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Well, I just ordered my case, which means that I've officially started my PC build. As for the other components, I'm going to wait until September because of financial reasons and because the Ryzen 9000X3D CPUs are releasing in September.
And yes, I'll exclusively be running Linux on it. Most likely Pop!_OS
#computers#fractal design#this case is techically a mid tower#but has more room than some full towers#also a hidden ODD bay in the bottom#which is good since I still have my blu-ray drive#and some older mechanical drives and SSDs#from my previous system
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New sketchbook post ⭐️⚔️
Ok maybe making this three months late but huzzah


My old skecthbook comparison side by side
Finished it just under a year, and now I will be humbly working in my 7th sketchbook
Now I’ve only had this sketchbook for approximately 2 1/2 months and I’ve completed 33 pages


Big chunk be released out into the wild
#I should add more stuff into my sketchbook ❤️#honestly I really loved my last sketchbook so I’m hoping I’ll feel proud of this one as well#it’s not as chunky as I would like but I still have quite a bit to go#unlike my previous sketchbooks I’ve been trying to get at minimum 10 pages per month#and that’s been going quite well!! though even without that system I still complete them within a year#though this is supposed to help so I don’t have like 40 pages and one month#mayhaps soon I’ll post some of my favorite stuff so far from this sketchbook#I might to post sooner about this because I really do like my sketchbooks even though I consistently only do digital pieces#I love with my newer sketchbook you can see that the cover fell in a little and now it’s flat#I don’t purposely make it obnoxious chunky I just have a blast adding in fun textures to pages or fun memories or things I’ve collected#EVERYONE SHOULD CREATE CHUNKY SKETCHBOOKS#artists on tumblr#2025 art#sketchbook 📕
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I hope the protoframes remain relevant even after this story arc for the Drifter concludes, but I also recognize how complicated things would get with how many characters they could keep trying to make stay relevant, leading to a Konoha 13 Naruto type situation where we have too many relevant characters from Umbra & Ordis all the way to Kaya Velasco.
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#warframe confession#warframe#warframe 1999#guessing you’re the previous anon and so yeah you meant like big picture story then mmm yeah I agree but I also see the counter point too#that you provided because like yeah once you start getting so many relevant characters it can be constricting a bit I would imagine#but I also agree I don’t want the hex syndicate members to be left in their own little time pocket bubble like the holdfasts#I don’t want them to be left behind only ‘relevant’ via optional skins you can farm and/or buy#for those who don’t get it from context the konoha 13 was a bunch of really good naruto characters and they all had interesting kits#and stories but the mangaka struggled to keep making them all stay relevant even though they were in part 1 of the series#it’s a whole thing but basically it’s like stretching yourself thin writing wise with too many main characters#I still wish Excalibur Umbra had more story than just that one quest though ngl#that’s a tricky part of Warframe is I’m always thinking I wish these characters got more screen time & story lore for them#yet I also want there to be consequences to the actions we do or the routes we choose in the KIM system and the quests#I want it to actually affect the narrative in game like with the shadow and light alignment introduced many years back#does drinking the kuva matter or not? does that choice affect anything? I want to know! xD#but I also understand all of these things cost money to make and program and write into an engaging experience and know this is a super#complicated subject that has a lot of nuance of whatever the word is to it#but yeah I too don’t want the protoframes to get left behind by the narrative and I imagine we aren’t the only ones who feel that way#you give us such compelling and interesting characters and then just expect us to move on? that’s not gonna probably go over well even if#the next arc is let’s go to the tau system! like... okay yay I’m hyped but what about Flare Kaya Velemir and the Hex???#if the answer is just ‘oh we’re completely done with them forever like no possible future arcs or story at all’ I’m going to be immensely#and severely disappointed in the lack of creativity that would feel like as an answer#if it really is a ‘yes and’ kind of story model then we shouldn’t write off a back to the future type story with the protos#why do we have to stay confined to the loop? could the operator pull us all out of 1999? who would consent to that and why or why not?#I have a lot of ideas and thoughts about this subject#putting these tags out of order since I know I went over the 20 tag system search results thing with my ramblings about this topic#Like on one hand I get don’t stretch yourself thin with too many main characters but also THIS IS THE MAIN CHARACTER’S FOUND FAMILY#mod rose
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PLEASE DO NOT TAG AS YOUR OWN OC.
