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the joys of an unhurried sunrise, a slow dawn ⛅
#azumane asahi#haikyuu!!#haikyuu fanart#doodles and miscellania#i would have posted this this morning but alas i was one of the unlucky folks working on new year's day this year#i suppose someone's gotta do it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#anyway happy birthday asahi <3 and happy new year again now that everyone has crossed into 2024 !#(2024!! ha...wow!!)
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i am sadly one of those people who are super insicure of themselves after any social interaction, I go over and over again in my head and feel irrationally bad bc my brain tells me I was awkward, and probably came off as weird and so on. But you know what brain? I had the social interaction. I did it. I spoke out loud to people and had a conversation instead of freezing and feeling unable to talk. So fuck it if I came off as weird and awkward, I am weird and awkward and it's okay, because I did something that just a few years ago would have been even more of a struggle, and even earlier than that it would have been close to impossible.
#i have to keep reminding myself this thing over and over#brain we are not focusing on the way people percieve us we are focusing on the progress we have made through the years#today my brain is bullying me quite a bit over this thing bc i am stressed and i was at work all morning so i had to deal with people#but you know what? i did it and i did my job and i was much more comfortable doing things a few years ago scared me like#casually talking to people and dealing with money#and you know what? when i didn't know what to do or i wasn't sure i asked for help and it was all okay#and people coming into the shop are never rude if they see i have to ask for support to my mom or my brother bc i very casually work there#so i know basic stuff but not everything and that is fine#and if sometimes i need to use a calculator to sum up the prices of things it's okay#and if sometimes a regular knows the prices of what they have to pay already and i have to check it once or even twice it's okay#wow this turned out to be a longer rand than expected but i might need to reread this in the future#note to self#cris speaks
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He is so 🤏
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#lmao suzuki i thought of you at the last minute and had to ref the 'he likes to feel tall' mene#<- i mean duh its canon. babygirl is constantly sitting on countertops#just sometimes more uh slayfully like the third image#well guys as you can tell im a big fan of that recent tiktok#so thought i should draw some of the moments cause aghhhh hes brainrotted me so badly#as suzuki pointed out to me. he has this distinct look of partial shame in the bts of the microwave vid#i like to think he came to work that morning and was like omg jimmy i have a tiktok vid#and then halfway thru making it was like: oh wow this is more embarrassing to do than i thought it would be#but dw cringe is dead to him. he doesnt care >:)#but if this is a mere glimpse of the silliness that is yet to come in this coming season. god im so excited to see more of his antics#bros seriously been liveblogging his work days since he got back to the factory 😭😭#they should make a legitimate cinematic day in the life vid of him not just a tiktok or clipe#*clips#fernando alonso#f1#formula 1#catie.art.
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tw: mention of incest role play, mention of fear kink, mention of cum inflation????, scummy gojo, also I have no idea how to word this????
gojo who gets paired up with you for a college project, and you’re fucking reeling for a few reasons. one being; he’s extremely attractive and damn near everyone on campus knows who he is. and also, you’re intimidated by his beauty and popularity, especially since you’re only known for giving out the answers when people ask nice enough in classes.
but he’s so…friendly, when you guys meet up to start on the project. he’s all smiles and helpful answers, bites at the people who come up to him and pretend you’re not even there. he listens to you with this dumb (cute) little look on his face, with his lips slightly parted and his brows raised and his white lashes peeking over the roundness of his glasses whenever he nods.
he’s kinder than you expected him to be. funnier, too, with his shitty jokes that you find yourself snorting at in the quiet library. and when you guys are finished with the project, he still keeps in touch. moves his seat to be next to you in class, texts you and asks you out to coffee, even invites you on a date after a few weeks.
and everything is perfect—until it’s not. until he beds you one day and it’s not as special or magical as you were anticipating it to be. he’s kinda…strange, in a sense, when he fucks you. oddly quiet, like he’s holding back, his hands just a little too tight, his eyes too focused on random parts of your body.
but you sleep with him again and again, until he starts becoming real comfortable with you. almost too comfortable, let’s how weird and strange and almost scummy he really is start to shine through, let the mask he’d be unknowingly wearing this entire time slip away.
