a different route. You're pretty aware that the race is finished too. So where on earth is San taking you?
"We're here!" San chirps as he turns off the car's engine. While you stayed put in your seat, San exited the car and went to your side to open the car door.
"Where are we exactly?" You question only to receive no reply as San just grabs you out of your seat.
"You'll see."
The male proceeds to drag you until you two arrive in front of a building. Entering, your eyes automatically scan the whole place - it was lavish.
This place is something you surely know you can't and won't be able to afford.
You gawked as the two of you stepped inside the elevator - even the elevator was high class!
"San, where exactly are we?" You asked San who was in front of you, busily pressing on some buttons.
"Just you wait and see, Y/N."
When the elevator opened, you immediately followed San, only to wince in pain when your face landed flat on his back. You were too busy roaming your eyes around the area to notice that he had stopped walking.
When you peaked, you saw that the two of you stopped in front of a room. San knocked on the door, and instantly, you heard commotion from inside.
"San-"
The door opens.
"Oh goodness, there you are! Where the heck did you disappear—Y/N-ie?!" Wooyoung shrieks as he sees you together with his friend. What on earth is Kang Yeosang's sister doing here?
"Uh-hi?" You awkwardly greeted, and then you turned to San who was beside you, waiting for him to fill you in.
San chuckles, dismissing your look of confusion and Wooyoung's questioning glare. He pushes you inside by the small of your back and says, "Welcome to our dorm, Y/N!"
・・・・・★
They call this a dorm? This place that almost looks like a five star hotel, a dorm??
"When you told me you had a girl friend, I didn't expect it to be Kang Y/N." Wooyoung exclaims to his friend. He was seated on the loveseat which was opposite of the couch you and San are both seated on.
"Trust me, neither did I expect it, Woo," San replies casually, his attention present on the flat-screen television as he flips through channel by channel.
Meanwhile, you're silent by yourself, certainly not expecting today is the day that San would drag you to see their dorm.
"So tell me, what is little Y/N-ie doing inside an Inferno's marked territory even if her brother clearly despises us?" Wooyoung's look was challenging as he sends you a smirk.
And did he just call you little Y/N-ie? Little??
"The audacity to call me little when you're not so tall yourself." You retort, only to send him into a boisterous laughter.
"This is why I like you, Y/N!" Then the next thing you knew, he's already out of the loveseat and is now clinging to your side, one arm looped with yours.
"So tell me, how'd you manage to befriend little Sannie?" He proceeds to ask with an amused smile.
Before you could answer anything, San happily does it for you. "She's clearly uncomfortable with you sticking like glue beside her Woo."
You were almost thankful to San, note, almost.
"Also, how she and I became friends isn't what's important right now Woo. In fact, she's here because of a certain someone." San smiles innocently, and you're sure his statement piqued Wooyoung's interest much more, but not yours.
You knew exactly what San was referring to.
"Is it what I think it is?" Wooyoung chides, then he turns to you, wiggling his brows.
"No! It's not what you thi-"
Your words were cut off due to an abrupt knock from the door.
"Speaking of that certain someone." San whistles as he stood up from the couch and went straight for the door to open it.
You just sat on the couch, defeated and somewhat nervous. Because, he's here.
Meanwhile, Wooyoung was frowning beside you. "Oh, so San meant you're here for him, for Seonghwa hyung," He huffs. "And here I thought you've somehow fallen for my charms and came to see me."
At that your eyes widened. "What the fuck, Wooyoung?"
"Yeosang's sister?" You hear someone speak. And you already knew who it was.
There he was, in his all-black glory, standing beside San with his hands inside his pockets, his face displaying a questioning look. You don't know him well, but you're sure his expression says he's not pleased with your presence here.
Well who would be? When you're the sister of one of his rivals?
You scoffed, standing up. "I have a name, you know."
Your mind might've been playing tricks on you and perhaps, your eyes, but you know you saw that ghost of a smile pass by his lips.