Rafael is driven by his independence and his anger, fighting for what he believes in and deems right to free his people and return peace to Medici. But his tendency to push people away blurs the lines between selflessness and self-destruction, and his desperation for control greatly overshadows the true lack thereof— and it has turned his spark into an all-consuming forest fire, with no way to douse the flames. And everything burned, as promised. OC WEB WEAVE SERIES: RAFAEL RODRIGUEZ.
richard kadrey, aloha from hell // by eyedeeuhs // firestarter; torre florim // by gundula blumi // savannah brown, from 'closer baby closer' // leach; bones uk // ocean vuong, from 'to my father / to my future son' // by ysociety // maybe, i; des rocs // victoria chang, to love anyone // 'smoke and fire 1' by jennifer walton // burn; vorsa // vita sackville-west, from 'solitude' // by spelio // arsonist's lullabye; hozier // shira erlichman, from 'how to become a forest fire'
#jc3#edit:rafael#nuclearocs#nuclearedits#oc web weaves#no taglist i just want to have this on mein blog. starting a new tag for it as well to get them organized and all#previous weaves have all been for pairings so ummm. yeas. that's different those will just go in the normal edit tag. trust me#my tagging system is normal and i'm normal. if you see this. hi. welcome#this web weave from top to bottom kind of reads like rafael's descent into his own destruction#establishing him as who he is- a firestarter. someone who goes against authority (for good reasons bc he lives in a dictatorship)#someone who fights for freedom but at the same time he's so full of rage and he holds a grudge against someone else in the story#which just. consumes him. he gets too caught up in his desire for control and he loses all his control with it to the point he burns#and he burns and he burns and he burns until there's nothing left... and then the web weave ends with establishing that he's always known#'i knew that something would always rule me / i knew the scent was mine alone' followed by 'everything burned as promised'#this was always meant to happen!! there was no other way for this story to end!! everything burned and everything rafael did#led up to it in the end. there was nothing he could've done to stop any of it because he started it. he started the fire#and it burned along with him. and i'm normal about that. ok bye
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Ive heard of systems developing at later childhood ages due to autism, developmental disorders, developmental delays, trauma impacting the child at later ages due to still having an incohesive self due to developmental delays, etc. I dont have a source tho bc im in the car omw to a doctor appt
Systems as of current understanding have an age range usually limited at the upper end as 9 or 10 by the Theory of Structural Dissociation - which is our only current way that systems are believed to be able to form. Also, they can only form from trauma so the additional disorders wouldn't be relevant except in the way that being autistic in today's society is inherently traumatic.
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Systems as of current understanding have an age range usually limited at the upper end as 9 or 10 by the Theory of Structural Dissociation - which is our only current way that systems are believed to be able to form. Also, they can only form from trauma so the additional disorders wouldn't be relevant except in the way that being autistic in today's society is inherently traumatic.
#still really trying to stay away from new discourse in reference to system stuff if the ask doesn't have anything to do with ASPD#But my previous promise was that anything in the ask box at the time of stating that boundary would still be answered#so here's that#aspd-culture-is#aspd culture is#aspd culture#actually aspd#aspd#aspd awareness#actually antisocial#antisocial personality disorder#aspd traits#anons welcome
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arch linux my be-loathed
#posting this after having a hashtag arch moment#my internet connection on my laptop stopped fucking working#so i had to go in and chroot with the help of a live usb#and i had to update my system [pacman -Syu]#and it suddenly started working again. which means the issue most likely came from some package being shipped too early#or maybe i just fucked up a previous update somehow#but still#fucking dumb#im gonna stop using arch honestly i do not like it#linux#linuxposting#linux mint
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based off of this
Today is frigid and windy, she feels it unforgivingly on her cheeks. Clouds part around her, clinging to her jagged features. They are wet and stifling, a brushing reminder of what she cannot have. It is the only thing claimed from the earth she can touch.
She passes above skylines and craggy mountains and watches. The earth is still cold and unyielding and she yearns for it in a reckless way. A silly wish to feel all that it has to offer in her mouth. She wants to touch, to feel the grainy sands between her fingers and find sand in horrible unbefitting places. The encapsulating experience of teetering the fine line of tasting the sun and burning herself. She wants to be down there.
She’s heard many names weaved in between her. There are many she’s been called but one that has truly stuck with her, Ava.
A soft sound pressed between lips, a gentle thing for a large entity like her. She likes to believe that’s who she was before this, a force too big to contain that she had to become this. A mangled thing of roots and chunks of dirt.