“What if we were siblings?” Gojo asks you one night when he’s fucking your brains out. he’s gotten better over these few months, gotten looser and more comfortable. too fucking comfortable.
“Satoru, what in the ever loving fuck are you on about?” you ask him in a gasp as you reach a hand back to keep your head from hitting the headboard. but he’s undeterred, his eyes wild and unseeing as he grips your hips tighter, thrusts becoming sloppier.
“No, I mean in a role play way.” He explains, as if that makes it sound any better. “You know? You’re my sweet lil sister taking big bro’s cock so I won’t tell mom and dad about you sneaking out.”
“You’re a sick fuck.” you tell him plainly, frustrated that your tone doesn’t carry the same bite because his nimble fingers started playing with you at the same time. “Fuckin’ weirdo.”
“Incest role play doesn’t turn you on?” he asks, cocking his head to the side like a confused puppy that you wanna kick in the chin. “Maybe, hmm,”
he pretends to be lost in thought, thrusts slowing down and you let out an irritated huff as you slump back onto the bed. but your back arches up when his hips pick up pace again, suddenly slamming into you as he looms over you. one hand cupping your cheek, the other returning in between your thighs as he grins madly.
“Maybe you’d like some fear play, yeah? How’s that sound?” Gojo bends over you until his nose skims yours, his pupils entirely too tiny, makes your breath hitch in your throat. “Me, chasing you around the campus with a big knife, scared that I’ll catch you. You know I would, right?”
he forces you to nod with his big hand cupping your cheeks, pouting your lips at him as you whimper. he kisses you, breathless, chuckling a little under his breath as he mutters something incomprehensible, his cock carving its way deep inside you.
“Maybe even cum inflation? That one’s not the realest thing out here, but I could figure out a way to make that work. You’d like that, right?” he sounds like he’s off the deep end, like every single twisted thought that’s been running through his mind these past few weeks have finally come to the forefront. started spilling out between you two like a cracked dam, like he’s been bottling this up ever since you met him.
you cum only a few seconds after his last inquiry, scared of the way his smile widens, as if your body told him an answer he’s already known.
#sorry. for this.#idk how to explain it#but I thought about this the other morning and was like#wow. I think he’d have some very different knks than you’d expect from him#but he makes them hot every time for some reason#the other knk was free use but I didn’t know how to work it in lol#I hate when I have these short drabbles written and my mind is in#is immediately* trying to convince me that I should make it a full fic#I already have like 15 on my list and it’s stressing me OUTTT#rambling sorry#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#also why haven’t my tags returned like they still don’t pop up when I type them ☹️#gojo treats! 🍬#tw: incest#tw: fear
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28/01/2024
stars don't twinkle moon doesn't shine
big thanks to @nahrgles for finishing this for me after i hit a wall with colors bg and effects- chromatic aberration blew my fkn mind
pre edit transparent version under cut because i spent too much time cleaning it loll
#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic#shadow the hedgehog#shadow#sonic adventure 2#sa2#admin draws#fanart#not intended as ship theyre kinda just There but like if ya wanna tag it i aint stopping you#never played sa2 myself but ive been insane about these two for saur long now and thats like half the reason i even finished this#finished sonic generations though and i replayed this fight like three times omgfgghgh its so fun. i love them so much#those who follow my main blog mightve seen the piece by a long deactivated artist that inspired this#queue spat it out just around the time i finished this#sitting down to complete a piece that i dont finish in one sitting is rare let alone 2 (it took 3) and im pretty happy with it#still not ttoooottally happy but you just gotta let mistakes be and not ruin ur perception of a thing thats on the whole. pretty good#ive still got a bg3 wip in the works but i might have to doodle these 2 for sanity rather than sitting down after a long day#of studying infectious diseases for a final. and then making myself work on something ive wrung of most of its initial creative dopamine#MORNING EDIT WOW. THAT TRAILER HUH. 20 YEARS OF SHADOW RETROSPECTIVE HOW WE FEELING.#BC I KNOW IM ON CLOUD NINE NOW
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Au stuff I’m working on idk guys
#chonny jash#hms#cj hms#heart chonny jash#mind chonny jash#soul chonny jash#what am I doing#wow guys another horror au so original#this is just an excuse to get out emotions#I’ll draw whole soon I promise I’m just lazy and have work tomorrow morning#funky Artemis’s art
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Hey y'all! In August I started two jobs and I've been so busy I haven't been bored enough to daydream about fic let alone write it. One of the jobs is a long term substitute position. I do not have a teaching degree. I do not know what I am doing. It is very stressful. These kids are just staring at me every morning and I have to be the one to like...have things for them to do. And so I just "yes and" riff about some worksheets best I can and hope they pass their state tests come April. Like, I'm really just some guy off the street they hired last minute. It's so bad.