"Sure you have." Seonghwa says, and just like that, he turns around and walks away. To his room, maybe.
But you made sure to stop him before he could enter inside. Why is he like this?
That's it, you've had enough.
"Park Seonghwa, you're one heck of a cold jerk!" You shout at the top of your lungs, surprising the three males inside the room.
Tension and silence wrapped the room coldly for a dreadful moment before you heard a dark, deep chuckle.
"And so I've heard, Kang," Seonghwa spoke in a monotone before he twisted open the knob to his room, went inside and slammed it shut.
You blinked your eyes in disbelief. Soon, your cheeks were tinted a deep shade of red and eventually you fall back on the couch, hugging a pillow to your face as you realize what you've just done.
Did you just do that? Yes, you did!
It's embarrassing for fuck's sake, but there's no way you'll be able to hold back your annoyance on him any longer.
And it also seems like you won't be able to face him anymore.
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dairyminki · 1 year
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woaahh congrats on 300 followers hun!! could I request jongho x reader fluff, maybe where he tells mc he loves her for the first time? that'd be lovely <33
✨️part of my 300 milestone event 🪄
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title: i love hue
pairing: choi jongho x fem!reader genre: fluff, established relationship
warning/s: none
wc: 1.1k
a/n: tysm anne!! hopefully, i was able to deliver your request well ahhh <33
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It was a lovely Saturday for Jongho—he's sitting on a wooden stool, an easel stands in front of him holding the canvas he's currently painting on with a picture of—wait what is he exactly painting?
He's quite not sure, to be honest, because as he let his dominant hand gently drag the paintbrush across the canvas, he can't stop himself from sneaking a few glances at you every chance he gets.
By chance, he means, everytime you're not looking in his direction, but rather, you're smiling down and talking to the young students who enrolled in your weekend art class.
Jongho looks back at his own painting, tries to scrutinize it and then look back at the paintings done by the others, in an attempt to compare them. He then chews his lip, frowning, when he realizes that his painting sucks and that the kids around him are doing a much better job at painting fruits, houses, and stuff.
One kid was even painting a unicorn with a carrot horn. Also, Jongho thinks he just saw someone painting a yellow sun with eyes, nose, and lips.
Jongho didn't know painting pictures would be this frustrating, especially for an adult like him. Has he lost the power of creativity or imagination already? Because the beach he imagined is way off better looking in his head than on the canvas in front of him.
The more he looks at the blue paint with the thick shaky strokes he made in the center the more it mocks him in the face because it certainly isn't pleasing to the eye, instead, it looks like someone spilt milk in the middle of the ocean.
Jongho was about to throw the brush when he hears laughter behind him.
"Well, it certainly looks like you're having fun." He hears you say, and when he looks back, it was like he was staring at the sun itself.
How could someone look so radiant and resemble a goddess even when they're covered mostly in paint splatters?
"I didn't notice you there…" Jongho says, one of his hands rubbing at his nape, a shy smile decorating his lips.
"Maybe because you were so busy trying to fight your painting. If it helps, I think it looks pretty," You say, and Jongho knows that you meant it, though he can't help but scoff.
"Now, if I didn't know you all too well, I'd say you're just faking nice."
"It's a good thing you know me then." You smile at him, and Jongho senses you were about to say something else, but then one student was calling out to you for help.
Jongho only nods in understanding. Smiling, he says, "Go. Your student needs you, teacher Y/N."
"I'll be back later," You say, patting him on the shoulder before you left to attend to your student.
As soon as you left, Jongho doesn't even dare on going back to painting, he just simply puts the brush down and ends up looking at you who's now crouching to teach the kid how to paint Spiderman.
And then something happens, and it came to him like an eye opener.
"I love you, Miss Y/N," The kid exclaims, kissing your cheek after.
Jongho thought he'd be jealous, but it turns out that a kid stealing a kiss from you is the least of his worries. Because at that moment, all he could see was how your face lit up in joy, making you more radiant looking than just moments ago.