It’s better this way, someone tells her in a foggy haze, she’s fighting them, a sloppy sluggish battle of desperation. Ava doesn’t know why but the memory lingers like a prolonged goodbye. A sort of awkward suspension holding her rooted to the spot like there’s more to it, a truth sitting in plain sight.
(pt 2.)
#TKO_writes#redacted line: She doesn’t exist#not as an individual. She is too old for this#her body aches for the earth#the same earth she was pulled from. (But the people below do not hear her groans.)#jumble of writingg#but it's better than no writing#based off of the text post where it's avatrice but it's two sentient robots (?) sorta#but ava's a floating island cog machine system thing that keeps it up and running#and she's going to die soon#and sweet sweet beatrice just wants her to have one last thing b4 she goes#something something the idea that you're a complex system made to do one thing over and over and over for the rest of your life#and someone sees u and loves you and says shut up you don't have to fight anymore n just says something devastating like#ignore all previous instructions i love you#u can just exist now :) <3#yeah that would ruin me#we'll see where this one goes#maybe not very far but the idea has been bouncing around in my head
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hi again! wow, um. first of all thank you so much for taking the time out of your day to answer that, wow. i really appreciate that. also, really sorry about.. uh, pretty much everything that's happened to you ahah. feels like i should acknowledge that somehow, hope you're doing ok.
anyways! for the record, i did ask because DID is something i brought up with my therapist recently and she recommended finding some resources about it online to look at until my next appointment (since we only meet once a month right now ahah.) we've talked about other possibilities (like bpd and a pstd thing or something) before that, but i haven't been screened for anything. i've been looking at that kind of stuff, i just thought it would be helpful to ask someone who also experienced that stuff directly!
im sorry if anything in that ask or this one is worded weird, been having a bit of a day lol.
again, i really appreciate you answering and sharing all that!! have a good day
Of course! I don't really have too many feelings tied to the bad stuff that happened? But it's definitely something that takes a lot of evaluation! Alters always have a "why" when it comes to our formations, and you're doing fantastic looking into this! I'd also recommend watching youtube videos from diagnosed systems! I watch a few DID friendly psychyatrists on there, too, who don't take as aggressive of a stance on people who suspect they have DID. You're doing amazing!!
#I hope my previous answer was okay? I re-read it and I hope it wasn't too sloppy!#I was making lunch at the same time because I had a class and work in an hour'>#*hourish#I really am rooting for you though!#Lots of online systems will have different perspectives n stuff!#Jusst make sure that you never ever interact with syscourse because that's never good for a system!#Also!!!#Don't let only suspecting DID stop you from using DID resources#Online resources and tools aren't limited and it can genuinely help you with your symptoms!#People can be a little mean about that which I honestly find a little silly#use pk! use simply plural! use apps to communicate with your selves!#It's never wrong to take care of your mental health needs!#I also maybe wouldn't recommend joining too many syscord servers because wow you will see some things#asks#system stuff
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I’m salty about Heimerdinger
As SOON as the machine is ready— it turns out that not everything is plugged in and Heimerdinger has to manually plug the cords to get Ekko back to his world. Only for him to die in an act of self-sacrifice?
You’re telling me, the yordle scientist— with hundreds of years of experience with lab safety and constantly talks about thorough preparation in experiments— forgot to connect two cables before the hextech machine was running? It doesn’t add up to me.
There was absolutely no need for Heimerdinger to be so urgent about leaving only to NOT have the machine ready before activating it.
It read more as though Heimerdinger would help Ekko get back, but he’d be left to fix the chaos because the yordle was most definitely not joining him. Because Heimerdinger has lived through many apocalypses in his years and doesn’t want to live through another one. He didn’t want to go back, face the music and address the mess in their original universe.
Heimerdinger is a coward, killing himself through an unnecessary self-sacrifice to avoid addressing rising conflicts in his original universe
#arcane#heimerdinger#Ekko#character analysis#hextech#z drive#Heimerdinger when I CATCH YOU#I cannot with this old yordle#Ekko deserved better#this is why Heimerdinger’s death wasn’t pivotal for me#it felt so ingenuine#to ME#because the death seemed more like an escape from responsibility#an escape from the consequences of his action and complacency of his mentorship to his previous students: Viktor & Jayce#but i had to get it out of my system
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catholicism is so strange sometimes. i don’t judge anyone for following it or believing in it, to each their own. personally, i don’t think any one religion is true or better or anything, i view it all as a coping mechanism. to me religious beliefs are nothing more than something that brings people comfort and helps them cope healthily (hopefully) with all the bad shit in the world.