However, I have a lil something I wrote before all that sooooooooo...
Simon POV, past (age 15):
Balanced footsteps approach, clicking in even purposeful tones that threaten Baz, Baz, Baz. His shadow appears first. Long and lean. Dark and brooding. Mocking me as it flickers against the walls because even the mere imitation of Baz swarms with condescension. A few steps above me, always looking down.
Thank you to everyone who has been tagging me. I'm sorry I've been so ass at interacting with your posts.
Fuck it I'm just putting down some names dude. @alexalexinii @arthurkko @artsyunderstudy @brilla-brilla-estrellita @bookish-bogwitch @cutestkilla
@emeryhall @excalisbury @facewithoutheart @fatalfangirl @hagnoart @henreyettah @hushed-chorus @iamamythologicalcreature @ic3-que3n @ineffable-grimm-pitch @j-nipper-95 @larkral @letraspal @messofthejess @mitranian @mooncello @monbons @nausikaaa @ninemagicks @nightimedreamersworld @noblecorgi @onepintobean @orange-peony @palimpsessed @prettygoododds @raenestee @rimeswithpurple @roomwithanopenfire @theearlgreymage @theimpossibledemon @thewholelemon @urban-sith @umdiasujo @valeffelees @wellbelesbian @whogaveyoupermission @yellobb @youarenevertooold @you-remind-me-of-the-babe
#oh and all the posters keep falling off the walls because of the change in temperature all the time#so my classroom is ugly and boring af#also for some reason my brain has been wanting to think about this totally other fic idea i've had for awhile#so i've been moving in secret working on that one a little bit#but i watched soccer this morning and was like FUCK i have to write IKABIKAM#but i've put so much pressure on myself#and my brain is fried from like trying to financially support myself and getting super underpaid and undertrained#to do one of the most importnat jobs in the world#the other gig is going great though!#they are adequately paying me and adequately trained me#wow i'm complaining a lot in the tags
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Truly astonishing how the days are getting longer and for some clearly totally unrelated reason, I am surprised at how quickly my mental health is improving.
#hilary for ts#just as reliably as it crashes at the beginning of november#i will probably learn nothing from this and be astonished as i am every year#me: wow weird how much better i feel this week! it clearly has nothing to do with more daylight!#mind you i will be annoyed when i have to get up for work in the mornings and it is dark again#but yes truly one of these years i will remember SAD#perhaps?
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do you ever think about how like one small action, even if it feels insignificant, it makes overall a HUGE impact on the trajectory of your life? and you won't even realize it unless you really sit there and connect the dots.
#me all morning thinking about this and rolling around screeching.#like wow.....no words..........#life is so interesting#like wow if i didn't have this girl like screw me over bad so i ended up making a discord server to connect with other queer women#then got back with an ex...#then like break up with my ex or she broke up with me idfr#and then like the fact all my past dates/dating apps failed thankfully#and then if my mods didn't let my gf in my discord server#then i would have never met my gf and i wouldn't be here.#sitting in our apartment#in looooveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee#SO CRAZY!!!!!#butterfly effect is so real honestly#but i love my girlfriend i am glad she is mineeee heheheh#it all worked out in the end trulyyyy
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I'm sorry for the OC brain rot on main....