Before Jongho knew it, every single kid in the room was shouting the exact three words to you. His heart beats loudly at the sight of you, who looked like you were at your happiest.
And then Jongho comes to realize that he still hasn't said those words to you ever since you two ventured into a relationship. Well, he does remember you both coming to an agreement to take things slow. However, right now, he can't help but wonder when will he finally get the courage to say it to you because deep in his heart, he knows he does love you, more than anything.
"Thank you."
Jongho hears you say softly, so soft that he had to ask you to say it again.
"It's no big deal, actually. It was fun seeing you in your element," He says, squeezing your hand that was clinging to his left arm. The both of you were on your way back to your apartment, and you figured that walking would be a better option since it is a lovely day after all.
"You have no idea how confident you made me back there, really. I mean, you already know I'm not that good with kids right?"
Jongho feigns a gasp, "Really? Because it seemed to me like you were doing a pretty good job handling and teaching them, love," He says and stops walking to face you. "You did a great job today, Y/N. I mean it." Jongho smiles and gives you a few pats on the head.
And then you start to cry.
"I- why are you crying? I didn't even get to say I love you yet!" Jongho says in a panic that he doesn't even realize what he just blurted out in the first few seconds. But you did.
You heard it loud and clear.
"S-Say that again?" You said with a sniff.
"Say what?" Jongho chuckles awkwardly. "I didn't say anything."
When he attempts to look and walk away, you say, "Say it or I'll charge you with that art class earlier."
Hey that's not fair? Jongho thinks. You were the one who offered him to attend for free because you badly needed his support in the first place.
"You'll never let me live this down won't you, unless I say it again?"
"Yes."
"Fine." Jongho replies, almost sulkily, meanwhile, you're trying your best to suppress a smile.
"I've been really meaning to say this to you, but I didn't know when would be the perfect timing. And, uh, earlier, when that kid said it to you—"
While Jongho's explaining, your giggles reach his ears, and he can't help but eventually smile too, his nerves, starting to loosen up.
"I love you, Y/N, for quite a long time now," Jongho says, taking your hands in his. His eyes never left yours, patiently waiting for your reaction—if it will be just like when those kids said it you earlier or—oh.
You're crying, again.
"At this point, people will start to think like I'm being mean to you," Jongho chuckles, all the while he wipes your tears.
"Well, you are being mean to my heart, Choi Jongho. And for the record? I love you too."
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dairyminki · 1 year
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Inked By Fate - FOUR
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↬ pairing/s: park seonghwa x fem!reader, choi san x fem!reader ↬ genre: soulmate!au, racers!ateez, rivalry, angst, romance, fluff, pining ↬warning/s: profanities ↬wc: 1.4k
↬a/n: i apologize for this very late update and for this chapter being short. still, i hope you all will still enjoy this one <33 guess whose pov it is in the beginning of this chap btw ;)
*reblogs and feedbacks are much appreciated!
・・・・・★
Just like the past few, it starts out in plain black.
Then it becomes hazy and suddenly a scene shifts into his view.
But unlike before, tonight was something new. The usual scenarios of his soulmate being surrounded by flowers and a bell chiming when people keep going in and out was suddenly replaced with the night city lights and silence.
From his soulmate's eyes he could clearly see how the stars sparkled and how the moon casts its light upon the beautiful city.
The place wasn't familiar though. Nothing was ever familiar to him, which led him to thinking that maybe his soulmate was living far away from his home country.
But then the scene shifts again, and he's now staring at a blurry face of a man. Something in him tells him that he knows this person, but how could he confirm it when it isn't clear enough?
He gets to stare at the blurry man for a while before everything faded back into darkness once again.
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Morning came, you're stretching your limbs after getting a good amount of sleep, the soft glow of the sun peeking through your room's curtains.
Then you remember last night. The experience itself was very odd and confusing.
How come Choi San has your name as his soulmate tattoo on his wrist?
