#i'm also supposed to be working on my ego and interpersonal problems related to my NPD
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thinking about how my therapist straight up told me to post more fanfiction.
#it's more complicated than that lol but it's a funny sentiment#context: i write CONSTANTLY. i have so many fics i've written and never posted.#i'm also supposed to be working on my ego and interpersonal problems related to my NPD#a huge huge part of that is my nonexistent criticism immune system#and i'm like. incapable of sharing my writing bc even if no one comments negatively per se i Know there will be People who will See It#and Not Immediately Love It & Me#and that's sooo unacceptable to my paranoid cornered animal traumatized brain#and she's like ''if they're old then maybe the fandoms have died down so it could be good exposure practice. i mean you can comfort-#-yourself by telling yourself barely anyone will see it anyway.''#and like. SOME of them that applies to but most of the stuff i would be willing to post is like.#TMA fanfic...#soooo......#there's been a resurgence due to the magnus protocol [still haven't listened btw smh i'm a fake fan]#so people Will see it wahwaaahwahhh [that's the whole point of the exercise but like weeehhh]
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