#dannyssa's words

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oh tumblr i’m feeling super depressed again. i haven’t felt this awful in actual years lol. i just can’t seem to keep a job. and i have so much to worry about if i do lose my current job. i got a car last year, i pay much more in rent, i need so much dental work done, i was contemplating getting medicated and maybe getting some gender affirming stuff done, but if i lose my job its joe-ver

and like i’m feeling so fucking lonely. i only see my friends every other weekend if im lucky. AND ive been doing MANDATORY overtime so ive been doing 52 hours a week for the past two weeks 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 my life is so miserable right now and since im 28 and a grown adult no one fucking careessss how could they? WHY would they? like we’re all adults and we’re all fucking miserable. so i have to bear this alone !!! i hate it i feel so weak and stupid

this plus all the other depressing things i got going on !! i got problems on top of these problems !!!

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also not sure if the Fallout show is canon at all 😩 but i kinda mish mashed the lore from both bc the BoS doesn’t have much of a presence in fnv 💀

just wanted to share this here bc i’m going crazy

ignore the timer at the top i’m making frozen pizza HAHA

also follow me on bluesky if u want !

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i haven’t posted since august…. omg do you guys still love me ? HAHAHHA

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everything that happens to me is my fault :( i cant even put all my anger toward something bc literally everything in my life that’s going wrong is bc of my own stupidity

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i never thought id hit burnt out artist status but here i am 😭😭

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i wanna be nonchalant so bad. i wanna be cool and content sooooo bad

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i’m sorry i have to say it here bc no one i know irl follows me here but im sooo tired of smoking weed as a personality 😭😭 like please find a hobby

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I second the medication, I put it off for so long but I wish I got on it sooner. It doesn't fix everything but it does help a lot, in my experience. Idk if youve been on medication before but I was on ssris for years and they did jackshit. I was recently put on wellbutrin and I love it. I reccomend talking to your dr about it if youve had similar luck with ssris. Whatever you decide to do I hope it helps and I hope you can find some peace soon 🫂 rooting for you

thank u sm !! im rooting for you too! i’m glad you found something that worked for you!

the last time i was medicated was when i was in middle school but i wasn’t on them for long so i can’t even remember if they helped or not lol but yeah ive seen how meds help people my sister and my best friend tell me all the time how much better they feel , i just have to really step up and stop being so afraid to schedule an appointment it’s just been so long since ive been to any kind of doctor. but i appreciate this so much!!

and to everyone else who reached out too, thank you sm!!! 💕💕💕

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i HATTEEEE drawing on the ipad everything looks so stiff

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it’s happening guys…. 911 writers, i trust you and i see your vision i know buddie is end game

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drunk me is so funny 😭😭 had to post the face reveal after dropping the n word HAHAHA

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nahh bc viktor in fallout 4 would eat too bc of the whole synth thing 😩😩 and the BoS has more presence in the commonwealth _(:3 」∠)_

but i’m a fallout nv truther i can’t help it

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is it obvious that Arcade is my favorite fallout character............

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OMG!! i havent been on my computer in a couple of days but thank u to everyone for the love on my latest pic 🥺🥺🥺

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i think im healing HAHA ive been posting art of whatever i want and ive been losing followers on instagram, but tbh i dont care 😭😭 it hasnt totally annihilated my will to draw like i thought it would

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do people not see the correlation between not wearing a mask and getting covid ? 💀💀💀 i’ve been masking from the jump and i’ve never gotten it