You felt the connection, you saw your very own name on him, yet you two weren't the ones destined for each other. How is that possible?
You sigh as you glance at your wrist. If the initial S doesn't stand for San, then whose name does it stand for?
After taking a bath and cooking yourself a simple breakfast, you head back to your room to take out your laptop.
You'll be doing some research today. And hopefully, just hopefully you could find some answers.
"Let's start, shall we?" You say, cracking your knuckles before you start typing on the keyboard.
An hour has passed yet you're still glued to your laptop's screen, still nothing.
"Why the fuck does the internet not have any answers?" You were growing impatient, and tired.
That's when you finally decide to ring a number on your phone. Right, if anyone knows better about soulmates, then it should be her.
'Hello?'
"Jia, hi!" You greet back and immediately you hear a chuckle from the other line.
'Why do you sound rushed?'
"Nothing! I was just wondering if...you could lend me some of your time?"
'Sure! Do you perhaps want to meet up?'
You said yes and quickly ended the call, then you went inside your room rummaging through your closet to pick some clothes to wear so you could head out and meet Jia at a nearby coffee shop.
This will be your first walk under the sunlight for this week, since you've just  been going out every night and cooping yourself up inside your apartment during daytime.
The coffee shop was just a ten-minute walk, and now you found yourself sitting inside the place with a cup of caramel macchiato in hand.
You were browsing through tons of articles about soulmates when the door opened with a chime.
Jia has arrived.
After ordering herself a cup of coffee, the two of you are now seated, face to face and discussing.
"Wait, wait. So you mean to tell me, you met a guy, who you thought was your soulmate, but they turned out to be not?" Jia repeats, trying to sink into her mind the details that you just told her.
"Yes." You reply, looking at her as you take a sip of your coffee.
"And you're telling me that your name is engraved on his skin? Did I get that right?" She continues, and you nod your head.
"Woah, this case of yours is tough." Jia admits, also taking a sip of her own beverage.
"Right? This has been keeping me up late last night." You sigh, plopping your head on the table, feeling defeated.
"Y/N, give me your phone," Jia tells you and you shake your head, pouting. "No. You have yours."
"I don't, I left it at home" When you give her the stink eye, she adds, exasperated, "Oh c'mon, are you hiding something in there? Also, I thought you want me to help you with your soulmate problem here?" Jia quirks an eyebrow.
You groan, giving in, "Fine, just hurry up. Also for your information, I'm not hiding something in my phone okay?" You huff.
"Sure, whatever you say."
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You're already in your fifth serving of your favorite Oreo cheesecake yet Jia's still staring intently at your phone as she scrolls through numerous articles and sites about soulmates on the web.
"Found anything?" You ask after taking your last bite of the cheesecake. Jia signals you with her hands, telling you to wait.
You're drinking your macchiato when Jia suddenly squeals and slams her hands on the table, leaving you to choke on your drink.
"Oof, sorryyy!" Jia giggles despite your state. After getting you a glass of water and some tissues, she proceeds to tell you the good news.
"Listen up," Jia starts. She opens her mouth and closes it again, she does it repeatedly for a couple of times before you finally send her a glare. "Quit playing around, for fuck's sake."
"Alright, alright," She says, but then eventually squeals. When you send her another glare, she calms herself down, putting your phone down.
"Y/N...ever heard of platonic soulmates?" Jia asks, her mouth forming into an amused smirk.
Platonic what?
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A series of knocks could be heard from the door, yet Seonghwa doesn't exert any efforts to stand up and answer it to make it stop. Though it's starting to make his ears bleed.
He just wants to sleep more.
Sleep doesn't find him though when he hears a shriek from outside and even louder banging on the door.
"Ahhhh hyunggggg! I swear you have to wake up! If you won't wake up Imma beat yo-"
Wooyoung's voice goes unheard when Seonghwa hears his phone vibrate.
What now?
Confusion was what his face was painted with when he opened his messages and read a text from an unknown number.