(the lines are from a post about "tag yourself: awkward/unflirty Sims edition" and honestly? all my OCs are awkward/unflirty so ... yeah...)
#my characters#they (my OCs in general) are not mine if they don't pine and fail at romance#and the fact one of the options WAS actually ask an inappropriate question??? deacon coded if there was ever something deacon coded#i have so many stupid ideas for ymber having the worst comments that he THINKS would be flattering in his head and then he hears it out lou#and is like oh no that was awful im going to be abandoned for that and i deserve it oh wow dang that was so bad#both of them are trying so hard to be supportive and learn about the other and somehow its working?#no one else knows HOW it works but ok buddy#like i saw a mug in a coffee shop that i DESPERATELY want to draw in the modern au i have#with Oh handing it to Ymber saying AH HA found a mug I can gift Deacon the next time you fuck up with talking to him#and then doesn't buy it but is thinking about it and then later that day Ymber says something v blunt and non flattering#and Oh just ARE YOU KIDDING ME I DONT HAVE DEACONS GIFT BC YOU SAID YOUD TRY HARDER AT THIS#the mug in question said#congrats on your breakup we hated him#and there were sparkles around breakup#and it was so funny to me i just .... thinking about how much Oh would love to give it to deacon as a sorry my friend is so bad at this#i really wanna draw more of the sims fail options with the others in the plot but hey i can post it on my side blog and spare you all here#i was thinking about a fanart idea earlier this morning and completely forgot it by the time i sat down to draw#gomen gomen i was gonna try to not do ocs on main but.... alas....
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staying motivated at the office like:

#hehehehehehe#i am only in the office once per week but it was too sterile and lifeless#also sorry for being like entirely MIA lately;;; life has been very very busy#but in a good way!!#also!!!!! best of best news!!!! i got a new job!!!!!!!!!!!#no more absolutely soul sucking old job!!!!!!!!#i am still recovering from burnout and adjusting to new job but hopefully i will be a functioning human again soon :)#i even worked on fanta 100 Q&A the other day wow look at me#maybe i will try to get some new parts out for shotas bday!!#((also i swear i had a little animal figure for shotaman but i accidentally missed it when picking them all off the table this morning;;;;)#((shotaman will be pink flamingo hehe))#i did not have all the best animals for everyone but i did my best oki pls try to guess them all
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Really sucks when a former friend starts messaging you again, and life has gotten weird, and you don't know how to get past the awkwardness and make things like they were; like we were on some friends talk all day good morning good night stuff, we exchanged nudes at a point in our relationship, now I'm past the opening "how are you" salvo looking at the driest response ever, and ope, lookit that, I'm actually just talking about the weather. And work.
#And does it make me feel like it's my fault?#Listen...... yes#People always just leave me behind and if they come back this always happens#And why shouldnt it he asks?#I dunno it's a very bleak feeling I didnt even intend to be sad about this early in the morning#I mean all I have going for me is work#And I like. Feel myself exhausting people because Im boring and lame and the only thing I do is talk about my day#But it's also like I try to let people in all the time and they just fucking ghost me#Like this one here ghosted me#And went on to live a life and have a partner and move into a house and experience big life changes#And Im just... me#Aint nobody want that in their life and not one damn person would be faulted for leaving me behind anywhere#Wow I. really didnt mean to get so down it's early in the morning#But trying to work out how to respond to like#The driest tone imaginable from someone kinda threw me#And I just get to reflect on my own inadequacies and that I basically bring nothing to the table#Except like. Memes and cat pictures#Sigh#Sorry#Long tags are long#Long post nobody read#Pass on by
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ha ha ha what if i quit my job....