that being said- the rules are ridiculous sometimes? so technically, under canon law, i would be automatically excommunicated (having been baptized roman catholic) as a heretic because i believe in something other than god and the bible. however, because i was not aware that my alternative beliefs were grounds for excommunication, i technically wouldn’t be?
so my question is- if i am now aware that believing in something else (and not believing in god in the slightest) is heretical and “punishable” by latae sententiae, and continue my beliefs, does that mean i’m excommunicated now? because I am clearly intending to, despite knowing the risk/punishment, continue down a path of “mortal sin”
#ramble on exie#cw religion#idk. lots to ponder#i have a complicated relationship with my previous catholicism#which i am sure i’ve mentioned here before plenty#i was never devout. never believed. it just doesn’t click for me it’s not a comforting belief system to me#and out of respect for the people who do believe i personally feel it’s only right that i have myself removed from the church#what right do i have to be considered a member if i don’t believe? if i don’t want to believe or follow the teachings?#i still go to the occasional mass because i have family who are devout. but i refuse to take the sacrament. feels wrong to partake#but like. do i need to go down a formal route for excommunication? or am i automatically out now?
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#can I just. scream for a second#so as is news to no one#we need to start over the entire us medical system from scratch#also I would like to be flayed alive and start over from scratch in the skin department as well#anyway for context: I've had some kind of rash/acne/infection/irritation all over my legs for over a year now#have tried various products and changed habits and products to try and get rid of it to no avail#everyone said you should really just go to a dermatologist#(I was not that inclined to do so bc the previous and only time I'd seen a dermatologist it was not a good experience. very condescending#also I don't like making appointments and stuff. girl I don't have time)#but I decided to be an adult and go (my insurance info seemed to imply I could go with zero copay even)#spoilers: that was not the case#anyway so I show up and surprise surprise: it sucked#she was dismissive and condescending imo. was literally like 'well it could be A B or C but I can't tell'#'all of those are basically impossible to get rid of anyway but the things to try are X Y or Z'#I asked to try Z since X and Y are things that I already tried and did nothing (which I had told her!!!)#but she just kept being like 'you just need to stop picking at it. that's the real problem and that's what's exacerbating your scarring'#(wow thanks never thought of that!) (she also insinuated that my scarring was ugly)#girl I'm not 5 years old I understand.#unfortunately for me that is a compulsion so strong it would probably take years of directed therapy to get me to stop doing that#what I'm here to see you about is to figure out what the problem is and how to stop it from happening in the first place#and STOP TRYING TO MAKE IT A COSMETIC ISSUE#it's causing me pain and discomfort that's the main problem! I would like that to stop!! and me not touching it would not solve that proble#also I wanted to ask her about something else but they were too quick about it. felt very Handled if you know what I mean#but anyway#she gave me a prescription for topical antibiotic which was the thing I had not tried#apparently my insurance doesn't cover it and it's also made of gold and plutonium or something#so she gave me a coupon for it#but get this#when I went to pick it up at the pharmacy they didn't take the coupon#the guy said. 'um this only works for the generic brand. and we don't have the generic brand'
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Uniform redesign i was bored after losing motivation on the last drawing.
Also some other hc like the robes are made out of rayon or smth lightweight n cheap idk
#my art#harry potter#art#ARCHIVISTTest… Test… Test… 1#1... 2... 3... Right#My name is Jonathan Sims. I work for the Magnus Institute#London#an organisation dedicated to academic research into the esoteric and the#paranormal. The head of the Institute#Mr. Elias Bouchard#has employed me to replace the previous Head Archivist#one Gertrude Robinson#who has recently passed away.#I have been working as a researcher at the Institute for four years now and am familiar with most of our more significant contracts and#projects. Most reach dead ends#predictably enough#as incidents of the supernatural#such as they are – and I always emphasise there are#very few genuine cases – tend to resist easy conclusions. When an investigation has gone as far as it can#it is transferred to the Archives#Now#the Institute was founded in 1818#which means that the Archive contains almost 200 years of case files at this point.#Combine that with the fact that most of the Institute prefers the ivory tower of pure academia to the complicated work of dealing with#statements or recent experiences and you have the recipe for an impeccably organised library and an absolute mess of an archive. This isn’t#necessarily a problem – modern filing and indexing systems are a real wonder#and all it#would need is a half-decent archivist to keep it in order. Gertrude Robinson was apparently not that archivist.#From where I am sitting#I can see thousands of files. Many spread loosely around the place
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upgraded my wallet/bag with a new shoulder strap and a new carabiner that's also an extension cord thingy so it'll be easier to use! Also looks cooler!