Unknown Number:
Sannie, I have answers!
Can we meet up as soon as I arrive there tonight? 
Huh?
Sannie?
Meet up???
What the fuck??
Seonghwa groans and ruffles his hair in an annoyed manner.
I swear to god- 
Standing up, he hurries to grab a plain white shirt inside his drawer and some trousers.
Then he stomps his way out of the room, completely ignoring Wooyoung who was about to scold him once again while holding a frying pan in his hand. Instead, Seonghwa's eyes search the room, and he does see San happily munching his dinner in the kitchen.
"The fuck Choi, you're giving my number to one of your girls now?"
San coughs, having choked on his steak to which Wooyoung rushes to get him a cup of water.
After recovering, San faces Seonghwa with an unreadable expression, asking, "Hyung— what?"
"I said, why are you giving my number to your flings, instead of your own? What? Are you tired of dealing with their whiny-"
"Hyung, I have no idea, at all."
Seonghwa scoffs. "Sure, you don't." Then he shoves the phone in the younger's face, San squeaking. Then his expression morphs into one of recognition.
San mumbles an 'oh shit', before he takes Seonghwa's phone. He speedily composes a text message and sends it.
San clears his throat, then smiles sheepishly. "Uh, I'm sorry about that hyung, I must've given her the wrong number. But I swear this one is not a fling of mine, in fact she's a friend." 
"Since when did Sannie take a girl as a friend and not as a fling?" Wooyoung gaps dramatically, joining in the conversation as he places another batch of steak on a plate, for Seonghwa.
"I'm not like you, Woo." San rolls his eyes, he doesn't get a reply from the latter at first, Wooyoung just clutches his chest, before saying, "I'm offended." 
"And I'm out of here." Seonghwa says in a monotone and was about to turn on his heel when Wooyoung catches the hem of his shirt.
"Nu-uh, you're not going anywhere mister. Now go sit down and eat." 
"What are you, my mother?" Seonghwa spats.
"I might as well be if you're gonna keep going with that grumpy attitude of yours."
"Fine." Seonghwa grumbles and sits down. Eventually, he finds himself eating the steak as if there was no tomorrow.
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You're deep in your thoughts as you sit on the couch, your eyes staring at the television, your hand clutching your phone.
Then your phone beeps, pulling you out of your trance.
A small smile finds its way in your face when you read his reply to your text.
Sannie:
Sure, Y/N! ^-^
・・・・・★
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dairyminki · 1 year
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hii!! congrats on 300 u really deserve it!! was wondering if u could write smtg abt this predebut seonghwa look 🥹 he just looks so good he reminds me of a hs sweetheart that stays until adult and its just so ueueueu 😭 thank u in advance!! i really love ur work!
✨️part of my 300 milestone event 🪄
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title: worth it
pairing: park seonghwa x gn!reader
genre: domestic fluff all the way, established relationship, highschool sweethearts
warning/s: none
wc: 1k
a/n: first of all, hwa looks so mf sweet in that pic and just know that writing this got me all mushy and made me want him sm that i cried ㅠㅠ btw tysm for requesting this and for loving my works !! ♡♡♡
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"A penny for your thoughts, love?"
Quickly snapping out of your thoughts, you see your boyfriend of eight years, Park Seonghwa, looking at you with that sweet, sweet smile of his.
It turns out that he's already finished with his meal and is just staring at you with both his elbows propped on the table, his fingers interlaced with his chin atop of it—most probably waiting for you to come back to the present, together with him and the romantic dinner for two that he prepared just for you.
"I'm sorry," You say, grimacing when you look down at your plate, only to see it still half full.
"It's alright, you must be tired," Seonghwa says with utmost understanding that you feel like melting under his gaze and attention. "But are you planning on finishing that though?" He asks, gesturing at your plate. "Because if not, I'll clean it up for you so you can go ahead and rest," He adds.
"Aren't you a dear?"