#girl that is the PMS and work bullshit and car stress talking !! but !!!!#the relief i would feel to not have to deal with that anymore....#and i could get a way more chill job close to home while i figure out going back to school or whatever#idk im just tired and constantly stressed to the point where it's bad for my health#and i'm sad bc i've been with my company for four years#and i've watched it go downhill#continuously set up for failure and yet i still care !! so much !!!#idk i'm not even there today but it was my first thought waking up#and making sure my team was okay to go in with the rain/snow#and it's just like wow imagine if i didn't have to think about it every day of my life.....#anyway. coffee and sunday morning :')#gg txt
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the guy I am kind of dating and I have a huge crush on just did an overhaul of his tinder profile, changed every picture and description and put his settings on nothing serious
#bonus point: im quite the bubbly woman in person and he wrote “looking for black cat energy” wow#things had been cooling down for some weeks and he blew off some dates we were supposed to have so I had specifically asked him if he wante#to still go out with me#I ASKED and told him 'no hard feelings but it doesn't make sense for this to go on if im the only one to pursue it'#and he did not answer he just said he had an overwhelming week and needed a couple of days to reset#and then things started again as usual aka texting a bit every day#acting like nothing happened at all#cute heart emojis everyday etc.#and I thought oh today im going to ask him out (my idea being that we could properly discuss the situation in person)#i texted him good morning but by 2pm he hadn't answered#and I had this... feeling#like a paranoid (but actually quite accurate) feeling about it so I opened up tinder and would you look at that#to say that I took it badly is... ive been crying non stop and I have to work now im just#im so fucking lonely and so fucking tired of this life
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one more little writing vent for the road before I buckle down and try again and again and again but there are few feelings more frustrating than having a sudden burst of an idea that you would love to read and love to write and you start frantically scribbling down as much of it as possible on your phone or your laptop or a spare scrap of paper but the whole time you know you haven't been able to finish anything in months, you know you've ended up hating everything you've written eventually, you know there's a 99.9% chance that this fic will be forever incomplete and inevitably detested just like the others, and it seems so pointless to write any of it and it feels like giving up before you even try, but by god you are going to try anyway because maybe this will be the thing that breaks through a wall so high you can't see the top of it. and you've been here dozens of times before. and the wall is still standing.
#i wrote a banger of a line this morning like wow no one will ever read this one either#but that is NOT a helpful mindset to have so i am painting my face and beeping my little clown nose#like hey maybe it'll all work out this time :)#i am okay fr like i said i'm still going to try it's just beyond getting frustrating like it's gotten there#liza blather#✨ew✨#but we move
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just want 2 say abt the marvel rivals post u made... big mood bc that's me every game getting banished to Magneto, Strange, or Adam bc these ppl wont stop picking Punisher (?) and feeding like crazy… like maybe i want to play (idk any of the dps chars bc I never play them but imagine one here)... but noooo give the 2k dmg guy MVP and not me with 35k damage blocked/healing done..... smh -poro anon
do you really want to play dps when you dont know any of the dps tho ……… much to consider …….
#snap chats#OWDJSK I MEAN IM JUST SAYIN ……. yaint lab any for the day you Can play dps …..#ok im being mean . i Naturally gravitate to tank or support i gen love those roles#but it is very aggravating trying to tank or support alone#at least i feel as though people are more willing to dual support but if youre tank youre on your own#which isnt HORRIBLE its very much doable and ive won games that way but having one SUPPORT on top of that … girls ….#tank is an entirely thankless role which is fine for me but its just…. wow ……#like again im not super affected. except i am because I Repeat two supports is great#mags works best with a second tank but ive been able to win games with just him so w/e#also anon …… i dont think mvp is distributed based on damage blocked ….. its based on kills per second im p sure#idk i actually havent looked into how mvps are achieved in rivals but ill do that in the morn prob#in any case dont hard focus stats since stats arent wholly reflective of whats happening in game#what matters is winning and securing objectives and as long as thats being done then Yippee ….#ofc Play The Game and make yourself a productive team member but dont get caught up in just the numbers#ok that ends my unsolicited tidbit bye bye im sleeping
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