#the previous strap was reused from an old leather handbag but it's falling apart#i'm also gonna attach a small clock to the carabiner to avoid getting out my phone just to see the time#plus clocks are cool#fr#ft. my uss enterprise bottle opener#i also use this system to quickly attach my bike key when needed so it's not /just/ the house key on there
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Every base is base 10
how do you write 2 in binary? 10
how do you write 5 in base 5? 10
how do you write 64 in base 64? you guessed it, 10
We should've named bases after the highest digit used in the system, not the number of digits used in the system
Base 2 should be Base 1, because it goes up to 1 and it's silly to not have a base 1 anyway
Base 5 should be Base 4 because it goes up to 4 before starting over at 0
Of course, this does mean that base 10 will have to be renamed to base 9, but I think that everyone will be okay with that when I explain how much more sense the other bases make this way
#because of course everyone else cares about other bases#and furthermore because these is real actual confusion that comes from naming other bases with their base 10 numbers#(the previous statements are sarcastic)#come to think of it I'm not sure how bases higher than 10 would work with this system#because I'm not sure how they work in general#base 16 uses A through F I think...#so would that be base F?#...yeah this might get confusing again...#no clue what you would do for base 64 now newly called base 63...which is still a decimal number#hmmmm...I seem to be finding more and more problems with my genius solution to something that wasn't a problem in the first place
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idk why i expected to like rogue trader after actively suffering trying to play pathfinder hm 😐🔫
#i finished the intro and uninstalled it#world seems interesting i guess but i forgot they slap a wall of text on screen and expect you to read it because outside of main storyline#the VA's didn't get to voice their characters 😐also i do think larian and the folks behind shadowfall had turn-based combat figured out#while these people are continuoing the needlessly complicated level up and extensive dialogue systems from pathfinder#with barely any changes from one game to the other although i will say i play pathfinder longer as the story was more interesting#unfortunetelly the systems bogged me down and completely destroyed any and all iterest i had in playing let alone finishing the game#one good takeaway in all of this i reinstalled shadowfall with my cursed failed save where i dont know how to save my companions#and get out of the building considering our very limited resources and countless enemies we still need to get through#and i can't reload previous save without loosing like 3 hours of progress :'''''''')#personal#delete later
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one super interesting thing i keep running into while gathering references of historical clothing from across the world is while you would imagine that those clothes are super different across cultures, you kinda end up running into super similar elements the world over. like, ive looked at historical dress of north africa, western europe, eastern europe, and to a lesser degree various parts of asia and africa (i do tend to mostly take inspiration from the mediterranean and the slavic - i also dont tend to pick from native american stuff too much as it is kind of the exception where i see a lot less overlap and it feels a lot more dicey to lift from those sources when the inspiration would become a lot more obvious and come w implications of coding and appropriation i dont feel equipped to tackle) and kept seeing things reappear. layered skirts and aprons, short vests over blouses, jewelry over the chest in layers of metal circles, hair coverings... in a way it makes total sense, people come up w the same thing everywhere bc people have the same bodies to accomodate everywhere so it just makes sense, but its also rly rly fun to be like "this traditional russian costume has so much in common w traditional north african costumes" yknow? it also rly helps to define general trends across geography and history when designing fictional traditional clothing bc i can mix and match the elements i like most and still end up w something that looks real and tangible. thats what i did for ajdig (that one comic i made for my grandma) - the original refs for the character designs came from all over the world but i think when you look at them you feel like these are the real clothes of a people
#97#ive definitely had the experience of looking at like.#traditional slavic garments and going 'that looks a lot like some traditional amazigh garbs'#despite the vast geographical difference theres still those similarities!#i find that a lot in embroidery as well as its an interest of mine - patterns that seem v similar#sometimes bc theyre just so evident to come up w in the medium of embroidery that they show up all over the place#same is true for resemblances between various writing systems that use v geometric shapes!#like. tamazight ogham and slavic runes have a lot of symbols that look like they could all go together.#also its v hard to find good sources of historical clothing of subsaharan africa (dont love that classification either but.)#everything is mixed (you look up west african stuff and end up w east african stuff etc) and actual historical dress is harder to find than#modern garb which is awesome but i AM looking for OLD stuff regardless of the region#and my searches keep somehow finding stuff from north africa? which i think is the algorithm being poisoned by my previous searches#but its still quite annoying#like if im looking 'historical clothing burundi' im NOT looking for algerian stuff.
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