"For you, absolutely. Others? not so much." Seonghwa purses his lips, and then he's standing up to tidy up your plate and his. You mirror his actions, before you stand up as well and walk to where he is.
Seonghwa lets out an audible gasp when you surprise him with a backhug. He puts the plates back on the table and rests his hands on top of yours, body relaxing against you. Seonghwa's hands are warm—he is warm. And so, you can't help but nuzzle against the softness of his shirt, even inhaling his scent that brought you nothing but comfort.
If you could, you'd literally just pull him with you towards your shared bedroom and cuddle to sleep. But sadly, the dishes won't wash themselves, won't they?
So as much as you didn't want to let Seonghwa go, you did—muttering an 'I love you,' and pecking him on his cheek before you ascend the stairs.
You managed to take a relaxing bath with your eyes still open, surprisingly. And right now, you're sitting on your bed, legs crossed, and waiting for your dear boyfriend so you could cozy up to him already.
While waiting, you end up browsing through one of the mini photo albums you both bought during college days, which you then filled with every picture you both printed out for memories—even going as far to your baby pictures. Flipping through the pages littered with cute captions and stickers, your eyes land on one of Seonghwa's photos.
It was a candid picture of a much younger Seonghwa with his sparkly doe eyes and his tousled hair, smiling at you. You remembered this day very clearly—it was during your last year in high school and he was merely your best friend back then.
You think the picture was captured during the time you were showering him with praises after he just wonderfully drove you around town for the first time with his first ever car.
And so, you carefully pulled out the picture from the page with the intention of keeping it inside your pocket instead. Just a little reminder of your youth and the very person who made all of it worth it even if you weren't fully aware that your heart was already beating for him.
It was unforeseen. The fact that one second, you were literally just spending your day off cleaning the house, and then the next, Seonghwa's found a way to sneak up on you looking like he time traveled and brought his high school self back here in the present—together with your astounded self.
Because he really does! The Seonghwa smiling at you right now just looks like the Seonghwa in that picture you saw last night—speaking of that picture. Where is it? You don't remember where you put it to be honest, or if you did end up putting it inside your wallet before you dozed off to dreamland.
"Hwa…" You say, before your hands reach up to play with his hair. In response, Seonghwa chuckles, already having his hands on your waist.
"Surprise?"
And it is indeed a surprise, how from his hair and down to his clothes, he completely copied the one from his picture. He looks so good and so reminiscent of your youth that he got you emotional.
"Oh, but don't cry yet!" Seonghwa abruptly says when he senses that any minute now, you might just cry on him.
Nonetheless, you still end up crying with him not being able to do anything as he's already got down on one knee, an elegant black box containing a beautiful ring now facing you.
You were just supposed to be cleaning, so why is he here, making you cry and proposing?!
"I was actually struggling on how I'd make this proposal the best I could make it to be. Since, uh, you literally deserve only the best," Seonghwa starts, and then he chuckles, dabbing the corner of his eyes with his free fingers.
"And then last night, when I came to our room and was about to tuck you in, I, yeah, saw the picture you were holding," He proceeds to say. Oh, so that's where the picture went.
"And yeah, you can somehow connect it all together and lead you here. Right here, right now to this very moment." It was evident how nervous Seonghwa really was, with the way his every breath comes out a little shaky. But what should he be nervous for when he already knows what your heart screams?
"Will you, Y/N, my best friend first, now the love of my life, and the only sky this star will shine for, for eternity—marry me?"
If Seonghwa ever thinks you'll be saying no to him, then he better run or you'll really hit him with the mop that you were previously holding.
"You literally know that I only have one answer for this, Hwa." You roll your eyes, despite the tears.
"Well, it doesn't hurt to ask," Seonghwa shrugs, chuckling after.
"Yes, you goof. Yes, Seonghwa, I will marry you."
Some will probably say that eight years is too long to keep love thriving and the sparks coming. But not for you and Seonghwa. Heavens knows, that every second you've spent with him was worth it. Seonghwa made it all worth it.
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